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starry-nights-garden · 10 months
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✧ Golden Child Y x gn!reader ✧ words: ~1k ✧ genre: fluff ✧ warnings: (mentions of reader blushing) ✧ prompt: “Can I see your hand?” - “Sure, why?” - “Just to see how well it fits with mine.”
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You glance over to your boyfriend sitting next to you, working on something on his laptop. You’re not entirely sure what he’s doing, and everytime you try to steal a glance at his screen he becomes all secretive and makes sure you can’t see anything. Eventually you just sigh and give up, shaking your head at the serious expression on Sungyoon’s face and going back to minding your own business. You sit like that in silence for a while at the dinner table in his flat, until he suddenly breaks the silence, clearing his throat.
“Can I see your hand?” Confused by his request you raise an eyebrow at him, but thinking it might have something to do with the secret he’s keeping on his laptop screen, you do as told.
“Sure, why?” 
“Just to see how well it fits with mine.” There’s a bright grin on Sungyoon’s face now, screaming “I tricked you!!”, and he doesn’t hesitate to intertwine his fingers with yours. Realizing that you walked right into his trap, you feel yourself blushing madly, and so you resort to shooting him a glare. This however only makes him laugh softly at you, and you don’t find it in you to do anything about him bringing your hand up to his lips.
“Cute,” he mutters as he kisses your knuckles, one after the other, the playful spark in his gaze only growing brighter as he watches your blush taking on a deeper shade of red with every kiss he places on your hand. His lips wander to the back of it, and he closes his eyes for a moment as he lingers there, and eventually he pulls away, apologizing with a content smile on his face. “Sorry, I was messing with you,” he says. “But you really are way too cute for your own good.”
“What are you even saying!” you can finally yell at him for making you feel like your heart was about to burst right then and there. “Choi Sungyoon, you-!”
“I what?” he questions, and there’s that victorious grin again, because he knows better than anyone that he has you wrapped around his finger and there’s no way you could actually be mad at him for this. Really, all you can do is whine, and it comes out more pathetic than you had planned too, so when he lets out a laugh of endearment and engulfs you in a tight hug you’re not sure if you should keep pretending to be angry with him or be thankful that at least like this he doesn’t have to see you blushing once again. 
“I love you,” he whispers as he brings some distance between you. “And I know you do too.”
“You’re horrible,” you sigh, and he immediately frowns at you.
“That hurt,” he mutters, acting as if he was taking your words to heart.
“Anyway,” you say, after somewhat collecting yourself. “What’s on your screen? Did that have anything to do with my hand? Because in that case you’re horrible at hiding your intentions.”
“Ahh, that…” Your boyfriend glances at his screen and then back to you, and you think you can see a hint of anxiety on his face. “Actually… I was planning on keeping this a secret from you…”
“Show me.”
“Only if you give me a kiss first,” he negotiates, causing you to let out yet another sigh. Your eyes find his lips briefly, and before you can feel yourself drawn to him too much, you look away. You’re not trying to let him bargain with you here, but resisting the temptation just because is harder than you thought.
“No,” you manage to say, and he pouts at you.
“Please?”
“Ugh… fine. But don’t try to play any tricks on me!”
“I’ll show you what’s on my screen, I promise,” he says, smiling softly now, in order to evoke a sense of trustworthiness in you. But you know your boyfriend and how much he likes to mess with people, especially with you. Still, you agree and you close your eyes when he leans in to kiss you. 
You can feel yourself being swept off your feet the second his lips come in contact with yours, just like it always is. There’s no way you could resist his kisses, or the way he caresses the skin on your cheek with his thumb when he cups your face, or the way his fingertips dance from the back of your neck down your shoulders in order to keep you close to him. Breathless, you part eventually, the aftertaste of his sweet kiss still lingering on your tongue, and for a moment nothing matters but the fact that he’s here with you.
“Then let me keep my promise,” he eventually tears you out of your daze with his words, and before you can answer he lets you see the screen of his laptop. But there’s nothing on it that could have anything to do with your hands whatsoever, just a page filled with text about some singing technique from what you can tell at a short glance.
“I-…” You’re speechless, but when you look at his face and the way he’s giggling at you now like a 5 year old that just pulled the prank of the century on one of his friends, you get up at once and start yelling at him. “I cannot believe you!! How dare you trick me again, Choi Sungyoon!” The guy in question merely laughs at your reaction, watching you complain for some time and then putting his hands onto your hips to pull you close to him at once.
“But you like it, don’t you?” he says, taking your face into his hands again. “When I tease you like this.”
“I don’t-?” you start another attempt at complaining to him, but when he brings you in to shut you up with another kiss, there’s really nothing you can do. And as you feel yourself melting against his touch once again, you soon forget all about your frustration, and you simply kiss him back.
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sungyoondiary · 11 months
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Waiting For Sungyoon
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The idea: a series of weekly drabbles until he comes back from his military service.
Notes: These are mostly under 1k words, fluffy drabbles portraying small, loosely connected episodes from the relationship of Sungyoon and the reader. I am imagining the reader to be female for this project. The episodes can be read separately or in order. Currently accepting suggestions for what scenes to include!
Starting late: July 8, 2023. Ending: September 19, 2024.
Updates: usually on every Saturday, exceptions are holidays (then I'll post on the actual days instead on the weekend) and if I get too busy.
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tranquilpetrichor · 1 year
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the luck of the rabbit
cast: y (golden child) x gn!reader
wc: 437
genre: fluff, comfort
warnings: mentions of being tired, barely proofread
notes: 새해 복 많이 받으세요! a late happy lunar new year—consider this a little gift. life's been very busy but fun lately, but i hope i find more time to write in the future, haha. the banner is mine, btw. (also, rabbit. bunny. whatever. still thought of sungyoon when i saw what year we were celebrating.)
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you opened a new page in your sketchbook, and put pencil to paper for the first time in a few days. your grip was light on the pencil, as if you were letting it move of its own accord, merely following its will.
after about 15 minutes, the page was no longer blank, but filled with a large rabbit and a variety of other doodles. how freeing it was, to stay in your room, draw and forget about stress for a while.
you felt a pair of arms wrap around your shoulders and you glanced upwards with a smile. "sungyoon! when did you get back?"
"only a few minutes ago. the bakery was quite busy today, but that makes sense when it's the day before seollal."
"i'm sure you're happy that it's finally the year of the rabbit?" you joked. amongst your friends, everyone liked to joke that his features were rather bunny-like, especially when he smiled.
"of course!"
you ruffled his hair with one hand, pencil in the other. “i can't wait to celebrate with you and your family. i've missed seeing them!"
work had been busy lately, and although you enjoyed your job for the most part, you still needed to rest, but also, reflect on everything that had happened to you in the last 12 months. you were more than happy to start over and welcome the new year with open arms.
hopefully, spending time around your chosen family would raise your spirits.
sungyoon glanced at the intricate drawings in your sketchbook in awe. "wow, this is really beautiful. i remember that my cousins really loved your art—they smile so much around you."
you beamed with pride. "i'm glad. i'd be happy to draw some more for them!"
he motioned for you to sit beside him on your apartment couch, and gently laid his head on your shoulder, letting out a content sigh of relief.
