#tokia

[mungayatotale-blog]

Happy valentines day

My Mkoc's with their lovers

Tokia: Tomas and Tenkia

Sealotus : Kung Lao and Ocean

Strydira: Stryker and Adira

Jinori: Kung Jin and Yori

Ariko: Arielle( my friend oc) and Hiroki

#mortal kombat #mortal kombat 1 #mk1 #mk12 #mortal kombat oc #mk oc #oc x canon #mktenkia #tomas vrbada #tokia #kung lao #ocean seanin #adira plumeria #kurtis stryker #kung jin #yori kimura mendoza #hirokijamesazuraito #mk arielle #oc x oc

[admireforever]

La Casa De Papel (s01e07)

#mine #screens #la casa de papel #money heist #season 3 #tokio #ursula corbero #miguel herran #rio #tokio x rio #rio x tokio #tokio and rio #rio and tokia

[princecoolkid]

This particular shot of Tik Tokia makes me lose my absolute shit.

Genuinely cannot tell if that clock woman is supposed to be beautiful like LITERALLY she is a clock and I cannot comprehend what a group of (probably) cis white male writers think makes a clock attractive. Absolutely no beef, no hate, I just DO NOT KNOW AND AM CURIOUS.

The alarm clock... thugs?? Bad boys?? Are they catcalling her? Are they planning to snatch her purse? Are they nightstand alarm clocks bc they're annoying or so they look younger?? WHAT is going onin this scene.

ALL THE BROKEN CLOCKS IN THE ALLEY. I know everything is made of clocks but what if that's just where the two hide the bodies.

Cat clock. Can they truly be no do gooders when they have an adorable little kitty clock with them? I rest my case, I love them.

#Cyberchase #Tik Tokia #Losing my stupid little mind over this shot #LISTEN #I miss these types of Cybersites its beautiful #A Crinkle in Time

[princesepersikas]

Žmogus miršta, kai jį pamiršta...🥀

#lietuviškai #tokia ta realybė

[luluxa]

po ulicah tokia

#joker out #jance #nace jordan #jan peteh #them and their wiggles!

[kengan-daddies]

For a Kengan Ashura (threesome). I was thinking Ohma Tokita x Reader x Raian Kure. I was thinking that they’re in established relationship for 2 years and everything was good until Ohma and Raian got into an argument in a shared house. Reader was in their shared room and she heard the conversation and went to them to ask what is going on. Reader suggest them to work it out in a room together and things got heated with them in 20min. 18**

Let's Sex it OutOhma Tokita x Girlfriend Reader x Raian Kure

18+ MDNI THREESOME MDNI 18+

18+ MDNI THREESOME MDNI 18+

Anime : Kengan Ashura

Characters : Ohma Tokia , Raian Kure

Warnings : polyamorous relationship, Choking, hair pulling, no prep, rough sex, degradation, bodily fluids, cum shots, creampies, voyeurism, violence, blood

You were in the bedroom, watching TV, and both Raian and Ohma were somewhere in the front, last time you saw them they were doing some basic exercises, you left them to their own accord wanting some alone time for a while. 'Those boys, they'll be the end of me... they're so chaotic it's amazing I haven't left them yet,' You thought as you watched your show. It's been two years since you, Ohma, and Raian decided to date one another. First, it was just you and Ohma, but some complications came in with Raian, and in order for everyone to stay happy, you all decided to date one another.

You were deep into your show, watching it with earnestness, the house was pretty quiet, for a while, until you heard Ohma and Raian talking, you didn't think too much about it, opting to ignore them, until something hit the wall hard enough to make your bed slightly vibrate, followed by the sound of grunting and slight yelling. You rolled your eyes as you got up from your comfortable bed.

"What are these idiots up to now?" You asked yourself aloud in an annoyed voice as you snatched open the door. The first thing you saw on the floor was blood. Your eyes locked on the mess for a while before you heard another thump and you walked towards the sound. 'Sounds like they're in the kitchen.' You thought as you made your way towards the kitchen, the trail of blood making your hunch right as you followed the mess. But it didn't lead towards the kitchen, but towards the bathroom.

The door was open, and the sound of skin hitting skin sounded out. You huffed in annoyance as you walked over towards the open doorway, your hands on your hips as you glared at your two idiots. They were in a struggle match of power, pushing against each other in the tight space. Ohma had blood running down his face while Raian had a busted nose. "HEY!!! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!?" You shouted. They both paused in what they were doing, before they looked over at you slowly.

"WELL!?... YOU BOTH MADE A DAMN MESS ALL OVER THE HOUSE!! I JUST CLEANED THIS BITCH NOT TOO LONG AGO!!" You shouted. They slowly pulled back from one another, staring at you like two children who got caught. "I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT WHAT IT WAS YOU TWO WERE FIGHTING OVER, THIS SHIT BETTER BE CLEANED UP IN 20 MINUTES OR LESS!!!" You shouted. They nodded their heads, your angry eyes bounced between them a few times before you huffed and walked off, they stood there a little longer before the sound of your door slamming sounded out.

"This is your fault." Ohma said childishly. Raian looked over at him. "MINE!? Last I checked asshat, you were the one who hit me first!!" He shouted back, Ohma scoffed as he walked out the bathroom, Raian following after him. "It wasn't even that hard of a hit, you big baby." He said as he went to a closet in the hall, pulling out the mop. "YOU BROKE MY FUCKING NOSE!!" Raian shouted. "Yeah? And you cracked my damn skull, but you don't see me bitching." Ohma said as he began mopping. "YEAH!! AFTER YOU FUCKING BIT ME, YOU DAMN ANIMAL!!" Raian shouted.

Ohma stayed silent, as he focused on cleaning up the mess. Raian growled before he snatched his head off, going to find something of his own to clean up.

... 'It's been 10 minutes... I better go and see how far along they came.' You thought as you got up from your bed. You opened the door, and looked down, seeing no blood. 'Hmmm.' You thought as you walked around, seeing no blood, you nodded your head, and you walked into the kitchen, seeing both Raian and Ohma washing the dishes together... Kind of... Ohma was washing the dishes, passing them to Raian, who snatched them and rinsed them off aggressively before he placed them in the dish rack. You sighed as you shook your head. 'Look at my silly boys... They better be lucky I love them.' You thought.

