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qtboni · 1 year

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[from my heart to yours! ✩ // bachira meguru]

PAIRING: bf!bachira (blue lock) x afab!reader

SUMMARY: your boyfriend might need a creative outlet outside of soccer, so doing a craft night together can be a fun way to spend time together.

TYPE/GENRE: heart to heart! ya’ll are painter luvers, def sfw, fluff with comfort (?), humor cz it’s crack, and bachira being a softie YIPEE!

CW/TW: explicit words (sh!t) and like having paint in your skin.

WORD COUNT: 2.1k

A/N: wanted to cope w/ my exams last week so i made this HAHAHA enjoy aaaaaa i luv this bby sm ><

"have you ever noticed how football looks like a giant game of keep-away?"

bachira asked as he continued on mixing the two pigments on his palette. you paused on your sketching from your canvass to look at him. you couldn't help but snicker at his response.

"i mean, it's just a bunch of grown men chasing a ball around, trying to hog it as much as possible. it's like a bunch of toddlers fighting over a toy."

you snorted as you playfully rolled your eyes at him. "how ironic, meguru." you sarcastically stated and continued on with your work, diverting your attention to the half-made composition you drew. "don't you want to read between those lines?"

you and bachira decided to have a craft night together, and bachira got really excited when you suggested painting instead of crocheting. after all, he had a reputation for being a man of action, and crocheting just seemed too 'delicate' for him. plus, the idea of being able to create something with his own hands really appealed to him. however, when he realized how much patience and focus it took to paint, he quickly regretted his decision and muttered something about how he should have stuck with crocheting.

but despite his initial frustrations, bachira actually started to enjoy painting once he got into the flow of it. he found that the creativity and self-expression he could experience through painting was a refreshing change from the rigidity and discipline of soccer training. he even started to experiment with different techniques and art styles, and you could see the excitement and fascination on his face as he worked.

bachira shrugged, a mischievous glint in his eyes. "i guess i let my inner cynic take over at times," he said, a slight blush creeping up his cheeks. "but honestly, sometimes it feels like that's all soccer is - just a bunch of dudes chasing after a ball and trying to score,"

you watch him dip his brush into the mixture of colors and then apply it to the canvas in a rapid series of strokes, creating an intricate pattern. "it's easy to forget that there's more to it than just that, and that the game can be so rewarding on so many different levels."

you smiled at his response, appreciating his willingness to share his thoughts and emotions. "i completely agree," you said, brushing paint onto the canvas. "sure, the thrill of scoring a goal is amazing, but there's so much more to the game than that. it's about teamwork, strategy, and determination. all things that can be applied to so many other aspects of life. it's what makes soccer such a universal and powerful sport, in my opinion."

you reach over to his side for a different brush from his toolkit to add a new texture or technique to his painting. you feel bachira's head nodding in agreement from your shoulder.

"exactly," he said as he looked over at your shoulder to gaze at your pretty face. "it's so much more than just a game - it's a way of life. and it's something that connects people from all over the world, regardless of race, religion, or language. it's a language that everyone can understand. a-and that's what makes it so special, in my opinion."

as the two of you sat together, surrounded by brushes, paints, and canvases, you couldn't help but notice the way bachira's eyes lit up with excitement whenever he talked about soccer or art. he took his time explaining the nuances of different strategies, and you found yourself getting lost in his passion for the game. you could tell that he was someone who loved diving deep into the details and figuring out the best way to approach a situation.

and it wasn't just his soccer stories that captivated you - bachira was an incredible artist too. you were really impressed. 'not bad for a first timer, huh?' you thought as you watched him humming a tune while painting. there was something truly captivating about watching him mix colors and apply them to a canvas, and you found yourself genuinely impressed by the beauty and depth of his creations. You could tell that he had a unique and powerful vision, and you felt honored to be a part of it.

clearing his throat, bachira decided to switch gears, "the way that painting helped me express my emotions and release stress," as he spoke, his voice became softer and his eyes more soulful, and you found yourself drawn in by his passion and eloquence. "and how every brushstroke was like a part of myself being transferred onto the canvas to be shared with the world."

as the two of you sat there, surrounded by the mess of paints, brushes, and canvases, you couldn't help but feel a sense of tranquility and calm wash over you. bachira's words, filled with passion and emotion, echoed in your ears, making you feel as though you were the only two people in the world.

it was as if time had stopped in that moment, frozen in place, allowing you to fully savor the depth of feelings between you. the silence was broken only by the occasional brushstroke, the sound of pigment on canvas almost mesmerizing in its own right.

you found yourself being drawn in by bachira once again - his cute and focused expression on his face, and the little pout on his lips. and his eyes, his eyes are as though they were a window to his soul. the tension in the air was palpable, and you could feel the electricity between you.

it was during this moment of connection that Bachira suddenly turned to you and spoke from the heart. "i love you," he said simply, but with a depth of emotion that made your heart skip a beat. the words hitting you like a bolt of lightning. it was like a shockwave that traveled through your entire being, leaving you speechless and overwhelmed with emotion.

it was as though all the pieces of your life had finally fallen into place, and you knew, in that moment, that you had found something truly special with bachira. the love between you was palpable, and you couldn't help but feel like you were the luckiest person in the world to have found someone who understood and appreciated you on such a deep level. the moment felt all too precious, and you were desperate to hold on to it forever.

feeling a surge of warmth and affection for this man who had become such an important part of your life, you whispered, "i love you too, meguru."

you wanted nothing more than to wrap your arms around him and hold him close.

and that's exactly what happened next. bachira pulled you into an embrace, his arms strong and comforting around you. you breathed in the scent of his hair and the warmth of his body, and felt a sense of contentment wash over you. for a moment, it felt like nothing else in the world could possibly matter, except for the two of you in each other's arms.

but then, suddenly, you felt the sensation of a brushstroke on your cheek. bachira chuckled and pulled away from you, holding the brush in his hand. "i couldn't resist," he said with a boyish grin. "i thought a little bit of art on my sweet baby could add to the moment."

"wh-"

you watch as he dipped the brush into a jar of red paint and drew half of a heart on your cheek, using soft and careful strokes that made you feel as though your skin were being caressed. "what do you mean?"

then, he turned to his own cheek and you see him drawing the other half of the heart, before turning back to you.

"a little art that," he pressed his right cheek to your left so that the two halves of the heart joined together to form a full symbol of love and connection. "connects the both of us together."

you feel like you were going to cry then and there. the moment was so perfect, so full of both sweetness and passion, that you knew that it would be a memory that would stay with you forever. "because the heart that you gave to me is so special to me."

"meguru…"

he hears your faint whisper and looks at you.

"thank you,” you said softly, your voice tinged with both affection and reverence. “it’s so beautiful and meaningful…”

at the sound of your voice, bachira's eyes soften, and he leans closer to you, his breath warm on your cheek. you can feel the beat of his heart as it races against your own, and you know that you are both caught up in the same moment. it's as though the world has melted away, leaving just the two of you in a bubble of sweet, shared emotions.

as bachira's lips brush against your ear, his voice is little more than a whisper. "y/n, you are like nothing else in this world, and the love that i feel for you is something that i will never take for granted.”

the words seem to hang in the air between you, like a precious jewel that you both want to hold onto forever. for a moment, it feels as though time has stopped, and the two of you are lost in each other's gaze. the world around you seems to have dissolved, leaving only the two of you and the love that you share.

bachira kissed your forehead ever so softly.

it's a moment that you know you'll never forget, a moment of pure and unadulterated joy and emotion that feels like it could go on forever. in that moment, you feel like you are both the luckiest people in the world, surrounded by love and understanding that will see you through whatever life may throw your way. and you know that this will be a memory that will stay with you forever, a reminder of the magic that can exist in the world when two people find each other and allow themselves to fall completely, hopelessly in love.

for a moment, the two of you were lost in silence, enjoying the warmth and comfort of each other's presence. it was a quiet moment, yet it was full of a palpable sense of connection and appreciation. you felt like you had found something truly special in bachira, something that went beyond words. and you knew that it would be a friendship that would last a lifetime.

**BONUS!**

it was a quiet night in bachira's room, the air thick with the scent of paint and the soft sound of bachira's music wafting through the air. you and bachira were both painting, the two of you lost in the world of art and creativity that you shared.

as you worked on your canvas, you looked over at bachira's artwork and couldn't help but feel a sense of admiration for his skill and talent. "that actually is pretty art, bachira," you said quietly, your voice tinged with awe.

bachira looked up at you, a small smile playing at the corners of his mouth. "well ofc it would be," he said, his tone teasing. "why, what did you think before?"

you felt a small flush of embarrassment fill your cheeks, but it was quickly replaced by a laugh. "i thought it was gonna be shit," you replied, your tone equally as teasing.

