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Okay but- why do I have to have my period right now, while also being anemic *which means I lack healthy red blood cells* AND I also have insomnia as well. PLEASE! 😫🤚

#for what reason #why though #you did this for what #help omfg

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NO BECAUSE WTF WAS SUNDAY?! I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF! So, my mother and I were at someone’s house for dinner last night. One of her friend’s houses on Sunday. When we arrived, we were outside. My mother’s friend who is a father, yelled at me in my face cause I was taking about my mom. He goes: “Sit down and shut up. I’m not gonna take any of your sh*t. It’s always everyone else’s fault never yours. You should’ve been in jail. You deserved your mother leaving you alone. You’re an asshole, and you need help.” Etc. They then went inside, and left me outside the whole time for dinner. They didn’t even let me in for food. They just left me there alone, while I was crying. And all I heard, was them laughing about me. So with that I say, why the fuck do parents even have or adopt children, *I’m actually adopted* IF THEY DON’T WANT TO ACTUALLY CARE!?!? It’s the way my mother has NEVER apologized for ANYTHING she has done, and I have to go on with my life with NO CLOSER, NO I’m sorry.” NONE OF THAT! Instead, I’m going into my life with the fucking GUILT that everything was legit MY FAULT and I RUINED my mother’s life.

#college here i come #tired of it #for real though #cant wait for it to be over

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Okay so, you’re going to tell me that, we as humans can turn red if we’re ever embarrassed by anything, we can turn orange if we eat too many carrots, *it’s true* and we can somewhat turn blue if we loose oxygen. So, how the fuck is there not gum that’s a whole three course meal, and makes you turn into a blueberry yet?! I’m just- I’m just saying.

#im just saying #i mean why not #blueberry kink #blueberry inflation

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So, here’s the thing. If you want to be my friend, be my friend. If you don’t want to be my friend, I’m begging you to please DON’T waist your time being all friendly with me, telling me that you’ll be there for me, say you won’t leave me, just so you can do the complete opposite of it. I’m one of the most empathetic people that you’ll ever meet, if you ever meet me in real life. It hurts when you get attached to someone so quickly. As they tell you they’ll be there for you they won’t leave and they will be your friend, only for them to literally lie about all of it.

#sick of it #i swear to god #do better people #its so annoying #honest to god

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Hi mother! Telling your own child that they’re “annoying and ridiculous” is only gonna give them more issues with people in the long run. But since you don’t wanna be the parent and own up to literally anything that you say to me, then of course it’s my fault. With your narcissistic ass! I have a feeling college will be very lonely once I get there. Or not. I hope not.

#why though #what was the reason #like omfg

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If y’all click on it, you can read it better lmao! Didn’t realize it be kind of blurry. Honestly, I love being a bitch to girls who deserve it.😈🥰💕

#natural selection #lmfaooo #i mean why not #its whatever tho

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MAY I JUST RANT FOR A SECOND AND SAY-

