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[justroaminground]

hot mess (Dean Winchester x Reader)

Weeeeelll, hi and hello!

here i am back with another one shot! hehe i already would like to say sorry, i don't know where that came from! i just hope you enjoy it.

summary: sam and dean are family friends and sam decides to join your dad on an investigation, while you stay back with dean. ;) you basically teas him until he can not control himself any longer..whopsi

warnings: just smut, FILTHY smut!, age gap (but legal), creampie, no protection used,

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"well, i guess we have to wait then." you said while exhaling loudly, walking from the door back to the kitchen table where dean was sitting.

one of his hands rested on the table, holding a beer, while the other hand was resting on his thigh. when you turned around from the door to dean, you caught him checking you out. his gaze immediately went from your body back onto the floor and he nibbled on his lower lip.

your dad and sam just took of, checking out a hint. the 4 of you were solving a case and your dad needed some back up. sam and your dad were on the way, breaking into a police station to get some evidence. knowing this would take quiet a while, you had to spent the time with dean in your house.

dean never knew when to stop hitting on woman, but he never dared to talk to you that way. knowing your dad, his respect for your dad was unbelievable high. you sure as hell were exactly his type and the two of you had some hot flirts, but it never got any further. unfortunately.

you walked over to the fridge, to get yourself another beer.

"don't think you should be drinking right now y/n" dean spoke up.

"dad's not her and i am pretty sure they won't need us." you shrugged and opened it up. "cheers" you smiled sweetly while gesturing him to drink with you.

"what makes you so sure?" he asked with a interested expression.

swallowing the first gulp of the beer. you sat right opposite of him on at the table. you placed the beer on the table and held it with both hands.

"i feel like your brother is..very good at what he's doin' ya know?" you explained to him and looked straight into his eyes.

loosening the grip with one hand from the beer bottle you placed one finger on the bottleneck and stroke it a little to remove the water drops. since the beer was so cold and the room itself was pretty hot, there formed water drops on the bottle and you always had the ick to remove them.

"what? my brother seems to be a better help than i am?" dean smirked and tried to provoke you into saying something nice about him.

a grin formed on your lips and you decided to act exactly against his will. "well i gotta admit. it may does not seem like it, but some girls are into nerds dean." you confessed and bit your lower lip.

before he was able to say something, he watched your fingers. sliding over the bottle. dean couldn't help, but his filthy thoughts about you just raced through his mind. comprehending what you just said, his jaw clenched and his eyes shot from the bottle back up to you.

seeing this very raw side of him, made you shiver. the little hairs on your neck stood up and you pressed your thighs together. feeling your pussy getting a heartbeat.

dean already had his next words on his tongue, ready to spit them out. "let me convince you otherwise", but he kept them to himself. he broke the very intense eye contact and laughed quietly. one side of him, wanted to care for you so bad, but his logical thinking told him otherwise. he could possibly be your father. thing's just got hard for him, because you were a clever, attractive young woman, being very grown up for your age.

"well luckily i do not have to understand that. ignoring that he is even older than you are young lady! " dean said and leaned back against the chair. relaxing again, trying to calm the very tensed atmosphere.

a little bit of dissatisfaction made itself noticeable in your body. you wanted him so bad, you were literally craving for this man. literally man. he was the same age as your dad was, the two of you had a pretty rough age gap, but instead of being turned of, you were even more turned on. knowing you were a little freak sometimes, you weren't even ashamed of living your freaky side. the goal of tonight was getting fucked by him. whatever it needed..

"is that a problem?" you asked innocently and raised an eyebrow.

"what?" dean asked, looking back at you.

"the age gap?" you asked and took another sip of your beer.

he wanted to say something, but you were able to see he thought about it for a moment again. his lips pointed and formed into a laugh. he shook his head and once again switched his gaze from you to the floor and back up at you.

"i do think it is a problem." he confirmed and the expression on his face got more serious.

"oh..what a shame." you whispered and smirked. sipping once again on your bottle. grinning against the bottle opening, putting the beer down onto the table you got up. "luckily i don't" you got up and slowly walked along the long side of the table. your fingertips slowly slid over the table top.

"i don't like where this is going y/n" dean said while giving you a serious stare.

"don't look at me like that dean.." you pouted, while bitting your lower lip once again. you stopped right in front of him. "you're scaring me.." walking slowly around him, stopping right behind him.