"doing errands really tires you out at the end of the day," he said, and you couldn't help but giggle a little. you stroked his back fondly.
"let's just stay here a little while longer then."
he yawned and pulled you closer to him. "hey, can i take a picture of that rabbit drawing of yours later? for luck."
to that, you chuckled. "you're enough luck for the both of us, sungyoon."
the red lanterns scattered around the house, your sketchbook, the thought of delicious glass noodle stir fry, memories of the people you loved (including the one with his head now in your lap)—all of these would carry you into the year of the rabbit and hopefully beyond.
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taglist: @restlessmaknae
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blu-joons · 2 years
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Hiiii! I was wondering if you could please write some cute and sweet fluff with Sungyoon from Golden Child as your boyfriend?😊💜
Hi, thanks for the request but unfortunately I don’t do imagines 🥺
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blossominghunnie · 10 months
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Misc
☀️ Imagine 🌙 Fanfic
🌼 Fluff 🥀 Angst 🌷 Comedy 🍄 Suggestive 🧚🏼‍♀️ Popular
Fantasy Boys
Hong Sungmin
Coming soon
Yu Junwon
Coming soon
Soloists
Park Jihoon
Fate 🌙 🌼
My love ☀️🌼🧚🏼‍♀️
Moving along ☀️🥀 (soon)
Woodz/Cho Seungyoun
Coming soon
OnePact
Yoon Jongwoo
Coming soon
Jay Chang
20:00 ☀️🌼
Skateboard ☀️🌼
Chasing that feeling 🌙🌼🥀
Lee Yedam
Coming soon
Victon
Lim Sejun
Coming soon
Jung Subin
Lover of mine ☀️🌼 (soon)
Evnne
Terazono Keita
Coming soon
Park Hanbin
Super shy ☀️🌼
Yoo Seungeon
Coming soon
Lucas Wong/ Wong Yukhei
Coming soon
Golden Child
Y/Choi Sungyoon
Coming soon
Bae Seungmin
Coming soon
Choi Bomin
Coming soon
NCT
Nakamoto Yuta
Coming soon
Jung Jaehyun
Coming soon
Kim Jungwoo
Coming soon
Winwin/Dong Sicheng
Coming Soon
Xiaojun/Xiao Dejun
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Ampers&One
Na Kamden
Coming soon
Choi Jiho
Broken Heart ☀️🌼
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pbharchives · 1 year
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Golden | jangyoon au
SUMMARY: Actor Choi Sungyoon takes a liking to member of a new idol group KEUM, Lee Jangjun. He decides not to do anything about it to not ruin Jangjun's career, but Jangjun is making it quite difficult for him.
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golden child
lee jangjun/ choi sungyoon
full-length au; complete
fluff; celebrity au
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kimsunwoodz · 2 years
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golden child masterlist
i do not write smut
💭author’s favorite
💌fluff
🥀angst
🏷moodboard
sungyoon
boys’ night out: 💌 💭
sungyoon has never suffered from fomo, there’s nowhere else he’d rather be than in the comfort of his own apartment. he’s about to learn, however, that there are some things in life that are just too good to miss.
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seungmoroll · 3 years
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Protected Love | Y
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Word count: 1.6k
Genre: mafia!au, bodyguard!Y, fluff, happy ending
Requested: yes
A/n: thanks to the anon for this request! I enjoyed writing this and sorry for taking so long to get this out, hope you like it!
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           Looking up from your spot in front of the window, you watch as your husband and daughter happily play around in your garden. If you were to be honest with yourself, everything that has led up to this moment has been the best thing that has happened to you. Three years ago, you could’ve never seen yourself living this kind of life, but now here you are, and you wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world.
           You were the daughter of a mafia boss. People feared getting on your bad side and you got everything that you wanted. With your father’s power, no one dared to mess with you and your family. That is until an incident occurred that left your father’s mafia to be viewed as weak by others, and slowly they started going after your family. To ensure your safety, you father had hired bodyguards to protect you and your sister, and that’s when you met the man that was going to change your life forever.
           At first you weren’t the biggest fan of the guard assigned to you. Y, or as you liked to call him Sungyoon, was nothing more than a thorn in your side. Thinking back on it, however, you could say that you were a bit stubborn on your part and didn’t make his job easy, but you were just a young girl who wanted her freedom. Fortunately for you, you got something a little bit better than that, you found love.
           Your relationship with Sungyoon started off rocky. You had wanted nothing to do with him and did everything that you could to escape him like trying to make him quit or make your father fire him, but to no avail none of those occurred. However, your relationship shifted when you had managed to run away from him and visit your mother’s grave. When he eventually found you, instead of yelling at you like he had done the previous times, he had quietly sat down next to you and asked you to tell him about her. That was when you had both started seeing each other in a different light.
           At some point, lingering touches and longing looks were exchanged between the two of you, and the line of the strictly business relationship that you had begun to blur. Eventually the two of you could no longer ignore the fire in your hearts and began to pursue a relationship. A relationship that was only known by your sister and Tag, Sungyoon’s best friend, who also happened to be your sister’s bodyguard; as your father would have had Sungyoon killed for even laying a hand on you.
           The two of you had managed to keep your relationship a secret without any troubles for two years, that was until you had found yourself in a predicament.
           You couldn’t believe what were you were seeing. ‘No,’ you thought to yourself, ‘this has to be a mistake.’ Slowly bringing up a hand to cover up your mouth, you sit in the bathroom in silence and in shock. Quickly getting yourself put together, you hide all evidence of what just occurred moments ago, and when you walk out of the bathroom, you are greeted by the sight of your sister, “Y/n!” Still shocked, you don’t even realize her presence and when she comes up to you, she ways, “Hey, Y/n, what’s wrong? You don’t look too good.”
           From the corner of your eye, you see Sungyoon and Tag around the corner, as fast as you can, you pull your sister towards your bedroom, missing the way the two men saw you. When you hastily shut the door to your bedroom, you slump against the door, clutching your heart. “Y/n? What is wrong with you?” your sister asks. Slowly walking towards the bed, you settle yourself down and pat the empty space next to you. In a hushed toned, you ask of her, “You promise not to tell anyone, not even Tag.” Holding out your pinky, you wait for her response.
           Latching her pinky onto yours, she says, “I don’t know what this is about, but I promise not to tell.”
           Taking a moment to collect your thoughts, you manage to tell her, “I’m pregnant.” For a couple of seconds, the two of you sat in silence that is until your sister jumps up from her position and starts screaming, “Oh my gosh! I’m going to be an aunt! I’m going to be an au-“ Rushing forward, you cover her mouth with your hands before she could get another word out. Shushing her, you say, “S/n! Will you be quiet? The whole world doesn’t need to hear y-“
           Before you could finish your sentence, you are interrupted by the two bodyguards bursting into the room. “We heard a scream, are you two okay?” Tag asks. The two of you can only blink and star at the two men as you stay in the stay position. Slowly removing your hand from your sister’s mouth, you recollect yourself and say, “Us? Yeah, of course, we’re okay. Just, just saw a bug, that’s all.” You give them a reassuring smile to let them know that you guys were okay. “A bug? That’s it?”
