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I think starting the office post break up is the worst decision I have done for my mental health

#jim and pam #when is someone going to memorize what I like just because #the office

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started watching the office and guys. i get it. i get it now. jim and pam. they got me groaning and bitching that i’m gonna die alone which in my book is an indicator of good fictionalized romance so that’s great

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Everyone talking about how they'll look for Nico and Bianca in the casino scenes and like. Bitch I'm gonna have my eyes peeled trying to see Reyna on season 2

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“and i wouldn’t marry me either, a pathological people pleaser who only wanted you to see her” is soooooo catching fire peeta mellark.

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Mi amiga mas personal

Me a year ago: Wtf why would anybody write James with someone other than Lily??? They're literally perfect???

Me now: *gay gremlin noises* JEGULUS. STARCHASER. SUNSEEKER. THE BABIES. SO PERFECT. IN LOVE. MUST WRITE NOW.

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Sorry for getting all mushy and vulnerable that wasn’t very stem kid, cold cynic who reads romance, perfectionist ,hater girl ,independent to a fault of me

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“you can’t not like snape but like regulus, evan, and barty”

actually i can do whatever the hell i want

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Thank you Crimson Rivers for bringing me back to the marauders fandom

#maurders era #jegulus #crimson rivers

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If someone finds my wife please let me know, gina darling the kids miss you

#big mouth #thought season 7 would give her a storyline #my girl didnt even showed up #gina alvarez

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If gossip girl writers didn't want to give me dair endgame the LEAST they could have done was give me dair friendship

#dair

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remember what they took from you

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Please if someobe knows a hitman send him my way so i can get rid of my bff' bf

I need that bitch back in my life

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Missing dan and blair if im being honest

#gossip girl #dair #blair waldorf #dan humphrey

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The most absurd thing about how this fandom treats Ginny Weasley is that she is hated for being the female love interest with the classic personality of the male love interest everybody drools over:

extremely conventionally good-looking

popular

everybody wants to date her, she only wants Harry

sometimes adorably awkward in showing her feelings for Harry

really funny

has other love interests to try and get over Harry who doesn't want her, she fails miserably

can be mean but you know she has a heart of gold

generally emotionally unavailable unless you are called Harry Potter

extremely protective of Harry

even jealous in specific circumstances but never in a toxic way

super dark backstory

conflicting relationship with her family (specifically one of her parents)

powerful

great athlete

needs to hide her true passion from her family for years because they don't support her

if you actually get to know her she is a dork

extremely gentle and caring under the though exterior

The only thing she is missing is being rich.

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Grief

Relationship: Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadows

Dorcas' ramble of thoughts after Marlene's death

1/2

Tw: death, intrusive thoughts of s/h

English is not my first language so any mistakes or notes are very much appreciated haha :)

The fire had kept her warm for a minute. Just one minute, then she went back to feeling nothing.

"What if I put my hand in it" she thought for a moment " that would make you feel something other than your heart shattering"

She didn't, obviously. That would make her look insane in front of Lily and Mary, and that's the last thing she needed. Not only for them to feel pity for her but to look like she was going insane.

Maybe she was. Although she still didn't want to worry the other girls.

Lily and Mary were sobbing beside her, they were hugging her from each side. The clock rang, meaning it was midnight.

"Marls died yesterday" with those words still in her throat she tried to swallow them a little, but that just made her tear up again. One day since she found the love of her life and her family dead. She remembered her last encounter, woken up by the sun next to her beautiful fiance, it was more of a spiritual and discreet engagement, of course two women couldn't get married but they could promise to each other.

" I mean" had began Marlene one afternoon, they were alone in their apartment, watching the muggles walk in the street" who gives a fuck if we can't get married?"

Dorcas laughed and lit up another cigarette" I think plenty of people give a fuck if we get married"

" Well, fuck them. We can have a thing of our own"

" What do you mean?"

" We will have a small party with our friends and family-

" Your friends and family"

" Invite Pandora and Xen-whatever-his-name-is" god that woman couldn't learn his name for the life of her"  Aren't their your family? "

"You're right" Dorcas smiled. She missed Dora and little Luna, with the war and everything she hadn't seen them in a while

"And with our wedding my family will become your family anyways, so-

" WEDDING? Is this your long way of proposing to me, McKinnon?" Obviously she was joking, she knew Marls was probably spiraling but nothing could have prepared her for that beutiful smile and those teary eyes. Not even the small but just perfect ring that Marls pulled from her pocket.

" It is, Meadows. So what do you say? Will you spend the rest of your life with me when all this shit is over?"

Dorcas smiled in front of the fire. Remembering the way she kissed Marlene and the way she basically screamed yes. Their long night of planning that wedding that'll never come. "Little the they know" the bitter though rapidly consumed her and she started to cry again. Thinking about Marlene last words.

She had gone to the grocery store and had come back to her biggest nightmare, and probably the worst day of her life. The dark mark floating in the air and the door in the floor. She didn't see Rebekah and Andrew until the aurors were there, apparently they were murdered in the backyard but the first thing that Dorcas checked was her and Marls bedroom. Only to found her agonizing there. She tried not to think about her last words but her love's expression made her wonder if Marlene meant to say something else, maybe she realised she hadn't had enough time.

#maurders era #dorcas meadowes #marlene mckinnon #dorlene

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No one had the kind heart to tell me likeafuneral is a snape stan I'm going to cry

#maurders era #anti snape

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Me shipping zoya and monet from the gossip girl reboot solely because they are my marylily fancast

Let my lesbians win !!!!

#marylily #maurders era #lily evans #mary mcdonald #mcevans #zoya x monet