"Alright boys, what's wrong? You're both more angrier than usual." You said as you walked over towards them. They both looked back at you before they looked at each other and back at you. "It's Raian, he's more angier than usual." Ohma said, immediately putting the blame on Raian. Raian glared at him. "HAH!? WHAT THE HELL TOKITA!!!" He shouted. You rolled your eyes as you looked over at Raian. "What's wrong Raian? What's got you all aggressive and shit? What's causing it?" You asked.

He growled in frustration. "Nothing is wrong damnit!! If it's anyone who's more angier than usually it would be this fool here!!!" He said as he pressed his pointer finger into Ohma's head. Ohma glared over at him as he slapped his hand away. You stared at them both, unimpressed. "Come on you two, let's go sex it out." You said in a tired voice as you turned around to leave the kitchen, making your way back to the bedroom. They both looked at one another before they both sprinted after you. You heard them grunting in determination as they tried to squeeze through the entryway, you rolled your eyes as you went into the bedroom, crawling on the bed to wait for them.

Eventually, Ohma came running to the room first, Raian hot on his tail. They stopped in front of the open door, staring at you. You were pulling off your shirt, having already pulled off your pants, you sat on your knees, as you looked over at them. "Come on, don't get all shy and quiet now." You said as you lay down on your side. They walked in, crawling on the bed on either side of you. Ohma in front, while Raian in the back. You cupped Ohma's face, the softest of your two boys. You gently kissed his nose and forehead, feeling Raian's hands caress over your hip, ass, and thighs. Ohma's hand rested on your waist, rubbing the skin there as your lips connected in a soft kiss.

Your tongues danced, your body shifting till you were on your back, pulling Ohma halfway over you, his hand pressing into the pillow next to your head. Raian took advantage of your newest position, moving in between your legs, he hoisted them up over his shoulders, as he pulled your panties to the side, his tongue lapping up your lips roughly till he got to your clit, flicking his tongue over it quickly. Your stomach muscles flexed and your thighs twitched, as you moaned into Ohma's mouth.

Raian, feeling superior in making you moan first, chuckled as he wrapped his arms around your thighs, keeping you in place as he sucked on your clit, you detached your mouth from Ohma's as you moaned out, your hand going down to run your fingers through Raian's short hair. Ohma looked at you for a moment, feeling slightly dejected, before he reached down, palming your breast through your bra as he left wet kisses up your neck. You pulled your hand from Raian's hair as you grabbed Ohma's hand, guiding it under your bra, his fingers rubbing over your nipple.

Your other hand wrapped around Ohma's head, as you hugged him close to you, your fingers combing through his hair, your other hand rubbing his back. He took that as a chance to pull your bra down, pulling your breasts out as he lapped his tongue over your nipples, before sucking on it as he held you tightly to him. Raian's, tongue darted into you, as his nose rubbed against your clit, wanting your attention again.

You moaned loudly as your grip on Ohma's hair tightened, making him groan in response. Raian chuckled as he flattened his tongue, widening it inside your pulsing pussy making you mew, his nose pressed down more on your puffy clit as he shook his head giving your clit stimulation, you bucked up into him, grinding your clit on his nose as his tongue slipped out, he pulled back some, making you whine in protest but it was quickly changed to a moan when he plunged in two of his fingers. "HHHEHEHEHEHEH!!! Look at you, a whiny little bitch in heat, and all from just my mouth and fingers.. See that, Tokita~, this is how you do it." He said cockily as he thrusts his fingers into you quickly, curling his fingers up as he grazed your g-spot roughly.

Ohma pulled back from your breasts, his lips wet from his saliva, your nipples equally wet, as he looked down at Raian. "You're not teaching me anything new, moron, besides, I would've made her cum by now." He said, challenge in his voice. Raian glared at him as he pulled his fingers from your clenching pussy, making you groan in frustration. 'Damnit, I was almost there too.' You thought. Raian and Ohma stared each other down, the air grew tense, their eyes sizing each other up. 'Really? Now?' You thought as you stared at them tiredly. Your eyes brighten in thought as you got an idea.

"Guys, I have an idea. You can both see who's better than who, by seeing who can make the other cum faster." You suggested a proud smile on your face. They looked over at you. "What the hell kind of proposal is that?" Ohma asked. "Yeah, you make it seem like we'll actually do that for each other, get real." Raian said. You rolled your eyes. "You both obviously need more of a fix than I do, so why not solve your issues by being the other stress deliver while also having a good challenge?" You said with a shrug.

They both looked over at each other before they looked back at you. "If one of us wins, what do we get?" Raian asked. You smiled. "You get to have me all to yourself for a week." You said. They looked at one another before they smirked. "Deal." "Deal." They said. You smiled and nodded. "But first, one of you need to make me cum first, I refuse to remain unsatisfied while you both get off." You said as you placed a foot on Raian's shoulder pushing him back some. He chuckled. "Heh... easy." He said, as he began to unbuckle his pants. You slammed your heel down on his hand making him look up at you in shock. "WHAT THE FUCK MAN!!?" He shouted. You wagged your finger.

"Uh, uh, uh... You have to make me cum, while not cumming yourself, so chose your... tool wisely." You said. Ohma stared down at you before he smirked at your proposal. "Okay then, so we have to get you to cum, without cumming ourselves, but we can use whatever we want huh?" He said, a mischievous smirk on his face. You nodded your head. "That's right, so if you do use your cock, Raian, you can't cum... at all.... unless your stamina isn't all what you hype it up to be." You taunted. Raian's smirk fell. "Heh, I have the highest stamina in this room." He said. Oham scoffed. "As if, you always cum way before me." He said as he began unbuttoning his pants.

Raian smirked as he unbuckled his belt as he too unbuttoned his pants. You pulled off your bra and panties, throwing them on the floor as you prop yourself up on some pillows. 'This is gonna be fun.' You thought. You watched as they threw their pants and underwear on the floor, their cocks hard, pre cum leaking from their tips. "Damn, ya'll sure are pent up... I don't think y'all be able to make it past round one." You teased. Raian scoffed as he crawled up on the bed, Ohma sat next to you, sitting on the side as he folded his arms behind his head.

