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Title: Remember Who You Are

Story Rating: Chapter 21 -18+++ Last chapter in this series.

Warnings: Sex (intercourse), Romance

Relationships: Nomad Steve Rogers x Female Reader or Steve Rogers x Female Reader (Depends on your definition of him)

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(Captain America photos property of Marvel)

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The Avengers were back in the conference room. They were debriefing everything that had happened at the cabin. They were grateful they figured out in time where you were to save you. Steve would never have recovered if you had died. They were listening and arguing with the council regarding Sin and Crossbones. The Avengers all wanted them in front of a judge, tried and executed but the council disagreed; they say they could be valuable in the future. Fury was rolling his eyes at them.

“Same thing as the Battle of New York; stupid ass decision.” (Fury)

Fury shakes his head and ventures downstairs.

You awaken to find yourself in the medical ward. You try to sit up, it’s painful; you’re in a lot of pain. You sigh, now realizing that you’re back at the compound again where it all started. Bruce and Fury see that you’re awake and approach the bed. “How are you now? (Bruce) “Tired and sore.” Bruce places another pillow behind your head. “They removed the bullet. The wound was severe; you’ll need a lot of rest to heal. If that bullet had gone an inch in any direction, I don’t know if you would be here.” You sigh. “Why did you do that?” “He told me he loves me, somehow I know it’s true even though I don’t remember him.” Bruce nods.

“Do you remember your name or anything about yourself?” (Bruce) “No.” you whisper. “I also did another MRI while you were unconscious. There’s no permanent damage.” You nod.

You look around the room and see the man who loves you sleeping in a recliner chair beside you covered into a blanket. “He hasn’t left your side since returning from the cabin. He wants to be here when you wake up.” (Bruce)

“You may not remember him but he loves you so much. This whole thing has worn him down to the core. He never stopped looking for you.” (Fury) You stare at Steve, wondering why all of this happened.

“Do you know why they took you?” (Fury) “I don’t know. They kept talking about Captain America.” You replied sadly. “Y/N, Steve is Captain America.” (Fury) You looked shocked. “What?!” Bruce nods.

“Why did you go to the cabin?” (Fury) “I knew I would be safe there.” “It must be in your subconscious memory. Get some rest ok.” (Bruce) Bruce turns and goes back to the nurse’s station in the hallway.

You turn your head to see Steve awake and looking at you. “How are you?” “Tired and sore.” “Do you remember me?” “No…..” You start to cry. “Don’t cry baby girl.” (Steve) Steve caresses your cheek, wiping away the tears. You lay back down on the bed.

“I’ll leave you two alone.” (Fury)

“I don’t want this to ever happen again. I know I have enemies who want to hurt me and I don’t want you to get hurt. I promise that this will never happen again. I won’t let it!!” “With your memory gone, I feel like I still lost you.” Steve sighed. He reaches for your hands.

“After everything we’ve gone through, I don’t ever want to take you for granted and to appreciate everything you are to me. I learned to hard way, you were taken from me, I nearly lost you.”

“Look, I want to sell the house.” “What house?” “The one I bought for us. I want a new place.” “Why?” “Because you were taken from there; it only has bad memories for me, nights alone in the house without you, finding the blood in the bedroom. Worrying, fretting, wondering what happen to you, where you were, even if you were still alive.” Steve sits down on the bed with you, gently pulling you to hug him, you can hear his heart. “Come here.”

Steve reaches for the necklace around his neck and removes it. He takes the ring off and holds it in his hand. You sigh. “Is this mine?” “Yes but you don’t have to wear it if you don’t want to.” “I want to.” Steve places it on your finger, its back where it belongs. “I want you to remember us.” (Steve) You hang your head down. “I wish I did.” You start to cry again. Steve crushes you into his arms. “Me too.” Tears go down his cheeks. “Can we start over?” (Steve) You nod yes. “I know you love me.” Steve sighs; soft smile on his face. At least he has you in his arms again and you’re willing to try.

“Fury has put me on extended leave for 6 months, the same as you.” You’re puzzled “Why?” “You don’t have your memory back. Your injuries were extensive. He says you need time. You need to heal.” “I just want to go back to the cabin.” (You) “Ok. I promise.” You rest your head on his shoulder. He kisses the top of your head. You both close your eyes, tears running down both of yours and Steve’s cheeks.

(Meanwhile…)

Fury and Nat are in the interrogation room. Crossbones and Sin are sitting at 2 different ends of the table, shackled and chained. Both of them were shot, their wounds tended to. Crossbones had some broken ribs and concussion too, courtesy of Tony. He was in extreme pain but they both were in too much pain to try to escape. The medics wouldn’t allow them to have any painkillers.

“Even though everyone here wants both of you dead, the council has ordered that you both be kept alive. I wanted to let you know that you will be sent to the “Raft” our super maximum prison, which you know is underwater. Do you know how to swim?” Fury laughs. Sin stares at Natasha. “I’ll get you bitch!” “Now now Sin, you’re going to have to make the best of this. Hell, you two might even be cellmates” Fury smiles. Sin laughed. “Seriously asshole, to hell with that!” “Keep that bitch away from me! Fucking bitch shot me twice!!” (Crossbones) “You deserved it!” (Sin) Coulson walks in. “Everything is ready.” “Time to go….all aboard the chopper.”

“I’ll escape!” Sin sneers. Nat smiles “We’ll be ready and waiting.”

Fury decides to escort them personally to the prison. Sin and Crossbones were loaded onto the chopper. Tony & Rhodes land beside the jet in their suits. “We’re ready.”

Tony and Rhodes are ensuring that no one will intercept them. Thor and the Falcon will ride inside the helicopter. Fury is taking no chances with this situation. The helicopter starts to takes off, inside Sin and Crossbones stare across from at each other.

“Bitch!” “Asshole!” Fury can’t help but laugh.

(6 months later) You and Steve have been staying the compound. He sold the house immediately. He decided to wait before asking you about getting another house. You didn’t need the stress.

Going through rehab was really tough for you after all the injuries you suffered. The visits with the Psychologists and Psychiatrists have been brutal. Everything they tried to allow your memory to return has failed. You still have the headaches and trouble sleeping.

Thankfully Bruce gave you a medical clearance to return to work. Fury made the decision himself to put you on desk duty indefinitely. He wants you fully healed. He also wanted Steve to heal as well; both physical and mentally. This whole situation wore him down to his core. Not putting you in the path of dangerous situations would help him feel better, no worrying about you getting hurt or taken again.

Despite all this, Steve was happy that you & he started over. He’s been ‘dating’ you, so to speak. It gave him hope as you were still wearing his engagement ring. Steve wanted you to remember him, to remember the both of you. He knew this would be difficult. He hasn’t and won’t give up on you. The last 6 months have been tough for him; being patient wasn’t his strong suit.

You know he loves you. He knew you well enough to figure out where you went and came to save you; now he wouldn’t leave your side. He showed you tenderness, love, compassion, patience and strength. You were falling in love with him all over again. He even tried different ways to trigger your memory too. Places you went to, your favorite things, reliving your first date, the ice Cream Shack, your favorite foods. Nothing worked.

With Bruce’s consent, Steve decides it’s time to take you to the cabin. Throughout the long drive Steve wouldn’t let go of you hand. Sometimes you thought if he let go, he would be afraid to lose you again. He hopes bringing you here would help, in fact, you told him you wanted to come here.

You walk in the door of the cabin, looking around. You remember everything that happened here when Sin and Crossbones came after you. It should frighten you, never the less, still you still feel safe here.

“You ok?” (Steve) You nod. “I want to go for a walk.” Steve smiles, he intertwines your fingers with his. You both start down the path. You stay outside for most of the day. You even happened upon the old haunted mill. As night fell, you watch the stars in the night sky. “Hold me.” (You) Steve pulls you in his arms. “I will always hold you; I’ll never let you go.” He tips your chin up, he gently kisses you. You smile. “Time for bed baby-girl, I’m cold and tired.” (Steve)

You both enter the cabin. Steve follows in behind you. He starts kissing your neck and nibbles on your ear; you smile. You turn to face Steve. You wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him tenderly.

During the last 6 months he didn’t want to have any setbacks. Steve desired you, wanted to show you he loves you physically. He wanted you back in bed again. But he told you he wouldn’t pressure you into doing anything you weren’t comfortable with. He was afraid to touch as he feared you might leave him and run away scared. He has you back in his arms again and he’s vowed never to let you go!

You find the courage to say these words “Do you want me Steve?” He smiles, “You know I do.” “You’ve been patient with me, I want to thank you for that.” You whisper. He kissed your forehead. He sighs.

Steve is very nervous, he wants to make love to you but he’s afraid. He decides to let you lead. You gently nip at his neck. Steve removes his sweater and t-shirt. You stand on your tippy-toes and start placing kisses down his neck to his chest, even licking and sucking on one of his nipples.

Steve gasps. You reach for his jeans; unbutton and carefully unzip them. Steve discards his jeans. The top of his cock springs out of his underwear. “Oh, I can tell you want me.” You smile. He tips up your chin and looks at you in the eyes. “I will want you forever, you know that. You’re mine. The question is do you want me?” He whispers. You nod. Steve starts kissing you passionately, pulling you towards him. “What do you want me to do?” you ask. “Make love with me.” You nod again. “Undress me Steve.”

Steve smiles; starting with your hoodie and bra. He careful removes them. He gently kisses your neck, massaging your breasts, playing with your nipples. He gently takes each nipple into his mouth and teases them. You softly moan at his gentle touch. Steve picks you up and lays you down on the blankets in front of the fireplace. You help him remove the rest of your clothing. He sits back on his legs and takes in the sight of you before him; laying naked and waiting for him, wanting him; 6 months he’s waited for this.

He placed himself above you kissing you passionately, deep kisses leaving you breathless. “I want you……please baby-girl.” You nod. You help him remove is underwear and his cock springs out; hard as a rock. You gently run your hand the length of it. Steve trembles at your touch.

“I’ve missed you…. I missed this so much….!”

Steve places himself on you, resting on his elbows. He’s looking at you right in the eyes. You see lust, passion, desire and most importantly love. You raise yourself up and kiss him. Steve wraps his arms around you, flips on his back and pulls you on top of him, straddling his hips. Steve sits up with his arms around you. He can’t stop kissing and caressing your body; his touch teasing you.

You hold his head against your chest, feeling his hot breath. Steve raises you up by your hips and gently inserts his rock hard cock inside you. You gasp as you feel the hardness. He moans when you start to rock your hips against him. He holds you tighter against him, kissing your neck, breasts and your jawline. You run your fingers through his hair. He moans again. He begins rocking you, moving in and out of you with small strokes.

You sigh. “What’s wrong?” (Steve) “Nothing. everything is perfect.” you smile. “Hold on to me!” (Steve)

You hold on tight to Steve. He picks you up, withdrawing, carries you over to the bed and places you in the middle. He slowly climbs back on top of you, inserting him-self in you once again. You shudder. You start to touch Steve, caress his body. You reach up and kiss his neck. He begins to thrust, small strokes. You grab Steve and put your arms around him and your legs around his hips. Steve’s in heaven. He waited so long to have you; he’s not going to rush this.

