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Bastila *sternly*: Why did Carth run out of the cockpit shouting that he didn’t want to talk about that?

Revan *innocently*: If you're so interested, maybe you'd better ask Carth about it?

#Also Revan: I don't want to talk about it! #I couldn't help posting it! #Because... you know #i don't want to talk about it!:D #completely incorrect kotor quotes! #revan #female revan #carth onasi #bastila shan #kotor #kotor 1 #knights of the old republic #star wars #silly thoughts

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'I was learning how to hate you, Revan. And in the end, I succeeded.' Darth Malak (on the Leviathan or Star Forge)

#my love for drama came back! #from my wip and from my thoughts #revalek #revan #darth malak #lady revan #female revan #kotor #kotor 1 #knights of the old republic #star wars #silly thoughts #revalak #my heaaaaaaart...

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'I love you, I love me a lot, wait Which one I love better? Better off not saying...' Revan

#I believe revan could say something like that (or think about it) at certain times of her relationship with malak #such an attitude can be typical of revan after the mando war or/and at the end of it imao #do you agree?:D #i also love this jenny's clip from blackpink #i know it has more (dark) sailormoon vibes but somehow i feel it also has a bit of revan and revalek vibes #maybe because of the lighting (red and black) and a couple of lines #revalek #revan #malak #kotor #knights of the old republic #female revan #lady revan #darth revan #darth malak #revalak #my associations #silly thoughts #star wars #i love you and me song #quotes #this 'revan's' phrase may be used in terms of any other relationships with them imao #including revanderous or revanasi for instance #jenny

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I haven't been here for a while and, unfortunately, for a reason. Somehow the year began with some problems… including health issues - worsening problems with my leg and arm, and it happened that it was difficult even to work at the computer.

Despite that, I’ve had to work hard and have very little free time, since I need to pay off debts that are not even mine, but rather family ones, although, of course, I’d prefer to write kotor jokes and fics and enjoy myself instead.:D I don’t like to complain, just want to say that I don’t know how often I can post here within a couple of months or more… Plus, I have thoughts about other things apart from Kotor, and I don’t know yet whether it’s worth posting them here or not. What else can I say? Miss Kotor content and especially revalek!:)

#personal #problems #want to feel well already! #and get back to hobbies and normal life then

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On Dantooine:

Bastila *while training with Revan*: You may be able to stop Malak...

Amnesiac Revan: Who says I want to?

#Right! #I really like the way you see the k1 plot! #good idea for a fic if you once decide to get back to kotor and write something about it:) #there aren't many fics where revan isn't into the idea of saving the Republic while confronting malak and risking their life #actually right now i can remember only my favourite Identity of a Lost Soul #in fact in my headcanon the jedi council formed the false identity of revan who's afraid of sith on purpose... #so that she wouldn't make up her mind to deal with them #but then that decision turned against them #when they began persuading her to start trainings as a jedi and then the searches for the star maps

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On Dantooine:

Bastila *while training with Revan*: You may be able to stop Malak...

Amnesiac Revan: Who says I want to?

#it appears that smugglers might not be fans of being involved in such confrontations #in my headcanon revan is forced to train as a jedi by the jedi council #otherwise they promise she'll be handed over to the republic and judged to have commited some smuggler crimes #alas! #revan #female reman #f!revan #male revan #bastila shan #darth malak #kotor #kotor 1 #knights of the old republic #i believe this smuggler'd prefer to go about their business... at least on taris and dantooine #star wars #kotor thoughts

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Rakatan computer on Kashyyk: ...Your loyalty is dangerous. Your companion could take the opportunity to benefit by turning on you.

Uthar Wynn: ...True or false: there is nothing worse than love.

Jorak Uln: ...One of your underlings has made a major mistake which makes you look bad. He is normally very competent and skilled. Do you kill him or give him another chance?

Me, as a player: Are you all hinting at Malak or what?