           Nodding your head, you make your way to push them out of the room, “Yes, yes, just a bug, but we got rid of it, so it’s all good now. Now please, we’re having girl talk, so we need you two out. Now…please.”
           When the two guards leave, the both of you sigh in relief. Turning towards you, your sister asks, “What are you going to do, Y/n? Are you going to tell Y? You have to tell him.”
           “I will…eventually. I just have to find the right time to do it.”
           “And when is that? When it’s already been nine months?”
           “If possible, yes.”
           You had managed to keep your pregnancy a secret from Sungyoon for only a month, thinking that you were doing a splendid job of not being weird. However, Sungyoon being Sungyoon was able to notice that something was off, that’s why one night he eventually asked the question that you were hoping to avoid.
           “Okay, what’s wrong?” Avoiding his gaze, you tell him that there was nothing wrong. “Don’t give me that crap, Y/n. I know there’s something wrong. You know you can tell me anything, right? I won’t tell your dad unless I deem that it’s important for him to know.”
           Taking a moment to think of how you wanted to tell him, you sit him down on your bed. Taking his hand in yours, you begin, “Look, the next sentences to come out of my mouth may cause a shock to you, so I just want you to not freak out, okay?” After seeing him nod his head, you take a deep breath and say, “I’m pregnant.”
           Releasing the breath that you didn’t know he was holding, Sungyoon clutched onto his chest causing for you to be confused, “I thought you were going to say that you were dying.” That wasn’t exactly the words you were expecting him to hear, so you give him more time to register your words. “Wait, are you serious?”
           “Yep.”
           “You’re telling me, that there’s a human growing inside your stomach right now, and it’s half mine?”
           “That’s exactly what I’m saying.”
           Getting up from his position next to you, he kneels down in front of you. Gently, he places a hand on your stomach, and you place yours on top of his. In a quiet tone he asks, “I’m going to be a dad?” Bringing up your other hand to his face, you softly stroke his face, “Yes, you’re going to be a dad.”
           When the two of you broke the news to your father, it had gone a little bit better than you expected. Sure, Sungyoon might have gotten a few punches to his body, but you had totally expected your father to pull out a weapon on him, so in your mind, your father reacted in a good manner. Once you father had managed to get all of his anger out (on Sungyoon), he had pulled you into a tight hug, going on about how his little girl was growing up.
           “It won’t be safe for the three of you,” your father says. “There are still people out there that will do anything to hurt me and once they find out about this baby, they won’t stop going after you.”
           “I can protect them, sir.”
           “I can’t have my daughter raise this child without a father.”
           “We can just get more guards,” you suggest. Shaking his head, your father says, “No, that won’t be enough.” Sitting back down at his desk, your father begins to pull out some documents. “I was hoping that it would never come down to this, but I think this is the only choice we have.”
           Not sure of what your father was talking about, you and Sungyoon can only watch your father as he begins making phone calls.
           It turns out the plan that your father had saved for “emergencies” was a fake death. Your father had executed this whole extravagant ordeal that made it seemed like you and Sungyoon and gotten into a car accident. Once this had occurred, your father had you and Sungyoon move out to a house out in the mountains, where you could start a new life together with your child.
           Fastforward back to the present, you can’t help but to think to yourself, ‘Yeah, there’s nothing that I would’ve changed.’
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A/n: let me know what you guys thought of this, feedback is always welcomed!
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yourfavkpopgurl · 3 years
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Goldenchild reaction to you doing the wap challenge plss
Golden child reaction to you doing the WAP challenge
Daeyeol
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He would be suprised when you suddenly did it. You just randomly didn't when you hear it on the radio and he would lowkey hype you up and bit his lip.
Y/Sungyoon
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Fuckkkkk
He couldn't help but stare at you with dark and lusty eyes. "Fuck" he whispered silently but still loud enough for you to hear. You heard it and danced more intensely. Your smile grew wider seeing what you did to him. It might be a sleepless night ;)
Jangjun
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Let's be real here. He's your number 1 hype man so he would definitely shout "wooohh" or something with your every move. But after his always enthusiastic self, he would DIE of hornyness. You knew him to well so when you looked at him you smirked at him and his eyes sparkled :).
Tag/youngtaek
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Pls he's so beautiful
Youngtaek would be suprised when you started dancing and his eyes would widen. You saw his schocked face and laughed. Poor baby got flustered but was kinda excited inside.
Seungmin
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"Woah jagiya! I didn't know you could do that. That's kinda hot." He would be so enthusiastic. He didn't expect you to do that but he didn't complain.😌
Part 2
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crybabybomin · 4 years
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Golden child reaction to you wearing one of their shirts
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Daeyeol
You stole one of his hoodies. So when he couldn’t find it he would be so stressed out. But when he saw you walking in wearing his hoodie, he’d get all fluffy inside. He would run up to you to hug you. “you should wear my clothes more often you look too cute.”
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Sungyoon
He was wearing one of his hats like normal, but you snatched it from his head and put it on by yourself. He laughed at your actions. He tried to get it from you. “babe give it back my hair looks horrible right now.” You ran away and he’d run after you.
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Jangjun
Jangjun was still in the bathroom and you were getting ready for bed. You realised you didn’t bring a top to sleep in. You decided to steal one of his white shirts. When he came out of the bathroom he looked at you. “is that mine” you looked at him “yeah I didn’t have a shirt.” “I didn’t mean the shirt, but that looks cute too.”
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Tag
He left them for you to steal himself. So when he saw you in his sweatshirt prepare to be cuddled the whole day. He loves seeing you in his clothes, it shows to him that you are his. After a while he would need some clothes back though.
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Seungmin
When you asked for a pair of sweats he gave them. But when you walked into the kitchen after a shower, he was so in awe. He taught you looked so comfy and he just wanted to cuddle you. “babe you should wear it more it looks good on you.”
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Jaehyun
You two were walking outside and when you asked for his beanie because you were cold you gave it to you. He didn’t expect to find you so cute. So he took a lot of pictures of you. He immediately made them his lock screen. He’d remind himself to give you more of his stuff. 
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Jibeom
He so much “sprite” shirts he didn’t even notice you stole on from him. So when you two planned a date and he saw you in his shirt he fell in love again right there. He blushed at you and took your hand in his. “you look great in my shirt babe.” You smiled. “I’m sorry I stole it I just wanted something to remind me of you.” He’d blush even more and kiss your cheek.
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Donghyun
Donghyun thought one of his members stole a flannel and he got kind of mad. When he saw you in it he immediately apologised to his members and walked to you. “hey you look so cute but next time please tell me.” “I’m sorry I just needed to have something with your scent when you were away.” This made him soften and he hugged you.
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Joochan
This softie would love it. After it happened the first time he would leave them everywhere for you to steal them. He loved seeing you in his clothes since they were kind of big on you. He thought it looked extremely cute. He would never leave your side when you wore his clothes.