He puts his hands underneath you, caressing your back, placing his hands under your bottom to change the angle of penetration. You start to moan even more. He thrusts becomes harder. You feel your core tightening. You place your head in the crock of his neck, your hot breath teasing him.

Steve thrusts now are even faster. Your body is overcome with waves of pleasure. Steve can feel them too. His muscles are tightening; you’re gripping him harder. He smiles to the way your body is responding to his. His patience has been satisfied. To tease you, he begins to rub your clit, slowly, causing you to squirm beneath him. Steve can’t hold back anymore.

“I’m so close Baby-girl…” “Then cum…” “Not without you…” he whispers into your ear. Steve thrusts faster and faster, you’re clinging to him for dear life. He remembers where your sensitive spot is. “Cum for me….please.” He didn’t need to wait long, a few moments later, you feel your walls spasming; your orgasm hitting you hard. “Steve!” you scream. Steve came at the same time. You feel the warmth inside you. Both of you are out of breath. He collapses on top of you; kissing you tenderly.

“I love you Baby-girl.” You look directly in his eyes “I love you Steve.”

Steve can’t stop smiling. Even though you don’t remember the past, he has your heart again. You made love, you were his again and most importantly you told him you love him. Wanda was right; after everything you went through, he was still in your mind somewhere.

Steve rolls off of you. You are chilled by the cold air. He sees you shiver and picks you up and places you in back front of the fireplace to warm you up; tucking you under the blankets. He kisses you softly on your forehead. Steve feels like celebrating. He goes to get a bottle of champagne from the mini fridge for you both to drink. You curl up on the floor on the blankets. You sigh as you are happy and content.

Out of the corner of your eye you see a dried purple rose just behind the firewood on the floor.

“Oh look, a purple rose, my favorite. It must have missed when you cleaned up that night.” “What?” (Steve) “You know, the night you proposed to me. You brought me here to the cabin. That was quite the night.” you blush. Steve drops the bottle and the glasses on the floor. Startled you jump. “Why did you drop the bottle?” (You) Steve stuttered “You remember?” “Yes silly, you proposed and made love to me in front of the fireplace, remember? There were candles everywhere; you were sitting waiting for me.” Steve can’t speak. He kneels down beside you on the floor. “You need to clean up the mess Steve.” You laugh. He stares at you. “What’s wrong? What? Why are you looking at me like that?” (You) Tears are rolling down Steve’s cheeks. He touches your face and he smiles. “Why are you crying?” It took you a couple of minutes to realize what you said. “I…..” You gasp. “Remember who you are.” (Steve)

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Wanda was right. He was still a part of your mind. All it took was Steve’s love for you to remember who you are.

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Title: Remember Who You Are

Story Rating: Chapter 20 - PG-13 Only 1 chapter left!! Warnings: Violence, Swearing, Angst

Relationships: Nomad Steve Rogers x Female Reader or Steve Rogers x Female Reader (Depends on your definition of him)

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(Captain America photos property of Marvel)

***My work is to not be posted on any other site without my permission. If you see it anywhere other than Tumblr please inform me***

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The Avengers were in the conference room discussing what they found. They couldn’t believe that this woman even existed. It all made sense; Barnes, the keychain, Crossbones. “She wants to hurt Steve, she thinks Rogers killed her father.” (Thor) “Crossbones wants Steve dead.” (Wilson) Coulson entered the room. “Only info was a woman in pj’s. She was seen going into a bathroom. She looked nervous, some even saying sad.” (Coulson). “Any idea where she was going?” (Fury) “The clerk said she was going to Maine.” (Coulson) “Maine?” (Nat) “What?” (Tony) “Steve has a cabin in Maine.” (Nat) “He does?” (Bruce) “Did Steve take her there?” (Scott) “I don’t know, maybe?” (Nat) “Why is Y/N going there? Maybe she remembers something about it.” (Hawkeye) “It’s the best info we have right now.” (Fury) “Get Steve” (Wilson) “Friday, where’s Captain Rogers?” (Fury) “Captain Rogers is no longer in the complex. He left in a Quinjet 20 mins ago.” “Steve already figured it out, he knows where she is!” (Wanda) They all looked at each other. “THAT’S IT, LET’S GO! NOW! (Fury) The team ran down to the airfield, Tony and Rhodes went to get their suits. They hoped they would get there in time.

“We’re almost there Mistress.” (Pilot) “We’re picking up life-signs near the area where she was reported.” (Crossbones) “Excellent!” (Sin) The Winter Soldiers were sitting in the back of the jet, staring into space. No life in their eyes. They were even creeping out the other members of the Skeleton Crew in the jet. They stayed away from them. “I hope Fennhoff did his job right. Will they respond?” (Crossbones) “We’ll see!” Sin smiled. “Mistress, there is another jet in the area, just a few minutes ahead of us” (Pilot) “Might be Rogers, if we figured out where she is he would too.” (Crossbones) “Faster Pilot!!” (Sin)

Steve landed the jet near the cabin. He jumped out and started towards the cabin seeing the smoke from the fireplace. “She’s here.” “Y/N??” (Steve is screaming at the top of his lungs!) You had been asleep on the bed. You awoke from the sound of the jet and now someone was yelling. You pause as your head was hurting worse. Looking out the window, you see the man who told you he loves you running toward the cabin. You open the door starting out towards him.

GUNFIRE!! Mistress’s jet flies above, shooting at Steve and you!! “GET DOWN Y/N!!!” (Steve) “OH SHIT!!” You dive behind the woodpile.

Crossbones and the soldiers exit the jet that just landed. The soldiers find you behind the woodpile and drag you out immobilizing you. The others surround and hold Steve at gun point. “Son of a Bitch!! Crossbones! What are you doing here??” (Steve)

“We’re after Y/N. She was our guest for so long and it was rude of her to leave without saying Good-bye!” “DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH HER!!” (Steve)

“Before I kill you, I would like to introduce someone to you, Steve - My Mistress.” A woman exits the jet with 3 Winter Soldiers behind her. The woman has red hair, very tall, her face was a bit distorted, dressed in black with a hydra pin on her lapel.

“Who the hell are you?” “My name is Sin, otherwise known as Sinthea Schmidt.” “WTF, Schmidt??” “Yes Captain Rogers, Schmidt. You know my father, Johann Schmidt. The Red Skull.” She sneered at him. Steve couldn’t believe his ears. “You murdered my father, you BASTARD!” “I didn’t - The Tesseract destroyed him!”

“I don’t believe you! He was the only family I had. You killed him in that jet! I’m going to destroy you Rogers! My adopted mother told me! You took my father from me! Now I will take someone you love from you! Pity Barnes didn’t die like I expected but don’t worry, we’ll get him too.” (Sin)

Sin approaches slowly Steve – “How does it feel knowing that the woman you love will be torn apart in front of you?”

“I’LL TEAR YOU BOTH LIMB FROM LIMB!!!” (Steve)

Crossbones laughs! “I’ll finally have my revenge against you Rogers! You ruined my life! You’ll die for it; I can’t wait to take your head!”

The Winter Soldiers starts to walk towards you; their eyes devoid of life.

“Убей (Y/N), я приказываю тебе.” (Kill (Y/N), I command you) - Sin

They turn and look at her and nod their heads. The soldiers grabbed Steve push and hold him to the ground. Steve tries to fight back, but there’s too many of them. “Over here you fucking assholes!! Come get me!!” Steve is struggling to get free. “Y/N run!!” “I can’t!” The soldiers are holding you down! “Let me go!” (You)

Steve tries to fight his way through the soldiers to get to you; fists flying through the air, taking them down as fast as he can! There’s way too many! His heart is racing in his chest!! His adrenaline is flowing!! He starts to fight off the onslaught of soldiers!!

The Avengers arrive at the scene nearby as not alert anyone to their presence. They carefully stake out the area.

“I will leave you alive with the memory of the Winter Soldiers killing the woman you love. Feeling the pain I went through when I lost my father.” “WHAT??” (Crossbones) “Don’t worry! Barnes will die too!” “Barnes is in a coma, he’s supposed to be dead!! I want Rogers dead. You agreed that I was supposed to kill him!” (Crossbones) “No! Change in plans.” “WTF??!!” “Remember I’m in charge!” (Sin) She turns and shoots Crossbones in the leg. He falls back on the ground. “Fuck!” (Crossbones)

The team is horrified at what they see. You’re being held down and Steve is surrounded by the soldiers trying to fight them off. The 3 Winter Soldiers are approaching you.

You close your eyes expecting to die. “no please…..” you say softly, tears in your eyes. Steve is panicking and trying to fight back!!

Sin is grinning from ear to ear. She starts to laugh. “This was worth the wait! Father, I will have my revenge!”

“We need a plan of attack!” (Tony) “What? Who? How? When?” (Wilson) “NOW!!” (Bruce)

Bruce runs, transformers into the Hulk and charges toward the 2 of the Winter Soldiers, hitting them so hard they fly into the woods. The rest of the Avengers launch their attack! Thor throws his hammer at the 3rd knocking him into the woodpile. Scott grows and runs towards their jet, grabbing it, stopping it from taking off. Tony, Rhodes and Wilson attack the soldiers surround Steve. Vision & Hawkeye charge the soldiers holding you down; you finally manage to get away.

Through the fighting, Crossbones manages to stager up and takes a shot at Rogers. You see this and run and jump in front of him. You’re hit in the abdomen! You slump to the ground. “NNNNOOOO!!!” Steve screams!!

Sin is in shock!! “Damn it! Where did they come from??” Sin turns and tries to escape but she’s punched in the face and falls to the ground. “Bitch! That’s for hurting my friends!” (Nat) Sin tries to pull a gun. “Don’t you dare!” Wanda holds her down with her powers.

Fury is running towards Crossbones. Crossbones frustrated with the situation, takes another shot, this time at Sin, hitting her in the side while she’s on the ground. “AAAAHHHH FUCK!!!”

“What did you do that for?” (Fury) “Fucking bitch!! She wouldn’t let me kill Rogers!” (Crossbones) Crossbones tries to get up – Fury gets ready to shoot him but Tony punches him into the jet with a loud thud! “Damn that felt good!” (Tony)

Steve is sobbing holding you in his arms. “Why did you do that?” (Steve) “You’re the one that loves me.” You touch his cheek and black out. “Y/N!! Don’t leave me!” Steve hand is covered in blood trying to stop the bleeding. Tony runs to Steve. “Let me take her, I can get here there faster than the jet.” Steve lets you go reluctantly; tears are streaming down his cheeks.

“Let’s go!” he says softly. He takes off with you in his arms. Rhodes accompanies him. All you feel is the cold air. You open your eyes briefly and see you’re flying. Tony looks at you and tells you to “Hang on! We’re almost there!”

In record time you’re back at the compound; you’re received by the medical team waiting for you to arrive. You are whisked away into surgery. Tony and Rhodes breathe a sign off relief. “It’s in their hands now!”

Back at the cabin, the captured soldiers are loaded into the 2 jets. Hawkeye is flying Steve’s jet with the captured soldiers, Wilson, Vision and Scott watch over them along with the 3 Winter Soldiers who are unconscious. Thor’s flying the other (Sin’s) with Crossbones and Sin; the Hulk is guarding both of them.

