#you pour your heart into

[yoonyia]

accidently instilled a god complex into someone

woopsies

my therapy is failing

#this is a joke #i told them that other people are intimidated the way mortals are intimidated to angels as a hyperbole #they knew it was a hyperbole but it did make for some funny jokes #they also said that its weird that a student is doing a theraphy thing #that usually when its a theraphy they get into this own world of theirs and the therapist feels like this sub human person #you pour your heart into #but not really a friend #or even a person #they used the world subhuman and above society type of people and i feel thats interesting #and i know that thats a feeling a lot of my other friends have to their therapist #that half the job is trying to get them to listen to you like youre a person #and theyre more of an obstacle they try and over come for support rather then a person they feel comforted and secure with #and i do acknowledge that good therapist probably treat their clients like people and not traumatized characters #but i can see how after like 4 people in a row you start seeing them as just sadness oozing blobs you need to help somehow #its an interesting thing about theraphy that i didnt think about till now tho so im glad they pointed out how this was weird for them #because i was weirded out when my teacher came to me and ripped out my worries and it was funny to me because he was right #and now i kinda see why #because a therapist isnt a person to the clients either sometimes #they help you with your problems that you sometimes forget theyre human and have issues too #interesting interesting #will keep this in mind when i get into my profession #definitely will avoid therapist

[gabe-lovebot]

councilor 3D model

i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up to bring him to life. he's yours now. do whatever you want with him

[link]

please credit me if you make something using the model (or even ping/link me to it, i would love to see what you made!)

currently available as a .blend, .fbx and an SFM port.

#hello councilnation i'm finally releasing him to the wild #have fun playing toys with him #ultrakill #councilor #councilor ultrakill #3d stuff #obviously with the councilor having just 1 full body image of him means that some stuff i had to improvise on #so you get to enjoy my headcanons on how he looks #(like obviously the wings & halo) #(but also the chestplate design) #but did you know that the councilor's canon design has subtle engravings on his forearm armor pieces? #i only barely noticed them when painting textures and i was floored #i had to add them #to the sfm anon and whoever else wants to use this for sfm stuff- #i did my best with a port for sfm and i'm quite proud of the result #but please be aware i have never used it before so if you find that something doesn't work as it should please please let me know!! #gonna pour my heart out in tags as always so close your eyes if you don't wanna see me being sentimental but #i'm not kidding when i say i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up for this #i have meddled with blender before but never actually came close to finishing a project #and i don't know how i did it and how i kept going #(i do know) (it was my friend encouraging me every time i showed him progress) #this was like 1 entire month in the making #but i'm so fucking proud of this and how it turned out and people's tags in my act 2 render genuinely were such a huge confidence boost #so thank you guys for liking it <3 #i'm still very much thinking of doing a version with just his bloodied head #but it might take a while because i want a break and i want to play warframe

[mimimar]

my completed illustration series based on the 5 books of TGCF♡

you can now get them as dust jackets for the english translation of the TGCF books here! 

#tgcf #proud of completing this illustration series :') i really poured my heart into it #finally the long awaited dust jackets are here! sorry that it took so long they were a lot of work #i will continue to update them with new dust jackets as new volumes drop! #please consider paying what you think is fair (or at least what you can) when you download them so that i can keep this project going #i would really appreciate your support<3 #heaven official's blessing #hualian #tian guan ci fu #tgcf fanart #hualian fanart #heaven official's blessing fanart #tgcf dust jackets

[naturecalls111]

Me, consuming any other media ever: how can I make this about zosan

#nc111 talks #zosan #this is about me playing fe3h for the eighteen billionth time and finding little delusional concepts in sylvix that makes me go #'nod nod nod that's so zosan of them so true' #like objectively it really isn't zosan of them at all but sometimes I see it between the lines and I'm like oh zosan sunglasses emoji #if you dare me i can even find the lawlu in sylvix im so talented #I'm not even kidding if someone made a game out of turning things into zosan i would never lose #i had an ant infestation in my bathroom the other day and I made it about zosan #my brother was like WE HAVE BIGGER ISSUES THAN YOUR YAOI RIGHT NOW #like........ there is no bigger issue than my yaoi at any given moment.....ever.......... #whispers although I have to admit I enjoy the sylvix dynamic more than i do the zosa- *gets shot* #im so sorry there's just only so much bickering i can take before i'm like *smacks ship* I NEED YOU TO BE MORE BLATANTLY KIND TO EACH OTHER #In a way that doesn't feel so teeth-gritty or. well. OOC. LOL #Anyone who likes sylvix AND zosan will know what i mean I'm not going to explain it. iykyk #WAIT LMAO IM NOT DONE. EDIT: #when my first boyfriend broke up with me i was a melodramatic little shit about it #had a diary that i would like pour my heart into and the other day i came across it #and it's really telling that my first thought was “omg.... so zosan-” LIKE GIRL GET A GRIP YOU ARE DETACHING FROM REALITY #all for zosan CRIES ALL FOR ZOSAN...

