#whatever i need to go to bed

[frog-scream]

Thrust in him Thursday rolls into Fondle his tits Friday but respectfully these two should be done together

#whatever i need to go to bed

[myplasticadversary]

My thing about Kendall is, idk, I agree that he is shallow in various ways due to never developing an individual sense of personhood and convictions, but I don't really get it when that's taken at face value like he's just not a compelling or multilayered character. To each their own but :/

#whatever i need to go to bed #kendall roy #succession

[chillis-s-sketchings]

i dont know who she is

#chilllli's s sketchings #digital art #drawing #doodle #oh i shaded her hair a bit odd actually #whatever i need to go to bed #rainbowcore #heartcore

[twinstxrs]

just now realized that kristen started off fantasy high choosing the path of doubt & uncertainty by choosing to go with the bad kids. for unrelated reasons i need to lie down forever.

#fantasy high #dimension 20 #kristen applebees #the bad kids #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #feel like one of those ms paint type stick drawings covered in blood & tears. THE BAD KIDS 😭😭😭 #kristen was offered the certain path and chose to walk through the trees GODDDD #maybe fantasy high is just choosing to walk through the forest with your friends. for your friends. #i fr need to go to bed but like. oh my god. #‘​keep going’ or whatever #sorry for being dramatic i listened to televangelism by ethel cain when thinking about kristen & lucy & the bad kids so. yea

[tamagoneko]

variety pack of boyfriend flavors ❤️💙

#dreamworks trolls #broppy #branch x poppy #branch trolls #poppy trolls #rock zombie branch #she love her bf <333 #my au.. i need a proper au name for him >:( #i personally think the cartoon picked weird colors for him but its whatever #trolls world tour #trolls the beat goes on #im going back to bed.. my head is killing me #fanart #my art #chibi #cute #tumblr artist #artist on tumblr #oh before i forgor i might put togeather the different bwanches in another post if idk yet

[yet-another-autism-blog]

I need to clean my room but I can't clean my room because in order to clean my room I have to clean my room

#actuallyautistic #actually autistic #autism #autistic #autism spectrum disorder #like i need to clear off my bed/change sheets/and start that laundry first #but i cant do that because i dont have enough hangers to put away the clean clothes currently on my bed #so i need to go through my closet and get rid of stuff #i need to do thaf anyway because i got some new clothes and i have a bunch of stuff that im not going to wear #but i cant do that because i dont have anywhere to put the stuff i want to get rid of #ya know until i can actually take it to the thift store or whatever #and i dont have space because i need to pick up the stuff on the floor #but some of that stuff has to go certain places that i cant get to rn #because theres stuff on the floor

[smilesrobotlover]

I made something terrible

Original:

#I JUST NOTICED THAT THIS IS LOSS #IM GOING TO #IMPLODE #I PROBABLY ALREADY KNEW TJAT BUT I JUST FORGOT #gosh I need to go to bed #midlink #twilight princess #legend of Zelda twilight princess #I mean maybe it’s not loss maybe I’m being silly but #whatever #suggestive #idk what this is don’t ask me #I’m sorry to drag you into this Renado

[fierce-sims]

Two freaks in a pod 😊😝

I had a little too much fun after watching a video about simplification (this almost killed me) I feel like I need to embrace the cartoonishness of my art style instead of trying to hide it

Uhhhmmm… i still dont know how to draw bgs tho… sorry…

#johnnys hands HELLP 💀 #SIGHHHH I need to stop looking at this bc I keep finding things I dont like #ENOUGH I SHANT #sims 2 #johnny smith #ripp grunt #strangetown #I forgor to draw like several things but whatever man im going to bed

[katabay]

L'APPEL DU VIDE

okay so. jack! jack. what a collection of guys. the overlap between jack and the beanstalk and jack the giant killer, though. that sure is something! sometimes king arthur is there, which always takes me by surprise.