"y/n!" bachira whined, the sound making you laugh even harder.

the two of you continued to laugh, your voices filling the room with a sense of warmth and joy. it was moments like this that reminded you of just how special your relationship with bachira was, the way that you could be completely and utterly yourself around him and still be loved and appreciated for it.

it was then that bachira spoke, his voice soft and almost hesitant. "y/n," he said, his eyes meeting yours. "this actually connects us, yeah?"

your breath caught in your throat at the simple beauty of his words, and you couldn't help but feel a lump form in your throat. "of course it does," you said softly, your voice almost shaking with emotion. "it's a piece of art that represents the love that we have for each other, and that's something that will always connect us."

bachira smiled, his eyes full of a tender warmth that filled you with a sense of peace and love. it was in that moment that you knew that this was a moment that you would always remember, a moment of pure and unadulterated joy and emotion that was unlike anything else you had ever experienced.

@tsunag1, 2023 — i ws on a hiatus sorry guys! mm but now i’m back on the role 💪😼‼️woot pls like and reblog my works if you like it! it's helpful and is vv much appreciated, thank you for reading! ♡

#tsunag1! ♡#bllk bachira #bachira fluff #bllk fluff #bllk x you #bllk x reader #bllk #baby bachira #bachira meguru #bachira x you #bachira headcanons #bachira x reader #bachira imagines #bachira smut #blue lock #blue lock fluff

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blazingstaro · 1 year

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DotS Update: March Edition!

Apologies for the lack of post activity lately! Came down sick with real bad allergies this past week (hay fever? Maybe a head cold? Not sure, can't afford to see a doctor), which followed a migraine that reeaaaally overstayed its welcome. Good news: no more light sensitivity, yay! Bad news: My head is more stuffed than a jalapeño popper, and just as deep-fried

I've had a post on DotS' Dark Meta Knight in drafts for a long while, so I've decided to post it for you all! Give you guys a little tasty something to chew on while I work on some more stuff! Not sure why I hadn't posted it sooner other than possibly just straight up forgetting XD Sorry about that!!

While I've been down from my sinuses going on strike, I continue to work on a lot of changes to my comic! I've been working on simplifying my style to ebb a little closer to how it was in the beginning, but more refined and streamlined. It'll still be real pretty (especially in important panels 👀), just easier for me to whip out. I realize I had burned myself out a year ago because I was putting too much detail into things that really didn't need it, and started falling back into my perfectionist habits.

Like hey, professional comics are stuffed with lazy and quick lines, and it still looks great, so why should I try to conform myself to printing out extremely high quality art every single page? I'm not trying to set a standard or prove anything, I'm just telling a story and sharing it omg

I started this comic for fun, and fun I shall have! It'll still look great for you guys, I won't be terribly lazy with it; I'll just have a more streamlined approach now, and will have predominantly cell shading rather than my signature soft-cell style ouo/

Behind the scenes, I've been playing around with some ideas revolving a certain character, and it's been giving me a lot of practice with comics, since it's been so long. Getting me back in the mind and grind of churning out page after page, sketch-wise, and helping me get back in touch with my root skills.

I'll be sure to share some examples here later, once I've done some full colored trials with this, see what you guys think!

I will probably no longer do colored text from here onward in my comic pages, mainly because it's a hassle to manage (it's pretty time consuming as well). However I'm pretty skilled at directing dialogue, so it should never be a question as to whom is speaking on any page. ouo7

On one final note, a certain official Kirby character has stolen my heart and wormed their way into among my top favorites, nevertheless stole a spot in my story AAAAAA (I understand the appeal now omg)

You guys might be able to guess, but I'll post a confession after this news blurb LOL

I can't stop drawing this funny lil' guy

This has consumed my life entirely and there's no signs of stopping

h e l p

#blazingstaro beeps #dreams of the stars #kirby comic #blazin news #kirby series #hoshi no kirby #hoshi no kaabii

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s1st3r · 3 years

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I too would enjoy a bad batch ship if that’s all right by you.

And although this may seem to be deja vu but I assure you I am a different anon. I am 21 & turning 22 in august as well as having long red hair and blue eyes. I have never weighed more than 105 pounds in my entire life, I’m extremely pale, and I stand at the height of 5,4.

I am extremely sensitive to many things such as sunlight, heat, touch, sound, and smell which makes my life a bit more complicated as I don’t like being in direct sunlight because more than 5 minutes burns, heat leaves me unable to sleep well in the summertime and makes my life miserable, I do not like to be touched unless I trust you and even then I’m touchy about it, I can smell things from a distance and it will drive me crazy, and I’ve always hated loud noises and I’ve always preferred it quieter.

Otherwise I like to do calligraphy, collect swords & knives, go on hikes in the rain, I collect dragon figurines, I love tea of all kinds, I adore folk songs, medieval music, a little bit of rock, movie soundtracks, as well as electro swing, a good book is very entertaining, I also do art such as murals or casual stuff but I’m a bit rusty, and I love cooler temperatures.

As for socializing I’m pretty distrustful and I do not like being around lots of people because it overwhelms me. I’m also pretty shy at times until I get to know someone and even then I still have trust issues and I’m not good at communicating so I stay pretty quiet unless a topic I’m passionate about is brought up. I also have two brothers whom I love very much even if I only hear from one of them maybe once a year. I miss them.

I hope this isn’t too long I’m used to writing a lot so I hope I don’t overwhelm you…

okay i feel like this one is relatively easy; thought of the answer almost straight away.

Your ship isssss...

Hunter!!

aaaaaa he loves ur hair because it matches his armour and bandana and he is mildly possessive about it.

Hunter, of all people, understands your sensual sensitivities so for him it’s not much of a problem to accomodate for you.

And he loves the quiet moments you share. Your presence is like a sigh of relief.

OMIGOSH U COLLECT KNIVES!! He thinks that’s badass and is kinda hot attractive. He finds your love of things old fashion both endearing and intriguing. Since he’s lived the bare minimum life, he doesn’t really understand the appeal for the arts and crafts or the collection of things other than weapons, but he sees it brings you joy so whenever he gets the chance, he’ll sneak u scraps of supplies for u to use.

Ahh yes, hunter too is fluent in his distrustful tendencies. I guess working closely with hunter means that it’s probably not such a bad thing tho. It’s not like you guys get the chance to meet many nice people outside the team.

okookokokok now one of the things hunter loves is when you talk about ur brothers. He loves how much you love your family because it assures him that his brothers are in good hands with you. He finds your love for them beautiful and laid next to you for hours as you just told him stories of your family and what it was like growing up. He feels like he knows them personally already and can’t wait to meet them one day.

Edit: all good!! it wasnt too much writing!! Thank you <3

~ Sister

#shipping game #star wars #the bad batch #clone wars #tcw #bad batch #tbb #the clone wars #hunter

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dionysus-suggestions · 3 years

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hey dion, i hope your day has been treating u well. uh i was rambling to my friend about dionysus designs and i suddenly remembered a tumblr post i saw about how super fat bacchus was incorrect or smthin like that??? i have no idea bc it’s been so long but i was wondering if u could help me elaborate on that topic of bacchus designs and how accurate they are??? if that makes sense aaaaaa

Oh yeah for sure. Dionysus, in original Greek text is an effeminate man, slender and beautiful, and passed as a girl well enough as he had been raised as one to protect him from Hera’s anger. When people depict Dionysus as a fat, lazy drunkard, they’re more or less depicting a combination of Dionysus’ foster dad Silenus and his Roman equivalent Bacchus. Silenus is a more robust, older satyr, who mostly just sits around drinking all day. Bacchus is much of the same because of being the god of excess, which he and Dionysus do not share. Dionysus himself is largely nomadic in the myths, walking on foot from location to location without aid, meaning he’d probably have more lean muscle than anything. In many myths, it’s believed that Dionysus is the god of effeminate men, sometimes even homosexuality. He’s more sophisticated, svelte, and femininely built which he and Bacchus tend to have in common in early art and writings. Dionysus, in art from Ancient Greece is almost early depicted as a round-faced, soft skinned, pretty boy and it stayed that way until Christianity came and the people producing art changed from actual devotees of the gods to people obsessed with the aesthetic of it. In attempt to further demonize Greek gods and make them less appealing to the common folk, they basically de-bimbofied Dionysus and Bacchus, turning them into just lazy layabouts who only drank wine, a lot of that lifted directly from Silenus, especially the male pattern baldness and unruly beard Bacchus and Dionysus began being depicted with. The way they’re portrayed to this day have a lot of influence of Christianity’s depiction of them in place. Dionysus in Percy Jackson is an angry, older man with a full beard, is fat, and doesn’t do much, all traits better fitted for Silenus than Dionysus.

Super fat Dionysus is incorrect, and super far Bacchus was probably also incorrect, though I don’t know much in Roman mythology. What I do know for sure is Christianity enjoyed vilifying and making gods of other cultures less deireable, so Dionysus and Bacchus were said to be the same thing and then Bacchus was turned from a guy with feminine features to just a fat (a lot of the times ugly) man.

To summerize: Dionysus and Bacchus are both sexy and fun and hot twinks/twunks who could easily pass for women bc they had to for a lot of their lives.

