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The game you didn't know you were playing
This might help some. Not everyone, but some. I'll finish watching later but saw a bit of it
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#philosophy#life#life purpose#suffering#enjoyment#live life to the fullest#game theory#simulation#Youtube
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#teampixel #sunset #photography #googlepixel8pro Not bad for a smartphone!
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https://auditorycenter.com/what-is-auditory-processing-disorder/acquired-apd-by-concussion-tbi/ Well that's a big bummer. #braininjuryawareness #tbisurvivor #auditoryprocessingdisorder I know I'm using Dr Google but it helps to educate yourself and ask questions. (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoF7HD1OP7V/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Auditory_illusion Plus I have hearing loss. I've been to a number of concerts including rock ones that left me near deaf for up to three days. https://www.accuratehearingsystems.com/misunderstanding-words/ This sucks I'll admit. Life choices, life consequences. #hearingaids #hearingloss #hearinglossawareness https://publichealth.jhu.edu/2021/hearing-loss-and-the-dementia-connection#:~:text=If%20you%20have%20hearing%20loss,top%20risk%20factors%20for%20dementia.&text=Hearing%20loss%20can%20make%20the,and%20fill%20in%20the%20gaps. That could explain my brain atrophy and they gave me a pre dementia test at the neurologist's. I got 75% i think and I have a shrunken hippocampus and brain and memory issues. I need Google maps more than I should. My 70 something year old father can get around better than me. #dementia (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoF2GvzOWHl/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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That's too cold! It was probably 0 or less when I fell asleep. It's 4 am now. #utahphotographer #utah #utahweather #winter #snow (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoE8qlXLXrp/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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That's all I needed to know. https://www.healthline.com/health/drugs/abilify-interactions#:~:text=Although%20there%20are%20no%20known,%2C%20restlessness%2C%20and%20sleep%20problems. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7397437/ Coffee is ok with abilify and it only messes with my other meds if I'm bipolar, which I'm not. #coffee #medicine #braininjuryawareness #mentalhealthawareness (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoD_HTfubyO/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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https://www.cognitivefxusa.com/blog/pots-and-concussion-blood-pressure-changes After my recent concussion I wonder if this is an issue because I know caffeine also messes with blood pressure which upsets people and since my TBI makes me moody sometimes anyway, why mess with that? Yes I drank a bunch of water which helps proper blood pressure. https://neurosciencenews.com/anger-hypertension-20301/ https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/3757994/ #braininjuryawareness (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoDsq3LOEI2/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Damn that's cold! #utah #utahphotographer #winter #utahweather (at Washington Terrace, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoDiKqCyKMk/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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https://activebeat.com/your-health/concussion-symptoms-how-do-i-know-if-i-have-a-concussion/?utm_medium=cpc&utm_source=google_search_network&utm_campaign=AB_GGL_US_MOBI-EnglishSearch-CPM&utm_content=g_m_628002836778&utm_term=what+does+a+concussion+feel+like&placement=kwd-297929728979&utm_acid=6727840584&utm_caid=18420027799&utm_agid=141019044423&utm_os=&utm_pagetype=var-multi&device=m&gclid=Cj0KCQiA8t2eBhDeARIsAAVEga0JcQ8wB7P6omDNOou7Le_CXE4zWg1R1oDbQY8mgJ--dcq52YGMFagaArTzEALw_wcB Sorry for the huge link. I did copy and paste. Yup, i had several of those symptoms and still have balance issues, sensitive to sound and get headaches. I don't like bright lights either. And I have sensitivity to people and have emotional outbursts etc. And TBI/concussions are cumulative. I have some brains left but I've been losing some call of duty games. Usually I win every time. I haven't been myself either. I'm sure the coffee doesn't help or maybe it's the concussion I had. I'm sure it's healing or mostly healed or maybe not but we'll see how it goes. #concussionrecovery #braininjuryawareness #mentalhealthawareness #ptsdawareness https://www.ptsd.va.gov/understand/related/tbi_ptsd.asp#:~:text=In%20addition%2C%20many%20people%20who,the%20effects%20could%20be%20serious. I'm not supposed to use some medications after a brain injury? Fuck me. I wonder which ones. I'm just googling, I'm not a Dr or veteran but I was in gifted education. I can often put things together. Even got in the 90s in my ASVAB and would have joined if not for my TBI. I hate having a TBI. Could have been a vet and a doctor. (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoDT-3gOMvd/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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https://www.cognitivefxusa.com/blog/alcohol-caffeine-concussion-recovery So basically caffeine isn't good for a TBI. Now I remember reading too that it puts too much intracranial pressure on the brain. Yay. And coffee can interact with certain meds. No bueno. That explains why Starbucks in a can turns me into an asshole. #braininjuryawareness #mentalhealthawareness #ptsdawareness https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/20662451/ It doesn't increase pressure inside the skull I guess but I turn into an asshole with some types of coffee. I get a headache and my gut hurts like with tin can Starbucks from Smith's. It's probably just