#what do you mean im the devil

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

I randomly get inspired to write weird stuff with Gabriel that I'm usually not even into and a lot of the time I get comments that amount to I'm not into this. Am I? or being surprised they were into it. Gabriel is just randomly inflicting this sort of thing on everyone I suppose

Gabriel Ultrakill has been reclassified as a gateway drug. Please keep an eye out for any suspicious activity.

#i can be your angle or yuor devil #metaphorical piece of ham/cheese that you wrap around a pill before feeding it to a dog #many things can be made palatable if you’re down bad enough #speaking from the heart #I would Not do that. oh but if he wants to it’s okay 🥰 #I’m being so tame and normal please. you can’t do this. you can’t enable me #I have work tomorrow I need to. relax #trying and failing pathetically to keep this account somewhat tame #non voice post #ask #asks #ask spam continues.. the dashboard cries #looks around nervously #i am so very scared and terrible at speaking #but if you really want to send me insane things I do have a Different Account For That #you gotta message me for it #but. I mean if you do that just know. I can’t even form coherent sentences #what im trying to say is that I can’t hold a conversation for shit #but. you can always send.. gabe things.. #ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ENOUGH. pack it up boys. im going to get shot if i continue

[synthshenanigans]

Jashtober Day 19 - Devil

Redraw of the thumbnail from Chonny's Inferno & Shutup You're Stupid technically

[Alt versions below of course] v

- TW for bright colors!-

Og image I mostly used:

#im so happy he did handsome devil for many reasons but one of them is that i had NO fucking clue what yo make for this day #like the og “idea” i had was something to do with his song devil's tricks. #which is my least favorite chonny jash song #its a fine song just not my vibe. so i had NO clue what to do #thank you for going to hell CJ! it gave me a better idea to draw about #anyways i like this a fair bit #i drew a couple more screenshots from the music vid that i wanna post eventually #bro is fun to draw #or at least practice drawing #also I like bright colors apparently lol #love it when i burn my already blind eyeballs #chonny jash #cj thdph #why did he spell it like that btw #i mean makes sense but wack to say #the that handsome devil power hour #such a clusterfuck of words to say #*the that* especially #mans is amazing with lyrics but never ask this bitch to title something #/lh of course #but i stg if he titles something else & he makes it more complicated than the og I'm fighting him in the back alley of an olive garden #he is stronger & taller than me and i most definitely will lose but that doesn't matter #its about sending a message #okay stupidity over ill shut up now #its 6am alright give me a break #jashtober #jashtober day 19 #-atlas art- #KJ stop writing essays in the tags challenge (impossible)

[bluutunes]

so. that trigun manga, huh.

(/pos)

#trigun #like Jezus. #god damn #just finished vol2 and am gonna start maximum tomorrow #but they crank the intensity WAY up huh #nicholas d. wolfwood i pity you #bro was like “huh wow thats the guy im sposed to kill- oh hey he's actually nice. wack. anyways im gonna go meet up with my boss-” #“and hey wait a minute this seems kinda fishy. hey wait a sec what are we doing rn? hey wait what do you mean 150 yrs hey-” #“hey wait whats that hey wait hey what what whAT WHAT???? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT???” #“ OH JESUS GOD AND THE DEVIL ARE REAL AND ANGELS JUST THREW DOWN IN A PARKING LOT AND NOW THERES A H O L E in the M O O N ????” #like he just got thrown RIGHT in there #no chill hang out time whatsoEVER #theres also other stuff that's like. Hmm. stampede and 98 were a bit more subtle with that. You just kinda came out and Said It huh. #interesting. #anyways i am enjoying myself immensely

[gifti3]

happy bday to me! 🎂🥳🎉

for this very special day i wanted to list and compare the presents and interactions i got in the mobile games ive been playing consistently lmao

under cut cause the pics are big

Time Princess A letter with 10 golden tickets, 100 stamina, and 10000 coins

Obey Me! Nightbringer 1 UR+, UR, and SSR Joker each 3 Demon Vouchers 30 Karma Points 200 AP 30000 Grim 50 Devil Points Along with a bday video, birthday calls from the characters throughout the day and a UR guarantee for a 10 pull There's half-off on Devil Tree unlocks There's also special birthday dialogue in the Surprise Guests: -- the first Surprise Guest I did gave me 30 more Devil Points -- and you can press anywhere on the boys and get max hearts :]