"what are you trying?" dean tried to stay calm and play it off cool. he kept his gaze very persistent on his beer and fiddled the label off.

placing your hands on his shoulders, the smirk on your face grew and you leaned down to whisper into his ear. "keep on acting like that." your hands stroke further down onto his chest.

dean inhaled a sharp breath and his hands immediately grabbed yours, pushing them of. he stoop up and faced you. "stop it y/n!" he looked at you and raised his voice a bit.

not being a bit impressed by his anger issues, but got even more turned on. "make me." you talked very calmly back and kept the intense eye contact with him. quickly you pushed the chair aside and fell to your knees. still holding the eye contact with dean, you were going all in. wanting to feel his hands so badly on your body you swore to yourself you would drive this man crazy.

being very impressed by what you just did, his eyes widened and his jaw clenched even harder. by now his molars, must definitely be hurting. his strong and large hands rolled into fists and he fought so hard with himself, simply watching you.

"pretty please, dean." you looked at him with your doll like eyes and licked your lower lip. "will you care for me? at least that's what my dad wanted you to do.." a soft, pleading whisper left your lips and your hands reached for his belt.

"you know damn well, this is absolutely wrong!" dean hissed and his breathing got faster than it used to be.his hand once again grabbed yours, but before he was able to push you off, you pushed him forcefully back against the table and his hands immediately grabbed the edge of the table. distracting him with your quick move, you opened up his belt and opened up his jeans. butting one hand onto his growing member you smirked up at his scattered face.

"fuck!" dean clearly cursed out. his fingers clawed so tight onto the edge of the table, his knuckles turned white. he wanted to push you off, knowing this is a huge taboo, but he just couldn't. your soft hand against his crotch just felt to fucking good. he no longer knew what was wrong or right. how could something so filthy and wrong, feel so good and erotic at the same time? his mind was spinning and he couldn't help himself, but enjoy your touch.

your hand stroke along his hard cock, pressing against his jeans and you just admired this beautiful man. his facial expression still showed how hard he was fighting with his morals, but you knew he will be braking in. "don't make this so hard on yourself dean.." your voice broke through to him.

"h-how am i supposed to?! a fucking hot teen is kneeling right in front of me, pleading to be fucked, while i am supposed to take care for her" deans thoughts rushed unfiltered from his mind, out of his mouth and right when he was finished you already pulled down his jeans and boxers. admiring his rock hard cock, your mouth already craved tasting him.

not hesitating for a moment you took him into your mouth and whimpered satisfied against his tip. your big round eyes, looked up at him and his eyes widened in shock. his mouth fell open and against his will he loved it. he just loved how good your mouth felt around his cock. "holy shit y/n" he moaned out and his low and husky voice made you even more wet.

being motivated by his reaction, you opened your mouth even a bit more and almost fit him completely in. moving your head a bit slower at the beginning, your hands still rested on his thighs slightly holding onto him. his head fell back into his neck and he moaned in relief.

one of his hands found their way into your hair and that little touch made your body react so strong you moaned against his cock. his fingers grabbed your hair just the right way and he pushed your needy down against his length.

"you're such a whore for me y/n aren't you?" dean stated and held you down for a few seconds onto his cock. "giving yourself like that to me, a man the same age as your dad. what a filthy little whore you are.."he continued and let go of your head.

talking him out of your mouth with a "bloop", you spit into your hand and worked his length with your hand. "if you only knew how may wet dreams i had of you.." your eyes mirrored the lust from your body. wearing the dirtiest smile on your lips.

dark lust formed in deans eyes and he grabbed your hair, pulling your head back, making you look up at him and he leaned down onto your level. being shocked by this move you looked at him, switching your expression from filthy back to the most innocent angel you were.

"open your mouth." dean demanded.

you opened your mouth without a inch of hesitation. his other hand grabbed your face and he spit into your mouth. your mind stopped functioning at this exact moment and everything just felt like pure ecstasy right now. before you knew it, your lips crashed hungrily against his lips and kissed him slutty. pressing your body needy up against his body, he immediately pulled you off the floor and placed you rough on the table. a moan escaped from you lips into the kiss and he began to open up your jeans.

you moved your body just the right ways to help him undress you. within seconds you found yourself naked winding in his grip, trying to get more and more of him. the only thing he still wore, was his flannel. it was all unbuttoned and exposed his lean upper body. your hands explored every inch of his body and your legs were curled around his waist. his cock was pressed against your wet pussy and you couldn't help but wiggle your hips, wanting to feel him finally inside you.

the two of you were still exchanging wet and passionate kisses. his hands wandered from your cheeks down to your shoulders, softly sliding further down to your breasts. dean massaged them, with his huge hands, leaving you a hot mess beneath him.