"I'll make it into round two, just you watch." Raian said as he grabbed your legs, snatching you down till his cock was over your pussy. You smirked up at him as you wrapped your arms around his shoulders, putting your legs up on his shoulders. "Then show me, because talk is cheap, big boy." You said. He didn't say anything as he reached down between you, giving his cock a few pumps, some of his precum leaked down on your lower stomach and pussy, the liquid cold to the touch.

He guided his tip to your entrance, and he looked up at Ohma. "Make sure you try not to touch yourself, Tokita because I want you at your best when it's your turn." He said. Ohma smirked but he didn't say anything. Raian looked down at you, as he pushed the tip into you, you moaned as your eyes fluttered, your arms tightening around his shoulder as he pushed into you, the girth of his cock stretching your cunt made your head fall back, his hands pressed into the pillow next to your head. "Damn... you're always so damn tight." He grunted as he slowly bottomed out inside of you, his cock twitching as he finally did and he gave a deep groan.

You gave a light-breathed chuckle. "What's wrong?... Gonna cum from just... entering?" You teased, he glared down at you as he suddenly wrapped his hand around your throat, you gagged at the sudden choke, your hands wrapping around his wrists. "You sure like to run that damn mouth of yours... If only Tokita wasn't such a bitch, I'd have him choke you with his cock." He said as he began thrusting into you.

Ohma scoffed as he rolled his eyes. "Last I checked, I wasn't the one who came premature last time." He said. Raian glared over at him as his grip on your throat tightened some and he trusted slightly harder, the tip of his cock ramming into your g-spot making you give a ragged and choked moan. "Shut the hell up...it was your damn fault." He said through a grunt as his cock twitched. Ohma looked off from him. "So... are you saying that you find me so attractive that I made you cum on the spot, all because my cock grazed yours?" He taunted. Raian thrusts pick up speed and strength, making the bed slightly shake as he glared at Ohma.

A light sweat broke out on his forehead as he grunted. "NO!! That's not the case at all... you pompous asshat." He growled. Your nails dug into his wrist making him loosen his tight grip slightly, your red eyes glossy with tears as you gave a choked cough. 'I'm not gonna last long... He must get off to arguing with Ohma... because shit man, he's about to make me cum.' You thought as you felt that familiar pressure building up in the pit of your stomach. Their arguing sounded distant as you felt Raian cock twitch every time Ohma insulted him.

Your legs fell from his shoulder, one around his waist and the other on his arm as you tightened them around him as best as you could, your hips bucking up into him. Your vision dulled from the lack of proper air, your pussy fluttering, the feeling of his hard thrusts hitting your g-spot, the feeling in the pit of your stomach popping and your eyes rolled as your orgasm rolled through you hard. "NUUGH!!!" You loudly moan as your hips jerked. "AH FUCK!!" Raian shouted as your pussy tightened around his twitching cock, nearly making him cum as he placed his face into the crook of your neck, his hand letting go of your throat as he wrapped his arms around you tightly, helping you to ride out your intense orgasm.

Ohma smirked. "Look at that... You almost came, Raian... I'm surprised that you didn't." he said as he watched Raian pull out of your pulsing pussy, your juices making his jumping cock shiny as he huffed, he glared over at Ohma. "I'm getting real tired of your shit, Tokita." He growled as he rolled you over on your side. You whined as you curled up, your afterglow hugging your warm body.

"You and me, right now, Tokita, since you want to talk all that shit." Raian said, his eyes gleaming in lust and determination. Ohma stared at him a little longer before he gave a halfhearted chuckle. "Hmph, and have you cum from just a few thrusts, yeah no thanks, I wanna actually get satisfied and not left with blue balls." He said, his eyes trailing down to Raian's cock seeing it twitch and he smirked. "You can barely hold your load now, and you wanna try and challenge me like that? Ha, get real." He said. Raian glared at him.

"You calling me weak? I can go longer than you think, Tokita. I can make you cum long before I ever do!!" He said. Ohma's lust-filled eyes squinted in determination and Raian's did the same. "Fine... but if you cum and leave me with blue balls, you'll have to do all of my chores... after you come back from your little weak long vacation." He said as he flipped over on his hands and knees. Raian smirked as he crawled up behind him. His hands grabbed a handful of ass cheeks as he spreads them. His eyes zoned in on Ohma's twitching hole. "Hmph, save those chores because It'll be you who'll be doing them, TOKITA!!" He shouted as he rammed inside making Ohma jerk his head back as he grunted in pain.

"ASSFUCKER!! NEXT TIME WARN ME!!" Ohma shouted. "AH SHUT IT!!" Raian said as he bottomed out, he groaned as he leaned his head back, his cock twitching inside of Ohma. 'Damnit... I better not fucking cum.' He thought. He sat there for a moment, trying to calm down, Ohma dropped his head, his arms slightly shaky as he controlled his breathing. They sat there a while longer before Ohma looked back. "What's wrong?... Realizing that you're about to cum?" He challenged. Raian glared at him as he smirked. "Hah!! As if, your ass is good, but it's not that good, Tokita!!" He said, as he pulled back till the tip was left and he rammed back in.

Ohma's head snatched back as he groaned out, he was grateful to you, the slick from your orgasm providing as great lube. Raian's hands trailed up to Ohma's waist, his grip strong as he rammed into Ohma, the sound of skin clapping against each other, the bed rocking, Raian's balls slapping into the back of Ohma's making them both groan. Ohma's cock leaked precum, his cock bouncing from the power of Raian's thrusts. "Not so talkative now... huh Tokita?" Raian grunted out. Ohma grunted as he looked back at Raian. "I can still talk... I'm just busy... actually trying to feel your puny cock actually hit something." He shot back.

Raian growled as he glared down at him, his hips angled upwards and he thrusts harder, making Ohma's eyes wide and his jaw drop as his eyes flutter. The tip of Raian's cock hits Ohma's prostate just right. Raian smirked but faltered when he felt Ohma tighten around him, Ohma's arms gave out, as he dropped to his elbows, and his cock pulsed in time with Raian's thrusts. Raian smirked a he grabbed Oham's hair, yanking it back as he pulled Ohma's head back.

