hwa-whiskers

[hwa-whiskers]

A Dirty Little Secret Pt. 2

Summary: Having a crush on your roommate who was the fuckboy of your university was bad enough, but what gets worse is when he brings other women home and you secretly masturbated upon hearing them that night, wishing it were you instead. But how will it unfold when Seonghwa finds out?

Warnings/Genre: smut. Fuckboy!seonghwa. Dom!seonghwa. Submissive reader. Dirty talk. Inexperienced reader. Masturbation. Fingering. Angst. Praising.

Word Count: 5K

Pt.1

PLEASE STOP READING IF YOU DON’T LIKE THESE TYPE OF FAN-FICTIONS! (SMUT AHEAD! MINORS DNI)

She then starts crawling towards Seonghwa as the group grows silent. 

Your chest grew heavier because what she said was indeed the truth. You weren’t experienced, you literally laid back there while Seonghwa barely touched you and you were already wanting more from him. 

Not even knowing if he actually enjoyed it at all. Your face turns gloomy as the thumping in your chest doesn’t go away. 

“Why don’t we have Seonghwa rate Sola’s kiss vs. her?” 

One of the other girls spoke out and you felt so called out, you hated how you couldn’t say anything back, but deep down you knew you weren’t good enough

You wanted to get out of here, and that’s what you did. 

“I have to go.” You quickly stood up, not sparing anyone a glance and grabbed your bag. You ran as fast as you could, not looking back at all.

“Y/n!” You hear Jongho’s voice call out to you, but you were too embarrassed to turn back now. 

The group starts getting chaotic as the other boys were confused and the girls start talking over one another. 

“Kiss! Kiss!” It is all that can be heard as you slam the door shut, running away as quick as you can.

*10 minutes later*

You took a deep breath once you were away from Jongho’s house, already reaching your shared apartment.

“Y/N!” Jongho catches up to you and your tears begin falling from your eyes again. “I want to be alone for now…” You tell him, slowly walking away and he lets you go, knowing he can’t stop you.

It was probably around 2am when you woke up, feeling thirsty after crying your eyes out. You squint your eyes, trying to make sense of the dark room and slowly made your way to open the door.

Your bedroom is directly faced to the livingroom and the moment you opened it, you made eye contact with the devil himself.

Seonghwa was silently flipping through the channels while he laid on the sofa looking tirelessly.

Fuck! You can’t just shut the door anymore and so you acted like nothing happened, you had to be quick.

You played off the small eye contact and walked into the kitchen, opening the refrigerator and looking for a bottle of water.

You bent over to look inside the refrigerator to really confirm that there was no more water. You then sighed in frustration as Seonghwa mumbled something. 

“Huh?” You looked up to see him waving a waterbottle. “Last one.” 

You gulped and almost choked on your barely existent saliva. “Give it to me.” You shut the refrigerator door and was on a mission to get that water. 

You tried snatching it away from his hands, but he moved it towards a different direction. “I drank it already.” He explains, but your throat didn’t give a shit about that.

“Okay and?” You swiftly got a hold of the waterbottle and succeeded in retrieving it. You downed that bottle like it was your last and finally exhaled after the last drop. 

You wiped your lips and looked down at Seonghwa who seems to be very quiet now.

You looked down and then realized that you were only wearing a t-shirt and panties, not even knowing how long Seonghwa must’ve stared at you.

Your eyes widened as your cheeks started to get warmer from blushing so hard. “Are you trying to tease me?” Seonghwa’s fingers run through his messy hair as he keeps strict eye contact with your lower body, sending chills down your spine.

The memories of what you guys did in that room starts coming back to you, unfortunately also bringing back the humiliation you felt after the girls asked Seonghwa to rate your kiss with that girl. You dropped the waterbottle down to your side as an obvious pout forms on your lips.

You then looked up at him and notice a hickey on his collarbone, further confirming that they made out once you were gone from Jongho’s house. You glared at the bruise on his neck and Seonghwa could sense your withdrawal.

“Did you guys make out?” Your mouth is saying shit before you can even let it process in your brain first. You internally slap yourself, feeling stupid for asking in the first place.

“What are you talking about?” Seonghwa seems to be taking an interest in your question and looks like he’s even enjoying it? 

“Seonghwa, you know who.” Your words slurred a little as you started playing with your fingers to distract yourself from his intense gaze. 

“Are you talking about when we were at Jongho’s house?” Seonghwa tilts his head and makes sure to do it in a way so that he would catch your attention. His whole existence makes you nervous goddamnit.

Silence prevailed as he waited for a response, pressuring you to nod at him helplessly.

Seonghwa lays back on the couch casually as he started chuckling and you were beginning to get impatient.

“What?” You responded with a little bit of attitude, because you don’t appreciate the way he’s handling this conversation.

“Kitten…” It’s that nickname again. You clearly know that he’s just saying that to lure you in, but the way it slips off his tongue so easily makes your body freeze in submission.

“If you stayed long enough you would’ve known that...” Seonghwa stands up from the couch and starts walking towards you, leaning downward so he could whisper in your ears, “...we didn’t kiss.” He leans away and you’re only a few inches away from kissing those lips once again.

You gulped at the sight of him, licking your lips discreetly, but Seonghwa’s watching you like a hawk so that scene makes him chuckle. However, you weren’t done with the conversation just yet. 

“Then what’s that.” You point to the hickey and Seonghwa looks down to see the mark on his collarbone.

Like okay, Seonghwa is a fuckboy, but you never saw him with any marks from any of the girls he had slept with. You have heard others say that he doesn’t allow hickeys because he didn’t belong to anyone. He wanted that message to be out and clear, but why would he suddenly have marks on his body? It didn’t make sense. 

Seonghwa gracefully touched the mark with his fingertips before grabbing onto your hand that was still pointing towards him.

“This?” He makes you touch the mark while locking eyes with you, never looking away once and you felt this urge of jealousy that was burning in your body. 

How could he make you touch a mark that was made by another woman’s lips? You felt so disgusted and grossed out so you immediately broke away from him. “I don’t want to touch something so dirty.”

“Oh…dirty?” Seonghwa cocked an eyebrow, staring at you in disbelief. He then breaks into a dry and dark chuckle that made your heart drop.

“These hands…” He once again grabbed onto your fingers, ever so gently, however you knew it was far from that.

“They should be considered dirty too then.” Seonghwa had a mischievous smile on his lips that you couldn’t quite put your finger on. 

“Why are you bringing my fingers into this? It has nothing to do with you.” You frowned and made sure to look at him confidently, not knowing where he was getting at.

“Really?” He asks once again and you’re starting to feel nervous, blinking multiple times so you can avoid his eye contact.

“You played with yourself with these little fingers of yours, no?” The smile on his face completely disappears as his eyes narrowed down on you, making you feel so vulnerable under his threatening stares as he put you on the spot.

You gasped, eye widening as sweat came dripping down your face. He’s not talking about THAT night, right? You breathed heavily as your eyes started shaking in fear. How would he know that? You remember correctly that you had left for your room already. 

“I see you recalled your actions.” Seonghwa licked his lips as he stared at your fingers intently, and it made your body burn in embarrassment. You hated how easily he could read you. 

However, your panties were getting soaked to every words that came out of this man’s lips every second. The control and power he had over your body was immense.

“Don’t turn this on me.” You defended with a wavering voice, but you knew he had already won.

“Oh kitten, you should’ve seen the huge mess you made in the bathroom that night.” Seonghwa runs his fingertips against your thighs, biting his lips sensually as he stared down on you.

“...how your cum was all over the toilet seat…” He then plays with the strands of your hair so gently, but you knew he could destroy you if he wanted to and the curiosity of it was slowly killing you.

“It was just inviting me to come….” Seonghwa’s fingers grabbed onto your chin as he stared down at your shaking eyes. “..and fuck you dumb.”

The only thing you can sense from him was lust and sexual desires as you tried to steady your breathing.

You only stayed silent under his gaze, not able to speak at all because it was the truth. You desperately needed him, you couldn't deny it. 

“You must’ve slept with your cunt dripping wet…” Seonghwa’s harsh words only turned you on even more as he began to pat your head nicely. 

“Lay down, kitten.” Seonghwa tucks your hair behind your ears as you obeyed his orders obediently, wanting him to destroy you already.

“Good girl.” He combs your hair with his fingers and swiftly takes off your underwear altogether as you hiss at the cold air hitting your heated core, shyly closing your legs. 

Seonghwa massages your thighs before slowly spreading them apart while keeping eye contact with you, “Don’t hide from me….”  He leaves a trail of kisses against your thighs while capturing the faces you make when you’re under his touch, it was driving him crazy and you didn’t even know it.

“Beautiful…” Seonghwa’s tongue gracefully landed on your inner thighs, sucking and biting the area…just abusing the skin as it turned into dark hickeys. 

“Hmm..” Your brows knitted together as you opened your mouth with a light gasp. It felt amazing, but it clearly wasn’t the spot you needed him and he knows that too. He deviously continues to suck your inner thighs before placing wet kisses to finish off the fresh marks.

“Seonghwa, I can’t anymore…please.” Your hips squirmed as he lifts his head up, making you whine at the loss of contact. “Here?”

He teases as his thumb makes direct contact on your clit, sending an amazing shock of pleasure through your body. 

You nodded at the feeling and Seonghwa continued to tease your throbbing entrance with light taps of his fingers only. “Hmmm!” Your thighs clenched, but he keeps his grip on you strong so you can’t close it entirely and it was driving you crazy.

