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teefersdotcom · 13 days
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hey folks <3 currently on tiktok there's a wave of hate going towards angel's sensory room - one of the reasons being that the creators support lesboys. this has led to a wave of anti-lesboy t-shirts being uploaded on roblox so people can harass those in game. if any of y'all have the time, mind reporting a few of them? just searching "lesboy" in marketplace should pull them up. thanks <3
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kojitheopossum · 7 months
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love when a man gets the absolute shit kicked out of him
original thumbnail + bloodless version under cut
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house big naturals
i don’t want to discuss the speed at which i reached for my ipad (big natural reveal under the cut)
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centi-pearl · 3 months
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my zombie sona ref + art : ) feeling very gender about zombies
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delirisse · 1 year
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Day 9 of drawing a ship every day of the month!
Something I've been wanting to draw ever since I learned g!Lambert works in a maid cafe, from @cotl-flower-crown's Gang!AU, it's
Gang!Narinder ♡ Gang!Lambert
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My Personal Shadow Magic Headcanons - "Shadow Sickness"
I'm so autistic and lazy so here's another weirdly-worded headcanons post from me at 4 AM (lmk if I need to tag this as anything specific btw
What I'm personally calling "Shadow Sickness" is the official, prolonged version of Backlash - adverse effects that target the practitioner even outside of the duel circle and in their everyday lives. While "Backlash" refers to the immediate and spontaneous barrage of attacks that takes place after a Shadow spell, "Shadow Sickness" is the gradual deterioration of the practitioner's mind, body, and soul. True to the name, this effect likens more to an illness, a virus; something that's alive and slowly takes over until there is nothing healthy left behind. The symptoms are emotional, physical, mental, and even spiritual.
While regular Magic has life force within it, Shadow Magic is the only type of magic that can be considered "sentient". Not a thinking being with goals and plans, but something living and breathing with the most basic instincts. It's what's considered "Chaotic" and dangerous about it - the Wizard bends and controls regular Magic, but Shadow Magic can bend and control the Wizard. It is the only type of magic that can "fight back" in its own way.
This sentience is what allows for Shadow Sickness and Backlash to happen - these are purely just the results of it "fighting back". The Shadow Magic is reacting to the practitioner. It's acting by its nature by rearing its head back and snapping the hand that controls it. If the practitioner is NOT sound and secure in their mental, physical, and spiritual health, then Backlash and Shadow Sickness can cause even more adverse effects within the Wizard and as a result can suffer more severely.
Symptoms of Shadow Sickness
Symptoms of Shadow Sickness can vary between physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual. The "virus" affects every single aspect of the being, down to their very life. The severity of these symptoms can also vary depending on certain variables. Unlike a true virus, Shadow Sickness has no "incubation period" and can flare up at any time during which the Wizard is practicing Shadow Magic. These symptoms include:
Physical scarring (physical, emotional, mental, spiritual) - one of the only symptoms that comprise of all four categories. Scars may appear on the Wizard's body that take various shapes and forms: most commonly taken after that individual's unsolved trauma. This includes old grudges, previous serious injuries that have not healed correctly, repressed memories, obsessions and delusions, etc. No two scars look the same (i.e. two different wizards who have a fear of spiders will have scars that look entirely different from the other). Depending on the severity these scars can cause physical discomfort (tingling, numbness, pain, leathery skin, decay/cellular deterioration) and can greatly impact how the Wizard looks to others to how the Wizard can move around.
Involuntary movements (physical, mental, spiritual) - the Wizard may begin suffering from accidental and spontaneous gestures and movement that is either randomized or triggered. This can include loss of coordination, disorientation, mini seizures, jerks and spasms, etc. Other than being physically affected, the Wizard is not suffering from any medical emergencies. The individual is fully conscious and aware when this happens and depending on the severity, can recover seconds after. This is one of the only symptoms where others could be harmed due to a wayward hand that comes flying out by accident. There is also a magical version of this, where involuntary spells or bursts of magic can be cast spontaneously (hence the 'spiritual' aspects of this symptom as mana comes from the soul). Usually these magical bursts are Shadow Magic and not the Wizard's primary or secondary Magic abilities. (Another involuntary trait recorded is the Wizard suddenly switching to an ancient "Shadow Language" in mid-speech.)
Hallucinations (physical, mental) - the Wizard may begin to experience things that cannot be detected by any other individual. Usually these hallucinations start out as smells or taste first, but there are reports of the Wizard hearing, sensing, and even seeing things to start out with. Contrary to popular belief not all hallucinations are violent or even turn out to be that way, some reports even describe them as pleasant. Hallucinations vary from each Wizard even with those who share the same traumas or fears. Depending on the severity of the symptoms, the Wizard can either be fully aware or completely immersed within them. Since these are only hallucinations they cannot harm the Wizard but can cause further deterioration to the mind.