The rest of the team loads into their jet. “Will she be ok?” (Nat whispers) “Don’t know”, she was hit in the abdomen. (Fury) Everyone turns to look at Steve. He’s sobbing in the back. Nat tries to comfort him. “It’s over Steve! We got her back.” (Nat) “No it’s not! She doesn’t remember me and she’s been shot!!!”

Wanda sits in front of him on the floor of the jet. She carefully takes his hands. “Steve, she must have remembered something about you. She came here and she saved you from getting shot. Don’t give up. Her memory is still in there. You’re still a part of her, somewhere in her mind.”

You’ve been shot and according to Steve this couldn’t get any worse! “All I wanted was to love her.” He whispers.

“Steve, you’ve both been through a lot.” (Fury) “I……could still lose her.”

“Tony just radioed in she’s in surgery right now as we speak.” (Coulson) Fury sits down beside Steve. Nat is still sitting with Steve and Wanda’s still holding his hands.

The rest of the ride back to the compound is in silence, except for Steve’s sobbing. No one knows what else to say. “Please don’t leave me Y/N” Steve whispers.

ONE MORE CHAPTER LEFT!

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Title: Remember who you are.

Story Rating: Chapter 19 - 18+ Only 2 chapters left!!

Warnings: Intercourse, Oral Sex (female), Romance, Fluff

Relationships: Nomad Steve Rogers x Female Reader or Steve Rogers x Female Reader (Depends on your definition of him)

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Steve boarded the Quinjet, shut the doors and started the engines. He sat back and sighed. It frightened him that you were out there alone and scared. He knew his enemies out there and he blames everything on himself.

He clutches a necklace around his neck. He remembers the last time you were together at the cabin before you were kidnapped. Steve begins to fly the jet, punching in the coordinates; he starts off to the cabin. Will he get there in time?

(Flashback)

You and Steve are driving up the cabin. Steve didn’t say a word. He was quiet, more quiet than usual. You knew something was on his mind but you are to nervous to ask. It’s been now 6 months you two were together. Everything seems to be going so fast. It made you nervous about falling in love with him. It scared you to be honest; falling for someone so fast and so much.

Steve changed your life. He made sure you felt loved, safe and protected. He made sure you were a part of his life in every aspect. When you were living in your apartment, you always met him at the door when returned from his missions. His smile told you he missed you. He would crush you against his body and wouldn’t let you go, 99% of the time you both ended up in bed moments after.

Steve reaches for your hand and holds it for the duration of the drive. Once at the cabin, you decided to stretch your legs. Steve told you that he would get everything cleaned up and unpack. You wandered off for a while. Something inside told you that something didn’t seem right. Your mind kept telling you that Steve was hiding something. After the long walk, you return to the cabin. Opening up the door, you are greeting with candle light. Steve has set out purple roses on the floor for you to follow to the fireplace.

Steve is sitting in front of the fireplace, staring at the flames. “What is all this?” You are surprised. Steve stands up and embraces you; kissing you on the top of your head. “I need you” he whispers in your hair. You look up at his face. His eyes are full of love. He tips your chin and kisses your softly. “I need you, I want you.” (Steve) You smile at him. “I need you, I want you, Forever….” (Steve)

He gets down on one knee, brings a small box from his pocket. You gasp, you weren’t expecting this. “I’ve loved you since the day we met. Spending all this time with you has made me complete. My life would be empty without you! I love you, I need you, I want you with me always & forever.” You start to cry. “Please Y/N, will you be my lover, my best friend, the mother of my children and most important of all, my wife?” You are stunned, you’re trying to speak but nothing will come out of your mouth. Although you’re scared, you finally get the courage to say “Yes.” Steve smiles at you and picks you up in his arms and twirls you around. “You’ve made me the happiest man in the world. You’re mine!” Steve kisses you passionately. He slips the ring on your finger, but it falls right off, too big. You giggle, “Whoops.” Steve sighs, “I’ll have it resized for you.”

“Come here.” (Steve) Steve pulls you into a passionate embrace again. He kisses you with abandon, love and tenderness. His hands are all over you. He holds you as tightly as he can. He scoops you up in his arms and he brings you over to the fireplace. He gently lays you down on the blankets and pillow on the floor. Slowly he caresses your face. He tenderly kisses away the tears, down your neck and you feel his hot breath on your skin.

The look on his face tells you what he wants. He wants you now! You nod with tears in your eyes. You never expected to fall in love with him let alone marry him. He sits up and reaches for your jeans; he pulls them off. He removes the rest of your clothing with eagerness. He lifts your sweater up over your head and easily discards your bra. He sits in awe of you, taking in every part of you.

You sit up and reach for his shirt. He quickly pulls it off and stands up and discards the rest of his clothing himself. He positions himself on top of you, looking deeply into your eyes. He places slow kisses on your cheeks and neck. His hands are slowly caressing you; it’s almost as if he wants it burned into his memory. To never forget what this night means to him; to both of you. This night he wanted to show you how much he loves you. He proposed and you accepted. You belong to him.

He hovers above you, kissing and sucking on your breasts. His tender touch made you moan. He places a trail of kisses down your stomach. He opens your legs and begins to lightly kiss your clit. He starts to suck and nip at it, the sensation making you squirm. You grab his head and hung as if you didn’t want to lose him. Three fingers are placed into your vagina; slowly pumping in it. He hits that spot where he knows waves of pleasure will rock your body. Steve holds you down by your hips. Licking and fingering become faster; you lay your head back and groan softly. The pleasure Steve was giving you excited him. His cock is already rock hard. He knew the moment he entered you, he would cum. He took his time with you, ensuring that you would have an orgasm first. When your orgasm hit, it hit you hard and you scream his name. “STEVE!”

He smiles; he makes his way back up your body. You’re already out of breath. He begins to kiss you firmly. He can’t wait any longer, he wants your now. You reach down and gently caress him. He closes his eyes and moans deeply. “Touch me.”

You look at it with awe. He was going to fill you up; you smiled at the thought of him getting you pregnant. His seed was going to give you a child (or two) you hope. You have the house, now the ring. It wouldn’t be long before he starts discussing babies. He has everything he wants!

Steve is lost in the ecstasy. His eyes are now closed, moaning as you play with him. “I want you!”

You nod your head. He lines himself up against you. Just the slightest touch makes you moan. He slowly enters you, you gasp. He waits and stops for a few seconds. “I’m yours.” You say softly. These were the words he wanted to hear!

He wraps his arms around you, lifting you off the floor. He begins to thrust inside you slowly. Each thrust became more eager, wanting you more and more. Faster and harder they came. His kisses didn’t stop, he teased your mouth with his tongue the same as he was thrusting inside you. You wrap your arms around him and hang on. You sigh inside his neck. Your legs wrapped around him, pulling him inside as far as you could. You open your eyes and look at Steve. He stops and rolls you over, now you’re on top. He reaches up and holds onto your breasts.

“Baby-girl, please, make love to me.” You begin to ride him. He moans loudly. He sits up and wraps his arms around you, holding on tight. You pull him into your breasts; he kissed them softly. You feel that he’s meeting your thrusts, faster and harder. He lays back down again, pulling you with him. Your hands are on his chest keeping you above him. His hands are all over you as you continue to ride him. You rub your hands all over his chest, gently kissing his nipples. You make your way back up on him and kiss him feverishly. Steve is moaning even louder.

You sit back up; you feel your orgasm swelling inside you. “Open your eyes” (Steve) You pause to open them. He holds your head in his hands. “I love you Y/N” “I love you Steve.” He starts to thrust hard and fast at that very moment, seconds later you both cum, vibrating your bodies. The warmth inside you makes you smile.

You and Steve collapse on the blankets. He holds you tightly against him, he’s still inside you. He doesn’t want to move at this moment. He continually kisses the top of your head. You can still feel small bursts of his seed going inside you.

He tenderly rolls you onto your back. Steve withdrawing from you and standing up, you feel the cold air. He picks you up off of the floor and carries you to bed. He tucks you under the covers and blows out the candles. Part of you now knows now why to stay at the cabin forever. Everything that was special that happened in your relationship with Steve happened here. You wish you could stay here forever; that you didn’t have to back to real life. Steve joins you in the bed, spooning you, kissing you on the back of your neck, your shoulder and your cheek before you fall asleep with a smile on your face. Steve was never as happy as he is right now. You’re his!

SHIELD, the missions, the world, everything was forgotten; it was just the two of you.

The next day you both returned home early. Steve had gotten a call about a mission that he was needed for, cutting your trip short. Duty calls. You had just gotten the keys to the new house and was informed your 3 week vacation was approved. When he asked you about buying the house, it did scare you but you admit you were excited. He left you with the keys and turned to say good-bye. He tells you he loves you and he’ll miss you. He crushes you in his arms and kisses you passionately. He turns and leaves to go on the 3 week mission. He wasn’t even gone in his car yet and you already miss him. You make yourself turn away and go back into the house. You wanted to make this your home, your home with Steve.

Steve was gone on missions before but this time it was different, he was in deep cover. There would be no way to contact him. He was disappointed he didn’t even get to sleep a night in the house with you before he left. He sat in his car and watched you go back inside the house. He thought to himself that he was a lucky son-of-a-bitch! He now has everything he wants. He smiles.

This was the last time he saw you before you were kidnapped.

(Back to reality)

The alarm from the computer on the Quinjet shows he’ll be at the cabin shortly. He puts the necklace with your engagement ring back inside his suit.

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Title: Remember Who You Are

Story Rating: Chapter 18 - PG

Warnings: Violence, Swearing

Relationships: Nomad Steve Rogers x Female Reader

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Steve jumped off the couch in a snap. His phone was going off. It was the alarm in the cabin. “Who could be there?” he thought. Steve shrugged it off. The alarm had gone off before, nothing major happened; mostly animals. He called the local police to inquire about it. They told him they would investigate.

His neck was sore from sleeping on the couch, at least he slept some. He was anxious to find out if anything had changed. He went down to the conference room. All the members of the team were there. There were agents scrambling through amounts of data on their computers. Trying to create any possible scenarios of where you were. They were also looking for Crossbones, any possible sightings of him or his team.

Steve was surprised. Everyone was trying to help. Thor slapped Steve on the back. “Are you ok?” “No. I won’t be until this is all over.” “How’s Bucky?” (Steve) “He’s on his way here. Once he’s back I can determine what happened and how severe his injuries are.” (Bruce) Steve sighed. “Any leads?” “Nope, none. We’re trying to contact local authorities in case they have anything.” (Nat sighed) Steve sighed. “We have to think like her, how we trained her.”

Even though all of the team some of the training, it was best to ask the expert. “Where’s Coulson?” (Tony) “Don’t know, I’ll check with Fury.” (Hawkeye)

15 mins later, Coulson entered the room. “How can I help?” “What’s the most basic training given to the agents?” (Tony) “Along with firearms, tactical, hand to hand combat, and how to survive.” “Survive?” (Wanda) “We train them to have a back-up plan in case they get caught and need to flee.” (Coulson) “Flee, back-up plan?” (Rhodes) “Yes, if they are ever caught or on the run, they need a back-up plan.” (Coulson) They all looked at each other – Flee.