“You’re coating my fingers so well, kitten.” Seonghwa whispered into your ears, further teasing you as you whined in response.

“Hwa…” Your hands flew to your throbbing cunt, trying to relieve yourself, making Seonghwa glare at your fingers. He quickly pins them over your head before pushing two fingers into your cunt unannounced. 

You gasped with pleasure as you started moving your own hips to match his pace. “So dirty…”

Seonghwa licks his lips and continues to watch you wither in a state of euphoria. “Couldn’t even wait patiently.” His voice was so deep as it echoed into your ears, but the problem was that he didn’t move at all. His fingers were now inside you, where you needed him most, but you were not satisfied. 

You whined at the lack of movement from his fingers and he loved how you squirmed so much for him.

“Hwa…I want you.” Your chest heaved up as a sigh of frustration and droplets of sweat fell down from your face.

“Yeah?” Out of nowhere, Seonghwa suddenly thrusts his fingers inside of you, making you moan but he doesn’t let that go on for too long because he quickly takes out his fingers from your entrance entirely within seconds, leaving you completely helpless…and empty once again.

“Hwa!” You're a hot mess, sweating and breathing harshly, at the mercy of Seonghwa’s godly fingers, but fuck! You want him so bad. 

“Do you think you deserve it?” Seonghwa whispered slowly, sending chills down your thighs as your body shook at the sound of his voice.

His fingers then rub against your folds in a circular motion that’s driving you over the edge, you could hear the sound of your own slick that were dripping out of yourself.

You whined at the lack of touch despite you being so ready for him.

Watching you shudder in obedience was a sight Seonghwa could only dream of, but now here you were….at the mercy of his fingers.

“Can’t cum yet, kitten.” Seonghwa sucks his fingers one more time, making sure you watch him coat his slender fingers with his own saliva and inserting them inside you ever so gently. 

“Ahh…” you moaned, hands grabbing onto the sheets of your bed as your head shook from side to side, trying your best to stop yourself from climaxing because you wanted to prove to Seonghwa that you could last longer. 

His hands moved in a vibrated motion that made you tightened around his fingers, not able to hold on any longer.

“I-I’m going to cum!” You warned him before staring into his flaring eyes, full of passion and he gave you a nod.

“Cum for me.” He commanded and that was the last thing you remembered before letting yourself go and falling into your own state of bliss.

You breathed heavily, sweating all over your body as Seonghwa takes his fingers out of you, licking every drop of it, not wasting anything. 

“Fuck…” You whimpered at the scene of him cleaning his fingers from the mess you made and now you couldn’t wait to be filled up properly by him.

If he could make you feel this good with his fingers, how would it be if you two went through the whole process? You crave for more and become needier every passing second. 

“What’s with that look?” Seonghwa grabs one of your thighs and you couldn’t help but moan a little at the slight friction. You were determined to take him as you stared at him desperately, giving him the wide kitten eyes so he’d give in to you. 

“Ready for me?” Hwa teases while rubbing his sticky fingers against your folds, causing you to roll your head back in pleasure. 

Your hips start grinding towards his touch and it made him chuckle. “You want me to fuck you now?” You bit your lips and nodded at his dirty question, but of course Seong fucking Hwa was not satisfied.

He shakes his head as one of his fingers comes up to trace your lips. “I wanna hear you say it, kitten.”

Seonghwa cocked an eyebrow as your cunt continued to throb for him.

Your eyebrows furrowed as you pouted at him. “I…I want you Seonghwa…”

You barely managed those words when he grabs your jaw in one palm, pulling your face towards his as he tilted his head slowly.

“You know that’s not what I meant.” The only look he had on his face right now was stoic and expressionless. You wanted to satisfy him and so you could only gulp before making eye contact with him again. “I’m ready for you to fuck me now.” 

“Good kitten.” Seonghwa’s once cold features relaxes into a sly smile as he praises you and it felt encouraging to be acknowledged by him.

He takes you by your hand and you tilt your head in confusion, as to where he was taking you. 

“You want me to fuck you here?” Seonghwa says so casually that it brings a blush to your cheeks, making you look around the area to see that y’all were only on the couch. 

Not wanting to have your first time on a beat up couch, you nodded and followed him innocently.

He guides you to his room as he gently intertwined his fingers with yours before laying you down completely on the bed. “Seonghwa…”

“Hmm?” He hovers over your body and leans close to you so he can listen to what you have to say, sending butterflies to your tummy,

“I really want you…” You couldn’t look him in the eye and he wanted to assure you so he placed kisses on your face gently.

“Ready?” Hwa makes sure to ask one more time before proceeding and you wrap your arms around his neck, nodding for confirmation.

You could feel his tip at your entrance as he was rubbing it against your folds,  gathering your juices as your toes curled in anticipation.

Seonghwa pushes himself inside as your smaller hands grasped onto his, “Hmmm…” You moaned at the strange feeling, but it felt so right to finally be with him. 

Hwa slowly pushed himself inside even further, catching you off guard as you thought he was fully inside already.

Your legs instinctively wrapped around his waist as he waited for you to give him the signal.

Seonghwa was so used to doing it however he wanted, but with you, he made you his first priority.

“Seonghwa…it feels good…” You barely let out as his full length was fully inside, giving your throbbing walls something to clench on.

“Fuck!” Seonghwa’s cock twitches inside you, causing you to slide yourself closer towards him and wanting more.

“Kitten, you’re squeezing me so perfectly.” He praises and you melted at those pretty words of his.

“This is mine.” Hwa demanded as he brought your legs over his shoulders and thrusts inside you sensually, sending you over the edge.

“Hwa! I-I’m coming!” You mumbled and were surprised to know that Seonghwa understood you.

He continued to thrust inside you at a fast pace, bringing the two of you to your climaxes. 

Your body shook in pleasure as the feeling of euphoria took over. Seonghwa grunts beside you, moaning in your ears as he spills his hot cum all over your stomach.

“Shit.” Hwa finally says after he realizes what he did. “I’m sorry I didn’t ask-“

You dipped your fingers in his cum and took a taste of it, out of curiosity. 

You licked it and upon tasting it, you make eye contact with him. Your innocent eyes and pure curiosity was killing him inside. He wanted to ruin your innocence if you’d let him.

It was then that you see the switch in Hwa’s eyes as he starts crawling over to you, hovering over your naked body.

“Only I can fuck you like this, got that?” Seonghwa cups your jaw with one hand and you start hiccuping, intimidated but also aroused by his presence.

“Hwa…you know I only want you-“ Seonghwa doesn’t waste any time kissing your lips and turning it into a small make out sesh.

Fuck. You’re scared that you might regret this decision later, but right now…all of that doesn’t matter because Park Seonghwa was holding you in his arms.

His hold on you was warm and cozy as you slowly drifted off to sleep, feeling nothing but warmth and love.

*A Few Weeks Later*

You were at a cafe chilling with some friends you made after getting paired up on a past assignment. 

“I’ve been so busy, I haven’t been able to check up on y’all!” Ari says after taking a seat beside you as the waiter came to take your orders.

“It’s fine! We’ve all been busy!” Runa responded, waving her hand in front of her chest as you nodded. 

“The usual?” The waiter asked, making eye contact with Runa as he smiled charmingly. 

Ari and you elbowed one another like little girls who were having fun teasing their friend who was talking to her crush,  snickering quietly.

“Yes…t-the usual.” Runa plays with her hair and you knew she was highly interested in this guy by the way she fluttered her eyes shyly.

“I’ll get a mocha latte.” Ari says, making the two of them break eye contact. You smirked and cocked an eyebrow towards Runa and you can see her face turning into the color of a tomato.

“And I’ll get a _____. Thank you.” You finished your sentence as he grabbed the menu from you and walked away.

The three of you immediately start giggling as Ari starts pressing for Runa to spill the tea!

“Excuse me? The usual?! Miss girl, how long have you been coming  here to the point where he can recognize you?” Ari shook her hands excitedly as you anticipated for Runa’s answer. 

“I just came by a few times because it’s right next to where I work.” Runa looks away as the both of you start chuckling in disbelief

. “A few times…” You sarcastically repeated after her and Ari shook her head with a smile. 

“We saw how y’all looked at each other.” You whispered to them both as the guy passed by to deliver the drinks for other customers sitting nearby.

“There’s literally nothing to explain guys. I just come here pretty often and he just…somehow remembers me.” Runa explains once more, shifting in her seat as Ari pats her head.

“And here we thought she was gonna be single forever.” You giggled at Ari’s comment as Runa starts to playfully act like she was gonna fight y’all.

“Here are your drinks.” The guy comes back as the three of y’all quiet down and thanked him.

You could see the lingering eyes he had for her. It made you wonder if Seonghwa could ever look at you like that too. Wishing how’d it be if Seonghwa only had eyes for you…..

“So what about you?” Ari takes a sip of her drink as the two of them shift their focus onto you, catching you off guard.

“H-huh?” You snapped out of it and looked at them confusingly.

“Do you have anyone you’re interested in?” Ari pressed on further as you can only blink blankly at her.

“Or anyone that you’re seeing?” Runa decides to join in on the fun now since it wasn’t focused on her anymore. Shit. How you wished you didn’t tease Runa about her and the guy.

You didn’t have the guts to say anything because you knew the relationship status of you and Seonghwa. You didn’t have the right to mention him because he isn’t yours….