"You gonna cum, Tokita?... Is my 'puny' cock making you feel good?" He taunted as he spoke into Ohma's ear. Drool trailed down Ohma's chin as his eyes rolled, his balls tightened and he gave a whimpering moan as he felt his orgasm coming on. The sound of Ohma's whines made Raian's cock pulse, he wrapped his arm around tightly around Ohma's neck, a smirk on his face as he choked him from behind. "Come on... cum already... do it... I know you want to." Raian said as he licked up the back of Ohma's ear. Ohma choked out a moan as he gave a last-ditch effort, as he tighten up his hole, making Raian give a faulting thrust. "AH FUCK!!! You little dickwad." Raian grunted out.

Ohma smirked, his eyes half-lidded as he did it again making Raian give a staggering groan as he felt his end coming. 'No!! No, no, no!!' He thought as he let go of Ohma's hair, his hand going down to grab Ohma's cock, his grip tight as he gave fast strokes to his pulsing cock. Oham's hand wrapped around his wrist, his grip tight as he tried to stop Raian, but it was futile as Ohma gave a loud whimpering moan as his eyes closed and he grunted in time with his orgasm, his cum shooting out onto the pillows. "Nuugh..fuck-ing...finally." Raian grunted out as he buried his face into the back of Ohma's hair as he came hard into Ohma. They rode out their orgasms for a moment, their grunts sounding out before it all went quiet.

They both huffed and puffed as they both fell forward onto the bed, Ohma grunted when Raian fell on top of him, but they both made no move, too hot and tired to do anything about it. They both slowly began to relax, their breathing evening out. "So... who came first?" You suddenly asked. They opened their eyes as they looked over at you. You were wearing Ohma's shirt, a bottle of water in each of your hands, and a cookie in your mouth as you stared down at them. "When the hell did you leave the bed?" Ohma asked. You shrugged. "When you guys were busy fucking." You simply said. Raian chuckled. "Hehehe, an opportunist at her finest." He said. Ohma groaned as he shoved at Raian's face. "Get off, you're heavy." He said tiredly, making Raian grunt as he fell off of Ohma.

You shook your head, you were gonna repeat your question, but something was telling you that they didn't know, and you didn't need them starting another argument.

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[seraphicghost]

Adopts i've made with @tokias over the last couple months! :D i sell these on my patreon and whatever is left, i put up on toyhouse! figured i'd post them cuz theyre just so cute!!

#adopts #draw #original character #adoptable #character adopt

[freestyle-crocodile-trashpile]

Hi, I saw your requests were open, so can I request where Leo goes to Heuso's pizzaria and meets the new hire who's a cute boy towards Leo and Leo gets a crush and kinda crashes and burn trying to ask him out but gets the number anyways

[A/n:I love heuso like he's probably one of my favorite, just under Donnie so second place. So I'm gonna make you a yokia because no normal human would work at a yokia/mutant pizzeria. Thank you for requesting]

Summary:leo go's to heusos pizza pizzeria and sees the new hire thats a toucan tokia who's around his age

Type:scenario:leo x male reader

Version:rise

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"Heuso!"

Shouted out a hyper Leo. When Leo heard that there was a new guy and he had to go see him, like he's a loyal customer he has to say hi. Heuso looked over at Leo a little happy to see him.

"Hello Leo"

"I heard you have a new hire?"

Heuso signed, he should of figured that Leo was there to see the new hire. Heuso looked at Leo then at the new hire who just walked out of the kitchen holding a couple of pizzas with his wings. Leo took the hint and looked were Heuso was looking, and froze. Maybe it was the way you calmly walked around to tables, or the way your wings shined from the lights around the pizzeria, or the way your peak was so colorful and would change colors, or the way you looked over at him, so calm and relaxed. Either way Leo was frozen, you were beautiful. Leo didn't see Heuso waved you over, or see how heuso looked at Leo a bit shocked. But what he did see was you walk right up to him and Heuso and stood tall with your head high, your confidence was radiating off of you and your peak changed color again. Leo guessed it was something to do with who you were talking to, since your peak turned blue with a bone like pattern in a white.

"Leo, snap out of it!"

Heuso shook Leo, finally waking him up.

"As I was saying, this is y/n the new hire, and yes he's a yokia"

Leo extended his hand towards you. You reached out and shook Leo's hand with your feathered hand. And before pulling away you interduced yourself.

"Hello, you must be Leonardo, I've heard of you through Heuso and your siblings. It's a pleasure, I'm y/n,

You let go of Leo's hand, pulling away you continued.

"I'm a toucan Yokai as you can see, and before you ask yes my peak changes color and pattern depending in who I'm talking to or were my attention is directed towards"

You smiled. Leo straighten his posture.

"It's nice to met you Two, and yes I'm Leonardo,

Now Leo didn't think this through, as he leaned on the pillar next to him. He figured it was just a normal pillar. But nope it was a unstable stand that held a bowl with fire in it(I don't know what it's called sorry guys 😭) but before it fell he continued.

"Everyone calls me Leo, but hopefully you can call me yours"

He finished it with a wink before the pillar tipped. And before you could react to what Leo had said he fell. Along with the fire. And everyone started to panic. And while Leo was screaming cause his mask was on fire another yokia put the fire out. And you had the pleasure of helping the poor turtle. Once that was fixed to you laughed. Leo stood there quiet, feeling embarrassed that he just did that but before he could turn and leave you spook up.

"Man your funny little guy, here and hopefully we can be friends"

You were still laughing a little as you handed Leo your number. As he stood their stunned you patted his back.

"Now, Leo I have to get back to work. Don't burn the place down"

You walked away laughing, but not in a mocking way. Which Leo could tell. Leo turned and looked at Heuso with shocked in his face.

"Your gonna cost me my restaurant Leo"

And then Heuso walked away. But Leo left feeling accomplished.

