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dunno how to color digitally madam director i'd give it all for you anyways (id in alt, click 4 higher res !!!)

#my art #c - taz #taz #taz balance #taz lucretia #madam director #the adventure zone balance #the adventure zone #taz fanart #sorry to everyone who followed me for dndads. ill come back round eventually #ttrpg pod special interest has me by the reins. who am i to disobey its whims #lucretia. lucy. creesh. i love you. sorry to all my fans i cant stop thinking about ipre. taako soon maybe

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forgot that the first thing merle does when the thb meet killian is evangelize. also that he isn't initially a follower of pan. old habits and lack thereof, etc. etc. i like to think if i overdramatize canon enough griffin mcelroy will appear at my door like the ghost of fucking christmas past and stone me to death

#c - taz #will.wav #and his conversation abt being a 'man of the cloth' (read: not really a remarkably devout one) with lucretia. lord. #taz balance #merle highchurch #taz merle #relistening to both amnesty and balance so more in store SOON. fuck you buddy. hey fuck you.

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grinding and cramming for finals when I'd rather be grinding and cramming. in like a sex way or something. i guess. i dunno. shuffles away sadly. hits my head on a low-hanging branch and bleeds out in the snow

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[ID: a TAZ Balance transcript excerpt reading:

Magnus: And then I think he said that the Director should give us a raise. Merle: Uh-huh. Yeah. I remember that part too, yeah. Taako: You gotta look both ways before crossing the street- Merle: Yeah. Close cover before striking. [crosstalk] Taako: A lot of good stuff like that. Magnus: And then he said that he loved us- Taako: No… Merle: Stuff about tearing the tag off a mattress? Director: Alright. Ok. Alright. Ok. Alright. Ok. Ok.

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Lucretia, as Tres Horny Boys attribute a wide variety of quotes to Barry that are varying degrees of more in-character for him than what he actually said as the Red Robe in that episode: this is so alright and so okay

#c - taz

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thinking about lucretia adventurezone and grinding my teeth down to the gums because holy fuck dude. holy shit. she was impossibly, horribly young on the starblaster. three hops and a jump from being a fucking baby. the two-sunned planet is devoured by the hunger in the same year that she graduates from high school. she is easily the youngest of the birds, even considering the differing rates of aging amongst the rest of the crew. teenaged astrophysicist, wizard, author, artist, without ties solid enough back home to keep her from the starblaster's maiden voyage. she writes and rewrites every moment she can wring from her memories into enough notebooks that it's damn near arthritis-inducing to step within 50 feet of the stacks upon stacks of field notes, of detailed accounts and gentle, domestic benignity. she loves and she loses and it still can't ever prepare her for the next decade. a century dwarfs the time she spends alone running the bureau, but the sheer magnitude of her loss is incomparable. lucretia learns to live in the stolen century, learns to rely on others, learns to trust and care and laugh and build, create, sacrifice, indulge. she pries these things away from herself in the name of a greater good, to what she believes to be their only hope. she sees the agony they're in, and she inadvertently compounds that anguish when she tries to fix it. she is 18 and 118 when she feeds fisher her journals. she is 30 and 130 and 50 and 150 when taako holds a staff to her chest and counts down like it means anything to her anymore that she dies. maybe it's atonement, but even that sounds far too holy a word to describe it. her brother grips her life in his hands, and she thinks it's only fair that he is the one to soundly smother it at last. the lonely journal-keeper is so young and so impossibly old and she is so, so tired. her family will outlive her by centuries. she will be a fine powder, dust beneath the crust of the planet, long before she believes their forgiveness will ever be known. if that day comes at all. everything she has ever done is soured by a guilt so weighty that she spends every day trying to play damage control with the havoc she feels solely responsible for having wrought. she lives within the confines of dichotomy, of red and blue and good and bad, even when she knows she's lying through her teeth, because its easier to live with herself (it's not) when she justifies it, when everyone else lives and dies by the idea that she got it right. she spends 12 years alone, sitting in the thick of her own grief. she mourns men who are right in front of her face. she sees the way they have changed, so fundamentally, sees the ways her choices have ruined them. 12 years is such a long time to be alone. 12 fucking years. she ages 32 in the same span, shedding decades in wonderland in the blink of an eye, and she knows she's running out of time. she's willing to give up whatever she has left, without question. lucretia loves so fiercely and so unquestionably and still she believes herself to be irredeemably cruel when really she was just so scared, tethered to any sense of hope only by the idea that she was doing right by her family. in a position that no one should have to be in, a situation that virtually no one else could truly understand. she was so young and she suffered so, so much. more than any person should. she is flawed but she is not the monster she convinces herself she has become. lucretia adventurezone they could never make me hate you lets kiss on the mouth ok?

