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yourcutelittlegayfriend · 3 years

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Dumb requests you say?? How about reader finding out about Childe's real name and they just say "Ajax? Like the soap?"

Reader could be isekai'ed or this could be modern AU lmao up to you XD

My brain when I discovered that was like : tf? that exists?

and straight up googled that and Holy- THANK YOU FOR THE INFORMATION OMYGOD I'M MAKING A MEME OUT OF THIS (I'm sure someone already did but I'll do it anyway).

But now there's a theory out there since the Traveler's used to go to different world and might have stumbled into a modern one.

So this is like the reader knowing both worlds work and straight up bullies childe for it (in a harmless way ofcourse)

✦ = ✧ = ✦

Ajax? like an 'Ajax'?

Childe x reader

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"Ok that's enough killing for today my body is aching". you said while eating some mint jelly to recover some health.

"Aww really? but it's mid-day surely you still got something in ya?". Childe said unequipping his bow and grabbing some jelly in your plate.

"Hey don't go killing mode on me this is for a commission not for fun if you want to find some monsters do it yourself cuz I'm dyin' here". you grumble while moving your plate away from his grabby hands.

"Well you're no fun". He says while walking with you to tell Huai'an in Wangshu Inn that his commission has been dealt with.

"You know I almost forgot about this but is Tartaglia really your real name or your second name?". you ask looking at him.

"Oh no Tartaglia is my title in the fatui but since I trust you now comrade I will tell you my name". He said smiling at you.

You nod your head and waited in anticipation.

"I promise not to tell anyone if that's what you want".

"Glad I can trust you with that, my father choose this name for me after a hero's tale back in Sneznaya-". he said looking proud making you want to know more.

"Woah that's awesome".

"Yes it's an honor to be named after a hero". He grins.

"What was it then?".

"Ajax, The name my father gave me is Ajax". He says looking at your reaction.

The big smile in your face slowly turn into a confused expression.

"Why are you looking at me like that?". He didn't expect that kind of reaction so he was caught of guard by it

"Your name is what?". You said doing a double take.

"It's Ajax comrade, have you encountered someone else with a similar name as to why you have that face?" He raised an eyebrow waiting for your answer.

"Oh no no no I didn't know anyone who has same as you it's just something about it sounds really familiar to me but your name suites you well Chi- uuhhh I mean Ajax". You said while scratching your head as the two of you continued on walking.

The day when on the two of you finished the last remaining commissions but you were somewhat distracted by it looking like you were daydreaming and Childe has to save your ass multiple times.

Ajax

It's so familiar to you yet the name keeps slipping out from your mind.

It didn't take to long when an familiar image of colored bottle bust in your memories and slap your face in realization.

"OH SHIT! I KNOW WHY YOUR NAME WAS SO FAMILIAR TO ME! OH SHIT!". you hold your head in your hands gripping your hair.

"oh? what did you remember comrade? and what's with the reaction". he nervously chuckles though not minding the looks the two of you got from the bystanders.

"IT'S WAS SO OBVIOUS! HOW CAN I BE SO BLIND?! HAHAHAHAHA!!". you laugh manically while holding your stomach.

"H-hey! what's so funny with my name?". He pouts, a little irritated but getting more curious from your reaction.

"hahahaha!! I-i-i'm sorry it's just y-your name is- hahahahaha". you continued laughing cutting off your sentences as you pat his shoulders and can't help but lean on him for balance.

Wrapping an arm around your waist he holds you so you won't fall and moves the two of you in a much more secluded places to get away from everyone.

"Now what's my name got to do with you laughing so hard like that?". He smiles seeing your smiling face humorous and refreshing.

"Ok ok ok- I'm- hahaha hu hu hu hu- haaaa I'm *cough cough* gimme a sec". You take a couple of breaths and tell him the reason.

"Remember when I told you that I used to go to other worlds?".

"Yes I remember that".

"So the reason your name sounds so familiar to me is that -hahaha- It's a name of a cleaning product that I saw being sold in a different world it has some titles called 'Ultra Ajax Super Degreaser' and what not -hahaha". You turn to Childe and laugh at his horrified face.

"BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!! WHAT'S WITH THAT FACE?! HAHAHAHAHA!!!". you laugh so hard you had to lean on the wall behind you.

"My name is a what?!". His eyes widen and grab a hold of your shoulders and shake you back and forth.

"HAHAHAHAHAHA IMAGINE! HAHAHAHA!! 'AJAX! SNEZNAYA'S GREATEST CLEANING MACHINE!!' HAHAHAHAHA!!". You're so high in laughing that Childe's shaking didn't bother you.

It took you a minute or more to stop and leave you in a coughing fit before composing yourself and comforting an angry and sad ginger haired boi.

"Look I'm not making fun of your name -well not that bad- but your name also came from a hero in a mythology so don't kill me hahahaha". You pat his shoulders and pull him to walk with you.

"Why would they do that my name?". He grumbles and holds your hand.

"Because it's for marketing purposes and we can't do anything about it". you said finally done with your giggling.

