#way too self sacrificial

[insatiable-insanity]

I hate how Izuku thinks just because he doesn’t have a quirk, he’s useless. You could literally just use support items to replicate most people’s quirks. Wanna have eyes like Mei’s? Use goggles. Wanna be a pikachu like Kaminari? Use a taser. In fact, a taser is probably better anyways since it can actually aim. (No offense to Denki, I love him sm and he gets better 🥺🫶🏻) Want explosions like Bakugo? Make them. Dynamite (which is literally made of Nitroglyerin just like a certain someone’s sweat) literally exists. 🧨

Literally almost every quirk is replicable.

Use spring shoes to hop like Mirko. Use a jet pack to fly similar to Hawks. Jet shoes to bounce like Gran Torino. Use gas bombs to knock people out like Midnight. Use water guns full of acid to be like Mina.

To be honest, it’s only the more nature inclined quirks (Inasa Yoarashi, Shouto/Enji/Touya Todoroki, Yo Shindo, etc..) that’ll be harder to replicate. And even then I’m sure there’s a way to get close to something similar.

And the good thing is if you use support equipment this way, you can have multiple. Meanwhile everyone else is focusing solely on their quirk to the detriment of everything else, which isn’t very well-rounded.

Izuku is so smart. And he’s always adamant about how a quirk doesn’t define you. There aren’t villainous or heroic quirks, he says. (Though this may be me thinking of fanfic, I’m fairly certain he says something along these lines to Eri. 💀) Then why doesn’t he practice what he preaches?? I understand he’s literally been conditioned to see himself as useless because of those around him, but god. It’s just so sad to watch, honestly. He needs to watch some Iron Man pronto.

Takeaway; Izuku would be just as good a hero with support items instead of a flashy, dangerous quirk (no offense to OFA but it literally kills its users 💀🪦🙏🏻) and he really needs some therapy asap. He has zero sense of self-worth. 😃

#my hero academia #mha izuku #izuku midoriya #support course hero #support department #bnha quirks #quirkless midoriya izuku #needed to get this off my chest #izuku’s self worth is depressing #way too self sacrificial #just be the first quirkless hero already #use support items #hatsume industries for the win

[luck-of-the-drawings]

[OLD ART ALERT] A COLLECTION OF SCENES FROM THE GILLIONS CATSCRATCH ARC THAT BROUGHT ME GREAT JOY. i love fishy chips especially when its just gillion being delirious and violent and hostile

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #jrwi riptide spoilers #JUST NOTICED A MILLION MISTAKES FUUUUUUUUCK BUT WWHATEVERRRRR IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA HHUURRRLLL #SO I REALLY LIKE FISH AND CHIPS RIGHT. IVE BEEN IN LOVE W THE SHIP EVER SINCE THAT NAT 20 KISS #BUT I THINK I SHIP IT WRONG. OR LIKE. I AM CORRECT BUT EVERYONE SHIPS THEM DIFFERENTLY #THE FISH N CHIPS I SEE EVERYWHERE ELSE IS SO FLOWERY AND SWEET AND ROMANTIC. AND THATS NICE! THAT STUFFS NEAT #but gillion and chip would NEVERRRR enter anything similar to a romantic relationship. chips too damaged and gillions too uninterested #I LIKE MY FISH N CHIPS ONE SIDED AS FUCK #bc 2 gillion chip is his best friend in the whole wide world but hes also kinduvagross little man that took him a MINUTE to really warm up2 #but to CHIP gillion is this powerful and gorgeous and heroic paragon of destiny and his best friend in the whole world who will #bring about the eschaton. 'i didnt believe in destiny until i met you' until i met a champion radiating with a light thatll alter the world #OHH REMEMBER THE FIRST ICE ARENA?he was so mad.still probably shaking from the ordeal.NEVER had he felt true divine radiance CLEAVE through #his SOUL like that.do you remember that moment in the forest w the bugs. an alien from the ocean; lacerating the land w lightning #when the realization flickered in chip for a moment.that the thing standing before him was more powerful than he could ever fathom #remember when grizz mentioned that the nat20 kiss was the 'best kiss chip ever experienced'. that has nothing to do w this. where was i. #LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. BUT HEY. I THINK at the beginning chip absolutely knew that gill was smth grand n powerful n scary #when gillion revealed what exactly the prophecy was;chip got defensive and mad.sure he was sleep deprived but OOH. HES SCARED! #he believes gillion too! he believes that his destiny is to eradicate either the sea or land and that scares him! #but then he gets past it bc ultimately he trusts his bestfriend gillion so so much. he fuckin loves this dude. #he would throw himself intothe path of fire for this dude. he would boat across the ocean for this dude.he would build arenas for this dude #even if this dude will end half the world.even if this dude wields the power and the obligation to eradicate him at any second. #even if this dude is going to throw himself into harms way for his own comrades.even if this dude is just going to sacrifice himself. #one way or another one shall die for the other.these self-sacrificial bastards click so well with eachother!! #chip believes his body is best used to pave roads and gill believes his body is destined to pave prosperity.WHATEVER!! #i really love their dynamic!! they care for eachother so much!in MY heart tho. the icing on the cake here is the fantasy that chip is #just a bit more In Love w gillion than he realizes. like this powerful fish guy is HOT and PRETTY and KIND and FUNNY and LOYAL and STRONG #but gillion would never rly feel that same sort of attraction towards chip. its just not rly his thing. aroace as fuck man. #thats how it is in MY little heart atleast. and i sit here and play w my touys in my brain n i explore my silly lil one sided fish y chips.

