humanwholoveshumans

[humanwholoveshumans]

Having new friends that know about your past with eating disorders but think you’re recovered so nobody gets suspicious >>>>

#anorekic #eating diary #eating disoder thoughts #tw eating stuff #eating disoder things #model thin #notprojustusehashtags #disordered eating tw #tw ed stuff

[humanwholoveshumans]

Thinking about the cals I could’ve saved today but didn’t

#anorekic #eating diary #eating disoder thoughts #tw eating stuff #eating disoder things #model thin #notprojustusehashtags #disordered eating tw #tw ed stuff

[humanwholoveshumans]

My ED is getting smarter with every relapse

Manipulated myself into having pizza as new safe food so nobody gets suspicious bc they still think it’s my biggest fear food

#anorekic #eating diary #eating disoder thoughts #tw eating stuff #eating disoder things #model thin #notprojustusehashtags #disordered eating tw #tw ed stuff

[humanwholoveshumans]

What 3 weeks with weight lifting and restricting did for me

#anorekic #eating diary #eating disoder thoughts #tw eating stuff #eating disoder things #model thin #notprojustusehashtags #disordered eating tw #tw ed stuff

[humanwholoveshumans]

I feel so empty

#anorekic #eating diary #eating disoder thoughts #tw eating stuff #eating disoder things #model thin #notprojustusehashtags #disordered eating tw

[humanwholoveshumans]

Biggest D you've ever had ?

Depression

[humanwholoveshumans]

yeah being hungry sucks but have you ever been full? shit feels nasty

[humanwholoveshumans]

It went from “I want to get fit and toned,” to “I want to be thin,” to “I want to be so skinny that my bones stick out and people wonder if I ever eat.”

[humanwholoveshumans]

And a boyfriend that wants me to gain weight and feeds me 24/7

#you're valid #please stay safe #drink lots of water #please be safe #this is my personal blog #anorekic #eating diary #eating disoder thoughts #tw eating stuff #eating disoder things

[humanwholoveshumans]

Not me having two days a week where I eat normal meals with friends and always talk about wanting to eat a shit ton of food while actually starving myself so nobody finds out✌🏻

#anorekic #eating diary #eating disoder thoughts #tw eating stuff #eating disoder things #model thin #notprojustusehashtags #disordered eating tw #tw ed stuff

[humanwholoveshumans]

21/04/21 121lbs 5‘‘4

#anorekic #eating diary #eating disoder thoughts #tw eating stuff #eating disoder things #model thin #notprojustusehashtags #disordered eating tw #tw ed stuff

[humanwholoveshumans]

[humanwholoveshumans]

stomach: feed me

me: *chugs 0 calorie drink*

stomach: thank god

stomach: wait

[humanwholoveshumans]

Motivation

having dozens of cute skirts to show off my skinny legs

finally being able to cut my hair short without looking like a fat child

CROP TOPS

buying cute necklaces that softly lay on my chest bones

not sweating during summer bc I‘m cold 24/7 anyways

being the skinniest at the beach with my friends

everybody being shook bc I‘m suddenly half of the person they saw 1 year ago

looking good in every picture

No more thigh rubbing

Being able to wear tank tops bc my skinny arms pop off everyday

Not looking like a trash can in loose oversized shirts

slim fingers for beautiful nails and rings

finally feeling beautiful

#anorekic #eating diary #eating disoder thoughts #tw eating stuff #eating disoder things #model thin #notprojustusehashtags #disordered eating tw #tw ed stuff

[humanwholoveshumans]

In three months from now, I will not be regretting the choices I make today. In three months, I will be proud of where my body is, and I will be more comfortable in my skin.

I’m claiming this today

[humanwholoveshumans]

[humanwholoveshumans]

Bodycheck from 3 weeks ago 58kg/128lbs 5‘‘4

Bodycheck today 56,5kg/124lbs I‘m rlly bloated since I‘m on my period so I don’t rlly see a difference idk

#anorekic #eating diary #eating disoder thoughts #tw eating stuff #tw ed things #eating disoder things #model thin #notprojustusehashtags #disordered eating tw #tw ed stuff