#I know rakatan computer is talking about zalbaar in k1 but long before malak accompanied revan... #if the questions were the same... just think about it!) #also i like how some dialogues/moments refer to possible situations/issues revan dealt in the past! #revan #darth revan #malak #darth malak #female revan #male revan #revalek #revalak #kotor #knights of the old republic #kotor 1 #star wars #silly thoughts

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Hardly a Fairytale (fic)

Malak's thoughts on Revan, his relationship with her over time and some (friendly) confrontations between them. (1119 words)

Description: Their story is hardly a fairy tale. Otherwise, one would have to call it a complex fairy tale with an unhappy ending.

Notes:

Despite such a description the fic contains a couple of happy moments too.

Sorry for any mistakes. English isn't my native language. If you notice some mistakes, please, let me know if possible – it would help me to improve both the story and the language.

I wanted to mix fluff, drama and a bit of angst together in this revalek fic. I’d like to have a better version and a longer text one day, but even this version took much more time than I expected. Probably, one day I will write a sweet fluff for Revan and Malak as they deserve that.

Perhaps, I will add the second part dealing with Malak’s thoughts on amnesiac Revan one day… but I’m not certain of that.

I've just realized that I haven't published fics in English for quite a long time... So strange but it took much more time to write this short fic than I expected. I've recently added a couple of paragraphs to the text, which I was writing while listening to Dark Paradise and Summertime Sadness by Lana Del Ray, and now I like the final version of the fic a bit more than before. Many thanks, @navy-draws , for sharing these (and other) revalek songs with me!:)

#kotor #knights of the old republic #pre kotor #kotor fic #revan #female revan #f!revan #lady revan #malak #darth malak #revalek #revan x malak #revalak #star wars #my fic #hardly a fairytale

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It occurred to me that if Carth hadn't talked to Saul and then got into a heated argument with Bastila, they might have managed to escape Darth Malak...

#i've been unable to stop thinking about that since i played the game last year #for the first time in years ha! #this idea didn't come to my mind many years ago though #perhaps at 13-14 i was too fascinated by carth's appearance and touched by his tragic personal story... #time goes by and views change as it happens... #kotor #kotor 1 #knights of the old republic #star wars #carth onasi #revan #bastila shan #darth malak #female revan #male revan #saul karath #k1 thoughts #k1 playthrough #interesting #do i blame carth? partially... #i also take into account that he was trying to give orders to dastil as a parent figure in a very tense situation... #and luckily dustil didn't call anybody then otherwise the mission could fail at once!

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On Dantooine or Coruscant, when Revan is a kid:

Kreia: I will teach you everything...

Revan: How not to be betrayed by your own friend and student?!

Kreia: ...In fact, this is not included in the curriculum...

Many years later...

Jedi Exile: I don't trust anybody!

Kreia: Then you are learning.

#me as a player: yep #from carth onasi in kotor 1and some other characters and situations from kotor 1 #and i'm not joking as it was pretty easy to me to predict most k2 twists after k1 in 2005!:D #i became very suspicious of everything! #i didn't predict atton's twist though since i thought he was going 'to follow han solo's line' #btw also kreia keeps telling something insulting about 'friends') #and new lessons were added to the curriculum for the exile #i see some similarities between carth and kreia unexpectedly and that's funny) #kotor #kotor 2 #knights of the old republic #revan #kreia #jedi exile #star wars #incorrect kotor quotes? #female revan #f!revan #male revan #male exile #female exile #silly thoughts

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"... I don't like your perfect crime

How you laugh when you lie

You said the gun was mine

Isn't cool, no, I don't like you (Oh!)

But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time

Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time

I've got a list of names and yours is in red, underlined

I check it once, then I check it twice, oh!"