~

[A/n:I hope you enjoyed]

#tmnt #tmnt imagine #tmnt x male reader #tmnt leonardo #tmnt x reader #tmnt headcanons #rottmnt #rottmnt x male reader #rottmnt x reader #rottmnt hueso #save rottmnt #save rise of the tmnt

[nedalomavisuma]

noriu liesti tave pirštais

kiekvieną tavo kūno centimetrą,

jausti kiekvieną tavo odos nelygumą, kiekvieną randą.

noriu žinoti, kas daro tave tavimi;

noriu žinoti kuo tu toks išskirtinis.

noriu žinoti kaip gelbėji save savo blogiausiomis dienomis ir koks jautiesi gyvas - geriausiomis.

noriu žinoti, kas verčia tave šypsotis;

ir noriu matyti kaip tavo akys žiba, kuomet kalbi apie dalykus, kuriuos myli ir kurie tau teikia laimę.

noriu žinoti, kas verčia tave bijoti ir noriu laikyti tavo ranką, kai su tomis baimėmis kovoji.

noriu pažinti tavo demonus, juos prisijaukinti ir tau parodyti, jog iš tiesų jie nėra tokie baisūs.

noriu mylėti tave ir mylėti gyvenimą kartu su tavimi.

noriu jaustis gyva kol laikai mano ranką ir vėjas man velia plaukus.

noriu apkabinti tave ir jaustis esanti namuose.

noriu žiūrėti į tavo akis ir juose matyti visą pasaulį.

noriu dainuoti mūsų mėgstamiausias dainas mašinoje ir juoktis, kuomet abu nepataikom į ritmą.

noriu stebėti mėnulį bei žvaigždes ir jaustis tokia menka prieš visatą,

o tada pažiūrėjus į tave pasijausti tokia didele;

nes aš tavo žvaigždės, tavo mėnulis

nes aš - tavo pasaulis.

#nedalomavisuma

[ugnethings]

Neįmanoma suvaidinti Meilės.

Turbūt kiekvienas iš mūsų esame sukę galvą - myli mane, ar nemyli. Jaučia tą patį, ką aš, ar ne? Ar galima atverti sielą tam žmogui, ar neliksiu vėl nesuprastas, įskaudintas ar išnaudotas?

Čia reikėtų įsidėmėti vieną paprastą tiesą - kai žmogus myli - tas aiškiai matosi ir jaučiasi. Net jei žmogus laiko atstumą, tvardo savo jausmus, vistiek bus aibė ženklų rodančių, kad jis jus myli.

Jeigu kyla daug klausimų, abejonių, ar jus myli - tai nėra geras ženklas. Jau pats faktas, kad jus vis kamuoja ši dilema - neskanus. Mes vis sukame galvą, nemiegame naktim, pergyvename, o atsakymai išties - čia pat.

1. Mylintis žmogus - tas, kuris dar kartą nori jus paliesti, apkabinti, kuris jau išėjęs vėl grįžta, kad dar kartą pabučiuotų.

2. Mylintis žmogus nori jus įkvėpti. Tyliai apkabina iš galo ir kvėpuoja jumis, paskendęs plaukuose. Norėjimas jumis kvėpuoti - puikus ženklas.

3. Mylintys neslepia, nesislepia, nevengia, nesigėdija, nelaiko santykių konsipracijoje. Meilė anaiptol - noras garsiai pasakyti Pasauliui - tai mano laimė, tai mano kelias ir pasirinkimas. Tai drąsa stovėti kartu, kas benutiktų.

4. Mylintys spindi tokia energija, kurios nesumaišysi su niekuo. Jų magnetinis laukas jaučiasi iš tolo, tokių žmonių žvilgsnis turi specifinę šilumą ir spinduliuoja pasitikėjimu, saugumu ir laime.

5. Mylintys pergyvena ir bijo jus prarasti. Toks žmogus labai jus saugos, stipriai išgyvens kivirčus, ieškos būdų kaip greičiau susitaikyti.

6. Mylintys domėsis jumis. Klausinės, tyrinės, bandys suprasti, pajausti. Jie taip pat ir mums patiems atsivers, patikės savo intymumą.

7. Mylinčių žmonių intymumo ir mylėjimosi irgi su niekuo nesumaišysi. Yra didžiulis skirtumas, kai žmonės tiesiog pasimyli, ir kai vienas kitą bando ikvėpti, susilieti, suspausti taip, tarsi norėtų jus išsaugoti dar daug daug metų į priekį.

8. Mylintys žmonės neskęsta abejonėse. Jie dega vienas kitu, skuba vėl pasimatyti, vėl apsikabinti. Valandų valandas neperskaitytos žinutės, atrašymai kitą dieną, "smailų" siuntimai - visa tai puikus pavyzdys, kad žmogus jūsų nemyli. Jei staiga toks žmogus pradėjo aktyviau bendrauti, tai ne dėl to, kad staiga jus pamilo - tiesiog jis dabar nuobodžiauja ir neturi ką veikti. Mylintys neatrašinėja - Mylintys - patys rašo, važiuoja, susitinka.

9. Jei žmogus jus myli, jis norės įprasminti savo jausmus ir ryšį. Jei žmogus prisiekinėja savo jausmais, bet net į kalbas nesileidžia dėl bendrų vaikų ar net gyvenimo kartu - vėlgi - rimtas ženklas, kad kažkas čia ne taip. Žinoma, būna įvairių situacijų, bet arba tas žmogus myli labiau patį save, arba yra dar kažkas, ko jūs nežinote.

10. Mylintys žmonės negalvoja, "ar mane myli". Jie išvis negalvoja nieko panašaus, tokios mintys jiems neaktualios. Jei jus pastoviai kamuoja klausimas, ar tas žmogus tikrai jaučia jums rimtus jausmus - atsakymas, deja, aiškus.

Neįmanoma suvaidinti meilės. Ji matosi iš tolo.

[mudvi]

motina lieka stovėti kalakutžole apaugusiame kieme — nedidukė, ant pilvo susidėjusi rankas ir gal ne tokia, kaip visada

[resentfuljustice]

Kolorado vabalai ir antaniniai obuoliai

2008-03-10 17.37 Čekiškė

– Nežinau, ar šiandien ką nors parašysiu. Gal nerašyt?

