heartbroken-psychopath

[heartbroken-psychopath]

I’m afraid of what I’m risking if I follow you

[heartbroken-psychopath]

You promised to choose me but chose her instead

#broken #heartache #i miss you #i still love you #why am i not good enough #unrequited love #please come back #im unloveable #im not good enough #im not okay #breakup #heart break

[heartbroken-psychopath]

I knew it was going to hurt, I didn’t know it will break me beyond repair.

[heartbroken-psychopath]

I know I’m not pretty like the other girls. I don’t know how to wear make up, I don’t have straight and silky hair. My skin isn’t perfect and my body is far from what’s considered attractive. I don’t know how to click photos, I don’t click photos. I can’t pose the right way to save my life. I don’t know how to be sexy, I get nervous and very self conscious when I’m around people . I’m not that mysterious girl that leaves you wanting for more, I talk. A lot. Mostly because I’m nervous and I tend to overcompensate by talking too much. And even though I knew this all my life, even though it bothered me all my life, I had accepted it in a sense, made my peace with it. But then you came along and I couldn’t believe someone like you wanted me. Despite of all that I wasn’t. I should have known it was too good to be true because you left me for a girl that was exactly what I wasn’t. I hated myself long before I met you but you picked her and yes it was inevitable and all of my fears were proved to be true. Now I don’t know how to breathe without feeling that I’ll never be enough. I can’t breathe without hating every inch of myself.

— you choosing her destroyed me

[heartbroken-psychopath]

All this time I was overwhelmed with how I felt when I was around you. And how when I wasn’t around you, that’s all I wanted to do. Kissing you felt like fireworks, looking into your eyes felt more intimate than touching you. All the songs were about you, I finally understood what all the love songs meant. I wanted to know all about your day, even the routine stuff. Somehow it never seemed mundane. I wanted to know everything about you, I wanted to be a part of your life. I didn’t realize I was falling in love and I guess it would have been okay if you were too. Unfortunately, I didnt realize until it was too late and there was no going back, you already had my heart.

It sucks to be in love when you’re the only one.

[heartbroken-psychopath]

Everyone talks about how heartbreak turns them cold. They hurt and hurt till they turn into this person who has walls up so high that no one can get through. Why won’t that happen to me. I’m just hurting. I see no end to this pain.

When will my heart turn ice cold?

[heartbroken-psychopath]

I have tried my best to find faults in her so as to justify my irrational dislike for her and I have failed. I have failed big time. Because the truth is that she is everything I’m not. Prettier, smarter and happier. I can’t compete with her.

I just wish my love for you would have been enough for you to pick me.

[heartbroken-psychopath]

[heartbroken-psychopath]

I’m nothing special.

There are hundreds of girls like me.

You deserve someone special.

Someone with something to offer.

#broken #heartache #i still love you #why am i not good enough #please come back #please make it stop #i miss you

[heartbroken-psychopath]

Please stop crying sweetheart

I know you miss him so

Please stop crying sweetheart

You cannot let it show

Please stop crying sweetheart

He hates you don’t you see

Please stop crying sweetheart

You aren’t meant to be

- for my broken heart

[heartbroken-psychopath]

ive watched them all come and go.

many things change, but one thing

always

stays

the

s a m e:

i always end up alone.

[heartbroken-psychopath]

[heartbroken-psychopath]

Who the fuck would choose me

When you could choose her

[heartbroken-psychopath]

Given the choice between me and someone else I would choose anyone else, I can’t blame you for choosing her.

#broken #heartache #i miss you #i still love you #why am i not good enough #unrequited love #depression #abandonment #please come back

[heartbroken-psychopath]

[heartbroken-psychopath]

[heartbroken-psychopath]

Why did you spend so much time telling me I matter just to prove to me that I don’t?