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daisyannette · 13 days

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SUPERCUT BY LORDE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS!!!!!!!!!

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daisyannette · 21 days

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i want you i hold one card that i can't use but i want you you're coming back and it's the end of the world we're starting over and i love you darling and i am done dear you're in the house and i am here in the car i just need a quiet place where i can scream how i love you i found you i found the door but when i stepped through there was no floor you're coming back and it's the end of the world we're starting over and i love you darling and i am done dear you're in the house and i am here in the car i just need a quiet place where i can scream how i love you i want you i want you............

#mitski my beloved #lyrics #me

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daisyannette · 21 days

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i'd like to get to know you i'd like to take you out we'd go to the hail mary and afterwards make out. instead, im typing you a message that i know i'll never send, rewriting old excuses delete the kisses at the end. when i see you, the whole world reduces to just that room and then i remember and i'm shy that gossip's eye will look too soon and then im trapped, overthinking and yeah, probably self-doubt you tell me to get over it and to take you out but i can't, i'm too scared and here's the night bus, i have to go and the doors are closing, and you were waving and i like you, and i'll never let it show and you won't wait, and maybe i won't mind i work better on my own and now i'm home, a little bit drunk and i ask myself what if it's not meant for me? love. what if it's not meant for me? love. a few days pass since i last saw you and you've taken over my mind im retelling jokes you made that made me laugh pretending that they're mine i wanna tell the whole world about you i think that that's a sign im losing self-control and it's you, it really is, 1000 times i look at your picture and i smile how awful's that? im like a teenage girl i might as well write all over my notebook that you rock my world but you do, you really do. you've turned me upside down and that's okay, i'll let it happen 'cause i like having you around im electric, a romantic cliché yeah, they really are all true when we catch eyes at that stupid party i know exactly what to do i'll take your hand, and we will leave french exits from me and you and now im home, a little bit drunk some things don't change, and i know now me and you were meant to be in love

#lyrics #screaming along to don't delete the kisses has done more regulate my nervous system than CBT ever did #crushes #love

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daisyannette · 21 days

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Søren Kierkegaard, Diaries 1813-1855

#quote #april #poem of the month

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daisyannette · 1 month

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forever in awe of people who pay attention. people who wait for you while you tie your shoes while the others have walked away. when they continue listening intently while the rest of the group stopped listening. noticing your moments of silence when everyone else hasn’t. “this made me think of you” noticing things you never even noticed about yourself. people who say “text me when you get home safe.” people who make you laugh until you cry. childhood friends who keep in touch. people with genuine intentions. people who are soft when the world has given them every opportunity to turn hard. the “let’s get ice cream” at 3am friend. the turn up the music in the car and sing friend. people whose actions match their words. people who make the world feel less chaotic. kindred spirits. the trustworthy and honest. hard workers. good listeners. clear communicators. people who love you for who you are. people who don’t ask you to be anything other than yourself. people who choose you. people who stay.

#love

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daisyannette · 2 months

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eveeyones got it wrong your mid 20s arent for going to the club or partying or picking up new crafts. your 20s are for discovering how much more autistic you are than you thought you were in high school

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daisyannette · 2 months

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this fear creeps up with the crisp brush of a coming storm breeze, the first sign of changing weather, the whisper of my heart i couldn't hear over my own self-loathing and insecurity. if i can't take back the time, i live with regret, i pretend i've forgotten so well that even my friends know your new home. i look at you and want the past back. last night i found myself weaving through memories like threads of satin, and my heart always snags on your kind smile, your gentle words, your soft and silent patience. i found a sense of safety and peace in your presence that only ever comes back when we sit together in my mind.

i have dreams from another life, when i am slightly more adjusted and know exactly what i want. i don't waste a second of your company wondering how to finish my food, why you sound surprised when i tried to leave. you came up to me when i closed my eyes and asked if i would like to try, if i could lend the time to let love bloom, and of course i didn't have to wait at all. (i loved you when i flew across the ice after asking your name once more. i loved you when i thought of the best person i know. i loved you when i left myself out of saying you'd make someone the happiest on earth. i didn't even know i loved you until i tried to prove i didn't.) when i blink awake, i break my own heart remembering the words i whispered in a rose-blush daze, of "i never thought you could feel the same, i can't believe you're here, i have a hard time accepting this is real and i can deserve it".

my mind wraps around the moments you may have been stretching out to to see if i'd bridge the distance. i'm sorry if i left your trembling fingertips in empty air. i curse my absent mind for never considering i could have had a chance to talk a little longer, to hold your attention for a moment i can never recover. i can understand if you let me slip from your mind if i ever do cross it again. i find myself mourning what never was and hoping a glimmer of opportunity still exists somewhere.

Ithe love could never be lost because i'll carry it always within me. even if i never meet you again, you never have to know, you never need to feel more than you did then. i wish you well and i play your songs, i wash my hands of my own heart and watch the film reel in my dreams every time i miss you again. i'm only afraid i'll never get this way for someone again after you. only afraid you're the best i never could have kept around.

#mine #Text #emo on main exception bc i can't keep holding this #crushes #love #dreams from another life

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daisyannette · 2 months

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“The bottom line is this: You write in order to change the world, knowing perfectly well that you probably can’t, but also knowing that literature is indispensable to the world. The world changes according to the way people see it, and if you alter, even by a millimeter, the way people look at reality, then you can change it…If there is no moral question, there is no reason to write. I’m an old-fashioned writer and, despite the odds, I want to change the world”

— James Baldwin

#quote #tenderness

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daisyannette · 2 months

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its funky jumper season x

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daisyannette · 5 months

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“Marianne had the sense that her real life was happening somewhere very far away, happening without her, and she didn't know if she would ever find out where it was or become part of it.”

— normal people by sally rooney

#normal people #yay now i have new characters to painfully relate to #quote #me #mental

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daisyannette · 6 months

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