[stromer]

call me crazy... but i think hockey belongs in the desert idk

#just like. absolutely gutted that some little kid lost their favorite hockey team today #coolest jerseys in the league... AURA that's just absolutely unmatched on all regards. gone like that #the genuine lack of empathy i've encountered reading comments and what not. these people are actual sickos.... do they even SEE IT? #and ownership ONLY TOLD THE PLAYERS/STAFF BECAUSE THE RELOCATION NEWS GOT LEAKED!!!!!!!!! waht the hell #staff/communities/families/writers/players etc etc are all losing something... like garyb can always Get Bent but these are real ppl! #pouring your heart out into a team for so many years; none of which have been easy just to get this in return #fucking utah.... to play in an arena that is literally not even built for hockey........ like we've lost the plot so incredibly bad esp whe #the top goal scorer in the league is literally from arizona LOL #say all you want abt yotes failing but they knew friendship... they knew love... they knew how to see the world in a grain of sand... #i'm not even a diehard yotes fan but this just blows and az deserves better than this

[viviraptor-art]

after their loss in battle city, two former champions take a moment to confide in each other.

i've always wondered how a relationship between these two would pan out behind the scenes... would they already consider themselves "friends" once battle city rolls around, or still just fellow duelists? either way, weevil doesn't seem to care much for personal space.

bonus close-up and sketch under the cut:

(the emote i drew beside them really speaks for itself)

#yugioh duel monsters #shrimpshipping #weevil underwood #rex raptor #insector haga #dinosaur ryuzaki #yugioh #ygo #digital art #fanart #you ever start sketching an interesting pose and end up pouring your entire heart (20+ hours) into the final product. yeahhh #and uh you could consider this a palette cleanser for the shrimp angst im posting tomorrow. but you didnt hear that from me. #alt text

[wifegideonnav]

yeah you say “cringe is dead” but do you still apologize about reblogging stuff related to your “cringy” interests? kill the mindset that you are somehow not included in that statement or we’re never actually going to change anything

#i have never been in a fandom that apologizes for liking the source media as much as the homestuck fandom does #like jesus christ STOP it’s not cute actually #we’re on tumblr. we’re literally on tumblr and you still feel the need to be like ‘omg so so sorry for reblogging this hs post teehee’ #if people unfollow you for it who cares. who. cares. #also not only is it 1) perpetuating a toxic culture of shame and 2) annoying #it’s highly disrespectful to the creator of the media #someone poured their heart and soul into the anime or book or album that you’re so ashamed of liking #by APOLOGIZING for liking something just because other people like to mock it you’re agreeing that this thing that you supposedly love #is defective. less than. worthy of mockery #i mean not only is that spineless as hell it’s like. imagine being a creator and knowing that not even your fans respect your work #so yeah. stop apologizing for liking the things you like. either express that affinity freely or shut the fuck up entirely #hm. im madder about this than i thought i was. lol. #op

[rcmclachlan]

what if i put my life in your hands? what if i took your life in mine?

#okay look there's a reason i've been obsessed with this scene for 21 slutty slutty years #imagine for a second you're yue #your master—whom you loved more than your own existence—decided his work was finished and didn't need you anymore #and he pushed you into the dark where you slept for centuries until a little girl woke you up by sheer dumb luck #you now are trapped in this horrible new era where everything is too loud and too fast and too bright #you're also trapped in a body that isn't yours jockeying for room with a completely separate soul that you don't know or particularly like #and you're draining your meager stores of magic to the dregs in order to keep the two of you alive #under the surface of tsukishiro yukito you're drowning—and the both of you are fading away entirely #and then this boy #pulls you to the surface of yourself #and says with his whole heart 'i won't let you disappear' #he smiles at you and teases you and then pours his not inconsiderable power into you #and you take and you take and you take and he never says stop #he never says only a little but no more #he holds you close and lets you sup on the very marrow of his magic until there's nothing left and he's simply an ordinary human #and for the first time in centuries—perhaps ever—you feel full #when you finally step away and ease his unconscious body onto the bed as gently as you can manage #you murmur that you ought to thank him #but it's such an inadequate way to convey your gratitude #how do you give thanks for what you've made him lose? #you put your life in his hands and he cradled it as if it were precious... and then he gave you his own in return #in the world before this one you would have been as good as wed #you thumb the swell of his cheek and allow yourself one last look at your would-be husband #and then turn around to face the threat behind the door #as it creaks open to reveal a little body wracked with sobs you think you would face anything that would dare come for him or his sister #not because it is your duty as the guardian of the cards #but because you love them #touya/yue #ccs #yue

[hms-incorrect-quotes]

Soul: [out cold on the ground]

Heart: Oh my god, do you think he's okay?

