#technically also chuuya headcanons

[oikasugayama]

Late happy new year!! First of all, I just wanna say that I LOOOOOOOVED ur akutagawa nsfw alphabet!! It was really in character imo especially cuz I've started simping for him a lot lately. Can I request an nsfw alphabet for Dazai??

Happy New Year!! Thank you, I'm so glad you liked it and I find it very satisfying that you thought it was in character!!! Hopefully I can do Dazai's NSFW alphabet the same justice :D

Dazai honestly kind of fucking sucks at aftercare. It's not that he neglects you or pushes you away or anything, but he does the bare minimum because he's already in shut-down mode after using all his energy to fuck you nice and good. He'll cross his ankles and lay back with his hands behind his head, grinning up at the ceiling and you'll have to roll over and cling to his side and tell him to hold you. He does it happily, wrapping his arms around you and kissing the top of your head. “You were so good for me,” he whispers. “I can't wait to do that again.” It's nice but it's about all he does, letting you both fall asleep sweat-sticky and covered in cum. The showers in the morning are incredible, but the stains on the bedsheets are annoying.

His favorite body part is your tits. He likes that they fill his hand nicely. He likes playing with your nipples and making you whine. He likes just holding them and squishing them. He likes that he can look at them at absolutely any point in the day and they’re just pretty and nice and he can’t help it, he’s just a man, he likes boobies. He especially loves when you’re cuddling and you let him hold your boobs just for fun.

He’s an expert at making you cum on his tongue. He loves lapping it up and slurping it out of you and sucking it off his fingers. He doesn’t play that “it’s okay if I don’t cum” shit. You’re going to cum, especially if your past partners haven’t made you. He’s obsessive about his goal and he will pull out all the stops to make it happen. And when you go down on him, he sure likes when you swallow his cum but he won’t make you because he likes it just as much splattered across your face.

His dirty talk game is unparalleled. He’s a fucking demon. Part of what makes it so intense is that he’ll start it absolutely anywhere. It doesn’t matter if you’re at work, in public, with friends, on the phone, or at home in peace. If he wants to turn you on, or if he wants to fuck with you, he’ll use his low, calm voice and lean in so, so close. He’ll crowd into your space, slowly pull your hair back from your shoulder, tuck it behind your ear, and say something like “I bet Kunikida could use a lesson on how to eat pussy. Why don’t I spread you out on the table so we can teach him?”

He doesn’t talk about how experienced he is, but based on how skilled he is, there’s a good chance he’s had a lot of practice. He never confirms whether that’s the case, or if he’s just picked up all his tips and tricks through his vast study of human anatomy. If you expressed that it truly bothered you to not know, he’d confess that he’s actually not been with that many people and that yeah, he knows what to do because he studied extensively, but if you don’t ask he won’t tell. He likes to keep the suave facade.

His favorite position is pretzel (cartoon depiction). You both like how deep he can get in doggy, but he wants to see your face. Watching your reactions to what he does to you is his favorite part of fucking, so he found another position. You lay on your side with one leg in the air, he straddles your lower leg and fucks you from there--he loves it, he likes holding your leg and kissing it while getting balls deep and watching your eyes roll back as he fucks the deepest part of you.

He absolutely can be goofy in bed. Sometimes he’ll randomly stop all movement and start laughing, and you have to ask what happened, and he can have a range of weird ass responses. One notable one was “I don’t know why but in my head I just called my dick ‘my little dinky’ and now I can’t stop laughing.” He genuinely collapses on top of you laughing about that one and eventually once the laughing has subsided his hips lazily start humping you again and it’s so ridiculous and you just have unserious silly-talk sex after that.

Dazai honestly kind of hates hand-jobs. It’s not that he doesn’t like your hands--they are nice and soft and he likes holding them or having them roam over other parts of his body!-- but if he’s getting pleasure on his dick he wants it wet. Your mouth, your pussy, or even your ass if you’re into anal. He wants his dick in something tight and wet that he can cum deep inside.

He absolutely loves fucking in inappropriate locations, hence why he dirty talks with you anywhere he so pleases. He honestly needs a partner who’s a bit more respectful of appropriate sexual spaces than he is otherwise he’d do something ridiculous like sneak you into Chuuya’s office and fuck you over his desk just to piss off his old partner if he catches you in there. Actually, he’d really like to do that, now that it’s on his mind…

He jacks off a lot :/ He hasn’t had a partner in a long time and as much as he flirts with people he’s not actually very successful in pulling one night stands. This is why when he has a partner he wants to cum inside of them rather than because of their hand-- he’s so fucking sick of his own hand. If he has to jack off one more fucking time he might launch himself off the roof. Please for the love of god let him cum inside.

He definitely has some kinks. He likes sensation play, he likes edging and orgasm denial, he can absolutely get into impact play if you want him to spank you. He doesn’t want to be degraded or talked down to because no matter how much it’s reaffirmed that it’s only words during sex, his brain tends to hold onto it and obsess over it. He doesn’t really like to degrade you either for the same reason; for his own mental health he needs the verbal focus to be filthy rather than insulting.

When he realizes he loves you, the way he fucks you changes. At first you’re having fun, he’s blowing your back out every night, he’s eating you out for so long and so intensely that you’re sensitive and sore for hours. When he realizes he’s in love with you, he lays you down gently, making out with you slowly and sensually. His hands move very delicately, tickling you and teasing you. He fucks you missionary this time, staying as close to your body as he can. His thrusts are slow and measured and he keeps kissing you, kissing your neck, occasionally moving down to suck on your tits before coming back up to say you feel so good and “fuck, thank you,” and when he cums he might accidentally whimper that he loves you.

His sexual motivation is mutual pleasure. He has a high sex drive once sex is a habit for him again (i.e. when he doesn’t have to masturbate to get his rocks off). He wants you every day and he gets whiny if he can’t have it. (The best time to dom him is when one of you has been away for a few days and he’s desperate to get his hands on you--push him down, tell him to shut up and do what you say, and he’s putty in your hands). Like mentioned before, he doesn’t play with that “you don’t have to make me cum” shit. He! Will! Make! You! Cum! Or! He! Will! Die!

Also as mentioned, Dazai says NO to most degradation. Once you point out that calling you a dirty little whore and a cock slut technically counts as degradation he’s like “okay, well that’s fine,” but he never allows anything like “you’re useless unless you’re being fucked,” because his brain stops after “useless” and it just makes him feel bad. Almost anything else he’d try. He’d honestly be turned on if you dragged the tip of a knife around his body (without cutting him). He’d think it’s hot to watch you fuck someone else (but he’d have to be tied up otherwise he’d get jealous and rip that other person off of you). He doesn’t want to fuck anyone besides you unless it’s as a threesome+. You have to be involved.

Dazai fucking LOVES GIVING YOU ORAL. Again, he has studied human anatomy immensely. He knows exactly what to do to make you cum. He knows how to move his tongue, where to move it, how fast, how long. He knows how to finger you at the same time to double or even triple your pleasure. He could literally eat you out until his lips wrinkled up from being against your wet pussy for so long. He definitely gets hard from eating you out and could rut against the bed and nut in his pants from making you cum.

He has no pace preference; he very much goes for what the day demands. Sometimes you’re grumpy or cranky and he’s pent-up and feels like brat taming and he gets you into bed and fucks the absolute shit out of you. Sometimes he’s overwhelmed with how much he loves you and he takes such sweet, slow care of you. It all depends on how you’re both feeling!!

Dazai will never turn down a quickie, though it always leaves him wanting more. If you both work at the ADA he’ll coincidentally run out of pens and offer to go get more from the supply closet at the same time that you leave the office to go to the bathroom--and then he’ll follow you in, lock the door behind you, and fuck you against the sink, hoping none of the other girls need the toilet for the next 15 minutes.

He definitely will take sexual risks. He’ll fuck you at work, he’ll ask you for a blowjob any time you pass a random alleyway, he’ll put your hand on his crotch under the table at dinner, he’ll try to finger you under your dress in the back of a car as someone drives you home. He’s a little horndog. He’ll also take the risk of cumming inside you even if you’re not on birth control--he insists you’ll find a way together to take care of any consequences but please please please let him cum inside it feel so good he wants it in you it’s so hot please let him please please please.

Dazai has a lot of stamina, thus why he can eat you out for hours at a time. He could start teasing you or making you cum in the morning and still drag orgasms out of you by the end of the night. It’s about pacing. He’ll have you bounce on his fingers, cum on his tongue, then he’ll fuck you doggy in front of a mirror and after cuddling you while idly playing with your nipples for almost an hour he’ll be hard again and have you ride him, and on and on and on and on…

What doesn’t turn Dazai on? He’s a simple man. You could walk into the room, flash him your tits, and his dick will literally spring to life. Just look at him and say “I want to have sex. Do you?” and his balls twitch. He likes when you’re confident and when you pretend to be a sweet little innocent thing for him to wreck. He likes you in clothes and out of them. He thinks it’s hot when you say something smart. He thinks it’s hot when you use your ability. He’s so smitten by everything you do.