"f-fuck me please.." you moaned against his lips and looked up at him. your lips were red and swollen from all the kissing and sucking. your eyes were watery from all the arousal building up in your body, you couldn't keep it together anymore.

"i will..don't you worry about that.." dean moaned against your neck and his hungry lips kissed their way down to your breast. he left wet kisses on your right breast. licking and kissing you nipple. he took his time and worked your breast just the right way to drive you even more crazy.

his hands held your safely against his body and you pressed your hip more against his. "i-i am begging you dean.." you started off once again and your had a hard time breathing. "fuck me, use me already.." you whimpered and gave yourself completely away in his hands.

"how bad do you want it..?" he loosened his grip a bit around you and smirked. his hand rested on your tummy and he pushed you back onto the table. you supported yourself on your elbows and looked up at him. "very very bad." you whimpered and bit your lower lip. his hand on your tummy slowly stroke further down, until he reached your bellybutton. he stopped right there and grabbed your hip.

"look at yourself..spreading your legs for me, being such a wet mess for me.."he smirked while taking in every inch of you beneath him. his words gave you goosebumps and you took a sharp breath in.

loving your reaction, he took his cock into his free hand and touched your clit with it. drawing little circles.

"not gonna lie. you don't know how my times..i imagined that tight, pink pussy, stretching just perfectly around my cock." he continued and you grabbed as hard as you could into the table. your hands started to shake a bit and you couldn't believe what he just said. "d-dean stop the teasing please.." you moaned out and your voice got a bit higher. moaning like a little angel beneath his touch you took every second in.

"just one more thing.." he guided his tip along your slit further down to your entrance. you quickly nodded your head and watched his lips hungrily in need of what was that one thing, keeping you away from feeling his cock finally inside you.

"let's keep this our dirty lil secret.." he whispered and his grip on your hips got tighter. nodding like crazy you confirmed to him and before you were able to prepare yourself, he trusted his length into you.

all the feelings and hunger that built up, completely wrecked you right now. feeling his thick and long cock, fucking you deeply you just couldn't comprehend it. your body felt like drugged from all the feelings rushing through you. him pushing into you very deeply, each thrust hits the right spot. making you weaker with every thrust. your body fell back onto the table and one hand grabbed your breast. the other one rested on your lower tummy, feeling him moving inside you. your vision got a blurred and your senses felt ten times more intense. everything felt more intense.

his strong arms wrapped around your body and pressed you safely against his. one hand held you onto him and the other one rested on the table to support him. he rested his forehead onto yours and kept moving inside you. moans, whispers as well as relieving gasps filled the room.

"open those pretty eyes angel" dean breathed out heavily and wanted to be sure you're okey.

opening your eyes you looked up into his eyes and couldn't help, but moan. "y-you're fucking me so good.." your voice cracked and you clawed one hand into his shoulder and the other one into his back. at this point he wasn't able to control himself any longer and he moved your body a bit more to the edge of the table. making you more accessible for him. he pushed himself as far as he could into you. his trust got a bit slower, but each time he made sure to push you down onto his cock, while trusting into you.

this just drove you crazy and you tried to hold up the eye contact. "i- i can't hold it in any longer dean.." you whimpered and already felt your abdomen twitch.

"cum for me." he whispered against your lips and kissed you softly but needy. him giving you the confirmation to cum, send you over the edge and you stopped holding it back any longer. a wave of electricity drove through your body and it released itself. your walls tightened up, making dean moan in surprise as he couldn't held it back himself any longer. he came into you and for a minute the both of you stayed in this position.

gently he picked you up, pulling himself out of you, walking over to the living room. he sat down and held you onto his lap. your head rested on his chest and he placed a kiss on your temple.

taking the time you needed to get back from your high you just laid there in his arms. your body still felt weak and sore, but it was okey. it was exactly what you craved. dean on the other hand just cared for you, making sure you were okey and he didn't go to hard on you.

"you okey..?" he whispered and looked at you. stroking your arm.

"just fine.." you gave back and kissed his shoulder. "i hate to admit it, but we should probably get dressed.."you added and looked up at him.

"pretty sure they're going to be back soon, yeah. but i just wanted to be sure you're okey." dean explained and hugged you a bit more against his body.

after a few minutes, the both of you got up and one after the other took a quick shower. you stayed in the living room while dean was in the kitchen. just as the two of you settled, the door swung open and sam, as well as you dad came in.

"unfortunately a dead end." sam said and rolled his eyes in exhaustion.

"did the two of you maybe found anything?!" your dad added desperately.

