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sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

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I miss my old life so much that i could sell my soul to the devil

#the past is haunting me #actuallymentallyill #bpd #cluster b #borderline personality disorder #actually bpd #bpd life #actually mentally ill #mental illness #mentally ill

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I wish i had friends so bad

i wish i wasn't so alone

I'm not being dramatic, it's just the truth i fear

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As it is International Asexual Day I feel empowered and the need to say . . .

Sex is scary.

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HAPPY NO BITCHES DAY YOOO

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the urge to disappear vs the desire to be wanted and accompanied

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I'm gonna just sit and relax while i see everything i love lose their sense.

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Actually, i made this Tumblr account because i knew i would left

So after i die people could come here and know what was going on inside my head.

now i feel like i'm immortalized in these little posts

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good riddance live

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FORREST GUMP (1994) dir. Robert Zemeckis

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psychologist: you cannot abandon your treatment

Me:

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