“No one.” You shook your head quickly and took a sip of your drink, trying to look away to avoid any further questions.

“Y/n, you can’t lie to save your own life.” Ari jokes, leaning her body towards you.

“No, it’s just that you look much happier. Your eyes are glowing with a spark I’ve never seen before and you’re smiling a lot!” Runa adds, making you feel much more anxious because it made you realize that this relationship you have with Seonghwa would just be a phase.

You and Seonghwa never made it official. He never said anything and you didn’t want to press further because you were scared. You were scared that he’d drop you the moment you asked for confirmation. 

Without this solid relationship, you didn’t have the confidence to say that Seonghwa was yours. You couldn’t….

“Seriously guys, there is no one.” You lied once again, knowing that if you told them the truth they’d tell you to get away from Seonghwa and that was the last thing you wanted to do.

A few hours went by and the two of them were about to go home, waving goodbye to the both of them as they got into Runa’s car.

“Are you sure you don’t want a lift?” Runa asked one last time, worried that you’d be alone at night but you nodded, making sure that you’re fine.

“Yeah! I’m actually heading somewhere with another friend. See ya next time.” You waved at them and Ari waved back as Runa started driving away.

You lowered your hand that was waving towards them down to your side, feeling guilty and the pressure slowly seep in. 

After that night with Seonghwa, nothing has changed much…except that now it seems like the two of you were fuck buddies. 

He’d come home and y’all would talk and cuddle, then fuck. It was like a cycle. Neverending. 

After meeting with Ari and Runa, it really brought you back to reality. 

In the end of the day, you didn’t want to be used by Seonghwa. Even thought you liked him very much, you couldn’t continue to lie to yourself anymore.

You stumbled upon a bar and your feet just took you right in as you sat by the bar, ordering whatever was on the special menu.

You don’t remember how much you’ve drank anymore, you just kept downing cups after cups. 

“Y/n?” You hear someone say your name, but you didn’t give two shits at this point.

“Bottoms up!” You down the last cup on your hand and finished it all in one gulp. 

 “Yah! You’re gonna get drunk again!” The man takes away the alcohol from you, stopping you from drinking more.

“Who are you?” You looked at him and closely examined him, although the background looked hazy and blurry, you could make out who it was. 

“YUNHO!” You clapped happily and hugged him, dragging his tall body towards you from the neck as Yunho started choking.

He somehow unwrapped himself from your grabby hands and cuffed them together with his own. “Why are you drinking alone? What if someone just took advantage of you?” He scolded and you shrugged, trying your best to squirm away from his grasp.

“But you’re here now right? Just take me home like last time.” You pretended to gasp, making Yunho look over his shoulders and you took the opportunity to down another drink, wanting to just drown yourself in alcohol as you stress over the thoughts of you and Seonghwa.

“Yah! You sneaky little!” Yunho shook his head as you stuck out your tongue at him, making him have to step away and calm himself down.

“Let’s go.” He grabbed you and you didn’t really have the power to fight back. Even your body gave up on you, you knew you were tired and needed sleep.

Yunho opened the passenger’s seat and you climbed in, resting your head on the window as you hear Yunho get in.

“What is she yapping about. I didn’t take her home last time.” Yunho states confusingly before starting the engine. 

“Yes you did, stupid. During you party…”

“Why would I leave my own party to take you home, idiot.”

 “Huh!? But that doesn’t add up to what Jongho told me…”

“Well, I was going to take you home but Seonghwa just took you away stating that you both were roommates anyways so I figured that’d be fine.”

“So….you’re telling me I wasn’t dreaming?” 

*Flashback* Cue

“WHAT THE FUCK!” You were so shocked you almost became sober.

You literally confessed to Seonghwa, kissed him and….No wonder he was saying it wasn’t your first kiss at Jongho’s house. Everything was adding up.

You shook your head, covering your face out of embarrassment while Yunho tries to calm you down, but this only makes you think deeper. If you confessed to Seonghwa then how come he hasn’t made it official with you? Or said anything about it?

You mouth dropped as you tried to take your seatbelt off. “What are you doing?”

“I’m going back in-”

Yunho was tired of your shit so he sped up and didn’t let your ass leave till he reached your shared apartment.

The vision of the hazy road became blurry until it all faded to black and you were out.

A little while later, you felt a soft warm towel, gently scrubbing your neck as you slightly opened your eyes to see Seonghwa washing you off.

You gasp and immediately sat up, covering yourself as Seonghwa held onto your hand.

“Why didn’t you let me know that you’d be out so late?” His voice was so gentle, if you didn’t know him, you’d think he was the sweetest thing for asking this.

“I don’t have to.” You words were sharp and cold, emotionless because of your broken heart.

“Y/n, you had me so worried and you didn’t even answer your phone too.” Hwa holds onto your shoulders, making you face him but you could only look away.

“Don’t.” Your tears were threatening to all from your eyes as your breath became unsteady.

“Don’t say stuff like that when we both know that you don’t want me.” You pushed his hands away from you body and turned away from his gaze.

“What are you talking about? I do want you.” Seonghwa kisses your hands, giving you his big pouty eyes. However, you knew in your heart that he doesn’t mean it like the same way you do.

“I don’t want to only be used by you.” You break away from him, folding your arms in your chest.

“I want to call you mine and be yours only. I don’t want to have to share you or compete with others to get your attention.” You finally turned towards him, feeling the confidence to look up at him as you were stating what you needed.

“I want a relationship where I can confidently tell others about. I want us to be a conversation where we can see a future within. Not something that’s just in the moment.”

Seonghwa’s brows furrowed sadly as he gave you the most sorrowful look you could imagine. That breaks the wall to your heart as tears start falling down from your eyes.

Fuck. You knew it. He didn’t want to commit to this relationship. You covered your eyes as silence prevailed, nothing but only an embrace?

You looked up to see Seonghwa wrapping you in his arms, tightly holding you so close. “I’m sorry if I ever made you think that way.”

Seonghwa grabs you by your cheeks, kissing your tears away as he whispered sweet nothings into your ears. “It’s my fault you’re thinking that way. I should’ve told you I love you.”

You looked at him taken aback and unsure of it all. Seonghwa kisses your forehead before settling on holding your hands. “I thought you were already mine from that night.” 

Seonghwa picks you up by wrapping his hands around legs, right under you butt cheeks, laying you back on the bed.

“I was already in love with you, Y/n…”

“The way you’d get up in the morning with only a shirt and panties. It always drove me so crazy….” Seonghwa kisses you, placing your hands beside you.

“The way you’d giggle over the stupidest thing I’d say…It was the cutest thing.” He plants kisses on your cheeks once more and you felt so showered in love and attention.

“But why didn’t you say anything….” You asked, a little bit bothered on why he kept your drunk confession a secret.

“It was cute seeing you get frustrated over a hickey you made.” Seonghwa laughed and your eyes widened. 

So he’s telling you that YOU were the one to made that hickey on his neck? AND he let you?!

You squealed a little as the confirmation from the hickey made you realize that he had let you in his heart from that night you confessed to him already. 

You finally took the initiative to peck his lips shyly, making him smile mischievously. 

“That was barely a kiss….” Seonghwa teases and you knew that from now on you could rightfully call him yours.

“Mine.” You touched his luscious lips before wrapping your arms around his neck, pulling him down to kiss him more properly this time..knowing you had all the time in the world.

“Love you. Kitten.” Seonghwa places a kiss to your forehead, making you smile like it was the best day of your life. You’re so fucking glad Seonghwa found out what you did that night.

Although, it started out as an embarrassing secret…it led you two to be where y’all are right now. You couldn’t be more grateful.

“Now go to sleep. I’m taking you somewhere tomorrow!” Seonghwa puts you to sleep, but you got too excited upon hearing that.

“Where are we going!?” You sat up, eyes widening as you waited for his answer.

Seonghwa chuckled before patting your head gently, “It’s a secret, my love…..”

The End!!!!

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hey there! how are you doing these days?

My life has been just school, work, take a rest and repeat. I feel like it's just an on-going cycle and I want it to stop seriously...This is why I can't wait for the Summer! That's the real break imma need! But you're such an angel for asking! Thank you and Love YOU!

(SIDE NOTE) I'm almost done with Dirty Little Secret hehe...

#summer break #thanks anon! #anon <3 #metime

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touch | 18+

》 pairing: c.jongho x f!reader

》 genre: hurt/comfort, smut, fluff

》 warnings: ceo!jongho, grumpy jongho, whiny reader, hurt/comfort, smut, piv, oral (f. receiving), fingering, piv, pet names (princess, baby, etc.), aftercare, makeup sex, age gap (not a major plot point)

》 wc: 4.2k

》 thank you so much for reading this, it's my first full fic that i've written on here!!!!! if i forgot any tags, please lmk :) reblogs are greatly appreciated <3 also, the main song i listened to when i wrote this was versace on the floor by bruno mars

“Jongho, sweetheart, don’t you think you should come to bed now? I think you deserve a break,” you whine as you enter his office, a pout forming on your lips seeing his still, working figure.

You take a moment to admire his features on your way in. His dark hair that perfectly framed his face, those piercing eyes that seemed to cut through you every time he looked at you, and those strong arms you just loved to be wrapped in whenever he hugged you.

You take a moment to admire his features on your way in. His dark hair that perfectly framed his face, those piercing eyes that seemed to cut through you every time he looked at you, and those strong arms you just loved to be wrapped in whenever he hugged you.