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teeth-lillies · 4 years

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🎥 ✨ for the Meme

🎥 do you have any favorite scenes from your hyperfixation?:

Ohhh gosh- I guess Habit's whole sequence in the good ending, I feel like that's a lot of people's favourites. But also all the ending card scenes as well is just ❤💖💕💜💙💛🧡 very feel good AaaAAA

✨ what draws you towards your hyperfixation? what is interesting about it?:

OH SO MUCH JDLMFJFK okay okay style- the game playstyle is just really fun and interactive, I really like click and point games so finding items and seeing where they go is just exactly what enjoy 👀

All the characters are just so unique and they all have their own personality that fits them and the mood of the game- OH AND THE MOOD and atmosphere of everything it can be goofy one sec and scary the next is just so fun to see

Also the art direction is super appealing it's like walking around a cardboard art exhibition- just. Just so much I'm sorry dhfjgn

#i would ramble forever so ill calm down hsksnkdn #ask meme #anon

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normal-thoughts-official · 4 years

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ok not to be That Magnus Stan but seeing your last ask... how do you think adhd/sensory issues might intersect with kink for Magnus? (You don't have to answer jkjljljljkllljlk)

i mean pls be That Magnus Stan tbh, and id be more than happy to answer it 👀👀👀

also the ask you’re referring to is no longer my last ask because it took me a while to finish this up, but anyway

ok so there's plenty of things that apply the same way to the both of them - like hyperfixating on their characters when planning roleplay, definitely the whole thing about how domspace (well, subspace for magnus, but u get it) feels a bit like hyperfocus? like his senses are just honed in and particularly for an adhd person that's just great news. like usually his head is all over the place but when he's in subspace he gets that quiet and he's just focusing on his own pleasure and everything else quiets down for a bit

in that sense i feel like it's the opposite of what anon said about being overwhelmed, like, i feel like the enhanced sensations are good for magnus because again adhd = brain desperately looking for stimuli at all times, so when he's engaging in like, orgasm delay/denial, gangbang and the like, he has a clear thing to focus on, sometimes even more than he can really process, and that kind of satisfies his brain?

udhdudndid that sounds stupid but i hope you understand what i mean, like, of course sensory issues could become bad and he might need to safeword but when he's in the proper headspace and he just allows himself to be washed over by the pleasure and let go, it feels like finally his mind is clear. i don't know if i have adhd, but it definitely feels that way for me. also, he might actually need the overstimulation in order to focus and feel pleasure, sometimes. like anything less he just.... wanders away jdhdudjdi i also feel that way

also, warning again just in case! im not saying "wow ppl with adhd are subs". im just conjecturing about how a person who happens to have adhd and be into subbing (and like, specifically the kind of adhd and kinks i hc for magnus) would feel in regards to how those things overlap and change their experience with their pleasure. or well, magnus specifically, not just any person with adhd. but anyway

also that thing i said about following orders and just letting go, like- usually his mind is going a mile a minute, and as a political leader and someone who's been on his own most of his life etc he just worries all the time. how to present, gesticulate, speak, what to say, what to do, he's always hyperaware of his own movements (because he has to) and worrying about others and their pleasure and comfort and shit, so to get to just lie back, not move - be unable to move, even - follow orders and be a good boy? that's some A+ shit right there

you know? he doesnt have to be anxious about anything or try to keep his thoughts and movements in check and guess ppl's reactions or even worry if he's just following orders - orders he knows he'll enjoy, that he's agreed to, planned for, with someone that he trusts - and feeling the pleasure that comes from that. a huge part of his usual thoughts is finally muted and that helps him feel relaxed and mellow and get into subspace. which again, he craves, because usually adhd brain is just aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAA and so subspace is a very welcome and even needed break

even from a neurological standpoint, like... adhd is basically lack of norepinephrine in the brain, and orgasms, especially intense ones, release a lot of that, but I'll try not to nerd out too hard here. tho i might have to go back to that in a minute

isnt it performance art that i had a genius thought that i loved and halfway through finishing the last sentence i just forgot it

oh yeah! thinking specifically about rsd and how this comes into play for someone who's into humiliation kink. there are several psychological analyses that postulate that one of the things attractive about bdsm is that it allows you to explore fears and generally bad situations in a controlled environment. kinda like reading fiction or doing extreme sports. so in that sense bdsm is attractive because it allows you to act on those fears and turn them into something 1- safe, 2- under their control, instead of the other way around, and 3- pleasurable

and like... dont get me wrong it's not that magnus is into being told "ur ugly and no one loves you" or something lmao but in a way humiliation kink is enacting a fantasy of rejection/belittling, except turned inside out? like "you're my good little fucktoy, you were made to be fucked like this, you slut" is degrading and belittling and on the verge of calling someone worthless... except positive. because that's what makes them so great to fuck? so in a way this kind of play flips the tables on many concepts because being a "slut" or a "toy" feels like a compliment. and in this process of degradation you are taking the fear of being worthless and making a scenario where that being true is exactly what makes the person worthwhile

idk i might be reaching a bit here cuz i think im into humiliation that's way more hardcore than i think magnus would be like i straight up enjoy being called worthless lmao but i feel like that makes sense, the way that humiliation/degradation play takes your fear of rejection or shortcoming and is like "but if that were true.... that would make you good" like o shit can't argue with that

and again like.... obviously that's all a very careful line as you're dealing with some sensitive stuff, which is why doms need to go through training to be able to deal with the physical and mental implications of what they're doing. and none of this is conscious of course, i don't think magnus is out there thinking this through deeply or anything, im just saying it's a part of what makes bdsm subconsciously appealing to some ppl. but my point is, rsd might play a part in why magnus is into that mix of praise and humiliation. like i think he needs the praise for reassurance even during play, which alec is more than happy to provide ("you're so beautiful, look at you, so perfect like this, i love you,"), and that kind of play where rejection, praise, and pleasure are all kind of one and the same is appealing because it just makes it all the more overwhelming without actually being negative and your mind is just lost in the almost contradictory stimuli but the pleasure and the positive wins out and you just feel so relaxed and good? yeah

but there's also like, the way that impacts the negative possible outcomes of bdsm. namely, rsd and subdrop

rsd is kind of obvious so i'll try to be brief: it's a sensitive issue and if he's not in the proper headspace for it, it can have the opposite effect and go very wrong very fast, because his reaction to rejection is hyperamplified by it. so if it has the opposite of the desired effect - rejection overpowering praise and pleasure - it might go south so fast he doesnt have the time to yellow. like he can't prevent it before it happens, you know? which is also why i think he wouldn't go Super Deep into humiliation and why the mix with praise is key - which is another way in which they are compatible because alec sure does love praising him

as for subdrop: if you don't know what that is, basically BDSM play is very intense and releases a fuckton of endorphins all at once very fast, so, sometimes, the sub doesn't come down from their orgasm as much as falls facefirst back to earth. meaning, their brain empties itself of endorphins, which leaves them feeling hollow and depressed, sometimes also moody, hypersensitive/prone to crying, fatigued, and just generally bad

which is one of the many reasons aftercare is important! and also proper dom training! with proper aftercare, you can prevent that drop from happening, by keeping the sub feeling positively. reassurance, touch, and other forms to bring physical and/or psychological relief and/or pleasure helps keep their brain from just crashing once the rush of endorphins is over, so it lasts a little longer and they can come down from the high gently. work those neurotransmitters yall! keep them up and running!

so anyway i feel like subdrop is not only a bigger deal for ppl with adhd (because adhd is already a lack of neurotransmitters so fucking up your balance even further is Very Bad), but also more likely to happen if you're not careful, because the "regular" adhd brain already has a lack of neurotransmitters, which keep those endorphins running. so adhd ppl might "run out" of them even easier

NOTE: i'm not affirming that, this is a shot in the dark. i have no data or research to back that up and im nowhere near an expert in neuroscience, i just know the basics. so don't take this part too seriously and definitely don't quote me on it

but anyWAY yeah. my point is, subdrop can be a problem so it’s something that he tries to be prepared for, have some snacks before and after, do proper aftercare, etc. like i said, it’s mostly preventable, although sometimes stuff like this happens even if you do your best. but anyway

and there’s another thing too, which is that one possible sympton of subdrop is feeling rejected and alone. which is super fun when you have rsd! so yeah. subdrop can be very bad for magnus. and like, don’t get me wrong, i’m not saying it happens every time or super frequently or something, but it IS something he has to watch out for possibly more than others haha man thinking about how camille didn’t care about this at ALL. he knows it can be bad, but he’s also learnt how to prevent it for him, and as the healthy bastards that they are, magnus and alec talk about that in length. during alec’s Research™ he comes across that concept and he brings it up with magnus and makes sure that he knows everything there is to know about how and when magnus experiences subdrop and how to deal with that. he also makes magnus promise to let him know if he ever has it, because alec WILL drop everything to go and give him extra care. and it’s sweet

on a better note! BDSM has been shown to be associated with lower levels of rejection sensitivity among practitioners. so that’s nice? like obviously magnus won’t find the cure for his rsd with BDSM or anything, but i like the idea of magnus opening his eyes one day and realizing that hey, ever since alec and i have been doing play more often, i’ve been feeling a little less affected by rejection?

also like, BDSM as a whole helps enhance trust and communication in a relationship (obviously it needs to already be there for the BDSM activities to take place and like please everyone everything i’m saying here is on people who enjoy it. how you perceive these actions is heavily influenced by whether or not you enjoyed them so i’m not saying that BDSM is great for everyone, i’m saying that it’s great for people who are into it. so don’t go thinking BDSM will do your relationship good or something, k? k) for obvious reasons, so that also helps magnus feel more secure you know. so that’s a positive way that these things interact too

and okay, i think that’s all i have? not that this isn’t gigantic but like you know. i don’t know how to end this other than uh i had fun answering that ask! also, again, i’m not a psychologist or a neuroscientist and there is actually pretty little research on the psychological effects of BDSM as most of the discussion seems to be centered on “is kink a disease?” due to stigmatization, so like, please, i’m doing this for fun, alright? i tried to make it as accurate as possible and also i get Into It and dive deep into research sometimes so while this is a somewhat educated guess, don’t take everything i say here as face value

in short, thanks for asking!

