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New weight loss hack !!!

Crocheting.

That’s it. You get so distracted crocheting that you don’t eat all day except for a cup of soup.

#tw #lol #anamia #disordered eating mention #oops #ed but not sheeran #bulim1a #ana #anorexix

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Mother dearest just figured out I’m making something for her for Christmas and now she’s upset that everyone else is getting something bought whereas she’s getting arts and crafts ..

If anyone wishes to find me I’ll be curled up in my closet.

#lol #i hate christmas

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Fuck. He’s mad at me. I know he is. And it’s all my fault and I can’t do anything to make it better

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I also forgot how grouchy I get when I’m restricting .. I feel so sorry to my loved ones … I’m such a bitch.

I forgot just how hard getting back in control was ..

#tw #lol #anamia #disordered eating mention #oops #tw depressing thoughts #tw ana diary

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I forgot just how hard getting back in control was ..

#ed but not sheeran

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am I experiencing body dysmorphia or did I actually gain ten pounds overnight? a fun game for the whole family

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I’m so broken. I starting my diary again.

I’ve lost my measuring tape but I’m gonna use yarn and a ruler.

#ed not ed sheeran #tw #lol #anamia #disordered eating mention #oops #bulim1a #tw depressing thoughts #ana #anorexix #just ed things

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It sucks so hard☹️

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Starting my diet of nicotine and coffee again wooooo !!

#tw #lol #anamia #disordered eating mention #oops #ed but not sheeran #bulim1a #tw depressing thoughts #ana #anorexix #just ed things

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And while down this rabbit hole I weighed myself for the first time in AGES since getting into a really healthy relationship .. and I’m up 12lbs ..

Guess I’m starving myself again cause that just won’t do.

Just tried on an old pair of jeans that used to be big on me .. I could barely get them on ..

#anamia #anorexix #ana #tw depressing thoughts #TW #tw ana diary #bulim1a

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Just tried on an old pair of jeans that used to be big on me .. I could barely get them on ..

#tw #lol #anamia #disordered eating mention #oops #ed but not sheeran #bulim1a #tw depressing thoughts #ana #anorexix #just ed things #tw ana diary #kms

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My life on paper is good ..

Got a loving boyfriend

An amazing small friend group

A better family life

Yet I still dream of passing on and leaving everything behind ..

#tw #lol #tw depressing thoughts #depression

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Drinking again tonight. Threw up after only 3 whiteclaws. Threw up most of my binge so that’s nice at least.

Back to getting tipsy off not even a full whiteclaw.

#ana #anamia #tw alchohol mention #tw depressing thoughts #TW #tw alchol #tw ed #tw alochol #bulim1a #ed but not sheeran #just ed things

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Back to getting tipsy off not even a full whiteclaw.

#tw #lol #anamia #disordered eating mention #oops #ed but not sheeran #bulim1a #tw depressing thoughts #alchol mention #alcholism #alcholol #ana #anorexix #tw alchol #depression #eating disorder #just ed things #ed #tw ana diary #tw self harm

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When I get drunk. I eat.

It’s a lose win situation. Honestly tho .. I like being drunk so it’s a price I’ll pay.

#tw #lol #anamia #disordered eating mention #oops #ed but not sheeran #bulim1a #tw depressing thoughts #alchol mention #alcholism #alcholol #ana #anorexix #tw alchol #depression #eating disorder #just ed things #ed #tw ana diary #tw self harm

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I can’t wait to be so thin that people are concerned.

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Back to getting tipsy off one and a half whiteclaws lmao

Gotta love having low tolerance😽😽😽

#tw #lol #anamia #disordered eating mention #oops #ed but not sheeran #alchol mention #alcholism #alcholol #anorexix #tw alchol