Well, that was if he did decide to hug you. Just as strong as his arms is Jongho’s work ethic. Sure, any CEO is bound to be busy. When you’re busy it’s easy to get stressed, and when Jongho gets stressed, it’s as if you don’t exist. He was never super touchy to begin with, but every morning he retreats to his home office without even a hug or a kiss. Just a simple good morning, or sometimes, nothing at all. With Jongho’s already packed schedule and new business plans, it’s clear you weren’t going to get his attention any time soon. But, who would you be if you didn’t at least try to get some from him? 

Making your way to his desk, you prepared yourself to put on your cutest face; wide puppy-dog eyes and a sad lip bite at the ready, but with the way Jongho looked up at you, the only emotion present on your face was nervousness. You could see the dark bags forming under his eyes, seemingly becoming darker by the second, and paired with his furrowed eyebrows, you began to think maybe it would've been better to just cuddle with your teddy bear tonight.

“I-it’s just when you work so hard like this, you don’t seem happy at all, you know? I just want to see you smile again. I know, I know, work is busy and you have deadlines and all that, but can’t you just come sleep with me… just this once? I miss you holding me every night. I feel so lonely, Jongie,” You pleaded with him in your shakiest voice. Maybe that would convince him, if he just saw how desperate you were to spend some time with him. Fidgeting with your hands, you awaited his response. Too anxious to look up at him, you focused your sight on the floor beneath you.

“Y/n, you know I can’t do that right now. It’ll get better, but I really need some quiet right now. So…” He looked at you with pursed lips, then quickly looked back towards the door. A silent signal that it was your time to leave. You weren’t going to let him get rid of you that quickly though. No, he just had to see it your way.

“Jongie, are you sure?” You questioned him with a higher pitch, using the nickname you know he usually melts for. He just leaned forward in his chair, pushing his glasses further up on his nose, trying to regain his focus. He let out a soft hum, acknowledging you, but deciding not to indulge you. 

Soon, you find yourself sneaking behind him, your hands resting on his shoulders. You tried to press a kiss to his cheek, but he shrugged you off quickly with a huff of annoyance.

“Y/n, stop bothering me. I’ve got some really important stuff to catch up with here. Stop being so clingy.” Jongho breathed out, frustration evident in his words.

God, you’re such an idiot. Did you really expect this little plan of yours to work? Jongho is a busy man. You really shouldn’t bother him just because you’re feeling neglected. Sure, the bed is cold at night, but he does so much for you. You wouldn’t have the lifestyle you do without him. If you two hadn’t met that day two years ago, you'd still be a broke college student, struggling to make ends meet. Maybe instead of interrupting him, you should just be thankful for what you have. At the end of the day, at least he’s there.

“Yeah, you’re right,” you whispered, tears welling in your eyes, “I’m sorry for interrupting Jongho. Won’t happen again.”

And with that, you scurried out of the office and back into your shared bedroom. The shared bedroom that was slowly becoming just yours each and every day.

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Knock. Knock. Knock.

Your eyes shot open. 

“God, what time is it?” You murmured to yourself, words slurring together. The bright light from your phone nearly blinded you as you checked the clock. It was 3 am. He’s just finishing now? I wish he would get some proper rest.

“Can I come in?” Jongho’s voice broke into the room. He sounded serious. What if he was getting ready to break up with you? After all, Jongho had always been one to cut out unnecessary distractions from his life. Normally you admired that; his determination and drive was nothing short of excellence. His maturity and guidance was what first attracted you to him. But it broke your heart knowing that you were next on his chopping block.

Truth is, Jongho heard you crying. Really, you’re not subtle when you’re upset. He went to check in on you a few hours ago, actually. But when he saw his t-shirt draped over the teddy bear he’d given you months ago, your puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks pressed into said teddy bear, he knew he fucked up. The past few weeks had just been so stressful for him. With a never ending to-do list, Jongho didn’t have much time to think of anything else. 

He did think of you though. He always did. The picture of you two on vacation that sat on his desk never went a day without being picked up to be examined. It was one of the first things you two did together as a couple, and god, he wished he could go back. Jongho normally didn’t show much affection in public, instead opting to keep his cold appearance up. But being there with you was too much for him. It’s like you two were connected at the hip on that vacation. Everywhere you went, Jongho had his hand on your hip or around your shoulders. You just make him so happy, and he loses himself around you. Not that that’s a bad thing.

He never wanted to make you upset. But, he lost track of himself. Of course, that wasn’t an excuse, but maybe if you saw it his way then you’d be able to forgive him. After checking in on you earlier, Jongho devised a plan. He quickly got to work in his office, this time solely focusing on you. He first made a call to an assistant of his, apologizing for the late notice of his request, and asked for a bouquet of flowers. He wanted something sweet and dainty- something that reminded him of you. Thirty minutes later, the assistant showed up with a bouquet of Lily of the Valley flowers, beautifully tied together with green and purple ribbon. Next, Jongho wrote a sweet note, apologizing for his treatment of you over the past couple of weeks. It was always hard for Jongho to express himself verbally, so this would be the best course of action for him. Finally, he had taken off of work for a week, allowing time for him to devote himself completely to you. He swore to himself that wasn’t going to let himself upset you anymore, and it was finally time to show you that.

You looked up at Jongho as he poked his head in from behind the door. His eyes softened as they met yours. He began walking towards you with his hands behind his back, hiding his surprise for you. But with the way you jumped up and just about sprinted to him, it seemed like he was the one in for a surprise.

“Look, I know I messed up Jongho. I’m sorry, I really am! Just, please don’t break up with me,” you looked up at him, guilt wracking every part of your body, “I promise it won’t happen again. I even cleaned up around here! I figured I’d get some of the more unimportant things out of here for you.”

Jongho looked around the room. He noticed the lack of knick knacks you always seemed to bring home with you after a day out. The sheets were changed from the pink floral set that you adored to a plain white set. Everything in the room seemed dull. The only semblance of normalcy left in the room was the teddy bear sitting on the bed.

“I-” Jongho started, not quite realizing what an effect he’d had on you. You were never one to change so easily; it was one of the things he loved about you. This only made him feel worse. Not only that, but the way your voice shook as you talked and the obvious tears swelling in your water lines, Jongho had to stop himself from crying. 

“Sweetheart, I would never break up with you. You know that, right?” he reassured you, pulling out the bouquet and note he’d prepared. Your eyes lit up upon seeing this, confusion and relief swelling in your features simultaneously. 

“Here,” he said, sitting down on the foot of your bed, beckoning you to join him. Just before you could sit next to him though, he patted his leg, signaling you to sit in lap. As you do, his arms wrap around your waist, pulling you in as close to him as possible. He hands you the bouquet and note, allowing you a moment to look at the gift and read the note. As you read it, tears begin to fall down both of your faces. Sure, you felt like you needed to be touched like this, but you didn’t expect it to be as emotional as it was. As for Jongho, the guilt of hurting you had really begun to sting. Seeing you so broken up over a few absent-minded words had confused him at first. But once he finally had you in his arms again, he realized it had been weeks of neglect leading up to this point. He was hurting not only you, but himself, too. He just didn’t know he was doing it.

“I’m so sorry, honey. I never meant to hurt you like this,” he explained, wiping the tears away from your face and simply letting his own soak into his skin. His hands raked through your hair gently while he admired your face. “Never gonna let it happen again. Can’t believe I let this go for so long.”

“S’okay, Jongie,” you stammered out between soft cries. You tightened your arms around his neck even more, fingers gripping at shirt, as if he was going to leave any second. “I understand you’ve got a lot on your plate.”

“Princess, you’ll always be number one on my list. You’re my top priority,” he said, finally regaining his composure and moving you to straddle him. Taking the gifts from your hands, he gently placed them to the side and took your face into his hands. He circled his thumbs on your cheeks, quietly asking you to stop crying. 

“I missed this, Jongho. I just love you so much. I’m sorry I’m such a burden sometimes-” but before you could continue, he cut you off.

“Don’t apologize. I’m the one that should be sorry,” he looked deep into your eyes, making sure you internalized each word he said, “and I am. I’m so sorry, baby. I know how much you care, and I want you to know how much I care, too. I love you so, so much, darling. I know I’m not the best with my words, so will you let me make it up to you another way?” Jongho questioned, his fingers tracing the edge of your pajama shorts, occasionally sneaking underneath the fabric. His eyes met yours, looking needier than ever. 

With your nod of approval, Jongho lifted your shirt off your body, exposing your bare chest. His hands were quick to touch you, rubbing and pulling lightly at each nipple. You leaned into him further with each touch, and soon, your lips connected in a sweet, tender kiss. Jongho only deepened the kiss as he let his hands run freely over your body, as if he were rediscovering a terrain that he had begun to forget. His hands snuck inside your shorts, past the band of your underwear, and began to rub soft circles into your clit. Occasionally, his fingers would briefly slip into your hole, gathering some of your slick to use as a lubricant, still circling your clit at a steady pace.

Jongho pressed his forehead against yours in order to catch your attention, “How do you want me, baby?”

“Doesn’t matter, just want you, Jongie,” you babbled, so desperate for him to go faster with his ministrations. Your hips bucked onto his fingers each time they left your clit, hoping he’d slip a finger fully in.

“Mm-mm,” he hummed, “It’s all about you tonight. Tell me what you want, sweetheart,” he insisted. Awaiting a response, he pulled his hand from your shorts, eliciting a whine from you. He hooked his arms under your legs, picking you up and laying you down on the bed. Gently, he pulled your shorts and underwear off together in one go. You could almost see the sparkle in his eyes as they traversed your body. He leaned down leaving just inches between your faces, “You gonna answer me, baby?”