#ask #anonymous #hooo boy this is long and i've been at it for a while but it's here at least #sh #shadowhunters #magnus bane #sub magnus bane #adhd magnus bane #malec #meta #magnus bane meta #dirty mention #long post #also this is officially my 41.000th post #yay!"

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carrottyshark · 4 years

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hey, I always love seeing your art on my tl! I was wondering what your current character ranking is for milgram?

AAAAAA AN ASK THIS IS SURPRISING

Hello there! This is my current ranking as of now, share yours too if you'd like!

1. Kazui - His overall warm yet intellectual/serious and "I'm a cool adult" attitude is so inspiring (I rarely get to draw the bean though, why would you do this to me anatomy) I feel like he has the highest "forced/driven/accidental kill" vibes too. His "murder" appears as if he's mourning over loss more than killing.

2. Amane - ARE YOU REALLY BABY?!???! But hey she can probably figure out Algebra better than me. The way that she casually disses the other prisoners like Shidou is very funny too. She's the most mysterious too and to be honest as the youngest prisoner this makes me so... scared? yet excited.

3. Mikoto - Feels like someone I can discuss a lot of things with, although the same goes for the two above too. We'd get along when finding a job/working too, maybe. I find his "DID theory" interesting, and I hope that if it is the case, Milgram would be able to tell it properly.

4. Haruka - He deserves a lot of things but at the same time, presses guilty. I can forgive him, but his actions might occur again with his current thinking seen mostly in the Drama CD. He needs a huge amount of mental help, instead of being jailed. (Surprised that I have him as fourth on my list despite drawing him a lot though)

5. Yuno - A lot of people seem to misunderstand her, but I see their point. (SWEETHEART WHEN WE SAID "TRY TO FIND A WAY TO FILL THE EMPTINESS YOU'RE FEELING WE DIDN'T MEAN FILLING IT WITH CU-) She seems like a pretty good character to me, if only she went down the right path. It's not too late for her yet though! Is what I want to say but it's too soon.

6. Mahiru - Y-yandere..... The duality between her airheaded-ness and serious-ness is a good combo, reminds me of the mother of Saiki K. without the killing.

7. Fuuta - He seems like a genuine guy, really. (More on the tsundere? side, if you ignore his constant "I AM BIG AND TERRIFYING" appeal he's trying to do.) I have a feeling he didn't intend to do his murder too. I don't know, I'd probably tease this guy a lot.

8. Shidou - You know I used to ignore this guy, but looking back at it now, I realized how sad his situation is. Seems like he was a doctor trained to kill? Or just a doctor who lost a lot of lives in his hands in general. Also him caring for the little ones is so sweet.

9. Kotoko - Opposite of my thoughts on Fuuta. She can probably just glance at me and I'd run away from fear. Pair that up with "Kimochii~" in the background? Bam, gone from the Earth and off to Mars. I salute you though, protector of the weak!

10. Mu - I don't really know... Her views on "You're horrible" seems like a constant to the point that she took everything seriously even before her murder/cause of murder, instead of the other way around (her being like this because of said cause of murder) I guess it's both? Seems like she grew up in a rich household anyway.

WOAH THIS WAS LONGER THAN I HAD EXPECTED- Thank you so much for asking, Dodo! And I love your art too!

#Since I don't know how to copy link profiles on Tumblr I will #Just copy a link of a post of an asker and add it as source!#Ranking was much more painful than I thought #At this point I can write a whole document about all of them #the ramblings of a mad lad #carrotty please redo

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Hi! I hope you’re still accepting matchups? If you are, i was hoping i could get one? A lil bit bout myself: im an infp! I really enjoy creating art and hope to become an art teacher in the future since i really want to give back to my community! Im a very passionate person! I love getting inspired by everything and everyone around me and love to put my all into everything i do!! Im also very emotional, and ngl can be a crybaby- from seeing something so inspiring, to a Disney movie—

—nothing can stop these tears lolol im the eldest of four siblings, so im very motherly towards them, and i love giving them big bear hugs whenever i can! When it comes to others tho, im very shy and get nervous when they hug me,, im tall(5”9) :””) and im a disaster bi anyways, sorry if i rambled way too much!! Im hella excited to see what you’ll be writing next! Please remember to take breaks and drink some water/eat a snack! Dont over extend yourself, kay? 💕💗💖 peace~

aaaaaa you’re so so nice!! thank you so much for your kind words (and don’t worry, i ramble too)

okay so rambling over and done with, i match you with…

kuroo tetsuro!!

✧ i love him so much that i hate him dskljfd okay but first of all – intimidatingly tall couple that everyone thinks is really cool, but in reality you’re both just. the Biggest Softies

✧ he really admires your passion!! kuroo’s the sort of person who puts his all into it if he cares about something, and he’d really love seeing that in his partner. whenever your super focused on your art, or your face has lit up while you’re talking about your passions, kuroo can’t help but watch while smile fondly.

✧ he also admires how you look at the world. it’s really beautiful that you’re able to see inspiration in the world around you and the people in it, and i think it’s something kuroo would be impressed by. there’s something in the sheer earnestness of it that he finds endearing.

✧ he’s also endeared by the fact that you want to give back to your community through teaching. it reflects a generous and humbled spirit, and it’s something kuroo wishes more people had. i think nekoma’s focus on teamwork reflects a community-minded spirit, too, and kuroo really spear-heads that. i can definitely see the two of you getting into charity or volunteering when you were older

✧ what i’m getting at is that he really admires you dkljdlj but he’s a clever guy, and he cares a lot about people (even if it’s not so obvious with his temperament). your mindset would just be really appealing to it, and i think he’d find it refreshing (and tbh, your uniqueness is part of what draws him to you in the first place)

✧ you’re so nice, and i think that’s something kuroo would be drawn to. sure, he doesn’t tend to come off as notably nice compared to some other of the other guys, but i definitely feel like it’s baked into his values there. i think it’d really make his heart go to see you interacting so kindly with the team, especially kenma.

✧ he definitely teases you for crying so easily – look, he loves you, but nobody is safe from his dry sense of humour. but, in reality, he thinks it’s really cute; he loves that you’re so emotionally open to things, whether it be the beauty of the world or an animated movie. and honestly he loves being able to take care of you whenever the tears start kldjflkj

✧ oh, also, he loves giving you hugs. he loves seeing you get all shy and nervous – like i said, he’s still going to tease you. but, he’s pretty good at reading people, so he’d never do anything that would make you uncomfortable. but if he’s got an opportunity to make you blush?? oh boy

✧ listen, this boy loves your art, and seeing how it reflects what you see in the world and what inspires you. he loves how personal it becomes because of that, and being able to gain even just a small insight into your worldview. oh, and if he ever pops up as something that inspires you?? that’ll touch him more deeply than he can put into words

✧ goodness i love this concept of a sly, cheeky turoo protecting his cinnamon roll of a partner,,, i am getting Emotional thank you for coming to my ted talk–

other possible matches

✧ yachi hitoka: listen, disaster bi?? yachi’s definitely a disaster wlw (that scene where she meets kiyoko?? A DISASTER– anyway, i think you and yachi would be so cute!! she would love your take on the world around you, and would be so fascinated by your artistic process. also, yachi is definitely a crybaby too,,, there are constant waterworks in this couple but in a good way?? she’s very supportive, too, and she loves seeing your art!! she’s always so impressed by what you produce, and she usually has it set as her phone background to remind her of how she’s lucky to have you as a part of her life, and that you’re looking out for her. please look after my daughter i love her so much–

✧ kageyama tobio: okay, it was really hard to choose a third person for you (i was torn between kageyama, bokuto, suga, tadashi– yeah i had a crisis on my hands) but i think the idea of kageyama trying to contend with your personality is just *chef’s kiss*. you’re so different from one another, but i think that’d be really good for kageyama!! the rest of the team is kind of surprised that you two ended up together, but your perspective and your kindness are what really endears you to kageyama. he just finds that he enjoys your company, and a part of him enjoys the challenge that your personality presents (i know that sounds weird, but like,,, you’re a challenge to his worldview, and a call for him to maybe look at things differently. and, as he likes a challenge, there’s something,,, fun about it). i’m going to stop rambling before i change my mind and rewrite this entire matchup BUT,,, you and kageyama?? top tier concept

#i really hope you like this!! thank you for your lovely message <3 #i wrote this /so/ quickly #i was -- as the kids say -- inspired #rowan plays matchmaker

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hiraethstill · 5 years

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THIS WEEK ON DAIYA NO ACE (8/13)

SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT!