this. specifically. is an idea I've been kicking around. jack and the beanstalk is not a story I've ever enjoyed, as a kid it was probably my least favorite to read. as an adult, I was INTENSELY fascinated by reading j.g. ballard's the drowned giant. I think about it frequently, and somewhere during a re read of it, I ended up revisiting jack.

combining different versions of jack into one character is not a new concept, but it IS a fun one! the version I've been assembling together plays less with the fun elements of a jack story (and adjacent folklore stories), and focuses more on the potential for tragic elements with the addition of the usual grim and jagged narrative edges that I personally enjoy.

jack with the backstory of the devil and the three golden hairs, only jack doesn't find love, he's TIRED, all he wants to do is go home, but there isn't a home to go back to. what is the point of being born lucky if this is what it gets you? jack the giant killer, only he doesn't want to kill giants, jack who saw a body of a giant when he was a small child and cannot bring himself to do as a king commands. jack, who climbs up the beanstalk and stops halfway to look down. etc.

to go back to the drowned giant real quick, both to set the tone about jack seeing the body of a giant as a youth, and also because I've been haunted and obsessed with this excerpt of it ever since I read it:

J. G. Ballard, The Drowned Giant

anyway! this was originally like, a two illustration concept to get out of my system. however. I'm halfway through outlining a narrative. so. maybe it will also be several illustrations and also comic.

bsky ⭐ pixiv ⭐ pillowfort ⭐ cohost

#original tag #generic medieval tag #WAHOO. alright. #i dont have any additional commentary in the tags. reading the drowned giant years ago Did Something To Me #and it connected with whatever it was that made me dislike the jack and the beanstalk narrative (i know what it is. its just not really #all that relevant to this post. also im tired. its time for bed) #through the power of Why Not. i will now. turn it into a story???? #i think. its definitely been taking up a lot of space in my mind lately #the only thing stopping me from turning it into my Side Project to do when i need a break from doing Bad Governance edits #is that. ive run out of notebooks???? to start a new story in. and i am Old and i only outline stuff by hand #eventually i'll get to daiso and pick up some new ones and work on this for real. until then. im going to continue to write about it #in my personal journal where i dump all my thoughts and ideas into

[lemonbreadd]

the pretty bagel girl lil blue sky doodle cause they are living in my mind again

#portal #portal 2 #portal blue sky #blue sky fanfic #chelley #chell #wheatley #yeah my art sig is my other blog cause im more arting over there anyway asddfdsf oop #its so messy askdjkasd whatever i need to draw this ive been thinking abt it since going to bed the other day lmao #my art #lemonbreaddraws

[allgremlinart]

Zuko is a mostly realistic yet... strange depiction of the angry teenage boy character because like he's 90% punching holes in the drywall and making himself as big and loud as possible and being violent and hateful and everything you'd be right to be scared of but then the other 10% he is throwing himself to his knees and making himself as penitent as possible and begging for absolution and putting his forehead to the ground and its to the point that its absoLUTELY weird, and there's really hardly any times he settles between these two extremes. or if he does its always relatively short lived, and he rockets back to either or both of these antipodes.

#except for the last 5 episodes I guess but well. thats the point. #GRAH WHATEVER I HATE HIM. SHITTY ZUKO META IN 2024... 🔪🔪🔪 who care. #like. he's NOT the 'abusive older brother in a teen movie' trope. but in another life he was. #he's a few clicks removed from there. he's an incredibly simple character at the end #of the day but he's his own flavor of simple. I think his simplicity is what makes him compelling. #I need to go to bed.