"uhm..well..no not really..honestly we hoped you guess would be successful.." dean kinda stammered and licked his lower lip.

sam raised and eyebrow and looked at dean.

"well then, let's continue the search." your dad said, not thinking anything while grabbing a bear and sitting down onto the table. searching the police files once again.

"seriously dude?!" sam whispered very very quietly, so only dean would be able to hear him. he already knew that was going on.

dean just smirked and shrugged his shoulders. looking over to you in the living room. you laid there, watching tv in your pj's and smiled innocently at the two of them. not knowing what they just talked about.

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[justroaminground]

upside down (Sam Winchester X Reader)

so this one is a bit different. it is a mini-scenario as i like to call it! no smut just fluff. watching movies, series or listening to music gives me those scenarios and that was one of it and i thought why not put it out in the world.

plot: so you're a witch (kinda rowena inspired) and help sam out, safe dean. you end up pregnant by sam and thing's take a turn.

enjoy my mini-scenario! :)

(sooooorrryy for mistake in advance)

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shaky fingers clawed into the piece of plastic in your hand. on the little screen it said one word, which put your whole world upside down.

"pregnant"

reading it out in disbelief it felt even more wrong. for solid 10 minutes you simply stared the positive pregnancy test down. waiting for it to change, but no matter how long you were waiting, the result won't change.

you were pregnant.

it wasn't like you're 20 and had a huge problem to tell your mom and dad.

absolutely not.

the problem was, you were a 312 year old witch, pregnant by a hunter. well that sounded like a really bad love/drama with the only twist, it was real to you.

roaming the world for the past centuries you made the best out of it and stayed undercover. you were banned from the one and only huge coven and had to stay undercover or else you would have been killed.

now that a lot has changed since then, you decided to get back to work and follow the one and only dream you had. being the queen of hell. on the way there you had to face some major obstacles, but nonetheless you made it. still not the queen of hell, but you were getting there.

a few months back you decided to help sam, safe his brother from the mark of cain. it took the winchesters quiet some time to get the book of the damned, but they made it. hearing all the stories about them, you weren't really surprised to hear they got it. even though there were some really bad things roaming heaven, earth and hell, the winchesters had a name, which they protected.

you decided for yourself to stay away from them, only to be summoned by sam himself one day. he trapped you and made you help him or else he'd kill you. since you were on your own and you knew there could be some obstacles waiting for you, reaching your goal of being the queen of hell, you decided to help him out, in return of him having to help you out if you were in need. he agreed and from there on it happened.

you've settled in a old house about an hour from the bunker and had everything you needed to translate the book of the damned. from time to time, sam joined you and supported you. he brought snack's, you two had many late night talks and one thing lead to the other and you two grew together. one night thing's just got out of hand and before you knew it, you woke up in his arms the next morning.

this was about 2 months ago and it was the one and only time every you got intimate with him. both of you knew, this wouldn't have a future. sam from the beginning on, let you know, if you screwed him over he'd kill you without any hesitation. he also mentioned that, if dean found out, he'd track you down and probably kill you aswell. nonetheless sam had a sweet spot for you and you knew that.

looking back you couldn't wrap your head around, why you even said yes to that, but it must have been the risk. no risk no fun, right?

well, there you had your risk. slowly coming back from your trans, you felt tears filling up your eyes and weren't able to explain, how this was even possible?! how were you able to get pregnant?

you weren't intimate in ages with anyone, because you never felt something like attraction or the need of closeness. but with sam it was just different. he made you feel so many emotions at once , gave you the feeling of being important and even made you more human again. it was a deeper connection you felt towards him and you knew he felt the same, but both of you held back. knowing that if you were to close, the separation would hurt even more. there was only one way, why you got pregnant from him. sam being your soulmate. it was the only opportunity of being able to even welcome a baby as a witch. the only way to get pregnant was, if the partner you were getting intimate with was your soulmate.

you threw the pregnancy test into the trash can in the bathroom and went back into the kitchen. on the kitchen table were all the book's, notes and stuff from translating the book of the damned. your eyes looked around the room and you shook your head, still not believing what you just found out. tears rolled down your cheeks sobbing to yourself.

"this just can't be it.." you whispered to yourself, trying to pull yourself together.

walking over to the long mirror in the hallway you pulled up your shirt and looked at your belly. holding your shirt up with your chin, you laid both hands on your tummy, feeling and watching it from all angles. nothing's visible of course. you did have a small tummy but you always had that, soft and squishy.

hearing a knock on the door, you jumped shocked aside and quickly pulled your shirt down.

"hey y/n! it's me!" sam's well-know voice, echoed through the door.

