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FUCK YEAH COLUMBIA UNI STUDENTS!!!!!!

#I'm so fucking proud of them #such movements would've been unthinkable years ago #i am as heartened as i am heartbroken by the changing of the tides because it's taken so damn long & so many palestinians gone and in agony #the dehumanisation the massacres the starvation the torture the systematic suffering the cruelty the abuse all are at their fucking peak #and yet #i hear bisan saying this is the 1st time she's truly felt hope in all her life #i see the palestinians in exile & in occupation touched by the support #i try to hold onto that & the hope i have in the future generations because this is so much more than I've ever seen #palestine will be free #we will fucking see it in our lifetimes #the dawn will break #the old may die but the young will never forget #david ben gurion you raggedy ass bitch

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#me watching challengers

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Ewan Mitchell and Tom Glynn-Carney via Max [HBO]

#They're pretttyyyy #tom glynn carney #ewan mitchell #his smile omg

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when kafka said ‘you wouldn’t believe the kind of person I could become if you wanted it’ and when brontë said ‘if you ever looked at me with what I know is in you, I would be your slave’ and when Sartre said ‘if I’ve got to suffer it may as well be at your hands’

#for fuck's sake man #words

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The Velaryon Princes

Artwork by @lycheesodas (twt/ig)

#MY BABIES #this is so cute #beyond doomed by the narrative man i love these boys #jacaerys velaryon #lucerys velaryon #joffrey velaryon #fanart

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I mean, she was fierce as a lion. And darker than most people were comfortable with—all the Pitches are—and she fought the reforms with her own teeth and nails. But she loved Watford. She loved magic.

Natasha Grimm-Pitch | Women of the Simon Snow Trilogy

#everything written about her makes me so sad #knowing what was ripped from baz and how lonely he felt growing up #how much he longed for the mother he never had but whose shadow he always lived in #fiona's line about her knowing her sister better than him wrecked me like holy fuck that's so cruel #and his grief reminds me of the recent post by kurt cobain's daughter #how she spoke of grieving the father she never knew and doesn't remember #how she knows of him what others tell her #how she tries to do the things he loved in an attempt to feel close to him #it gutted me #grief #is a merciless master #simon snow trilogy #tyrannus basilton grimm-pitch #you little fuck you make me sad #fanart

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sketchy targtowers sans daeron im sorry 🧌+👁️+🪲

#so pretty #love art of them together #helaena targaryen #aemond targaryen #aegon ii targaryen #fanart

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#bro for fuck's sake #flagrant hypocrisy and yet #free palestine

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Happy birthday darlin 🩷❤️🩷❤️

Aww that's kind of you thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

#i get so flabbergasted by asks because I've shouting to the void most of my time here #as intermittent as my tumblr usage has been #so when the void shouts back i gasp at being perceived #but it's nice to think someone went through the trouble #and it's sweet of you anon ♡

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fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from i mother it, the absence of her ii. i was hard to bear from the very start.

[text id: april regrets me like a parent does a child. i stand for everything it does not. i have maimed it with sadness. april did give birth to me under a fruity tree, but i was born with chainsaw hands.]

#apt on my birthday #my very lonely & sad birthday #i'm at work just waiting until i get home so i can cry about it #life huh #words #birthday blues

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#grief #oh fuck #I think about this so much #how i don't know what to do with the love i have for her #i don't know where to direct it #what do I do with how I can't kneel by her chair so she can stroke my hair #who am i if i'm not her little girl anymore #where do I go with her house now gone #who do I call with her phone not working anymore #bibi #i miss you so much

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on regret

#words #stab me will you

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angels in america - tony kushner / ilya kaminsky / yves olade / end of desire - MUNA / maggie stiefvater / oh god - miya folick / angels in america - tony kushner

#words #ya Rab

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I read this and immediately thought “this is so Baz” and then remembered Baz basically says this on page after Simon kisses him because he put butter on his sandwich

(for the record this is also very Simon “there’s nothing I wouldn’t do for Baz” Snow, they are equally insane about each other)

#i literally gasped #words #a dagger to be wielded #love #is a marvel

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Baela from my modern au ❤️‍🔥

#baela targaryen #please step on me #my queen #I'm so excited for her in s2 bethany should get her flowers!!!!! #fanart #gorgeous

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Our birthdays are just the celebration of all the years that came before and the welcoming of a new one. Happy Birthday Baz Pitch!

(And happy birthday to the woman who brought him to us, @rainbowrowell)

#i love this so much #baz is really dear to my heart #tyrannus basilton grimm pitch #you beautiful pining loser i adore you #snowbaz #the picture of his mom #the little messages from his siblings #he struggled so much with feeling unloved and monsterous that this is just <333 #he just gets to be #fanart

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saw that ntbiutb ask and for a minute was like "why am I in this???" b4 u said it was old in the tags el oh el anywayyy sowwy for creeping i just follow u nd was capital C Confused to see myself come up in ur asks, which im sorry abt btw the parasocial relationship that person has with me is nutso -lils

AHKFDJHFKGASJHGS omg???

I'm so shitty at tumblr idek when I got that ask but to clarify someone asked like 3 months ago why you were gone and I had seen the anti's ao3 post so I replied, guess this is where the anon came from or why the subject was brought up here. Sorry if I added to speculation I just thought it logical because it was a very shitty situation. And yeah for the obsession def, I got called out on twt for having your fics bookmarked so I just find it all bizarre tbh

Anyway I was just rereading headlines (have always downloaded fics so hope that's okay) and truly a timeless masterpiece. Also caught up on dickpicfic which was a lovely journey, I hadn't commented so just relaying my appreciation ig. Hope you're doing well!

#ask #Insane that you wrote them + ntbiutb & other fics too like the time that must've took omg??? #anyway i had the headlines pdf read on my earbuds while working at the office except the battery drained #the PANIC to switch off before anyone heard anything lmao #my coworkers are yet spared from finding out i'm silently enjoying explicit gay incest fics right in front of their literal salads #also read the court scene on my commute and very embarassedly had to stop because i started crying