#this one for u phoebe

[like-red-lads]

Darling, i think you have a type~

🦚

#do you ever think about whatever the fuck Sa and drMara have going on #like it's so unhinged yet also fruity as fck #Sa gradual descent to insanity as her friend/colleague/prisoner watch in helpless horror #delicious ✨ #vitaseele #this one for u phoebe #honkai impact

[sentientsky]

The Quite Nice and Fairly Accurate Good Omens Script Book Depiction of Gay Yearning by Neil Gaiman

#he's just like me fr #like if my ex-bsf had turned to 19 year old me like “go fight satan or i'm never speaking to u again” #u can bet your ass i would've gone “yes ma'am” and hauled myself up off the ground and towards certain death #eugh 19 year old me was a mess #like the physical embodiment of phoebe's bridge in moon song (you know the one. the dog one. the “oh and now im crying” lyric. yeah.) #crowley #aziraphale #david tennant #gomens 2 #michael sheen #aziracrow #go2 #good omens 2 #gomens #good omens script book #good omens #queer #gay yearning #gay longing #good omens shitpost #shitpost

[lesbiantahani]

misty quigley, yellowjackets / clarice lispector, the stream of life / ruth madievsky, all-night pharmacy / the book thief, mark zusak / “everyone you've loved,” susannah irene

#misty quigley #yellowjackets #web weaving #ph #jas rambles #who else picking up what im putting down today.....<3 #something something no one understands misty not even herself #something something phoebe bridgers moon song when u saw the dead little bird you started crying #but you know the killer doesnt understand #SOMETHING SOMETHING SHE MAKES MY HEART ACHE

[gingerjolover]

Julien with the prompt "I can't risk losing you again." <3

hi baby! i combined this with 2 other #30 w julien asks as well as two asks that requested a haunted house mini fic (i hope that's ok mwah)

wc: somewhere around 775 (short king!)

julien baker x fem!reader - #30 "I can't risk losing you again."

The orange and green strobe lights do nothing to help pave your way through the dark hallway, the panic rising in your chest as actors in horrifying makeup jump out, just barely grazing your shoulders and hips. This was not how the night was supposed to go.

5 minutes ago, Julien's hands were on your hips, your fingers interlocked with Phoebe's as she walked in front of you; Lucy in front of Phoebe, Billie behind Julien, your other friends scattered sporadically, effectively sandwiching you between them as you walked through the haunted house.

Signing a release was the first sign that this was not a good idea.

The second was the orange wristband Julien insisted you ask for as a precaution. “Do not separate," stamped on the outside.

Yet here you were, like a mouse in a maze, trying to maneuver through the twisting hallways, the exit nowhere in sight.

You swear you can hear Lucy's scream, but she doesn't sound near or far. The best thing you can do is hide in the corner, recalling the moment an actor with "melting skin" popped up out of the floor, your entire group scattering in different directions; you felt Phoebe's hand slip from yours, Julien getting pushed into a different direction behind you.

It feels like there's no way out; your breathing gets heavier, and the corner comforts you with promises that nothing can come up behind you. Your back slides down the wall, eyes squeezing shut, hands to your ears to drown out the screams and cackling.

You don't know how long you sit there before two cold hands grab your body, one on your ankle and the other near your cheek. You're instantly screaming, kicking, and pushing the hands away.

"Baby... hey, hey! Babe! Hey! It's me, It's Jule...ow don't kick me," Julien says loudly, grabbing your wrists. Your eyes try to focus on her face, the strobe lights behind her washing her out. You instantly wrap your arms around her shoulders, small sobs leaking out of your eyes, her hands moving to support your lower back. "Shh, sweet girl, I know, I'm sorry...I'm so sorry baby..." your tears soaking into her flannel jacket. She pushes you away softly so she can see your face, wiping your eyes as she presses apologetic kisses to your cheeks.

"You left me," you say softly, voice thick with emotion. Julien's heart cracks; your wobbly tone and slight rasp fill her with guilt, even if it was an accident. "I would never leave you on purpose, princess. I got shoved to the left, and when I turned around, you were gone..." Julien says sympathetically, the music getting louder, groups of screaming teens and young adults passing you where you're both hidden in the corner of a long hallway.

"C'mon, let's get out of here," Julien says, cradling your arms and helping lift you up. Julien aggressively grabs your belt loops, tugging you to her front, your back hitting her chest harshly, "Ow, don't be so rough," you grumble, already feeling anxious.

"I can't risk losing you again," Julien says, leaning close to your ear. She places a few kisses on your hair before you start to walk through. You've walked for a few minutes when Julien pushes herself in front of you, choosing to lead you, facing whatever is ahead of you first. She has you grab her belt as an anchor, walking quickly, telling you to keep your head down. It was like Julien had gotten familiar with the layout while you were separated, reaching the exit easily and with only 12 panicked screams from you.