LIVEBLOG:

FIRST SECOND AND I ALREADY PAUSED TO FAWN OVER ASADA

he researched... and developed.... this style......

what a good boi im soft

he works so hard

and he's so happy to be praised by koushuu lookit him!!!

WAS THAT MY CHILD TAKU COVERING FIRST

TAKU BEIN CHEEKY

eijun shook

kanetou bein proud!!

look at these two beautiful boyos

TAKU ENCOURAGING ASADA AND THE OTHERS I CANNOT

lmaooo mogami

"their voices are urging me forward" YOUUUUUUUUU PRECIOUS BEAN

tiny outfield firstie bois

haha kuki doesnt look that upset that theyre calling out more than when he was pitching

then again he didnt have koushuu/taku out there with him huh

they stirring things up

aaand kuki read my mind hyaha!

obligatory pretty koushuu shot

bro asada did the anime megane thing lmaoo

i like that masashi noticed someone else's/yui's countenance

someone wanna tell me why eijun's smiles/grins are always so contagious

passionate deep down huh hehe

W OW??? THIS ART LOOKS KINDA STRANGE BUT TAKU LOOKS REALLY HANDSOME/OLDER????

okay its not strange but

it seems different from everyone else's

@ animators did you hire someone specifically to draw taku lmaoo

whatre you lookin at me like that for HUH???

aww you will pitch your best asada sweetie

HASKDJF asada das gAY

HELL F U CK ING YEAH THAT WAS A CURVEBALL

EAT DIRT AUDIENCE

oh man i remember someone talking about how it was more 12-6 hMMST

KOUSHUU APPRECIATING ASADA IS ALL I NEEDED

and omg my sweet child asada is just wondering about how he missed it

pretty koushuus

"maybe it wasnt so bad" MY DUDE

MY GU Y

BALL ANIMATION

BRO MASASHI I KNOW YOU WANNA HIT IT

okay that sounded kinda wrong

WHY IS HE SO PRETTY AND WHY IS HE CHEERING ON HIS BOYFRIEND

aww asada turns to taku like he doesnt know which other fielder to turn to first aaaaaaa

hey zono looks nice here

and of course shirasu my guy

kanemaru's sassy hip

"you have an evil look in your eye, shinji" "you started it!"

HAVE I MENTIONED KANETOU ARE MARRIED

aw asada nodding so fervently my heart just grows for him every second

I FUCKIN LOVE YOUUUUUUU TAKUUUUUUUUUUU

asaDA'S NOISES OF SHOCK HE'S SO CUTE IM ABOUT TO BURST I SWEAR

AND HIS FACE OF SHOCK IM

WOW

I NEED TO SIT DOWN

BABIIIIIIIIEEEEESSSSSSSSSS

ASADA IS SO HAPPY THAT KOUSHUU IS RAISING HIS GLOVE AND TAKU IS SO PROUD THAT KOUSHUU IS RAISING HIS GLOVE

NOT TO MENTION KOUSHUU AND ASADA TAPPING GLOVES IM

SO FUCKING DRAMATIC

FELLA S IS IT G AY

WAIT WHAT

DID I HEAR THAT CORRECTLY

ASADA PLAYED SOFTBALL??????

UMMMM CAN I GET A HELL YEAH??????????

esp since i told this kid at camp that i played baseball and he was like "no you play softball" like fuck gender norms

EIJUN AND MOCHI ARE SO PROUD OF ASADAAA

AND LOOK AT KUKI + OTHERS GREETING ASADA SO WARMLY IM SOFT

ah mochi i love you

ah eijun i love you

both of you even more so after being great big bros to asada

why the fuck is koushuu so pretty

taku looks SO happy that koushuu is stepping up and changing momentum and kicking ass

the other third years look so down that nabe cant play... :c

oh man i remember tokyo senbatsu i cant wait to see more good bois

TAKU ON BASE HELL YEAHH

oho koushuu batting third

wow ochiai recruited taku?

at least they recognize he's a speedy boi

OMG EIJUN SAYING UNDERESTIMATING KARIBA im so proud of both of them

but uhhh i still want taku to reach

and he dID!!

eijun's shocked face and mochi's "nice, a challenge huh" face are a bit gratifying

im sos orry kariba i know you deserve better

damn taku acknowledging he barely made it when everyone else WHOAs

also koushuu calling him taku aaaaaa

kawashima you got this!

HELL FUCKING YEAH TAKU STOLE THIRD I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU

MOCHI

MOCHI ACKNOWLEDGING TAKU'S HARD WORK AND TALENT

what did i tell yall about koutaku sharing one brain cell

one smart brain cell

man... justice for kariba what a good underrated boi

HA kanemaru ships koutaku you cant tell me otherwise

their baseball is brainy... im cryin softly

lmAO savage mochi

sachiko i love you!

what rumors ochiai -eyes emoji-

SCREM SMOL KOUTAKU BABIES

I WOULD D IE FOR THEM

LOOK AT THEIR SMILES

pretty koushuu shot is pretty and this one was too pretty to gloss over

there was another one but ill spare you and also i couldnt get the screenshot where i wanted it

AWW LOOK AT ASADA CHEERING FOR KOUSHUU WITH HIS HANDS IN THE AIR

TAKU SCOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAA FLASHBACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

HARUCCHI EIJUN TEAMWORK MAKES THE DREAM WORK

ANOTHER pretty koushuu shot wtfff

lmao masashi just leaves

and yui's concerned face omg

YES KAGAMI GOOD HIT

AND PRETTY KUKI

asou are you saying shirasu has a plain appearance???????? bc excuse you shirasu is handsome and therefore kagami is handsome

LMAO masashi tryna steal their spotlight?

you can do that somewhere else buddy

yui's :0 face omg

natsukawa and anna!!!! queens <333

omg harucchi wow lowkey savage as always

imagine kanetouharu......... hMST

hyaha mogami just always makes me laugh

bro yui and masashi while thats sweet of you isnt it kinda rude to allow less spotlight time for players that wanna move up

takatsu has every right to be frustrated

aND KAWASHIMA TOO LOOK AT HIM

wow... that hurt

right there

that shit hurted

KSDSDKH masayui also one brain cell?

BROSKIS.... HEIG H T DIFFERENCE..........

lmaooo eijun

you're probably not gonna get a second yes

himst pretty

yes zono thank you

mogami BLS

YESS THANK YOU MOCHI FOR ACKNOWLEDGING TAKATSU

that makes it both kane and mochi now, WHERE IS MY INTERACTION

FELLAS.... IS IT GAY...........

OMG SAWAMURA

DRAG THAT PITCHER OFF THE MOUND IS TOO MUCH

LOOK ASADA THINKS YALL WANT TO PULVERIZE HIM NOW

what... what a beautiful shot...

they dont even look fazed

aww taku reminding asada that eijun really does care about him

taku is so amused by eijun omg

and so perceptive

toujou kane and harucchi all looking at eijun in varying shades of "this is normal"

WHY ARE KOUTAKU LOOKING AT EACH OTHER LIKE THIS

MY GAY HEART CANT TAKE IT

PLEASE I LOVE THEM

asada looks so determined!!!

preview

no amount of time is enough for what? before graduation?

ooh a beautiful mochi!

RIP koushuu but honestly im glad he went to second string first he'll get more playing time

beautiful kuki too!

NORI AND EIJUN HANGING OUT YESS

SUMMARY:

asada praised by koushuu + cheered on by fielders esp takukuki gay

"you have an evil look in your eye shinji" "you started it!"

ASADA CURVE + SOFTBALL

TAKU SPEED

justice for senpais

masayui Appeal one brain cell

too many pretty koushuus

harusawa teamwork!

#daiya no ace act ii #daiya spoilers #spoilers #daiya no ace #ace of diamond #okumura koushuu #seto takuma #asada hirofumi #kuki youhei #sawamura eijun #kuramochi youichi #kawashima kengo #takatsu hiroomi #kariba wataru

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tumblunni · 6 years

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Okay the BIG TODAY THING

It seems i might possibly be gone for six months

I've been talking with my support worker about taking a course at this place thats uhh apparantly gonna help me get better with the depressions and stuff. And we had a meeting to go look around the place and make introductions and stuff but i had NO IDEA it would be all such short notice! I might have to move in IN TWO DAYS FROM NOW, what the fuck!!! And like if its not that its gonna be at the end of the week or next tuesday at the latest. Im so fuckin unprepared and im really freakin out!!

..uhh...how to describe it..well i guess its literally a mental asylum? But it's absolutely NOTHING like the horror movie stereotype! Its not a hospital with cages or locked rooms, its just like a big comfy cute shared house. Like a bunch of completely normal small apartment rooms but they just happen to be all connected to a shared kitchen and stuff and have on site nurses and a big schedule of therapy sessions and group activities like pottery class or bowling. You have the freedom to come and go as you please if you're on "voluntarily admitted" status (that's me!) and even if you're on what they call "sectioned" its still not scary loss of all your freedom. The highest level of sectioning is just like "requires an escort"? You're still allowed to go outside but you have a higher level of supervision from your key worker because you could potentially be a danger to yourself. But that's very rare and most people are only on maximum sectioning for a few weeks at the start of their treatment, if they've come straight from a situation of self harm or other concern factors. Most of the "sectioned" patients just have a time limit on how long they can spend on unsupervised outside activity. It's a pretty generous 8 hours apparantly!