What in HELL is Bad They haven't implemented bday stuff yet so nothing (´。＿。｀)

Twisted Wonderland A Happy Birthday from the character you have set as your favorite card and a Tenfold Key Set (for rolls)

and last but not least.....*drum roll* 🥁🥁🥁 Love and Deepsace! Special Happy Birthdays from each guy which include them singing happy birthday to you :3 Birthday Dialogue on the home screen Presents from each one (items you can use to decorate their desks) 500 Diamonds 5 Empyrean Wishes 1 Bottle of Wishes: SSR 1 Energy Capsule: Powerful And 2 birthday stickers

#so whb is technically in last place but since its a newer game ill let it pass this year #so time princess is next in line for last place #its a fine gift but since they dont have any characters saying happy birthday it doesnt do much for me #nightbringer kinda surprised me! #i was expecting a call and some devil points #but this is a lot more then i expected :3c #also i go crazy for free UR+ Jokers #i was thinking of adding regular obey me but decided to skip it since i only really just log in for dailies for the most part #(and i dont even do that everyday if im not feeling it) #also theyre practically the same minus the calls (but i have the old ones that i havent listened to yet still) #twst was cute nothing too crazy #(thank you for ur presence lilia) #i liked love and deepspaces happy bdays from the characters a lot because they sang lmao 😭 #also i feel very special from them saying all this nice stuff about hoping that i get what i want and that i stay healthy and stuff dwsiiws #it feels like obey me has more in character interactions BUT when i think it about it more #deepspace has the models actually hand you gifts #also the moment you have with the characters feels more personal #but tbf theres more obey me characters and you do get those calls throughout the whole day! (also they give more stuff imo) #so i cant really pick which one i liked more :d #dutp #obey me nightbringer #twisted wonderland #love and deepspace #im now 26.... #oh jeez #long post #still doing the same shit i was doing in middle school uashusha (i mean playing dating games) #my personality has refined over the years tho #anyways im gonna celebrate tomorrow with my family :] #this is the end of my post tho ill probably post about the asmo phone call later

[buppypuppy]

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#vent post essay ahead lol #having complexes about talking about your emotions is literally the fucking devil . its miserable. it sucks so bad. #the aamount of damage that is caused to someone by like #i mean im talking abou t me here obviously. #being the person whose like. overall ultimately tends not to feel horrible as often is like. #it's nice not feeling bad emotionally all the time but also it's like. i develop this complex about being like able to help. #i don't feel bad anywhere near as often as my friends so i can help them out and listen to them vent i can have the mental room to #like listen to them talk about their problems. yeah. but it makes me feel like. well this is my job now so i shouldn't fucking talk about m #i shouldnt vent when i feel bad because that's not what i'm known for. plus my friends already all feel worse than me more often than me. s #i don't want to dump any more on their plate than they have to deal with. i don't want to burden them anymore than i have to. and like it's #it's hard. i hate fucking talking about it and it's made so much worse when its like people i love . always been a fucking problem becaus #i just feel fucking horrible admitting that i feel bad i hate that so much. i don't want to like turn away people who care about me but li #i feel like if i tell them what's wrong with me i'll like do it anyways. i feel like i come off as super normal and happy go lucky and like #ostensibly fine. so when i admit this shit its like. oops the facade is cracking!!!!!! uh oh uh oh you can't help people so you feel bad!!! #because your fucking npd has made you feel self centered in a way that means you want to help people or some shit i dont fucking know #and so when i feel bad or get mad over something unreasonable it's like. well i hope i fucking keel over and die or something i dont like . #i don't want people seeing me like this or whatever. and my stupid fucking personality disorder just ruins every god damn thing its so bad. #my past experiences giving me complexes that lead to me feeling fucking left out over like small stupid stuff but god the worst part is lik #my brain categorizing something as being ''My Thing'' so somebody else talks about liking my thing AFTER my brain has designated it mine #makes alarm bells go off and feel like theyre fucking. i don't know encroaaching on my turf or what the fuck ever? it SUCKS ASS #it makes me feel HORRIBLE . and it's like i'm not gonna fucking bring it up because i don't wnt to be like a dick but also it's like well. #i feel fucking miserable about this but it's just like mean and unnecessary and cruel to like stifle people's fucking fun because of my dum #fuckin complexes. it's fucking constant. like oh look at you girl you feel fucking left out because you never get characters who really gri #you mentally and so now you have one but oops! someone else talked about them and now you're seeing red! you like this person though #so you're gonna feel fucking MISERABLE about this . you're gonna feel HORRIBLE because of this. and there's nothing you can fucking do #and it controls my goddamn life and i HATE IT i fucking HATE IT i wish i knew how to fix it. ghghrgurghrughruhg i want to fucking explode #and then you feel bad about feeling bad because you are fucking sisyphus. you're sisyphus. and your own anger is your boulder. you ingrate. #i hate this. i just wanted to have a good day. #jane mary cry one tear

