if things on Geonosis played out a bit, well, differently
/watch me spin out of control and draw each character i appreciate in sw universe, which is far too many/
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I’m SO normal about Welcome Home
she’s so freaking silly and adorable, would kill and die for her 👍👍👍
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I wanna make a fanfic (loosely based on the song highway man) about California living multiple eras, 1 as a cowboy, another as a farmer, another as an actor, another as a techie and about how he’s still here, just different
But I don’t have the motivation
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i am watching community! on my brother's recommendation
yk how siblings. yk. when they like something, naturally you must despise it. so i rly didn't want to watch it. but god i am a sucker for a found family and also silly people and unfortunately my brother has good taste. so here i am.
anyway i got the test results and despite what the freshman boys at my school think, i am not actually autistic! but i am some combination of processing deficit, adhd symptoms, super high iq, Just Plain Weird, and a complicated relationship with emotions and societal norms. all that to say, abed is my favorite character. but like ... who doesn't have abed as their favorite character??
and i watched "abed's uncontrollable christmas" last night. i got literally a little choked up watching it, especially towards the end, when he froze himself (or ... got frozen?). i could literally see him in my mind at the table in the study room, staring blankly, as his friends defended him. (it was actually kind of cool to have the stop-motion on the screen and my made-up live-action in my head at the same time but that's beside the point.)
but the POINT i am trying to make is about abed trying to force episodes to be something else. i think it's interesting. like in 2x01, where he's trying to rush the relationship drama so they can have the episode be about something cooler. or in 2x08, "cooperative calligraphy," AKA the bottle episode, how much he resists it being a bottle episode, and the disappointment he repeatedly expresses. and most key (to me) in "abed's uncontrollable christmas," where instead of facing the emotions and change, he tries to force the episode to be a silly stop-motion singing christmas special.
and i guess i don't really have much of any other point. no real conclusion. i'm just kinda verbally processing here, lol. honestly the whole deal of auc is really relatable to me: focusing on a hyperfixation in favor of dealing with hard emotions. i do that all the time.
anyway i think i just relate to him a lot so i think he's neat
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