❤️💜

#look these lines the lines in the video (and some others) from the song fit Revan and Malak's conflict perfectly!) #i'm in love with that! #navy-draws that's cool!😍 #another revalek song... excellent! #revalek #revalak #revan × malak #darth malak #darth revan #lady revan #female revan #kotor #kotor 1 #knights of the old republic #associations #navy-draws #star wars #look at what you made me do by tailor swift

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Kreia playing hide-and-seek with Mical on the board of Ebon Hawk and Mical's reaction make me laugh!

#no comments... that's a real laugh!:D #buuuuut... doesn't the exile sometimes talk to kreia when mical's nearby? #doesn't that attract his attention? #finally the whole crew gather together on nar-shadaa to discuss some issues... and crew members talk to kreia too then... #ok i see how hiding in the force can work during short meetings with masters no problem... #but with the members on the board?! #we know that kreia is a powerful jedi consular but anyway... these moments seem strange to me... still fun though:) #poor mical! #kotor #knights of the old republic #kotor 2 #jedi exile #kreia #mical #k2 thoughts #k2 playthrough #star wars

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*Revan leaves Kreia several times (once to have been taught by other masters)*

Kreia: Great student!

*The Exile kills Kreia in the end*

Kreia: You are greater than any I have ever trained!

#oh these favourite students... #kreia: yes my tastes are a little... singular #now i'm wondering if revan once refused to kill her... #i'm only half joking:D #kreia #kreia's logic #jedi exile #revan #kotor 2 #knights of the old republic #k2 thoughts #kotor quotes #star wars #silly thoughts #kotor

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On Tatooine: Tanis Venn's hitting on female Revan (with a lightsaber!) in the canteen when Carth and Canderous (a mandalorian!) are just behind her...

Me, as a player: Guy, do you really want to get killed???

#or at least don't you value your life and health??? #actually then carth stood up for revan... #and some time later in the desert bastila recommends leaving him with these droids around programmed to kill him:D #many years ago i started realizing bastila isn't that 'light' since this moment) #revan #female revan #carth onasi #canderous ordo #kotor #kotor 1 #k1 playthrough #knights of the old republic #star wars #silly thoughts #k1 thoughts #that silly guy tanis venn:D #Happy New Year everyone!!!:)

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It seems to me that Saul Karath is a revanasi shipper (or revastila one, it depends)...)

May I think that he's a secret revalek shipper too?:D

#marythegizka i believe you're right about everything #and about them not wanting to deal with many cut scene versions and consequently various dialogue options too #btw i haven't mentioned that here saul replies to revan's statement 'Go ahead torture him (Carth). I don't really like him anyway':D #imao it confirms that saul needs an excuse... #also probably he is annoyed that torture won't work in the way he's planned if revan really doesn't care about carth...:) #...what a faraway (and an arrogant?!) look revan has in this pic... #yeah... here i was trying different dialogue options you know...:D

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It seems to me that Saul Karath is a revanasi shipper (or revastila one, it depends)...)

May I think that he's a secret revalek shipper too?:D

#kotor #knights of the old republic #joking... probably joking...:D #what an interesting point though... #according to saul why can't revan be attracted to canderous or juhani instead?) #revan travels half way across the galaxy with them too! #saul shipping revanasi and your manipulations won't influence my revan! #don't like watching how either carth or bastila is being tortured #that's why i always answer the first silly question at least #revan #female revan #f!revan #male revan #carth onasi #bastila shan #darth malak #saul karath #revanasi #revastila #revalek #revalak #revan x malak #kotor 1 #k1 thoughts #k1 playthrough #star wars #silly thoughts #correct kotor quotes! #malak

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My gift for @oonaluna-art as part of the @kotorgiftexchange!

#No words... except... That Is Awesome! #i like their silhoettes and the star forge in the background #adore this picture! #stunning art and wonderful colours! #revan #darth revan #lady revan #female reman #malak #darth malak #kotor #knights of the old republic #pre kotor #art #star wars #revalek #revan x malak #revalak #masterpiece #kotor art #eluvisen art #star forge #amazing revalek art... hooooraaay!:)