“So Y/N fled from the complex after Gita tried to kill her. With no memory of who she is, her basic instincts would kick in.” (Scott) “Thanks for coming Scott.” (Steve) “I came as soon as I heard Y/N was missing again” (Scott) “So what would she do next?” (Tony) “Possibly to have a way out, get away from the situation. Go off the radar. Anything they needed. Transportation. Have a secure place to store some things they would need.” (Coulson) “So planes, trains and automobiles?” (Vision) “Ok, we need to scour any footage from any possible departure location.” (Thor) “Yea but they’re already doing that, looking for her.” (Wanda) “Wrong, you need to look for someone who’s not running away; trying to blend in, not to be noticed.” (Coulson) Everyone turned and stared.

Steve didn’t want to hear anymore, nothing new. He left the room. The Avengers watched him leave, they all knew Steve was at his wits end. If they didn’t find you soon, this would affect Rogers for the rest of his life. They’re incredibly worried about him on how much more of this he could take. They continued brainstorming.

“I think there’s more to this than Crossbones, I seen the reaction when Steve seen that key chain. I don’t think Crossbones wouldn’t keep her all this time, he would have tortured Steve and then killed her in front of him. Maybe he’s in league with someone who could have gotten the keys.” (Wilson)

“He’s right. There’s more to this than him. Key chain is the key…no pun intended.” (Nat) “Red Skull was killed by Steve wasn’t he?” (Tony) “No, the Tesseract killed him or as Steve put it, he seemed to be swallowed up by the Tesseract. He just vanished. Steve was on the ship with the bombs before he ditched it. The Tesseract fell into the ocean where your father found it..” (Fury)

”The Tesseract is a power source, one of the infinity gems. The power of the cube would have taken him into itself or it would have destroyed him.” (Thor) “Red skull – any known associates?” (Bruce) “None, most everyone he worked with is dead or the few that remain are deep underground.” (Fury) “Anyone with a grudge?” (Hawkeye) “Could be anyone.” (Nat) “Family?” (Vision) Fury looked up… family?? None that he could think of. “Just rumors….nothing notable.” (Nat)

“Rumors?? Maybe, there always was a possibility. Not everything was completely known. Schmitt was always into everything.” (Fury) They all looked at each other. Could there be something they don’t know. “Friday – Check all known associates of Red Skull” (Fury) “Checking…..analyzing…… Red Skull also known as Johann Schmidt, known as the leader of Hydra - deceased. Dr. Armin Zola – chief scientist for Hydra - deceased Susan Scarbo….follower of Red Skull and his cult - deceased Crossbones, also known as Brock Rumlow - at large Baron Helmut Zemo....programer/handler of Winter Soldier program - being held in the RAFT prison.”

“Who’s Susan Scarbo?” (Wanda) “Friday?” (Tony) “Susan Scarbo…follower of Red Skull. AKA Mother Night. Member of the cult of Hydra. Leader of the Sisters of Sin. Her adopted daughter is Sinthea, daughter of Albert Malik” (Friday) “Wait a minute, Albert Malik?” (Fury) “Albert Malik is an alter ego of the Red Skull!” (Friday) “WHAT??” (Tony leapt out of his chair) “He has a daughter??” “OMG, would she still be alive after all this time?” (Scott) “If she was born after he was subjected to the serum she could be.” (Fury) “That’s it! She’s the one that wants revenge!” (Wilson) “Where’s Steve?” (Thor) “Should we tell him?” (Vision) “Not yet, I want to be sure! If he knew Red Skull has a daughter, he might not react very well” (Nat)

Steve was walking down to the hall - His phone rang. It was the police in Maine. “We didn’t find anyone at the cabin….huh…what?.…just a sec sir.” “Tell him about the report.…” (He hears someone in the back ground)” “Oh yeah, just a second, we did get a call about some woman who wanted to go to the logging road where you cabin is. She was dropped off at the entrance. A waitress, Flo, at the local diner was concerned because she was by herself investigating the haunted mill down there. She said a truck driver name Arnold took her. We checked with him, he did drop her off but there was no sign of her.”

Steve began to panic.”What did she look like? Did she say what her name was?” “Nope, no info on that according to the report. Do you want us to go back there again?” (Police) “No, I’ll handle it. Thank you.” (Steve)

Could it be her? Maybe she’s starting to remember? The cabin was a special place for both of you, not only where you first made love but you were able to spend time with her with no one knowing about it. If she’s out there alone, she’s in incredible danger. “I’ve got to go now!” Steve turned and went back into the conference room.

Coulson was back from contacting the authorities. “We got report from some passengers at a bus terminal they seen a woman in pj’s. Unfortunately, the description was vague though.” (Coulson) “That could be her. Coulson, take some more agents down to the station and ask around. Report back asap!” (Fury) “Got it.” (Coulson)

Steve pondered telling them about the cabin. Maybe he should go alone. “I need a break. I need some air.” (Steve) Everyone looked and stared. “Go, if anything comes up, I’ll get you.” (Nat) Steve nodded. No one wanted to say anything to Steve until they were sure it was you or about Red Skull’s daughter.

Steve walked out of the room, heading down to the air field. He made sure no one was following him. Once he took off in the Quinjet, it would only be a matter of time before the rest of the Avengers came after him. If he knew she might be there, Crossbones would too. It seems he knew everything about him. “Have to get to her first!”

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Title: Remember Who You Are

Story Rating: Chapter 17 - PG

Warnings: Violence, Swearing

Relationships: Nomad Steve Rogers x Reader; Steve Rogers x Reader; Dark Steve Rogers x Reader

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Mistress was reviewing the reports on the Winter Soldiers from days past. Her assistant came running in screaming, “We found them!” The found the depot where the Winter Soldiers were being held in deep freeze. “Finally! Take 3 of them to the dungeon below. I want Dr. Zola’s former cellmate to have a conversation with them!”

Johann Fennhoff, (link above), remembered everything Dr. Zola told him while they were cellmates in prison. Inspired by his work, he took up the mantel after he escaped. Dr. Zola remained but Fennhoff learned that his mind was “uploaded” into a computer. Zola continued his work hiding behind SHIELD. When Dr. Zola’s mind was destroyed in the when the bunker was bombed by Crossbones, Mistress had her army search for Fennhoff. When they found him, she offered her facilities and money to fund his research. She explicitly told him his focus was on the Winter Soldier program.

There weren’t many Hydra members left from the old cult. Those who were gone had made a pact that they would pass on their work to at least 2 others (Cut off 1 head, 2 shall take its place). The Avengers has made good on their promise to hunt down Hydra and destroy it. All of the members, every single one of them, went into hiding after the Triskelion fell. However SHIELD had raided every last know secret base and arrested as many as they could find. They were placed into the Raft as well. Unfortunately for her, only a few of them remained free. Mistress hunted them down and had them brought to her base.

The most important member, beside Zola, was Baron Heinrich Zemo. After trying to destroy the Avengers using Barnes, he was unattainable in the RAFT prison. They also had his book from the days as the hander of the Winter Soldier program. They used it to deprogram Barnes. She was upset as she wanted to use Barnes to kill (Y/N). This would have killed Captain America; seeing his best friend kill his lover. However, Crossbones and his team were a bit to overzealous in handling him. Referring to Barnes as “the Assest”, Crossbones was angry that Barnes rescued Rogers from the the Potomac River. Barnes is now in a coma.

Steve may have been successful in rescuing his imprisoned team members but Hydra couldn’t penetrate it. Steve had the plans from the SHIELD computers and was able to bypass it. Tony was shocked when this happened. He made adjustments to the system, getting any anomalies sent to his watch in real time. Mistress tried several times, hiding behind Crossbones, she was thoroughly frustrated she couldn’t rescue them.

Mistress was alerted on her tablet that Crossbones and his team arrived at the complex. She slams her fist on the table. “I want Crossbones in here now!!!” Her assistant ran out of the room scared to death. A few minutes later Crossbones entered.

“Well? What happened?” – Mistress smirked. “We don’t know. I haven’t heard from my agent who was in the Avengers complex.” “She failed and she’s DEAD!” Crossbones was shocked out of his mind! “How did you know Gita’s dead?” Crossbones was getting angry.

“I have my ways. She was equipped with a tracking device; it also registered her heart rate. When it flat-lined I knew she was gone. And don’t think I didn’t know about your plan. I knew you and she were lovers and were going to leave Hydra after Captain America was dead! By the way, all of my army have the device, including you.” She sneered. He winched. “You Bitch!!” She slapped him across the face. She went behind her desk and pulled out a gun. She turned and shot him in the arm. Crossbones didn’t scream, he wouldn’t give her the pleasure. “Watch your mouth!! I won’t think twice about taking you out.”

She calmly sat down at her desk. “Now where’s (Y/N)?” “I don’t know. The place went into lockdown after Gita failed. (Y/N) is one of the best agents SHIELD has.” (Crossbones) “I WANT HER FOUND!!! I’m so close to finishing Captain America off! I will not FAIL!!”

One of her technical analysts ran in the room! “I think I know where she is, We only found one anomaly, there is a strange police report from an area about 5 hrs from the Avengers compound; somewhere in Maine. I think it might be her. The report said the woman was looking for a haunted mill?? Might be her. She may be trying to hide.”

Mistress smiled. “Get it verified. I want to know ASAP if it’s her.” “Yes Mistress!” He turned and ran away.

“Now let’s go visit our guests.”

Descending the stairs, she entered the dungeon; Crossbones followed. Three of the Winter Soldiers were chained to the wall and unconscious. They were defrosted very quickly. Fennhoff was reviewing the book with the phrases programmed into their heads, just in case they wanted any of the Winter Soldiers to be reset. This was due to the unfreezing process. They also had been in cryo-freeze for so long, they might have lost their programming.

“When will the 3 of them be ready?” ��It’s already done. With their conditioning, it didn’t take long. They now have the full Winter Soldier persona.” (Fennhoff sneered)

One of them looked at Mistress; he had no life in his eyes. They were black as night. He sneered at them.

“Excellent!” (Mistress) Fennhoff bowed to her. Crossbones was furious! He wanted to kill Captain America and you, not them.

Mistress and Crossbones ascended the stairs back to her office. She dismissed him, wanting to be alone. Crossbones went to the med wing to get his bullet wound sewn up. She took the picture out of the drawer; a tear went down her cheek. She sat at her desk and looked up, “Yes… soon!”

The tech ran back into the room panicking. “It’s her! She’s in the town where the police report is from. A report came from a waitress in a town on the route of the bus, the bus station origin is near the Avengers Compound.

“Get Crossbones and get the jet ready, I’m going. Let’s get her! Now!!” (Mistress)

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Title: Remember Who You Are

Story Rating: Chapter 16

Warnings: None.

Relationships: Nomad Steve Rogers x Reader; Steve Rogers x Reader; Dark Steve Rogers x Reader

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The bus finally arrived at your destination at a gas station. You were the only passenger left on the bus. Getting off the bus, you start to walk through town. You pass by a police station, grocery store and a fire hall. According to the map, you need to find a logging road. Your mission to find it would have to wait, you’re starving. Thankfully you found a cozy diner nearby.

You walk in and take a seat near the back. Everyone turned and looked at you with a curious glance as they always did with outsiders. “My name is Flo hun, can I help you?” asked the waitress. “Umm, a menu please?” “Sure hun, are you ok? You’re a bit pale.” You nod. “Yes, I’m just tired after the bus ride and I’m starving.” “Do you want some coffee?” “Yes please.” You decide to order a hamburger and fries.

