Thinking about writing a “time travel” fic where after the events of rdr1 John doesn’t die but instead wakes up on the cliff side of colter after being mauled by wolves. He has a chance to fix things, to save people to save himself for his family. But most importantly he gets to coddle and adore a 4 year old Jack because “oh my god my boy is so small I can’t believe I didn’t appreciate him at this time”
the way john changed because of his love for abigail and jack kills me so much, he's grown up so much from that man who abandoned his family for a year and neglected his son so bad he even refused to admit that he was his son, to a man who loves and cares for his family so much that he'll go through hell to protect them