[louisdelac]

there’s a question to be asked i think about to what extent “getting out” can be conflated with “being saved” in this show, and what freedom actually means to any of these characters.

like you can argue that shiv saved ken by voting against him on gojo, but what if your intent behind saving someone is to inflict a worse punishment than if you’d just left them trapped? can a child weaned on poison survive on milk, or are you just sentencing them to a death by inches, starved of the only thing they know? and if you save someone specifically because you know that being saved is the worst thing that can happen to them, is that kindness or cruelty? at what point does a good thing become a malicious act?

and you can say that roman is finally free, but what exactly is he free from? the company? his father? does unlocking a cage mean saving a dog, or are you allowing him out on the street knowing there’s a kill shelter nearby? if the driving anxiety behind roman is that he’s an idiot and a failure—that he’ll never amount to anything, and trying will only lead to pain—and he’s finally cut loose once all of those anxieties have crystallized into cold hard fact in his mind, what has he actually escaped from? if the cage is in your mind, is it even possible for somebody else to unlock it?

the fundamental truth of a tragedy is that even being saved can be a death sentence, if the characters are incapable of escaping the thing doing them the most harm (themselves and their childhoods)

#'what about shiv' if i think about shiv i'm going to kill myself. she needs her own post. there's too much there to get into. #anyways seeing a tremendous amount of At Least Roman Is Free <3 tags that have me going. right. for sure. free from what? #because it's certainly not the intense amount of self disgust that has driven him in circles this entire time. #i fear he may feel the weight of alienation on his soul for the rest of his life. and he won't even try to alleviate it anymore. #and ALSO the idea that shiv went out of her way to save kendall as an act of like. altruism. like it was a sacrifice on her part #which i feel is a very toothless perspective on shiv and the psychological torment that's been weighing on her essentially since birth #like her choice in regards to gojo is one of the meatiest most harrowing bits of character work i've ever seen #and while of course there was love inside that action (because nothing these characters do is entirely divorced from love) #i don't think it was necessarily a kind or forgiving or sacrificial love #like this was an intense vitriolic snapping from a dog that has been kicked by her dad all her life. #and who absolutely refuses to accept that from her brother (because that would mean acknowledging that kendall takes the mantle of Dad- #and that she's subservient to him. which is the one thing she absolutely will never do #because it's a level of degradation that's finally a step too far) #anyways. um. insane season that i still can't look at directly or i'll perish on the spot. #succession

[mishapen-dear]

thinking about 4halo again and dying

they just. they used to be so sweet together. and then the election arc managed to genuinely turn them against each other (and bad is still affected by being caged in the museum) and i would NOT have been surprised if a rebellion had started within the next few weeks after their last fight and. they used to be friends and then they almost destroyed each other

and then the eggs went missing

and there are so many parallels between them, but one of the biggest parallels is how they're both protectors. they both protected the eggs (and, when he became president, forever extended that protection to the other islanders) but the eggs went missing and they had to put all of that aside. Forever was quicker to put it down than Bad was (it felt like only a very temporary truce, from Bad's end), but they put their problems on hold, because their eggs. were gone.