After the waitress brings you your order, you take out the map trying to determine where you are. “Need any help dear?” asks the waitress named Flo. You need a cover story fast! “Yes, I’m trying to find a logging road near here. I heard there is a haunted mill around here?” “Yes there is as a matter of fact. But there is just maybe some shacks or cabins in there from the old harvesting days of the local mill.”

She bought it, whew!

The waitress turned to speak to a truck driver at the counter. “Just a sec, hey Arnold, where’s that logging road near here?” “It’s about 10 km, down the road. Why?” “This young lady is looking for it.” “I can drop her off there if she wants.” “Would you please?” you asked. “You bet.” – Arnold smiles.

After eating your first full meal in days, you were anxious to get going again. You kept looking around, looking over your shoulder as you were trained to do. Seeing you leaving the diner with the truck driver, the waitress looked very concerned. She spoke to the other customers. “What do you think? No one’s been looking for that mill in ages. What if she gets into trouble? She’s alone.” They mutter among themselves. Her customers at the counter agreed with her. “Call the police.”

She contacted the local police with the information. She told them that it was odd you were looking for the road and the haunted mill. They took the information and will investigate. Unfortunately, Hydra agents were checking for the same thing, but so was SHIELD. They were looking for anomalies. The sergeant contacts one of his deputies; he asks him to check on you. He reports it will be awhile as there is an accident in town that required his assistance first.

About 15 mins later, Arnold drops you off at the entrance of the logging road. “Why are you going in there hun?” “To investigate a haunted mill; you know a paranormal study. Thank you for driving me.” “Sure dear. Not a problem.”

You were hoping everyone would just forget about you.

With that, you hop out of the truck and start down the road. After dropping you off, the trucker became very concerned, wondering if he should report it to the police. No one’s been around there in years. Maybe he should as you might get into trouble and you were alone. Thankfully, another trucker on the CB told him that the waitress Flo already called the cops.

It took you about 3 hrs to walk but you finally arrive at a cabin. You see it’s rundown. Huh? I know this place. You thought. “The door is locked. Damn it.”

Wandering around the site, you suddenly remember that the key is in the outhouse behind the cabin. How you remembered that, you didn’t know. Unlocking the door, you look around and settle in. You feel safe inside the cabin. You knew you were here before and it meant something to you. But the memory loss was still scaring you.

You crawled into the king size bed in the corner. You’re too scared to close your eyes. So far, you remember being tortured, someone tried to kill you at the Avengers compound and someone loves you. You keep trying to remember more but every time you do your head hurts worse. You don’t have any pain meds, so sleep was your only option to relieve the pain, but the cabin was too cold. You reach into the bag for the gun putting it into your pocket; you didn’t want to take any chances. There wasn’t enough wood beside the fireplace. You decide to go for a walk to get some wood and you lock the door behind you just in case.

You went to get the firewood from the pile near the house, you heard a truck coming. You dart into the woods. You see a police officer get out of the vehicle and start looking around. He checks the doors and windows. He didn’t see anything out of the ordinary or any evidence that you were there, so he got back in and left.

You patiently wait for a while before heading into the cabin again, just in case he came back. Carefully you walk back in and lock everything up again. You pray that he wouldn’t come back. You start the fireplace and get warmed up. As exhaustion hits you, you climb into the bed and you close your eyes.

You finally fall asleep. Dreaming, you see hugs, kisses, pillow fights, along with the emotions of lust, passion and tenderness. Nights by the fireplace making love. Holding you tightly; the feeling of being safe and protected. Going for long walks in the woods; holding hands. The man in your dreams was the man who told you he loves you. Were these real memories or just dreams?

You remember his face but you can’t remember his name. This makes you a bit nervous. Why?

Little did you know, you set off an alarm when you entered the cabin earlier.

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Title: Remember Who You Are

Story Rating: Chapter 15 - PG

Warnings: Swearing, sadness,

Relationships: Nomad Steve Rogers x Reader; Steve Rogers x Reader; Dark Steve Rogers x Reader

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Nick Fury was staring at the monitor. (Y/N) was still missing and he just received word that Bucky Barnes’s (aka The Winter Soldier) mission was ambushed; mostly likely by Crossbones and his Skeleton crew. He just can’t figure out why Crossbones was so determined to hurt Steve.

Further, he was worried about Steve. With you missing and now Bucky’s mission was ambushed, how would Steve react? With you and Bucky in his life, he had become calmer, focused and most of all happy. Steve had been through so much in his life, he was happy Steve had stability. When you were taken all of that was gone. These last 10 months had been hard on him. It showed with him leading missions, training the Avengers and the new agents for SHIELD. He was hard on them, all of them!

Tony entered Fury’s office. “Any news on (Y/N)?” “Nope, it gets worse, one of the missions was ambushed.” “Who’s?” “Barnes. He’s been found alive along with 1 agent. Barnes is unconscious, coma maybe, beaten to hell according to the agent.” “WTF?? Does Steve know?” “Not yet. I don’t know how he will react.” “He hasn’t slept much since (Y/N) disappeared again. Where’s the rest of the team?” (Tony) “Still in the building; I’ve sent a text to them, meeting in 10 mins.” Tony leaves to go to the meeting.

Fury walked down the hall, pausing before entering the room. He knew what he was going to tell the team would put them on the edge. “Everyone here?” “Just Steve, he’s still his apartment. He was in the security room prior looking at all the footage. He’s determined to find her.” (Nat) “What’s going on?” (Bruce) “Bad news!” (Fury)

Steve finally arrives and enters the room shutting the door. “Bad news?” “Yes, Barnes is unconscious and beaten up bad, possible coma. His mission was ambushed.” (Tony)

Steve almost hit the floor. “HOW, WHO, WHEN???” “Not sure, still trying to get intel. All but 1 agent with Barnes were killed. He’s in a medical hospital too. We’re trying to get them back to the US.” (Fury) “Fuck!” (Hawkeye) “Ambushed, this is worse than we thought. Everything point to Steve.” (Vision) “We’re missing something here. What? Why?” (Wilson) Steve sits down trying to remain calm. “Now what?”

His girl is missing again and now his best friend was brutally attacked. This was getting too much for him. Just then, a knock at the door, an admin assistant handed a package to Fury. “It’s for Rogers. We’ve checked the package, so far no danger but wear these gloves.” Fury opened the package, inside was a key chain with a Hydra symbol attached to it.

“What the hell? That’s the key to the car that was belonged to the Red Skull.” (Steve) Baffled, whoever sent you the package had obtained the car keys. “What does the Red Skull have to do with this?” (Fury) Everyone was looking at Steve. Steve shook his head… “I don’t know.” “Crossbones was a member of Hydra, that we do know.” (Hawkeye) “Yea but he wasn’t around back in the 1940’s.” (Wilson) “Where did the keys come from?” (Thor)

“The car was confiscated and put into a laboratory after the attack at the Hydra base by Captain Phillips; the day Steve went into the ice. After that it was in a storage facility.” (Fury) “Why would they want to keep the car?” (Rhodes) “It was a car ahead of its time; Tony’s father went through it with a fine tooth comb back in the 1940’s. Trying to see what technology it could provide.” (Fury) “Yea, but who got the keys?” (Wanda)

Steve felt defeated, why did this item from his past, his fight with the Red Skull show up. Everyone looked at Steve with concern. They knew Steve was exhausted.

“Steve, when was the last time you slept?” (Tony) “I just had a nap.” “You’re exhausted. Go get some more rest. That’s an order!” (Fury) Steve didn’t resist this time. He knew Fury was right.

Steve went back up to his apartment in the complex again. Nat followed him and entered behind him. She found Steve inconsolable, sobbing in his hands. Steve has been through so much in the last 12 months; the horrific 3 week mission, your kidnapping, missions (which he still had to do) and the search for you for the last 10 months. She put an arm around his shoulders.

“Why them? Why hurt them? If they want to hurt me, come and get me!”

“We’re doing everything we can. I know you don’t want to hear this but it’s going to take time to figure out what’s going.” (Nat)

“I feel so lost. She’s been gone so long, I finally got her back. I held her in my arms, I felt complete and now she’s missing again. I just want her back.” Steve sobbed. “I lost all that time in the ice, living in this new time, my life felt empty, just missions and work. It all changed when I met (Y/N). Another whole new world opened up before my eyes. I finally feel like I’m alive again. She means everything to me.”

“You love her that much?” “Yes. I have from the start, from the first day I met her; her eyes and her smile.” Steve puts his head back down. “What about Peggy? I thought you love her.” “No, I love Y/N. I was in love with Peggy, but not anymore. I thought about it for a long time. The man who loved Peggy went into the ice back then and what I am now came out.” “Wow, you know with all the technology Tony’s coming up, what if you had the possibility of being with Peggy again?”

“No, I want Y/N. I thought this all through. I thought of my life would be like without Y/N and it scared me. It scared me so much that I don’t want to lose her. I want her by my side. I miss her so much when I’m on missions. I bought the house so I could protect her. The idea of her being there when I got home made me so happy; waiting for me with open arms. I knew she would be safe if I knew where she was. Man was I wrong. If I hadn’t gone on that mission, she would be here right now.”

“You don’t know that Steve! It’s not your fault. We’ll get her back. I promise.” Steve shook his head. “I want to be alone Nat.”

Natasha couldn’t believe her ears. She was shocked. Anytime Steve spoke of the past, he couldn’t stop talking about Peggy. She was the love of his life and Nat can’t believe that you won Steve’s heart from Peggy. Nat hugged Steve and then she left the room. She hated seeing her friend so distraught.

You have made Steve happy, content, alive and complete. He felt that he had everything he wanted in his life now and it’s all because of you. Stability - someone who was there for him when he got home. His feelings of being lonely were gone. Real love - someone who loved him for who he is, not what he is. Hope - for a brighter future, family, children. Something he never thought would happen when he was the sickly man back in March 1941, before the serum changed all that.

Saving the world meant something to him again; he had a purpose. Most of all, keeping the world safe for you. Being a SHIELD agent meant you had to go on dangerous missions. He didn’t want that for you. If he eliminated the threats himself, you wouldn’t have to.

Steve went to his desk, he pulled out a memory frame; one of Tony’s new-fangled devices. It contained all the pictures he had of you and him; pictures of you and Steve in happier times; smiling. Going through the pictures of you made him smile but at the same time, tears went down his cheek. “Where are you Y/N?”

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Title: Remember Who You Are

Story Rating: Chapter 14 18+ ONLY!!

Warnings: Oral Sex (Both partners), Intercourse swearing.

Relationships: Nomad Steve Rogers x Reader; Steve Rogers x Reader; Dark Steve Rogers x Reader

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Steve can’t stop thinking about you, one particular though crossed his mind. He remembers the one of the most special days of your relationship at the Cabin. He smiles...

You and Steve have now been seeing each other for almost 3 months. You tried to hide your relationship from everyone but somehow they all knew; after all they worked for a spy agency. For the first time since you started working for SHIELD, you finally had a whole weekend off. Steve told you to prepare for a short trip but he wouldn’t tell you where you were going. As a surprise, Steve showed up in a SUV instead of his bike, picking you up at the door of your apartment building.