“I think I want your tongue-” you began, but before you could finish, Jongho had pulled you to the edge of the bed and kneeled down, coming face to face with your cunt. He lifted your bottom half up, placing one forearm under you and the other on top, letting your legs rest on top of his shoulders. He let one thumb come to your clit, picking up from where he left off earlier. It didn’t take him long to dive into your pussy. Lapping at it like a starved man, he’d drag his tongue up and down your soaked cunt, occasionally dipping his tongue into you. With each drag of his tongue, you could feel yourself getting closer to a release, but everytime Jongho heard an influx of moaning and felt your hips buck up, he’d slow down slightly, not wanting you to cum just yet.

“So pretty, princess,” He said, coming up for air. His mouth and chin glistened as he smiled up at you with nothing but affection. It was as if he were touching you for the first time all over again. He was trying to take things slow, wanting to solely focus on making you feel good, but he couldn’t help but rut himself into the mattress when he heard those sweet moans of yours. He removed his hand from your clit, bringing it down to your hole instead. He toyed at your entrance, not quite deciding if he should go in or not.

“Please Jongie, want your fingers, too.”

And his mind was made up. He plunged two fingers in, focusing his mouth on your clit now. Your pussy basically sucked his fingers in, a sloshing noise coming from it. Jongho watched your face contort in pleasure. Your eyebrows strung together and your cheeks stained with a light blush. What a sight to see. It only made him want to work you harder. Shoving his fingers in up to the knuckle this time, he pistoned in and out of you, occasionally twisting them upwards to press his fingertips into your most sensitive spots. He just couldn’t get enough of how amazing your pussy felt; so soft, warm, and wet. So perfect for him.

“Gonna cum, Jong…So close” you whined out, pleasure filling every inch of your body. It was like he was sent into overdrive, his soft licking at your clit turned into harsh sucking at it, lips surrounding the bud completely. His fingers fucked into you at a pace you’d yet to feel in your life. It was desperate on both ends, each of you melting completely into one another’s touch.

Jongho had almost missed it, too focused on getting you there to notice your quickly approaching orgasm. He lifted his head up to watch you cum, as it had always been one of his favorite sights. The way your head slammed back into the mattress and your back arched up, sending your tits into the air for him to admire made him swear up and down that you were an angel sent for him. Giving you time to come down, he listened to the warbled sounds coming from you and collected the slick that was slowly leaking out of you onto his fingers and pushed it back into you.

“Jesus Christ, I missed that,” Jongho said with a groan, standing up to hold you in his arms. He lifted your back up so you were now sitting on the edge of the bed with him still slotted in between your legs. He brushed some strands of hair out of your face, his hand coming down to trace your jawline. He brought your face up to his and stole a couple kisses from you. You nudged your face into his hand, hoping somehow it could stay there forever. Something about his touch was always so grounding.

“Still okay to keep going, sweetheart?” He looked down at you, hoping to get the greenlight from you. 

You don't answer verbally, instead choosing to undo the buckle of his belt, using it to bring him in closer to you. As you unzip his pants and pull them down, his cock springs out, nearly hitting you in the face. Your tongue poked out of your mouth, getting ready to devour him until you felt his hands on your shoulders.

“I’m gonna take that as a yes then. Lay back, baby. Gonna take such good care of you tonight.” He gently pushed you back, noticing a look of concern on your face. 

“What? What’s wrong?” He said, slightly panicked.

“Don’t you want me to… you know,” You said, making a blowjob motion towards him. 

God, you’re so cute.

“Darling, I’m making it up to you, aren’t I? You don’t have to do anything tonight, just let me make you feel good.” A smirk adorned his face, enamored with how sweet you are. His hands traced up and down your sides, a gentle, but steadying motion. 

You reached your arms up, looping them around his neck to pull him into a kiss. It was chaste, quick and simple, but so passionate. It was as if you were kissing him for the first time again. You let his tongue explore your mouth, enjoying the low groan he let out as he did so. Barely breaking away, you looked into his eyes, deep and glistening, and asked, “Can I have you inside me now? Want’ to feel you inside.”

That was all he needed to hear before he lined himself up with your entrance, pumping his cock a few times before he did so. He teasingly dragged the tip up and down your folds before sinking into you. It was slow, but languid. He wanted you to feel every part of him, every vein and curve on him, just to remind you that you’d never have to go without again. His voice was low and throaty as he bottomed out, letting soft moans fall from his lips. 

“Baby girl, you feel so good,” he stops, waiting for you to adjust to the size. Once ready, he pulls his hips back achingly slowly, almost pulling out all the way, just to force himself back in. Your fingers curled into his hair and your legs wrapped around his waist, begging for him to be deeper in you. 

“Love feeling you inside like this, Jongie,” you whine, “please keep going.” 

“Don’t worry, baby,” he assured you, “never gonna leave you alone again.” 

He took your face into his hands, planting kisses all over your face. His hips pick up their pace, hitting your sensitive spot repeatedly. While his pace was still slow, it was steady and deep. Jongho wasn’t fucking you to get himself off, he was fucking you to get you off. And god it felt so good. As his hips continued to snap into yours, the loud sound of skin on skin echoing in the room, you could feel yourself coming close to your climax. And you knew Jongho was almost there, too, based on the wince he let out each time he thrusted into you. 

“I’m so close, Jongie, are you?” You asked, the heat burning in your core only getting warmer. He nodded, unable to speak through his own groaning. He planted one hand by your head to steady himself while the other took yours into his, lacing your fingers together. Even though his orgasm was slowly approaching, he wanted you to cum first. He forgot how much he loved the way it felt when you came on him. 

Staring down at you, Jongho quickened his thrusts, making sure to hit that spot deep inside you that he knew felt so good. Over and over again, harder and harder. It sent a rush of electricity through your body, limbs shaking and back arching as your orgasm washed over you. He loved how your cunt clenched down on him, a warm rush of arousal pooling around the base of his cock. 

“That was so good, princess. Such a sweet girl,” Jongho barely let out, “Think I’m gonna come now, too.”

“Want it inside me, Jongho.” 

That was enough to send him over the edge. His hips rutted into yours desperately. Spilling his seed into you, he stopped thrusting and just sat there for a moment, basking in the warmth around him. His forehead pressed against yours, noses nudging together and eyes staring into each other with great affection. 

“You forgive me yet?” He pulled out, eliciting a whine from you. 

“I forgave you when I saw the flowers,” you chuckled, sitting up on your elbows. Jongho flopped down next to you. His chest rose and fell shallowly, trying to regain some of his breath. 

“I figured,” he looked at you, eyes gleaming with joy, “but it was still nice, right?” 

“Of course it was. I love it every time, you know that. And I missed it so much, you don’t even know.”

“Baby, I don’t even think I knew how much I needed it,” he pulled you into him, his hand massaging into the skin of your hip, “I know I said this, but I’m never gonna leave you like that again, got it?” You returned a simple nod, too tired to answer verbally. 

“Ready to get cleaned up?” You answered again with a nod, sleep already seeping into your bones. Jongho left the room, heading to the bathroom to clean himself up and fill up the tub. Not long after, he came back for you, pulling you up into his arms to carry you to the bathroom. Checking the water temperature and deciding it was alright, he placed you into the tub. It was silent between you two, but that’s what you liked about aftercare with him. You didn’t need words to bring you back to your normal mindset, his touch was always enough.

His hands massaged your shoulders, knocking every knot and tight spot out of your body. They moved down your body, working until he could confidently say you wouldn’t feel sore in the morning. He then went on to take a washcloth to your body, scrubbing the sweat and other body fluids off of you, paying extra attention to the insides of your thighs. During all of this, he gently hummed one of your favorite songs. It was a ritual for him to care for you like this. It made him feel good, like he protected you like no one else could. Sure, he was always working, but when he was working to please you, it made him feel so much more important. 

Once finished cleaning you off, he drained the tub. Turning his attention back to you, he planted a kiss to your forehead and helped you out of the tub. You purred as he wrapped a warm towel around you, pulling you in for a hug. The two of you stayed there for a moment, just swaying in each other’s arms. 

He didn’t want to say anything to ruin the quiet atmosphere in the bathroom, so instead he hooked a finger under your chin, pulling your face up to look at his. He placed a tender kiss to your lips, knowing that you’d understand just how much he cared for you in that moment. 

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Hi do you still have your seonghwa asmr imagine? 🥺

It was one of the best things i’ve heard and I’ve been thinking about it lately.

Unfortunately, I deleted it because of the negative responses I received 😔 Sorry.

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Update: Dirty Little Secret

Hi! I know I’ve been inactive for a few days, but yeah as of right now I am still writing part 2! Still editing and adding the finishing touches.

I’ve seen your messages that you’ve sent me! I’m sorry I haven’t been able to answer them! But yes, I’ll add you all to the taglist asap!

Continuing on, I am juggling this writing project along with school, work and other life situations as well, so please be understanding of that. Other than that, I am so happy from all the love you guys have been giving to the first part of this series! Thank you so much!

#ateez #ateez imagines #ateez scenarios #a dirty little secret #update #answered asks

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A Dirty Little Secret Pt.1

Pairing: fuckboy!Park Seonghwa x virgin!Female reader

Word Count: 5.8K!