"fuck fuck fuck" you whispered to yourself and check yourself in the mirror. fixing everything you could in the short amount of time you had and took a deep breath. before opening the door you put on the best fake smile you had and swung it open.

"a rare visit we have here!"

"i know, i know." sam laughed and walked past you into the house. "thing's have been busy. you know dean's just not himself.." he continued and you closed the door.

"no worries, that's what i thought" you gave him a warm and understanding smile. for a moment both of you just stood there, when he finally moved over and took you in a long and loving hug.

"are you okey?" sam whispered into your hair and softly stroke along your back.

you simply nodded against his chest, not wanting to go any deeper into the topic. his simple presence gave you butterflies in your tummy and you already felt way better. funny how someone made you feel so many things's after centuries of not feeling a thing. for a few minutes the two of you just stood there arm in arm and he gently pulled away.

"are you sure..?" slight worry was seen in his features and he stroke a few strands of hair aside.

"yes, i was just up late the past few nights.." you explained to him, not even lying. well not really. you did stay up late, but it just wasn't the real reason you felt the way you do.

"well, i am here today and i will stay until tomorrow! need to catch up with all the hours i stayed away!" he smiled and clapped into his hands.

you raised an eyebrow and couldn't hide a laugh. "well sammy, quiet late!" walking past him, you made your way into the kitchen and took a note from the table. hearing the heavy footsteps behind you, you knew he was following you closely.

raising the note you looked at him and smiled. "in my hand, i have the three ingredients for the spell."

his face got all serious and his jaw clenched. his hand reached for the note, but you pulled it away.

"ah, ah, ah samuel" you told him in a warning tone and hid it behind your back.

"y/n!" his eyes got serious immediately, stepping closer.

"i want to hear our deal again." stepping another step back, you hit the kitchen counter with your lower back.

"stop playing games, or do i have to remind you of your job?" sam warned. when it came down to the spell, things got more serious and he was easily triggered.

"what's the deal sam!" you asked calmly again.

his hands rolled into fists and it took a moment for him to answer. "immunity from us."

"exactly." you breathed out, with a huge smirk on your face and handed him the note.

his eyes flew hungry over the note and he right away took his phone out. dialing a number. it beeped a few times and he left you standing there in the kitchen.

loving moments with him, sometimes ended like there was never more, but both of you were pretty good at hiding what you really felt.

a few minutes later he came back and put the note back onto the table. he leaned with both hands down onto the table and exhaled in relief.

"a friend will get the thing's and by tonight we can do the ritual."

"what friend?" you asked and walked over to him, letting yourself down onto a chair.

"doesn't matter."

"i thought we were kinda..close?" hesitantly you took one of his hands into yours and squeezed it gently.

"that's the problem" he gave you a look and you were able to see he was hurt.

"all i wanted was to safe dean, no matter the consequences, but i am just not willing to lose you at any cost. same with dean. i am torn between the two of you and i can't stand this any longer y/n" he continued and pulled his hand out of your grip.

"what are you trying to say?" not really sure of what he was up to you looked at him confused.

"after we've done the ritual tonight, we have to stay apart from each other."

"what?!" quickly you got up. "i get it we may not have the apple pie life like the normal kids, but aren't we worthy of someone in their life?! aren't we worthy of feeling the way we make eachother feel?!"

sam stroke through his hair and shook his head in desperation. "don't make things harder y/n. if dean get's a hint of what is going on here, he won't hesitate for a minute. he'll track you down and-"

"kill me." you cut him off and nodded. it wasn't the first time, the two of you talked about that, but it was the first time, you weren't able to ignore the risk of dying. you weren't alone anymore you had someone to keep safe. therefore you stayed quiet and turned away from him. tears rolled down your cheeks but you stayed completely silent.

sam kept quiet himself and simply hugged you from behind. pressed you needy against his body and placed a sweet kiss on your neck. "you mean to much to me. i don't want to lose you. i prefer to think you're happy out there, than dead somewhere burned. i am not saying we aren't allowed to meet every again, i am just saying we need to keep our distance for a while."

enjoying the past few hours with sam around, like he used to be, you soaked it all up. that night the ritual was done and sam as well as castiel stayed with dean in the bunker. you never knew how it went down, but you remember sam's words and took of. you packed your few belongings and moved on.