He can be unfair as fuck in bed. It’s not even funny. Yes, his policy is that you will cum by the time he’s done, but that doesn’t mean you’re going to cum fast, or even as many times as he does. He’ll edge you for literal hours meanwhile he’s cum so many times he’s literally shooting blanks. He’ll edge you for so long and so intensely that when he finally says “okay, you can cum” and he flicks his tongue over your clit, you bust almost instantly. He was the Port Mafia’s best interrogator, remember? He knows how to make someone squirm and now he uses it to sexually torment you.

Volume: HIGH. He’s loud in bed and he wants you to be too. If his neighbors (sorry, Kunikida and Ranpo!!) aren’t sending him angry texts to shut the fuck up or buy them noise-cancelling headphones as an apology, he must not be doing a good enough job and he needs to up the ante! He doesn’t try to be loud, he just lets his body do whatever it wants, and what it wants is to moan and shout and yell. He makes you do it, too, telling you that his neighbors can’t hear it (lies). He loves when you scream after he’s edged you for so long. He wants your screams of pleasure to drown out all the memories of screams of torture that he used to cause.

The most out of pocket sexual wild-card that Dazai pulls on you is *dramatic drumroll* fucking you in Chuuya’s office. Yeah, after he mentioned it that one time he couldn’t stop thinking about it and so he dragged you to the PM buildings, snuck inside with you, found Chuuya’s executive office and started absolutely going to town on you. You’re honestly kind of scared shitless, but he reminds you that if he falls, the PM goes with him, and you calm down a little…until the office door opens, and Chuuya starts screaming at Dazai for being in here and also What the fuck is wrong with you, I thought you were kidding!! Wait, what? Turns out Dazai not only told Chuuya he was going to fuck you in his office, but he invited Chuuya to join and Chuuya jokingly said “yeah, if you can manage to sneak into my office with some hot babe I’ll tag team her with you,” and shit, here you are (o_o) [i wrote it, click here to read]

Dazai likes watching x-rated videos with you to get ideas. Sometimes the best way to find new positions or find new roleplay ideas is to watch porn together, sooooo… You know he never does work at home, so whenever he has his laptop out it’s gotta be time to cuddle against his side and watch porn like normal people watch reality TV. “Ohh, this one’s labeled ‘sex education’ and it’s called ‘top 10 best sex positions’.” “Do you wanna try wife-cheating-on-husband roleplay?” “I can pretend to be a plumber coming to fix your sink and you can coerce me into sex for payment?”

If you ask Dazai why he’s so obsessed with sex and why it seems to be the only thing he thinks about or wants to do with you, he’ll do some serious self-reflection. He just really desperately yearns for you, and for closeness to you, and he doesn’t really know how to fulfill that so he resorts to sex because the climax of an orgasm definitely gives him a wave of good feelings. Turns out, he likes sitting with you and having deep, serious conversations as well. He feels weird opening up about dark things in his past, but when you do it because you trust him, he realizes he trusts you too and tells you things he’s never told anyone. He learns that he can be close to you without sex (but he’s still a horndog, he still needs it).

Dazai likes fucking you to sleep. He likes imagining the little zZzZz floating out of your mouth when you’re still spread out on the bed, naked, sweat still drying on your skin, pussy still glistening with cum and wetness as your exhausted body makes you sleep after finally cumming after hours of play. He always tries to tell you that if you close your eyes after you cum, you’re going to fall asleep, but you never heed his warning and it happens all the time. He just lays with you and takes a little power nap <3

#ask answered #dazai smut #dazai x reader #dazai headcanons #bsd x reader #bsd smut #bsd headcanons #bungo stray dogs smut #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungo stray dogs headcanons #technically also chuuya headcanons #technically also chuuya x reader

[jackiepackiee]

Hello, I hope you're having a splendid day!

If your requests are open may I ask for the flags x single parent reader romantic headcanons? I've seen the other one with the mad scientist and I just found it so amazing!

But of course, only if you are comfortable, I don't want to pressure you.

I shall say my good byes now as I have to leave.

Take care of yourself and rest.

Goodbye.

𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓕𝓵𝓪𝓰𝓼 𝔁 𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓵𝓮 𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓡𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓻

Warnings- parent struggles

Type - headcanons

Of course I added Chuuya.

Albatross -

Did someone say the fun dad?

He admires how responsible you are

Quite literally watches in awe at anything you do

Making a snack? Wow. Hushing your kid from crying? He’s shocked by your skill

Your kid likes cars? He will have an entire lot for them.

Trains? Look, now the port mafia has a and it’s trained named after your kid

Almost like a brother, sorry

He’s immature and has never been around kids

So so gentle however

He’s not dumb, just eccentric after all

You’ll definitely walk in on him covered in paint by your kid, laughing and letting it happen

Tea parties? Tea parties.

7/10, congrats, you have a second kid

Pianoman -

Thinks the absolute highest of you

Will never pry on what happened to the biological parent

But if they hurt you? He’s pulling piano strings

The kid is babied, no matter the age

He’s a leader, and a protecter

The port mafia doesn’t even know you have one

He likes a quiet personal life

No nanny’s, he will clear his schedule if needed

It’s his kid now, and he’s ready to try his best

Smart man, makes sure to let you get plenty of rest

Knows it must’ve been hard being alone

So he wants you to recover from however long you missed the rest you’ve needed

You kid wants a new toy? He will counterfeit money and buy hundreds

9/10, a great dad

Lippmann -

Why the hell is your kid suddenly speaking other languages?

It’s Lippmann. He’s too smart and will make sure to compliment you in French, or Spanish, or German

Your kid becomes so well mannered

“Look, daddy is on TV!”

It’s always fun to have a movie night and watch his newest film

Your kid is an actor now, yeah

Expect many private shows staring your lover and your child

His favorite? Princess/prince with him as the knight

Such an incredible comforter to both you and your child

You’re stressed? He’ll make sure you’re okay while also dealing with whatever’s freaking you out

10/10, just perfect

Iceman -

So goddamn gentle

Your heart will melt, watch out

He’s soft spoken and it must be magic at how well he can console your kids whines

You may know of his work, but only what he does

Not the victims, days, times, anything

But you kid? Doesn’t know a single thing

“My daddy is a superhero”

Yeah, depends on who you ask

He is technically killing bad guys (bad guys to the pm that is)

When you lay down your kid he’ll pull you to the kitchen and play a record

Slow dancing and lifting you up with immense ease

9/10, you may have death of a overheated heart

Doc -

…kinda awkward

He is good with kids, of course

All his years in med school? He had to have seen some children

He’s shy with you, but not shocked you have a kid

Will never judge you, not for a second

Makes sure your body has healed correctly

Back pains from pregnancy (if you are the mom)? You don’t know how but he will heal it

Your kid is like a walking dictionary, muttering words that would only make sense to a surgeon

For a doctor, it’s ironic how much he offers candy to them

“Be good and you’ll get a lollipop from daddy.”

7/10, your kid is always healthy, but he’s a bit childish too

Chuuya -

if you’re a teen parent he won’t care

Supports you and your child with his new pm check

Remember that one wan episode when he said that he would spoil a puppy if he had one?

That’s how he is with your kid and you

You want to take the kid to a new amusement park but the lines are too long for the kid to wait?

He will rent the entire thing, boy has connections

A lot of the sheep were young, so he is good with kids

Won’t be great as a role model, but an amazing protector

Nothing will ever hurt you or the child

If you want, he will definitely let you move in

Warning, the house will be filled with toys that the two of you won’t know what to do with

Overall 7/10 his heart is in the right place but he’s so young

#bsd x reader #chuuya nakahara x reader #chuuya x reader #bsd chuuya #stormbringer x reader #bungou stray dogs stormbringer #bsd stormbringer #chuuya stormbringer #iceman x reader #albatrossxreader #lippmannxreader #doc x reader #piano man bsd #pianomanxreader #the flags #the flags bsd #theflagsxreader #bsd fanfic #JACKIEPACKIEESTORIES #chuuya

[carrotkicks]

propaganda from dead apple ln

Ango is downbad, please.. This passage is gayer than "even Dazai couldn't breathe as he watched the storm that was Chuuya on the battlefield"

But okay lets feed into the propaganda some more. Ango and Chuuya obviously have a lot of history seperate from their relationship to Dazai. Chuuya calls him a dorky nickname, in contrast to Ango calling Chuuya by his ability user serial number. Ango (by virtue of his ability) knows more about chuuya than chuuya knows about himself, he's also the one who's technically narrating Fifteen and Stormbringer. Chuuya owes Ango a debt... a favor. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Anyways entering headcanon territory what if Chuuya learned about Ango's documenting of passed Mafia members and they first started bonding because chuuya wanted to help him with making the records of like The Flags and his friends from DA.