So yeah i was getting worried about nothing, thinking i was gonna be in big scary solitary confinement and locked inside a tiny broom closet or jabbed with brain lazers. It honestly just seems like a summer camp resort for adults! And everyone there seems very nice, and im excited for being able to learn life skills like cooking and potential steps towards getting educational qualifications someday. And to have the help of a more specialist support worker who can assist me with even the smallest little problems. Like this nice lady Tazmin (who might be the one i get?) was saying how they've had other people with social anxiety before, and how we could plan "gradual exposure" to all the things that scare me. Like she said she'd be able to come with me and we'd take the bus and them get off at the next stop. That'd honestly be really helpful to help me get over being scared of the crowded spaces on buses, but i'd never be able to do it normally cos i'd be too embarassed taking such a short bus ride. Plus well itd be a waste of money,but if i'm a patient here i would get a free bus pass so it wouldnt be a problem.

Oh and the area seems really nice! Its so different from my stupid house right now in a crowded neighbourhood with NOTHING but houses everywhere for a mile! Its seriously almost a mile's walk to the ONE SINGULAR SHOP IN THE AREA and they close on sundays and dont sell vegetarian food. :( This area around the shared house thingie is a really nice bustling shops place but not super shops? Like i mean its a lovely village that has all the small shops you need, not a huge skyscrapers busy tourist place. The perfect balance of conveinient and not scary! They have a library and a park so close to the place, and a bazillion charity shops holy FUCK im so excited to have charity shops again!! I think you call them thrift shops in america? But i just always really love bargain hunting and finding nice surprises in places like that! And there's places to do pottery classes and group trips sometimes to do stuff like cinema or bowling or just having your big ol scary therapy meeting at the nice coffee shop at the end ot the road.

So yeah dont worry about me guys, im not trapped in some horribke hell place! I'm sure it'll be as non threatening as an Intensive Therapy Boot Camp can possibly be, im just still nervous as hell cos well yeah I Have Social Anxiety And That Is Why I Am Here In The First Place. Im scared im not gonna be able to succeed at this. I really wanna leave at the end and be all mentally buffed up and ready to make all these nice nurses proud!

Oh and man Richard has been so nice about this?? He was super freaked out and apologetic about it being Scary Short Notice, we had a bit of a dumb misunderstanding where he clearly told me and i clearly said yes but i somehow completely misunderstood what he was saying and thought i was saying yes to something else??? So im so fuckin glad that at the very end of the appointment right when i was gonna get out the car he was like 'oh so remember your suitcase on wednesday' and i was like WHAT. Like man can you imagine how much more terrifying it would have been if i just turned up on wednesday with no supplies but the shirt off my back and was like 'wtf where is he driving me OH GOD NO'. Bunni why you so bad at the good of talking!! Seriously richard thanks so much for clearing it up but also AAAAA i accidentally agreed to the shortest of short notice and i dont know if he's gonna be able to reschedule it!!!

And man i was there crying in his car about how i dont wanna be in hospital on my birthday, and babbling all the different things i had planned fot the next few months. And GOD DAMN MY DUMB BRAIN i ended up blurting out that i had a preorder of a videogame that i was gonna miss. And i straight up started explaining pokemon to my mental health counseller who is also a dj, how damn fake does my life sound?? Anyway he said that i'll still be able to keep him as my support worker when i get back out of this, and we'll still have weekly or monthly meetings while i'm in there. And he keeps reminding me that i'm free to leave if i feel uncomfortable, but i know that i'd feel like a failure if i did! So he legit fuckin goddamn said (THIS SOUNDS SO FAKE) that i could take a day off when the dumb game comes out, and he'd play co op pokemon with me. HOLY GEEZUS RICHARD YOU'RE LIKE THAT HOLY GRAIL OF THERAPISTS! And man he even said it wasnt embarassing for me to sleep with a teddy bear and he'd help me pack it up safe and ensure nobody saw it while we move my bags into my new room. And then i was like "uhh but also the teddy bear is a giant lifesize embarassing pokemon merchandise" and he was like "okay so we need DOUBLE STEALTH". Apparantly the new sequel to Pokemon Go is Pokemon Sneak! God he helped calm me down from this freakout so much, he's always great with lil jokes and motivational sayings. And i talked about how i first started being interested in Obscure Deep Sea Slug Facts because pokemon has some characters based on weird real life animals, and like its Very Educational Honest, And Has Appeal For Both Kids And Adults. How on earth did this turn into Motovational Pokemon Blabber Time??? Anyway thats how i ended up texting a professional psychologist pictures of gastrodon at 7.30pm.

Yeah

In summary

I'm mostly just worried cos this is short notice! And cos its such a big commitment that being short notice is Super Bad. I need to friggin clean the whole house top to bottom in two days, so it doesnt get all gross and attract flies while im gone. And i need to toss out like a hundred bucks worth of frozen food that aint gonna keep for 6 months. And i need to wash all my damn clothes. And i dont even have a suitcase and this is at a terrible time where i dont get paid for a week so i cant buy a new one right now!! And damn i DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO TAKE AAAAAA

And the BIGGEST PROBLEM

Is that i wont be able to talk to you guys for half a year!!!

They dont have wifi and im not allowed to take my computer anyway. They only allow laptops and all i have is a desktop and AAAA its too short notice to save up enough to get a laptop mannnnn! Fuck man i didnt even think about that, i need to go pause my broadband internet for six months, do they even allow you to come back after that long?? And man part of me wants to ask to borrow money from friends to get a laptop but i know this time i cant promise to pay you back within the month cos AAAGH ALL OF THIS SHIT!! Like damn man if anyone is willing to let me pay back a hundred and fifty quid in 6 months??not bloody likely!! And man the only place to get a laptop in TWO GODDAMN DAYS is stupid fuckin Amazon :( but god im gonna go stir crazy being unable to do art or gamemaking or friggin anything to occupy myself!! I can bring my 3ds but i barely have any games for it and ive already finished all of them except harvest moon a new beginning which i quit cos it was bad. And the screen is broken anyway gahhh. SO MANY THINGS I NEED MONEY FOR IN SUCH A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME THAT IS NON CONDUCTIVE TO MONEYING

So anyway GAHH i wont have an internet connection in the house, and i'll be able to walk down the hill and use the library computers hopefully at least weekly, but they forbid all social media sites. So like can i get the emails of everyone who wants to keep in contact? Man i dont know how im gonna manage this AAAAA!!! i will send u loads of pics of scenic asylum beauty and dumb updates on my stupid life of probably very little progress.

And AGGGHHH i dont even have the time to plan a blog queue or anything fuck man geez aaaaaaaa

I NEED TO BUY A NEW PAIR OF TROUSERS WITHOUT HOLES IN THE KNEES man i cant live on singular pantage in a shared house

#bunni is gone #alas #mourn they #soon to be departed from the web

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coldphoenix · 6 years

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Art trade - Ice Cream

Author’s note:- So this is my half of a trade with @friskyhellspawn. Sorry it took so long to write! I shouldn’t have asked for a trade at the weekend lol ^_^’ My bad. Also it’s longer than I said… I got the idea and it ended up being long, and with the beach setting and the chasing it reminded me of that song Summer Nights from Grease so I decided to turn it into a songfic with that XD I hope it’s okay! I haven’t written a beach fic like this before so um… I hope it isn’t a fail lol. Thank you for trading with me! Yamii belongs to @friskyhellspawn. They drew Frikiza for me here! I love her thank you!! ❤ ❤ ❤

xxxxx

Summer lovin’, had me a blast Summer lovin’, happened so fast I met a girl crazy for me Met a boy cute as can be Summer days drifting away To, uh oh, those summer nights

Yamii bounced along the beach, parading his adorable body for all to see. He loved the summer time! He loved showing off how attractive he was. His feet sank into the soft warm sand as he walked back from his dip in the sea. His skin glistened under the bright sun, droplets of water sparkling upon him like glitter. He looked so good right now!

He made his way over to his towel and lay down across it, closing his eyes to soak in the sun’s rays. He was lying on his front, his tail waving slowly above him, drawing the attention of any suitors who might want to take a closer look at him. Yamii was in the mood for making new friends.