"Besides I'm pretty sure I told you that the name Ajax suites you right?". You turn back to him.

"Yeah". He looks forward to you and relaxes when he sees your smile.

"It's because it's unique and you define your name instead of having your name define you". You gently squeeze his hand and turn around pulling him somewhere.

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And done! this was supposed to be dumb but couldn't help but add some fluff in there! hope ya like it!

Also here ya go!

#genshin Impact #genshin Impact Tartaglia #Genshin Impact Childe x reader #Childe x reader #genshin Impact x reader #Tartaglia #Ajax

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ask-bts-au · 7 years

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Namjoon marine au

naked octopus

#omygod XD #eggtopus #submission #senpai

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ukaiknowsbest · 3 years

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Review: Tamayomi

[will contain spoilers]

Lately I have been pretty bored with the recent developments in Daiya no A and Oofuri. New Shonen anime stuff just don't appeal to me, so I bit the bullet and watched Tamayomi for at least one episode a day.

Like me, people would normally think "HOW TF ARE THEY GOING TO PLAY BASEBALL? AREN'T THEY WEARING SHORTS??? IS THIS JUST FANSERVICE?? OMYGOD"

But I did it. I watched the whole thing. 12 episodes.

And I enjoyed it.

THE SETUP/PLOT

pretty standard fare

Pitcher Yomi Takeda accidentally reunites with her childhood friend who's actually a nationals-level in middle school catcher when they both end up in the same highschool.

School: former powerhouse located in Saitama, now baseball club is almost non-existent. Yomi and a few other will try to revive the team from scratch.

Basically Shin Koshigaya is a brand new team where they struggle to look for new members and majority are first years.

They have to face other stronger teams even when they have a few members and some decent players.

Demographic is SEINEN (like oofuri, last inning, one outs, etc.)

CHARACTERS

Yomi Takeda as Main character and pitcher- skilled, resilient, funny, hardworking, does a lot of research which enabled her to perfect her form and hone her breaking ball. She keeps improving in a good pace too.

Tamaki Yamazaki former childhood friend of Yomi. Is a decent catcher in middle school. A bit well known. Good communicator.

Yoshino - team manager and coach. srsly she is a boss. She's not infallible but she tries her best.

and other decent players with adequate skill

For a sports anime they have decent cast. This is probably the closest we can currently get of a story where the girls are just focused on the sport, do their own strategizing/planning/training. All of them are cute but also serious about what they do.

There's no boys here so there's no talk about het-crushes and other distractions. It's a clamfest babyyyy.

I've seen a little of Major 2 (the one abt the son and his coed team) and I couldn't stand it because it was just slice of life in sportsy undertones.

There is also decent communication among all the players. It's pretty refreshing to watch. The catcher is well rounded and the pitcher is good. Everyone talk things out and there is not a lot of drama.

FANSERVICE

Wearing shorts to a sport that involves a lot of making contact with the ground is just illogical lmao.

Their school uniform skirt is pretty short

A little bit of their manager prodding the thighs of each person she meets but with good reason (she can tell how much muscle/exercise a person does just by a little prodding). It's a trope thing.

That's all. There are no panty shots, unnecessary locker room nudity, boob action, see through sweaty shirts. Most of the cringy things I've seen in other girls sports anime aren't present.

Eventually I even forget that they're wearing shorts or that it impedes their performance. It seems like it doesn't matter much to the characters so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I don't know if like the hugging or holding hands is considered fanservice. In my experiece we ladies just act like that irl. What they do is nothing out of the ordinary.

REALISM

3/5. They wear shorts and dont tie their hair up. The baseball part seem pretty decent though. The pacing of the story and matches was like watching IRL Koshien. It's all very clinical and straightforward.

Plus they include a lot of interesting baseball stuff which I haven't seen happen in early stages of other shonen anime like: specifically training the pitcher in other positions, showing what fielders yell to each other, letting other relievers start to reserve their ace (ppl can yell DnA did this but remember Tanba was injury boy throughout Act 1).

COMPARISON TO OTHER BASEBALL MANGA

based on technicality Tamayomi is prolly one of the top among baseball anime/manga I have seen.

Last Inning

Oofuri

Tamayomi

Daiya no A

Now don't chase me with pitchforks because of this ranking just yet. The fact that Shin Koshigaya coach's decisions and reasonings for plays and lineups are discussed makes the show at par with Last Inning and Oofuri. (we dont see DnA kataoka talk abt this sht like..ever)

Moreover Tamayomi has similar vibes to Oofuri/Big Windup but less dramatic. I do not think it's good for beginners too (especially with just 12 episodes). You need to have prior baseball knowledge to understand what the characters were doing.

However, this show is probably the most no-fuss baseball anime/manga I have watched. It does not rely on hype like DnA and it also don't have heavy topics like Oofuri and Last Inning. It's not wacky like One Outs and it's not uber slice of life like Cross Game. It's just baseball.

My minor complaint is that they don't give numbers when talking about things like pitching speed tho. It would've been more realistic if actual numbers were dropped XD

ART/ DESIGN/ANIMATION

A.k.a the thing most viewers complain about.