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Bomin
He wouldn’t see it at first glance that it was his shirt. But when he saw it was kind of big on you he figure out it was his. “is that my shirt?” He asked you and you nodded. He’d love it so much. It made you look so small.
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[9:54 p.m] || Sungyoon
Request: can i request timestamp [9:54 p.m] with sungyoon + sweet kisses ?
I'm so sorry I'm getting to this so late I can't tell if I already did it and it's just buried and I never put it on my Masterlist or just completely forgot to but none the less here is this legit months or maybe a year late to which I’m so sorry but note I love you as one of my fave goldenness readers I hope you’re well <3
[9:54 p.m]
Sungyoon laid down with his arm propped up on the mattress that held his upper body up. You laid next to him, tucking strand of hair behind his ear taking the time to analyze his face for as long as you could. Your dear boyfriend got nervous under this form of attention so he decided to tease you in hopes your ears would turn as red as his. 
“You’re in love with me aren’t you? You cant stop staring”
“Oh shut up” You said with a small laugh starting to feel warm by the playful aroma. 
“Only if you kiss me” 
His *not so* annoying teasing had you unable to handle his flirty comment but you happily obliged. Slowly pampering his face with kisses all over his face that you were not less then a minute ago analyzing the same face.
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key201303 · 3 years
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Falling into Autumn Masterlist
Key words:
🌸 -> Fluff
🎃 -> Halloween themed
🔥 -> Suggestive
🤧 -> angstish
Taglist -> @staysstrays @ailoveyuta (Let me know if you want to be added to the taglist!)
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Cider -> Lee Jangjun (GNCD) - "I'm not drunk." 🌸
Hayride -> Lee Sanghyuk (Dawon) (SF9) - "Farm Love." 🌸🎃
Flannel Shirt -> Choi Sungyoon (Y) (GNCD) - "The ugly shirt." 🤧🌸
Fall Flavors (hot sweet potato) -> Hwang Intak (P1H) - "Let me treat you." 🌸
Free Space -> Kim Youngkyun (Hwiyoung) (SF9) - "The perfect pumpkin." 🌸🎃
Fairy -> Eric Sohn (TBZ) - "A fairytale love." 🌸🔥
Crisp Morning Air -> Kang Chanhee (Chani) (SF9) - "Good morning, love." 🌸🔥
Blankets -> Son Youngtaek (Tag) (GNCD) - "The biggest blanket fort." 🌸
Sweater -> Kim Jibeom (GNCD) - "You look cute." 🌸
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sungyoondiary · 11 months
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Masterlist & WIPs
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Note: Titles without links are works in progress or requests in my inbox!
DAEYEOL:
nothing yet
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Y:
Waiting For Sungyoon A series of weekly drabbles until he comes back from his military service.
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JANGJUN:
nothing yet
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TAG:
Warm (fluff, gn)
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SEUNGMIN:
nothing yet
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JAEHYUN:
nothing yet
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JIBEOM:
nothing yet
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DONGHYUN:
nothing yet
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JOOCHAN:
Backhug (fluff, gn)
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BOMIN:
nothing yet
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tranquilpetrichor · 3 years
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we'll go forward, always
summary: a talented but slightly aloof cross country runner, you never put much of an emphasis on friendship and trust, keeping mostly to yourself.
but as you open up on long runs with fellow teammate choi sungyoon, you begin to find the beauty in truly trusting someone, knowing that no matter what pace you ran at, you'd have someone by your side.
pairing: y (golden child) x reader
genre: comfort, humor, rivals to friends!au (intentionally left vague), cross country sungyoon!au (not overly focused on that aspect)
word count: 3.4k
warnings: cursing, mentions of stress, gun metaphor used once
notes at the end!
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— run #1
apparently, a few words really could how change your day turned out.
while you were stretching before your run, you found your cross country teammate, choi sungyoon, standing in front of you.
"can i run with you?"
usually, you ran alone, and the answer to that question would be a hard no.
normally, the sound of your footsteps hitting the dirt during xc practice was a welcome companion in itself. although you didn't look down at your feet (a pointless thing to do anyways), you always could hear their rhythm, fueling you to push onwards. no one held you back. it was your system, it was more efficient that way.
but today, your answer was different.
"alright, fine," you replied, not even looking back at him as you continued to do your lunges.
sungyoon really was something, somewhat cold to the majority of the school but there were exceptions. you didn't speak to him that much, but there was an unsaid rivalry between you guys, exchanged through smirks, bringing up your statistics and hushed remarks to each other before races.
people liked mentioning you two in the same sentence, whether for the purpose of comparison, or something else.
"everytime the other achieves something, the other tries to top it," you had overheard one of your coaches saying. despite being a rival, sungyoon was the closest thing you had to friendship.
it never went further than rivalry, though. you knew that like you, he ran solo. he did intrigue you, but it was hard for you to talk with just anyone. so you didn't, and it's been working out so far. at least, that's what you tell yourself.
congratulations by day6 continued to blast through your ears as you turned to sungyoon, tapped him on the shoulder and began to run past the back gates of the school, with him beside you.
"so, why are you joining me on this fine wednesday?" you wondered if you would regret not running alone as you always did, but a part of you did want to talk with him a little. even if it was just about why he gave you such an odd request.
he said, "i know, this was out of nowhere, but coach seunghee actually suggested for me to run with you. yeah, i doubted her at first, and didn't think you'd be happy."
hm. of course, you weren't exactly thrilled about being interrupted in the middle of your stretching and meditation time (who needed therapy when you had day6 songs?), but you would defer to her authority if you were in his place. "why did she suggest that? no offense, but i think i'm good alone."
"it's something she wants to try out. having people run with partners. to build teamwork, or something."
"that's nice. i don't think that teamwork exercises ever work."
he paused. "i mean, it's coach. she could tell me to walk straight into a tree and i'd probably trust that it's part of her plan for something. if she has something to say, i figure i'll entertain it, at least for now."
you rolled your eyes, but a smile formed in the corners of your mouth anyways as you thought of a clever response. "the only way i'd walk into a tree is if professor kim namjoon told me to."
he snickered at you between strides. "don't tell me you think he's hot or something. i know your annoying ass won't take orders from anyone except for our coaches."
you glared at him and replied sarcastically, "wow, what makes you think you even know me, sungyoon?" the words left your mouth faster than you anticipated, like a finger resting on the trigger of a gun.
he looked taken aback, trying to mask it with a laugh. you don't often see him look guilty. "i guess i don't—sorry."
when will i shut the fuck up challenge, you wondered, reminding yourself to not unintentionally say something shitty today. "you literally looked so scared. i would have thought you had seen a ghost. sorry. if i say something like that, it's probably a by-product of me failing to not be an asshole. i'm still working on that issue."
you run faster, but he just catches up to you eventually.