Summary: Having a crush on your roommate who was the fuckboy of your university was bad enough, but what gets worse is when he brings other women home and you secretly masturbated upon hearing them that night, wishing it were you instead. But how will it unfold when Seonghwa finds out?

Warnings/Genre: smut. Fuckboy!seonghwa. Dom!seonghwa. Submissive reader. Dirty talk. Inexperienced reader. Masturbation. Fingering. Angst. Praising. 

PLEASE STOP READING IF YOU DON’T LIKE THESE TYPE OF FAN-FICTIONS! (SMUT AHEAD! MINORS DNI)

Another hit on the wall and you can hear the ongoing moans through the hallway of your own apartment. 

Great…Park Seonghwa brought another one of his one nightstands home again. 

You rolled your eyes in annoyance as you had an exam the following morning. 

“I told him not tonight.” You muttered and rubbed your eyes lazily before stacking up your papers and closing your laptop, seeing that it was almost 1 am.

“Lemme just sleep.” You sighed and made your way to the bed, barely settling down as the noises from the other side finally dials down a bit. 

Park Seonghwa, the fuckboy that everyone knows about but still chases for his attention. He was just that good. He clearly doesn’t give a fuck about what others say about him as he constantly does whatever he wants. 

You met him when you were looking for a roommate and he appeared at your doorsteps. You hated how you knew who he was, but you still fell for him. 

Seonghwa came inside your apartment that day to look around and he was just so polite, he was so different from all the rumors.

And so just like that, you’ve been living together for 8 months now.

It was probably around 4am when your bladder woke you up to go use the restroom. You stumbled in the dark and finally made your way to the toilet. 

You took off your shorts along with your panties and sat down when a noise catches your ears.

You furrowed your brows and leaned towards the noise. “Daddy…stop. She’ll hear us..” 

Your breath hitched at the moaning of that woman that’s on the same bed as Seonghwa. Your thighs clenched onto one another as your hands covered your mouth.

The bed starts creaking again and you can hear Seonghwa’s grunts as he thrusted inside her. “Don’t even think about cumming.” He ordered and you felt yourself dripping at his command, your body reacting to his harsh words and you couldn’t help it.

Your heart was beating so fast your mind got clouded with dirty thoughts. The way his voice sounded…it turned you on and you hated how you liked it. Before you knew it, your fingers were already inside of you pumping them inside to match the pace of Seonghwa’s thrusts.

“Mmhh..” You whined a little, not satisfied with just your fingers but you knew you had to be quiet.

One hand covers your mouth as the other one constantly teases your throbbing entrance. In a few seconds, your fingers were coated with your own lubrication as it started dripping down to your wrist uncontrollably. 

You wanted Seonghwa so bad, why couldn’t that girl be you? You bit your bottom lips and let out heavy breaths, your pace going a little bit faster now.

Oh, how you’d take him so well. You’d let him do whatever he pleases with your body, as long as it was just him.

You wanted to make him feel good and be a good girl for him so he would shower you with praises and kisses.

Your head rolled back as you imagined Seonghwa’s pretty lips on your burning hot body.

You needed him so bad that it would be okay too if he wanted to go rough on you, you didn’t care since you were just craving for his touch.

“Ahh…” You mewled quietly as you can feel your own climax coming at the mere thoughts of Seonghwa destroying you. 

“Shit…” You were out of breath as you felt the knot in your stomach approaching closer. Your body shook and you came all over your fingers and over the toilet seat.

Your body shivered a little as the cold air hit your warm heat, bringing you back to reality and you can no longer hear the thrusts or the creaks of the bed anymore.

“Fuck!” Seonghwa growled as the woman continued moaning.

They must’ve just finished as well, you thought to yourself as you began feeling guilty and the colors of your cheeks turned dark red from embarrassment.

You cannot believe you had just done that. You took a look at your shaking hands and you can clearly see the sticky excretion of your own body still sliding down from your fingers ever so slowly.

You looked around for toilet paper as the bedroom door creaked open.

“I’m going to the bathroom.” You hear Seonghwa say and you can hear his footsteps already.

“Fuck!” You panicked and quickly pulled up whatever you could wear in the dark and ran quietly bolt to your room as fast as you can.

You reached your door and immediately shut it closed. The bathroom light switched on and you sighed in relief.

“Gosh…I barely made it out.” You quietly step back into your bed and you just couldn’t fall asleep anymore.

You wiped off your hands with the tissues nearby and slid into your blankets.

You covered your red face and couldn’t bear to look at yourself. “What did I just do?” You bit your lips nervously, pushing your face into the soft pillow and screaming into it.

What was more embarrassing was that your cunt was still throbbing for Seonghwa’s touch and your heart kept pounding in your chest, not stopping any time sooner.

Your body wasn’t satisfied with just your fingers and you knew who you needed to fulfill these dirty desires of yours.

Your thighs consciously rubbed against each other once more and your body twitched, but you knew he was definitely out of your reach. “Fuck…”

You breathed heavily, knowing the fact that he would never look at you that way. You started to pity yourself as you laid there in the dark empty room, not being able to do anything about it. 

*Morning* 

You got up early and saw the woman from last night leaving Seonghwa’s room. She tried to tiptoe her way out, but stumbled upon you in the kitchen. 

Her clothes were messy and she had heels in her other hand. You checked her out and she was the complete opposite of you.

Her body was perfect and she was tall, beautiful and had a great amount of sex appeal. You, on the other hand, felt like you weren’t close to her level at all. 

She doesn’t even acknowledge you and just left through the front door.

However, seeing her sparked some memories from last night again and everything came back to you like a truck. 

Your face started turning red as you were reminded of the dirty little secret you did last night. 

You can’t believe you really imagined Seonghwa fucking you while listening to him fuck another girl. You rolled your eyes in annoyance, but mostly felt insecure.

And the worst of all was that you were a virgin. 

How can you even dare to think that you can possibly satisfy him when you don’t even know what you’re doing?

Reality shoots you back into your place and you don't want to see Seonghwa.

Not like this. You just can’t face him after doing something like that.

You quickly finished your breakfast and tossed the dishes into the sink, swinging your bag over your shoulders and leaving the house immediately. 

*End of Class*

“Thanks for coming and if you have any other questions feel free to email it to me!” Your professor announces at the end of class, but you were just glad it was over. 

It was Friday and you can’t wait to jump on your bed to sleep! You smiled, but that smile quickly faded away as you spotted Seonghwa’s name on your phone. He was calling you. 

*ring ring*

You hesitated for a bit and panicked, hands getting sweaty as you didn’t want to talk to him yet, but you know you needed to answer it.

“Hello?” You pretended to sound uninterested and you could hear the faint music in the background of his phone line.

“Hey, is it okay if I bring a couple of friends over to our place tonight?” Seonghwa’s voice was soft compared to the deep, demanding voice from last night.

Just knowing how he can literally ruin you turns you on more. You gulped and shook your dirty little thoughts away. 

“Umm…” You think for a bit because you really wanted to spend time alone. 

“Yeah, just make sure no one goes to my room.” You then quickly agreed since you can use this as an excuse to avoid going home and seeing him. 

“Are you not coming home?” Seonghwa’s concerning tone tugged the strings in your heart.

“Yeah, Imma be with Jongho. He wanted to go over some assignments.” You lied, surprised at yourself for not stuttering a word.

“Okay, see you.” Seonghwa doesn’t say much and quickly hangs up. You barely let out a sigh when Jongho messes with your hair from behind.

“Hey!” You glared back at him and he gives you a judgmental look.

“Did I just hear you lie to Seonghwa again?” He shook his head as you placed your index finger in front of your lips, telling him to quiet down. 

“Shut up.” You whispered to him and looked around as if Seonghwa might appear out of thin air.

“Well, I don’t know about you, but I’ve got plans for tonight so-”

“What?” You gasped and nudged Jongho on his shoulders, smirking since you know he would usually stay home rather than going out.

“Woah, since when do you ever go out?” You laughed and Jongho gives you a dirty glare before wiping off his shoulders, “I’m only going because Yunho invited me.” Jongho looks away and you catch him avoiding eye contact with you.

“It’s that girl that you couldn’t keep your eyes off of at San’s birthday party, isn’t it?” You have a smug smile on your face and Jongho flicks your forehead making you cover your now red forehead. “Ouch!” 

Jongho cackled before wrapping his arms in front of his chest and looking away discreetly. “Yunho said that she’ll be there so…”

“I Knew It!” You giggled and teased him about it, making Jongho glare at you as you clapped your hands happily.

“Now, I gotta go too. I can’t miss this chance.” You announced and Jongho immediately tries to convince you to stay home.

“You’ve got nothing to wear!” Jongho argued and you stuck out your tongue at him.

“Nice try.” You took out your wallet and waved it in front of his face slowly. “You see this?” 

Jongho rolled his eyes, knowing what you would say next as you smirked confidently. “Let’s go look for some dresses, dummy.” You tell him and Jongho sighed heavily as you hopped towards his car and he could only follow behind obediently. 

“I’ll take this dress.” You let the clerk know as she began packing it for you and you glanced back at him. “Is that what you’re wearing?” You asked and Jongho shrugged. 

“Are you going to win this girl’s heart or not?” You stared back at him while you could see the blushes on his cheeks. 

“Come on, let’s go all out tonight!”

*At the party*

“Thanks for coming, Jongho!” Yunho greeted the two of you at the entrance.