messing with meds and gut biome. (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoDRnTcuAEu/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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https://www.flintrehab.com/hallucinations-after-head-injury/#:~:text=The%20most%20common%20cause%20of,longer%20than%20true%20delirium%20does. I recently had a car accident and have been under stress from my mom's heart attack and thought, with earbuds in, that neighbors were being a pain. Plus those things give me headaches. Possibly it's the sound. Sensory overload since TBI flooding is a thing and I'm listening to loud music. #mentalhealthawareness #braininjuryawareness #ptsdawareness The car accident gave me a concussion, a light one, and they're cumulative I'm told. https://www.cdc.gov/traumaticbraininjury/concussion/repeated-head-impacts.html#:~:text=A%20person%20with%20a%20history,recovery%20or%20more%20severe%20symptoms&text=Have%20long%2Dterm%20problems%2C%20including,such%20as%20keeping%20one's%20balance I've been having balance problems when walking sometimes. Sitting I'm ok and can even beat call of duty online but wow, I walk like a drunk sometimes for short periods like this early morning letting the dog out a couple of times. I'm praying I don't get in another wreck. It wasn't my fault and I was awarded a bit of money. The airbag went off and I still get headaches and my neck hurts sometimes. (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoDNUoKO2Tn/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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https://seermedical.com/blog/how-to-recognise-seizure/#:~:text=Movement%20disorders%20%E2%80%94%20Tics%2C%20tremors%2C,disorders%20that%20affect%20the%20brain. What if this is what I had instead of seizures? #braininjuryawareness #mentalhealthawareness Likely Weber human was aware I don't have regular seizures. Don't people have seizures even on meds? #seizureawareness (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoDMa8puqs3/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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https://drive.google.com/file/d/1IOWniFmY6TMnkAZg5bzU14nkMbiYpvkv/view?usp=drivesdk Seizures can happen after a concussion. I couldn't find if any can be temporary but I'm taking the max seizure medication. It's been a while since I've had grand mal, years, but I space out and stuff when I'm at home. It really pisses off my sister who thinks I'm ignoring her. #seizureawareness #braininjuryawareness thank God I have a perfect driving record. If I'm doing something I don't space out. Like when I play video games and drive or do chores etc. But if I'm sitting I zone. Maybe it's not an absence seizure then but I do it involuntarily. (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoBiS2judo1/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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https://www.webmd.com/erectile-dysfunction/erectile-dysfunction So low T caused my ED with invega with a TBI that kept getting concussions and I still have some in my system until it's flushed out and abilify takes over. So my brain isn't healing well and I'm not myself. Who knows if meds work well with brain damage when they're supposed to treat mental illness. I'm still feeling the effects of the car crash I have to admit. I'm glad I'm on abilify and when my brain heals more. #braininjuryawareness #mentalhealthawareness #ptsdawareness https://www.invegasustennahcp.com/safety/adverse-reactions I've had seizures and it's not supposed to be used if you've had them. Weber human kinda screwed up. Good thing I'm on depakote. No wonder U of U had to put me on such a high dose. #seizureawareness (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoBgnsWO0Tj/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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https://www.menstclinic.com/blog/can-exercise-increase-your-testosterone#:~:text=Your%20testosterone%20levels%20rise%20after,as%20opposed%20to%20the%20morning. Yup, it's the gym or the nut house. My meds won't work without good physical health. #mentalhealthawareness #braininjuryawareness #ptsdawareness (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoBeNHJL9WE/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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https://risemenshealth.com/tbi-ptsd-and-low-testosterone/#:~:text=Close%20to%2080%25%20of%20men,brain%20injuries%20have%20on%20men. I need to get treatment. I'll mention it to my doctor. #braininjuryawareness #ptsdawareness (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoBdMfnuyZq/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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My TBI didn't turn me gay but this medicine caused ED really bad and a complete lack of desire for women for the most part. They put me off and whenever they flirted in person I basically told them to go away. Yeah, lost opportunities. Now I'm on abilify and it is nicer. There's still some of the invega left in my system but there's more abilify and not nearly as much ED. Plus I'm starting to slowly desire women again. I just need to get over my shyness. I'm not as bad as before at least. #mentalhealthawareness #braininjuryawareness #tbisurvivor #schizophrenia Google this. "Brain injury increases risk of mental illness 400%" and yeah, protect your melon or you could wind up in jail or mentally ill or both. Jails are full of mentally ill people. It was interesting btw that the white guy that was with the Latin gang I called the cops on in the 90s asked if I wanted their protection. I remember now. Naw. Just call the cops if you see something and be a witness please. Sorry I got triggered. The past is the past and I can forgive the PTSD triggers. I know not all of you were that bad. (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoA08Ufu1D9/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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