"all is forgiven then, asshole."
how straightforward of him. the two of you laughed, and the sound filled the air. he had a nice laugh, just as melodious as his vocals in choir. sometimes, when you sat in your favorite spot in school, doing design work on your computer, you could hear them practicing. it was one of the only things you enjoyed about school, sitting in a hidden room, letting their voices linger and secretly accompany you.
in fact, sungyoon's lingered even now.
man, it's been a while since i've heard my laugh.
the time passed by in the blink of an eye, and as you checked the stopwatch on your phone, you smiled. sonic had nothing on your ass when it came to speed.
you didn't admit it out loud, but today, you probably needed the laughter. it was exhausting trying to help plan the advertising of your school's upcoming open house, deal with your mom screaming at you about not doing a good enough job taking care of your siblings that needed your help, prepare for an upcoming tournament, and get a decent amount of sleep so that you didn't go insane and scream at everyone.
these weren't problems that anyone would know about—because you were quietly faithful to your duties, and always keeping yourself busy. sometimes you liked your isolation. other days, it came to bite you in the ass.
but today, you felt the impact of being able to laugh with someone. maybe you were even genuinely happy. it was only a little victory. still, it was something.
— run #2
generally, you felt like the world gave you shit whenever something made you happy. like an endless game of tug-of-war. nonetheless, you knew the world wouldn't stop for your concerns, so you pressed on and tried to think of something to get you through the day.
a week after running with sungyoon, you were still somewhat tired but very pleased with your xc progress, achieving a pr during a 2k race you had during the weekday. coach was also overall, pleased with you, which was pretty reassuring. still, you felt a lingering sense of discouragement whenever you thought about your problems. maybe today's run would clear your head.
you set off on your warmup run off the school grounds and into the endless maze of hills. glancing to your right, you noticed sungyoon once again, but you didn't question it, instead greeting him. "wow, joining me for a second time?"
"misery loves company," he replied, a small sigh escaping his lips. "you don't want to know."
maybe that was true. "you are right about that. well, i guess getting a pr makes the week a little less miserable. try that."
"congrats," he replied, and you're not sure if you're seeing things, or if he really did grin a little.
you nod back. "thanks."
a few minutes passed, and you realized how well-attuned you were to each other's running paces, due to the fact that they happened to be similar. it's not like you were going significantly slower (or even faster) than you had before, but something felt different. you were glad that neither of you complained about extended periods of silence, simply letting them exist like the various bends in the path you two were running on.
sungyoon's voice broke your thoughts. "aren't the hills pretty?" he asked. "it's lucky that we have a nice place to run—actually, it's lucky that we can even go out and run in the first place."
"i guess so," you agreed. "it's peaceful. weird as it is, i feel like a butterfly flying on the wind. is that weird?"
"it's not. running feels like that, a lot of the time."
"for you too?"
he hesitated, trying to put something into words. "like you can overcome everything that stands in your way and just, i don't know, fly almost."
wow, being philosophical with someone you barely knew. "the world, at least for me, tries to stop us from feeling that way."
he nodded. "that's true. but that's why we need something to keep up our spirits, to keep us going forward."
you laughed soundlessly to yourself. how did we get to the deep shit so quickly?
"maybe you're not as unapproachable as i thought."
he retorted, "i mean, i thought you were unapproachable too and i'd get slapped into another dimension if i pissed you off."
fair point, you thought, although you wonder how just many people you've alienated with a single stare. "well, that's just how i come off across as unfortunately. i feel like an asshole sometimes, but i don't know."
he nodded. "i mean, i think i'm like that too. honestly, i still am to an extent. mostly before jangjun befriended me and introduced me to some of his friends. i still don't know how someone can be that social, but then again, it's hard to understand people who are very different from you. honestly, even if he is a pain in the ass sometimes and says questionable shit, it's nice to know someone's there for me."
for the next minute, his words echoed in your head, and you spoke so quietly that your next words almost fade in the midst of the breeze. "it must be nice to have someone to rely on. i wonder what that's like."
the silence in the air is filled with thoughts left hanging, until sungyoon eventually spoke. you definitely wondered if you had revealed too much with just a few words. his response however, is surprisingly one of reassurance.
"look, i'm not sure what you're facing right now, but i know you're a lot like me. i'm not you, obviously, but we kinda understand each other, don't we? very driven, always pushing our limits, maybe a little unwilling to open up to the majority. and i won't pry about anything. but if you want to, you can talk more with me."
your face appeared impassive, but when you said "thank you," it was genuine. those two words were simple, but they said enough.
to your left, the lake glimmered peacefully, the reflection of the sun glinting off of it. he was right about what he had said before. it was pretty here. you decided that it would be nice to just sit by the lake. you tried to stop your brain from getting ahead of itself, but your brain entertained the possibility of being here with sungyoon.
you laughed at your own stupid thoughts and let yourself listen to the sound of two pairs of feet hitting the ground. you found that your steps and the conversation were progressing at a fast pace.
"so, you like bunnies? and you actually own some?" you asked sungyoon. you took in his facial features again, as if reading through a page of a novel again, but more carefully. he did resemble a rabbit, teeth and all.
"is that surprising?"
"apparently every fact i learn about you is. but keep going, it's interesting."
he grinned. "the fact that you're designing stuff for open house is pretty interesting. the coaches mentioned it to me."
honestly, you were still slightly nervous about that. you didn't feel very satisfied with your work, even after a night of editing a flyer design, wondering what exactly you found wrong with it.
"more like pretty stressful. i'm picky about what designs make it and even though they can look like shit sometimes and take a long time, i just remind myself that the school cannot do this to save their damn lives." that was mostly you poking some lighthearted fun at yourself, but there was a slight bitterness that came through from you as well.
"i passed the art room and saw one of your posters. the one for our choral concert. come on, your work is definitely not shit, and if it takes a long time to make posters like that, i'd wait that long to see them. my friends liked the design too, they didn't even know you did graphic design until now. also, are you going?"
the question at the end threw you off guard. "well, i guess the color scheme of my poster is nice, and fine. i'll consider it. you guys are good, after all." you then trailed off in your thoughts and proceed to tell your teammate more color theory than he will ever need in his entire life. "well. it kept me busy. i hope my other projects turn out just as nice."
"yeah. i know you probably didn't have to do this, so thank you. i'm sure whatever you do next will be great too."
his words made you silent, in a way that made you think, oh shit, what do i say now?
"here's to hoping, i guess?" you smiled, half to combat your fears of the future, and half because you felt thankful for being complimented.
note to self: find tutorial for accepting genuine compliments.
the minutes you spent running always seemed to pass by in a flash, but today it was especially true, which was a shame because you felt like you were in heaven.
after driving home, you helped your siblings with their homework but warned them that you needed to relax. they understood, thankfully.
satisfied with the amount of work you had done, you drank chai tea and stared at a few bunny videos. you even ended up finding the motivation to work on some extra projects. it wasn't perfect, but it was progress and for the first time in a while, you let your body truly relax.
after thinking about the events that had happened, you decided that maybe running with someone wasn't so bad.
maybe, it was just different.