#interesting that this writer said chuuya has shaggy BROWN hair tho. so interesting. #anyways chuuango also be solid.

[kaurwreck]

If you want can you post your skk hcs? I was rereading you fanfic snippets of them and just wanted to know what you try to add in when writing them?

ty for asking about my skk headcanons! i'll share the ones that you can nearly always presume to be "canon" in the fics I write.

Chuuya has a vulva + internal reproductive organs, but with so few memories prior to the Sheep, he doesn't recall having an assigned gender divergent from his own and has always known himself to be a boychild. He's rarely been prompted to think anything of it: the Sheep didn't make a fuss when he started menstruating, although Shirase did defer to Yuan to teach him how to manage it once they realized; Mori educated him on his options once Mori became aware but was otherwise unfazed and had forged Chuuya's koseki anyway; etc., etc. Which isn't to say Chuuya doesn't pursue and receive gender affirming care, only that he's both self-assured in his own and rather naive regarding matters of gender and sexuality. (i.e., insofar as trans is a useful framework here, he's trans.)

Dazai is ashamed of his sexual attraction. Not in his sexuality (as in preferences), but he thinks his sexual attraction is, generally, an imposition and a vulgar burden he thrusts onto others. This doesn't stop him from feeling it and pursuing others. It's just one of the many contours of his self-loathing.

Dazai and Chuuya weren't completely no-contact for those four years, but they talk about it as if they were.

Chuuya has a Port Mafia-subsidized penthouse with an aboveground wine cellar. He still frequents the Agency dorms; he doesn't like Dazai snooping around and making messes in his penthouse. Or stealing his wine and wine paraphernalia for wine fraud, which happens sometimes and has, previously, fucked with the integrity of Chuuya's cache of Romanée Conti vintages.

Chuuya is a workaholic and very driven in his commitment to his organization. Dazai cherishes and serves at the leisure of the hand that feeds him but isn't. Quite as career oriented as Chuuya.

Both are polyamorous more or less. But exceedingly possessive of the other in hyperspecific, sometimes toxic ways.

Chuuya has extensive irezumi beneath his clothes, much of which memorializes his loved ones. (Including Dazai, but most everyone knows better than to acknowledge those pieces.) Dazai, meanwhile, doesn't have any tattoos; he can't tolerate the needles (whether hand or electric). Dazai will join Chuuya during his sessions, though, if only to bother him in ways Chuuya can't do anything about while being tattooed.

They don't negotiate anything, which is usually fine. They work it out one way or another when it's not.

They have several intricate rituals to navigate around each other's severe intimacy issues.

While they were both in the Port Mafia, there was a strict mandate against Dazai riding passenger on Chuuya's motorcycle. Enforceable by any member of the organization regardless of rank.

They're technically legally married under Dazai's birth identity (Shuuji Tsushima); that's also the identity with which Chuuya has a joint bank account and multiple tax fraud schemes (in which Akutagawa and Gin are also implicated as dependents), among other things. (Note: I've unilaterally decided Japan recognizes same sex marriage in bsd-verse, especially given the plethora of anachronistic, fictitious, and quirky policies, ministries, levers of governance, etc. canonical to bsd-verse that preclude the canonical existence of several of Japan's current irl legal institutions, including its constitution as amended.)

#soukoku #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd dazai #bsd chuuya #fic wip

[diagonal-queen]

HI I LOVE YOUR WRITING SM HAKSHWKDHKSH 😭😭

SINCE YOURE DOING REQUESTS CAN YOU PLS PLS WRITE SMTH ABT FIRST KISS WITH CHUUYA AAA IT CAN BE A DRABBLE OR HEADCANONS OR ANYTHING, ID ACCEPT ANYTHING PLS IM ON MY KNEES I WILL GIVE YOU COOKIES

THANK YOU SO MUCH ANON!! ALSO YOU DO NOT HAVE TO GIVE ME ANYTHING FOR ME TO WRITE FOR YOU. YOU COULD SAY 'DIA WRITE ME THIS OR I WILL LITERALLY KILL YOU' AND I'D BE LIKE 'YES MASTER :D'. THAT BEING SAID I'M SURE YOUR COOKIES ARE DELICIOUS <3

Mutually Beneficial Transaction

♡ pairing: Chuuya Nakahara x gn!Reader

♡ synopsis: After not seeing each other for a while, you and Chuuya spend the day together. It gets a little more romantic than you expected.

♡ wc: 1.4k

♡ cw: Swearing, mentions of death.

note: I'm so, SO sorry that this took so long to complete anon. This was one of the first reqs I got and I feel like I've let you down T-T I had a bunch of different ideas for this but not a clue which one to use- hopefully you like the end result though <3 Apologies for errors, hope you enjoy x

Most people would see you and Chuuya as you were out and about and make the assumption that you were on a date. After all, you were dragging him from place to place, a couple clothes bags dangling from your free arm while he followed you with a fond smile on his face. You didn't have any issues with this, but it certainly wasn't the case. However, if it were, you're sure you would have been all over Chuuya and vice versa.

Yokohama was well known to be a city teeming with crime, specifically at the hands of the notorious Port Mafia of which Chuuya was an executive. You weren't a member yourself but you didn't feel as if you had anything to fear being close with Chuuya. You assumed that since you'd known each other for so long that you had some form of immunity. That being said, it had been a while since you were able to spend any personal time with him.

That's the reason that, on a rare day off, Chuuya called you to meet him at a nearby cafe for breakfast to spend the day with you. Feeling a little lonely without him, you were more than happy to participate. Thus, you spent the day running around Yokohama with Chuuya doing a multitude of things- shopping, trying different foods, and the like. Doing couple-y things, you thought. The question of whether or not Chuuya was at all like-minded lingered in the back of your head most of the day.

Around mid-evening before dinner, you and Chuuya found yourselves a bench near the port and took your seats, letting your arms rest from the bags they'd been carrying, and your feet rest from taking you so many places. The sunset setting on the horizon was a bright orange, the sky a calming ombre of shades of pink and blue.

"Today was brilliant, Chuuya," you breathed, a serene smile gracing your face as you absorbed the view. "Thank you for all this."

"It's nothin', really," he sighed, brushing a stray ginger lock from his face. "I'm just glad you were happy."

"You're way too nice to me. You know I won't be able to repay you- at least not like this?" You cocked an eyebrow at him, with a chuckle.

"I don't care about that. You spending time with me is payment enough." Chuuya glanced over at you with a smile. "I'm glad I got to hang out with you today."

"It really has been a while, huh?" You mused. "Things are busy in the mafia right now, I guess?"

"Things are technically always busy there, but because I'm an executive I have a lot more shit to do than most other members." He explained.

"That's also why you're so fuckin' loaded, I guess." You joked. The man beside you let out a snicker. "Seriously, though, just because you make a lot doesn't mean you always need to spend it on me."

"It's honestly fine, hon. I mean it. Besides, I kinda like buying you stuff." When you tilted your head at him as if to ask for further explanation, he elaborated. "You always get so excited whenever I get you a gift. It's nice knowing that I'm able to make you happy."

"You make me happy whenever I see you, regardless of whether you buy me things!" You insisted, shifting towards him and earnestly taking his gloved hand in your own. "I like spending time with you! I wouldn't be your friend if I didn't, you know."

"...yeah." He squeezed your hand. "...hey, can I ask you something?"

"Of course, Chuuya."

"Have you been feeling lonely recently?" The question surprised you, because it seemed rather random and uncharacteristic coming from Chuuya. You turned to face him.

"I mean...I guess, a little. It's been kinda lonely not having you around. Sometimes I got worried that you'd died or something," you admitted, your voice quiet.

"Died? Me?" Chuuya asked, making you giggle.

"I know, I know. Even God wouldn't be able to kill you. But I really couldn't help but worry. I'm glad to have been able to spend today with you. I like knowing that you're alright," you cast him a genuine smile, "and I had a great time. Did you?"

"'Course I did. I was with you." Chuuya responded returning your beam. You tapped your lips and weakly swatted at him.

"Shush, you."

"Now that I think of it, I did kinda miss messing with you." Chuuya leaned forward as his eyes narrowed.

"You're so damn sadistic, Chuuya. No wonder you're a mafia exec- that title suits you to a tee," you scoffed, pushing your finger into his forehead. "I can't even catch a break when I'm on your good side."

"Don't complain, you have it pretty easy with me."

"Whatever helps you sleep at night." You rolled your eyes. "Cheeky..."