I HATE THIS STUPID TOXICITY OF A HOME! I’VE BEEN HERE FOR 10 WHOLE YEARS! EVERYTHING I DO, IS CONSIDERED WRONG! MY MOTHER INSULTS ME 24/7 NEVER APOLOGIZES AFTERWARDS AT ALL! BUT OH, OF COURSE I HAVE TO APOLOGIZE FOR THE RUDE SHIT I SAY TO HER. AND BEFORE YA’LL SAY: “But Leanna she’s your mother! Be nice!” MY MOM, IS AN UNDIAGNOSED NARCISSIST. AND BEFORE YA’LL SAY: “Leanna! You’re 20! Go get a damn job! Make a living for yourself!” I’D LOVE TO! BUT I WASN’T THINKING OF JOBS WHEN I SHOULD HAVE IN 9TH GRADE. I WAS TOO BUSY FITTING IN! HIGH SCHOOL KEPT GETTING WORSE AND WORSE FOR ME. AS A CHILD, I ONLY HAD ADHD, PTSD, AND ANXIETY. BUT- I ALSO WENT TO FIVE SCHOOLS FOR KIDS WITH ISSUES. *I didn’t need to be there it made things awful for me. I had got medicated so much, just to try and fix myself cause my mom wanted to know, and teachers did too. I chose to stop taking them at age 18 myself, because I wasn’t going to keep getting treated like a damn fucking science rat* ALSO AT AGE 18 I DEVELOPED DEPRESSION. THEN AT AGE 19 I GOT DIAGNOSED WITH REACTIVE ATTACHMENT DISORDER AND AT FIRST DISRUPTIVE MOOD DYSREGULATION DISORDER. TURNS OUT THAT WAS WRONG AND I FELT IT WAS WRONG TOO WITH HOW I WAS ACTING. SO AT AGE 20, I DID SOME SELF DIAGNOSING RESEARCH, *which PLEASE do research before self diagnosing. It’s the only way TO self diagnose if ya can’t afford someone who’ll tell you* SO AFTER DOING LOTS OF RESEARCH, AND HAVING AN INCIDENT WITH FAMILY MEMBERS AND ONE OF THEM BEING A POLICE OFFICER WHO WAS READY TO ARREST ME, *which he was. He had his buddy with him and asked: “Do we have enough to arrest her?” HE NEVER DID. YOU KNOW WHY? I HAVE RAPID CYCLING BIPOLAR DISORDER AND NOT DISRUPTIVE MOOD DYSREGULATION DISORDER. *That’s what I mean by self diagnosing. And doing research. Cause I knew I might’ve had some sort of bipolar disorder. AND I DO. I’VE GONE TO PSYCH WARDS THREE TIMES. ONE OF WHICH, I DIDN’T NEED TO BE AT. MY MOM JUST SENT ME, SO SHE DIDN’T HAVE TO DEAL WITH ME. I’VE WENT TWICE WHEN I WAS 18, AND ONCE WHEN I WAS 19. IN JANUARY OF 2021. *Yes, the time my mom didn’t need to send me there at all* SHE’S ALSO CALLED POLICE ON ME SEVERAL TIMES. BUT SHE DOES THIS BECAUSE I ACT OUT WITH HER. I ONLY ACT OUT BECAUSE SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT THE ISSUES. *It’d be easier if she did though! She never has done that for me. EVER* Which by the way, my mom sends me into panic attacks whenever my mom called police on me. Police would come into my room, and I’d just sob and be terrified and be like: “S- so you’re not gonna shoot me are you?” “Why do you have that?” “What’s that for?” “Are you guys nice?” “You won’t hurt me will you?” My mom always said: “Ugh. Leanna you won’t get shot.” BUT SHE ISN’T BLACK IS SHE. NO. MY MOTHER IS WHITE. SHE ALSO ADOPTED ME TOO. SO MUCH FOR A NICE NEW MOTHER I GUESS. WEEKS AGO, MY MOTHER LEFT ME FOR WEEKS WHILE SHE WAS AT A FRIEND’S HOUSE. SHE GOT A COURT ORDER AGAINST ME. WHEN I WAS AT THE HOUSE ALONE, I WAS SCARED AS HELL BECAUSE I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I WAS CRYING EVERY DAY WONDERING IF MY MOTHER WOULD EVER COME BACK. I WALKED EVERY DAY WANTING TO FIND JOBS AND PEOPLE WHO COULD HELP, *overall I looked a whole mess* ANYWAYS….. FAST FORWARD TO NOW, I’M FINALLY A SENIOR IN HIGH SCHOOL, WHO IS JUST ANXIOUSLY WAITING TO GO TO COLLEGE IN NEW YORK CITY, AND FINALLY HAVE FRIENDS OF MY OWN, POSSIBLY A GIRLFRIEND, A NEW LIFE, NEW PERSONALITY, EVERYTHING. I’M READY.

#vent post #vent #dont mind me #lmfao #i hate my mother #like what the fuck #why though

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I SAID WHAT I SAID!!!!

#belly kink #stuffing kink #meme #hits different #not gonna lie

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So, for context: I was hungry at night yesterday. A bit TOO. hungry. I went into the kitchen, and ate 6 tiny chocolate sandwiches. *which were good* but as you can hear, my stomach didn’t quite like digesting all 6 of them at all last night. My stomach went on like this for a long while, until it managed to settle itself down. I was just in bed holding my stomach the whole time.

#belly kink #stuffing kink #tummy noises #upset stomach

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Something that absolutely sends me, is the fact that in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory 2005 version, when Violet gets to try Wonka’s chewing gum, Veruca looks jealous as hell the whole entire time! Which has me wondering… Veruca really considered wanting to turn into a gigantic blue ball of mushiness, rather than being pushed down a whole garbage chute?! Now, as we know Veruca was clearly a spoiled brat. And with that said, if she were to become the human blueberry instead of Violet herself, she would’ve cried so much! Lmfao! PLEASE!