— run #3
you rarely enjoyed waking up early. but today, you needed to drive your sibling early to school because they were going on an all-day field trip (how you wished you could be a middle school kid again, fascinated by fish at the aquarium).
basically, you had two hours to kill before school, and with nothing to do, you decided to stretch your legs a bit and took a walk.
sungyoon was somewhat far away, walking around campus, but you could see him anyways. it had been 10 days since your second run with him. you weren't sure if you should go up to him or head off to the library.
should i bother him? ah, screw it.
you walked in his general direction, reaching him quickly despite the distance. "i hope i'm not disturbing you, but want to run? anywhere?"
"wow, no greeting? like a normal person?" he said, a look of mock offense on his face. "i'm kidding. i don't really have anything to do. is the doughnut place and back fine?"
"sure. i have money anyways."
he looked off to the side, away from you. "it's early, i hope you don't mind that i'll be a little slower than usual."
although it was an innocuous remark, it did make you think a little. you liked going fast. but today was not the time for that, and this wasn't one of your races anyways. it was just for fun. you felt a little guilty that he was talking about how he would be slow and potentially annoy you.
"it's fine. come on, before we spend an hour just standing here!"
the two of you began to run, but you made sure it was a comfortable pace for the both of you. before long, you heard a quiet song coming from him. you were slightly impressed that he could still sing like that even when jogging.
"you have a nice voice." you said. "if i could sing like that, i would never shut up."
he returned your compliment with a sarcastic retort. "i heard in class, you never shut up anyways."
you pretended to look hurt, although you wouldn't deny that a few classes brought out a more talkative side of you (namely graphic design). "i give a rare compliment and this is what i get? ouch."
before you tried to speed up, just to spite his ass, he spoke again. "to make up for it, i can sing a song, if you want."
"sweet chaos by day6 and you're forgiven." you wondered if he knows them (honestly, you hoped so, but you wouldn't mind excessively promoting the song to someone else either).
"i know it. it's a sweet chaos..." he sang the chorus, which caused you to raise your eyes in surprise.
he really had a unique voice—even if 50 others sang around him, you could probably recognize his. "at least you have good taste. one of the best songs ever."
it's impossible for anyone to not notice your relaxed grin now, try as you might to hide it. the two of you arrived at the doughnut place, and even though you were running "slowly" it only took about 10 minutes.
sungyoon ordered first. "i'll get an iced coffee and a chocolate glazed doughnut."
"an old-fashioned chocolate one for me," you replied.
"are you paying together or separately?" the cashier asked.
sungyoon stepped in front of the register, eliciting protest from you. "i'll pay," he said, and you objected again, trying to walk past him to hand over your cash, only to be blocked.
"are you sure?"
"yeah, of course!"
you sighed. it would be pointless to argue about this all morning, even though you still felt a duty to pay for yourself. "alright, but let me pay when we do this again."
(for better or for worse, it briefly crossed your mind that you said "when", and not "if.)
the two of you sat down at one of the tables in the restaurant to eat, and the early morning provided you with some peace and quiet. it was almost as if the world had slowed down, just in this moment to tell you that things would be alright.
the birds flew past the window as you chatted with sungyoon. "how are things going?"
"pretty good but maybe i could use with more sleep. can't wait for that tournament in a few weeks, and you?"
"like i could race your ass back and beat you with my eyes closed. okay, kidding!" you said in surrender as he jokingly got up to fight you. "i don't feel as stressed today, though."
"you always look really busy. glad you're not too stressed."
your gaze drifted slightly to the floor. "well, maybe that's slightly thanks to you running with me and talking about random shit."
he looked a little surprised. "really? honored to be at your service," he finished with a smirk and a bow.
you hit him repeatedly from across the table. "choi sungyoon, your ego is so big it extends beyond your height."
sungyoon probably detested the fact that you had long arms right about now as he groaned in protest. "ahh, stop hitting me! no, but are you serious? i'm glad i could help in some way. everyone deserves someone to confide in, plus i thought you'd be cool to befriend.."
he took another sip of coffee before he continued. "i wish i had talked to you sooner. it's been good getting to know you. i mean, beyond the team and stuff. i think you're doing your best and it really shows."
the encouragement felt like fuel, fuel that you wanted to reciprocate to someone you truly cared for. you grabbed your phone out of your pocket, extending it out to sungyoon. "let's exchange phone numbers?"
he quickly typed in his number. the morning extended on for forever, yet still felt like it moved on too quickly, as you realized how much trust you put in sungyoon. you two didn't hold each other back, in fact, you had always held each other accountable. and what was more beneficial than that?
rival, friend, it didn't matter. all that did was that you had someone to jog across the dirt paths or even just walk with, that you'd have someone who understood you and vice versa.
you would still go forward as you always did, footsteps hitting the dirt and an endless rhythm. it's just that with another pair of footsteps, the journey was a bit less lonely now.
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notes: xc sungyoon! yea ik ness have seen him on the track at isac (i'm not that old of a ness to have witnessed that as it happened though) but i thought it would be cool to have him do some running somewhere else (dw i might do track runner sungyoon sometime).
it's so unoriginal but i listened to run by bts a bit, because obvious reasons. also, i slipped in my favorite p1harmony song for a bit, butterfly in there (yes that's me being a multi).
this fic was painful i felt like i wrote and rewrote so much of it and i'm still not satisfied. i finished this at like 1 am i'm sleep deprived as hell ahhh gn.
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team captain // choi bomin
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🌟 pairing:: choi bomin x reader 🌟 genre:: fluff, angst, everything tbh, volleyball player!bomin 🌟 summary:: the boy that everyone was in love with. the boy that everyone thought was absoultely perfect, it turns out that maybe he isn’t so perfect. but that’s the reason why you loved him. wait-
a/n: i like this but i don’t know if i do u feel? ——————————————————————————
he was the star volleyball player that everyone thought was perfect because of his background, the way he played, just everything about him but the thing is, not everything about him was so perfect. i wish i didn’t have to find out this way but i did. i remember that day so clearly because i wish i never walked into the room at that moment. i wish i never had anything to do with the boy named choi bomin, the fucking varsity volleyball team captain. 
it all started last year when he finally became captain. every girl on campus came to watch him and only him. i was always forced to go by my friends, and it just so happened that one game changed my entire school life. i was on my phone because i honestly could care less about volleyball but when i looked up, he caught my eye. i wouldn’t stop watching him the entire rest of the game. of course i’ve seen him around campus, but i had to admit he was good looking. wrong. he was devastatingly gorgeous. at the end of his game, he looked up into the stands, made eye contact with me before winking. 
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for the rest of the week i didn’t say anything to anyone about it because for sure it would cause chaos. as if bomin didn’t smirk or wink at me every time he saw me in the hallways. at first i thought it wasn’t me he was looking at but i soon realized that it happened every time he was near me. i didn’t know why he decided to choose me, but i didn’t hate it. no one had to know that though.
“y/n can you go get me my notebook for me please? i left it on the table during class.” mina smiled at me from across the room because she was in a zoom meeting and wasn’t allowed to leave the screen. i rolled my eyes because she made me get off my bed to walk all the way back to the lecture hall. 