Character design is subpar. Everyone's faces are almost the same. You can tell who's the character not by face but by hair and height. Personally I don't mind this. I don't really look for realism in most things I watch. And I think the hair designs are cool.

Lots of people drop this show because of bad animation. There are shots/scenes where it's like I'm watching fanmade AMV's in nicovideo/youtube from the early 2000's. Pitching motions and Batting motions look like character movements in rpg games.

It's not really a problem for me though. I think it's charming for some reason. I don't mind it. A lot of people do but I'm not them.

CONCLUSION

NGL I wanted more. 12 episodes is too short. I hope a better animation company picks this up. I'm rewatching the whole thing because I enjoyed it a lot. I'll even check out the manga if I have time.

If anyone's interested here's my tamayomi livetweet thread

This is one of the closest thing I could get to what a decent girl sports anime looks like. If the character designs, art, animation and the uniforms were just better this show would have gone pretty far.

Compared to Shonen types of manga this was relaxing to watch, especially before bed. I'd honestly recommend it you wanna watch smth that doesnt involve a lot of feelings and drama but still feel like watching an actual sport.

Girls are fun. Finally.

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I get that people reading this would think I'm being too optimistic about a show they considered shtty but I kid you not, I dropped Bakuten (boys gymnastic's anime) coz even with it's wonderful animation i thought it was boring af.

I have dropped so many prettily animated shows coz i just cant get into the characters nor the story.

I've also said before in my Two Car review that I am actively avoiding shows with popular VA's. Idk much abt female VA's in anime, therefore watching Tamayomi was the perfect solution for me.

The reason I like tamayomi so much is that it gave me the same feeling of watching Summer Koshien 2021. I just think an anime that made me remember that kind of feeling was cool.

I'll rewatch hanebado next. wish me luck.

#tamayomi #sports anime #baseball anime #girls sports anime #this is prolly the only positive review abt this anime

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laitoslittlemacaron · 3 years

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Some Laito Appreciation!💚💚💚

So, What do I Love about him:

Honestly, what do i not love about him? He makes me feel so so happy, for over 6 years now. I love him from the bottom of my heart and with all my soul.♡´･ᴗ･`♡ He's so unbelievably precious, important and special to me, I really want to make him feel happy too, he deserves so so much. And I hope that someday i can find someone in real life who can give me such strong lovely feelings..

Anyways, for me, he's such a well-written, amazing and the most interesting character. He has so many layers and sides, there is so much personality and so many hidden thoughts and feelings inside him. There are so many details. So much to love. And to understand, comprehend and analyze what's going on inside his mind, not to mention just how intelligent he actually is. I cant really say what it is but there just is something about him i cant explain, which makes me just super addicted to him.

Especially his way of using and playing with words. There often is this Dark Poetic way of talking, with quite a bit of Horror in this Aesthetic way, i loveee it. Just, dark poetry, but more bloody. Cruel and twisted but still beautiful in it's own way. These specific metaphores he uses, these comparisions he makes, those references, sometimes he gets philosophical and i love a lot of the specific words he loves to use. (」ﾟﾛﾟ)｣♡♡ And have a special mention for when he goes Yandere/possessive please ovo♡

But right next to his sadistic word play he can also get really romantic, not that often, but it stuns me everytime he does it. How can you make such beautiful sentences and comparings♡´･ᴗ･`♡ (And theen destroy them in the next few seconds to keep your mask x'D ) And for example the fairy tale references he sometimes makes! There are so many favourite moments i have as well!

Or when he finally opens up and not locking away his heart and feelings anymore, which takes so much time and work, how truly and genuine he means his love then..o(╥﹏╥)o❤ And how, Protective, he is then!!💕 and how he is able to handle serious and dangerous situations(to protect you..)!! Its so amazing. also oml his "ideas" and date ideas,, owo And I love how sensual he is and what he does and likes to do (okay most of it XD boi can be psycho) , you would'nt believe me how fast i get hug starved, i think i would have died by now if i didnt have all this cuddle stuff of him XD And hell yesss to when he calls you a princess and carries you like one!♡♡♡

Also he's the one you can have the most fun with and do the most stupid things with. Just think back to the halloween cd for example xD Or the make-up cd! (And pranks pff) He's pretty often the only one or one the few who's up for fun stuff, or how he was the one who planned your birthday party while trying to convince all the other ones:'3 Oh to go over a fun fair with him or to my favourite theme park qwq❤ He also can be sooooo adorable sometimes i cant even.. And he makes me laugh so much! He can be so funny. This also includes some of his ideas(and being fully confident in them) (its also stuff like him calling himself a gentlemen which cracks me up; or him being whiny for attention or pretending to be sick)..x"D Especially in scenarios with his brothers, oof i cant. Also him, teasing, his brothers, for example putting a bow into Subarus hair?? omygod.. And then other times he plays the big bro.. :') or sometimes plays the little brother, making them feel horrified xD

Ah andddd i can take PuriKuras with him!! That was way too cute (╥_╥)♡ And i can drag him with me on every rollercoaster!! hehehe ┐(￣ヮ￣)┌ ♡♡ Aand into every cute cafe as well since he enjoys them as much as I do! He can also dance the waltz 🥹💖💖

Can we also please appreciate his voice?? It's so smooth and absolutely beautiful. Thank you for making me feel happy, making me laugh, calming me and making me nervous as frick, strongly giving me the doki-doki's, goosebumps and many many heart attacks. (and for the Voice Drops!!!♡♡ hehehe ovo and these dangerous sounding breath-ins (???idk what to call it but i luv) ah and the little giggles x'D) also wtf hirarin how are u so good at this, like, way too good,, ??¿ ?????