#blueberry girl #blueberry inflation #blueberry kink #weird to think about #to be honest tho #charlie and the chocolate factory #willy wonka

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Just ate so much food. Lowkey, it hurts.😀🤚

#belly kink #stuffing kink #tummy noises #stuffed belly #i ate too much #it huuuurts

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YUUUHHHH! 😀✌️WHAT DOES A SENIOR IN HIGH SCHOOL DO? IT’S CURRENTLY 12:33am, AND I’M OVER HERE BAWLING MY EYES OUT OVER ALL THESE! BYYYYEEE!😀✌️

#i fucking hope so #we crying #lmfao #i want this #high school #senior year #lol help

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Sayings that make me internally MELT part 2

“I don’t think I can eat anymore!” Oh, why not? Your belly isn’t agreeing? Make it agree damnit.

“Oh god!” Surprised at how achingly full you are again my darling? Poor dear. Keep going.

“I- *gags* I think that I’m going to throw up!” Already huh? Well! Aren’t you a light weight.

“F- fuck! This is way too much! I might be sick!” Oh, come on. Can’t you hold it down longer?

“I can’t! I’m done.” Aye! Excuse me? What was that?! I never told you to stop did I? Open your fucking mouth, like the greedy little pig you are.

“Ugh! My stomachhhh!” Oh, my sweet Angel? Is someone’s belly upset? Let me rub it for you.

“UUURRRPPP. Shit! I’m so gassy!” Goodness! Someone’s having belly troubles tonight huh?

“Comfort me? Please baby?!” Why, of COURSE!

“No no. My tummy is fine I sw-“ *Tummy violently gurgles* Hun? Do you feel okay?

“My tummy is such a mess! Mmmph!” I can tell.

#belly kink #tummy noises #stomach growling #hits different #give this to me #i want this so bad #yes fucking please

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Sayings that make me internally MELT.

Starting off with good old number fucking one: “I ate too much.” Like- god damn right you did! you greedy little shit! Tell me about it!😏💕

“I’m soooo full!” Oh you are? You look quite adorable with the round belly you have.💕

“I feel sick.” Awww. Poor baby! Eating so much, that your own tummy couldn’t catch up?💕

“Rub my belly please?” Why of course my love! Anything for my over stuffed baby girl!💕

“Mmmph!” Is that so? Do tell me about how achey and uncomfortable you are.💕

“I’m bloated!” You LOOK the part babes.💕

“Can’t move!” Wonder who would do that.💕

“N-nauseous! H-hep!” Oh, my sweet angel. Look at you! No wonder you’re nauseous.💕

I just ate ALL of that.” Good job! Mommy’s proud of you! Can you hold down more?💕

“I’m fr cramping so bad!” Poor you! I’d give you a heating pad, but my hands work better.💕

“My belly hurts.” I know. You weren’t hard to miss in this room full of people. I watched you ya know? The way you quickly reacted to gurgling sounds, then clasped your hands around your abdomen.💕

“It won’t stop churning!” You say this like I couldn’t already hear your poor churning tummy from across the room my dear.💕

“Hic! *stomach violently churns* I’m so sorry. I’ve been so grumbly lately!” Yes you have cutie. Let’s get you something, to settle your belly.💕

“N- No! Please! Don’t touch there it hurts!” Awww. It hurts a lot doesn’t it? ’m sorry.💕

#belly kink #stuffing kink #stuffing #tummy noises #stomach growling #yes pleaaaaase

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THERE’S NO WAY THIS STUPID HEAT WAVE IS CONSIDERED “Normal” THE FUCK?!?!?!?! I’M FOR REAL DYING OF HEAT! OH MY GOD! BUT THESE BITCHES STILL BE ALL LIKE: “Global warming isn’t real.” OH REALLY?!?!?! THEN EXPLAIN THIS!!! HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!!

#im so hot #what is the reason #for what tho #oh my fucking god #why tho

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Honestly, the truth is, I will never learn at all. And that’s the BEST part. 😏💕

#belly kink #stuffing kink #tummy noises #stuffed belly #when will i ever learn #not at all

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There’s lots of pasta and ice cream in my gut! Apparently, it’s all moving around in there also! I can feel all of the gurgles and churns without even putting my own hands on my belly. Haha!

#belly kink #stuffing kink #stuffing #tummy noises #stuffed belly #belly gurgles