crypid-yandere

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//TW//self harm

Not a vent about my love life but, i'm tired. yknow of living in a dysfunctional household, and always being either blamed for everything or at least feeling guilty cause it's always your fault one way or another. And i'm sick of staying clean just to make everyone else happy. i want to slash open my guts and watch the blood pour. I don't care if you care. I'm tired and want to feel hurt somewhere besides inside. And if you try to tell me that I shouldn't hurt myself cause it's wrong then fuck you🙃 sh is and can be a fucking addiction. That's like telling a meth addict that they should stop cause it's wrong. I'm tired of staying clean just cause other people want me to. What's the point if even I don't stay clean for me. I don't feel proud when i think that i've been clean for almost 5 months I just feel sick and get the urge to cut my self. Like I don't deserve to go that long unharmed. I deserve to be hurt. I know it I've done bad things. and i'm not the best person. Don't try to convince me otherwise this is something i've had for years and one fucking person isn't going to rid of what i truely believe that easily. Fuck being clean when all it does is make me feel like shit. I feel better when i know i've been hurt.

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I'm so confused about my feelings. I love him but, I also love the other. I love them both. It's so confusing...

One I just want to keep all to myself and have to myself and I know for sure I love them.

The other I'm not as possessive; but it hurts when they flirt with other people or talk about his crushes. Am I jealous or in love? That's always been my ordeal with them for years. I can never tell so ignore my feelings for them. I've gone back and forth from ignoring my feelings, to thinking I'm jealous, to thinking I'm in love. But, what if I'm just confused? I don't know... I guess I never will- our dynamic is that of the main character in a love that slowly falls in love with the main love interest while, the best friend and wingman watches from afar secretly in love with the protagonist. He doesn't like me and I know it; that doesn't make my feelings any less confusing especially cause it hurts when I think that he doesn't like me back.

Should I just ignore my feelings and let them be happy like I always have? Just telling him this would make things harder on him. They already have troubles with relationships. And I know he does. I'm still staying dedicated to Cutie Pie cause I promised myself I would but, these extra feelings are getting in the way. But, it's not like you can kill feelings can you?

Maybe it's selfish of me to even post this vent. I should stay quiet about my feelings that's how you keep the people you care about. If he figures out this is about him I don't even know what'd I do.

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oh god not this again,..call me the side character bff in love with the mc 🤠 I'm a fucking dumbass some one help

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The scariest feeling is knowing.

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I took a picture of me with my fairy lights and favorite knife :)

#yandere #original photographers #knife #sillhouette #yanderecore #kawaii #picture

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I feel so upset at the world. At everyone. At everything.

Why must we live so far apart? Why must the world treat you so cruelly when I can't reach you? Why?

One day, is the promise I make, that I will take you. And I will save you from your life. To be with me because you will never need anyone else.

I am the first to care for you and I want to be the only, the only that cares for you.

No matter how selfish that sounds.

#yancore #yandere #yandere vent #vent #vent post #obsessive #long distance #possessive

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I love it when you call me baby.

Every time you say the word my heart explodes in a plefora of fireworks. I never want you to leave.

I want you to be here always so, I can always be your one and only baby! Never ever, ever leave me don't ever call anyone else your baby 💕

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She told them that no one LOVES HER.

SHE LIED.

SHE HURT CUTIES FEELINGS.

I WILL MAKE HER PAY

You will be loved by me forever, Cutie pie never let anyone tell you otherwise or I might have to kill them❤️🗡

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I HATE that you're close to her. And I sound like the toxic one when I say you should ghost her leave her behind.

But she IS toxic. She's made you CRY. She's made you question your WORTH.

She's horrible. You don't need her you need ME. ONLY ME.

You shouldn't be talking to her, laughing with her, being by HER side. I only want you by mine💝

#yancore #yandere #yandere vent #vent #vent post #possessive #aesthetic

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I want you to only call ME that. I don't want you calling anybody else that.

You're mine so, I should be the only one to hear those names!

ME ONLY! ME! LOVE ONLY ME!

I'll forgive you this time but next time I might need to talk to you~

#yancore #yandere #yandere vent #vent post #obsessive #possessive

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Cutiepie (my darling~) IS JUST SO CUTE! I've dreamt of them my whole life 💝💝 I just can't believe they exist and it wasn't just in my head 🥺💗💞💖💝💕💞💗💝💖💞💕💘💓💓 I'll never let them leave! Never never never never never never never never never never never NEVER! Their mine~ forever~

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Hey sorry I’m going to be finishing Inktober I just don’t feel like it take these yandere core aesthetics instead ☺️☺️☺️☺️

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Also this isn’t Inktober but here’s some vent art I drew yesterday

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Day 3 of Inktober I know this one isn’t really related to Halloween or October really but I’m still going to count it since each of these are really representing my day or an emotion and today has been really good to me. So I represent that through a seashell bc I give people sea shells when I vibe with them or think their cool

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Day 2 of Inktober da shadow ppl also see if you can find the girl lol

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Day 1 of Inktober I guess not really creepy just a vent piece :/

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Hey guys I’m still alive lol take this picture of a slime I drew :p