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Im trying to prove a point to my mum

Repost if school has caused:

Anxiety Depression Suicidal thoughts Social anxiety Eating disorders Self harm Stress

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Shout out to all the Black ppl that can no longer participate directly in the fandom they love because of the stresses of racism 👍🏾 you contain multitudes of value and I'm sorry that the color of your skin and the power of your voice makes people not want to acknowledge that.

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If eyeless Jack is a demon does he go into heats? send tweet

#sorry to my friend who might see this #pretend you didn’t #eyeless jack hc #eyeless jack #creepypasta #creepypasta hcs

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Reblog if you think it’s okay to platonically say “I Love You” to your friends

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satoru’s reaction when Suguru tells him that today is his birthday 🥳 HAPPY SUGURU ADORABLE BABY BIRRRRRRRTHDAY 🩵🥹🫣

Extra from my insta reel animation 🙌

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Douma X reader Drabble,

Non-described reader!!

- Reader is called Light but it’s by a demon, so it doesn’t mean much

- Reader is called little but can still be assumed to be 18+

- reader also gets called a thing at least twice because that is what I felt like going with

- 2nd person, 585 words

There’s little you can do before you’re stuck, trapped within your own fear as you tremble, breath hitched as the overwhelming presence of the Upper moon 2 surrounds you. A daunting, provoking presence, one that pokes and prods at any thing or creature it can, searching for something.

“My, my~”

The deceptively sweetened tone fills your ears, a lightness carried only by the careless and delighted, sending chills to your very core as wide bugged out eyes search for the source. No matter how your eyes strained for a glimpse, he evades, not willing to be seen just yet, too fast for your sluggish, almost delayed attempts. In the case that you even could spot him, then what? Fight, raise an arm towards an opponent far beyond the scope of your capabilities? No, he wouldn’t let that happen just yet, it would end his fun, his appraisal of your worthiness to spend more time in his view.

There’s a quick tug at your hair, pulling your head back and exposing your neck as if he means to slit it, yet the grip releases before you can even properly react. This fleeting pain shocks you out of your rigid state of fear as you try to take a step back, a moment later stumbling forward from a light shove.

“Such a light, weak, thing,”

A careless laugh follows the observation, echoing in your mind and leaving only when you caught a blur of the rainbow his eyes contains. Deceptively bright for the darkness he carried within, a void wishing to be filled with whatever it could pull in.

He was toying with you, soaking in every reaction ands noise you made, waiting to strike, poised like the decorative thing he was, seeking something.

It’s that something that you’re weary of, it drowned the air and you were careful to not choke on it. It wasn’t an ordinary blood lust, it was a lust for something else, an expectation, an experience, it was something not even he was sure of, enrichment? He supposes that could define what he was seeking from you.

“Are you a cute thing, so frightened..you don’t trust me?”

The burst of wind that went through your hair was the only warning preceding the feeling of his hands on your shoulder, lips almost brushing against your ear as his claws threatened to pierce through the fabrics you wore.

“Tell me, little one, do you wish to be saved~?”

Your voice was lost in some other reality where you were brave enough to answer, here you could at best grasp at some idea of what he was saying, what the intent and meaning behind the statement was. Maybe he was feeling merciful, not wishing to let you dwell in countless confusions and fears in how to answer, instead of leaving you in it he spoke again, coming to some sort of conclusion within the seconds of silence.

“Well, whether or not a lost thing such as you wishes to, I’ll make the choice for you! Silly creatures shouldn’t pain themselves over big decisions after all~”

The mockery in his tone was hard to catch between how he spoke, like a soft caress that threatened to dissolve the walls any normal person might carry, as if every word was a secret confession meant only for you to hear. If he meant it didn’t matter, his words and actions were life and death but you couldn’t control or understand either.

“Let’s get you home, little lamb.”

#douma #kny douma #douma x reader #demon slayer douma #kimetsu no yaiba douma #douma x y/n #douma kny #douma kimetsu no yaiba #kny #kny x reader #kimetsu no yaiba #demon slayer

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I am making so many “hey mutuals!” posts but this one is serious and it applies to everyone who sees this post actually. PLEASE REBLOG.

I just had to block someone with this flag as their pfp -

For those who don’t know, this is the MAP pride flag. This flag represents pedophiles.

Please reblog so people know that they are not welcome anywhere. Mutuals I BETTER see y’all reblogging this

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Illumi x FS x Hisoka

If you like my art, help by reblogging ♡ because it’s the only way to get my art noticed.

Prints available through links in my bio

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I’m going insane from joy I got TWO cod related things which

1- while it did make me have a genuine reaction instead of not knowing how to emote, mildly funny I get cod stuff when I’m focused on bg3

2- AAAAA I HAVE A GHOST POSTER NOWWW :3 and a ghost doll but he’s naked until I get clothes so for now we will limit our talk abt him (lie)

#christmas #christmas gift #ghost cod #ghost mw3

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The pain of people responding to my rants abt not feeling like a man by calling me handsome but I will inherently find that forced and like they’re just saying that to make me feel better </33

Because I am a lot of things but I know I’m not handsome, pretty maybe, unfortunately, but handsome has a very specific look to me and I am not that look

The pains of trans masculinity without any transition?? Gender fluidity is weird man

#genderfluid #gender #personal vent #gender dysphoria #why am I perceived

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The funniest part of my main Bg3 campaign is almost missing out on the astarion romance because I didn’t know you have to fuck him to trigger that route lol,

If it wasn’t for him having randomly high approval and seeking me out before the party (and me being insane abt fictional men so I felt bad abt saying no, because let’s be real there’s no reason for it to say “absolutely not” just say no lmao) I would have missed the route and been so fucking sad abt it

On another note I’ve just been calling him my wife because even if he doesn’t know what we are I know for a fact he is the wife in this weird relationship of me being very unsure of how healthy any of this is

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 astarion #astarion

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Ever have a dream that’s weird and fucked up and makes no sense so when you wake up ur like “mmm maybe I’ll try again?” And instead of having a nice normal dream ur brain has decided that obviously if you’re going back to sleep you want an ever weirder more fucked up dream??