Which was just as well. On the other side of the beach, on top of the deserted cliffs that were far too dangerous for anyone to climb, Cell was standing. He cast his eyes over the beach, watching the hundreds of humans that were enjoying themselves on such a beautifully sunny day. Honestly… Cell was tempted to eat them. He was programmed to absorb weaker life forms, and seeing so many vulnerable and exposed like this made his mouth water and his stinger itch. … But he wouldn’t. He’d told himself. He’d been born with knowledge, programmed into him when he was just a couple of cells in a tube. He knew about beaches, and holidays, and sun and sand… and he knew that people enjoyed it. Now he’d come to see why. He wanted to… experiment. Before he destroyed all life on Earth, he had a small desire to find out what the humans found so great about it. Why exactly did they want their lives to go on? … This seemed like a good place to start. He was going to… mingle. Make friends. Have fun. … Get a holiday romance. That was a thing, wasn’t it? There was a movie he knew about… Cell wasn’t sure if it was something he’d seen since being alive, or if it was knowledge he’d inherited from one of his donors, but there was a movie about summer romance, and a song… Humans met on beaches, didn’t they? They got boyfriends and girlfriends, and they went off and did… whatever boyfriends and girlfriends did. Cell wasn’t entirely sure he wanted to go that far, but spending time with someone and not eating them… People did it, right? So while he was experimenting, Cell had decided he would give it a try. There must be something appealing about it. So he put on his sunglasses, and straightened out his shirt. He’d tried to dress the part… He was wearing shorts and a floral patterned shirt. He knew he should probably have the shirt open, but… his body wasn’t like most people’s. He didn’t want to scare his new friends away. It would be much more fun to make them feel safe, and then scare them afterwards. He just hoped his head and wings didn’t put people off… But at the back of his mind, Cell had decided that if someone really took his fancy, he would kidnap them and whatever happened would be up to him. Okay… Well, time to do this. Cell jumped down off the high cliffs, and effortlessly landed on the beach below. A few people noticed him and gasped, immediately running over to see if he was unharmed. How sweet…

Well-a, well-a, well-a, uh! Tell me more, tell me more Did you get very far? Tell me more, tell me more Like does he have a car?

Yamii frowned slightly at the distant sound of screaming. What was all that commotion? It was ruining his mood! He sat up, and looked towards the sound… then he gasped. Who… was that? In the distance, surrounded by people that were trying to examine him, there was… the dreamiest guy! Eeeeeee, that was him! That was Yamii’s new friend! Yamii’s tail started wagging excitedly, his squishy buttocks bouncing off his towel as he struggled to contain himself. He was so handsome it was unbelievable! What was he? He wasn’t a human! Humans really weren’t Yamii’s thing – they were okay, but this guy! This guy was Yamii’s thing! Aaaaaaaa, he wanted him he wanted him he wanted him! Okay, okay, play it cool. Yamii took a deep breath, and slowly exhaled, and looked over at the man of his dreams. The humans were fussing over him… Why? Couldn’t they tell he wasn’t interested? He was batting them away and shrugging them off; he looked annoyed. “Leave him alone.” Yamii hissed under his breath. Okay… he had to figure this out. He couldn’t come across too keen – eep! Yamii’s eyes widened and he looked away when the man looked towards him. Yamii hoped he hadn’t been caught staring… He wanted to be chased. His body was a temple, and nobody was getting in for free! No matter how hot they were. He lay back down and resumed sunbathing, pretending not to be interested. This was so exciting…

She swam by me, she got a cramp He ran by me, got my suit damp I saved her life, she nearly drowned He showed off splashing around Summer sun, something’s begun But, uh oh, those summer nights

Over by the cliffs, Cell ignored the humans that were trying to see if he was unharmed. They were annoying him so much he wanted to absorb them just to shut them up! But… he didn’t. Luckily, something distracted him. A most remarkable specimen… Who was he…? In the distance, Cell could see… an icejin, it looked like. Cell recognised the species; they were the same creatures that had contributed to his design. What was an icejin doing here…? Cell was interested. Maybe this could be his experiment… “I know you feel fine, but you should go to a hospital.” One of the humans commented. “Your feet might be damaged under your shoes!” “These aren’t shoes, they’re my feet.” Cell growled, and wandered off towards the icejin. Stupid humans…

Well-a, well-a, well-a, uh! Tell me more, tell me more Was it love at first sight? Tell me more, tell me more Did she put up a fight?

Okay, so how did people do this? Cell watched the icejin from a distance, wondering how to begin. Did they just walk up and ask, or…? Was he supposed to impress him first…? Cell looked around, observing the human couples. Most of the men were shirtless or had their shirts open, and some women were looking at their bodies… So it was a good idea to show off? Hmm… Cell had been reluctant to unbutton his shirt in case he freaked the humans out, but… an icejin wouldn’t be scared, would they? … Well if they got scared, that would just make them more fun to play with. Cell couldn’t lose!

Took her bowling in the arcade We went strolling; drank lemonade We made out under the dock We stayed out ‘til ten o’clock Summer fling don’t mean a thing But, uh oh, those summer nights

Yamii looked up to glance at Cell. Eee, he was taking off his shirt! Wow… he sure was buff. He could probably do some serious damage with those arms… aaaaaa! Yamii’s tail started wagging furiously, and he ended up sitting on it to keep it under control. He hoped Cell hadn’t noticed him going crazy; he still wanted to play hard to get. Yamii yawned and stretched out, showing off his toned body.

Tell me more, tell me more But you don’t gotta brag Tell me more, tell me more ’Cause he sounds like a drag

Cell’s eyes fell upon Yamii’s frame, and he couldn’t help but admire it. What a lovely slender body he had… those hips were extraordinarily wide, though. And for some reason, Cell found them fascinating… Uhh, what was happening…? Cell’s cheeks felt hot. This wasn’t… attraction, was it…? … What was he supposed to do now…?

He got friendly holding my hand Well, she got friendly down in the sand He was sweet, just turned eighteen Well, she was good, you know what I mean Summer heat, boy and girl meet But, uh oh, those summer nights

Yamii glanced at Cell, and for a brief moment they met eyes. Yes! Ooo, he had really nice eyes! Yamii could see from here! Okay… okay! Flirt flirt flirt flirt! Yamii smiled at Cell, and winked at him. Cell looked… surprised. Huh. What was with this guy? Hadn’t he ever been flirted with before? With his face, that was hard to believe. But, Yamii didn’t want to overdo it. So he offered a flirtatious smirk and lay back down on his front, putting his large squishy butt in full view of Cell. His tail waved over it slowly, and Yamii tried not to scream in excitement when he felt Cell’s eyes on him. Eeeeeeeeee!

Tell me more, tell me more How much dough did he spend? Tell me more, tell me more Could she get me a friend?

Cell tilted his head slightly as he watched Yamii’s tail. What did that mean…? Why did that icejin wink at him and then lie back down? That seemed like contradictory behaviour… was that what ‘mixed signals’ meant? Was this icejin toying with him…? He’d better not be toying with him! Maybe he was doing that ‘playing hard to get’ thing. … So what was Cell supposed to do? Should he pretend to not be interested as well…? … Alright, fine! Cell wasn’t about to go chasing after someone anyway, even if they did make him feel… attraction. He lay down and closed his eyes, and tried to sunbathe, waiting for Yamii’s curiosity to grow stronger than his.

It turned colder, that’s where it ends So I told her we'd still be friends

Yamii sighed. This was getting boring. Why wasn’t this idiot making a move? Maybe he hadn’t seen enough. Or maybe he was shy? Nah… he didn’t seem shy. Yamii huffed impatiently, and sat up. He avoided looking at Cell, and instead allowed his eyes to wander along the beach, while he thought of what to do next. Oh, ice cream! There was an ice cream truck there – perfect! Yamii loved ice cream, and it was an excuse to walk and strut his stuff in front of Mr. Handsome. Yes! Yamii stood up, and made his way down the beach, giving it his best sexy walk. He strolled straight past Cell, so close that Cell could reach out and touch him. He let his tail wave behind him as he walked, and when he got past Cell he ‘accidentally’ clipped the top of Cell’s head with his tail, and pretended not to notice. Cell frowned, and sat up. He looked around to see what had just touched him, and he noticed Yamii walking, and his tail swaying… Had he clipped Cell? Hm… What did that mean? Did he know he’d done it…? … He must have known. How could he not notice hitting someone? It was a sign, wasn’t it? A sort of signal or something? … Hmm…

Then we made our true love vow Wonder what she’s doin’ now

Yamii approached the ice cream van, and bought himself a mint and chocolate chip flavour ice cream. He liked this flavour… but honestly, he’d picked this one because it looked like Cell. It was tasty, and a prop! Yamii walked a few feet, before stopping to eat. He made sure he was facing Cell’s direction, but not looking at him. Then he planted his tongue on the ice cream, and gave it a long, slow lick. Now if this didn’t get Cell’s attention, Cell really was dense. Which would be too bad…

Summer dreams ripped at the seams But, oh, those summer nights

A shadow overcame him, and Yamii looked up… and he let out a small squeal. Cell was standing there, towering over him. Eeeeee! “Hi.” Cell uttered. “H-Hi.” Yamii chirped, silently ordering himself to calm down even though his tail was already wagging. “I uh… saw you looking at me.” Cell uttered, his cheeks darkening. Was that a normal thing to say…? “You clipped my head, right?” “Oh.” Yamii looked away, and smirked. “It was your head? Sorry. I thought it was a rock. I guess there isn’t much difference.”

