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isaac

#reblogs #religion #the wonders you op have done for my religious. not trauma? #i don't think it's trauma at least. but religious. Experience #i think there's a reason im so attached to religious Aesthetic + characters who have Heavy religious themes or are Literally Catholic #lisette nikolai harpae amon every character that's ever been compared or compared themself to god or jesus ever etc the list goes on and on #partially becaused i am an Aesthetic kinda guy and i think the aesthetic for religion is just Cool #but also i am like. The Catholic Raised guy among most people i know #yeah i know the difference between catholic and christian. i know what communion is. #(and found it weird when christian practices were talked about in history class in school and other people Didn't know those things) #yes i know x bible references and events. i thought everyone knew that. by now i've long realized that's not the case #i can't hang out on saturdays cuz i go to church in the middle of the afternoon on saturday #('yes not sunday guys-- we used to go on sundays but that changed during covid yes i Know sunday is the 'holy day'') #but seeing works about the bible itself along with introspective works about religion is so awesome i'm obsessed #also you're filipino too fellow filipino bretheren being raised by parents from a predominantly catholic country sure does Things #i scoff at my mom when i see the daily reading or scripture or whatever on her phone #yet here i am contemplating that because of a tumblr/twitter artist smh #tumblr user wolfythewitch i commend you keep up the good work :thumbsup:

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GRRRAHHHHHH COMMISSION THEM RIGHT NOW COMMISSION THEM RIGHT FUCKING INSTANTLY

announcing writing commissions!

for more info, check out my carrd!

#reblogs #COMMISSION LUNIN FOR THE MOST BANGER WRITING YOU'VE EVER SEEN #DO IT NOW OR I'M WATERBOARDING YOU FOR A MILLION YEARS

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ONE THING THAT FUCKING KILLS ME ABOUT IVAN AND TILL SINGING MY CLEMANTIS THAT I'M NOT SEEING ANYONE POINT OUT??

IN THE ORIGINAL MY CLEMANTIS MIZI AND SUA SING THE FINAL “MY CLEMANTIS” TOGETHER BUT IN TILL AND IVAN’S VERSION IVAN SINGS IT ALONE???

You know. Because. Unrequited Feelings and All.

THE FACT THAT HE SINGS THAT LINE AFTER SINGING "Oh my Clemantis, please stay by my side"

TILL DOESN'T EVEN SEEM TO HUM THE LAST PART WITH IVAN, NOR DOES HE SING THE LAST LINE WITH HIM LIKE MIZI AND SUA DO TOGETHER. HE FUCKING DOESN'T STAY BY IVAN'S SIDE

ALSO. IVAN'S VOICE TREMORING AT THE VERY END OF HIM SAYING THE FINAL "CLEMANTIS"

I FUCKING HATE IT HERE

#alien stage #till alien stage #ivan alien stage #ivantill #alnst #I HATE IT #I HATE IT HERE #I HATE UNREQUITED LOVE #YES MY BLOG HAS BEEN DEAD FOR SO LONG AND I'M ALIVE AGAIN TO ALNST POST SHUT UP #I'M JUST IN PAIN OKAY #IVAN WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING THIS TO ME MAN #I HOPE HE DIES IN ROUND 6 /J

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dead dove, do not eat!

#reblogs #self reblog #my goofy ass thinks im funny #anyways i posted this at like 2 in the morning so take it again

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dead dove, do not eat!

#milgram #milgram project #kazui mukuhara #my art #i saw something on my youtube homepage and i have never drawn something so fast in my Life #this is the only time i have ever drawn this man i'm glad it's for something like this #i also had that dead dove joke stuck in my head for like 2 hours #now i can kill 2 birds (guys please laugh) with one stone. or one kazui i suppose :)

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hey you! like metal gear? more importantly: do you like dr. hal "otacon" emmerich? well, you're in luck! since otacon's introduction in the 1998 hit metal gear solid, we've gotten a bunch of cool figures of him to display proudly alongside our 50 million snake and raiden figures!

we have:

yaoi hands mcgee!

a little girl!

a knockoff lego man!

and of course, a rubber duck!

what more could you possibly want? otacon's not an action hero, so he doesn't need action figures, of course! unless they have "pants-wetting action", ha ha ha!

#reblogs #mgs #mgs otacon #WHAT #i just looked online and. #HUH #THERE IS NO JUSTICE IN THIS WORLD #OTACON WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU #tbf i love otaduck #BUT WHAT

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Experimented with a new drawing program :)

#kagerou project #kagepro #mekakucity actors #ayano tateyama #well technically i've always used this program but only for animation #anyways yeah <3 #i really like this brush maybe i'll draw with this from now on #although it's kind of hard to use... we'll see :)

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The end of the world

#reblogs #mgs #mgsv #mgs quiet #venom snake #WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH #WAHHHH DO YOU HEAR THAT OP #THAT'S ME CRYING LIKE A LITTLE BITCH #sniff sniff aheeem aheeeeeeeeeeeeem #god i wish i could play mgsv

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Thinks about how. Gloreth only starts looking at Nimona differently/strangely when her parents call her a "monster". Just throws that label with such a negative connotation on her. Gloreth fucking fights for Nimona immediately in the beginning saying that she's her friend and never once looks at her with ridicule until her mom just holds her by the shoulders and tells her she's a monster, straight in the eye, straight in the face. And just the word is enough to cause the change.