“Where are we going?” (You) “For a drive.” He smiles. He takes your luggage.

After about 5 hour trip, you enter what looks like a logging road. About a ½ hr drive on the dirt road, you end up at a cabin in the middle of nowhere. It looks rundown.

“Huh, who owns this cabin?” “I do. It’s my retreat, a place of solitude when I need to be alone and recharge.” Getting out of the SUV, you walk around outside. “Ha, solar panels.” You laugh. He snorts, “Yes, I do need to have electricity; I still have to be available if anything happens; you know emergencies, that sort of thing. I have cell service as there is a new tower about 40 km’s away and the ability to use my laptop.” Upon entering the cabin, it’s only 1 huge room. You were surprised at the inside. Mini fridge, sink, table, fireplace, comfy chair and a king size bed in the corner. “Wow, I love it.” You smile. “I’ll be back shortly; I need to get some firewood.” (Steve)

Smiling, you run and jump on the bed, nice and soft. “Ooommmpppfff!!” You look around the cabin, you feel at home here. Now you know why Steve likes this place. It feels cozy and comfy. You decide to go outside to help Steve. Steve continues to chop some wood and you help lugging it into the cabin. After lugging awhile, you need to go… number #1.

“Potty break! Where’s the bathroom?” “Behind the cabin.” he smirks. “Oh well… can’t have everything.” (You)

Steve laughs...

Steve brings some more firewood into the cabin and then unloads the groceries and the luggage. He starts the fireplace, generating some heat in the cold cabin.

“It’s nice outside, do you want to go for a walk?” (You) “No, later.” (Steve, serious tone) “Awww….” (You pout) “What do you want to do?”

He turns and intensely stares at you with no emotion on his face. He approaches you slowly, taking off his sweater and shirt throwing them on the chair. You see his broad, magnificent and sculpted chest. You see the scars from all of the missions and fights telling tales of battles. You lightly trace them with your fingers, resulting in Steve getting goose bumps from your touch.

“Wow….” You look at him with awe; handsome chiseled features, dark blonde hair and beard, broad shoulders and lots of muscles.

He wraps his arms around you and starts kissing you tenderly, then passionately. “I’ve been waiting for this for a long time.” (Steve) He kisses your tenderly on neck and face. “What are your intentions Captain America?” “Naughty ones.” he whispers. He takes off your sweater and starts to unbutton your blouse and jeans. Steve kisses your shoulder and the nape of your neck. You give a soft moan. “I want you (Y/N). I’ve wanted you for so long”.

His eyes have changed; they are filled with pure lust and raw hunger. You close your eyes as he removes your blouse and jeans. He gives a smile seeing your matching purple lacy bra and thong. His hands roam all over your back and bottom. He continues to kiss you passionately, angling your head to get deeper kisses. He holds his forehead against the top of yours looking down at you. His breathing is ragged. He scoops you up and places you on the side of the bed. You sit up and unbutton his jeans. He smiles down at you. His erection springs from his underwear, already hard as a rock. Whoa, you think. You marvel at the size of it; will it fit?

Smiling at him, you take the initiative; you begin to lick the length of it. Steve moans. “Baby-girl.” (Baby-girl was his nickname he called you) He puts his hands on your head. “Put it in your mouth please.” “Well, since you said please.” You tease.

You lick the pre-cum off the top. You smile at him. You try to put as much it in your mouth as you can. You gently tease it with your tongue. Steve closes his eyes and groans loudly. You continue licking and sucking on it, using your hand to sheath it, moving your hand up and down. Steve continues to moan, his hands never leaving the back of your head.

“That feels so fucking awesome!” After a few minutes - “STOP!!!” (Steve)

The volume of his voice startles you “What?” You jump and back off right away. “Did I do something wrong?” “No, you didn’t; you’re too good in fact. I don’t want to cum this way, not for our first time together. I’m too close, I need to come back down.” Steve is breathing very hard now.

Steve pushes you back on the bed, lying on your back. Moving you to the middle of the bed, he sits in front of your legs. He opens your thighs with his leg, making it very hard not to notice his erection is still there and for him, he can see the wetness in your thong. He place kisses down your body as he removes your underwear. He takes a finger and touches your wetness between your legs, then licks your juices off his finger. “Sweet.”

He kisses your stomach down to your warm spot. He gently starts to lick your folds. You giggle. “What are you giggling for?” (Steve’s a little annoyed) “Your beard tickles”. You smile. “Tickles huh? Un huh, we’ll see about that.” Steve dives into your pussy and attacks your clit. “Aaahhh!”

His tongue starts to hit your clit hard, sucking on it. He plays with your vagina with his tongue as if it was his shaft . You moan, “Oh Steve”.

He inserts two fingers, looking for your g-spot. Your orgasm begins to swell. Three fingers… He continues his assault on your clit. You let go of his hair for fear of ripping his hair out of his head. You grasp the bed covers as it your life depended on it. You scream his name out loud. You experience your first orgasm with him and you’re already out of breath.

He moves up to you again, wiping your wetness from his beard, he begins to kiss you tenderly. You taste yourself off of his lips. You put your arms around him and lift yourself right up to his face so you can see eye to eye.

You have never wanted him badly as you do right now. You thought about having sex with him before and wondered what it would be like with a super soldier. He acted like a gentleman this entire time but little did you know he was holding back. He didn’t want to scare you off. He’s been patient, waiting for the right time. You didn’t know this animal side of Steve even existed. You want him…. you finally have the nerve to say it.

“Please Steve.” “Please what?” he looks into your eyes. “I want you inside me!” you whisper. “You want me?” You nod.

Your request was music to his ears. He was wishing/hoping you would say it; it meant to him that you want him, you need him. You lay back down and he covers you entire body with his; leaving very little room for you to move. He grasps your wrists and holds them beside your head. “Ready?” he whispers in your ear. You nod.

He lines himself up with your entrance. In one swift thrust he bottoms out. “Ooooohhhhh Steve!!” He pauses for a moment; he’s scared he hurt you. “You ok?” You nod. Your core is stretching to accommodate him. It hurt for a brief moment, buy now your body is overcome with pleasure; it’s like electricity running through your body.

He thrusts are slow and tender at first; teasing you. He smiles down at you watching the pleasure in your face. You’re eyes are closed. He’s never felt the emotions he feels right now. Watching you, he’s giving you the love and pleasure you desire, what you crave, your body craves, what you need from him and only him. Seeing your body react to him gives him the greatest joy. He knows you’re the one for him and he’s the one for you. He wants to hold onto you forever; never leaving his bed…..our bed.

You feel so full. He pulls almost all the way and back in again. But he begins thrusting in you faster and harder. You squeal. He found your sweet spot and he makes that his target. He let go of your wrists, he pulls you into him with one of his arms, lifting you from the bed. You immediately grab a hold of him. You started moving your hips to meet his, wrapping your legs around his hips. You try to pull him inside you as far as you can. Steve moans deeply. You want him, all of him. You open your eyes, looking up at Steve, he’s staring down at you, his face full of delight smiling. You can’t stop squirming and you can’t keep your eyes open. You cling to him tightly and feel lost in the moment; your head is swirling. You put your head in the crook of his neck moaning softly. He feels your hot breath on him.

He stops suddenly. In surprise, you drop you head and open your eyes. He eyes are filled with love this time. He begins to kiss your passionately. You open your mouth and Steve probes your mouth with his tongue. He lays you back down on the bed. He begins to play with your breasts; nipping at them; teasing them, sucking on your nipples. He slips his hand between the two of you and plays with your tender clit. He begins to thrust again, this time faster. Closer and stronger, your orgasm begins to build again. You core is beginning to tighten. Steve is now you like an animal, hard and relentless. He pulls you up to him again, holding you skin to skin. “Oh god, OMG” your 2nd orgasm hits you hard. You let go of Steve and collapse on the bed. You’re out of breath again and this time you almost pass out. The room is spinning. You’re filled with bliss. You look at Steve with love in your eyes. You think he’s all done but then you realize that he didn’t cum; OH NO….he’s not done with you yet! You gasp.

He flips you over so now you are on your hands and knees. Steve begins to take you from behind, softly and slowly. He knows you’re tender from all that he has done to you so far.

“Baby-girl! Love this so much!” He’s panting into your ear. He starts to pound you with more vigor. “One more time…. Please Y/N.”

You feel like you can’t, your energy is spent and you’re overcome with tiredness. He continues the assault! Fingering your clit, massaging your breasts and nipping at your neck and shoulders to heighten your arousal. Harder and faster! More and more…. He wants to ensure you come again. You feel you orgasm building. Less than 1 minute later, you come again for the 3rd time. You moan softly as you have no more voice.

Steve screams your name! You walls grabs his shaft, squeezing him. His orgasm is just as powerful as yours. You feel his cum inside, warming you. He holds you for a minute as your body begins to relax.

He then lets go and you collapse on the bed. Steve falls on top of you but you don’t mind, you like his weight on you. It makes you feel safe, protected. After a few seconds, he lightly kisses your back, shoulders and your neck. He rolls over onto his back, gently pulling you towards him. “Come here baby-girl.” He covers you both with the comforter. “You ok?” “uh hmm.” “You want to go for that walk now?” “No. I want to stay right here.” You sigh, content as can be.

You said the words he wants to hear. He feels the same way as you; he doesn’t want to leave the cabin either. By now, you’re fast asleep in his arms. He holds you tightly. He places soft kisses on the top of your head. You’re snuggled into him; your head on his chest and your arm draped across him. You fit in that spot exactly. He feels like you belong there, that you were meant to be there. It was for you and only you. Patience wasn’t his strong suit, but to him, everything you both experienced today was worth the wait.

“I love you” he whispers into your hair.

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Title: Remember Who You Are

Story Rating: Chapter 13 – PG Warnings: Fear, Nervous, Angst Relationships: Nomad Steve Rogers x Reader; Steve Rogers x Reader; Dark Steve Rogers x Reader

I’ve decided to tell the story from the point of view from both Steve and the Reader. Tell the both sides of the story. The main villain is being introduced gradually. I’m referring to her as “Mistress” for now. Other characters will also be introduced as the story progresses, one an OFC.

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You awaken from your slumber buried under the hay in the barn. You’re groggy at first. All of the medication you had been given had now wore off. You felt the pain in your entire body but you know have to keep going. Something in your mind was telling you to go to a cabin. You knew you would be safe there. But where is it? First things first – you needed to find where it is and how to get there. A memory surfaces – go to the bus depot, locker 13.

Deciding to leave the barn, you starting walking down a dirt road. A vehicle approaches from behind you; a half ton truck. “Need a lift miss? Are you ok?” – (Henry, farmer) “Yes, I do. I’m ok, I think. Would you take me to the bus station?” “Sure, are you sure you’re ok, why are you dressed in a pj’s?” “Sleepwalking….just kidding” you stutter. “My name is Henry, you are?” “Jane, my name is Jane.” “Ok, let’s go. It’s not far.” “Is there anyone you want me to call?” You shake your head no. “Ok dear. Hop in.” Driving down the road in silence, you’re trying to remember where the key to the locker was. Ice cream?? Ice Cream Shack – you gasp. “Are you ok dear?” “Yes, is there an ice cream shack around here?” “Yes, near the bus station, just a few blocks away.” After about ½ hr drive, he stops at the bus station. Getting out of the truck, you thank Henry for his help. You ask Henry not to say anything to anyone about you. “Are you sure you’re ok dear?” He’s very concerned about you. “Yea, I’ll be fine. Thanks again.” He slowly drives away.