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two months passed and you lived in a motel in nevada. being pregnant kinda changed you into taking more care of the risks you took. therefore you stopped hunting down your goal of being the queen of hell. you sat back and took more care after yourself. of course you still practiced your witchcraft, but in a very different way. you jobbed at a nearby hospital and helped the people heal.

you haven't heard from sam in a while, but thought of him every night. during the daytime it was easy to keep yourself busy, but laying there in bed. all to yourself, your thoughts circled around him. wondering how he is doing, what he is doing, what it would be like if he was here, what he'd think of the baby and much more. the only reason you were able to handle the situation of staying away from him so well, was because you carried his baby with you. so kind of a part of him never left you.

your fingertips stroke softly over the skin of your belly and you felt how your tummy has gotten harder. it used to be more soft and squishy. now it was firm and when you were wearing something more figure hugging it was visible you were pregnant. you loved your little baby belly. with every month your belly grew you accepted the fact that you would raise the baby all by yourself.

almost falling asleep a shrilly sound of our phone woke you up. tired you grabbed it from the other side of the bed and tried to read who it was. not being able to make out who it was, you just figured out it had to be someon from the hospital and simply answered the phone.

"it better be a emergency sarah!" a tired laugh left your lips and you rolled to the side.

"i am not sarah, but it indeed is a emergency." a well to known voice echoed through the phone and your eyes widened.

you quickly sat up and felt your heart race against your chest. "s-sam?"

"i'm sorry, if i disturbed, but i need you" he explained and by the sound of his voice, you could tell he wasn't well.

"tell me where and i'll be there."

"thank's." sam whispered and with that he hung up.

not thinking a second of it you jumped out of bed and got ready. putting on a dress aswell as some tights. you threw a jacket over it and packed your important things, already leaving the house. by the time you reached the car, he sent you the location of the bunker and you drove there. it took you a few hours, which felt like forever since you didn't knew what was going on, your mind created thousands of scenarios.

reaching the bunker, sam let you in and you couldn't help but fall into his arms. you hugged him tightly against your body and buried your face in his chest. inhaling the well known scent of him. his strong arms held you closely against his body and both of you stayed like this for a few minutes.

not knowing if you were allowed to talk you just looked up at him and stroke gently over his cheek. a loving smile on your lips took in every feature of his.

"good to see you, up and healthy" he whispered quietly and placed a small kiss on your forehead.

"missed you too." you answered and nodded.

"please.." he gestured you the way and he took the bag from you.

you made your way downstairs and at the bottom of the stairs one man was waiting. right away you were able to tell, he wasn't human, but couldn't make out what he was. sam followed closely behind you and walked trough the hall, placing your bag on the table.

"cas meet y/n!" sam talked into the mans direction.

"hello y/n" the man said and looked at you from head to toe. "i am castiel. an angel of the lord." he continued.

your eyes widened. "a-an angel of the lord?" you repeat in disbelief and looked from castiel to sam, which joined the two of you.

"yeah.." sam chuckled a bit and nodded. "cas has been thorough a lot with us and is literally family.." sam continued.

"still a weirdo though!" another voice added and you looked into the direction the voice came from. a tall man, not as tall as sam, but tall. brown short hair, green eyes and a bright smile on his face.

"so this is the one and only witch?!" he came closer and switched his gaze from sam to cas. stopping right in front of you.

Looking you up and down with a very suspicious look on his face. dean turned to sam with a chuckle and shook his head. "never!"

"dean." sam gave dean a warning look and took a deep breath. "she's one of the oldest witches. y/n was able to survive all these years unnoticed and is our last chance to read the book of the damned." sam explained as calm as possible.

dean turned back to you again and sighted. "if you screw us over.." he moved his hand to his belt and lifted his flannel. revealing a gun. "you're dead" seriousness in his eyes made you shiver under his gaze and you swallowed hard. back then you would have started a fight right away, but not now. not now, risking the baby being hurt.

"dean calm down!" castiel puut one hand on his shoulder and pulled him back.

"n-no it's fine i get it.." you spoke up shaky and smiled nervously.

sam gave you a warm smile and you were able to read the sorry across his face. "let me update you on the case.." not being able to answer, sam pulled you away to the table which was covered in books.

"uhm..wow this already looks exhausting" you chuckled and sat down.

while sam updated you about the new case, castiel and dean still stood there and whispered about something. you were sure they were talking about you, but you didn't show any reaction towards it. you would work this case through with them and leave just as fast as you came. maybe spent some special time with sam, but nothing more.

"y/n?" sam's voice brought you back into reality and you looked at him a bit surprised.

"uhm..sorry! the drive was pretty long and..uhm well i am a bit all over the place i guess.."

"you're right where are my manners! i'll get you something to drink!" sam excused himself and quickly left the room.

looking over to the place cas and dean stood, they were gone. where were they?! you moved in your chair, feeling a bit uneasy, when cas finally came into the room.

