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It’s such a relief when your alcoholic parent finally passes out

#like I can finally breath #I can actually relax #no need to be stressed #bummer though #just about the whole thing #alcoholic parents suck #text #me #09/07/2021

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I went a whole month without thinking of killing myself and now its all I can think of again and I hate it

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My dad is SHOOK that other people don't think the same way that he does

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My mom always need approval whenever she says anything and its so exhausting. She just keeps repeating herself until she gets the reaction she was looking for it and its exhausting

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FUCK ENDOMETRIOSIS FUCK THIS GODDAMN DISEASE

#endometriosis #fuck endo #fuck endometriosis #chronic illness

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I will get better! I will feel better! One day it'll be better! I'm speaking it into existence right now!!!

#endo #one day #ill feel better one day

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Shut up shut up shut up its just one thing after another

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It's exhausting. Everyday I wake up and I know have to live another feeling awful. I'll never escape it. This will constantly behind me looming over my shoulder and watching my back. My disease will never go away and I'll have to live like this for the rest of my life. I just feel so awful all of the time. I am just so afraid of existing because what if it hurts too much. Because it always hurts too much. I have two hours in me before I can't do anything else. I just suck.

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Hans Ressdorf

#picture #painting #reblog

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Please please please please please please please please I beg of anyone I just want to feel better please just make it stop

#endo #depression #tw

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It’s never going to get better im going to feel like this for the rest of my life

#I’m exhausted #I just don’t have it in me #I’m so sad #endo #tw

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I just want it to all stop I just want to feel better when can I finally fell better

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GROSS

#I feel so terrible #endo

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I feel so awful, so so awful

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Bleh I just want to vomit up my lungs

#yuck #tw

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bad bad bad bad bad bad bad I feel awful when will it stop I just want it to stop

#endo

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I want to vomit into a bag and then have someone beat me with it

#I just want to feel better