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My brain when I try to come up with story ideas on purpose

vs

My brain throwing detailed ideas at me like it’s nothing when I’m trying to sleep

#writing

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Interesting, that does sound similar. Mine has never been influenced by whether I’ve been sitting or any of those other things, but the fact that she can’t describe it well either is suspicious. Nerve pain sounds right enough; I’ve only ever been able to describe it as an ache but it doesn’t quite do it justice. Could very well be the same thing. I hope she’s able to figure it out!

Mystery pain question for my fellow chronic pain folks:

For as long as I can remember I’ve gotten irregular pains in my ankles. I don’t know how to describe this pain, other than that it’s not dissimilar to growing pains, and for years I kind of figured it was probably just part of that. At some point after becoming an adult and clearly not growing anymore, that was obviously not the case.

Nothing ever causes this pain; it will just come on out of nowhere with no obvious reason or trigger, usually just one ankle at a time, and there’s no predicting when it will happen because sometimes I’ll go weeks and weeks without an instance of it and other times it’ll come back fairly quickly after the last time, even successive days in a row. No doctors know what the heck this is and pain meds don’t really do anything to make it stop.

In the past few years it’s extended from only ever being in my ankles. It can now present itself in any of the four limbs, in any spot throughout them. Sometimes it’ll be in one of my knees or wrists and so on, and I’ve now fairly often had it be throughout the entirety of a given limb. At the moment of writing this I have this pain all through one of my legs. Sometime in the past year it was so excruciating throughout an entire arm that I was nearly completely disabled by it, it was agony to do anything with it and I was at the point of tears, which my various chronic pains/illnesses almost NEVER bring me to no matter how bad it can get, my pain threshold is very high. This particular mystery pain is not usually disabling, more just uncomfortable than anything but I can still function well enough during it, but it’s a bit concerning that it’s become enough of a problem that that can happen now. Sometimes it will also be in multiple limbs at once in various spots which is a little annoying; rarely was it ever in both ankles at once throughout growing up so there’s little precedent for it being on more than one side (or limb, now) at the same time, but that’s where we’re at now.

I wish I knew how to properly describe what the feeling of it even is, no description of either muscle or joint pain has ever sounded quite right and I’ve only ever been able to refer to it as simply “my ankle pain” regardless of where it now chooses to present itself. It’s just… this painful discomfort that sort of sits in the spot it’s at, not exactly pulsing or radiating but just… there.

I’m thinking this may be a weird fibromyalgia thing? I’ve never been officially diagnosed with that, but my mom has been for many years now and with the benefit of hindsight she and her aunt think that her mother must have had it based on things she would describe but wouldn’t have had a word for, and as time goes on I’ve developed more and more of my mom’s fibro symptoms. She doesn’t have this same particular problem but I wouldn’t be surprised if that’s what this is and it was simply the first symptom that hit me even as a child and now it’s gotten worse into young adulthood the way that some of my mom’s symptoms got worse with time.

Does anyone with fibromyalgia understand the kind of pain I’m trying to explain and can confirm that it’s likely fibro? Or anyone with some other lesser known thing that this could be? I don’t know what to make of it anymore.

#chronic pain #fibromyalgia

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Why is finding stuff for SyFy Alice so easy but trying to find stuff for SyFy Neverland is literally this

#like the alice fandom isn’t big but there’s still regular enough content that’s lasted me years #people know what it is and enjoy it enough to contribute #meanwhile looking for anything for neverland is just. repeatedly scraping the bottom of the barrel and MAYBE finding a crumb lodged in there #but usually nothing but the same five things #and one of the only people who’s ever made stuff for it blocked me after i reblogged a couple things so i couldn’t reblog the others #there’s already so darn little and i got limited even further 😩 #i got very lucky to find a few more things today #syfy neverland #syfy alice

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2/∞ handsome fictional characters

↳ Peter Pan (Neverland; Part 1)

#syfy neverland

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Captain Elizabeth Bonny (Anna Friel) in Neverland Part I (37m).

#syfy neverland

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Aaya (Q’orianka Kilcher) in Neverland Part I (37m).

#syfy neverland

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They’re already in the caves!

#syfy neverland

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Neverland (A Syfy Original Movie Event) [x]

#syfy neverland #tw: flashing lights #tw: flashing gifs

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Now, I’m going off to look for a secret camp. All who’s with me, raise your right hand and shout “Neverland!”