– Nerašyk.

– Bet man reikia kažką parašyti.

– O apie ką rašysi?

– Nežinau. Neįsivaizduoju.

Dažniausiai prisėdusi neturiu žalio supratimo apie ką rašysiu. Turiu pilnus draft’us neužbaigtų eilėraščių (nes stabtelėjus prie raudono šviesoforo daug neprirašysi nesukėlus avarinės situacijos – o kur kitur smogs įkvėpimas, jeigu ne vairuojant?) ir prisiminimų nuotrupų, kurių didelė dalis niekada niekur garbingai nenuguls.

Nežinau net kodėl rašau.

Paleidžiu viską į atvirą kosmosą ir nueinu į lovą.

Bet gal kitaip neužmigčiau?

***

Su aliuminiu šaukštu tingiai kabinau leistinukus iš sriubos dubenėlio. Nuo šilumos įrankis pasidarė toks minkštas, kad minutėlę įsivaizdavau esanti ne ką silpnesnė už Hulk’ą – lanksčiau šaukšto kotelį pirmyn ir atgal iki tol, kol mane sustabdė veriantis močiutės žvilgsnis. Trumpai paniurzgėjusi po nosimi, pradėjau skaičiuoti į užuolaidas įsipainiojusias riebias muses. Lauko virtuvės stalas buvo užklotas klijonke, kuri – neaišku, ar nuo nuolat ore pakibusių garų, ar nuo amžinybe ištįsusios vasaros – spėjo užsidengti neperregima plastikine šarma. Medinis suolas, ant kurio iš lėto supausi, buvo dar neseniai padengtas nauju, tamsiai mėlynu sluoksniu – iki galo neišnaudota dažų skardinė dar stovėjo atremta į geltonas garažo duris. Aptrupėjusių laiptų pašonėje, vėjo gūsiai vis judino tuščius pieno bidonus – galiu prisiekti, kad jiems bebarškant vis retkarčiais išgirsdavau kažką panašaus į pelėdos ūkavimą. Bet išbėgusi į kiemo vidurį neužklupdavau jokio retai matomo paukščio – dažniausiai tiesiog tai būdavo dusliai besikeikiantis diedukas, eilinį kartą suvokęs, kad išrinkus variklį greičiausiai jį teks ir surinkti atgal. 

Ypač jeigu planuoji įkelti savo projektą į Autoplius’ą pardavimui.

Mama, vis pro šalį gastroliuojanti maršrutu ”Tėvų rūsio gėrybės” – “Šeimos bagažinė”, net ir apsikrovusi maišais sugebėjo pamatyti kaip išsidirbinėju su meile ruoštu patiekalu.

– Nežaisk su maistu, valgyk.

– Bet karšta.

– Turi vėją po nosim, pasipūsk.

Stebėjau, kaip pieniškos sriubos kraštai pradėjo trauktis gelsvos spalvos plėvele. Švelniai pasipurčiusi, iškrapščiau visus tešlos gabalėlius iš skysčio, ir skubiai juos sulesusi, patraukiau su emaliuotu puodeliu link dviejų kibirų virtuvės kampe. Prieš pasisemdama gurkšnį, stabtelėjau ir nužvelgiau savo pačios atspindį virpuliuojančiame lediniame vandenyje iš šulinio – ir vos judindama lūpas sau pažadėjau, kad “kai turėsiu vaikų, niekada neversiu juos valgyti pienišką sriubą”. Tada iš lėto pasisukau į po virtuvę šokinėjančią močiutę. Ji savo varno tamsumo plaukus buvo suguldžiusi po šviesia skarele – bet net kruopščiai po kaklu surištas mazgas negalėjo sutramdyti pro medžiagos kraštelius į laisvę besiveržiančių garbanų. Ant šoninės spintelės, šalia senų putplasčio lėkštučių nuo sausainių, mačiau padėtą naują plaukų dažų dėžutę – juodžiausio įmanomo atspalvio, kokį tik mano mama galėjo rasti Vitebsko IKI parduotuvėje. Laukiau nesulaukiau, kada galėsiu viską išpakuoti ir paskaityti instrukcijas. Tuo metu aš skaičiau viską, kas tik man pakliūdavo po ranka – senas laikraščių iškarpas, plaukų dažų instrukcijas, tualeto oro gaiviklio sudėtį. 

Dar gal spėsiu net pasimatuoti prie dažų pridėtas vienkartines pirštines, prieš atiduodant jas mamai. Tiksliai žinojau, ką ji garsiai atsidusus pasakys.

– Nu ir kam jie visad tokias dideles pirštines pripakuoja! Kaip aš tau šaknis gražiai nutepsiu jų nepametus?

Po keleto valandų mes visos sėdėsim viduryje kiemo, lyg kokios trys vaidilutės apeigom ratu pasistačiusios aplūžusias taburetes, ir su senom šukom ir dantų šepetėliais bandysim dažų koše tolygiai padengti žilstelėjusias Onutės plaukų šaknis. Kai dabar pagalvoju, nesu tikra, ar tuo metu ji buvo labiau pražilusi negu aš dabar. 

Mums švelniai bešukuojant močiutės kasas, į kiemą vis reguliariai įsukdavo diedukas, įžūliai manevruodamas savo senolį GAZ sunkvežimį. Paskutinių dienos saulės spindulių pagauta, ant kiekvieno posūkio vis sužvilgėdavo priekaboje banguojanti jūra kviečių. Antanas iš lėto atbuline eiga įvažiuodavo į tam tikslui iš garažo į klojimą perkvalifikuotą pastatą – ir išversdavo visą atgabentą derlių. Kaip užhipnotizuota stebėdavau kviečių krioklį, kol mane pažadindavo griežtas dieduko balsas. 

– Juste, pažiūrėk ar niekur pelių nepamatysi! 

Be žodžių jam linktelėdavau, tą pačią minutę sau už nugaros sukryžiuodama dešinės rankos smilių su viduriniu pirštu. Jokiam gyvenime, jokiomis aplinkybėmis manęs niekas neprivers kažkam išduoti netyčia kluone neapdairiai išlindusių graužikų ir pasmerkti juos netikėtai mirčiai pelėkautuose – labiau vyliausi kažkokiu stebuklingu būdu juos pagauti nesužalojant ir priglausti kaip naminius gyvūnėlius. 