[the-judicial-assistants-notebook]

y'know, I've been seeing a lot more posts talking about how fanfic, specifically, puts characters into boxes and takes away the nuance of them, and while I think that's an important discussion to have, I also find it quite perplexing? Like, these posts seem to come from people who don't even, or maybe very rarely, consume fics in the first place, and I say that because, if you do consume fics semi-regularly, you kind of learn? how to gage what the stories and characterisation are going to be like based on the tags and summary? Sometimes, you do have to step into the fic to figure it out, but it hardly takes very long to realise if it gels with you or not. Idk, it's not anything serious or important, but it does give me... "girl, what were you doing at the devil's sacrament" vibes, you know?

#this gets posted here because my main has mutuals (whom i still love v much) who are part of the girls suspiciously at the sacrament #fanfiction #ao3 #i feel like the post doesnt properly address what i mean. i understand that these posts arent talking about fics exactly but rather how #mischaracterisation in fics permeates into how characters are portrayed in the fandom at large but even then it's a bit. like i dont think #you can put that all on the fics/writers (and these posts usually do) alone?? like yes the mischaracterisation is more prominent in fics #by virtue of their medium but if it's resonating with artists and other creators then that's clearly indicative of a general #cognisance issue in the fandom??? and like. maybe it's because tumblr is the only socmed site i use but i dont find it difficult to curate #my fandom experience. people generally know how to use tags and while the sudden influx of x reader stuff for every single character isnt #something im fond of either they're generally good at tagging their stuff. it's annoying but you can blacklist that. you can. #also fic isnt like art where you look at it and you've seen it. you have to engage with a fic to understand so then it /really/ feels like #girl what were you doing at the devil's sacrament to me. idk this post isnt complaining about fandom mischaracterisation in general #i complain about that all the time but more so the inclination to put it on fics & their writers. because if you know how to move through #fic spaces and read the summaries and tags #you can generally find works that are really really good. could you argue they're rare? sure. but saying all fics propogate #mischaracterisation is just... a lie? #this got so long. im not even really bothered or annoyed by it im just confused #these are also often the people who espouse rhetoric about being unafraid to post cringe and embracing your weirdness #and it's like. okay do you want people to post unabashedly or do you want them to shut up. #anyway. back to our regularly scheduled programme now

[scalproie]

KAZUYA VS JIN

Kazuya victory quote:

Jin victory quote:

#im glad we're adressing that kaz wants back his half of the devil gene again. tho he sounds like he cant/wont take it back kinda? #still its fitting its in character #jin's quote is weird to me. yeah i checked and thats indeed his quote for a victory against kaz but its so... unpersonal #“I shall not waver again” what do you mean jin? are you upholding kazama teachings and wont kill your dad? #or you are so so so motivated to kill your dad nothing will stop you? weird win quote ngl #(as for their intro they do the bamco logo fistbump. they dont exchange words) #tagging later #tekken

[parasitoidism]

i am in awe of the beauty of the jrpg rn which sucks because those fuckers take like 60+ business hours to beat

#which can be condensed down to like a few weeks if you are insane like me but IM TRYING TO DIAL IT BACK A BIT RN #im like i wanna play every mainline smt game and i wanna play digital devil saga and strange journey and devil survivor and persona 3 and #hey what do you mean that's going to take me like a year. and what do you mean summers almost over

[artigas]

you know, the more I think about it … the more I think Hannibal being your comfort show when you’re in your early 20’s must rewire your brain chemistry in some seismic way because the media, stories, and fanwork that I find comforting and cozy can be . . . well, some might say it’s unconventional. I mean, they’d be wrong but they might say it’s unconventional.