and another parallel. the destruction. both of them with their plans to cause ruin because then, maybe, theyll get their kids back. bad caused most of the grieving arc damage directly, and got aypierre and antoine to help him. he dug holes in the ground. he placed mines everywhere and leapt into them. he started the lavacasting process of the fed building (and was interrupted by admins, so he stopped, but philza and fit were still right to laugh at him lmaoo). he drilled a hole through the side of the federation office from a huge distance away. he has chosen to hurt his friends and himself to get the eggs back. whatever the cost.

forever destroyed the island. or he planned to destroy the island. or he was interrupted just before he destroyed the island or or or. I don't know. but it was big, and it was bad. bad enough that the feds had to step in and forcefully drug him, and kickstart the happy pills arc.

and the happy pills arc..... oughghghgh as fucking awful as it was for their characters to experience i genuinely truly think that it saved them from each other. when he was first told about forever being fucked up bad was still in the "i need to kick his butt" mindset, and was all ready for an excuse to kill forever. and then he saw forever. and the first proposal happened. and bad was angry and he was sad and upset and he was careful. forever tried to kill him. bad decided to save him. forever kept trying to marry him. forever kept taking the pills. forever was so scared of his own anger and all of the damage he could and would have caused to his family that he kept taking drugs that kept him so out of his mind he hallucinated his son was just sleeping safely at his house.

and they both tried to kill each other. and they both failed.

and bad showed phil and cellbit (and tubbo) the item scanner that dapper discovered, which could destroy him, because nothing else was working. because they needed to save forever. because bad was reminded by then that forever was a victim of the federation instead of just a mouthpiece for it. and then when forever woke up he saw bad, suffering, and so excited to see him awake.

and now they're here on opposite sides again with forever projecting his protection urges onto the fed worker in bad's basement and bad frustrated that he isn't being believed and his evil plans of giving ron lemons apology brownies is being interrupted and. look at them. soft "i hate you" and the appreciation room and bad's quiet heartbreak when he learned about forever being missing and the "i miss you" book bad got mad at because it asked him not to torture fed workers. does anyone hear me im so ill about them. do you understand they care about each other so much and the happy pills arc reminded them of that. forever realized bad is colourblind and bad assumed forever was poisoning him and then forever helped bad cheat on another colourblindness test and forever was giving bad flowers and bad was accepting them and accepted that he was colourblind despite his previously constant denial and! i don't know if im being comprehensible and i dont really care i will be honest i just need you to know i am frothing at the mouth like a rabid little beast. they are a TRAGEDY of miscommunication and external pressure but they love so so much. platonic or romantic or qpp they CARE and it tears me to shreds

#qsmp #4halo #i feel like ive talked about this exact thing like three separate times but #its one of those things that really Kills Me #and its CRUCIAL to understanding them and their relationship #they were fighting and now have found peace in hell #and forever using his care for bad as a distraction to not focus on his Own woes #and the way he's so sure bad needs help the way he was helped that at heart bad is a good person who doesnt want to be hurting people #and in a Way he's right. bad doesn't want to hurt his loved ones. everyone else? yeah. in a heartbeat. but his family... #but he's still makign the choice to do it. it's not lashign out in desperation the way forever destroying the island was #bad is hurting people with Purpose. he's putting thought into it. he's testing people and their knowledge and their motivations and he will #use them all as tools that can be bent and broken if it means they get the eggs back. he'll do it to himself too #especially to himself #ghhhgrhrgh the way theyre both self sacrificial and self destructive the Parallels the fucking parallels #i can best examine their relationship from a bbh pov and it agonizes me because i can't get all the nuance of forever's pov #because i dont speak portuguese yet :c #so best i can do is talk crazy about them like a Lure for other analyst shippers #pspspssps dont you see my ship. dont you see how canon 4halo is !!! in 8 acts #dont you want to examine them and their parallels and the way they are both so strange about relationships but they're finding a way to car #in a way that works for them #pspspsps #like me talking about qbbh vacation arc got the fandom acknowledging his sillies and directly got me a friend to talk about him to (hi kia! #maybe it will work here also #come to the dark side we have complex relationship dynamics that are frequently misunderstood and mislabelled #YOU can help change the world

[moonriverrise]

I like to think that Steve is fight in the sense of fight or flight, but if he's watching a horror movie he will screech like a little girl,

I also like to think that the Party are all horror movie fans, and Eddie and Robin are too. Steve is entirely against horror movies, but whenever they have movie nights it's like the only genre they all can agree on, so he just lets them get their way.