Galbūt užsiauginti kažką tokio meilaus, kokia man buvo šunytė Mirta. 

Vėliau iš sandėliuko išsitraukiau kastuvą su akivaizdžiai savadarbe medine rankena, ir patraukiau link geltonųjų serbentų krūmo. Jis buvo išsikerojęs šalia lauko virtuvės krašto – prie pat mėsos rūkyklos durų, kur jau dabar užuodžiau iš Profesoriaus kumpių suraitytas šviežias dešras. Iš visų jėgų besistengdama iš atminties ištrinti meilų jo kriuksėjimą kiekvieną kartą man nunešus vakarinį pašarą į tvartą, su koja skubiai primyniau ir įsmeigiau kastuvą į drėgną žemę. Jaučiau, kad mano pradinukiškos rankos šiek tiek virpėjo kiekvieną kartą kilstelnant kastuvą su žemių svoriu – tad pakartojusi tai lygiai du kartus, lengviau atsikvėpiau ir padėjau įrankį į šoną. Pritūpusi suleidau pirštus į dirvožemį. Iš lėto ardydama žemės grumstus, į šoną atsidėjau tai dienai visai dėkingą grobį – šalia manęs nervingai raitėsi dvi geros dešimtys riebių sliekų, kuriais norėjau palepinti mylimiausias vištas. Ypatingai savo Rožę – kuri šiandien teikėsi padėti pirmąjį kiaušinį.

– Pažiūrėkit ką radau pas Rožę!

– Iš kur tu jį ištraukei?

– Radau pas ją lizdelyje! Koks keistas kiaušinis – toks mažas, truputį žalsvas, su minkštesniu lukštu.

– Negali būti, kad čia ji padėjo. Jai dar per anksti. Kažką sumaišei.

Per kelias sekundes pajutau, kad mano delne kažkas tyliai trakštelėjo. Nesugebėjau sutramdyti mane netikėtai užklupusio pykčio – tad susigėdusi apverčiau ranką ir išpurčiau kiaušinio likučius su visais lukštais į katinėlių maisto dubenėlius. Kiaušinio trynys kapsėjo tiesiai ant vakarykštės žuvies likučių. Įraudusiais skruostais staigiai pasisukau į močiutę.

– O kodėl tu visad tik su sijonais vaikštai?

– Man taip patogiau sėdėti karves melžiant.

– Žinai, aš tau iš pirmos algos kelnes nupirksiu!

Močiutė net minutėlei nustojo skusti bulves – ir pradėjo atsilošus garsiai juoktis.

– Gerai, Justute, kaip tu tik nori…

Gretimais naujausią “Ūkininko patarėjo” leidinį skaitantis diedukas į mus nekreipė nė menkiausio dėmesio. Retkarčiais garsiai atsikrenkšdamas, jis vis nedideliais gabaliukais pjaustė šaltieną, ir prieš įsidėdamas kiekvieną kąsnį į burną, jį dosniai išmirkydavo puodelyje acto. Vis svarsčiau, ar jis tiesiog nuoširdžiai negirdi mūsų pokalbio – ar sąmoningai pasirenka jį ignoruoti.

– Ona, gal Justė visai ir teisingai sako. Nes kartais kaip kokia karikatūra atrodai.

– Eik tu, Antanai… Nenusišnekėk, nes vakarienei galėsi tik lupenas ir valgyt.

Baugščiai laukiau, kol priešais mane pradės skraidyti nuluptos bulvės. Bet viskas toliau skendėjo taikioje ramybėje – tik ant krosnies kunkuliavo milžiniškas puodas su verdančia vakariene. Pasukusi veidą į lauko virtuvės duris, mačiau palei paskutinį laiptelį tekantį nedidelį ryškiai raudonos spalvos upelį. Pasekusi žvilgsniu link jo ištakų, mačiau plunksnomis aplipusį stalą, ant kurio diedukas kapodavo vištoms galvas. 

Atsistojusi iš maišo pasėmiau gerą saują saulėgrąžų, ir patraukiau tvarto link.

– Suleisiu vištas jau miegui.

Susijaudinusi žvilgsniu ieškojau savo Rožės.

 ***

Užsliuogusi siauromis kopėčiomis ant aukšto, varčiau senas knygas. Daugumai iš jų trūko kažkiek puslapių – spėjau, kad didelė dalis jų buvo išklota ant grindų. Radusi “Pepės ilgakojinės” versiją be viršelių, įsitaisiau ant senų, kandžių pragraužtų paltų paskaityti, bet niekaip negalėjau susikaupti. Vis nerimastingai žvilgčiojau į rytinę patalpos pusę, kur palubėje kabojo milžiniškas širšių lizdas – nors buvau keletą kartų užtikrinta, kad jis tikrai tuščias, viena ausimi girdėjau kažkokį tylų zvimbimą. Į glėbį susirinkusi visus skaitalus, kuriuos norėjau per šią viešnagę besaikingai suvartoti, per pakabintų česnakų ir svogūnų užuolaidas broviausi link išėjimo. Vos išvydusi ant durų kampučio besiilsinčią vienišą širšę, sviedžiau visą makulatūrą laiptais į apačią – ir tada lyg kokia vaikų aikštelės čiuožykla pasileidau ant pilvo pakopomis žemyn.

– Eik uždaryk ant aukšto dangtį!

– Ką?

– Ten yra širšių, aš bijau!

– Oi, ir palikai taip atidarytą? Taigi jos pajus šilumą, paskui tave iki kambario atseks…

– KĄ?

– Negi nežinojai?