"Who's cheeky?" Chuuya raised an eyebrow. You leaned forward to reach his eye level, both of you staring one another down. You smirked at him.

"The one spending all his money on me so that he can mess with me, maybe?" You suggested, with a small head tilt. The pair of you shared a quick chuckle, before it suddenly dawned on you how close you were to Chuuya.

You took note of how soft his glove felt on your hand, and how his breath danced across your face. The air around you suddenly seemed hot and sticky. You could hear your heartbeat in your temples.

"...you know what?" Chuuya spoke softly. "If you wanna repay me, maybe there's one thing you can do..."

Your eyes flickered towards his lips. "Yeah?"

"Mhm. You don't have to do it if you don't want to...but I'd appreciate it a lot."

"Anything for you, Chuuya," you breathed.

"Is that right?"

"Of course..." You had mentally prepared for this moment for years, and you felt a surprising amount of confidence. Though, that was mostly because Chuuya seemed to be returning your...very fervid attitude. You were both quiet, the only sounds being your slightly wavering breaths. Your faces were barely centimetres apart now.

"In that case..." you inhaled and closed your eyes in anticipation, quickly melting into his touch when your lips connected.

Chuuya did feel warm, and you felt a tingle in your chest. Your first kiss with Chuuya was better than you'd expected; not only did Chuuya meet all of your expectations but he also seemed equally interested in kissing you. You could only assume, anyway, when Chuuya's fingers found their way beneath your chin and gently lifted your face up so he could better access your lips.

The moment felt fleeting. When Chuuya pulled away you wanted to take his face and keep kissing him, but you didn't. That would probably shock him. You opened your eyes to see Chuuya's blue ones boring into yours. His face was relaxed, if a little flushed.

"Oh...oh, you're good at kissing..." You practically mouthed, you were so quiet. Chuuya couldn't hold back his laugh at your expression.

"How kind of you."

"No, like-!" You huffed, pushing him away from you. "You are a sadist."

"Nah, not to you," he shook his head. You didn't know what to say to him. Chuuya let out a relenting exhale. "I can be if you want me to be."

"...yeah. To be honest, you'd kinda lose half your charisma if you weren't." After saying that, he gave you a frown. You stifled a giggle.

"I'm the cheeky one?"

"Yes, you are. But I think I prefer it that way," you smiled. Chuuya truly couldn't get enough of it.

"I think...and you be quiet," he began, pointing a stern finger towards you. "...I think you and I are a good match. Dating-wise."

"You don't say?" You teased.

"Y/N, I'm being serious here," he insisted, taking your hand once more. "Can I be your boyfriend?"

"...yes?!" You raised an eyebrow. "I wouldn't have kissed you if the answer was no? You dense idiot, Chuuya."

"My apologies for making sure I wasn't dragging you into something you didn't want," he rolled his eyes. You laced your fingers together, before lifting your joined hands and pressing a kiss to the back of his hand. His gaze softened. "...thanks, hon."

"Seriously, though, I actually won't be able to spoil you or anything like that, so are you really sure you wanna date me?" You asked.

Chuuya sighed in exasperation. "I'm cuttin' you off if you keep this shit up, Y/N."

"Okay, okay!"

i'm kinda tempted to write something now based on my first kiss because imo it was CRAZY romantic, but i don't wanna disrespect the person with whom i shared said kiss. if you're reading this; hey man do i have permission to write a loose recount of what we did except instead of us it's like some fictional people? i will give you a creative credit for worldbuilding

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #x reader #bsd x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #fanfic #fanfiction #bsd fanfiction #bsd fanfic #bungo stray dogs fanfiction #bsd chuuya #chuuya nakahara #chuuya x reader #chuuya nakahara x reader #bsd oneshot #bsd fluff

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any thoughts on what may have occurred in beast with the storm bringer events?

This was sitting in my inbox for so long I'm so sorry. This also kind of got away from me and I ended up rambling more about timelines & Chuuya + Dazai in Beast vs Main Timeline a bit more than actually talking about Stormbringer, oops. I still hope you enjoy my thoughts anyway!!!!

Stormbringer in the Beast Universe likely wouldn't go very differently than canon, realistically. In The Day I Picked Up Dazai Side B, when Beast Dazai is torturing the cop for information on the painting, he refers to taking care of the painting as "Phase One of the plan." So... his plans likely aren't really in action yet.

What this tells us is the events of Stormbringer likely don't have much to do with any of Beastzai's plans, as TDIPUD occurs after the events of SB (we know this because in Side A, when Oda and Dazai are trading stories, Dazai mentions something about the battle with Verlaine.)

Really, it all depends on when Beastzai came in contact with The Book and was able to start his plans.

In the main timeline, both Oda and Akutagawa end up part of the Mafia between the events of SB and the Dragon's Head Conflict. In Beast, Phase Two of Beastzai's plans is said to end when Akutagawa joins the Agency. So I'm assuming Phase Two was getting both Akutagawa and Atsushi into where they needed to be. Phase One was clearing the target Oda had on his back by enemy organizations. So I'm assuming, in both the main timeline and in Beast, events of TDIPUD occur before Akutagawa's recruitment into the mafia. All this to say, the first known act towards any of Beastzai's plans is TDIPUD Side B.

Stormbringer happens before any of this, so it is totally possible that Beastzai hadn't made contact with the book yet. But that's no fun. So, for the sake of assumption, lets think he gets it earlier.

Here's where I get fully into headcanon territory no longer really supported by canon, for the record.

I've mentioned time and time again my belief that Beastzai takes over the mantle of boss in the fallout of the DHC, which is technically wrong since in Beast its mentioned he took over from Mori 'four years ago,' making him 18 when it happened. So in reality he probably took over in the wake of Mimic, where main timeline Dazai left the mafia entirely. But anyone who's ever had a conversation with me knows that I treat Beast Canon as a suggestion at best.

Anyway. So... by the time of the Beast novel, Chuuya totally fucking despises Dazai. Like... would still protect him to the ends of the Earth if only to ensure he can kill Dazai himself, but their relationship is vastly different from their main timeline counterparts. These two are not falling back on old inside jokes or mission codenames, but Chuuya is still integral to Beastzai's plots, if only to keep Beastzai alive long enough to execute them. Chuuya is loyal to the Mafia. That being said, in the time of Stormbringer, Chuuya hadn't quite developed that level of loyalty yet. He had so much hanging over his head that he was trapped there, not necessarily "loyal."

Dazai and Chuuya had to have gotten along at some point to inspire Chuuya's personal loyalty to Dazai's wellbeing. Its just how they work. There also has to be something, or many things, that went drastically wrong for Chuuya to hate Dazai that much. I mean, Chuuya. He's one of the most forgiving people ever when it comes to personal slights against himself. He forgave Shirase and the Sheep for literally stabbing him with rat poison and leaving him for dead, and still fought for their safety. Even repaired his relationship with Shirase. He held no animosity for Verlaine even after he killed The Flags, Murase, and several other mafia members. Chuuya has forgiven people that have destroyed everything he knows. So what the hell did Beast Dazai do to him to get that much raw hatred?

As far as the events of Stormbringer themself, they probably went pretty similarly, honestly. Chuuya needs to be loyal to the Mafia. I think that relationship to the Flags, and losing them, helped cement him in the Mafia as more than just a holdover. He felt indebted to them to fill in positions they could have held and rise in the ranks as he sees they died because of him, and they were his actual honest friends. So... unfortuately, I believe the Flags still die in Beast Stormbringer, as much as I wish they didn't. Their deaths bring Chuuya to the Mafia. Same goes for Murase, he's dead. Murase's death was alternate routes closing to Chuuya. Cementing his loyalty to the Mafia is key.

The only places I think might start to diverge from the normal timeline are the fight in the Lab and the Final Battle. The Mafia is stronger in Beast, with further reach and greater power. Beastzai might want some of those ability users that die in the final battle alive to help him expand his power more quickly. Its possible he had people get N down from the tower more quickly to activate Guivre, to cut to the chase more quickly.

Here's where I'm circling back to 'what the fuck did Beastzai do to make Chuuya hate him like that.

Dazai has often been an advocate for Chuuya's free will, at least when it has to do with anything other than Dazai's personal projects. The Arcade Scene in 15. Giving Chuuya an option, and a moment alone to consider it, on whether or not to unleash Corruption for the first true time in Stormbringer. But... Beastzai is very focused on his plans going correctly. If he decides he needs those ability users alive, and hurries along the battle with Verlaine to waste fewer resources? He may be... pushier with the option. I'm not saying it wouldn't be given. That's too tactless. But I wouldn't put it past Dazai to emphasize ugency, to play it up a little, to try to force Chuuya's hand without him immediately realizing its being forced. And have that become a pattern in general. Where once Dazai was a pillar of advocating Chuuya's free will, he'd slowly stop being that over the years, and becoming more demanding. Something of that shift is what I believe would influence their relationship negatively, along with everything else miserable that happens in the course of Beast. I have a really strong headcanon that in Beast, Beastzai really played to Chuuya's tastes more and tried to gain his friendship/loyalty faster and stronger earlier so that he'd be willing to do more for him (such as help overtake the Mafia) early on, then through the course of the Beast universe just... cuts him off emotionally and pushes Chuuya away into that bodyguard subordinate role to make him more loyal to the Mafia instead of Dazai so that he's more capable of maintaining it after Beastzai's death.