Eddie has always loved horror movies but his love for it went up ever since Steve started sitting next to him on the couch and grabbing his arm whenever he gets jump scared, cursing under his breath. Eddie puts an arm around him, his brain screaming at him.

#Steddie #Steve X Eddie #Stranger Things #st4 #The Party #Steve Harrington #Eddie Munson #Robin Buckley #Stranger Things Hc #Steddie Hc #Steve is self sacrificial in the social way too #hes so babygirl #and mentally ill

[writerfae]

I am very talkative today, it seems! I hope you don't mind!

I have an interesting question, because though I don't know the answer, I have a good guess!

But Endre would want to know this way more than me.

To Endre Henry would seem like the ideal big brother (cause he is). Even knowing that he left Aiden, he'd still seem perfect to Endre because he sees how they act around echother. He sees how Henry still looks out for Aiden, and he hears about how they were as kids.

And Endre, who's trying to be a better big brother, who regrets the way he treated his siblings in the past would really admire him.

But in one of his guilt fuled, self-deprecating moments, he would surely ask something like this, and I want to hear what Henry would answer:

Endre: H... how did you do it? You were carrying so much pain. You were out of place. Your mom died. You bacame a vessel for your father's grief, just because you looked like her. You had to care for both him and your brother and Aiden... he didn't have to carry as much. You had to make sure he didn't. You did make sure he didn't, so how did you never get jealous? How come you never wanted to switch places? How did you never take it out on him? How come... how come I wasn't more like you?

Please answer as Henry if you can!

I don’t mind at all! In fact I’m happy for every ask I get from you ^^

I feel really sorry for Endre. I think Henry would too. He’d probably tell him something like this:

I am not an heir like you. I didn’t have a whole kingdom to worry about. All I have is my family and they are everything to me. I was taught from my mother from a very young age on to do what is best for my family and that stuck with me. Especially after losing my mom. I had to keep looking after them, like I promised her.

It was really hard, yes, and often I hated it. But for me, it was something I had to do. Someone had to keep this family from falling apart and I did it. Because I’m the eldest child. Because I love my family. And no matter how hard it can be, love is not a burden. I had to take responsibility. My father couldn’t and my mother was gone and Aiden was just a child.

And I wanted him to be a child. See, the thing is that unlike you (I assume), who had to prepare for a reign all your youth, I had a pretty carefree childhood. Sure, there was this secret I carried, but still, I was happy. When I was eight, I got to learn and play and joke around. It wouldn’t have been fair if I didn’t let Aiden have the same experience. I’ve never been jealous of Aiden for getting to be a child, cause I got to do it as well when I was his age.

And that makes the difference, I think. You never were allowed to experience being a child in the way your siblings did. I get why that would make you jealous. You know, I never told anyone but Callan before, but when I was younger, I sometimes found myself envying Aiden for being our father’s biological son. It’s not like Milan loved Aiden more, he’s always treated me the same gentle way, yet the two had a sort of connection that him and I didn’t have and it was obvious to me. So it is not like I never got jealous, but jealousy is an ugly feeling. And like all negative emotions, it needs an outlet, so it won’t eat us alive. Again, that’s something my mother taught me. (What we learn from our mothers really shape us as a person, I think.) For me, that outlet was going to the woods. It cleared my head, sorted my thoughts and made me calm down.