[maudiemoods]

Little doodle before I go to bed yayyyay

I think dancing in the kitchen while your food is cooking is the best experience ever

#even if you're by yourself #shoulder angel/demon au #maudiemoods art tag #sundrop #security breach sundrop #maudiemoods fnaf fanart #i needed to go to bed about two hours ago to get a good nights rest before opening tomorrow waaa #oops whatever #cant drink coffee at work anymore though so ill probably explode #i get a stomach ache :(

[dorkfruit]

if i should fall, will it all go away?

every damn time .. love u saint of the grindset <3

#a reattempt at the last g1deon drawing i did #its based off the Seals Greatest Hits album cover bc i love how it looks. its so simple but effective and i failed to do it well last time/ #and Seal (the singer that is) kinda has g1deon energy to me. at least in how he looks. maybe its the face scar idk #also the colors looked so nice n vibrant on my ipad but theyre dingy on my computer. SAD! #also Kiss From A Rose is one of the best songs ever made sooo #need to work on my painting skills for sure but at least ive made some progress since my last painting #my art #the locked tomb #tlt #harrow the ninth #htn #/ tw gore #g1deon the first #gideon the first #htn g1deon #tlt g1deon #wanted to do more rendering and add more detail but like. its so boring and i cant focus long enough for that so </3 #almost all my drawings i do in one day and whatever i get done before i go to bed is what gets posted LOL

[disasterbijamietartt]

Maybe I’m delusional and drank too much wine, but this is why Roy Kent being a closeted queer man explains EVERYTHING

While writing my meta piece about Jamie x Keeley I spent a lot of time thinking “What about Roy?”, since there are no convincing love interests for him aside from Keeley.

And, well, Jamie.

And for the first time I evaluated this as something that really could happen, since now there is the legit possibility that they make homophobia in professional football the prevalent theme in this season and having multiple queer storylines would help to illustrate different point of views and they could explore this with a Roy x Jamie romance plot.

And then I looked at Roy and … basically everything fell into place.

Why he represses his emotions, why he is so so angry, why he is so full with insecurities and struggles with his self-worth, why he is unable to show (physical or emotional) affection to a man without somehow having to taint it with an unnecessarily violent outbreak – the only notable exception being the Hug™️ in “Man City”. Something that hasn’t been addressed by anyone since then, which was a choice I always considered very odd, but postponing Roy’s character development to season 3 makes actually lot’s of sense, if Roy’s struggles are rooted in internalised homophobia. And if being queer in professional sports is the theme of season 3 like mental health was the theme of season 2.

Still makes his angry, violent outbursts really jarring and he has to show accountability, but if the pain he inflicted on others is related to the trauma of being forced to be in the closet for 25 odd years, that would be so heartbreaking. And it would fit into the theme of the show that actually good people like Rebecca or Jamie – and Nate once he gets his redemption – do unforgivable things and inflict pain on people who do not deserve it as a trauma response. Sure, it could be some other trauma – but this explanation would fit so well into this seasons theme, it just makes SO MUCH SENSE to me.

Also, Trent’s critique explains some of Roy’s insecurities, but he already was full of anger at seventeen, so the root of his anger has to be something different – and growing up queer in a hella homophobic surrounding since age ten and forced to stay in the closet unless he wants to throw away his dream career, if that is not a reason to be filled to the brim with anger, I don’t know what is.

And as far as I recall, the only people he actually physically attacks are Colin (the headbutt in 1x3) and Jamie. Then his beef with Trent.

In other words, we only ever see him being irrationally aggressive and violent towards queer coded or canonically queer men. Yes, he usually has reasons that are not related to (coded) sexuality – with the notable exception of “I have to headbutt Jamie before I hug him lest it seems gay!”

And the “ugly, ugly boy”-thing? Vanity is often used for queer coding. So Roy mocks something about Jamie that is queer coded.

This screams internalised homophobia.

But I hear the naysayer going “Aren’t you reaching a bit?”

Maybe, but let us take a look at some ways how Roy is queer coded that come to mind off the top of my head.

First of all: He canonically has a secret double life, where he is notably softer, hangs out with a bunch of elderly women who have no clue who Roy Kent, professional angry footballer, is, and does yoga with them, frequents gay bars, hangs out with drag queens and watches reality tv while sipping rosé, which is a sweet girly drink, like you know “vanilla vodka. such a child.” – in his “real life” Roy would never ever drink rosé or admit to anyone that he watched even a single second of “Lust Conquers All” by accident (Keeley definitely didn’t know, or she would have teased him with this).