As far as Verlaine? Well... if the fight is hurried up, I'm really not sure he actually survives, if Rimbaud's ghost gets to him in time. But I like to think that he does, because that means he could have trained both Beast Atsushi and Beast Kyoka, and I think that's fun. He'd be useful like that. I'm not sure if he'd end up with the Executive position he does though, but Sub-Executive (as Rimbaud had been) is possible. He'd be too busy being used to train stronger assassins and combatants to have Executive duties. Again, stronger Mafia, broader scope, needs more & more powerful underlings.

All this to say I think Stormbringer generally goes the same except for the final battle, which gets rushed and pushy and generally unpleasant, while also probably cutting short some of the emotional ties Chuuya gets to form with Adam, Verlaine, and the rekindling of his friendship with Shirase, because the entire thing would be kind of stunted. Not a very fun answer, I'll admit, but I did get to think about it a lot which was quite fun.

#bsd beast #bsd stormbringer #asks? answered. hotel? trivago. #sol! #since you told me its you oops #beast. #why we will never meet #burn the ghosts #apocalypse is on its way #beast atsushi tag #beast kyoka tag #even though i only mention them briefly

[12ratsinagnomecostume]

BSD headcanons but they are all about or related to teeth:

When Ranpo was 24 he finally went to the orthodontist, which led to him getting braces. When he's 26 he gets powers chains, and when he's 27 he finally gets them off.

Atsushi gets braces soon after he joins the agency, but doesn't really understand what they're for. He kinda thinks of them as inside muzzles, no matter how many times people tell him that's not the case. He gets his braces off at 20. He also has very sharp canines and very high canines.

Dazai 100% made fun of these two for it, only for Chuuya to reveal one day that Dazai had braces from when he was 15 to 18. And he had basically every attachment and wire you can think of. He never even got them properly off, he just used pliers one day to get them off himself.

If Dazai had the most messed up teeth, Chuuya has the most perfect teeth. He didn't even have to get his wisdom teeth out. He instead takes videos of everyone he knows getting their wisdom teeth out.

Akutagawa lost his baby teeth really late, so he was like 14-16 when his fell out. And then his wisdom teeth were only taken out when he was around 21. He spilled major secrets to Atsushi and Chuuya. He also takes very good care of his teeth, he has a night guard and every hygiene product imaginable.

Kenji uses tooth paste and tooth brushes meant for dogs. He says it just makes more sense to him. No one mentions it.

Naomi uses Junichiro tooth brush. She knows it's gross, and she wants to stop, but it's become a habit. Junichiro does not know about this.

Kyouka, Sigma, Lovecraft, and Ranpo all use kids toothpaste in various flavours. The only shared flavour they like is bubblegum.

Dazai makes homemade toothpaste. He makes it in a large pot like once a month and then uses it. It's technically safe but he hopes he'll die quicker this way. He also swallows his toothpaste after every time he brushes his teeth, which is basically every other day.

Kunikida is one of the flossers guys, he just flosses everywhere. He understands it grosses some people out so he always covers his mouth with his hand.

Edgar uses a very expensive and sparkly toothpaste. His smile literally shines.

Most of the hunting dogs all share the same toothpaste. Teruko uses the least, Jouno uses the middle amount, Tachihara uses the most, and Teccho isn't allowed to use the toothpaste because it runs out in like 3 days if he uses it. He just uses mouthwash and a toothbrush.

Nikolai has metal. Just in his teeth. Why or how it's there is anyone's guess.

#i like teeth #so i headcanon a lot about them #i have other headcanons i swear #the teeth ones are just funniest #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs

[voidcat]

Heyoooooo!!! CONGRATS ON 900 FOLLOWERS!!!! you deserve every single one of them <3

For the event, prompt 20 with Verlaine please? TAKE YOUR TIME AND PLEASE DON'T OVERWORK YOURSELF

Hiiiiii and thank you🥺🥺🥺💕🤧

technically number 20 has an extra character option but since you didn’t specify, I’ll keep it general with a mix of reader insert. Also thank u for the Atsushi ;w; you take care as well!!

Paul Verlaine & Relationship with/thoughts on _____ headcanon

A friendship with Verlaine is tricky and requires lots of work, let alone a relationship. that interaction at the end of stormbringer is proof enough for that sadly...

he has walls so high and thick to get through, anyone with a right mind would give up as the chances of that seem very slim. but once you do... it's a bond so deep and priceless, unique on its own, its worth all the blood and tears.

within the relationship itself, he would be mostly focusing on you though, discarding himself and anything positive to him altogether– which becomes an annoyance in itself and a growing problem. any compliments you try to give, any gifts, displays of affection;

he has trouble accepting them, questioning the 'why' of it– yet at the same time, he would talk you about the weather and interesting things he saw back when he was out. with a little more time, he'd begin to open up about his little attempts at poetry, not expecting you to like it so much nor finding your reactions genuine– he thinks youre overexaggerating, trying to be nice.

though he taught certain people in the mafia and passed on his skills, for you he teaches you self defense, how to optimize your body to its fullest, how to act in certain situations– going as far as to create fake scenarios with him as the offender to put your skills and his teachings to use. you may be in the mafia and stay low but you can never be too careful after all.

still, you must keep it in mind he is a very sad self isolating man, with no contact to the outside world, time entirely lost on him. special days and brthdays is something he avoids, but yours (and chuuya's) he knows and secretly celebrates.

whenever he gathers the courage and not overthinks it, he asks about his little brother, how he is doing, what he is up to– ignoring all your 'i can bring him with me next time, you know? he'd like to see you too.' reconciling with a chuuya whom he more or less messed up the life of is still too much (and too early). (it took him ages and more to accept even rimbaud's presence in his life after all)

#made this one more reader focused bc tbh i did get rusty on bsd stuff so even if i tried a verlain/rimbaud aspect... itd not b very good #anwyays hope u like this ;w; #danyl celebrates 900 #paul verlaine #bungou stray dogs #bsd x reader #paul verlaine x reader #bsd scenarios #bsd headcanons #silverbladexyz #answered

[sunderedscript]

Fun little Headcanon post~! It's about if a muse would be able to survive and win against their ability in Dead Apple

Tldr:

Would: Itou, Ayatsuji, Oda, Mikhail, Inoue, Tsuji, Yokomitsu

Wouldn't: Milton, Kawabata, Kyusaku, Emily, Niimi

As for why- below the cut

Lets start with the would defeat their own ability

Itou is up first. He is a member of the Hunting Dogs, and while a more newer addition to the group, he is still thoroughly trained and skilled in his area of combat. He is able to use a katana, not as good as he is with a combat knife or gun, and knows the ins and outs of his ability. Without the for thought and planning put into using his ability, it is relatively useless by itself.

Ayatsuji would easily defeat his own ability simply by not doing so. Another can only kill what has killed or tried killing. And while Ayatsuji has, by technicality, caused numerous deaths, he has not committed murder. Another can not kill him and he can not kill Another. It'd be a bit of cheating on this, but he would simply have another skilled ability user (Tsujimura) defeat his ability for him and he would return the favor once Another was no longer an issue.

Oda would struggle, considering how powerful Flawless is, but he knows its limit and how to fight against it. And as a former assassin, it wouldn't be too difficult for him to do so. His fight with Gide shows that he can fight very well without the use of Flawless.

Mikhail is similar in a way to Chuuya. Mikhail is an experiment, a dog given an ability that allows him to take human form. Without this given ability, he is simply a dog and his ability is a normal human being. Now a person can defeat a dog, but Mikhail is actually a trained soldier and also a former street dog, he knows how to fight despite how stupid and clueless he is about the human world.

Inoue beats his for a similar reason to Mikhail. Inoue is a trained special agent that knows how to deal with gifted in combat. Inoue's ability just isn't one suited for combat-

Tsuji would be quick in ruthless about defeating his own ability in order to get it back. He doesn't want to feel pain, he wants to feel nothing but the bliss his ability gives him. As a seasoned criminal, Tsuji is fairly decent at fighting, more agile and quick than he is strong.