I don’t know how you were raised and I can only guess from what I know from Callan how much pressure there was on you ever since you were a child. But if I had to assume, I think you lacked such an outlet and to protect yourself, you started letting your negative emotions out on your siblings. You know as well as me that that’s not the right way, but you didn’t know any better. Growing up takes time for a reason. If you have to grow up too fast, like you and me, you can act mature all you want, but certain things, certain emotions and processes simply aren’t fully developed yet. Deep down you’re still not an adult, you are just a child keeping up an act all the time. Not just in front of others, but also in front of yourself. And that can lead to miscalculations and wrong decisions.

Like you mistreating your siblings. Like me leaving behind my brother. Because that’s the thing. I am by far not perfect, I haven’t always been the best brother in the past. But Aiden has forgiven me for that, just like your siblings forgave you, so all that is left is to do better in the future. Give yourself time to grow. You have acknowledged your mistakes and your mistakes have been forgiven, so now it is time to forgive yourself. There is no need to look back, look ahead instead. Look at your siblings, meet them eye to eye.

#I hope I didn’t forget anything #Endre and Henry are completely different in the way they were raised the circumstances they faced and the way their personalities are #so I think it’s hard to compare their situations #Endre was raised after the standard of everything for our people #Henry was raised after the standard everything for our family #I don’t know if I could really bring across what I wanted to say or if it made sense at all #but I tried. well Henry tried #Henry seems like the perfect brother cause we see him through Aiden’s eyes. but he has his flaws too #still he never would’ve wished for Aiden to switch with him #Henry pretty much has self-sacrificial tendencies (lies in the family) that’s why he’d never do it #writer speaks #writeblr #wip: the knights of the alder

[calypsolemon]

ive been rotating an au in my mind where show utena remembers being friends with touga (like in the movie) at the beginning of the series and like recognizes him and she's like. "Oh its touga my old friend touga who i drifted apart from after the near-drowning incident for reasons ive never been able to articulate to myself." Nothing really changes in terms of actual show events, Touga is still a dick and asserts himself romantically at her bc he doesn't think women and men can be friends anymore, but in terms of character dynamics its less of Utena being manipulated into thinking a guy she barely knows could be her prince and more her reassessing why she stopped thinking of Touga that way in her childhood, and struggling to reconnect with him through the bullshittery of the duels and Touga's own manipulative behavior.

#it would make the end of touga arc 5million times more heartbreaking also. to me personally #you ahve to understand the way i reconcile the movie events in my head with the fact that touga is still alive #is like. i think he nearly drowned but survived. but for utena it was like his death because it was the end of her seeing him as a prince #like his self-sacrificial act wasn't princely and beautiful it was scary and upsetting and pointless #and it broke an illusion for her that was already being worn down by touga's gradually changing behavior #(bc of background abuse she was not privy to) #it also was the end of something similar for touga too. kind of like the last time he tried to act princely in a genuine way #and i think shortly after that he met akio #it parallels dios ok????????????????? you get me #rgu #touga kiryuu #utena tenjou

[harvestmoth]

heres my one page thesis on why hinomori mafuyu real

#back on this again. apologizes but the newest event hit me across the face #they found her in a wet cardboard box all alone… #also all of l/n call her babygirl its just that mafuyu only knows this from kanade who in turn has only heard honami say it #anyways heres my thoughts on the hinomoris and why they should get to keep mafuyu #uh. #so everyone knows how mafuyu has the mask she puts on yea. but i dont really see people mention how shiho and shizuku. also have that #in different but still similar ways #with shizuku putting on a perfect act where shes always smiling for her idol job and as to not worry her friends and shiho #while shiho puts on her act of not caring and pushing everyone way so they dont have to deal with her or the people who target her #so as we can see here. they both put on a mask and are self sacrificial about it for the sake of others #mafuyu does that too but instead of doing it for her friends and those that actually care about her. she does it for her mom who does not #idk. anyways something something these three have a similar way of dealing with things by bottling it up until they no longer feel it #do you get me #do you understand what im on about #if not idk i might be making it all up i havent had a chance to watch all of the events and ive been kind of skipping around on them #like watching the newer ones first which is probably not the best idea #okay im done now i just want others to see the vision and do my work for me #project sekai #mafuyu asahina #shiho hinomori #shizuku hinomori #oh last thing. shiho and shizuku absolutely beat up asahina its what they all deserve #asahina mother i mean. not mafuyu. they beat each other up in the losing at card games way while they beat up asahina mom with a steel chair