I also want to mention that his eye colour (Green-Turquoise, "Viridian") is exactly!! my favourite colour (◍•ᴗ•◍)💚 also goddamn, his beautiful eyes. Way too pretty, with that gaze in them. And he rly does have style👀 And oof his beautiful autumn coloured hair. i want to run my fingers through it and make him a ponytail. Maybe braid it a bit or give him twin tails for fun👀 Ah i know he doesnt play it very often but i lovee the sound of Piano, so when he does i would love to just listen to him play♡´･ᴗ･`♡ And i reallyy reallyyy want to give him a smooch on his cute birthmark 👀❤

What also makes me happy is that he loooves Macarons! They're my favourite thing to bake and ive gotten really good at them (´∀｀)♡ I would love to bake them for him whenever he asks for, and whatever flavour he wants ♡´･ᴗ･`♡💚 And I want to take him with me to my favourite Patisserie!

Okay i think that's enough for now😂💚 I tried to keep it short xD there are quite a few things im too embarassed to admit lmao but in conclusion; Laito I love you so goddamn much, I'm going to explode. 🥺👉👈💚

//I know today is favourite moment/quote day but there is way way too much i dont want to spam whole games and cds😭😂💕/

#im a bit late im sorry ahhh #laito appreciation week #diabolik lovers #dialovers #diahell #laito sakamaki #sakamaki laito #laito appreciation week 2021 #laito appreciation

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hamlovesereri · 4 years

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I found a photo of you and spooks from conaltdelete on my busted camera! He’s singing into a beer bottle and you’re behind him wearing a scream mask 😹

XD omygod please dm that to me? that was sucha fun night

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ultraglittercat · 4 years

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Drabble 17

Ruddiger's Revenge

Varian was showing his new pet raccoon all the buildings of Old Corona. It was a medium sized village and most of the people farmed at least part time, but there were still some specialty shops.

“That's the tailor, there's the barber, over there's the farrier, and next to it's the carpenter...” Varian explained.

The carpenter's door opened and out marched David, Varian's least favorite person in the village and over all bully. David was an adult now and should have found better things to do with his life such as apple picking or helping with his dad's carpentry business, but old habits died hard and he always fell back on insulting Varian.

“Hey twerp. What's that ugly growth on your shoulder, a wart?” David jeered.

“That's Ruddiger, my loyal raccoon.” Varian replied.

David stepped back. “A raccoon? Don't those things have rabies?” he wondered aloud.

“Sometimes. You'd have to wait til he bites you to find out.” Varian said, grinning wickedly.

For his part, Ruddiger hissed and bared his fangs.

“B-but he's not gonna bite me, is he? I mean we know each other, we've got history together. He wouldn't bite a friend, r-right?” David stammered.

“We've never been friends.” Varian shot back. “You throw apple cores at me, you push me into the mud, you tell me I'm stupid and worthless...”

“Those are jokes! Friendly, harmless, not worth biting someone over, jokes!” David insisted.

“I don't think Ruddiger agrees with you on that.” Varian told him. “Get 'em, boy!” With a hiss, Ruddiger leaped off Varian's shoulder and sank his teeth into David's ankle.

“Aaaah! It's got me!” David cried. “Ow! Ow! It really hurts!”

“I wouldn't struggle if I were you, that just makes him angrier.” Varian advised.

“Omygod, please stop! I'll do anything, please!” David begged.

“You can start by promising never to mess with me again, and we'll see if that calms Ruddiger down.” Varian said.

“Oh sure, no problem. We'll be nothing but buds from here out.” David vowed.

“That's what I needed to hear.” Varian snapped his fingers. “Let go, Ruddiger. We're finished... for now.”

Ruddiger stopped biting David, and ran back to Varian's waiting arms.

“Tell your friends about this. I'm sure they'll want to keep on Ruddiger's good side.” Varian suggested.

“Absolutely! Right away, good buddy!” David ran off, dragging his right leg slightly. Varian could see that David's wound was bleeding, and for once he didn't even felt faint looking at the blood.

Back in his lab, Varian finished detailing his plan. “And that's what I need you to do tomorrow!” he told Ruddiger.

Ruddiger looked at Varian with warm brown eyes and rubbed up against his legs. This wasn't fearsome at all and wouldn't strike fear in the hearts of his enemies, but at least it felt good.