Mind: Only one way to find out.

Mind: [dumps a bucket of ice water onto Soul’s face]

#this is why you get a normal sleep schedule #otherwise you passout on the floor & your friends/selves pour cold water on you #chonny jash #cj heart #cj mind #cj soul #chonnys charming chaos compendium

[renabe4life]

"Togethers and Tomorrows"

A quiet scene from chapter 35 of And the Reason Comes, by @whatacartouchebag as a wee birthday present for a precious friend. I have been wanting to draw this since the chapter was posted, just thought you should know ♡

#fair game #qrow branwen #clover ebi #rwby #rwby fair game #qrow x clover #Reason #renabe #plant is so so sleeby #and bird can only sigh softly at him for waiting up #and carry him to bed ♡ #i went to reread the scene to refresh my memory on how the wee plant was being carried #and damn near got distracted a handful of times #wanting to read the whole chapter but knowing i'd be a sobbing mess if i did #since you're so good at that with your words :') #laksdhf okay outta the tags with me #but wehhhh love you friend #and love this beautiful fic you've poured your heart into ♡ #thank you always for sharing it

[wind-becomes-lightning]

I just love going on pinterest and randomly stumbling over OC posts from fandoms im browsing in. I love love love love love our universal wish of being in the story and influencing it meaningfully. I can't believe this absolutely loveletter to the story you want to participate in is seen as cringe.

So shoutout to everyone with OC's in any fandom ever. Keep going! Make the parents that are missing in the story or the children you'd like to see, give that character(s) kisses because you think they deserve them, smack that bad guy in the face. Make them overpowered and change the trajectory of canon or make them small and barely interact with the main story.

Just go off, I love every effort and everything you do, and you, for doing it.

#nisi rambles #idk it gives me so much feeling #that people pour their heart out to be in the story they love #and how that is somehow regarded as bad online #idk but im confident in thinking that original authors would be stoked to find out you took the world #and made your own character in it #like you are playing dnd #cant prove that of course but at least i would be #anyway

[lunarelly]

okay so people new to tumblr need to learn something real quick: tumblr is not instagram or twitter or tiktok and on this website we do not steal work from artists to gain our following, we reblog only from the artist and if we do repost, we make sure that we have very clear consent from the artist to do so and that we credit and link them in the description.

tumblr is one of the few remaining platforms where plagiarizing is not a huge issue. let’s please not make it one.

when you repost art, you are stealing that attention from the artist and whether you mean to or not, you are being deceitful and many people will believe that the art you are reposting is yours and will follow you instead of the actual artist who spent hours on the piece just for someone else to take credit by omission. also putting ‘not my art’ in the tags is not enough. if you can’t credit, don’t repost.

artists are already afraid to post their art because of this behavior becoming more and more common on the internet. if you enjoy art, please stop doing this, not just on tumblr but in general.

internet popularity cannot be worth it for how devastating this behavior is to artists.

#i’m encouraging you all to reblog this or create your own post on the subject #tagging popular fandoms bc this is especially an issue with fanart #imagine pouring your heart into a piece just to see it blow up on someone else’s account #this behavior is becoming way too common on here which sucks bc it’s one of the last safe spaces for artists #naruto #jujutsu kaisen #kimetsu no yaiba #haikyū!! #boku no hero acedamia #spy family #the legend of zelda #loz #botw #chainsaw man #mob psycho 100 #overwatch #genshin impact #final fantasy #ma dao zu shi #demon slayer #studio ghibli #anime #fanart #art #artists on tumblr #sailor moon #fmab #bungo stray dogs #bee and puppycat #lunarelly rants

[victorgrwrites]

Gortash is an Artificer

Some people doubt this, and those people do not see the light. One angle I've seen is that he just steals other's schematics, but let's be real. If you're not stealing or finessing into other artificer houses' schematics, you're not an artificer.

Two, there's documents that clearly comment about additions to those schematics in Gortash's writing. It takes knowledge to alter those schematics, let alone comprehend them.