#personal #what do you mean this fanfiction about a supernatural romance on an island full of religious fanatics ISNT cozy warm and delightful? #im not buying it #it simply is and when it’s available for all of you to read you’ll see I’m right #anyways here’s my comfort classic Jane Eyre about a woman being kept in an attic #here’s my comfort movie The Witch about the devil annihilating a family of puritans #here’s my comfort song Avalanche about being too hideous to be loved #here’s my — okay you get it

[futuristictheoristcowboy]

its so disheartening to see non autistics comfort 30 year old mothers complaining about their autistic children

#like idk #it makes me want to throw up and i feel like everytime it happens an angel is being crushed like a bug under the devils heel #lmao but uh #been seeing a lot of people complain about autism #and im seeing way more “im autistic but i know when to shut up!” like uhrrrr ki #and its probably... not autistic people themselves... #no... playing pretend as a kid doesnt mean you have autism #or doing the imaginay computer thing with the paper #or stimming #like #stimming as an autistic person is waaaaaay different than stimming cus ure bored or waiting for something #like that is quite literally my homeostasis in action or whatever #i think idk how it works #if i cant do it im sorry but im literally what you will call inconvinient #like im glad autistic people are having fun and doing silly little memes for ourselves but #so many people want in now... #and they're just really disrespectful and really ableist #AND YES YOU CAN BE DISABLED AND ABLEIST????? #LIKE ?????? #its like how with sia being autistic doesnt make her film okay its fucking awful and disgusting and its so depresseing as an autistic perso #she still belittled and made autistic children seem like inconviniences or hurdles in a neurotypicals life #same thing with the good doctor except i think no one there was autistic #which by the way i also thought it was weird how people made fun of that hand dryer scene thing #that was also disgusting #i cant believe the amount of “im autistic and i would just walk aways” i saw #like i actually felt sick seeing that sentiment spread #im sorry if im being overly sensitive but this is also extremely heartbreaking for me to see and i know im not the only one

[be-bi-do-crime]

i know netflix subs and even iqiyi subs and like the subs everywhere translate xiao lanhua’s name to be orchid / little orchid and like, that’s correct, lanhua does mean orchid flower, and she is technically an orchid plant spirit… but i think if people could use xiao lanhua more instead of orchid that would be nice considering that’s her actual name in chinese, just in my personal opinion 💛

#no hate against those who do though!! #this is just coming from a chinese speaker #its so funny to me to like for example watch the dream sequence #and dfqc is going ‘xiao… xiao lanhua?’ in shock when he wakes up #but the subs translate it to ‘or… orchid?’ AND ITS JUST NOT WHAT HES SAYING. #i know its easier for english viewers but also the ML’s name is DONGFANG QINGCANG #if we can do that we can handle xiao lanhua. #i mean it though im not hating. you do you. i just have preferences AJFJJGKG #love between fairy and devil

[nerdyqueerr]

also also while im on an amazing devil kick. ruin is all wine glass shards and the writen word and silence. horror and the wild is all hungry wolves and bruises and being painfully yet ferociously alive. love run is all angry women and the ocean and the many ways we experience sadness. dresses keep coming back. hair keeps coming back. the symbolic value of each of the 4 elements throughout the albums could probably each take up their own post. fucking shit when the themes and the images

#sorry for being a literature student about this but like #SYMBOLISM #theyre 100% doing the thing where you both use existing symbolic associations for stuff but then also attribute your own meaning to the thi #*thing #and then. weaving that meaning into multiple songs. multiple albums. #they are masters at self referencing what with bringing back melodies and lines from other songs #(esp in ruin and im fucking here for it) #but i think they do it with symbols too #again. sorry for being a literature student about this #i love poetry and i love poetry even more when its a Song #my shit #the amazing devil

[ocdhuacheng]

wtf @ the new csm chapter

#ooogh a few of my predictions came true. was not fucking expecting the amputation though what the fuck. also fumiko kill yourself #'nothing short of a war will compromise this facility' OOOOOOOOOOGGGHHHHHH BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK THAT WAS SO HOT #asayoru please save my sson........ tho in doing so theyre gonna find out that csm is denji so... rip #wonder if they even know csm is there (maybe fami told them?) and/or theyre just going there to #release all the devils they have captive there #to cause chaos #and denji/csm is just an added bonus. if you wanna call it that. what if they go in expecting chainsaw man #and they just see a broken denji on the hospital bed. what then. #cc #denji #csm #.txt #also........ please reze be here please please please #i think shes held captive here and then gets released by asayoru along with denji and whatever other nonsense theyre gonna let free #cuz i doubt she'd agree to have been working with public safety. i doubt she'd go to the chainsaw man church either. #so i think post part 1 she probably went rogue but maybe she was captured before she could escape #i mean there are some people thinking thats not asayoru at the end but reze. i see you and i hear you. i am still betting on asayoru tho. #feel free to clown on me if im wrong tho. i just think reze is being held at public safety like denji is. if they could even get to her #also i love yoshida he is so different from when we first met him hes so resigned and just. dead. #like contrast this scene with the last time he had denji captured. he was all smug back then but now hes just so resigned and defeated

