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Oh hi! @krinkku

online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't think anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

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Reblog if you'd slut yourself out to tumblr mutuals

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The feral urge to write fanfiction on my school computer

#is it a risk I am willing to take? #i dont know and that scares me

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At 3 am it is time to think where the party is continuing. But before that we are partying, till 3 am

Americans genuinely cannot comprehend how seriously Europeans take partying. I didn't comprehend it until I was there, and able to observe how all European infrastructure is built around supporting the public right to cross three national borders to go to an illegal rave in a world war ii ruin while chain-smoking and drinking Club Mate. this sounds like a joke but I'm not kidding Europeans never mention it because to them it's normal, Americans never mention it because we can't conceive of a world where bars don't bodily throw you out the front doors at 1:45am to drive home drunk (the busses stopped running at 10pm and there are no trains) because if they don't they will be fined millions of dollars by the city and raided by police for violating the municipal Gay in Public ordinance which persists on the books of the "most progressive city in the country"

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just wish to get a vivid dream where a dream person gets an existential crisis where they question if they are in a dream like how we fear that in this life

#is it too much to ask to be a god? #do I not dare to have my subjects fear me? #my power fantasy tbh #like think about thinking about maybe your life is a lie #but never getting a confirmation or a denial #but seeing that same lie playing through in another being's life #isn't it so delectable to just know for that person? #to leave them knowingly in the dark of what you fear?

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Voihan sitä ainakin yrittää

Fingering someone is literally like dipping your hand into the divine well btw. If you even care.

#suomitumppu #reblog #suomitumblr

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Fine I'll make my own post. Anyway, that new Sonic Prime footage, huh?

#sonic the hedgehog #sonadow #smh #sonic x shadow generations

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congratulations to sonic and shadow on getting married it was about time

#sonic the hedgehog #sonic x shadow generations #ummm #my inner teenager is dying atm #ex diehard shadow fan #guilty as charged #shadow the hedgehog #where's that damn 4th chaos emerald

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They call him howl jenkins bc he howls whenever he's jenkin off

#this has “your mother sucks me through my jorts” energy

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me, acting like this is not about me and I am not for the life of me afraid of needles and getting my blood sucked: *sigh* I wish some sexy vampire would bite me

i love when people on here well be like “who DOESN’T want their blood to get sucked ? 🤨” well i hate to break it to you but the average person does not, in fact, want to have their blood get sucked. statistically there is a large amount of people who do not want this to occur. this is shocking and appalling, i know. the world is full of unsettling things

#I HAD ONE TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCE #and it probably didnt help that I hadnt eaten #and now I am terrified of needles #but astarion can take my blood anyday #astarion #vampires #astarion my beloved #and it is like different with wounds #like I dont flinch from getting tattoos or getting cut by a knife #but NEEDLES #so maybe it would be different with fangs... only one way to find out

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What if we kissed in a palace filled with 200 years worth of traumatic memories 🤭🤭 the only reason us even being there to exact revenge on your abuser who would soon become an ascended vampire through a ritual you were a sacrifice to😳😳 haha jk... unless🤔

#astarion #bg3 #bg3 astarion #unhinged time: *FERAL SCREECHIMG ABOUT BLORBO* #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 spoilers #astarion ancunin #my tav: 'do you wanna kiss?' #astarion; about to go underneath said traumatic palace to murder cazador czar: 'there is nothing I'd like more' #i have the screenshots lmao #astarion my beloved

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"At least you purr for me."

KITTY MAID ASTARION BC WHY TF NOT??

#baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate astarion #astarion #I AM COMPLETELY NORMAL ABOUT THIS #why does he look so good in that????

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That meme of baby i can be ur angle or yuor devil but it is Astarion with i can be ur puppi or your devil

#His eyes have two modes #softest eyes you would die for #and sharpest gazes you would die to #bg3 #astarion #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 astarion #astarion my beloved #just thinking about my blorbo

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Maybe an AI takeover wouldn't be such a bad idea

#funny tweets #reblog

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you know when you're ill about Some Guy and you look at him and you're like. what sort of siren spell have you cast upon me. fiend. witch. begone from my sight *looks at another jpeg* *looks at another jpeg* *looks at another jpe

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Gonna have to put pictures of my blorbos someday side by side to analyze my taste in fictional men

#hyperfixation going on atm #something something white haired boys on murder sprees #anyway not all the blorbos I like are the same... looking #usually #maybe

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#you