Yokomitsu is really intelligent despite his goofy way of acting. He knows what exactly makes him weak and how to combat it. And he knows he must defeat and regain his own to even be any help to his friends. While he isn't the strongest, he would lure his ability somewhere devoid of machines and do his best from there

Now onto those who wouldn't

Milton is for one, a child, a child with no combat experience. Two. His Ability includes a dragon on the roaster of animals... which would be bad. If Paradise lost didn't take the form of the dragon, Milton would stand a relative chance by tricking it to shift into less deadly things by forcing its hand.

Kawabata is rather relient on Snow Country, much like how Atsushi is. Not to mention, Snow Country is a powerful ability that would be hard to combat without an ability and hard to escape from once it's close. He'd need help to win.

Kyusaku is pretty obvious as to why they wouldn't win that one-

Emily's ability is a form of invisibility, meaning unless she gets a camera and plays this like outlast, she isn't going to get very far.

Niimi just wouldn't. This isn't in terms of can or can't it's a hard won't. His ability takes form in the shape of a Fox. Gon. Something he sees as a companion and friend who has been with him for so long and they Gon through so much. And while he would figure it really isn't Gon, he can't get himself to hurt his friend.

#<< headcanon >> #//this was long lol//

[disabledstraydogs]

your icon is so incredibly cute. Is there a reason you chose fyodor for it? Or any reasons you like having fyodor on it?/things you like about having fyodor on it? (it is so real btw. I dont know if I'd call him canon disabled for...reasons, but fyodor is one one if the most disabled coded characters in bsd ever. He's disabled in my heart. To me. The vibes are all there..)

Haiiii anon, we saw this last night while sawifying BSD and it made us so so happy I'm sorry we didn't answer it then but it wouldn't have been coherent.

The story of this icon is that we were thinking of 'canonically' disabled characters and Fyodor came to mind (although if he is disabled in canon is up for debate to me just because anemia isn't technically a disbaility and we will touch on the mental health stuff later) although we were going to use Chuuya we saw the art on a charm and knew we had to use it.

Fyodor is one or our favourite BSD characters (tied with Chuuya) although that's because of the system Fyodor headcanon, specifically the scene in dead apple with Crime and Punishment makes me insane. However I understand that this can be seen as a problematic thing due to Fyodor's actions in source but honestly, we feel more seen by systems who have done/do awful things.

I won't talk about our trauma but we were very much brought up in a 'dog eat dog' environment surrounded by Catholicism and hypocrisy but that does mean that even as a child we never got the chance to be a good person and because of that have always related to 'shitty rep' more than different system with different trauma would.

Back to Fyodor in my mind he displays behaviors of someone raised in a similar situation to us (although I do think that- given that we don't know what era he was even born in and the history Catholicism in Europe is insane- I don't think he knows that by modern day standards he was raised in a cult or cult like situation) and because of this he developed low empathy and ASPD/NPD through years of abuse (which also possibly shaped his world views- although I don't think Asagiri will agree with me).

Again, I know that this is another issue entirely (people with cluster b disorders deserve more rep than just having criminals) but again it means different things to us than others in our situation.

Sorry for the rambles I get ill about this man.

#text #thank u anon (gives you a cookie) #cult mention #cult tw

[nonhumen]

do you have any headcanons about Dazai and his friends / family / subordinates in his boss verse?

SO MANY ACTUALLY. this is all thanks to my partner in crime @chaosbled and how much luna has taken the time to flesh out the flags.

the flags are basically his surrogate family with dazai being the baby brother of the group despite being the boss.

piano man is the mom friend. he's the one always dragging dazai from his shipper container, making sure he's eating and sleeping. he's also the one who found dazai in the aftermath of oda's death.

lippmann is dad friend. he doesn't sugarcoat anything but is very gentle in the advice he gives. they both have similar backgrounds growing up as rich kids and they bond through that subconsciously since neither of them know the other's past. he also gave dazai minor acting lessons so he'd know how to fake interacting with people, especially when he has to attend meetings as the boss. dazai doesn't have the natural charisma as mori and there was no two years where he built up a persona for himself so lippmann really helped teaching dazai how to be sociable.

iceman is dazai's best friend. they have similar dispositions so he would hang back with iceman a lot during his teenage years when he didn't want to be part of the rowdiness of the other flags. he's always a reassuring hand on the shoulder or a calm word to ease dazai's nerves.

albatross is the annoying big brother. when chuuya gets upgraded to spouse, albatross really takes on chuuya's old role. dazai is constantly bickering with him and trying to sabotage his dumb schemes. albatross started a soukoku bingo game when dazai and chuuya got together and dazai has been purposely trying to make sure albatross doesn't get a bingo.

doc is literally the only doctor dazai trusts. there is an incredible trust between them which makes their relationship quite strong. doc is the only one to know the true extent of mori's abuse of dazai because he got access to the chillingly descriptive medical records. he helped dazai recover from his opioid addiction as well.

outside of the flags is verlaine who does end up being his brother-in-law. it's a rocky relationship at first. verlaine trusts dazai as far as he can throw him and was very suspicious when dazai became engaged to his brother. verlaine and dazai are quite alike and i think there is an understanding that one day dazai will break chuuya's heart. but they are also both powerless to stop the unending love chuuya has for dazai. there is a mutual affection between them that grows the longer dazai and chuuya are married. they are family now after all.

the other big hc i have is for akutagawa. dazai has a wariness for mentoring after stepping into the role of the boss. he knows that his methods of training perpetuated the abuse that mori started. he knows he is still responsible for akutagawa as per mafia tradition but he does not train him with the iron fist he used to. he actually puts him with the black lizards for a time. though this is technically a demotion, dazai wanted akutagawa to work with others. alienating him and violently trying to teach him how to use his ability was not working. he's hoping that by being forced to work with others, he can come to learn that rashomon can be used as a great supportive asset instead of just offense.

#implied abuse tw #drug abuse tw #𝐃𝐀𝐙𝐀𝐈 : AND WHEN THE DEVIL WAS DEAD HE TOOK THE THRONE OF HELL FOR HIMSELF / MAFIA BOSS VERSE #i have so many more hcs but this is already getting too long rip #when i tell you luna and i have been talking about this au non stop for a month #i am not exaggerating

[linklethehistorian]

Cherish Development Notes — Part 1: Origin

Since two people have already asked me to make this a thing, and 7 others  also liked the post, I’ll just go ahead and put this first one out there. Along with my usual tags, I’m going to be tagging these posts “#Just Cherish Things”, so feel free to block, follow, or do absolutely nothing about the tag as desired. lol

I guess the first thing I really want to talk about — which I was actually asked about yesterday — was what the general process of writing the chapters for this fic is like, as a whole, and actually that’s a really interesting question because…my process for Cherish — given it’s my only non-oneshot fic — is actually way different from any other fic I write.

But, before I can talk about that, I first need to talk about something else — namely, its very different origins from all of the rest.

(Although it’s not super long, the rest is nevertheless under the cut for some basic Fifteen/Storm Bringer spoilers. Also, I guess since I’m putting one of these here, I’ll mention I talk about the ships VerRim/Rimlaine and ChuuArt here briefly, too, because…obviously. lol but really, the tags and the fact this is about a fic revolving around them should tell you that anyway)

You see, unlike all the other fics I’ve created — which, from their very conceptions, were all stories intended to someday be shared with the world — the tale that you all know today as Cherish had much more humble beginnings; that is to say, it did not start out with the intention to ever be a written fic at all.

In fact, tracing it all the way back to its true roots of like, January 2020 iirc, it was really nothing more than this extremely wild, elaborate…well, I guess you would call it a headcanon, originally.

I believe I mentioned in a much earlier ask about BSD Paul that it was somewhere between August of 2019 and the release of Storm Bringer that I began to openly dabble in front of friends with the idea of a regretful, even redeemable, Verlaine; this, in a sense, was a much more secretive extension of the groundwork I had already set there and in years prior (that groundwork being a long-standing scenario in which Chuuya had found a way in a future time to revive BSD!Arthur Rimbaud and the two fell in love, thus leaving Verlaine alone to suffer and dwell on the mistakes that led to him losing his partner and would-have-been lover many times over).

The primary distinction between it and its foundation material, however, was that, unlike with the said other headcanons and ships that set the stage for it to even happen, I had kept everything regarding poet!Arthur and Paul, and the pairing comprised of them, entirely to myself — at least, for a very long time. Why? Well, the reasons were actually quite simple, really; first and foremost, I didn’t think anyone could ever give even half a shit about it even if I’d tried, and secondly, I greatly feared being judged over it, even by some of my closest friends. I knew very well that there were at least a fair number of people out there on the internet in general who had a huge problem with “real person fiction”, as it’s called, and although I knew that technically BSD itself was a form of that in a weird way and thus most of the fandom would probably be a lot more understanding (not to mention that the real person involved was a long-dead historical figure, anyway), I honestly just couldn’t justify it to myself to go through the risk of harassment and confrontation just to share something that, in my mind, no one but me would ever have any interest in to begin with.

