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authoroflast · 2 days
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“I wanted to tell you that wherever I am, whatever happens, I’ll always think of you, and the time we spent together, as my happiest time. I’d do it all over again, if I had the choice. No regrets.”
— Cynthia Hand, Boundless
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authoroflast · 2 days
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“The hardest times for me were not when people challenged what I said, but when I felt my voice was not heard.”
— Carol Gilligan
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authoroflast · 23 days
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You are the letters that created the words of my poems.
Elysian101
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authoroflast · 23 days
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The only way I can have you is through my poetry. These words are what I find my comfort in.
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authoroflast · 25 days
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authoroflast · 1 month
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authoroflast · 1 month
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“May you live as long as you wish and love as long as you live.”
— Robert A. Heinlein
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authoroflast · 1 month
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authoroflast · 2 months
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Why do I not sleep at night?
Googling Normandy. Woo?
Back pain. Overthinking.
Sleepy.
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authoroflast · 2 months
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Why am I not concerned about saying "you"? Well whoever reads this won't know "who" precisely in any prose or poem? Vague fourth wall breaking notions.
I love all my friends. I take inspiration from all my beautiful friends. I've mentioned many times I've known my Nakama since I was 14. LoNg enough to connect with them better than family. Nakama is Ohana. Most of my friends know each other in real life now and I feel so blessed to have all y'all. Despite any drama.
(percal le cape? I dunno I should sleep)
My brain might overthink all of this, all of my plans to focus on myself and on my writing and on my poems most of all, but the one thing you meant is breathing.
All these years I've got to learn to breathe.
Work on my books. But mostly sleeping.
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authoroflast · 2 months
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I'll start with 47
47 poems
47 songs
47 stories
47 lists.
I'll write more to the tempest series after Last, that's 2 more, the first thing I ever promised you was a book of poems in a more positive and empowering theme.
I've written 1 song about you so far as I know. But we'll look at my old poetry book from 2016ish with no doubt again more poems and some songs that fit you too.
"ever since high school"/"I've known him since I was 14"/"he was a background character and now he's more like a main character"/"JW vibes" maybe 47 ideas?
I've written poetry about tea. Who knows?
Everything happens for a reason. Right?
It is what we make it. Lemon's and all.
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authoroflast · 2 months
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You've were but a fool
Ever since high school
Maybe just a tool
Or was I the fool
Ever since high school
Am I just a tool
Whose to be the judge?
Were we both foolish to hope?
Ever since high school
It is what it is.
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authoroflast · 2 months
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Why do I love you, you've always been an ignorant fool ever since high school... (Especially in high school probably)
If I could write you a poem I'd write you a thousand poems. I could write you a song I'd write you a million for songs. And writing books I'll never run out of stories so long as you exist. So please always exist.
End of random poetry attempt....
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authoroflast · 2 months
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I was genuine with my intentions
She was playing the game
I didn't see it then
I'm lying
I saw it
I thought maybe the desire for something genuine will overpower the game
I was wrong
She was invested in the game
She had scores to settle
I was just another pawn in the game
I thought her eyes were fixed on me
My mistake
It was the game she looked so deeply in to
I was genuine with my intentions
She was playing the game
She had scores to settle
— lame
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authoroflast · 2 months
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Enough time has passed now
Time to move on now
Time to grow up now
Respect myself now
No more crying now
Just smiles & laughter now
Hobbies & playtime now
Meals & drinks now
No more romance now
I'm just tired of that now
See you later love
Enough time has passed now
— lame
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authoroflast · 3 months
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