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*scrolls far back into my blog* oh yes…i was suffering quite vigorously here

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Just my monthly check in!

I started Testosterone finally!! One month on it and so far I just have a few pimples 😭

#stoner #tattoos #trans man #emo guy #gay #lgbt #sad boy #weed #dark #ftm #bong tokes #one month on testosterone

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#stoner #tattoos #gay #trans man #sad guy #emo guy

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Some of the tattoos I did tonight, I'm glad I got the lightning bolt/ tree limbs darker. I can not believe in 2 years I have went from 3 tattoos to 48. I'm definitely getting better as I go and I love seeing the progress 🖤🖤

#tattoos #gay #stoner #lgbt #trans man #emo guy #sad boy

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Positive Affirmations

💛 i am trying and that’s what counts

💛 i am important

💛 i matter

💛 i will make today a good day

💛 i am ready to face whatever challenges come my way

💛 things will be okay

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🌻

here to remind you...

...that you are not alone.

you are not alone in your wins, your successes, your happiness, and your good times.

you are also not alone in your troubles, in your struggles, in your rough times and your sadness.

if nobody else, then you have me. all you need yo do is reach out to someone, anyone. you may be lonely at times, but you're never truly alone ✨

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it's okay to be a burden, actually. Existence bears weight, and that's okay.

you're not gonna get anywhere good by trying to not be a burden. The thought process of 'i dont want to be a bother' is not at all healthy, and is definitely not helping you.

you aren't supposed to have to compress yourself to keep others happy/comfortable. we're made to need support, and that's okay.

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our brains are seriously gullible. you will really believe whatever you hear yourself say over and over. please, stop, even in “good spirits” or being funny, please stop all of the self deprication. i won’t even type out examples, but whatever you say about yourself, you should know it isn’t true or helpful to keep reinforcing.

instead, look in the mirror and tell yourself positive things. “i am doing my best. i am worthy of love and support. i am a good person. i am beautiful. i am fun to be around.” whatever you need to hear. OUT LOUD. every day. you will start to believe it, just like you have started to believe all the mean things you tell yourself. you can’t always choose what others say about you, but you can definitely choose what you say and who you spend time listening to.

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I haven't posted on here in so long, but have a horrible TikTok video of me dancing. Would anyone like to be friends on TikTok? I really need to find my type of people.

#stoner #bored af #tattoos #gay #tiktok #trans man #I cant dance #dark

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Tiktok hates me and keeps me shadowbanned or just deletes my videos :( I wish I could find a platform that I fit in on :(

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Just here to say, I may still be a depressed messed (I'm high and fuck it I'm leaving this typo lmfao) but I'm a fucking cute depressed mess lmfao. For the first time in 28 years I can say I actually love how I look right now.

#stoner #weed #tattoos #dark #tiktok #weirdo #trans man #vape clouds #weird emo guy #loving myself #learning to love me

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#stoner #weed #bored af #tattoos #dark #tiktok #weirdo #trans man #vape clouds #weird emo guy

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adhd is the disorder where the “don’t want to get in the shower and don’t want to get out of the shower” feeling applies to every single thing you do at all times

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*cuddles bong for 10 minutes before actually hitting it*

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I just wanna get high and fuck.

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😅😭😭

i honestly think best part of tumblr is making a personal post and it getting zero notes. that’s like hundreds of people side eyeing you like ok i’m not touching that