At that time, I had made up my mind that it would never see the light of day even among my friends as a headcanon, much less ever become a written fic.

However, as the months went by, and it kept growing and growing into something deeper and more interesting, it became a lot harder for me to hold to that self-made rule, and eventually I ended up giving in and rambling to just one of my friends about it in private — that person being my friend and ever-kind supporter, Jailrose, whom I felt safe with (and whom, it seems, no longer has a blog on here).

In the end, it is only her I have to thank for Cherish’s existence in its current form, as it was purely her constant enthusiasm, support, and insistence that despite my uncertainties, she thought it would make for a great fic she would love to read, that helped me to finally gain the courage well over a year later to publish it on AO3 as the fully-fledged, multi-chapter story in progress that you all know it for being today.

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#linklethehistorian #Just Cherish Things #Thoughts #my thoughts #cherish #writing #My writing #fanfiction #fanfic #my fanfic #bsd #bungou stray dogs #fifteen #stormbringer #storm bringer #bsd novels #spoilers #bsd spoilers #verrim #rimlaine #CHUUART

[sorrowtainted]

man sometimes i just think about... god/eldritch-like being chuuya... (my headcanons and stormbringer spoilers under the cut!)

I was kind of sad about stormbringer at first, ngl, because i absolutely adored the concept of chuuya being a literal god and struggling with his humanity as a result of that, and stormbringer seemed to kind of debunk that entirely. but then i realized i could easily come up with headcanons to make my ideas work anyway asfjsdhkjs

i do think what's (probably) intended in canon is great too, but I love the concept of a singularity being like... while it's not strictly a god in the conventional sense, and scientists think of it as more of a non-living phenomena than anything else... nobody actually really knows what one really is. while it's noted several times that the singularities don't have "personalities" so to speak, they do seem to embody the feeling of hatred, which suggests some level of sentience, at least to me - and who's to say that they aren't alive on a level that humans simply can't comprehend??

that goes along with my other headcanon, where first things first. chuuya is the clone - i know he was strongly implied to be the original and not the clone in stormbringer's epilogue, but it's not explicitly stated, so either interpretation works in my mind. either way though, i like thinking of the "artificial personality" of chuuya as having become one with the singularity arahabaki, which in spite of the scientist's beliefs, is actually more akin to a living, ancient being than an ability - one that simply accesses the world through the phenomenon of contradictory abilities clashing.

basically, i may not be explaining this right, but chuuya is actually arahabaki, the ancient and incomprehensible creature, rather than just a vessel for him. however, the artificial code used to create a human personality for arahabaki and his human body kind of interacted upon his "birth" with his already existing consciousness as a "god" and they kind of fused, in a way?? i'll probably make another post explaining what i mean better later, since i'm not sure i'm making sense, but.

i'm partially biased because i have a huge thing for the whole "arabahaki is chuuya" concept and have done from the start, but it's also because like... i like the theme of chuuya actually NOT being human in the most literal sense, but slowly coming to terms with the fact that he still is human in every other way that counts. that just feels more meaningful to me personally than him being a perfectly ordinary person after all. i liked that there was plenty of language in stormbringer bringing home how otherworldy the singularities were too, tbh.

tldr is that in my mind, in spite of what we were told in stormbringer, chuuya is the singularity arahabaki rather than just being a vessel for him, and accordingly, singularities are actually not what they appear to be and are living on some level, similar to the concept of "gods." i'm just trying to work that headcanon in with stormbringer so that everything's still technically compliant with it, lol. please tell me if this post makes no sense because i suspect that's the case and i'll explain better hopefully ahsdhfksdjdskj

#ooc #headcanons. #the only line in the novel i feel that directly contradicts my headcanons is the whole ''he had given his body over to arahabaki" section #near the end where he's watching everything #through a sliver of consciousness... #but i suppose that could be seen as symbolic if you /really/ wanted it too lol #this all goes for verlaine on my multi too btw!!

[cousticks]

hi!! i’m new here but i saw that it’s okay to send asks about your AUs and i have heard you mention your zombie au a couple times now and would like to know more!! who’s it about? what are your fave headcanons abt your universe? what’s any other cool details you’ve figured out?

Hello, hello! Welcome to the party I like to be miserable here.

Ohh gosh okay so everything I've posted about this au so far is under the coffin emoji tag (⚰️) if you want to roll through that for everything I've said about it so far!!

It isn't really about anyone specific, if I'm honest. Its more of an au playground for me to explore different characters and situations in this world. When I eventually have the time and energy to write for it, it will likely be different oneshots of different places & different times in the world! I love au building but am very interested in how I can take an alternate world and still be true to character. For BSD, abilities and their impacts on their users create a large part of who those characters are, and I'm really enjoying finding ways to replicate those certain traumas and traits in a zombie apocalypse no-abilities setting. I want to stay as true to character as possible in this new world!

One of my favorite headcanons for it so far is that adult Dazai has a glass eye. Its for plot/lore reasons, mostly, but also because I think its a trait that fits him kind of well. I can't think of many other specific headcanons for it right now that aren't more event-based, but I'll try to think of some!

I'm not sure how you define cool, but I've got this kind of idea going that in what seems to be the end of the world, certain characters that parted antagonistically but still care about each other to a certain extent start seeking each other out, or at least one of them starts seeking the other. I've got this happening with Chuuya and Shirase (in this universe, they didn't make up as they did in Stormbringer.) I also want it to happen with Ango and Dazai, eventually.

Details about the world itself? The zombie virus began as an attempt at biological warfare that got out of control, but i'm not bothering to set a true point of origin because that isn't what's important to the story. Generally speaking, once you're bitten, you're going to turn into a zombie... with a few very special exceptions (looking at Atsushi, Dazai, and Rimbaud--each in a different way, though!). There are a couple "survivors" of the zombie virus that are technically "cured" but that's a very loose term. As of right now, at least, you cannot actually "cure" it, but certain experiments (hello, Chuuya and Verlaine) suffered through a method of potentially curing. This was generally considered to be a failure, but hey, some made it out (barely. not really.)

I'm sure I'll think of more stuff to post about eventually, thank you so much for having interest in my au!!! If you have any more questions or thoughts please chime in I love to talk about my aus so very much. Someday eventually maybe I'll actually write for the Zombie au!

#⚰️ #asks? answered. hotel? trivago.

[beautiful-is-boring]

Ok I'll try, mainly what the ability is that when she says "Osuwari" Inuyasha falls flat on his face or when she says it multiple times in a row he implants in the ground (like in this clip I sent in the last ask https://youtu.be/arWz9jGM1xY)

ah okay, this helps. thankyou so much and i apologize for the trouble and the delay

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BSD Headcanons

Dazai and Chuuya with an s/o with the osuwari ability

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DAZAI OSAMU:

Okay so dazai obviously knows about this ability of yours.

He finds it quite fascinating since he's never really seen anything like this before, even in his port mafia days.

If you're using your ability against someone (for example, forcing them to give you intel) and it goes too far, he nullifies your ability.

But he rarely does that to you, since (a) you know how far to go and (b) it is kinda hilarious for him to watch his enemies being forced to fall down on their face and get their head implanted into the ground again and again.

It's a funny sight for him

HE LITERALLY TELLS YOU TO USE IT ON HIM

"belladonna use your ability on me and push me into the earth so i can finally die-"

"no"

"y/n whyyyyyyyyyyy"

"because it'll get nullified by you"

"then shove my head into the ground with your strong sexy hands that would be absolutely perfect-"

"shut up"

OKAY FOR A MOMENT LET US ASSUME HE DOESN'T HAVE HIS NULLIFICATION ABILITY (ALSO WE ARE TECHNICALLY NOT TOUCHING HIM)

For whatever reason you accidentally slammed him into the ground, he enjoyed every second of it

fucking masochist

If he or you get pissed off at someone, you use it for them too (not harshly)

"y/n he called me a mongrel use your ability on him"

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NAKAHARA CHUUYA:

power couple. you hear me? POWER COUPLE

you slam people's face into the ground, and he yeets people up and down :)

yall go on missions together and cause d e s t r u c t i o n

honestly he loves seeing you pissed off at enemies

he'll just stand there and watch with a smirk on his handsome and pretty face while you repeatedly slam your opponent's head into the floor just by using your words

like- the port mafia peeps are scared of you at this point.

one wrong move and they will be on the floor and they can't even use a counter attack

chuuya is so proud of you :D

"you better watch your mouth around me or them or they will make sure that you suffocate and die."