Depleted energy/"Mana Loss" (physical, spiritual) - as the Shadow Sickness takes hold, eventually the Wizard will be slowly sapped of strength and magical energy. THIS IS DIFFERENT FROM IF THE WIZARD IS SKILLED IN SHADOW MAGIC. A Wizard can practice Shadow Magic and still NOT be affected by this. Since Shadow Magic "takes", Shadow Sickness does the same and gradually depletes the Wizard's energy. Like how Backlash takes health in a duel, Shadow Sickness takes your life. This is the only symptom that is constant in all cases of Shadow Sickness. Not only will the ability to cast spells be taken away, but overall physical health will suffer as well and the individual is more susceptible to regular diseases due to a compromised immune system. This symptom only appears in the very last stages of Shadow Sickness and is the last symptom of the individual experiences in their lifetime.
Tulpas (emotional, mental, spiritual) - contrasting hallucinations, Tulpas are the Wizard's visions made real. A Tulpa (from Shadow Sickness) is a physical and magical manifestation of the Wizard suffering from the Shadow "virus". Although it is born from the subconscious of another being, it is a separate entity all its own and has the ability to make decisions and have feelings and desires. However, these feelings and desires are not really of their own and reflect the Wizard's subconscious fears and threat responses. (i.e. our Azteca Tulpa in Khrysalis that formed due to unresolved survivor's guilt. Its "goal" was to destroy us and fully consume us within itself, similar to how guilt behaves in reality). Tulpas can either be created from visions, nightmares, intense and obsessive thoughts, or even previous hallucinations.
Can Shadow Sickness be reversed, or cured?
Shadow Sickness can be reversed, yes, or more commonly halted. Unless the Wizard is fully submersed in their mental and spiritual anguish ((Malistaire even though he wasn't using shadow magic; Morganthe even though that wasn't what killed her)) Shadow Sickness can be stopped. The road to recovery varies wildly from each person so there is no set "recovery time" in which you are expected to be fully healed. It is your own journey and it is ultimately your say whether or not you are better. Clinically, recovery can be sorted between these categories
HALTED: In which the Shadow Sickness is no longer infecting the individual but the symptoms may still persist. These symptoms do not get worse or better, but the Wizard's mind is clear and their soul is at peace. Wizards may either learn to live comfortably and adapt with their Halted condition or could continue to strive for partial or full recovery.
PARTIAL RECOVERY: In which the Shadow Sickness is reversed slightly or moderately. The effects are not all the way gone but are measured to be better than when the Wizard was still infected. In this state any severe symptoms the Wizard is experiencing are now moderate or slight, or less frequent. Just like in the Halted category, the Wizard is sound of mind, body, and soul.
FULL RECOVERY: In which Shadow Sickness is totally reversed and there are no more symptoms that persist. Full, 100% recovery is actually quite rare in the Spiral and a lot of scholars consider the Full Recovery to count as "70% or more reduced" - meaning the symptoms are very slight and few and far in between. Technically this is still a Partial Recovery but due to the above fact and how difficult it is to reverse Shadow Sickness, 'Full Recovery' is an umbrella term. Some individuals even claim Full Recovery even if their symptoms are moderate, because their mind and soul are no longer diseased.
ONE LAST FACT TO LEAVE OFF WITH: Not every Wizard who practices Shadow Magic suffers from Shadow Sickness, and alternatively even the most skilled Shadowmage can develop Shadow Sickness.
okay this took days. bye hope you liked this
#btw tagging some of these symptoms jic theyre triggering to some#tw seizures#tw hallucinations#lmk if i need to tag anything else#BUT YEAH THIS IS IT#i got lazy at the end but i def wanna expand on this#a few things i wanna talk about more in depth: the 'shadow language' thing and the 'mana comes from the soul' thing#BUT THIS WAS SUPER FUN TO MAKE#giving holly even MORE trauma#due to canon reasons and because i love suffering holly isnt even in the “halted” category#theyre still suffering from ongoing shadow sickness. its progressing a hell of a lot slower than others but shes def feeling it#due to ambrose's thinky veiled threat of always being watched and everyone else unintentionally-#-brushing aside holly's health the shadow sickness remains undetected#except for velma. she sees that shit#but since holly is the master of bottling things up theyre like “ahaha what virus” (throws up black blood)#holly has the scarring as the worst symptom and has a few specific scars i wanna talk about in another post#but they also suffer from hallucinations and the shadow language thing#since holly is unintentionally holding off the worst of the Sickness she doesnt have the mana depletion yet#i think i forgot like maybe one or two symptoms but im so tired ugh. this is all yall are getting for now LMAO#idk if this is even a good post. im proud of it#one symptom i forgot to mention is madness. or i think thats the end result same as depletion#its what morganthe suffered dueing the end of her life as a giant apider creature she just fully succumbed to the madness#wizard101#w101#wiz101#text posts
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a million deaths upon ye, gayboy
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cye-vamp · 12 days
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guess who watched under the red hood for the first time / small animatic
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kaleidoru · 1 year
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big brother
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If you are contacting your representatives for a ceasefire in Palestine (which I urge you to do), I would also like to highlight two further things I think are responsible to call for:
The first is humanitarian aid - chiefly food, water, medicine, and supplies to keep warm with. Palestinian civilians - from the elderly to the youngest of children - are exposed to the elements and at high risk of starvation and disease. However, aid alone is not enough - there are major obstacles to actually getting aid to the people who desperately need it that cannot be removed without an end to the bombing.