Varian patted Ruddiger on the head, mind still whirling with possibilities. There had to be a way to unleash Ruddiger's feral instincts, and Varian would find it.

The End

(Varian, your villainous side is showing XD This is the 'Variantology' sixth prompt 'Ruddiger'.

If you like, please reblog and/or follow. ^__^)

#tangled the series #tts #tts varian #tangled varian #varian #tts ruddiger #tangled ruddiger #ruddiger #fanfiction #fanfic #my fiction #variantology day 6

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brotato-chibs · 5 years

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Heiji and Shinichi role swap? maybe smol Heiji begs Kazuha-nechan to take him to visit his rival in Tokyo :3

Omygod xD

Hope this will suffice ( *´︶`*)

#dcmk #hattori heiji #toyama kazuha #mouri ran #kudo shinichi #smol hattori #au #ask #kimmy-kouhai #ask and ye shall receive #sorry if the dialogued are meh x''d #dumb doodles

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oumiyuki · 4 years

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I wanna pat your head? I seriously wanna pat your head and tell you you did a great job on all of your fanfics like omygod your YouChika fics give me literal LIFE and you're such an adorable ray of sunshine I can't you're too cute aaaaaaaaa

۹(ÒہÓ)۶ (*≧∀≦*) (ᗒᗨᗕ) （๑✧∀✧๑）(★^O^★)

Headpats, headpats, headpats, headpats!! I love headpats~!! (´∀`)(´∀`)(´∀`)

-doggy tail wagging and ears up and alert-

Thank you so so so so much for this really sweet and smile-inducing message. hehe~ (* >ω(I love them so much!!❤️❤️❤️)

Always happy to give you life and ChikaYous! hehehe~ ヾ(≧∇≦)ゞ

But ahh, (*≧▽≦) “adorable ray of sunshine I can’t you’re too cute”... (๑>ᴗᴗᴗwonderful~~!

Look out for more ChikaYou that I’ll be blasting into the world today or tomorrow or any other day even into next year! Next, next year~ and more! hehehe~ Yousoro~!! (≧ω≦)ゞ(≧ω≦)ゞ(≧ω≦)ゞ

#thank you #happiness #headpats :3 #smiles #personal #dancing-with-the-storm #ahhhhh #XD

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manabingu · 5 years

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OMYGOD 😂

I WAS TRYING TO TELL TYREST "IT'S BEEN A HOT MINUTE"

BUT I SAID:

"IT'S BEEN A HOT LIMIT"

My bias is showing xD 😂 🤣❤️❤️❤️

#t.m. revolution #Mana Blabz #OMYGOD XD I CANT EVEN

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yuseirra · 5 years

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the SlapCircle is hilarious (≧▽≦) (norman would never! At most he'd probably end up with a pat uwu) also. Is that a SPOILER?? Or is the new chap out?? (I scrolled quickly past just in case XD) (p.s can i stay anon? Because I only use tumblr to sometimes browse fandoms. also, no rush on answering, i know you'd always reply, in fact you're probably the quickest to reply my ask! sometimes people wouldn't even reply, but not you, so i don't mind waiting! Take your time! ♡)

I can’t imagine him hurting her either!// He’d rather hurt himself than hurt Emma that’s what I see ;v;//

Um, YEAH that post earlier with norman and emma!!! those were actually legit panels from the manga chapters!!! i SCREAMED!! WHEN I saw that post and went around looking if there were new spoilers out there and I’m not sure if the full thing’s out yet or if it’s just a preview but omygod things are INTENSE it seems painful but really fun too. I’m glad I started reading tpn when there’s some major action coming along and this is apparently going to be the final arc?? I wonder how many chapters are left but I’m assuming it’s not that many.

I see several things happening and this could either go very tragic or very hopeful idk but I hope it’s going to be the latter ugh I totally see things going bittersweet but I want happy not bittersweet. Not for the finale. Make it an happy ending please and I also want a good story. A lot of the stories I signed up for started out great but had a mediocre ending;;;; I think tpn had intriguing writing so far so I’m not that worried but still, I hope the ending feels satisfying for the reader and that it’s wrapped up well! The first arc was amazing. I hope the final arc feels that complete and good too!

About you sending me asks, //yes, it’s fine by me! :) I actually prefer chats staying personal between people that are involved (since if the asks are on anon, I have to answer them publicly and have it up on my blog, and my other followers will constantly see us chatting on their dashes ‘v’;;) but I’ve been enjoying your asks and it’s not that much of a problem for me.

Even if I don’t reply you soon, don’t worry! :) I’m sure the people who don’t don’t mean anything bad either.. sometimes people are too overwhelmed or tired or occupied to reply to every single asks they get, and from my experience it’s usually not about the sender, but the receiver’s circumstances that makes it hard to answer. I can’t promise you that I can be always this responsive myself because!! depending on how busy I am I may not be able to read msgs as fast- not just for you but for all my friends! I keep missing dms and group chats- but I can say for sure that I don’t mean to ignore kind messages!! ‘v’)9 And like I said in the tags last time, getting asks gives me an opportunity to talk to someone about my feelings towards something!!// It’s very exciting to have someone to share those with because I’m an emotional person!!