“Oh, I didn’t know you were coming as well.” Yunho smiled at you and you returned the smile. “I’m only here to watch.” You point to Jongho and you suddenly feel his body stiffen. 

“You spotted her?” You whispered to Jongho and he nodded, barely keeping himself steady. 

“We’ll see you around.” You tell Yunho and he nodded, continuing to greet other guests.

“There, at 3 o’clock. “ Jongho whispered and you glanced towards that direction. Spotting a beautiful young lady with a black elegant dress on and you smirked.

“She’s pretty, Choi Jongho.” You complimented and Jongho showed you one of his gummy smiles. 

“Well, what are you doing?” You nudged his elbow as he pretended to not see her. “I…I can’t just approach her.”

He drank nervously and you sighed, staring back at her and you could see that some guys were approaching her, making her uncomfortable. 

“Jongho…I think-” You barely turned back and Jongho was already up, making his way towards her, ready to protect her from those guys. You smiled, knowing that they would get along just fine. 

You grabbed a seat and sat down by the bar, dunking down drinks one at a time while watching Jongho and his new girl talk to one another. “How cute..” You nodded and you could feel yourself getting very tipsy at this point. 

“Are you okay?” Someone calls out to you and you squinted upon seeing them approach you. 

“Do you want me to take you home?” You stared at the person closely and it was Seonghwa’s face. You gasped and quickly grabbed onto his face, examining him carefully. “PArk sEongHwa?” You giggled a little, feeling excited to see his perfect face before it all turns pitch black. 

Your eyes were droopy and you couldn’t pinpoint where you were. “How much did you drink?” You hear his voice once again as your eyes slightly open. 

Gosh, he looks so good and handsome. “Pretty…” You mumbled, blinking a few times as you stared up at him, carefully playing with his messy hair.

“Who?” You hear his voice echoing in your mind and it brings butterflies to your stomach. 

You looked away and covered your cheeks, blushing profusely.  “Seonghwa is!” You blurt out before scratching your eyes and looking at this dreamy-like figure of Seonghwa once again.

He stared at you and you started panicking, heart beating as if there was no tomorrow. 

“Seonghwa?” You whispered innocently and gently wrapped your arms around him, giggling like a little girl who just got her favorite toy. 

“I want you.” You then broke the small hug and made eye contact with him, your smile slowly fading away as you realized that he didn’t belong to you. 

Your lips began pouting by now. “..but Seonghwa doesn't want me.” You start pushing him and you could feel the warm tears threatening to fall from your eyes as your mind wanders off into space…and you caught onto the sight of his lips. 

They looked so inviting and pretty, making you gulp just by staring at it. “It wouldn’t hurt to just kiss them a little…” You tilt your head and licked your own lips, bringing this Seonghwa figure closer towards you, connecting your lips.

You wrapped your arms around his neck and moaned into the kiss when he let out a small gasp, falling onto the bed as you straddled him.

You chuckled a little before leaning in closer and grasping onto his chest.

“I want all of you.” You bit your lips and then boom! Everything was black and you were out. 

*Morning*

Your eyes slowly opened as you stared at the empty ceiling of your own room, you gasped and looked down at yourself. You were still wearing your dress from last night, but how did you get home?

You grabbed your phone and dialed Jongho with a heavy heart. “Hello?” He barely answered when you bombarded him with questions. 

“How the hell did I get home last night? What happened? How come I don’t remember-”

“Yo, calm down.” Jongho’s voice sounds like he had just woken up too. 

“You can’t tell me to calm down when I don’t have any memories from last night.” Your heart raced thinking about every worst scenario that could’ve possibly happened. 

Jongho sighs groggily before answering your question, “You got super drunk last night so Yunho drove you home.” He yawns and you calm down a little bit upon hearing that it was Yunho who took you home.

“Ohhh…” You scratched your head and looked down, still seeing the dress you wore from last night on so you had nothing else to worry about.

“If that’s it then let me go back to sleep.” Jongho complained and you chuckled nervously, “Yeah..that was it.” 

He hung up and you went on to look at yourself in the mirror, there were some smudges of lipsticks on your face but-

Your memories from last night came back. The scene of yourself pulling the other person into a kiss flashes through your mind. “Oh!” Your heart pounded as you’re trying to figure out who it was. 

It can’t be Seonghwa, right? You shook your head and bit your lips nervously. 

Was it even real? You contemplated since you clearly remember that you saw Seonghwa picking you up from the club, but Jongho said it was Yunho who took you home so you’re not really sure anymore.

Were you so drunk that you were hallucinating?

You touched your lips and you could feel the tingling feeling of the other person’s lips back on yours again. 

“Ahh!” You panicked, stumbling back onto your bed as you shook your head. “It can’t possibly be real.” You convinced yourself, “Plus! Seonghwa was hanging out with his friends last night, he would’ve been too busy to look after me.” You nodded, concluding that it must’ve been just a dream. 

You cleaned yourself and got dressed up, ready to stay inside for today. You grabbed your towel and went outside to take a shower, however you see Hongjoong sleeping in the living room. 

Your eyes widened as you took a closer look. It is indeed Kim Hongjoong, Seonghwa’s best friend, who you only have small talks with from time to time.

“What is he doing here.” You frowned and slowly tiptoed to the living room, looking for Seonghwa for an explanation. 

You got to his bedroom door and knocked on it, however it opens by itself since it wasn’t closed all the way. 

“Seonghwa…” You slowly walked in to find another girl sleeping in his arms and you heart literally drops to the ground, feeling that chest pain in your body once again as you turned away from the sight. 

He gets up and the girl was woken up as you kept stumbling around in the room awkwardly.

“S-sorry..” You mumbled as you could hear the bedsheets moving and movements from behind you before walking out the door. 

Your eyes were filled with tears already when you were out the door, immediately running to the bathroom so you can lock yourself inside.

“Stupid Y/n…” You ran your hands over your hair as the tears were finally able to escape from your eyes. You were trying your best to muffle your own cries after turning on the shower and wash away the sadness. 

You had no right to hate Seonghwa, he was never yours to begin with.  The problem was you, you’re the one who’s doing this to yourself. 

You quickly washed yourself and immediately ran back to Jongho again, you didn’t want to see Seonghwa. Seeing him would only hurt you even more when you knew he couldn’t care less about you. 

“It’s Seonghwa again?” Jongho tilts his head as he opened the door for you. 

You only walked into his house silently, staring blankly ahead feeling so numb. “Y/n, you can’t keep doing this.”

You didn’t even hear what Jongho said when you finally let out real cries that were bottled up inside you when you were at home, making Jongho panic since he’s never seen you broken down like this before. 

“I-I’m sorry.” Jongho gives you a hug and you cried wholeheartedly into his shoulder, not holding anything back.

He only comforted you for the next hour as you ate ice cream, sitting on the couch not saying anything else. 

Jongho holds onto your hand to get your attention, “You’re gonna hate me, but I think it’s better if I take you somewhere else for today.” 

“What do you mean?” You were just taken aback by Jongho’s words, like what did he mean by that. “Yunho they pressured me to hold the continuation of his party at my place today.” 

You didn’t really care since you never asked Jongho if he was free today. “Ohh, then I guess I should get going.” You grabbed your purse when the doorbell rang and Jongho quickly went on to open it. 

“Jongho!” Wooyoung’s voice pierced your ears as another low chuckle could be heard, making you halt your actions. 

You knew who that voice belonged to, anywhere, anytime and you were begging that you must've just misheard it. “How’s it going?” He says and you can confirm that Seonghwa was here. 

You clutched onto your bag tighter and your body just froze on you. “Oh! Y/n’s here!” Wooyoung announces and you quickly ran away into a disclosed room. 

Okay, you don’t even need to hide from Seonghwa. He’s done nothing wrong, all of this is just you and your own feelings. You knew it was stupid of you to be hiding, but you just couldn’t control your own body at this point.

“Psst! Y/n.” Jongho whispered and you came out to talk to him. “If you want to leave-”

“It’s okay Jongho. He doesn’t even know.. It’s just me and I’m only making it worser.” You calmed down and decided to just come out, greet everyone and then leave later on. 

Jongho led the two of you out and you quietly stumbled behind him, seeing most of your own friend group there. 

“Y/n!” Yunho called out and you panicked a little. “Hey..”

“Good to see that you’re fine, you were so drunk last night.” He chuckled and you awkwardly nodded, tucking a hair strand behind your ears. 

“Let’s get started shall we?” Wooyoung announces and you frowned, not knowing what was going on. “No, we gotta wait for the others.” Hongjoong chimes into the announcement as you were getting ready to leave. 

“Y/n, you’re not staying?” Wooyoung asks and you shook your head. “I feel-”

The door swung open and here comes a bunch of girls you've never seen before, however you clearly remember that girl. 

The woman who was on the same bed as Seonghwa, moaning her heart out for him just a few days ago. She makes eye contact with you and smirked a little, awakening a flame in your heart. 

“I was just putting my stuff away.” You replied back to Wooyoung, keeping eye contact with that woman as Jongho pulled you aside. “Yah, don’t do something that you might regret later please.” 

You broke away from his grasp and clicked your tongue, “In the end, we’re nothing. Won’t hurt to do what I should’ve been doing in the first place.” You walked towards Wooyoung as something inside you just switched, you didn’t care anymore. 

If Seonghwa didn’t care about you, then you decided you would find someone who cared for you, even if it was just for tonight. Jongho watched you as he shook his head, knowing what was on your mind. 

“Now, let’s start the game!” Wooyoung happily announced and everyone gathered around the empty bottle in the center. 