[lesbiangiratina]

Man testament says some funny things in missing link but also so many things that make me feel crazy. Like. “Have you no idea what i live for?!” (sol’s ending) okay so dizzy wasnt the first time you latched onto some kind of “purpose” as your reason to live. You were just like this to begin with. “I look forward to seeing you in hell” (millia’s ending) okay so due to justice’s influence you think your actions are righteous, you think youre doing the right thing (justice herself thinks they still believe theyre doing everything for kliff), but you still assume youre going to hell. “So you remember me?” (kliff’s ending) okay so you think your own father would ever forget about you. You dont think either of your deaths have been weighing on him at all the past 50 years, particularly the 1 that was at his hands.

And well. Also the fact that theyre able to seemingly escape justice’s influence for a moment and Actually talk to kliff. They ended up here because they wanted to make him happy, and they still just want to see him smile. While hes having to go through his kid dying! For the third time now!! Okay!!!

#also the way they talk about using themself as the sacrifice. it wasnt like a decision made in desperation they went into it ready for that #…and theyre pretty eager to do it too. ties into them being self sacrificial in general #like i dont think justice was like ‘you should kill yourself NOW’ in their head. like it was just another remnant of their old self #fun little fact about my first playthrough. i beat testament in like. under 2 minutes on the first try. #and so i thought their boss fight was easy because they intended to sacrifice themself all along. maybe they knew they couldnt beat sol #they did have some kind of inferiority complex with him lol. or jealousy at least. cuz of kliff. #idk! it made sense to me in the moment and it was kinda cool. but no i just got really lucky lol #man… i like testament. my friend testament. #the kat goes meow #gg #testament tag

[the-last-dillpickle]

Jessica Sloan is an interesting character to explore in that we never actually see her. We only see a memory of her, as interpreted through Luther Sloan’s eyes. And that version of her seems frail, weepy. Did she often cry when he was around? Or is it Luther’s wish fulfillment to have her care more, be more emotionally invested? This facsimile of Jessica says, “being married to Luther was a living hell”. That’s kind of a specific ass thing to say to invaders in his mind. Were those words she once said in real life that haunt him still?

Why is no one else interested in talking to Luther during the death party? They all talk to each other but ignore him, and during his speech, they’re expressionless and silent. Is he so far removed from his children, his parents, his friends, his extended family that he can’t picture specific things they might say to him or that he might say to them? Or has he simply burned all those bridges already? Why is Jessica the only one?

#idk #i like to imagine their relationship is somewhat manipulative and emotionally abusive #but only after sloan starts getting involved in s31 and he does it to keep her from getting too close while also stopping her from leaving #i think he's ultimately a very selfish person. he wants it all. he wants it both ways. #he wants to be the family man. he wants to be the self sacrificial spy. #his death speech is all 'I' 'I' 'I'. but what about being a part of THEIR lives

[daz4i]

me last month seeing the elevator falling and the implication dazai might die: lol. lmao even

me this month seeing him drag his bloody broken feet until he can’t move anymore and telling fyodor he’s tired of being in pain and asking for a break from it etc:

#i knew he wasn't going to die. i didn't even expect him to get too badly hurt. #but seeing him like this... i think it's about how he lacks control here at this point. when he always makes sure to have at least some #it's also way more Real like there is actual danger in it #ik i said last week i don't think dazai will die but with the way sigma talked abt him it almost felt like it might happen- #but that'd be too sad. and again i don't think he will. the fact it's chuuya coming to finish the job gives me a lot of hope #it's also just sad to see him suffer so much in a sacrificial way. usually his self inflicted pain is... not helpful to say the least #aurgh. i need to process all this somehow idk how to put it in words sorry #bsd spoilers

[avnasace]

i know theres lore to say he has, but imagine if dazai hadnt actually done his entrance exam to the ada yet, and by saving sigma he came under fukuzawas ability (assuming fukuzawa was still alive lmao) at the last minute and nullifies chuuyas vampirism without having to touch him for it to work.

idk its just so interesting to me that dazais ability is so passive and only works whenever he comes into contact with something, but he cant direct it or actually control it (example: he cant even turn it off when seriously injured to be healed).