This leads me to my second point quite nicely: if you are contacting your representatives, you should also be calling for any sale of munitions to the Israeli government and/or military to stop. This goes especially if you are a US citizen, as the United States has been beyond complicit in the atrocities happening in Gaza by continuing to provide weapons including "dumb bombs" that cause widespread indiscriminate damage.
Before continuing, I would like to stress that the US's complicity is not proof of the long-standing antisemitic canard that Jewish people control the world. Jewish people DO NOT control the world and to believe as such is both false and dangerously antisemitic. The United States' interest in Israel is its own - namely in that it's alliance with Israel is useful to US imperial interests (and general Western Imperial interests) in the Middle East/West Asia and North Africa, especially considering the role Britain played in the founding of the modern state of Israel. Do not scapegoat Jewish people for the US's (a nation in which the people in power are disproportionately not only gentiles but culturally or religiously Christian) actions.
Lastly, a ceasefire is only the beginning. There has been 75 years of Palestinian oppression since the foundation of the modern state of Israel (not to mention the oppression Palestinians faced as a colony of Britain), and over 2000 years of Jewish longing for the ancestral homeland they were expelled from, compounded with countless acts of antisemitism around the world. Healing, ensuring reparations, and creating a place where all groups indigenous to the Levant (Palestinian, Muslim, Jewish, Arab, Samaritan, Druze, and Bedouin alike) have sovereignty, equality, and respect will take time and effort, but that doesn't mean it isn't worthwhile. We're in this for the long-haul, people.
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unicornlovers10 · 9 days
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So I'm taking down my PSA. It's important to spread the message of it of course. But some Zionists found it and I don't want it to spread further into their circles.
This should also be made abundantly clear here. If you are a Zionist, do not interact. I'm not going to listen to you justifying abhorrent shit.
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agropuff · 17 days
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watched invincible s2 and remembered that i like gore so yeah heres my son all fucked up
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((Vox is probably the most reasonable employer of the Vees, but that isn't saying all that much. He is a mean fucker when he wants to be.
Though not as violent as Valentino or openly disrespectful as Velvette to his staff, Vox isn't above cruelty when they hurt his bottom line or jeopardize the Vees' brand somehow. Like when he offered to call up the month's lowest earners for Val to shoot to let off steam.
And that's not even the extent he's capable of. Like using them as guinea pigs for more dangerous projects, or if they really really fuck up, feeding them to his sharks.
What I'm saying is that if you work for him, tread lightly. Just because he won't resort to berating or assaulting you like his colleagues would doesn't mean you're entirely safe under his employment.))
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phantom-fuck-ups · 22 days
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Wtf??? Why am I like this??? I was given a blade by a friend today and then I go and fuck up another friendship by crossing a boundary and I feel like shit cuz I keep fucking up with them- and I just feel like everyone I care about should leave me so I can't hurt them anymore. I hate always hurting the people I care about most. I wish i wasn't so horrible....idk what to do with myself rn...I just wanna cry...I want them to come back..they would know how to make sure I didn't fuck up- they may have been a bad person but stleast they kept me in line...I might start talking to them again...
Or I might just cry myself to sleep bc I keep fucking up and bpd splitting on everyone who matters to me.
The new persecutor is right. I'm too impure for anyone to actually love me...it's fine tho! :] my only job is to be used and left- if that's all people want from me then I'll give them what they want.
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They call me acid the way I melt flesh and cause hallucinations
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ghostlyschizophrenic · 3 months
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tw: weed, talks of ativan overdosing, general drug talk (but like, i’m not relapsing and not getting worse so it’s a positive post)
i’m slowly getting better at going for my indica vape stick to get high instead of overdosing on my ativan. im almost out of the ativan, only enough for my actual prescription dose for this week, but i’m really going to try to hold myself to this once i get the refill and i can’t just rely on the fact i have no extra to misuse to begin with. the weed also helps ease my paranoia better than ativan does, as ativan only really helps some of the anxiety response to the paranoia even when im taking 5 times my prescribed amount, while the weed relaxes me in the first place and i can handle all of the paranoia symptoms a bit easier. maybe i should look into asking my psychiatrist about going off the ativan entirely so i can’t misuse it and instead get a medical marijuana card…
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