one time he tried to scare you by coming up behind you, and you got startled and accidentally used your osuwari ability on him and he just drops to the ground face first :(

It happened so fast he wasn't able to activate his own ability to stop the fall

cue in you apologizing and making it up to him by giving him bandages, ice on his face, cuddles, dog videos and kisses

#dazai osamu #nakahara chuuya #dazai osamu x reader #nakahara chuuya x reader #dazai x reader #chuuya x reader #dazai fluff #chuuya fluff #dazai osamu fluff #nakahara chuuya fluff #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd fluff #bungou stray dogs fluff #bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd x you #dazai x you #chuuya x you #bsd x y/n #dazai x y/n #chuuya x y/n #chuuya nakahara #bsd dazai #bsd chuuya #osamu dazai x reader #bsd fanfic #dazai fanfic #chuuya fanfic #bsd headcanons

[girlnikolai]

Judging you for your bsd kins except im a fucking cunt about it also im not including images because im in chemistry fuck yourself if that bugs you

if you point out the fact that these get longer as they go on then die pls <3

Dazai

Well arent you Unique. not like 90% of the fandom kins him or anything, cant say i dont kin him myself of course but i dont Kin Him i just kin him seriously tho if dazai is your top bsd kin stay 500 feet away from me and maybe take a bath while youre at it. your sense of humor is probably just uncensored depraved sexual posting and its fucking annoying shut up please. hardcore dazai kinnies suck so so bad but god damn you are all so annoying and i want to fuck you so bad (derogatory) i can make u worse babygirl please dm me. you need psychological help and not in a omg ur brocken way.... in a you should be lobotomized and pushed off a bridge way (affectionate)

Atsushi

do. do atsushi kinnies exist i thought that was just another word for furry. idk ill try my best um embracing my inner akutagawa kinnie pls kill yourself and kiss me on the lips. man seriously tho i didnt know atsushi kinnies were real are they just akutagawa kinnies in anger management. idk um. whore. bet u have an awful haircut. is that why you kin him fucko did you see the gay little tiger and his awful haircut and go hes just like me fr fr. is this your truth. your backstory. bitch.

Akutagawa

starting this off by saying if u kin him and ur ablebodied u should die. i dont think his disability is that relevent to his Angst but i love to be a hater. if u are disabled then cmere baby lets kiss im self loathing too hows ur relationship with ur dad. i bet ur bangs r why he left u. yeah i said it fuck you and your bangs. self callout i havent cut my bangs in 288485 years but its fine. i think we dont talk about the fact that akutagawa is canonically hot. as an akutagawa kinnie im allowed to say all akutagawa kinnies are hot unless ur one of the following. 1. ablebodied 2. have never lived in poverty 3. cis 4. idk fuckin. from michigan my akutagawa headcanon is that he hates michigan fuck yourself if ur from michigan

Ranpo

ranpo kinnies are such a mixed bag bc half of them are actually cool people who are probably autistic and the other half are the kids who thought they could genuinely solve the kira case. if u interpretat his lore as oh hes gifted kid burnout i think u need to sit down and tell me one time when hes burned out ever except the one part with mushitarou (is that how u spell his name idk hes ugly (affectionate)) yes honey i understand that youre too smart for this world and above everything but please go to bed you have school in the morning. if youve ever made an edit of ranpo to one of those like. little miss perfect type songs or averager or something please stay the fuck away from me. those songs fuck but god u are annoying

Yosano

ok real talk what is her backstory not even in a pretentious oh the writing is bad way i mean it in a i cant fucking read this is a cry for help someone please explain it to me. ok onto making fun of you. sterotyping is bad but also literally no yosano kinnie ive ever seen hasnt been nmlnm (non man loving non man) like this isnt even me being like haha ur a lesbian this is just a fact you like women dont you. seriously tho what is there to say about yosano i dont think i can comment on this shes property of the gays im sorry live laugh yosano ig

Chuuya

just spilled energy drink in my tits anyways if you were one of those kids slash still are one of those people whos like omg im so short and chaotic im a smol angry bean ill take ur knees out than im revoking your chuuya kin card 'oh but lucien you cant-' dont care didnt ask plus you only care about chuuya in the context of dazai. if you havent read stormbringer and u kin him shut up the adults are talking. i technically havent read stormbringer but my babygirl @chaotictransmess mansplained it to me so im infinitely hotter than all of you. please god please dm me if u kin chuuya and arent fucking annoying my legs are spread please baby

Fyodor

oh so ur a dazai kinnie (individuality complex edition) and youve read edgar allen poe wow.....ur one of those people who shits on others for saying crime and punishment is too long. NO ONE CARES THAT YOU READ THE WHOLE THING ITS LONG AND BORING AND YOURE A VIRGIN KAY WHY ESS SWEATY. this isnt directed at my beloved rowan ofc you can do no wrong /p fyodor kinnies are an unholy intersection between the worst dazai kinnies and the worst ranpo kinnies please shut up no one cares how fucked up you think the world is you live in suburbia shut up shut up shut up shut up. you absolutely used to lie on the internet to say you were french or russian or something in like 7th grade.

Nikolai

do you actually kin him or are you an XD crackhead. you probably go oh yeah my music taste is pretty wild and then its willwood and the cats the musical soundtrack. if youre an actual nikolai kinnie and not just an edgy 14 year old please stay away from me. not in a oh em gee ur so twisted way no u probably just smell bad and dress ugly and i dont want to be seen with u. you probably jokingly hit on your friends and jokingly make fun of them and no one finds it funny. dont worry babygirl i'll appreciate you like they never could please give me a chance. nikolai kinnies are hot as fuck until they arent. not saying anything else nice bc any validation you fucks get goes straight to your cock.

Kouyou

...mommy? 🥺

Poe

do you kin poe or do you wanna fuck ranpo so bad but you have too much internalized cringe to read x reader fics. ive said this 7 times but jesus fuck bsd fans shower challenge. you were one of those kids who got mad into those like. talking animals series but not like warriors and animorphs kids no im talking guardians of ga hoole. you wanna write so bad but anytime you fuck up you cry and bash your head against the wall and listen to mitski again i am sneaking dog anxiety meds into a hot dog for you. i cant even be mean on this one yall r like dying puppies who live in allies jesus yall bum me the fuck out

Kyouka

i havent seen anyone else kin kyouka so im doing this for myself ig. suprisingly enough despite being a massive cunt i kin the uwu smol bean of the fandom. kyouka isnt a smol bean ofc bsd fans just cant read i think. guys shes murdered people all she did was cry about it a few time guys pls shes not ur poor meow meow shes a traumatized child

Kunikida

the token Bsd Fan That Showers. guys pls kunikida kinnies this is a cry for help no one here has even read the light novels Heple. seriously tho i cant think of anything mean to say about kunikida kinnies. not like any of you would admit to kinning him publicly bc u think kinning is below you. ik being like omg ur 'insert sex thing' is cringe however no kunikida kinnies fuck its part of the job description please get laid

final thoughts

ok so basically like. 1. tell me if u want me to make fun of any other kinnies 2. yada yada yada this is all in good fun i didnt mean any of this pls dont spam report me badly dressed 15 year olds of tumblr 🥺🥺🥺 3. before one of you failed abortions decides to come in my notes like 'oh man does making fun of people make u feel better about yourself. we're just having fun ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️' the answer is yes it does make me feel better about myself i am a hater first and a person second and also i dont care if ur just having fun guess what fuckwad im having fun too now shut up <3

ok but in all seriousness i dont give a fuck who you kin and why and you shouldnt care about my opinions i want to fuck monty gator from fnaf and i kin the little gay elf wizard from the adventure zone and one time i ate gum off the floor cringe culture is dead girl if wearing an ugly trenchcoat and a amazon body harness over a death note t shirt makes u happy go do it. but in a genuine note a word to the bsd fandom PLEASE LEARN READING COMPREHENSION JESUS FUCK FOR A FANDOM REVOLVING AROUND A SERIES ABOUT DEAD AUTHORS YOU GUYS LITERALLY CANT READ ANYTHING EVER SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP anyways xoxo girlie pls like and subscribe like i said give me requests for other bsd characters making fun of people is my passion

#THE KOUYOU ONE IS A JOKE GUYS PLEASE #bungou stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #dazai bsd #atsushi nakajima #atsushi bsd #akutagawa ryuunosuke #akutagawa bsd #edogawa ranpo #ranpo bsd #yosano akiko #yosano bsd #chuuya nakahara #chuuya bsd #fyodor dostoevsky #fyodor bsd #nikolai gogol #nikolai bsd #kouyou ozaki #kouyou bsd #edgar allen poe #poe bsd #edgar allen poe bsd #kyouka izumi #kyouka bsd #doppo kunikida #kunikida bsd #tw suicide mention #give me more requests this was fun yeehaw