“do you need anything else your majesty?” i scoffed when she gasped saying that she wanted me to bring food for her. when i walked over there, i put both headphones in playing a song that i was obsessed with for a while now, breathe by golden child. as i slowly walked up to the hallway, there was a professor causing me to yank my headphones out of my ears. i said hello then walked into the room but slowly walked back out when i saw bomin and one of our professors. we had three or four classes together and he would either sit in front of me, behind me, but never beside me. 
“just because you’re the team captain, and your parents pay for every major donation to the university won’t help your grades okay bomin? your grades need to rise because if they don’t, i don’t think volleyball is something you should be doing right now.” this professor was new, and she was very brave to be able to even say that to bomin. everyone knew that if you spoke back to bomin he would do anything and everything to get them fired. she wasn’t even a little bit scared. 
“i can just do better on the next test what’s the point of this?” when he replied, i hid around the corner of the door trying not to seem like i was eavesdropping on their conversation. i felt that i shouldn’t be listening to this, because it wasn’t something that i should have heard.
“bomin, if you don’t get your grades up, your coach is going to kick you off the team. i will find you a tutor.” she rolled her eyes putting her hand on his shoulder. my jaw dropped open when i realized what she had said.
“whatever.” he scoffed standing up putting both hands into his pockets and walked towards the door. once he stepped out of the door, he looked down to see me before taking a step towards me then when my back was facing the door, he took another step towards me backing me up against the wall. he leaned forward, his breath fanning my neck as he spoke, 
“if you say anything about this, i will personally come for you. got it love?” as he finished his sentence, before he walked away, i heard a faint click sound. i didn’t know what it was but i looked into the distance when he walked off. i didn’t think much of it and did what i came to do. 
that’s when everything went to shit.
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“y/n, you have to get out of here. right now.” the entire volleyball team came running into my room except for their captain. sungyoon was packing my stuff off the table, while joochan was helping me find my hoodie and a hat. he put it on my head quickly before he continued to pace around the room to find something else. donghyun was picking up my bag, while jaehyun was grabbing my phone. i stood there completely clueless before daeyeol grabbed my arm, pulling me out of my dorm. 
“what the fuck is going on?” i looked up at daeyeol then turned around when i heard a huge thump. i saw that jangjun, joochan and youngtaek were all laying on top of each other groaning because they all tried to go through the door at the same time. 
“we don’t have time to explain right now, but just know that if you don’t leave soon, getting an explanation will be the least of your worries.” daeyeol shook his head putting his hand on my lower back pushing me towards the door of the dorm building. that’s when i realized why they were trying to get me out of the building. bomin’s “to be fiance”, and bomin’s mother were getting out of the car when we walked out.
“hyung i told you we shouldn’t have gone this way.” jibeom looked down mumbling under his breath before pulling me away from their eyes. well at least he tried. joochan stepped in a few seconds later telling me that he had it all under control. i looked up at him questioning what he meant. we continued walking which caused joochan to hang back to talk to jaehyun.
“boys! just the people i was looking for. what a coincidence.” his fiance giggled but narrowed her eyes at me when she noticed i was hanging out with the team. i mean i didn’t usually so i would be weirded out too. 
“who the fuck are you?” she scoffed walking up to me just as joochan smoothly jumped over seungmin who was tying his shoe laces. he slid his arm around my waist pulling me to face him completely. i looked up at him shocked at his actions then looked back at the girl. 
“she’s my girlfriend, who the fuck are you?” he mocked back at her before turning to laugh with jangjun who was making jokes in my ear about her to make sure i wasn’t freaking out. i looked back at him giggling at him when he was telling me that he had my back. 
“when’d you get a girl chan?” she laughed then rolled her eyes looking around to see if there was anyone walking out of the building behind us. she then looked at daeyeol crossing her arms, and scoffed. as joochan was about to reply to her she held up her hand to get him to stop talking. 
“okay no. i understand that you think you’ve got it going for you but i don’t think you should be bossing people around like you own the place, especially my man.” i shrugged walking out of joochan’s arms and up into her face. her jaw dropped when she realized i had just talked back to her. she took a deep breath with her eyes narrowed at me then held up her hand to shoo me away. 
“you’re irrelevant right now. daeyeol have you seen a bitch with bomin lately? apparently she’s been trying to slide in with my man.” she scoffed swiping on her phone to hold up the picture. i realized it was me. daeyeol gave me a side glance which gave me a message that i needed to get out of there. now.
“boys, let’s go. and we haven’t, but then again any ‘bitch’ hanging out with bomin is always better than the bitch in front of us.” jangjun scoffed then laughed when he was pushing joochan and i to start walking. we all started walking off, and when bomin’s mom and his fiance walked into the building, bomin showed up out of nowhere. 
“i’ll take her from here. thank you boys.”  he smiled at me holding his hand out to me. i crossed my arms refusing to take his hand but of course, all he had to do was grab my arm pulling me towards the side of the building where it was out of the sight of his mother and to be fiance. he put me up against the wall with his hands on my shoulders. he looked over my shoulder once before turning back to look at me. 
“thank you for playing along with the boys. if i went, it would have caused suspicion, so thank you.” he was genuinely thanking me. was bomin actually a nice kid? was he protecting me right now? he put his hand on my cheek caressing my cheek before looking me straight into the eyes. 
“well i didn’t know what was going on and i figu-” i started my sentence only to see that his eyes moved down to look at my lips. i bit my lip only to meet his eyes again. he kept his eyes on mine, and we stared into each other’s eyes for at least ten minutes, well it felt like ten minutes. then he spoke. 
“can i kiss you?”
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Hello!! Can I ask you 15 with all the members but they are actually not confident because s/o is shy to show her affection? Hope I'm clear enough... thanks!!
a/n: hello! sorry for the late reply ㅠㅠ after finishing studying for my previous exam, i’m now busy with another one so i took a break from writing... i hope it’s not a problem. thanks for requesting! i chose to change “wasn’t” to “isn’t”, i think it suits the scenarios better. i hope you’ll like this☺️
Golden Child reactions - 15. “Which part of me isn’t enough?” 
Daeyeol
Daeyeol is definitely good boyfriend-material. When you two started dating, you felt like you were dating a modern-days prince: he’s always really polite and sensitive, always worrying about you rather than himself, taking you out on romantic dates (when he has free time, obviously), cuddling with you under the sheets and showering you with his love. Too bad you’re not as good as him at showing affection. Even if you had never talked about this before, it was clear that at a certain point he had started developing some insecurities about that, so you aren’t really surprised when he stands in front of you asking: “Which part of me isn’t enough?”.
“Huh?” You say, blinking more than once. He looks at you with a sad gaze.
“Is there anything you don’t like about me?” He asks, biting his lip.
“No...?” You reply, while your heart starts to beat faster.
He sighs. “Are you sure? You don’t have to be with me if you don’t like me.”
“Actually...” You start. “Actually you’re the best thing that could ever happen to me. Really. It’s just that I’m really bad at showing how much I care about you. I’m so sorry.”
His eyes grow wider as a smile appears on his face. “Oh. I feel so much better.” He says, while hugging you. “I couldn’t get myself to stop thinking that you dislike something about me.”