I hope you enjoy the new spoilers I’m happy that- that new scene is a thing at least it made me cry inside a little but to SEE SOMETHING LIKE THAT IN OFFICIAL, it’s great. It also makes me feel like my interpretations weren’t that off either because I’d hate to be inaccurate with it..! Norman.. norman.. Emma.. Ray.. I bet Ray’d be so done with Norman rn, both his friends keeps putting their life in danger

tpn is fun. Have a nice day! :)

#emoji anon!#mmmmm I like the writing for tpn so far #it's GOOD writing #they know how to thicken the plot and make it interesting..!#but let's end norman's suffering 2k19 #Anonymous #asknreply

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setyasri · 5 years

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Self Healing

Assalamu’alaykum warrahmatullah wabarakatuh!

Alhamdulillah ya.. bisa bersua kembali, dalam suasana yang tidak banyak berbeda dari tulisan sebelumnya Sabtu Sore, hehe Sempat ga nyangka ternyata sudah tiga pekan kita tidak jumpa.. Hayoo siapa rinduuu, ngakuu~~ hehe, ga ada ya? gapapa.. ndak usah dipaksa.. :D

Mmm, tulisan yang akan saya bagikan ini, sepertinya sudah mengendap sejak sepekan lalu Ada kaitannya dengan tulisan sebelumnya atau mungkin dua tulisan sebelumnya ya, mengenai release emosi atau biasanya disebut juga dengan self healing

Kenapa sih release emosi ini penting? Kapan kita perlu melakukan self healing? Self healing tu gimana? semoga semakin kebawah nanti tulisan ini sedikit banyak bisa menjawab pertanyaan-pertanyaan itu yaa yuk markimul, mari kita mulai wkwkwk

release emosi secara bahasa mengungkapkan atau menumpahkan emosi kita eh, kok gitu? kenapa e? bukannya itu tu hal yang ga baik? bukannya kita ga boleh marah-marah? bukannya kalau kita nangis tu cengeng? hmm.. gimana ya.. boleh kok kita merasakan marah, sangat wajar kita nangis ketika sedih yaa hal-hal itu yang membuat kita menjadi manusia yang tidak tumpul emosinya Yaa paket lengkapnya manusia tu bisa merasakan emosi lha, terus yang selama ini dinasihatkan ga boleh tu apa? Ketika kita mengungkapkan emosi marah kita, sedih kita, kecewa kita pada waktu, tempat dan cara yang tidak tepat Misalnya marah-marah, ngomelin ibu-ibu yang belok kanan setelah ngasih sign ke kiri Waaah.. ga boleh itu, selain nanti kualat, percayalah kita pasti kalah, wkwk Tapi, wajar ga sih kalau dalam kondisi kayak gitu kita marah? boleh ga? Marah yang seperti apa, yang seintens apa, dan seperti apa pengungkapannya.. kalau karena kepancing oleh hal kecil kemudian kita meledak-ledak, waah.. yaa perlu dicek lagi sih apakah ada sesuatu yang selama ini kita pendam dan belum kita keluarkan dengan baik-baik? :)

Banyak hal-hal kecil mm, sederhana yang terjadi dalam keseharian kita Kejadiannya mungkin remeh, biasa gitu, tapi berulang, tapi terjadi di beberapa kali kesempatan, berkali-kali atau rutinitas yang seperti itu aja, kitanya jadi bosen, jenuh, kok gini aja terus, ga ada habis-habisnya ada jalan keluarnya ga sih? boleh berhenti ga sih? tapi dalam saat yang bersamaan kita paham betul bahwa satu-satunya jalan adalah dengan tetap dan terus menjalaninya yak opo to gaess, lak mesti rasane judek banget, wkwk

Hal-hal sederhana, satu dua hal yang tidak sesuai dengan harapan kita, menumpuk perlahan-lahan, kita pendem aja, kita abaikan aja, “yo wis lah, pancen urip ki lak yo ngene ki to”, “yaudah lah, jalani aja, lha mau gimana lagi?” Tanpa sadar tumpukan-tumpukan grundelan, sambatan yang tertahan ini, tanpa kita sadari menumpuk di dada Tiba-tiba, ga kenapa-napa dada kok terasa sesek.. badan kok terasa pegel-pegel kepala berat, leher dan pundak kaku.. ooh ya.. mungkin sudah saatnya pakai ojek online, eh opo e malah ngiklan tidur terganggu, makan ga teratur lemes, ga berminat ngapa-ngapain bosen aja, ga ada gairah buat menjalani hidup atau bisa juga tiba-tiba pengen nangis tanpa tau sebabnya kesenggol dikit mbacok, wah seremm.. maksudnya njuk gampang marah-marah