#syfy neverland

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no because patrick gibson was a lost boy in neverland and that’s just how i associate him even though that was back in like 2011 😂

#watched neverland a few years ago and now being into shadow and bone i recently learned where else i’d seen him and screamed #he was so small!!! #he did an ep of primeval too around the same time #i see a little paddy but i do NOT see a little nikolai in there lol #syfy neverland #patrick gibson

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Mystery pain question for my fellow chronic pain folks:

For as long as I can remember I’ve gotten irregular pains in my ankles. I don’t know how to describe this pain, other than that it’s not dissimilar to growing pains, and for years I kind of figured it was probably just part of that. At some point after becoming an adult and clearly not growing anymore, that was obviously not the case.

Nothing ever causes this pain; it will just come on out of nowhere with no obvious reason or trigger, usually just one ankle at a time, and there’s no predicting when it will happen because sometimes I’ll go weeks and weeks without an instance of it and other times it’ll come back fairly quickly after the last time, even successive days in a row. No doctors know what the heck this is and pain meds don’t really do anything to make it stop.

In the past few years it’s extended from only ever being in my ankles. It can now present itself in any of the four limbs, in any spot throughout them. Sometimes it’ll be in one of my knees or wrists and so on, and I’ve now fairly often had it be throughout the entirety of a given limb. At the moment of writing this I have this pain all through one of my legs. Sometime in the past year it was so excruciating throughout an entire arm that I was nearly completely disabled by it, it was agony to do anything with it and I was at the point of tears, which my various chronic pains/illnesses almost NEVER bring me to no matter how bad it can get, my pain threshold is very high. This particular mystery pain is not usually disabling, more just uncomfortable than anything but I can still function well enough during it, but it’s a bit concerning that it’s become enough of a problem that that can happen now. Sometimes it will also be in multiple limbs at once in various spots which is a little annoying; rarely was it ever in both ankles at once throughout growing up so there’s little precedent for it being on more than one side (or limb, now) at the same time, but that’s where we’re at now.

I wish I knew how to properly describe what the feeling of it even is, no description of either muscle or joint pain has ever sounded quite right and I’ve only ever been able to refer to it as simply “my ankle pain” regardless of where it now chooses to present itself. It’s just… this painful discomfort that sort of sits in the spot it’s at, not exactly pulsing or radiating but just… there.

I’m thinking this may be a weird fibromyalgia thing? I’ve never been officially diagnosed with that, but my mom has been for many years now and with the benefit of hindsight she and her aunt think that her mother must have had it based on things she would describe but wouldn’t have had a word for, and as time goes on I’ve developed more and more of my mom’s fibro symptoms. She doesn’t have this same particular problem but I wouldn’t be surprised if that’s what this is and it was simply the first symptom that hit me even as a child and now it’s gotten worse into young adulthood the way that some of my mom’s symptoms got worse with time.

Does anyone with fibromyalgia understand the kind of pain I’m trying to explain and can confirm that it’s likely fibro? Or anyone with some other lesser known thing that this could be? I don’t know what to make of it anymore.

#chronic pain #fibromyalgia #fibro #ankle pain #mystery pain

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And if I have anything to say about it he will keep winning

Round One: Doctor Who Tournament -

Who is your favourite?

Click here for Tournament Table

#love that i’ve succeeded in making myself known for how much i really flipping love steven #thank you for tagging me so i could come rep my best guy #classic who #steven taylor #polls #steven lovers represent

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I get my media recommendations the old fashioned way: by watching someone I follow on here go on an unhinged reblog spree of media related content until I eventually decide to go "alright, what's all this then"

#same

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"My dear brothers and sisters, my dear friends, I testify that God sees us as we truly are—and He sees us worthy of rescue. You may feel that your life is in ruins. You may have sinned. You may be afraid, angry, grieving, or tortured by doubt. But just as the Good Shepherd finds His lost sheep, if you will only lift up your heart to the Savior of the world, He will find you. He will rescue you. He will lift you up and place you on His shoulders. He will carry you home."

— Dieter F. Uchtdorf

#religion

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#religion

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#religion

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Charlie Cox in Daredevil (1.01)

#marvel #marvel netflix #daredevil #matt murdock