As soon as you get out, Julien's face goes from determined to pissed, her eyebrows furrowing as she steps away and puts her hands on her face. "You have a fucking wristband, how did none of the actors attempt to-"

"Julien, please just... can you just hold me for a sec?" you ask, slightly panting, the adrenaline coursing through your body quickly.

Julien's eyes soften instantly, moving back towards you, "Yeah pretty girl, I- I'm sorry," before wrapping you up in a hug.

Phoebe comes rushing out, face flushed and eyes wide, a small smile lifting on her face in relief when she’s the two of you.

"Thank fuck, there you are," Phoebe says, moving to you quickly. Julien steps back and allows Phoebe to pull you into a bone-crushing hug. "I went back in because when we all got separated, I couldn't find you or Julien. Billie and Lucy got out but went over to ask the worker to find you because of the wristband and-"

"Pheebs I'm fine," you breathe out, a little overwhelmed at Phoebe's out-of-character quick and panicked speech. "Julien found me," you say softly.

"She kicked me," Julien says deadpan.

"Why did you kick her?"

"Phoebe, I couldn't fuckin see anything!”

#anon cutie #julien baker x reader #julien baker mini fic #bff!phoebe bridgers x reader #boygenius mini fic #gingy’s halloweekend #wow im posting sooo late #do u guys like this one #b nice im sensitive rn #i didnt know how to end it sorry #i am just a girl

[officialrapunzelfitzherbert]

rip luke patterson you would have loved boygenius 😔🙏🕊

alex | reggie | julie | the whole gang | stickers! | prints! | keychains!

#luke is a julien stan btw he told me #however do NOT think abt him hearing emily im sorry for the first time do NOT THINK ABT IT #i think of julie introducing the boys to modern music often..... #she sits them down one day and plays the brooklyn steel video #and they have to keep pausing it bc someone needs to go lie face down on the ground outside #alex @ do you hate what you see like i do reggie @ phoebe belting luke @ juliens guitar solo #(alex and julie are both lucy stans reggies a phoebe stan luke is a julien stan) #(u KNOW alex is crying to night shift like. daily) #anyways. thats just what ive been thinking abt #julie and the phantoms #art #luke patterson #jatp #luke jatp #sunset curve #this is gonna be a series btw alex is next i think!!!!!

[cancerian-woman]

I wish people stop downplaying the racism that ingrained in Bonnie’s plot because comparing her and Hayley is not the serve you think it is. Did Hayley have a it bad? Yes, but in no way was she treated as a plot device the way Bonnie was lol.

#one went from guest role to a star #the other was there for 8 seasons and constantly treated different because of her race. #i made a comment and then deleted it so here is this post that was triggered from that comment 💀z #h@yley was brought in to be a plot device for Klaus then Elijah…. she was literally given the star treatment in t v d u #and constantly uplifted and seen as someone deserving to be cared about #that comment was just as bad as that one fan saying their ship was on the same level of mistreatment as Bonnie #kat was there 4 years before Phoebe yet Phoebe was there 3 seconds got a leading role i just LMAO #anti tvd

[angelofviscera]

on self sacrifice as love

I will mitski / love and pain (also known as vampire) edvard munch / snow and dirty rain richard siken / the kiss eva claessens / garden song phoebe bridgers / in blackwater woods mary oliver / the prodigal returns karen swenholt / rest energy marina abramović / red door julien baker / poems from an email exchange hanif abdurraqib

#its like. being so conditioned to take on the burdens of the ones u love and the overwhelming vulnerability that comes with love but also #the fear and the pain and sometimes losing yourself a little too much because all of what you see of yourself #is how youre reflected back at yourself through their eyes #so its not like. an inherently negative or toxic thing but its this sense of sadness at always needing to be in pain and have pain because #you view love as giving someone permission to destroy you and just trusting them to make it an easy clean up #mitski #phoebe bridgers #julien baker #web weave #web weaving #poetry #art #edvard munch #love #my web weaves

[puppetsoftomorrow]

i swear at the beginning of the avalance fandom there were So many fics where ava and sara had to go undercover at couples resorts,, i would just love a fic abt the villian who sets this up. like imagine a villian is like fuck, these two keep ruining my plans, if i can make them fall in love they'll be too interested in eachother to stop me!!