Seonghwa was right across from you, but you didn’t even spare him a glance. “Whoever this lands on has to kiss each other!” 

They all cheered as the bottle landed on Wooyoung, curious to know who the next person would be. “Alright, let’s get it!” Hongjoong spins the bottle as the bottle seems to be circling towards you. 

Kissing Wooyoung and having him be your first kiss crosses your mind and you actually didn’t mind that. He was an attractive young man, who had experience and was confident. 

The bottle then lands onto the next person, right beside you and he was smirking while Wooyoung started yelling all kinds of profanities. 

“Come on!” San went on over to Wooyoung as he kissed him on the cheeks. Yuu giggled a little at their actions and felt an intense stare from across the other side, but you chose to just ignore it. You sighed and looked away as Hongjoong made eye contact with you. 

“Since this is Y/n’s first time playing, we gotta make her do the 7 minutes in heaven!” The entire friend group agreed and began talking about it amongst themselves. 

Jongho made sure to tap your shoulder and whispered, “You don’t have to do it if you don’t want to.” 

“I’ll spin it.” You suggested and the group goes wild at your reaction. You needed a distraction, anything to get over Seonghwa and this was going to be the perfect opportunity. 

The bottle kept spinning as you were actually growing a little concern about whoever it was going to land on. 

You took a deep breath and rubbed your eyes as the entire group grew silent. 

“Who is it?” You giggled at their reaction and finally looked up to see who it had landed on. The bottle was facing away from you and you made eye contact with him. 

Seonghwa? It can’t be him. Your brows furrowed as the group waited for Seonghwa’s actions since he usually just does whatever he wants during these games. 

“I can spin it again-” You were interrupted by Seonghwa who stood up and grabbed onto your wrists, waiting for you to stand up. 

Your cheeks couldn’t help, but flush red as you stared up at the man you’ve always wanted. He’s locking eye contact with you, but you don’t know how to react to his sudden action. 

“Woahhh!!” Woosan starts cheering as the other girls start yelling along. 

“Get it!” You can hear Hongjoong’s high pitched voice ringing from the living room as Seonghwa dragged you into a bedroom.

He closes the door and you couldn’t help, but just silently stand back since you knew Seonghwa didn’t see you that way.

“Sorry.” You break the silence and walk on over to the bed quietly. “We can just sit here for the 7 minutes…sorry.” You said, barely above a whisper since your voice could break down any second. 

You looked down, not brave enough to look back at Seonghwa,“You’re sorry?” His tone seemed so harsh and cold, no feelings attached and it pulls a string in your heart painfully. 

“Sorry, I dragged you into this mess and now you’re stuck here with me for the next 7 minutes. I don’t mean to taint your name by making you stay here with someone like me so you can-.”

“If you apologize one more time I’m gonna kiss those words off your lips.” Seonghwa’s eyes narrowed, still having that expressionless look on his handsome face. 

You hiccupped at his sentence, eyes widening as you looked at his direction with shock, and he was already staring back at you with those fierce eyes of his and it made you more nervous.

You’ve never kissed anyone before and you felt like you just don’t have the experience.

“It’ll be my first-“ You accidentally bumped against the counter, knocking down the clock on it which caused a loud bang. 

“Sorry I-“

Within a second, Seonghwa was able to wrap one arm around your waist, pulling you into his embrace roughly as his other hand held onto the back of your neck for support before crashing his lips onto yours. 

You gasped at his actions and he used this chance to lean into the kiss, sensually licking your bottom lips and you liked it. 

The feeling of his lips were so soft and you felt like you were flying through the clouds when he held onto you like this. 

His hands travels from your waist to your back before laying you down onto the bed behind you, you laid down and stared up at him with widened eyes. 

“I see you don’t remember.” He looks to the side, which made you pause for a bit.

“What…” You whispered with confusion, but he only pins your hands above, “Quiet.” He then stared down at your obedient body which was laying under his. 

“Told you to stop saying sorry.” He kisses your fingers one by one while keeping strict eye contact with you, making you blush even more since you’re not used to getting this much attention from him..or anyone in particular. 

You could only watch as he continues kissing down your jaw, landing some open kisses on your neck and it tickled you. 

And so you squirmed under him multiple times, unable to control how good he’s already making you feel. 

“Hmm..” You bit your lips, gasping heavily for air when he starts licking your exposed neck sensually.

“Don’t move.” Seonghwa stops kissing you altogether when he demanded those words and you could feel yourself dripping wet for him already. 

You nodded and tried your best to not move so he could explore your body. You closed your eyes and tried relaxing, however his hands landed against your clothed core and it made you let out a pretty loud moan. 

Your eyes immediately shoots up at this intense feeling your body is experiencing for the first time and you could hear Seonghwa’s low chuckles.

“You’re so sensitive, kitten.” He smirked while staring down at you, making you more conscious of your own body and experience. 

“Sorry, I can’t help it.” You whined back, feeling scared since he might get tired of you soon. 

Seonghwa’s smirk fades away as he cocked an eyebrow at you, leaning into you and whispering right into your ears, “Now what did I say if you kept apologizing?” 

His voice sent chills down you spine and you leaned back a little so you could look at him before answering, “K-kiss…” You barely finished the words when Seonghwa brings your face up to his with the help of his index finger and kissing your lips immediately. 

You heart was doing backflips and running a thousand miles, you cannot handle all of this at once. 

“Now I wanna see your pretty pussy, kitten.” He rubs his larger hands against your thighs and your own body started shivering at his mere touch already.

Seonghwa smiled at your reaction and you pouted a little at him for teasing you again. However, you liked it. You wanted more from Seonghwa and so you pulled up your skirt as he leans down and you could feel his warm breath against your clothed core.

“Hmm..” Your voice shuttered in a mess, wanting him to just touch you by now. He looks up at you, placing kisses that were dangerously close to your drenching core, but those weren’t the places that satisfied you anymore. 

You scoot in closer towards him as his hands grabbed onto your hips, placing them down against the bed.

“Good girls wait for their rewards…” Seonghwa whispered against your core, knowing how his voice would cause slight vibration on your body.

His tongue dances dangerously close to your throbbing core while keeping your hips in place, making sure you can’t move away from his touch. “Seonghwa….please.” 

Your eyes were getting blurry as you gasped for air, wanting him to stop teasing. 

Seonghwa slides his fingers against your clothed slit and he could see the wetness of your own core drenching through the panties. “Kitten, you’re so wet.” 

He comments before palming your entire clothed core and you gasped at the direct touch, finally letting out a small moan for him. 

“I’m gonna stretch you out with my fingers…” He rubs your clit and it sends a shock of electricity against your body, eyes rolling to the back of your head.

 “mmHmm..” You didn’t even know what you were saying at this point, you just knew that your body was craving for Seonghwa.

He licks his index and middle fingers, making sure you watch him coat his own fingers with his saliva. You gulped at the scene unfolding in front of you. 

“You want it?” He tilts his head with a slight smile and you bit your lips, immediately nodding to his question. 

Seonghwa grabs your chin, making you stare up at him as he places his two fingers against your lips and you gladly sucked on them. Your innocent stares was driving him crazy and you didn’t even know that. 

You tasted his fingers and coated them with your own saliva, prepping them for yourself. You wanted to be a good girl for Seonghwa and let him do whatever he pleases with you.

“Time’s Up!” San yells and tries opening the door, but Seonghwa had locked it earlier. “Come on guys! Open up!” Wooyoung sang with that annoying tone of his, teasing the two of you already. 

You looked at Seonghwa and he takes his fingers out from your lips, earning a little whine from you since you wanted to continue on with him.

“That’ll be it for today, kitten.” He pats your head and smiled at you, as if he didn’t just make your panties soak for the past 7 minutes. 

Seonghwa pulls your skirt down and fixes your hair before walking away to open the door since the boys outside just wouldn’t shut up. 

You’re sure your face is now as red as a tomato, breathing heavily from the intense experience you’ve just had with the Park Seonghwa.

What did he mean by ‘today’...does he have intentions to continue where you two left off? You had a thousand questions circling in your mind that you didn’t even notice Wooyoung coming inside the room. 

“Y/N!!” He danced a little while making his way towards you, knowing full well that you and Seonghwa did something dirty in this room while everyone was still in the living room. 

You fixed your hair and licked your lips, wiping off the excess saliva that was on the corner of your lips.

 “How was it?” Wooyoung nudges your shoulders teasingly and you could only walk back to the living room with a huge blush on your face. 

The boys cheered as you came back to take a seat, excitedly asking you what happened. You could only hide your reddened face as Hongjoong tells everyone to settle down instead. 

“Now whoever this lands on…you gotta make out. Tongue and everything included.” San smirked while staring at each and everyone in the circle. 

You were still heated from the small session you just had with Seonghwa and they were already moving on so fast. You didn’t really pay much attention until you heard Wooyoung’s scream, bringing you back to reality. 

You looked down at the bottle to see it facing Seonghwa once again as that girl (the same one who slept with him) started tying her hair back so they could make out. 

Your breath hitched as you couldn’t make eye contact with anyone at this point. 

“Now I’ll show y’all how to kiss.” She announces and you knew that she was purposely saying it to get you. She kept eye contact with you the entire time as she wipes her own lips seductively. 

“I bet you had to do everything back there, Hwa~” She rolls her eyes before scoffing towards your direction.

A/N: Whoop, Imma just leave it off right here. Hehe~

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