"dean is sometimes very suspicious about new people." cas just stood there awkwardly and looked at you blankly.

"well i think i understand.." with a nervous smile you turned a bit into his direction.

"there is something off with your...aura" cas spoke out very randomly and tilted his head.

"sorry..?" looking at him in confusion.

"it's like there are two? like a little one in your..usual one?" cas tried to explain what he saw and you were able to tell by his gaze, he was literally studying you.

was he able to see the baby's aura?! was this even possible? would he even feel it?! quiet nervous about these thoughts you swallowed hard and cleared your throat.

"oh, uhm i was always told i am something special" nervously you laughed and turned back to the table.

sam appeared back in the room, joined by dean and the two sat down at the table with you.

"cas stop being weird and scaring our visitor." sam told cas and pointed to the chair.

"sorry." cas said and sat down.

sipping at your tea you listened carefully to sam and dean. by removing the mark off dean, you've released the darkness, which caused a whole lot of problems. you knew there was a price to it, but you never knew it would be this big. their hope was to find a spell in the book of the damned to lock the darkness away. that was the part you had to support them.

"so..do you think you can help us with that?" sam asked hopefully and smiled.

"i removed the mark off dean, releasing the darkness so it is my duty to find a way out of this." you nodded your head slightly and looked at the three of them. "it is the right thing to do..right?" a warm smile appeared on your lips.

you were able to see how the tension was released, after you said that and you looked at dean. he took another sip of his whiskey and took a deep breath, leaning his upper body forward, supporting his weight on his elbows, fingers on his chin.

"what's in it for you?" his low voice and strong gaze made you nervous again and you looked down into your cup.

looking back up at dean, you met his gaze again. "i just don't want to die."

dean raised and eyebrow and was quiet confused about that.

"what?"

"you heard me right. i just don't want to die." you said again.

"so no "queen of hell", "being the baddest witch alive" or whatever blah blah?!"

"dean just take her answer?!" being annoyed by dean's behavior, sam raised his voice a bit and looked at dean.

"really sammy?! are you that stupid?!" dean got louder and stood up in one shot. "you're telling me this is one of the strongest witches and her behavior is all vanilla and she doesn't want to die?! do you even listen to her?!" anger wore down on his body. his hands were balled into fists.

you knew exactly what he meant. you never behaved like that, but right now you had to. there was no way, you would risk the health of the baby, but you also understood why they didn't believe you.

before sam was able to shoot back, you got up and raised your voice.

"during the past few months, a lot has happened. i don't ask you do understand any of that, but like i said, the only thing i want is to live. i am not screwing you over." laying your eyes on dean, it only confirmed he was still not impressed. he stood there at the table and simply looked at you.

being to quick for anyone to react he grabbed your neck and pressed you down onto the table. sam and castiel shot up in shock and immediately tried to calm dean down. a hurtful squeal left your mouth and you didn't move a bit.

"dean what the fuck stop it!" sam rushed around the table and dean held his hand up, gesturing sam to stop as well as castiel. both of them stopped in their tracks and complete silence filled the room.

"i am giving you this one last chance, to tell us what your plan is and why you're helping us so willingly, or i will torture it out of you" his raspy voice filled the room and his fingertips buried their way into your neck.

another gasp left your mouth and tear swelled up in your eyes. "please i am begging you, s-"

"answer my god damn question!" dean raised his voice and you were able to see that sam was on and about to jump at dean, if he made one more move.

"i-i'm expecting a baby" you whispered quietly.

dean's hand immediately moved from you and pulled you back up. he turned you to look at the three of them and you took a sharp breath in.

sam's face went pale and the shock was written all over his face. all the thing's he wanted to ask were written all over his face, but he had to hold them back. dean nodded slightly and rubbed the bridge of his nose.

"sorry..i-..you know we don't get this a lot.." dean tried to explain his actions and sighed.

simply nodding in response you pushed the chair aside and slowly sat back down. "i was surprised too.." you laughed insecure and looked at cas. his face lit up, because now it made sense why he saw two auras instead of just one.

the three sat back again and silence filled the room. sam supported his chin on his hand and the elbow of his arm on the table. staring absent on the table. dean leaned back in the chair and scratched his neck, rethinking his action and castiel just sat there and looked at sam and dean. before the awkwardness grew you cleared your throat and spoke up.

"so..uhm we need a spell to lock the darkness away right..?"

"yes!" dean quickly nodded.

"is there anything we..already know?"

"no not really..dean was the only one seeing her.." sam added and looked at dean.