[rigels-nigels]

Girl help I've acquired possibly yet another expensive hobby

#op #2 of them in fact #currently making a frame weaving loom (and by that i mean my dad idk enough about wood working and this wood is too expensive to fuck up) #and getting into mechanical keyboards #i already have a lotta yarn so the real costs rn are the keyboards #which are like at least 100usd a pop #what sucks is that they all seem to be 60% keyboards or tkl's and like. i need my fn and number pad keys pls and thx #debated sacrificing the num pad and getting a seperate one bc wowza these custom boards are absolutely gorgeous but #i am on such a budget and a cheap (cheap!!!) keyboard i found that i quite like is still gonna run me 200cad #if i got a pretty keeb and a seperate numpad i could easily be looking at $500+ like lordy #that's not even counting the switches i want to get (gateron baby kangs which are. $66. I'm assuming in usd bc it doesn't actually say) #anyway debating on whether or not i should order the keyboard now or wait till later cuz like is it even gonna be there later? #so much of this stuff is temporary and u never know #its a 96% keyboard and it has a calculator button!! only other board ive seen with that is my dads maybe 2005 wireless microsoft #so useful tbh #such a pretty board too all things considered #and finding a nice board like that with the numpad is not easy lemme tell ya like i was truly considering a ducky which. #i cant say im quite fond of their logo among other things #i think its more of a cream than white but u cant win em all #hmm to purchase now or to not purchase now‚ that is the question.... i could technically afford it but then #there's ComicCon + cost of supplies and whatnot for opening up my shop which is gonna be probably at least a hundred... #and then i would like to get some nice wool skirts for the winter/now bc pants are of the devil which is gonna be another 100/150 or so... #augh #i think the government should give me more money i think that would be very sexy of them to do #anyway can you believe i went on my phone to find a banana bread recipe then did all this instead? crazy #hashtag adhd life

[canarydraws]

May 2022 - - - > June 2021

Starting a new campaign with an old dnd character and thought it was the perfect opportunity for a redraw! I feel like I can definitely see improvement which makes me happy ☺️

#art #redraw #dnd #dungeons and dragons #tiefling #warlock #Damon #the handsome devil is back guys #I’m very excited to play him again but I’ve mostly forgotten what his character was like #I just remember he was a failed attempt at a lady’s man and was somehow the designated party dad #that’s what happenes when you’re the only one with any brain cells #he tries to be friendly at least! #that just doesn’t mean that he actually likes you lol #ahhhh to be chaotic neutral #my favorite alignment to do dumb shit #I’ve been playing a character that’s somewhere between lawful good and true neutral for almost a year so Im looking forward to this

[lesbienneanarchiste]

Feeling like "why is no one weird abt Richard Armitage anymore 😔 everyone is so boring and statementless abt him these days 😔 why am I the only one willing to be insane abt him 😔" and then I remember I have a huge section of the fandom blocked for crimes of being the wrong kind of insane abt him. Like. Girl (gn). The only survivors are the ones who aren't fuckin weird.

#truly a what were u doing at the devils sacrament moment like buddy you wouldn't know they were the wrong insane if u werent also insane #and by the wrong kind of insane i mean a broad variety between ''actively awful homophobic etc'' and ''just kinda annoying'' #so like. cant even say its entirely their faults #im sure people have me blocked as hell for being annoying #which is fine! curate ur experience etc! #but like. kinda miss the days when i could see people being truly deranged abt that man online #disgruntled octopus #also the tag search and tracked tags functions on this site are abysmal #so probably my fannish soulmate is out there somewhere being crazy as fuck and I'm just not seeing it RIP #probably doesnt help that im mostly deranged in DMs with Camille who could not care less abt him #if i put my whole pussy into being weird abt him online I'd probably find the freaks (affectionate) instead of just freaks (disdainful)