as far as ive seen there wasnt any changes to dazais ability that we know of since he joined the ada right?

also interesting to note that kyoukas ability control was instant after putting her life on the line, even after being a member for some time beforehand and not having had fukuzawa knowing what was going on so maybe his ability isnt a conscious choice...

im probably overlooking something here but these are just my thoughts djcjskdkak

#dazais a behind the scenes schemer anyway #he doesnt have many opportunities to be put in a situation he cant figure his way out of #and the whole thing with the ada is having the entrance exams be secret #dazais too smart to be led into one of those situations anyway #and as far as ik he didnt do any truly life risking things during his exam? #because he can think his way out #exceptions are dead apple and fydor shooting him #and they werent self sacrificial #idk i just think its weird dazais ability is the same as before tbh #bungou stray dogs #bsd theory #bsd #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #fukuzawa yukichi #ace rambles

[harehearts]

actually, the real reason tj can't live in the sparrows verse is because he and benji would be too good of a duo... too good at their jobs... too good at being thieves..... too good at excluding everyone and being just them against the world..... too devastating when tj did eventually die because he's not inherently a man who lives as much as he survives until he thinks the cost of his life can somehow make benji's better in some sick little way.

#the dog barks #it'd fuck though...... #tj and benji are both so scruffy too..... so doggish.... so self sacrificial in entirely different ways #but the biggest. most notable difference. is benji wants to be a martyr so badly because it's like absolution. #something righteous. something purposeful. #and tj /is/ a martyr not because it's particularly redeeming of anything for him as much as it something for benji #the sister he was more of a parent to than he could have ever been a brother and his end would be much an echo of that #yeah theres a whole au for this in my head. can we tell

[faggotsonic]

who's your favorite title. looks at you

OH TURTLE? God its so hard to choose-- when watching it really just depends on whos getting the focus I adore them all sm.... But I think Leo is my favorite for sure thanks to the movie-- donnie being a close second :] I love mikey and raph so much too with raph being this big softie with the biggest case of eldest sibling syndrome and mikey being "Dr. Delicate Touch" WHO CAN THROW A FUCKING BUILDING!?!?

ANYWAAAAYS yeah leo's my fav but thats because im convinced he was just made in a lab to get me ill. Like he just hits every character trait that gets me bad right on the nose.

#like. #suppresses and hides emotions and insecurities with jokes and an ego #comes off as the stupid and reckless one but is actually really clever and smart just not ina conventional way #actually Pretty Damn Self-Sacrificial Too #and then of course he's the Blue and Speedy one you can see where the lines cross here. #ouhg.

[ozlices]

finished the emotion/kanna route and im so upset bc i rly spent the whole thing just. missing shin. i actually truly do hate it here like against my will he is. probably right after gin is my favorite. i tried to fight it the entire time, but i immediately had to start on a route w him where everyone i can keep around still lives bc my heart was just. yearning for him.

like no actually i found this stupid little bitch ass mother fucker in a wet cardboard box on the street in the middle of a downpour and said 'oh my god. look at this pathetic wet sock for a person. oh my god i'm gonna cradle him and fix him' and he turned out to be even more fucked up then i thought and so i said 'oh. well we can be samesies then teehee <3' agony

#mine #oz vessalius did this to me as soon as i found out his true nature was being extremely self-sacrificial it was over #i love oz too much to ever elaborate on how agonizing him rotting me like this is. HE IS WORTH IT EVERYDAY BUT FUCKING!!! GODDAMMIT!!!!!!! #unfortunately.................. he is just a wittle guy. :(((((((((((((((( #and i am not immune. to just a wittle guy. :( #yttd #yttd spoilers #the way i relate to him so much too. and they rly gave him an abusive ex. #this is. a personal attack. ik i just got here BUT IT'S A PERSONAL ATTACK ALRIGHT. #'they did not date they were just friends' yes #so true. because my friends also. wrote poetry abt me. in code. for their ai analysis of me. #just bestie things

[sonic-x-sideblog]

xsonic would beat the shit out of xshadow if he threatened his friends with no remorse.

#sonic x #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #side.txt #they aren't buddies they're neutral at best. shadow is just way too self sacrificial. just like the other robotnik kids.