AND ANOTHER THING, there's no reason for a warlock (and by extension a devil patron) to be interested in a dirt poor kid with shitty parents. Unless that kid happens to be good at something, and there's multiple times where his mom talks about how he was a smart kid that was too smart for his own good.

If I had to hazard a guess, parents that talk like that probably didn't like that he was more interested in artifice than shoe making, didn't like that he was smarter than them in anything, and didn't like the 'mess' or 'time wasted' on pulling apart and putting together little machines.

Now, with my rant done, here's some bonus HC broth I've been making specifically about Gortash.

He absolutely snuck into the Hall of Wonders all the time as a kid, just to look at everything. There might have even been a worker there who let him sneak in cause Enver just looked so damn excited every time.

Man doesn't have a crossbow, fuck that. He has a gun/enhanced arcane focus, Larian just didn't have time for artificer stuff yet we're just not ready for it.

In case anyone hasn't noticed yet, he likes artifice because they're machines and can't turn on him. He literally builds them; they can't lie and choose to hurt him, they can't leave for something better, they are the ultimate barrier between him and anyone else.

The majority of his knowledge came from his time in the House of Hope, or maybe elsewhere in the Hells. It's why the Steel Watch have infernal engines.

Durge Bonus:

I've got a little bit in mind for the first fic where Jack (Durge) and Gortash meet, and Jack asks to use his knife. He throws it back at Gortash to give it back, but instead of stabbing his leg, it just comes back to Gortash's hand. Returning Weapon, not RAW, but rule of cool, baby. Because again, Enver's machines never hurt him.

Jack often wonders if he'll find metal in Gortash if he digs around in his body enough. Even though he knows it's probably not true, his instincts tell him it'll be in his chest, near the spine, under the sternum. One of the many and various kinds of looks he'll give Gortash is the 'searching for your metal' look every now and again.

And Gortash finds it weirdly flattering.

#“...Not my heart then?” #“Oh no no. You have a heart of flesh and blood that I will eat when I kill you. #...And then maybe pour molten metal into your chest and fashion a metal heart for you. #It would pale in comparison to your metal creations unfortunately." #“Hmm... I'll create a metal heart for that future occasion then. For your use only.” #Don't mind me just these fuckers are always in my head now #bg3 #enver gortash #durge #durgetash #hcs

[constellation-skirmishes]

luke finds a MSE-6 one day and decides to repair her for padme. he names the droid 'emmy'

l: emmy's almost done! i just need to finish tweaking a few things, but soon she'll be up and running like a kryat in her nest!

then you won't have to be alone when i'm not here!

#tatooine ghosts au #padme and luke #padme naberrie #padme amidala #luke skywalker #force ghost padme au #in other words: mechanic luke has my whole heart #padmes destined to get droids from her boys all the time #its one way they show love #because when you pour your heart and soul into creating something for someone else #something something you leave a piece of yourself in that creation #and entrusting it to someone is the highest form of love and respect #anyways. thank the maker. thats all. wailing. sobbing. #i just think about 3PO all the time. he makes me go insane. #yes padme gets stretch marks because i said so. #lukka's workshop

[doriandrifting]

Will must be so confused. First of all, he didn’t know the thing Mike wasn’t telling El was “I love you.” And then Mike gives that whole big speech to El and she’s not talking to him? Even though they had been talking and laughing at the pizza place right before? Like I know he’s sitting there thinking about how the math is not mathing, not one bit. Like why would a “love confession” lead to a fall out ? 😭

#I know I’m beating a dead horse but like imagine how fucking confusing that is #after you poured out your heart under the guise of someone else #pushed the person you love to confess their feelings to someone else #AND THEYRE STILL ACTINg UP? #I would’ve been pressed #byler #mike wheeler #i know what you are #will byers #my precious gay son

[willowser]

one of those crazy girls by paramore except it's gojo

#now when you say you wanna slow down #does that mean you wanna slow dance? #maybe you just want a little extra time to focus on our romance #what do you mean i've got it backwards? you know we're gonna be forever #why are you telling me goodbye? arent you gonna stay the night? #are we really over now? maybe i can change your mind #as soon as you walk out my door i'm gonna call 100 times #i pour my heart out to your voicemal let you know i caught a bus to your side of town #now i'm standing at your doorstep #if you dont answer i'll just use the key i copied 'cause i really need to see you #if you're not here when i break in i'm gonna go through your closet just so i can smell your skin #i know i'll never love again i swear i'll never love again #IT'S SO HIM PLS #✿ thoughts: gojo