Who else has a secret double life? Colin.

And while I hate to be “look, so many gay stereotypes!” … Look, so many gay stereotypes!

Also, both Julie Andrews and Madonna are gay icons? As are Stevie Nicks and Tina Turner

“The Sound of Music” (his favourite) is popular in gay culture and the nuns are implied to be lesbians?

He mouths along when Rebecca sings “Let it go”, with Elsa being queer coded and the song being a queer anthem?

And when I googled “A Wrinkle in Time queer” first thing I got was a paper by the Syracuse University titled “Unusual Children: Queerishness and Strange Growth in A Wrinkle in Time and The Giver”, which discusses the queerness of the main character. You know, the “Am I supposed to be the little girl”-girl?

This are all the pop culture references I could recall off the top of my head, there may be things that are not queer coded, but … one or two, that is a coincidence. Three or more, that is a pattern. You cannot convince me that the writer’s “accidentally” queer coded Roy so extensively if he is supposed to be straight.

(Dear god, the only thing about Ted Lasso that always disappointed me was the lack of explicit queer characters – like, I’d bet with you that the majority of non-queer viewers didn’t get Keeley’s “dip the toe back in the lady pool” line or Colin’s “oh like Grindr?” – and if they now go and make the third season queer as fuck? Bless them!

And just like the next level trolling by Phil and Brett if they were actually spoiling the big love story for years, while everyone thought they were just joking?)

EDIT: Just looked up Gina Gershon, who Roy said he dated once—guess what, according to Wikipedia she’s considered a gay icon 🙃

#jamie x roy #I don't dare to tag this with roy since I don't want all the r*oy x k*eeley shippers to lynch me lol #my meta #going to bed now since I need to get up in five hours lol #oh whatever I put this in the tag #since honestly if you can convince me this is bullshit #it won’t break my heart when they go on playing Roy’s violence for jokes #ted lasso spoilers #ted lasso #roy kent #ted lasso speculations #jamie tartt #royjamie

[yangjeongin]

HYUNJIN | 221214 • CASE 143 (JPN VERSION)

#hwang hyunjin #stray kids #bystay #createskz #malegroupsnet #a9gifs #usertaeng #flashing tw #*gif #*ccarly #*hyunjin #*carly:hyunjin #these don't match but i wanna go to bed so whatever asdfasdgadg #i need to gif someone other than hyunjin it's very bad however [motions to him] #how could i not gif This him #so glad we got him in the goggles when he's not in a p*lice uniform #thank u god and jype #*hits

[phoenixcatch7]

Been reading some ff7 stuff and it's mostly sephiroth based and like... It's so funny seeing people write his thigh length hair, they never get it right.

'he wrapped his hair in a towel on his head-' I appreciate the thought but I can promise you that that hair is coming out the end of the towel and still dripping cold water down his spine despite having been wrung out five times.

'leaving it to dry -' babe it'll be still sopping in six hours and it's incredibly heavy when wet. I don't care how sleek his hair is it's going to frizz if he steps one foot outside in that condition.

'Haha the bottle of shampoo and conditioner every time rumour isn't true-' the shampoo, no, but the conditioner? You'd be surprised!! Not to mention whatever hair oils he uses to prevent all that loose hair matting in seconds!

'he quickly dried his hair-' no.

#Fr if someone is plaiting his hair or washing it or whatever and they're standing within a metre they're going to have to loop it #A door handle their arm SOMETHING. If they want to keep any tension at all. #Because if your hair is longer than your reach you're gonna have to use a third point to bring it back in #Also there's a very high chance he ties it back for bed #You WILL end up strangled in your own hair if you don't lol. And get it in your mouth and eyes #Like I can see why people with normal hair treat it as normal hair but once it gets that long it needs more dedication #Also how does it not get set on fire in battle I'm so jealous lol #ff7 #final fantasy vii #final fantasy 7 #sephiroth