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“I’m trying not to sound lonely right now, but everything sucks and I just wish you were here.”

— A.M// wish you were here

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“Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word.”

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George R.R. Martin

(via purplebuddhaquotes)

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pain can change a person

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Loving someone who isn’t meant for you breaks your soul.

- C. H.

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Lilo and Stitch

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i think a break up is like a death. it’s the loss of someone you’re not ready to say goodbye to. it’s feeling haunted by the memories of what was and what could’ve been. it’s seeing them on the street and feeling like you’ve seen a ghost. it’s seeing that they’re still here. but not really. not in the same way. it’s seeing them living and breathing and happy without you. but it’s not the same person. it’s not the same person who told you that you were the love of their life and that they’d never leave. how odd. to grieve someone who is not dead.

(s.m)

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“Some days it isn’t so bad. I can forget, but then I hear your favorite song or I see someone that looks like you, and it comes back to me. I’ll never get to hug you again. I won’t wake up to the smell of your cooking on Sunday morning. We will never laugh at ridiculous commercials or play cards together. You won’t watch me walk across the stage or be in the front row of my wedding. I’ll never get to tell you how much I appreciate you, how much I love you. You were my first friend, and I’ll hold you in my heart forever. I miss you, Dad. Forgive me.”

— your youngest

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Blonde Hair, Black Lungs - Sorority Noise

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i have that sadness where you’re too sad to do anything

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“I promise you my pain wasn’t poetic.It was days without sleep and pretending I was stable enough to continue.”

— i am tired of this sadness.  (via written-on-polaroids)

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you tore down my walls i spent so long trying to build.. then you left me alone with nothing to guard me

— G.J.M

#how could you #sad #depression #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #alone #lonely #depressed #you hurt me #heartache #pain #heartbreak #heartbroken #cold #bpd #dead inside

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