Žiūrėjau išplėstomis akimis į savo brolį, kuris abejingai pasirėmęs į durų staktą kasėsi smilkinius. Tuo metu dar galvoje neturėjau pakankamai košės perprasti – ar jis mane tiesiog erzina, ar nuoširdžiai bando įspėti ir apsaugoti savo jaunėlę sesę (o, šventas naivume…). Bet turint omenyje faktą, kad tais pačiais metais jis man be jokių didelių abejonių leido vienai peržiūrėti pirmą Skambučio dalį – po kurio dar ir sugalvojo su manimi nesitaręs užmesti kompiuterio screensaver’į ta pačia tematika (po viso šito renginio aš metus negalėjau miegoti be šviesos kambaryje, tad tėtis turėjo prikabinti silpną kaitrinę lemputę prie sieninio laikrodžio) – ar tikrai čia buvo erdvės svarstymams?

– Nueik ir uždaryk, būk geras, labai prašau.

– Kas man už tai?

Kodėl visiems reikėjo “kažko” už “kažką”? Ir apskritai – kai ryte jis vis mėtė kamuolį į krepšį, o aš už jį kantriai skyniau agurkus ir paprikas iš šiltnamio, kur buvo mano “kažkas” už “kažką”?

– Neversiu žaisti su manim prieš miegą barbėm.

Tomas teatrališkai pavartė akis, bet girdėjau, kaip po sekundėlės truputį vilkdamas kojas nuėjo į koridorių ir patraukė kopėčiomis į viršų. Dungstelėjus palėpės durims, truputį lengviau atsikvėpiau. Nuėjau į mūsų kambarį, kur įkritusi į nepaklotą lovą pradėjau toliau nagu krapštinėti baltų tapetų raštą. 

– O ką tu ten vis rašalioji savo dienoraštyje?

Šyptelėjau tiesiai į sieną, bet neskubėjau su atsakymu. 

Kiek čia turėčiau jam pasakoti?

Rašiau ten apie pirmą gyvenime suvalgytą picą.

Apie klasioką Simoną, kuris man žiauriai patinka – bet jis patinka ir Martynai, o ji už mane ir gražesnė, ir fainesnė, ir šiaip visokeriopai -esnė – tai kaip ir turiu jai nusileisti?

Apie keistą Brigitos mamą, kuri vis bando mus įtraukti į sektą.

Buvau prirašiusi ir maldų – aišku, ne kokių sveikų marijų, bet savos kūrybos.

Su savais prašymais ir savom baimėm – kurios, dabar žvelgiant atgal, dar neturėjo manęs kamuoti.

– Tau nebūtų įdomu. Apie bažnyčios choro pasirodymą Šiluvoj ir Britney Spears lipdukų kolekciją.

***

Šiandien grįžusi po virtų kiaušinių maratono vos pastovėjau ant kojų. Jaučiau, kad po truputį slystu į savo tradicinę “pošventinę” neviltį – bešveisdama šašlykų marinato prisigėrusius nagus kaltinau save esant nedėkinga. Stengiausi kaip su kokia švitrine kempine zulinti savo minčių užkaborius, kad neužmigčiau prieš akis vis matydama kaip lėtai, pasiremdama su lazdele, dabar sulinkusi vaikšto ta pati mano močiutė. Kaip aš blizginu jos vestuvių proga gautas krištolines taures, o ji man pasakoja, kaip vis jaudinasi dėl mano kelionių į Vilnių. Kol dėlioju išplautus peilius ir šakutes į stalčius, ji vis siūlo man atvažiuoti pas ją pabūti su nakvyne – o aš tik šypsausi ir priėjusi paglostau jos garbanas.

#spilled ink #dear diary #2000s

[thebookteawithjai]

Title: Choujin X

Author: Sui Ishida

Genre: Action, Horror

Characters: Tokio, Sora, Azuma, Noh, Palma, Ely, X, Hoshi 

            Choujin X is an interesting series depicting various lessons to the young, current, and future generations. The author, Sul Ishida uses various major characters such as  Tokio, Sora, Azuma, Noh, Palma, Ely, X,  and Hoshi to depict the theme of his narration. The entire story revolves around Azuma and his childhood friend Tokia. These characters make the series so exciting since they are opposites and at the same time great friends. Azuma is awesome in class learning and activities therefore performing well with great grades. Tokia is a goofball and does not perform well in his grades. They both live in an area rained by Choujin, Yamato Prefecture. Choujin is a very dangerous superhuman with crazy supernatural powers. This means living at the place they are operating is dangerous. They made Tokia and Azuma become like them since they were threatened on their way back home and had no option of escaping.

            Choujin X  by Sui Ishida is a manga series. The writings of this author are so interesting. He also wrote  Tokyo Ghoul, which I love too. I feel that this manga is really awesome for me and probably for everyone who has read or watched it since it is so promising.

On the other hand, the storyline seems to lack originality, since I am so familiar with it, it looks like a story or a book I had encountered. I had to read it four times and over and over again to capture every single detail. My desire to understand the series better made me order book two having completed this one. It is my wish that book two is more elemental and detailed with more story-worthy as compared to book one.

#choujin x #manga review #anime and manga #tokyo ghoul #supernatural #book blog #bookish #book review #my writing #booklr #booklover #new blog #paranormal #lovers #sad ending

[misfit-among-the-angels]

Nežinau kodėl, bet visada pagalvoju, kad mano mergina mane pasirinko ne iš meilės, o iš gailesčio. Nes niekas kitas niekada nesirinktų manęs. Jokia kita mergina nesirinktų manęs. Kartais pagalvoju, o kas bus jeigu šiti santykiai baigsis, kaip aš galėsiu kažką kito susirasti, kai aš tokia baisi su randais, psichiškai nestabili, autistė? Žinau tik tiek, kad jeigu šie santykiai baigsis tai baigsis ir mano gyvenimas.

#lietuviškai #personal

[princesepersikas]

Aš mėgstu rašyti, bet nekenčiu kalbėti. Aš esu ta, kuri myli tylą, bet miršta be muzikos.

#Lietuviškai #tokia jau esu

[newchaorai]

just them 🔧🎧

mr. tokia and the moska prince

#fanart #digital art #clip studio paint #my art #khr #katekyo hitman reborn #4851 #irie shoichi #shoichi irie #shoichi irie khr #irie shoichi khr #spanner #khr spanner #spanner khr #khr fanart #reborn! #家庭教師ヒットマンreborn #hitman reborn #入江正一 #スパナ #newchaorai