#phoebe returns #they send them on all kinds of romantic scenarios #oh nooo... this requires u to dress up fancy and hold hands.... #uh oh! trouble on valentines day!! #he traps them in a cabin with only one bed #bishop would have done this if he was the s3 villian

[beforeyougo-turnthebiglightoff]

can we bring back the genre of gayness that makes you write songs like bohemian rhapsody instead of wannabe phoebe bridgers

#i love phoebe bridgers but like jesus fucking christ #why is EEEEVERYONE trying to be her like #for the love of god just be original one time im begging on my hands and knees #like everyones trying to be someone else and no one's making the music they genuinely want to make #and if they ARE then theyre labelling it as something else ??? #what happened to originality and art!!!!!!!! #what happened to making music for the love of making music!!!!!!!! #fucking hell all i see is tiktoks going 'do u like PB t1975 hozier boygenius and mitski?' #(which all make VERY different genres.) #and then they push the lamest driest most obvious copy of like love me or something that youve EVER heard #and its like #can you not just. make what YOU like. rather than stealing other artists work (and doing it badly) #blah blah! #not 75 stuff #music

[toestalucia]

anyway whenever they talk about primals badly hurt during the war i think of them

my little 500+ year old girlie who looks 11 & created her lil bro cuz she got terrified when feeling vyrn & lyrias presence and then proceeded to set them up in situations where she would be the one was right 'u dont actually care about others'/'ud betray ur friends if it suited u'. proceeds to cry when realizing how much time has passed & that she cant show her old favorite spot cuz its so different now. miscolored memories & no rain no rainbow u r everything to me

#stardust speaking ! #i talk about this every day but oneiros being terrified of being controlled/dying and still not having a summon......do u get me #'but the event summon-' its not oneiros herself tho ?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!?!? #srry for lying i actually think about phoebe way too much. the fact she has lines 1) referencing seox injury 2) being taught jamils messy #new yr greetings 3) in general referencing the no rain no rainbow cast #WHEN NO ONE REFERENCES HER IS GONNA BE THE END OF MEEEEEEEEEEEEE #new phoebe & morphe unit this year this is how ill win (says this every year) #miscolored memories is so funny. 'what if katalina has a nightmare when captain actually died and then lyria&katalina dies too' #LIKE WHATS UPPPPPPP THIS WAS AN EARLY EVENT TOOOOOO #so funny #i should properly reread it one day but yknow (looks at my unfinished sidestories) #ok lemme catch up w dash and then go to bed

[datura-tea]

hey it's WIP WEDNESDAY! 🥳🎉 share a wip youve been working on!

hey hey!! i missed this - it's actually friday where i am (happy ides of march!!) so here, have two wips :) both v self-indulgent, but one is sad while the other one is happy hehe

sad:

happy:

thank you!!!

#behold! my shitty handwriting #wip #mail's here #anonymous #first one is phoebe/carla/boone. second one is. well u know who they are

[hourcat]

blindly sending google doc links to my friends to make them suffer through my writing process with me

#''my process'' and its just one line bracket notes that explain NOTHING #if u have ever received a google doc link from phoebe hourcat u may be entitled to financial compensation #good night .

[dandelions-fly-in-summer-skies]

omg guys i just had the best idea for an animatic to moon song and i made a crappy notes app story board and everything the only thing is i dont. know how to make an animatic. at all

#this a cry for help btw #like actually someone pls help if u know how #please #i wanna do ones to the only exception and waiting room too #animatic #moon song #phoebe bridgers #just dandy thoughts

[munamania]

um i miss them i miss queer joy and the gay churchism of being at a concert etc i miss being in a room with them and a bunch of other dykes

#apparently did not take a vid during the last concert but #remembering how i fucked up jos ‘right now!’ in the verses both times and was just soooo happy #full body laughing with lydia and naomi started laughing too and could’ve been unrelated but we were like you know one row back #so it felt like a Moment. and everyone WAS out dancing!! #:((((( #i better get tickets to that stupid ass music fest in october that i do not have money for rn #this song was also christened for me when. so i remember after the phoebe concert. first of all long ass day and so much walking #to and from the venue i was EXHAUSTED. slept for like an hour then my roommate at the time had people over soooo wasted in our living room #barely slept any more after. got up the next morning making myself breakfast. this bad boy comes on cause i’m listening to about u #all the way thru for the first time. and i just start SOBBING. it was a release #abby talks

[officialrapunzelfitzherbert]

let’s dissolve the band, move to idaho ✨

[print!]

#boygenius has such a hold on me #also if y’all follow me anywhere else u know i edited this so many got dang times and i barely settled on this one #anyways these women are very beautiful to me #art #boygenius #phoebe bridgers #julien baker #lucy dacus

[endof-beginning]

genuinely so insane over roy's shirts' symbolism for his development this season.......

#cannot for the life of me put it into words but . #like yeah it's still a dark grey shirt but it's also a tye dye like the one phoebe made for him #and it has pink at the bottom ...... #like. he was NEVER gonna wear a bright red shirt every day !!! he's never gonna be a guy who goed around talking abt his feelings and shit! #but he IS wearing a shirt w/ a bit of pink and he IS communicating when it matters !!!!! #something something acknowledgement that he can still grow as a person without changing his entire self #“u seem lighter [...] less stuck”...... #anyway! #none of this makes sense sorry . i just have. a lot of feelings abt him #roy kent #ted lasso #ted lasso spoilers #goes*