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Just a note that it’s still crossing boundaries if you’re doing it as a “joke”.

By this, I mean things like messing up someone’s organization because you think their distress isn’t serious and it’s funny to get a rise out of them. Or things like using a nickname someone has asked you not to use because you think it’s funny.

You’re not funny. It’s actually a really shitty thing to do. It’s not up to you to decide how valid or real someone’s distress is. If they tell you to stop, then stop.

#MY DAD ALWAYS DOES THAT OMFG #THEN HE GETS MAD AT ME WHEN I TELL HIM TO STOP #jfccc

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Reblog with your score

#undescribed #positive #(i think?) #i played 12 #most in this list though i watched my brother play

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me seeing a mutual's happy post: "hell yeah buddy :)" *hits like*

me seeing a mutual's sad/vent post: "aww no buddy :(" *hits like*

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when you consider someone your friend but you're not sure if they see you as a friend as well or if you're just some weirdo who won't stop annoying them

#actuallybpd #actuallybipolar #actuallybullied #venting #personal #my journal

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Even if the abuse didn’t “feel bad” at the time, it was still abuse. And you are still allowed to feel whatever you feel about it. 

#reminder

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keep going

#long post #undescribed #reminder

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somebody: so what do u like to do for fun? :)

me, very used to being mocked for my interests: ha ha, i dunno, i don’t do anything. Ever

#self-deprecating humor

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you leave the psych ward but the psych ward never leaves you.

#psych ward #hospital tw #hospitalization tw

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Don’t listen to anyone that tells you you should be “over it” by now (including yourself). There is no timeline for healing. 

#reminder

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my favorite love language is trying, actually

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It's a lot healthier to go for a daily walk than to sign up for a gym membership you won't be using because you hate that kind of exercise. It's a lot healthier to eat a frozen meal than to skip a meal because you were too tired to cook something healthy. It's a lot healthier to take a quick shower than to procrastinate an elaborate routine for days. Don't aim so high that you won't be hitting anything!

#reminder #positive

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Yes, you should absolutely grow and do better. But please don’t ever think your past self lacked worth in any way. Your past self got you through everything, even when it seemed impossible. And you’re here now thanks to that version of you.

(Even if that version of you tried to give up at times. You’re still here.)

#reminder #suicide mention tw

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i hate the fact that i dedicate myself to someone who doesn't feel the same way, and then when someone is rlly interested in me, i just can't reciprocate it. why am i like this.

#actuallybpd #venting #personal #my journal #npd safe

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I just want a bond that nobody can come in between.

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there will be people who choose to misunderstand you no matter how hard you try to explain yourself. you can’t change their minds. focus on how you see yourself.

#reminder

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"Ignore for 10 years of bad luck-" Well I'll take my chances with those 10 years of bad luck if it means I don't trigger my followers like you just triggered me. But fuck you

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While it might feel like healing or recovery, a strict “I don’t need anyone else. I can do this on my own” can actually make things worse.

While I talk about learning to self-soothe, try not to take it to the extreme. You are allowed to ask for help, support and validation. You are allowed to need people.

#reminder