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People purposefully missing the point are hurting my soul lmao 😭. As someone who if I was going to write, I would probably only write for ghost and soap, it’s not hard to read the post and realize it doesn’t apply to doing that?? Like bros if you’re only writing for one or two chars this isn’t about you, if you’re tagging ghost x reader and 141 it’s not abt you, he’s in the 141. It’s abt ppl who are doing “141 x reader” things and excluding Gaz, who’s part of the 141, if you can’t write for him then don’t say it’s 141 x reader?? also as I was abt to reblog I remembered it’s mostly abt ppl who use “Cod Men x situation” which also if you’re just gonna use the 141 + other white guy, why?

It’s weirder that ppl who this doesn’t apply to are instantly getting defensive tbh but that’s a whole nother topic, tbh I just woke up and was hella confused why this seemed to be deemed something to argue about in the comments?? Like no it IS that deep, we SHOULD be talking abt it, purposefully excluding a poc char and replacing him with a white character is strange, and is taking away representation.

There’s already less shit written abt Gaz and Los Vaqueros, brushing this aside just lets ppl create more spaces to get away with this and continue to not write for chars. I get if you don’t write for a char cuz you personally don’t like them as much but really? You just happen to not particularly like the couple of Poc there are 🤨🤨 ? ESP Gaz who’s the prettiest man alive??

Idk, thoughts™️

here's another veiled racist thing i've noticed amongst the CoD fandom. it's when writers deliberately title something like "call of duty headcannons" or "(situation x) with call of duty men" rather than titling it "141 headcannons" or "(situation x) with 141" to give the excuse of not adding gaz.

because if it's "(situation x) with call of duty" it's less likely that people are going to call out the exclusion of gaz because the horizon has been expanded. which is still unsettling to me because when i see this title, followed by Price/Soap/Ghost/König, it gives off the feeling that if i were to ask "why'd you leave out Gaz?" i'd get a "it's Call of Duty men, not 141 men"— if that makes sense? idk if that makes sense.

which then makes me wonder if it's "Call of duty men" then why include these three specific men of this specific faction and then remove their teammate and add another character from a different faction, rather than writing about four characters from four different factions?

if it's call of duty men, why not go Price/König/Nikolai/Alejandro? instead of trying to hide behind a fucking technicality to hide your racism??

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Reblog to make it die faster

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The TikTok-fication of Tumblr and why it needs to stop before your fave writers are gone for good:

1. “Part 2??”

Unlike TikTok, writing 5,000 words for a fic does not happen in 6 seconds or more. Weekly updates are from a writer who spoils you and is passionate about their story. Don’t kill the passion by demanding for more and not appreciate what’s already given.

2. The DC Conundrum

Many writers on this platform hail back from the ff.net days where dark content is a norm, not like TikTok where even death has to be censored or you could get flagged.

Despite that, writers are doing you a service by sharing fic warnings despite how it may take away from a plot twist or a big reveal. However, there’s a fine line between sharing warnings and downright spoiling our own work. Heed the warnings, don’t be a dick. If you don’t like it, don’t read it. Learn how to filter your own content, too, while you're at it.

3. The Wild Algorithm

Unlike TikTok, Tumblr’s FYP is not in your face and you have a choice to not view it. Content often gets buried a few days after it’s posted without reblogs or comments to keep it alive.

4. Passive Content Consumption

Ties back with point #1. If you’re only sitting back and reading works without supporting the writers, they can’t spend 6 seconds to conjure up a fic. Writing takes time, editing, proofreading. Tumblr is a book club, not a delivery service.

5. De(constructive) Criticism

If an opinion isn’t asked for, don’t give it. Many writers choose this craft for their own enjoyment and to share a thought or story about a beloved character to those who love them, too. If an opinion is asked? Be kind when you share it across to them. No one likes their hard work to be shat on by someone who doesn’t understand the time and effort it took to create this piece.

6. Are You My Content Machine?

Again, back to point #1. Writers have busy lives. There are days when we want to scream into the void about our favourite characters. We want to share our thoughts about them or sometimes, we just want to talk about what happened during lunch break. Demanding and expecting that a writer post content without giving a shit about the soul behind the screen? Dehumanizing.

Don’t ruin the experience for those of us who are still here. Do your part to make fandom better for everyone.

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Stuck on the idea of a very sleepy Astarion spooning you, lazily suckling away at your neck while you read a book. He’s so exhausted he fades in and out of meditation, only stirring to drink from you with sporadic sips. As the day carries on, he awakens at some point incredibly horny because the prospect of you choosing to spend the rest of your days beside him in the Underdark makes him feral. So he languidly ruts against you as he feeds, trying to lure you into something sinful, a devious hand in your shirt while the other creeps into your breeches…