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i can’t stop crying today. my heart feels so broken.

i just saw a video originally filmed in july 2023, of a family celebrating their daughter high school exams results. and the caption said “the entire family ascended to the sky”

i just– how is this possibly real life? they looked so happy and so full of life. and now they’re….

the world is such a cruel place. what even is humanity? what does it mean to be human? because right now it seems humanity no longer exists.

reminds me of what sarah aziza said… “[the world’s] humanity is not mine”

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I need everyone to understand that even as Palestinians, with everything that we grew up witnessing and learning about, some of what we've been seeing unfold in Gaza is still too horrific for us to bear or wrap our heads around

#gaza #pray for palestine #please share this

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Your girl made bibimbap (with whatever I had in the fridge) and it was yum.

#s cooks #fun fact : I was a culinary student #it is now my personality #fun fact 2: it was the TOUGHEST 4 years #I had 0 friends in the beginning but gained an amazing one at the end #3 years of no real friends #and my last year with a best friend for life #also I love spring onion

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PARK SHIN HYE as NAM HA NEUL & PARK HYUNG SIK as YEO JUNG WOO DOCTOR SLUMP Netflix Official Teaser Release date: January 27, 2024

#everyone watch this drama #the heirs gang #it’s so fucking funny #my stomach hurt from laughing #doctor slump #kdramas #s rambles

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Such a beautiful day

#s rambles

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Things that are weird for me when i moved to a different country -

Grocery shopping- having to buy the most basic things like clothes hangers

Taking above for granted- Living at the comfort of my house with my parents, everything basic was already there for me to use

Conversion- converting prices to that of your home country is tiring

money consciousness

Home sickness

Making friends

Adulting

Adapting to a different culture and accent

Having to entertain yourself

Consumable water- In my country we have aquaguards/ water purifiers, but here I have to consume from the tap...?

#s rambles #s is dumb #there's so much more

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Your girl got a tattoo 🫶

An explanation that nobody asked for:

It’s inspired by Jiji from Kiki’s delivery service (I love that movie)

I love cats

I’ve been told that I give off black cat energy but I didn’t want to colour it in because it would cost me more lol

It’s holding a wand that my mum used to draw for me when I was younger when she was my tooth fairy ✨

I drew it lmao

I now want a whole sleeve

#s is dumb #I love tattoos now? #tattoos

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#my comfort song #such a great song #stray kids #skz #collision #stay #Spotify

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Here for someone’s birthday dinner and I’m the only one who has reached.

I was half an hour late.

#s is dumb #I left late but I’m still early to being late #how

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Indian Chaotic Academia

Wanting to wear jumpers and hoodies but changing your mind after looking at the daily temperature

Scoring 97% in English in your board exams but your spoken English makes you sound like you are an illiterate crackhead

Messy yet (somewhat) intelligible handwriting

A weak spot for old Bollywood songs regardless of your personal taste in music

Wanting to study in a park or a cafe but you can't as they're too loud and busy

Adrak chai is the solution to everything

Muting the informal class group chat so you can read angsty fanfiction at 3 a.m. without alerting your parents

Buying several highlighters but still end up using blunt pencils to mark important study material

At some point, a B is the best grade you'll ever find in your report card

Coming up with ideas for study charts but never actually making them

The poem you have to learn in your regional language class is actually your favourite childhood song

#me #me asf #still me #did I mention this is me

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I'm 29 born in gaza living in gaza never get out from gaza this the 5th war last one was in may 2021 and i lost my sister and her beautifull family by Israeli airstrike. Now in this war me and my family left our house in Gaza city evacuated to the south where Israel calling it safe area but it's not. We are out of electricity gas food water we are trying to survive. Al hamdulliallah

#gaza #gazaunderattack #palestine #if you are able to help somehow don’t sit idle

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RIP Andre Braugher.

Thank you for bringing one of the best TV characters ever to life. I never imagined I’d have to say goodbye so quick but I hope you knew how loved you are. Thank you for the smiles, the tears, the comfort and the memories.

You may be gone but your legacy lives on 💛

#we lost another good one #I hope he rests in peace #andre braugher #b99 #captain holt

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Ok but why is Jung Jinyoung so attractive in Sweet Home S2

#binge watched sweet home #i am addicted #love it #such an interesting concept #it’s an overdone concept but it they made it so interesting #I need to checkout the webtoon #but private Park Chan Young can run me over with a car #Sweet Home

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Update on the guy I like:

He found another girl. But he’s very touchy with me. RED FLAG.

But he also texts me stuff like ‘please don’t leave’ (context: I’m leaving my job to go study in another country)

#s is dumb #s reads too much into stuff #s is also very delulu #why do I like red flags #🤡🤡 #I’m scared of clowns #but I am the clown

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UPDATE FROM GAZA

The official death toll has reached 13, 000

5,500 of which are children

6, 000 people are still missing

which leads to a collective total of 19, 000 gazans lost

still think there shouldn’t be a ceasefire? still think this isn’t genocide? still think this is self defense?

CONTACT YOUR REPRESENTATIVES AND DEMAND A CEASEFIRE

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today’s update on Israel’s and the US governments’ lies and cruelty.

here is the video testimony of the eye-witness on american troops in gaza

they also shot an elderly taxi driver for no reason

they ran over an innocent civilian with a bulldozer

here’s what doctors have to say about the current situation in hospitals

i feel like a broken record, begging and pleading everyone to keep talking. to keep amplifying palestinian voices. but as i’ve said a hundred times… i’ll say it again.

please don’t look away. please speak up. please tell the world what is happening.

these stories aren’t even being reported on mainstream news. this is only being reported by local news channels and investigative journalists on site. that’s how badly the palestinians are being silenced.

i have no more words left today. it feels completely incomprehensible to me—to think there is anyone in this world who could possibly think this is okay.

the leaders of the world are silent. i can’t possibly begin to understand why. nethanyahu called the palestinian civilian that were killed collateral damage. and nobody is saying anything?? nobody is condemning this man for war crimes. nobody is condemning this government for the dehumanisation and racism they’re so proudly exhibiting.

i wish i could say something more profound but i am completely and utterly out of words. all i can say is…

PLEASE DO WHAT YOU CAN TO HELP

please speak up. please protest. please. this cause is worth it. this cause is worth everything. 11,180 people are dead. and more are dying. 4,600+ of these deaths are children. you cannot tell me that’s fair. this is not a fight against terrorism. this is ethnic cleansing and genocide. why else would they be killing children: the very future of palestine?

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