You walk over to the picnic tables near the shack. You feel under the table, there’s the key taped to the bottom underneath the lowest post. (The table you sat when you were with Steve on your 1st date. You just didn’t remember this.) You keep looking around just in case someone noticed you. Checking behind you, you walk to the station. Going inside you find locker #13. There’s a gym bag inside. Opening it, inside are clothes, wig, glasses, cell phone, credit cards, ID, money, prepaid cell and a gun with extra ammo. How about that, the ID says “Jane Smith, seriously?”

You find a washroom to change your clothes & put carefully put on the wig & glasses. “Ok, where’s the cabin?” you think. Looking in the bag further, at the bottom, there is a map and a dried purple rose. On the map there is a red X giving a location of something somewhere; near Houlton, Maine. You cautiously approach the counter. “Bus ticket to Houlton, Maine please” “Here you go. That will be $80.” “Thank you, how long is the drive?” “About 6 ½ hours total but they make a few stop along the way.” You nod you head, walk away and sit in one of the chairs near the exit to the buses. The employee at the counter was curiously looking at you wondering if you were alright. You tried keeping your head down not to look at anyone.

You keep looking around to see if anyone is behind you and you spot some security cameras placed around the depot. You time them so you can avoid being seen.

“BUS #13 for MAINE IS LEAVING IN 10 MINS” announced over the intercom. You have a huge sigh of relief. Exiting the building, you scramble aboard the bus sitting in the back seat making sure no one is behind you. You settle in for the ride hoping and praying no one notices you.

There were only 6 other people on the bus with you so far including the driver. Shrinking down in your seat, you sobbed hoping you were making the right decision. In your mind, you were starting to recall memories; but not the most important one. Who was the man who told you he loves you? You look around out the window and the front of the bus, so far you see no one noticing you. As the bus pulls away, you begin fall asleep.

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Steve reviewed the security footage over and over again. Thinking he might find something everyone else missed. With no body in the building, no sign of you anywhere, Fury decided that the team look in the surrounding local area. No one has any evidence or idea of where you went. They apparently trained you too well. They’ve even resorted contacted the local authorities.

Steve goes back to his on-site apartment trying to get some rest. He hasn’t slept in 48 hours; almost 24 hrs has passed since you vanished again. Even as a super-soldier, his body is beginning to wear down. The lack of sleep & the stress begin to affect him. Finally finding you, having you back with him was the relief he wanted. He held you and now 24 hrs later, you’re gone again. Worst of all, you didn’t remember him or your relationship; his heart physically hurting.

Fury even suggested that Steve be excluded from the search as he’s too close to the situation. However the entire team stood up against Fury. If he wasn’t included he would take off on his own that would risk your safety. He knows you better than anyone else. When Friday said that your heart rate wasn’t being detected, it scared Steve so much, he near had a panic attack; something he never though would happen. All of his training, instinct and judgement, everything went out the window where you were concerned.

Steve laid down on the couch. He still can’t sleep in a bed; any bed for that matter. You’re not there. That’s where you belonged, with him. He closes his eyes, hoping and praying you were safe somewhere. He vowed to find you, no matter the stakes!

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Title: Remember Who You Are

Story Rating: Chapter 12 – 18+ Warnings: Fluff, mention of smut, mention of masturbation, language Relationships: Nomad Steve Rogers x Reader; Steve Rogers x Reader; Dark Steve Rogers x Reader

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(FLASHBACK 1st date)

The afternoon session was a grueling workout. Hand to hand combat training was intense. Thankfully you had martial arts training in the past so you were used to the tactics and speed. Still it was painful. Getting kicked in the stomach several times and getting your legs swept out from underneath you had you on guard. Captain America evaluated everyone, making notes on what each agent needed more training with. The “asshole” Peter tried to punch you in the face. Steve came up behind him and threw him against the wall. “Never leave your back open, you could get killed.” Peter was taken aback. Part of you was shocked Steve did that but you were happy he did. Peter was arrogant enough to think he was perfect. Steve knocked his arrogance down a peg or two. “Alright everyone, that’s enough for today. 4 hours is enough.”

Leaving the locker room, you are anxious to go home. Tired and sore, you make your way to your car. “Excuse me, (Y/N)?” You jump and spin around to see Steve behind you. “Holy crap you scared me!” “Sorry, didn’t mean to.” “Yes?” “How did you make out today?” “Ok, I guess, sore & tired” you smile. “Too tired for dinner?” “Ummm, no” – you blush. “How about 8:00? I’ll pick you up” “Sure, I’ll be ready.” “I’ll see you then.” Steve walked away smiling.

You turn and get inside your car, waiting for Steve to walk away out of sight. “What the hell just happened?” He asked you out! Dinner? You rush home as fast as you legally drive!

You sighed. “What do I wear?” “Where are we going?” “Why did he ask me out?” Butterflies were in your stomach.

After showering, you put your make-up on and you put your hair done up in a fancy bun. You open your closet door. You must have tried on every outfit you have at least twice.

Finally selecting a not too extravagant black little dress; simple but elegant. You look at the clock, 7:55, you were nervous and shaking. One of America’s greatest heroes, who was not bad looking by the way, was on his way to pick you up. “Why me?”

Falling into a daydream, a knock at the door makes you come to your senses. Trying not to show your nervousness, you answer the door to find Steve standing in jeans, leather jacket, crisp white shirt, holding a bouquet of purple roses. You realize your overdress. “Hi Steve.” “Wow, you look great.” You blush. “I’m overdressed huh.” “Well, we are going to dinner on my bike so yea I think so.” He smiles. “ok, brb”

You run back to your bedroom grabbing a pink blouse and jeans. You let your hair down; the helmet wouldn’t fit over your up-do. You pause, looking into the mirror. You try to calm yourself, counting to 30. You head back to the door. “Ok, ready.” “Thank you for the flowers by the way. I love purple roses. They’re my favorite.” “I know.” Steve blushes. (He blushes too!)

Going out of the front doors of your apartment building, you and Steve ride on his Harley. Arriving at the restaurant which was a casual diner, you and Steve enjoyed light hearted conversation and “Home-cooked Meal” as he put it. (Meat and potatoes kind of place).

He suggests going for a walk on a nearby walking trail. Immediately after getting off the bike 🏍 he quickly takes your hand. You blush. His hand is strong as he holds you with a firm grip. Almost afraid to let go. You both walk for quite a while. Talking about this & that. His life since coming out of the ice. He wants to know about you. You tell him of the heartbreak you suffered as a child. Losing your parents at an early age, thankfully your grandmother took you in. She was a cop 👮‍♀️. You admired her strength so you decided to be one to, except your a SHIELD agent now. Steve realizes you both are have gone through a hard life. He holds your hand tighter. His eyes show love and compassion. He smiles at you. “Dessert? Ice cream?” You nod. You and Steve go for a drive around town, stopping at an ice cream shack near the bus station, not far from the city center. “Are you enjoying yourself? You’re awful quiet now.” – (Steve) “Yes.” you smile. “I guess I’m nervous.” “About what?” You didn’t want to tell him the truth that you were nervous about the date so you made something up. “My first mission.” “You and the other recruits are almost finished your required training. Hopefully soon you’ll be out in the field soon. The 2 weeks are almost up.” “How are we doing?” “Umm… not bad, but I think you’ll do ok.” He smiles. Steve looks at his watch, “Time to go, I have a mission briefing in the morning.” You nod, too nervous to say anything else. The ride back to your apartment went by way too fast. Having your arms around Steve felt like you belonged there. Getting off the bike, you turn to Steve. “Thank you for dinner.” “Your welcome, I’ll see you tomorrow.” He stops, reaches for your chin and lightly kisses you. You blush as Steve rides off into the night. “Wonder how tomorrow will go?” you sigh. You walk into your apartment and plop down on the bed. You can’t believe what happened. He kissed you. You had a hard time to fall asleep wondering what will happen next.

Steve drove away as happy as he could be. He kissed you. It was a start. His heart started to feel alive again. He didn’t expect to fall in love after Peggy. He tried dating but most women weren’t his type or they just wanted to be with “Captain America”. He thought you were special to capture his heart. He didn’t want to scare you so he ended the night.

In fact he lied about the meeting. He knew if you were in presence any longer, he would take you home with him. He wanted you in his arms tonight, crushing you beneath him in his bed moaning his name as he fucked you senseless over and over again. Never wanting to let you go or let you out of his bed. His lust and desire for you matched the hardness in his jeans. He’ll satisfy himself when he gets home. He sighed. He told himself to be patient. That first day you met, he noticed there was something special about you; your smile. It was warm and inviting which matched your soul. He fell in love with you fast, head over heels so to speak. He’d hope you’d fall in love with him. He wanted to take it slow but he was scared someone else would try to date you instead. He did the same thing as you; he had a hard time to fall asleep wondering what will happen next.

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Title: Remember Who You Are

Story Rating: Chapter 11 – PG Warnings: Anger Relationships: Nomad Steve x Rogers x Reader; Steve Rogers x Reader; Dark Steve Rogers x Reader

I’ve decided to tell the story from the point of view from both Steve and the Reader. Tell the both sides of the story.

The main villain is being introduced gradually. I’m referring to her as “Mistress” for now. Other characters will also be introduced as the story progresses, one an OFC.

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All of the Avengers were in the conference room in a heated argument. Everyone was yelling and screaming at each other. Chaos! Frustration and anger was taking its toll.

Steve didn’t say anything. He sat in his chair looking at the table. He was relieved that he held you after being gone for so long. Nick Fury entered the room, “We just determined who the woman was, Gita, a known associate of Crossbones.”

“Why is he so determined to get to (Y/N)? Why her? Why did they take her in the first place?” (Tony) “Crossbones is looking for revenge for what happened as the Triskelion and the attack in Lagos.” (Wilson) “How in the hell did he survive??” – Hawkeye inquired. Fury shook his head. “We’re missing something. What it is? We need to figure this out! Why does this affect (Y/N)?” (Tony)

“ME! Someone wants to hurt me!!” Steve was getting angrier. The whole situation was bothering him to the point where he couldn’t take it anymore. “I’m going to take her and get out of here! Somewhere no one would find us!”

“Steve, you can’t just leave, she’s still injured and she can’t remember…..” (Fury) “Enough!!! I’m taking her regardless!” Steve slammed his fist on the table. “Steve, calm down!” (Tony) “I will not!! You don’t know what I have been through!! Searching everywhere I could, going through everything over and over again in my mind. I even thought she might be dead!” His voice cracked. Everyone became silent; they see the pain in his face and hear in his voice.

“Let me check on her.” (Bruce) He called down to the medical floor for an update. They started debating again on who was behind this. “What?? What do you mean she didn’t show up??” “Where’s the guard?” Everyone stopped talking.

