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you idiots always complain about skyrim like ohh the dungeons suck the story suck yadda yadda thats bc ur not supposed to DO any of that dumb shit! ur supposed to roam naked and free and sneak into houses to make soup! it’s a soup game!

#text #skyrim #the elder scrolls #truth

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Stoner Confessions (via imgur)

#photo #drugs/ #there are legitimate tears in my eyes omg #tho one time i got so stoned #that i laid down in a dark room #and forgot i had done it #and it was so quiet and dark #i thought that the rapture had happened #and i got left behind cuz id done The Weed

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You want some real legitimate advice about mental health? Stop being mean to yourself.

Like, when you wanna say mean shit about yourself either internally or externally, work to learn how to step back a moment and remind yourself that what you are doing is a form of self-harm and not a fair or legitimate judgement on you as a person, and furthermore is not productive to your survival or well-being.

Even if you fuck something up, you can resolve to do better in the future, you can tell yourself that you’re going to make this a learning experience, and even if you’ve made the same mistake 50 times already, telling yourself you’ll get it right someday if you just keep trying will always do you better than calling yourself an idiot and beating yourself up for not being able to get it right.

Take it from me, a lot of mental health shit is a product of your environment and personal history, and therefore you really don’t have the control over it that you need to get by without others’ help, but one thing you can have some control over is whether you’re going to be a friend to yourself or just another enemy, and if you want to survive, you’ve gotta strive to be in your own corner as best you can.

#text #misc

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Someone: *treats me badly*

Me: *forgives them immediately*

Me 2 weeks later, eyes snapping open at 3 am: you know what?? I'm mad at you.

#chat #misc #meeeee

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There is literally nothing more comforting after a bad day than coming home and reading fluffy sickfics.

#text #misc #ive had a bad day someone rec me some sick fic

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#text #misc #me

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my zodiac? im a dumbass. moon in dramatic bitch

#text #misc #i mean #im a capricorn sun and a leo moon #so this isn’t exactly wrong

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My mom said that today in church her pastor said in the sermon that Jesus told us to help the poor, and taking money away from public schools to give to charter schools only widens the gap between the rich and the poor.  She then added that Jesus spoke against adultery and lust and would not have approved of bragging about sexually assaulting women.  According to my mom, people got up and walked out.

The pastor also started the sermon by noting that she’d heard of another minister who read the entirety of the Sermon on the Mount at the pulpit, to be told by the so-called Christian parishioners after the service that it was offensive and they didn’t agree.

The Sermon on the Mount is straight up the words of Jesus.

#text #misc #religion/ #f slur/ #long post/

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I must learn to love the fool in me - the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries.

Theodore Isaac Rubin (via wordsnquotes)

#text #misc

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emotionally I feel like a rotten peach with a lil worm in it

#text #misc #negative/

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me: what if every single headache we have is just an advanced supernatural being trying to telepathically communicate with us but our minds can’t handle the frequency they’re on so they short circuit

me to me: will… will you just take the damn advil ..

#text #misc #me

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PLEASE tell me if I’m fuckin up. I’d much rather be told i’m wrong up front than silently filed away under “P for Problematic”

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i guess in summary if anyone cares im Not Okay

#i apologize for the intrusion #negative/

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#i hate that when something happens #my brain flounders between being hurt and being angry #because i cant articulate what im feeling #and i don't think either emotion is especially productive #so i just end up crying then getting mad the crying again #rinse repeat #plus my years of emotional abuse #have made it so i don't know if it's even rational for me to feel either #or if im being a whiny baby who needs to suck it up #i apologize for the intrusion #negative/ #ignore me

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All I do is drink coffee and say bad words

#text #misc #same

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me, watching people surpass me in literally every possible way: haha! great for them :) also! starting at noon i will be burying myself under leaves and decaying slowly, feel free to stop by!

#text #misc #big mood

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What fictional character(s) do I remind you of?

Looks: Personality:

#ask prompt #my selfie tag is #quinn face #for reference