Cell frowned, angered by his comment. A rock? What was that supposed to mean? Was this little runt trying to say Cell was dense? Was this part of playing hard to get? Insulting the person you’re interested in? It was stupid. “Look. I came here to experiment with relationships. Do you want to do that or not?” Cell demanded. “Hm.” Yamii took another lick of his ice cream and grinned teasingly, his foot excitedly tapping into the soft sand. “Well… I don’t know.” He smirked playfully. “I mean… I’m still eating my ice cream.”

His eyes widened slightly when Cell placed his hand on top of Yamii’s, and pulled the ice cream up towards himself as he lowered his head… then he slurped up the entire thing. Yamii’s jaw dropped a little as he watched Cell lick the ice cream off his lips, slowly and eagerly. Then he narrow his violet eyes at Yamii… and he smirked. “Problem solved.” He said. “So can we cut to the chase now?” “Yes!” Yamii screamed, at a pitch that made Cell flinch slightly. Bouncing up and down, Yamii couldn’t even hope to contain his excitement anymore. Aaaaaaa, this was the best summer ever!

Tell me more, tell me more

#yamii #cell #icejin #oc #art trade #myfics #dragonball z #songfic

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milkmateartist · 6 years

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Hey there ! Sorry for bothering you but since i look up to you as an artist i felt like asking you for advice... So the thing is, I run an art blog and i post my art 3 times a week and i feel like this is not enough and i can't seem to keep my followers =s So the question is, should i "force" myself to draw more and post more or should i keep this pace i'm confortable with and... hope people will eventually stay ? Thank you in advance ^^

Gday m8! Hey, I’m really glad you asked me and I feel very honored you look up to me! You’re not bothering me at all! ^^ I’m always happy to answer asks!

So well, I have myself thought about this at some point too to be honest. I guess the question you have to ask yourself is what is the purpose of your blog and who is the audience you want to target. Do you want it to be for followers, or for yourself?

A few months ago I was like, man, what do people wanna see? And I was scrolling through all the notes on other peoples stuff and trying to figure out patterns of what content got more notes and what time it was posted, etc etc. I looked on sites and collected resources to try to figure out what I was doing wrong.

But the truth is its very hard to figure out a good equation on notes and followers. It has a lot of other properties like that audience, what type of audience it is and how many members of the audience, what time you post it and what day it is, if any popular blogs follow you and repost your work, who sees it and is willing to share it, the content, whats the message after the post, does it look reposted instead of original to ppl, and there are just so many factors that are out of ones control and if you can control it, how much of an effect it actually has with all the other factors. Also Tumblr’s ‘best first’ algorithm plays into stuff too (shows stuff based on whats popular instead of chronologically which messes up everyones feed on mobile if its on).

When I got to this point of realizing I can’t control so much of everything I wanted to, I’m like, welp, oh well. I give. Realizing I couldn’t do too much about this mystery equation, I focused more on myself and improving my art and having fun while doing it. I even have stuff queued to go at popular times of the day but I get so hyped over a piece I did I post it immediately anyway XD.

So I guess in conclusion, if you want to post more for the sake of the followers, figure out some kind of motivation or a method to make it a fun or interesting experience so it’s a positive ‘forcing’. For example I like to come up with new ideas (such as vampire creek au) that I enjoy and is what gets me hyped. 1) thats fun for me and makes me wanna draw and invest more 2) followers can get into it as well.

When I feel like I have to force myself to draw to the point of being overwhelmed and unhappy, I feel like that is when the learning stops, because then I don’t have fun and don’t seem to learn anything new and just have to push through with a frown. Some forcing is okay and perfectly normal! It’s when you get to this point where it becomes the kind of ‘forcing’ that is very negative and draining.

If you let the concept of followers dictate you you’ll feel like a slave forced to make art and appeal. “Followers” consist of individual “follower”s who have all kinds of different likes and opinions, and you can’t appeal to all of them, so sometimes its best to go at your own pace and do what you find fun, or find ways to make doing what you want more fun so its not negative ‘forcing’, but positive ‘forcing’. Our society revolves around public appeal and we can get services to service us anywhere (restaurants, commissions, etc). But when someone comes out and presents their own ideas and pushes forth with them and expands on them and such, I feel like it provides more colorful, creative and unique alternative than this conformist mindset. (Oh god i sound like Tall Goth aaaaaa)

Also when you say “keep my followers” and “hope people will eventually stay” does that mean that the number of followers have been going down recently? If so then there might be an external issue aside from just posting art.

Ooo my that was long! I hope this helped! ^^ I hope I made some sense X3

#milk_asks

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shiroe-is-my-baby · 6 years

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You and Lara and STAIN ;D for the which in your otp ^0^

AAAAAA ommmmlll yeeesss XDDD

Lara

Steals the blankets to create a blanket cocoon, and which one spends the night trying to tug out a corner of it to sleep under?

I’m stealing the blankets and she is honestly just fed up with it. She’s tugging it and grumbling “honestly, love, how do you expect me to sleep like this”. I just love listening to her and seeing that look on her face aha

Takes spontaneous selfies everywhere, and which one always has their eyes closed in them?

Meeeeee. She doesn’t even have time to blink before I’m snapping a picture or two. She’s always saying how cute it is that I want to capture the moment, even if she isn’t paying attention. I have lots of photos taken in front of gorgeous places with weird facial expressions because she wasn’t ready XD

Calls and makes appointments like a responsible adult, and which one would rather eat dirt than make a phone call?

Lara is of course not afraid to do anything like that and honestly doesn’t understand why I do. But my anxiety she catches on really quickly to. Lucky for me she’s amazing and wonderful and takes care of me enough to where she knows just how to make me feel better about doing so instead of making me feel terrible for it.

Forgets what’s in the oven because their favorite song came on, and which one smells the smoke?

Lolol given that I’m not aloud to cook anymore since I almost set the kitchen on fire the first time I triiieedd well… XD besides, she refuses to let me do so knowing that we have help for that and she wants to make sure I don’t worry about such things. We can just listen to the music without care I guess XD

Changes their wardrobe with the seasons, and which one has been wearing the same three shirts in rotation for six months?

Lara and I both have quite a wardrobe, but when Lara is on expeditions she usually wears similar things to help her which is fine. My wardrobe is filled with things that she knew that I’d like or insisted I buy just to have all that I could ever want, even though it really doesn’t matter to me ^///^ she just loves spoiling me

Goes wild in the art supply store, and which one goes wild in the office supply store?

I go craazzzyyy in the art supply store, and Lara is neither really. She’s more of going crazy in the antique store and then complain that most things in there are rubbish and fake and she is not a happy camper XD

Journals about their feelings every night before bed, and which one would describe their feelings at any given moment as “mad,” “sad,” or “glad”?

I’m the journal one, and so is Lara in a way too!

Arranges their food to look like a happy face, and which one secretly thinks it’s adorable?

I’ll do that sometimes but not all the time. Lara will chuckle and kiss me telling me how precious I am.

Stein

Steals the blankets to create a blanket cocoon, and which one spends the night trying to tug out a corner of it to sleep under?

I’m the blanket cocoon, obviously. Stein will come back from working and I’ll just be disappeared into the blankets and he finds it utterly hilarous. Turns it into a game about finding me and scaring the living shit out of me in doing so and then wondering “now why are you so scared, my dear?” -.-

Takes spontaneous selfies everywhere, and which one always has their eyes closed in them?

Meeeee and Stein honestly just doesn’t understand the appeal. At all. Literally wants to understand why it’s facinating to me, and god not in the ways you’d think stein stopppp beeinng sooo weeiiirrdd XD most of the time he honestly isn’t even in the frame because he’s so fucking tall. All you see is his chest because I can’t even JUMP THAT HIGH.

Calls and makes appointments like a responsible adult, and which one would rather eat dirt than make a phone call?

Can stein even be that much a responisble adult? maybe? XDDD No, I’m kidding, kind of… I dunno lolol but my anxiety yes nope

Forgets what’s in the oven because their favorite song came on, and which one smells the smoke?

I’m the one to forget and honestly stein doesn’t even smell the smoke at first. He’s holed up in the other room working to even fucking pay attention. But he hears my singing and then hears my fucking shouting about the food and he’s finally peaking his head out to investigate all the loud freaking noise XD

Changes their wardrobe with the seasons, and which one has been wearing the same three shirts in rotation for six months?

Meeeeee I have so many clothes. Stein, of course, isn’t the first obviously.

Goes wild in the art supply store, and which one goes wild in the office supply store?

I’m going crazy in the art supply store and Stein is neither of these. Though, watch him secretly find my excitement quite cute. I can see him mocking me a little and ruffling my hair like a fucking child. But he’s offering to buy everything for me jsut to see my smile grow.

Journals about their feelings every night before bed, and which one would describe their feelings at any given moment as “mad,” “sad,” or “glad”?

I journal about my feelings, and stein, well… he’s most likely neither lol,,,

Arranges their food to look like a happy face, and which one secretly thinks it’s adorable?

I will do this maybe like once or twice and Stein is chuckling and smirking like “hmmm i wonder what’s going on in that cute little head of yours for you to be doing something like this” no stein just no 0.0

#the queen answers #self shipping angel #aaaaaa #al;sdjf;lajkdf #im dead #otp: raider of my soul #otp: stitched souls

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