Nimona's getting fucking attacked and prodded and Gloreth doesn't even feel sorry for her just because she's now re-contextualizing everything around her but with that word. I'm so sick. She looks not in hesitance but at disbelief before she runs away. She sees Nimona trying to defend herself from literal Danger in any way she can (she's just a kid and she's fighting with people who won't listen, never will, people that she can't get through) but just sees that as more proof of her being violent, monstrous. She sees her friend all alone, with the odds and the world stacked against her despite them being. so similar but just tells her to go back to the shadows.

And like. Of course she believes those words calling Nimona a monster and takes them to heart. Her parents, the ones she would probably trust most are the ones that told her that. And she's young, she doesn't know much about the world or much better. And of course, her parents and the whole village don't know any better. They didn't see what she saw. They don't know or feel the need to know much more than the definition of the word "monster". But it hurts. God it hurts. It's wrong. It's not fair. It's really not fair.

And it causes this whole legend that will stay with Nimona to ridicule her for generations and generations and birth this system that she's trapped by and causes everyone to be so brainwashed. The one that makes people scared and build walls. That births unecessary distrust.

God. Even in the scroll illustrating Nimona and Gloreth, Nimona is portrayed as such a bigger and scarier threat than she ever could be or would be, until Nimona internalized and gave into those images and despair of course. It's not fucking fair.

Thinking about how when the villagers saw Nimona as a "normal" person they were happy for her just living her life and playing with her friend, she was just another kid being happy like she and every ("normal", apparently) person deserves to be, and they were allowing her to be happy then when they find out what she really is they hate her. They call her a monster and drive her out immediately. They don't look into the details that contradict the stigma, they just feel betrayal when they weren't even the ones who were betrayed (Nimona couldn't fucking help being who or what she was. And she was her own person. She was still. A someone. Why do things have to be different now?). I'm so sickkk.

Thinks about how Nimona feels so hopeless as to just. Accept and yield to that label. That label that was passed down to Gloreth. To the whole world. Such simple but awful words. Aughhhhhhhhhhh

Another post I saw talks about how this is a movie about how hate is taught. And oh my god it is. Hate it taught. It's done so simply yet so, painfully effectively. So devastatingly. And that hate teaches people to hate the world back. God I fucking loooove this movie

Also Nimona's such a Creature /pos /affectionate she's so relatable I fucking love her and I'm insane okay that's the post bye

#nimona #nimona movie #nimona gloreth #this is all to jsut say the trans allegory is INSANEEEHAUEORBHAEOH it. touched me. #watched this movie with some irls after never hearing of it befroe in my LIFE and. as a person who had. a very miserable june at home #and is still having kind of a miserable time at home #this movie made me feel. very accepted and loved :) #lmao at one of the emotional points with nimona one of my irls like dragged me in for a hug #because i was laugh-sobbing very loudly because being dramatic is fun LMAO exagerrated reaction y'know #and they said it's because they couldn't tell if i was actually crying or not #and while i don't think i was in that moment #i think i was genuinely crying at some point #not in an obvious way. just slight tears. and not the laughing kind #and it was great. what a great movie <3333 #the fact these themes are also. extremely prevalent in another piece of media im currently hyperfixated on is sooo unfair you can't do that #also unrelated but i love how casually ballister and ambrosius' relationship is portrayed #it's so nice to see it just. be there. and be wonderful #all in all yeah great movie i am now sick for life <3 #also i spent this whoel post misspelling “nimona” as “nimora” i'm :skull: good thing i reread and edit before posting

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"Sorry to sound dumb but there's gotta be an easier method of cutting out characters/objects from photos and isolating them on transparent backgrounds than going in with the lasso tool and an eraser, right?"

Perhaps try stabbing them with Yamato?

Great idea! Hey, @vergil-losing-archive! Give me the Yamato.

#reblogs #dmc #dmc dante #dmc vergil #CACKLESS #Vergil dont do it he cant be trusted you know better than this #it will come back covered in grease and pizza bits

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Look at this scar. This is proof that I was once a mother. I gave up my body and my child for my country. There is nothing left inside me now. Nothing at all. No hatred, not even regret. And yet sometimes at night I can still feel the pain creeping up inside me.