#broodingpilled toilposting #c - taz #been a minute since i listened to later eps so this is almost definitely inaccurate to some degree or another #but thought about her so much i felt the need to throw a tantrum about her online #she is so compelling. griffin mcelroy FUCK you. dick. #post canon dynamics between her n the rest of ipre are fascinating and enchanting and a million billion other fucking words to me. good god #lucretia i love you. please try zoloft. #godspeed you sre wonderful #I LOVE HER lucretia hate makes my blood boil #even aside from the complexity of her character and narrative at large she is such a delightful character #her early interactions with thb are such a treat. #the adventure zone #taz balance #the adventure zone balance #will.wav

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a man and his handshake (s1ep1 !!!) lineup for kiddads SOON. constructive crit welcome + wip + id in alt text + etc etc. if you're mean to me you'll go to hell forever and ever.

#c - dndads #my art #nick and paeden are only missing temporarily #just havent had time to work lately #need to solidify nick's design. been almost a year since i started listening and he appears to me only in visions. gift of prophecy #feel free to share any hcs or design notes of ur own btw. would love to hear em !!! #dungeons and daddies #dndads #grant wilson #terry jr #terry jr stampler #lark oak #sparrow oak #dndaddies #dndads s1

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"held under these smothering waves / by your strong and thick-veined hand"

can u guys watch him rq while i go piss. thanks (wip, id in alt)

#my art #c - dndads #ron stampler #dndads #dndaddies #dungeons and daddies #dndads fanart #dndads s1 #rbs okay btw !!

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men who can be sooo afflicted. with curses and blights. dndads doodles :•)

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#my art #getting back into digtal after 6ish months. psychological equivalent of being fucked directly in the ass by a stingray. #because why is krita laid out like that. literally no one has ever asked for a ui that poorly calibrated. #okay grievances over. love these guys so dearly. hope nothing bad happens to them. #dungeons and daddies #dndads #dndads s1 #glenn close #darryl wilson #paeden bennetts #dndaddies #ron stampler #terry jr #henry oak #henry oak garcia #erin oneil #c - dndads #cw blood #blood cw #dndads spoilers #so painfully vague and all the way from s1 but. just in case. #lmk if i need to tag anything else

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looks at you with my huge brown eyes. let's touch a hot stove together. Ok?

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ohmygod this is so embarrassing but i accidentally trapped your lich girlfriend in an umbrella. yeah no it’ll be awhile. yeah i erased all memory of her. sorry

#c - taz

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Brazilians have resorted to throw ancient Egyptian curses on the qsmpEN account

#c - qsmp

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#c - taz

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“available with premium subscription” “will be removed on the 31st” “available free with ads” “rent 4.99 buy 20.00″ “not available in your country” “not available on this device” what if every streaming service fucking killed itself and films ran around their fields free and organic in their natural state

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Let's get you stoned girlie....

yay yippee wahoo!!!!!

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pre covid you could make a room of freshmen laugh with a video of griffin mcelroy sayin todd howard repeatedly. now you gotta kill someone. You have to kill someone.

#yeah

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they named his ass Ferb 

#modern day sisyphus

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