“There’s nothing wrong with you.” You reply, caressing his cheek. “You’re perfect to me.”
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Sungyoon isn’t usually the kind of guy to worry about his own irrational thoughts, but having to deal with a person who finds it hard to show affection is making him change his mind.
“I’ve been worrying about you for a few days.” He says, putting an arm around your shoulders. “Is there anything you want to tell me?”
You rest your head on his shoulder. “I don’t think so. Why?”
“Uh.” He replies, touching your cheek with his fingers. “Nothing.”
You put yourself to sit in front of him and look at him in the eyes. “Are you worried about something?”
“Not really...” He says, before looking away and suddenly asking: “Which part of me isn’t enough?”
You blink twice. “Which part of you... isn’t enough...?” You ask, giving him a confused look.
“Yeah.” He says. “Am I lacking something?”
You pat his head. “No, you’re not. I’m the one lacking something, and it’s the ability to demonstrate that I am crazy about you.” You explain. “Please, bear with my flaw, okay?”
He holds your hands. “It’s okay. I am crazy about your flaws too.”
Jangjun
Considering his bright personality, you had never thought Jangjun would ever be the kind of guy to develop insecurities about anyone surrounding him. He had a particular way of showing his insecurities: he would bring them up by asking rhetorical question.
“You don’t like me, don’t you?”, “You think I’n not good enough for you, don’t you?”, “You’re into somebody else, aren’t you?”, these are only some of the dozens of questions he has been asking you for the past few days.
“So, which part of me isn’t enough?” He asks, making you roll your eyes.
“Actually...” You say, and he looks at you with a worried gaze. You smirk, realizing that he’s believing it. “Actually, there’s something.”
“W... what?” He asks. You had never seen him so insecure.
You point at his head. “Your brain.” You say. “You aren’t clever enough to realize I’m crazy about you.”
He pinches your arm. “You thought you could prank me?” He asks, pinching you harder. “Don’t do this ever again. And I want you to know this: I wasn’t believing in you. I knew you were kidding.”
You move your arm, sticking your tongue out. “Yeah, sure.”
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Youngtaek gets easily flustered when it comes to people he cares about. He has always been into you, and he has shown it in various ways: sending you pictures of something that he saw and reminded him of you, buying you all the sweets that you said you like, taking you to his favorite places... you feel bad thinking about the fact that he has been able to show his affection to you in so many different ways, while you struggle to even just say “I love you” back.
You are at the café in front of his company. You’re taking a sip of iced tea when out of the blue he asks you : “Which part of me isn’t enough?” 
You didn’t really expect him to ask you that question.
“What do you mean?” You ask, coughing.
“What should I change about me? I want you to be more interested in me.” He explains, with a serious face.
You smile and reach your hand out to caress his cheek. “You don’t have to change anything. Just because I don’t tell you I love you so often, it doesn’t mean I don’t love you.”
“You can just tell me if something is wrong with me. I am willing to fix it.” He says, holding the hand you were caressing him with.
“There is nothing I would change in you.” You say, just before kissing him. “You’re the best to me.”
Seungmin
Seungmin is usually quiet but when he’s worried about something he becomes even quieter. It didn’t take you a lot to realize that something is making him flustered.
“What’s going on?” You ask, out of the blue.
“Huh?” He says, giving you a confused look.
“You’re so quiet.” You explain. “You’re thinking about something.”
He looks away and stays silent; after a few minutes, he asks: “Which part of me isn’t enough?”
You raise your eyebrows. “What?”
“Nevermind.” He says, taking his phone out of his pocket. You take your phone out of your bag too.
You send him a text. “You’re more than enough for me.”
You wait for his reaction, but it seems like he hasn’t read it yet. Your phone vibrates.
It’s Seungmin’s reply. “I love you even if you make me worry too much.”
Jaehyun
Jaehyun always worries about making sure you’re comfortable with him. There hasn’t been a single time ever since you started dating that he hasn’t asked you if everything is okay or if you want to talk to him about something in particular. You are really thankful for the way he is, but you know that sometimes you’re not good at showing him how much you love him; so you weren’t really surprised when he texted you asking: “Which part of me isn’t enough?”
You read the text more than once, to be sure that you’re not getting it wrong.
“Nothing?” You type. After a few seconds, you get another text.
“Are you sure?” He asks.
“I am.” You reply.
“Alright. I’m sorry.” He quickly replies. “I love you a lot.”
You smile. “I love you a lot too.”
Jibeom
Jibeom isn’t really the type of guy to share all of his thoughts with you, but you can feel that something is off only by taking a look at his gaze whenever he’s talking to you. At first you thought it would be something temporary, but after a few days you realized that it was kind of serious and that you had to find out what was going on. So that’s why you have now called him over.
He is as quiet as usual, but you can see that his eyes are hiding something.
“So... is there something going on?” You begin with an unsure voice. He shyly looks away and blushes.
“No.” He murmurs.
“Are you sure?” You insist. “ I can see it in your eyes.“
He sighs. “Which part of me isn’t enough?” 
“Huh?” You give him a confused look.
“”I feel like you’re not into me.” He explains. “Is there anything wrong with me?”
You blush. “No. I’m sorry.“ You look away. “ I should show my affection to you more, right?”
He smiles to you. “It’s okay. You don’t have to force yourself.”
Donghyun
“Which part of me isn’t enough?”
Donghyun’s question flustered you. You know you aren’t that good at showing your affection to anyone, especially to him, but you didn’t think this would lead to him feeling insecure about himself.
You scratch your head. “Uhm... well, do you really want me to say it?” You ask.
Donghyun puts on a sad face and shrugs. “Whatever.”
“It’s... your confidence.” You hurriedly reply, before this leads to him feeling really bad. “Why are you asking me such stupid questions? You should know better how much I love you.”
“You never say it.” He shyly explains, looking away.
You pinch his cheek. “Just because I don’t say it it doesn’t mean you’re not “enough” for me. Actually, you’re way too much for me. I don’t deserve you.”
Joochan
Joochan usually acts like he’s full of confidence, so his sudden question (“Which part of me isn’t enough?”) sincerely flustered you.
“There’s nothing wrong with you.” You reply. “I am sorry, this is all my fault. I am way too cold.”
He quickly pats your shoulder. “Don’t apologize. I was kidding. Really!”
“No, you’re right. I should be much more affectionate to you.” You say, biting your lip.
“I was really kidding!” He insists. “But still... thanks for the compliment!” He adds, winking.
Bomin
Bomin usually holds everything in when it comes to his worries. It’s not like you were expecting him to tell you how he is feeling every single time, but you wanted him at least to tell you when something was wrong; since he never did, as soon as you realized that something was worrying him, you asked him about it.
“I am okay, really.” He replies.
“Are you sure?” You ask again.
He stands there and looks at you in your eyes. Before you can say anything, he asks: “Which part of me isn’t enough?”
“What?” You say, raising your eyebrows. “Are you crazy?”
He gives you a confused look. “Why?”
“You’re way more than enough to me. Don’t ask me no stupid questions!” You say, leaving him with a warm smile on his face.
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