#reblogs #mgs #mgs3 #STOOOOPGJJFCKJUF #this is insane #i'mdhkkbgykbv

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trans Dante

#reblogs #dmc #dmc3 #dmc dante #dmc vergil #i beat dmc3 i'm now obligated to reblog this #amazing beautiful work of art applauds #if i had a nickel for every chin-length-white-haired half human sword user from a playstation game that gets headcannoned as trans #i'd have two nickels

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#reblogs #(Do Not Expand the tags there are Fucking Essays under this) #*inhales* aha. ahaha. hahAHAHAHAHA FUCK *TEARS UP STARTS SOBBING VIOLENTLY* #I THOUGHT THE BRAINWORMS PAASSED A BIT BUT NOPE. FUCKING REACTIVATED KIRISAKI SHIDOU THIS GOES OUT TO YOU #(also. dazai osamu bsd. and kyouka a bit. but. we don't need to talk about me being a bsd fan alright) #(ALSO. Kangel/Ame nso but I have a whole unfinished rant post about how the ending Destroys me so.) #ME WJEN SHIDOU IS TOLD BY THE VERY PRISON GAURD THAT HE ASK PUT HIM TO DEATH THAT HE SHOULD PLEAD FOR HIS LIFE WITH EVERY FIBER OF HIS BEIN #THAT HE SHOULD GRAB LIFE WITH BOTH HANDS.THAT HIS EXISTENCE ITSELF IS SACRILIGIOUS.THAT EVEN SUPERFICIAL PAIN IS PROOF THAT HE WANTS TO LIV #HAT THERE'S NO TRUE POINT IN ANY OF THIS IF HE DOESN'T HAVE THE DRIVE TO LIVE #THAT HE'S IMMATURE FOR HIS OWN CYNICAL AND COLDLY OBJECTIVE NATURE THAT HE DEFLECTS ES VERY WORDS WITH NOT A MOMENT LATER #THEN FUCKING. 'I don't know what to wish for anymore. I'm starting to think that I want to live. #That I want to be forgiven. Despite being so riddled with sins..!' #AND HE SOUNDS . SO LOST WITH THIS REVELATION. SO ACTUALLY FUCKING SHAKEN AND CONFLICTED #GOD. I'M SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS AHAHAHAHAHAHA #AND ES REPEATS THEIR WORDS FROM T1 AND THANKS SHIDOU FOR THE GOOD HE'S DONE AND HE I'MSHFGBLSFDBHDF #Yeah. Yeah powerful stuff there . ough godddd i am the most normal person about this character arc ever #ME WHEN THE CHARACTERS THAT ARE LIKE 'I have done such wrong to the point that simply living is my sin. But I'll continue living anyway #perhaps in hopes of righting my wrong' #OR CHARACTERS THAT ARE LIKE 'I have found no true value to this life #no matter what i do or where i go i don't think i'll find such a thing as 'true happiness' anywhere. But i'll continue living #in just the slightest hopes that I may find it.' #sniff sniff aheeem aheeeeem #me when. the characters who very heavily revolve their character around their wish to die break the cycle. i'm wahhhhhhhh aaaaaaaa aughhhhh #originally i. Actually went into bsd territory fucking Screaming about kyouka and dazai writing in the tags for like half an hour straight #but. tumblr didn't Tell Me i breached the tag limit so it's GONE which SUCKS because the dark era episodes Actually shook me Fundamentally #*sniff* Okay. Not Like I Care *sniff* Not like I wanted to scream about it Anyway #but overall. Yeah :) Good stuff :)) I'm normal about it Clearly (THERE WERE ORIGINALLY TWICE AS MANY TAGS AS THIS AND I LOST THEM GOD DAMMI

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lighting practice with mr. lightning bolt

#reblogs #self reblog #i keep forgetting i should probably reblog my posts in the daytime #since i've been consistently posting between like 1-5 in the morning :skull:

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i found out that my uni can print really large images

#reblogs #mgs #NEED this #also one of the people who thought snake was just. holding up the pride flag GAHDHF #if my family wont support me i know solid snake will always have my back 😤 #actually that reminds me i have a snake poster from a con #he sits across from my bed he's always looking at me holding a socom

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lighting practice with mr. lightning bolt

#mgs #mgs raiden #mgr monsoon #mgr bladewolf #metal gear solid #metal gear rising revengeance #my art #[insert incorrect summary of mgr quote here] #if you reblog and you've watched it you're legally obligated to put one in the tags /hj #anyways yeah coloring is fun actually :))) #raiden the most hashtag girl guy ever <3 #i know the raiden quote on the last one is from mgs4 but uhhhh shush

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my mom was watching a yt video on the tv with fucking surround sound speakers while i was drawing and they edited in the metal gear alert sound effect and the way i just jumped and my eyes snapped to my main monitor

#txt #mgs fan moment #(i was ready to start fighting for my life) #THE FACT THA I WAS ABOUT TO START DRAWING RAIDEN TOO