Ga jarang dari kita mengenalinya sebagai masuk angin yaa, lagi ga sehat aja, lagi ga fit Sedikit dari kita yang menyadari oh, iya mungkin aku stress mungkin juga karena masih minimnya kesadaran kesehatan mental, :) Ndakpapa PR kita bareng-bareng Pelan-pelan kita garap bareng lah ya.. Parahnya ga sedikit yang menganggap yaudahlah itu tu bukan masalah jalani aja hidup jalani aja rutinitas yang selama ini telah dilakukan tanpa tau tujuannya apa, arahnya kemana.. yang terjadi ya.. emptiness tetap berfungsi dalam kehidupan sehari-hari namun tidak bermakna.. :’)

Sedih ya gaess maka beruntunglah kita-kita yang memiliki kesadaran memiliki alarm oh, aku lagi capek nih oh, aku lagi stress oh aku lagi perlu healing emotional release.. gimana caranya mengenal itu? peka.. kenali lagi tanda-tanda tubuh yang sedang ingin ia sampaikan pada kita.. :)

Well, emosi-emosi yang menumpuk itu akan membentuk energi psikologis dalam tubuh kita dan.. energi itu ga main-main lho.. pernah dengar cerita-cerita tentang kok bisa atlet masih bisa melanjutkan lari padahal udah cidera atau pacar yang mutilasi pasangannya bisa jadi itu merupakan salah satu pengaruh dari adanya energi-energi psikologis akibat menumpuknya emosi-emosi yang terpendam

Nah, bagi teman-teman yang telag menyimak 3 postingan sebelumnya, soal ekstrovert dan introvert mungkin akan bisa sedikit nyambung Ada teori yang mengelompokkan tipe individu kedalam bagaimana strateginya dalam menghadapi stress Individu digolongkan dalam tipikal eksternalizing dan internalizing individu dengan tipikal eskternalizing jika marah ia akan memarahi orang lain di luar dirinya. Mungkin bisa saja tergambar dengan omongannya yang bisa saja sangat menyakitkan orang lain saat dia marah Sedangkan individu dengan tipikal internalizing, ketika marah, dia akan memarahi dirinya sendiri, merasa bersalah sangat mendalam Masing-masing memiliki potensi ke arah gangguan mental jika porsinya sangat berlebihan masing-masing bisa berfungsi optimal, kita memerlukan keduanya pada takaran yang sesuai untuk berkembang menjadi lebih baik Intinya tipikal eksternalizing itu yang menyampaikan sedangkan internalizing itu yang menyimpan

Kadang emosi-emosi yang ga sengaja masuk ke dalam diri kita itu perlu untuk dikeluarkan sama halnya dengan makanan yang masuk kedalam perut kita ga baik kalau lama-lama disimpan kan.. hehe kalau kepenuhan juga perut ga enak kan rasanya, begah gitu tapi.. mengeluarkan yang seperti apa yang baik?

Sama juga halnya dengan hati kita kejadian-kejadian dalam keseharian, mau ga mau, tanpa sadar membuat kita memasukkan berbagai macam emosi entah emosi yang dianggap positif maupun yang negatif secara alamiah, ia juga memerlukan cara untuk keluar dari hati kita nah itulah mengapa emotional release diperlukan

Apa sih ini kok muter-muter dari tadi wkwk intinya release emosi penting untuk dilakukan wkwk malah emosi Sebenarnya yak tulisan ini awalnya bertujuan untuk share aja apa yang aku lakukan untuk self healing Tapi kenapa muter-muter dulu panjang banget yak.. wkwk ndak papa, suatu proses berpikir

Nah, dari kemarin tu kepikiran gitu untuk share, hal-hal apa aja sih yang kulakukan untuk membuatku merasa lebih baik terus kemarin juga ada temen yang nanya self healing tu gimana sih, gitu Nah, sekarang tiba-tiba kepikiran emotional release sama self healing tu sama ga sih? wkwk Bingung meneh.. wkwk

Self Healing bisa dilakukan dengan banyak cara Salah satunya dengan emotional release tergantung healing apa yang diperlukan Misal mules nah mules karena diare atau mules karena konstipasi diare juga kan ada yang sembuh saat racunnya keluar tubuh ada yang perlu dihentikan diarenya dengan minum obat konstipasi juga kadang perlu dimasukkan sesuatu dulu baru bisa keluar

Apa sih yaa contohnya ga elegan banget.. semoga meski ga elegan, tetap bisa dipahami lah yaa wkwkwk

Wis lah, pokoknya berikut hal-hal yang saya lakukan untuk membuat merasa lebih baik entah mau disebut emotional release atau self healing wkwk Harapannya agar teman-teman ndak bingung juga ketika merasa perlu untuk melakukannya Intinya lakukanlah hal-hal yang membuatmu senang lah, udah gitu doang wkwk memang akan ada aktivitas yang memakan waktu atau biaya usahakan cost atau pengorbanan yang dilakukan itu sebanding dengan membaiknya kondisi teman-teman dan.. pertimbangkan juga konskuensinya bukan asal bahagia tapi merusak..

