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Choso 💭 *matchy-matchy = fated brothers*

credits to the original artist @yakult9_chim on X & ig

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Parents will be like: "I am really baffled! Confused! Befuddled! Wherever did you pick up those mental illnesses of yours, child?!"

And then turn around and say or do the most traumatizing shit you've ever seen all while showcasing the most clear cut symptoms of every mental illness that exists on this planet.

#mental illness #parents #dad what the fuck do you MEAN half of our family is on antidepressants or worse #also you get so angry you scare actual adults into submission and then completely forget about it 2 secs later #mom. you showcase the clearest signs of general anxiety I've ever seen #repeatedly joking about how I was an awful child also doesn't help #i didn't even do anything bad I was just very opinionated and headstrong #they kept telling me they couldn't stand me as a kid and now wonder why I have the deep-rooted belief that I suck as a human being

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i love paintings that look as if they have ghosts in them

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I've been struggling to properly express how being aroace makes me feel.

It's like I am on the outside looking in through a brightly lit window of a house that's full of warmth and comfort. During the day people come out to visit me but as soon as the sun sets they return to their own rooms and little pockets of closed community and shut the door in my face. They don't do it to be mean they just want to return to their homes but they do not get that I do not have any place to return to. They tell me I do not need to be lonely, that they are my friends and will always be my friends (which I appreciate don't get me wrong!) but that doesn't change the fact that I only exist on the outside. I only occupy a small window (of their time). I live in a space they visit but I am no one's place to return to.

So many things that I love - paintings, music, films, shows, literature, poetry - talk about things I have never and probably will never get to experience and it's so prevelant and so passionate I feel like I am missing out on a key aspect of what it means to be human.

I feel like I am wrong in some way.

When I tell people about how I've never once been in love, how I always felt a little off, how I cannot imagine actually getting intimate with a real person, how the thought makes me uncomfortable, how I can only think and enjoy thinking about and experience intimacy in a fictional sense/way, how I don't get finding people attractive/hot at a single glance, how the difference between platonic and romantic love just will not click for me, how I never ever felt the urge to ask for someone's number, how dating exhausts me

They tell me I just haven't met the right person yet,

That it's probably my anxiety, it's not that I am ace,

That they felt like that too until they met their current partner,

And maybe that's true but I've been feeling wrong since I was a teen and the fact that there is a label that exists made me think that maybe I am normal and okay the way I am so please do not take that away from me.

#aroace #asexual #aromantic #this is my own personal experience #keep in mind that there's a spectrum #and everybody experiences their sexuality in their own way

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Naoko Marsubara Impression of Siena, 1964

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Snow at the Shrine Entrance, Hakone Gongen, Hasui Kawase, 1957

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Kawase Hasui, Uchiyamashita, Okayama, 1923, Collection of Dr. Lila Penchansky

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Love the word creechur.

One of the best inventions of the internet.

Just fills a need I didn't know I had.

--- Creature but it's a just a little guy (that's slightly unnerving.) --

#creechur #creature but said lovingly #you bet I gotta tag trigun #trigun #Vash you fucking critter I love you

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Enikő Katalin Eged

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best thing about uncle iroh is that if you pay attention he is actually just as much of an idiot as zuko but has just mastered the art of coming across as a wise old man. the even better thing is that zuko is the only one on the planet who somewhat realizes this and no one would ever believe him because he's zuko

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Choso my love TT

You are very ridiculous.

Imagine this exhausted hot-emo looking dude pulls up and it's ON SIGHT. He's hella strong and almost kills you but then the next time you see him he suddenly throws himself at the evil mastermind you're trying to defeat shouting about brotherhood and THEN when you're like "soo...are you our ally now?"

He's straight up like "No >:("

"I'm your Onii-chan!!!♡^^"

Like.

Babe.

You gave that boy a good chunk of trauma. I love you but give him a minute 😭

#Choso is what everybody in The Importance of Being Earnest was after #He's so so earnest #don't quote me on this #and cheesy #and adorable #choso #jjk spoilers #jjk #yuji itadori

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Trimax Vashwood.

That's it. That's the post.

OG Trigun Vashwood are fun and Stampede Vashwood are cute but Trimax Vashwood???? My god.

They are two idiots in a peapod but they're also so goddamed angsty and tragic.

I'll never ever ever get over how Vash actually killed someone to honor Wolfwood's sacrifice. Vash. Killed someone. VASH! He'd rather act against his own moral compass than let Wolfwood's death be in vain. And Wolfwood? Wolfwood who ultimately died because he tried to do it Vash's way for once? Who died because he tried to SAVE a life?

Vash who looks and acts young young young but is old old old and Wolfwood who acts jaded and old but ist actually so damn young.

"You're mistaken, Wolfwood, you can change!"

"I made a friend."

"Don't worry! I'm Nicholas' friend!"

Punch me in the throat and kick me in the shins why don't you.

#sorry I need to vent some more #they make me fucking scream #I want to write a scientific paper about them #they immediately clicked and yet are regularly juxtapositioned within the story #because they are very different #but also so very similar #they clicked but they both kept a firm distance as well #Stampede you better not let me down in your portrayal of them!!! #I have faith in you!

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Trimax Vashwood.

That's it. That's the post.

OG Trigun Vashwood are fun and Stampede Vashwood are cute but Trimax Vashwood???? My god.

They are two idiots in a peapod but they're also so goddamn angsty and tragic.

I'll never ever ever get over how Vash actually killed someone to honor Wolfwood's sacrifice. Vash. Killed someone. VASH! He'd rather act against his own moral compass than let Wolfwood's death be in vain. And Wolfwood? Wolfwood who ultimately died because he tried to do it Vash's way for once? Who died because he tried to SAVE a life?

Vash who looks and acts young young young but is old old old and Wolfwood who acts jaded and old but ist actually so damn young.

"You're mistaken, Wolfwood, you can change!"

"I made a friend."

"Don't worry! I'm Nicholas' friend!"

Punch me in the throat and kick me in the shins why don't you.

#trimax #they are a tragedy your honor #Vashwood #wolfwood #vash #trigun #spoilers for trimax #trimax spoilers

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Most painfuls things in the universe in no particular order:

- stepping on Lego

- a cat walking straight past you instead of stopping for some pets

- childbirth

- Nicholas D. Wolfwood saying: "It would seem that I am no longer qualified to hold you guys."

#Trigun #Trimax #wolfwood #nicholas d. wolfwood #that hurt #every single thing that happened during and after that fight was pure hell #poor woowoo :( #he's actually so so young amd yet so so jaded #Vash thought the world of him and yet he will never know #it will never NOT tear me apart that Wolfwood spared a life for Vash and Vash killed for Wolfwood #Vash and Wolfwood's relationship in general tears me apart

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I found god in a hopeless place

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