“Friday, where is (Y/N)?” (Tony) “She is not located in the building!” (Friday) “What? When did she leave the building?” (Bruce) “Indicators show that her heart rate was undetectable at 5:24 pm. It flat-lined.” (Friday) “Did she leave the building?” (Fury) “There is no security footage of her leaving the premise.” (Friday)

In a panic Steve bolted to the medical floor with the rest of the team behind him. His heart racing at what he would find. Her hear rate wasn’t being picked up. Was she dead? Did someone else get to her? They search the floor and find the guard unconscious in the closet nearby. “Wake up!!” (Steve) “What happened?” (Bruce) “I went to open the door to the MRI room and someone hit me from behind” (Guard) “Did you see who it was?” (Bruce) “No, I didn’t. Everything went black. The next thing I see is all of you.” He staggers out of the closet, Bruce tending to his head wound. “Have the complex locked down and search ASAP!” Fury gave the order over the intercom. “She’s a SHIELD agent, one of the best, she could be anywhere. She had training to evade security systems.” (Coulson) “Either way we have to find her fast before anyone else does.” (Wilson) Steve and Sam ran all over the building trying to locate you. Nat and Tony ran to the security wing of the building to view the footage. Bruce and Fury went back to the medical floor. Wanda, Vision and Hawkeye went and searched the grounds. Nothing! No sign of you or any tracks to follow.

You kept running as fast as you could for as long as you could. Not stopping to look back. It was dark now, you needed somewhere to hide. Taking stock of your surroundings, you find an abandon barn off the road in the woods. You decided it was time to take the cast off of your foot. It was slowing you down. You smashed it as hard as you could against the boards. You screamed from the pain.

Searching the barn, you find a loft above with hay. You decide to climb up and hide. It took you a while but you made it up. Your foot was throbbing. You hide yourself under the hay to keep you out of sight. Luckily you found a blanket; it was cold in the barn and the hospital pj’s weren’t that warm. You shivered and trembled. You’re too scared to close your eyes. Someone wanted you dead. You start to cry as you’re not sure what to do next. “Why me?” In exhaustion, you finally fall asleep.

Steve was so upset that you disappeared again. He never forgave himself for letting them take you the first time.

(Flashback)

Steve had just come back from a mission; he had been gone for almost 3 weeks. He missed you so much he didn’t even stop at the compound to debrief. He stopped for your favorite flowers and dinner. He was excited to spend your first night together in your new home with him. He finally felt you were his. He wanted to protect you, keep you close and safe. He never had felt so complete, happy in his entire life.

When Steve told you he wanted you to move in with him, you knew neither of your apartments would do. You both went different realtors and searched for a house, your new home together. You even became giddy in looking over the choices. Even with Steve’s input, he let you pick out the house you wanted just to keep you happy.

Tony even volunteered to put in a new security system once they came back from the mission. Fury gave you the 3 weeks off on vacation to help Steve. He’d seen a change in him when you entered his life. He was happy, something Fury or anyone had seen before. You were spending your time unpacking and shopping to furnish the place. You had been so excited and scared at the same time. This was next step in your relationship, although marriage had never been discussed. You wanted this place to be your home with him.

He arrived at the house he was in shock. The front door was wide open and partially broken off. Inside everything was in upheaval. He dropped everything at the door. He ran around the house, calling your name, getting no response. Boxes strewed everywhere, furniture torn up. Kitchen was a mess. His heart started racing…..he found blood on the floor in the bedroom.

There was no trace of anything else in the house. No shell casings, no marks, just the blood. He called at the compound, the agents and the Avengers team were at your house in a matter of minutes. They combed through the house looking for any clues as to who took you & what happened.

Coulson approached Steve, handing you what they found. The only item was a skull pin – “Crossbones!” The rest of the team were horrified. He was supposed to be dead! Steve’s head started to spin, his stomach was in knots. He sat down. No one knew what to say.

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iamwhoiamtmblr · 4 years

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Title: Remember Who You Are

Story Rating: Chapter 10 – PG-13 Warnings: Anger, Violence, Language Relationships: NomadSteve Rogers Female x Reader; Steve Rogers x Reader; Dark Steve Rogers x Reader

I’ve decided to tell the story from the point of view from both Steve and the Reader. Tell the both sides of the story.

The main villain is being introduced gradually. I’m referring to her as “Mistress” for now. Other characters will also be introduced as the story progresses, one an OFC.

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***My work is to not be posted on any other site without my permission. If you see it anywhere other than Tumblr please inform me***

Crossbones was getting angrier by the minute. “Where is she?? I haven’t heard from her since this morning!” “Something must have gone wrong” – his 2nd in command stated.

“We need eyes and ears in that building. She’s still in there!!” There as a message from Mistress on your tablet. He open and read it will shock and anger!

--Gita is dead! What the fuck happened? --I’m warning you, you have 36 hours to get (Y/N) back or else!

Crossbones collapsed to his knees! Gita is dead??? How??? What happened?? How did she know Gita is dead??

“Rogers must have had something to do with it!!” He flung the tablet into the wall destroying it. His 2nd in command fled the room, Crossbones was going to lose it. (Y/N) will die for this!!!!!

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Meanwhile in Germany:

“He Screwed Up, Damn it!!!” She threw her phone at the wall. She’s dead! At least she covered her tracks by the cyanide. Still, she was sloppy. A distraction for Crossbones. They thought I didn’t know about their relationship. Mistress smirked.

Her assistant cowered in the corner. “Have there been any sightings of the Winter Soldiers?” “Yes ma’am, they’re in Russia. “Are any of our agents there?” “Yes, there is a squad of 10.” “Good, have them move in to capture him, I want one of them alive!”

She opened up the desk drawer to take out a book. Leather bound journal. “Зимний солдат” – on the front. She started to read the book, memorizing the contents. “Leave me!”

Her assistant scurries out of the room. “Let’s hope Dr. Zola was successful as I have been told.” She knew of Zola’s algorithm which had been destroyed along with the 3 heli-carriers and the triskelion. She curses that there was no back-up of the program. Alexander Pierce had been cocky enough that he didn’t think he needed it. After the Black widow leaked all the secrets on-line, everything had been destroyed.

She took out a photo album from her safe. No one knew it existed. She opened it with a sigh. Looking at the pictures, she started to cry. Her nanny tried to raise her after her father died. Her mother died the day she was born. She hid her away in Siberia, deep enough that no one would find her. Only a few people knew who she really was.

“I will have my revenge.”

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You tossed and turned on your bed. You were scared out of your mind.

How did I know how to fight back? Why does she now seem familiar?

Why does he love me? – This was the one thing that couldn’t leave your thoughts. You were alone. Everyone had left.

There were 2 guards outside your room to protect you. You now felt you could trust no one. Someone tried to kill you. You needed to escape. They had a leak in the system. Why would someone try to kill her?

They were busy trying to find the leak and determine who the woman was. They were shocked when she killed herself.

This whole situation was making you sick to your stomach. You want to flee. But how? Those guards, you need them out of the way.

You were patient. You tried to stand on your foot. It felt better than yesterday when you went to the bathroom. At least you could walk fast if needed. You closed your eyes. The pain in your head had returned.

A presence awakened you. Bruce entered the room. “Are you ok?” “Just my head again.” “I’m going to send you for another MRI and CAT Scan. I want to be absolutely sure there’s no damage.” “Ok. When?” “I’ll give them a call, I’ll be right back.”

15 minutes later, he returned. “I’m going to have one of the guards take you to the end of the wing.” “They’ll be expecting you shortly. I have to go back to the meeting, its taken priority over everything.”

You nodded your head. Bruce left again.

The guard entered the room with the wheelchair. This time you were ready. Instinct and training took over. You waited until you were almost to the end of the hallway. The guard went to open the door to the MRI room. When you stood up to get out of the chair, you turned and knocked out the guard; hiding him in the closet. You immediately ran for the stairs and the exit. Luckily it was only 2 floors down. You headed to the exit where the garden was. There were only a few cameras at that end of the building. You timed it enough that you could duck and hide until the cameras were out of range.

After a few minutes, you darted into the woods running as fast as you could. You were able to scale the fence with not too much trouble. You ran as fast as you could, not looking back until you were far enough away so that you didn’t sense anyone around.

Now what?

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iamwhoiamtmblr · 4 years

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Title: Remember Who You Are

Story Rating: Chapter 9 – PG Warnings: None – just fluff, flirting Relationships: Nomad Steve Rogers x Reader; Steve Rogers x Reader; Dark Steve Rogers x Reader

I’ve decided to tell the story from the point of view from both Steve and the Reader. Tell the both sides of the story.

The main villain is being introduced gradually. I’m referring to her as “Mistress” for now. Other characters will also be introduced as the story progresses, one an OFC.

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***My work is to not be posted on any other site without my permission. If you see it anywhere other than Tumblr please inform me***

(Flashback)

You were getting ready for your fire arms training. The other recruits were grumbling and growling about the abuse they were taking. They felt it was too much even by Avengers standards. All everyone could talk about when SHIELD fell and Hydra was still out there.

Hawkeye entered the room. “All right everyone, target practice today. Line them up!” Nick Fury entered the gun range, out of sight of the agents. He watched intensely as everyone emptied their magazines. “Hmmm. Not bad (Y/N), in fact I say, Very good.” (Hawkeye) He startled you as you didn’t’ hear him behind you. You nod. Hawkeye nodded in acknowledgment. He went to the back of the room.

“How’s she doing over all?” (Hawkeye) “Overall she’s one of the best agents that have entered the compound in recent years.” (Fury) “Do you think she’s ready?” (Fury) “We’ll see Hawkeye, she still has her combat training with Rogers yet to do.”

“Alright, listen up,once an agent who has more than 15 bullseye’s on their target can leave for lunch!” (Hawkeye) Ha, you had 15. Good thing, your stomach was growling. Only 2 of the 20 agents could leave for lunch early. The others groan. “Keep at it!” (Hawkeye)

You and the other agent named Peter left for the food court in the main building. Peter was an agent you wanted to steer clear of. He was arrogant, self-centered and rude. He thought he was the best. You rolled your eyes as you both walked together. “I got 16 bullseye’s, how many did you get?” “15” you replied. “HA! I beat you!” “Whatever.” He opened the door and wouldn’t let you walk through. He literally pushed you out of the way. “Rude much!” “Hey asshole, you should let the lady walk through first. A gentleman would do that!” You spun around to see Captain America right behind you. His face was stern. Peter just shrugged his shoulders and kept on walking. “Are you ok?” “Yea, no harm.” He heard you stomach growl. “Can I buy you a cup of coffee?” “Umm sure.” You blushed, you couldn’t help it.

Upon entering the food court, there were dozens of agents eating. You found a table and waited for Steve. When he arrived at the table, he also bought lunch for both of you. Again you blushed. “Um, Captain America?” He cut you off. “Please, Steve”. “Steve, you didn’t have to buy me lunch too.” “I wanted to; I heard you had one of the best scores today at the shooting range.” How would he know that?? You nodded in agreement. “Thank you” “Your welcome” he smiled.

You both ate lunch, with some light conversation. As Steve was getting ready to leave “I have to prepare for this afternoon. Do you have combat training this afternoon?” “Yes.” “Great, I’ll see you then” – with a smile. “Ok” – you blushed again. (Hand palm to the face) Why do I get so flustered when he’s around? You get up to leave to head to the locker room to get ready for training. Little did you know, Steve was still watching you, smiling.

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