Postingan sebelumnya udah dibahas yak, menulis dan mendengarkan musik yang keluar saat saya ditanya apa hal yang menyenangkan bagi saya untuk melakukannya Nah pekan lalu saya menyadari ada hal-hal lainnya yang setelah melakukannya saya merasa senang, hehe

Jajan

Soo classic ya.. wkwk. Tapi benar-benar jajan makanan bisa jadi moodbooster buatku, hehe. Bahkan sempat kepikiran jangan-jangan karena aku tipikal orang yang mendem dan susah mengeluarkan apa yang kuinginkan, sehingga kompensasinya adalah dengan mengeluarkan banyak uang buat jajan, wkwk. Jangan ditiru dan jangan sering-sering. bisa jadi sepulang jajan malah tambah stress.. wkwk

Naik Kereta Api

Tuut..tuut.. tuut... Sejak kecil aku selalu dipameri kalau Mas ku sejak bayi sudah terbiasa naik kereta antar kota. Aku si gadis desa liat kereta api aja udah girang tiada terkira, wkwk. pertama kali naik kereta api saat kuliah S1 men.. dan itu hanya berjarak kurang lebih satu jam perjalanan. itu sudah sangat membuat bahagia, omygod! wkwk. semakin kesini perjalanan dengan kereta api ternyata membawa banyak kenangan dan pemaknaan baru tentang perjalanan hidup, alah-alah..

Ngobrol dengan Orang

dengan teman dekat lebih tepatnya.. kegiatan ini baru kusadari dapat memperbaiki mood ku saat akhir-akhir S1 ketika sedang berjuang banget untuk menemukan sebenarnya aku mau ngapain. Ketemu lagi dengan teman lama, ngobrol berjam-jam tentang mimpi-mimpi kita, asumsi, pendapat kita, pengalaman kita baru-baru ini ternyata sangat bisa mengobati moodku yang saat itu sungguh sangat gloomy. dengan ngobrol kita dapat pandangan baru, perspektif baru. Kadang-kadang kita pusing karena terlalu asik berputar-putar dengan pikiran kita. Somehow kita perlu orang lain untuk menyadarkan ada sudut pandang lain yang mungkin bisa membuatmu lebih nyaman lhoo :)

Kondangan

wkwk, iya, serandom itu XD. Intinya sama sih, ketemu orang dan ngobrol. Dan entah ya dateng ke kawinan tu karena makanannya banyak dan enak-enak, ketemu orang dan suasana bahagia itu bisa memperbaiki mood banget sih. Tapi entah ya, apakah 5 atau 10 tahun lagi event kondangan ini masih memiliki efek yang sama untukku? wkwk. Paling berkesan tiap kondangan adalah muatan emosi yang sangat kaya, senang, haru, sedih. bahagia, nyampur-nyampur. Kondangan selalu bisa membuatku merasa aaaaaah... wkwk opo sih

Ternyata gaes, setelah coba aku list, banyak banget yang ketika setelah melakukannya bisa membuatku lebih baik. Ini nih daftarnya Keluar Pagi Hari Nonton Masak Membantu Orang Lain Ketemu Anak Kecil Tidur Renang Beberes Kamar Mandi Jalan Baca Tapi saat ini sedang tidak bisa aku bahas semua satu persatu Karena ada hal lain yang musti kulakukan.. huhu

Daan, sebenarnya pun masih buuuuaaaannnyyuuuuaaaak banget aktivitas lain yang bisa membuatmu merasa lebih baik Kenali perasaanmu saat melakukan kativitas-aktivitas tersebut dan terus coba hal-hal baru di luar kebiasaanmu Siapa tau satu dua aktivitas saat ini efektif namun tidak untuk beberapa waktu mendatang Lakukanlah hal-hal itu jika memungkinkan untuk membuatmu merasakan lebih baik Lakukan yang saat kamu membutuhkannya, paling mungkin untuk dilakukan :) Simpel misalnya dengan melihat fotomu sendiri yang sedang tersenyum lebar saat kamu sedang down :)

Apapun yang saat ini sedang dijalani teman, Percayalah tidak ada yang abadi di dunia ini Kita saat ini, berada pada proses masing-masing Telah ditakar kemampuan kita Maka jalan ini, proses ini, path ini memang untuk diri kita menjadi lebih baik Mungkin tidak ada yang mengatakan mudah Cukup pastikan jangan berhenti Cukup pastikan kaki kita selalu berada di depan kaki yang lain :) Jika memang terasa sesak, terasa berat Ambillah jeda sejenak dengan melakukan aktivitas-aktivitas yang bisa membuatmu merasa sedikit lega

Noted to my self

Tulisan ini sebenarnya dibuat sebagai pengingat diri sendiri ketika panik dan bingung apa yang harus dilakukan saat terasa penat :D

Sampai jumpa lagi di tulisan berikutnya Mohon Maaf Lahir Batin Masiiih aja banyak ga jelasnya Semoga ada yang bisa diambil pelajarannya yaa

Menuju Gelapnya Malam Minggu Mendekat tenggat waktu yang mencekat Yogyakarta, 21 September 2019 18:32

Semoga seburuk apapun kondisi kita saat ini, Masih terjaga paling tidak satu kebaikan di dalamnya Wassalamu’alaykum warrahmatullah wabarakatuh! :*

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