"her? so..the darkness is a woman?" you laughed and looked at them.

"i was just as surprised!" cas added and shrugged his shoulders.

dean just nodded and you thought about that for a minute. "all i learned about the darkness was that, she was looked away before any life happened on earth. she never got in touch with anything we know." you explained.

"well explains why there is hardly anything about the darkness anywhere.." dean sighted.

"i will head off and check some of my possibilities." cas told you and right when he finished, he disappear.

you jumped slightly and looked back at sam and dean. "still have to get used to that.." you laughed slightly.

"you never will!" dean added with a small smile. "uhm..i am really sorry for what i just did.."

"it's okey. sam and cas are probably the only ones you have and you want to protect them." you calmed dean with a smile and rested your hand on your tummy. "i feel the same." you added.

you were able to tell that dean was very sorry for what he just did. his fingers reached for his glass and he took the last sip of his whiskey. "i feel like we should just rest for the night and continue tomorrow. the guy right here is in his dream already!" dean laughed and patted sam on the shoulder. "so let's head to the rooms. you're is the second on the left, right before the kitchen, bed is made and everything you need is there." dean said and went off into his room.

which left the two of you alone in the room. you felt the anxiety creep up in your body and looked at sam. his gaze was still on the table and his jaw was clicking. his breath was heavier and you were able to tell by his posture he was about to say something. he just didn't knew how.

"how?" he spoke up and his voice cracked.

"i don't know.." you answered confidently. you knew exactly how this was possible, but you knew how overwhelming it already was for him to know that you're pregnant. you didn't want to completely shock him and tell him witches were only able to get pregnant by their soulmate. that was a fact you weren't able to handle yourself properly.

"is it.." he stopped in the middle of his sentence and inhaled deeply. it looked like he thought about his question again. "is it mine..?"

you just knew this was going to come sooner or later, but you hoped it wouldn't. nonetheless the situation was here. "yes without a doubt. you were the only man in..ages i got intimate with.." the last few words were just whispers.

sam let out a tone you weren't able to identify. his hands stroke over his face and he buried his fingers in his hair. resting his head for a long moment in his hands.

you got up and checked the hallway, before moving over to his side. you stopped at his chair and rested your hands on his shoulders. "see, i don't know how to calm you down. i was just as confused, concerned and just scared as you are right now. but if it helps, nothing changes. i am working this case and i will leave again. you won't notice anything you don't have to care about me..well us"

he moved slowly and he was all over the place. he just looked at you and back down at your belly and back up at you. "i'm sorry i don't know what to say.." he whispered out and shook his head. "i never thought i'd find myself in a situation like this.."

you couldn't help, but laugh. "well..me neither" you confirmed and sat down next to him.

a small smile formed on his lips. "it's not like i never thought about it. it's just that..you know this life.."

you cut sam off and took his hands into yours. "you don't have to explain anything sam. i know just exactly what you mean. nonetheless it is what it is right now."

you just nodded and squeezed his hands tightly. once again he looked at your belly.

"what month..? i am not able to..you know, see the belly." he explained a bit insecure.

"the 4th month. i am just pretty good at hiding it.." you smiled and looked down at yourself. you pulled the dress a bit tighter and a tummy made itself noticeable. a whole lot of emotions overcame you and even though it felt completely wrong you loved it. you loved being pregnant, you loved sharing this with sam and him being the father. there was no way out no and to your surprise you didn't even wanted a way out. it was the part of you, you fought with for the longest time. being so naïve and weak to believe, you were able to live a normal life, but there you were. pregnant and full of hope.

his eyes widened a bit and he looked back up at you again. "that seems so..unreal." he mumbled more to himself.

"it has been a lot. i feel like we should rest and..you know let it sit." gently you stroke the back of his hand with your thumb and smiled.

"yeah you're right.." he agreed and simply pulled you into his arms again. "i do wanna care about..both of you y/n" he whispered against your temple and kissed it.

the first shock was over after a few weeks. you stayed with them for a while since the goal to lock away the darkness wasn't as easy. you and cas, aswell as dean grew together like friends and it felt like everything worked out for once. dean still didn't knew it was sam's baby, that was just one thing both of you weren't willing to share to anyone. it was just another day which passed and you got ready for bed. after having the talk with sam, the two of you needed a bit of space, adjusting to everything and haven't really had much time together. tonight was going to be different since dean and cas decided to work a case a few hours drive away from the bunker.

throughout the day you still hid your baby belly since you still felt very insecure showing it too much. you were used to only see it in bed or when you were alone. you knew it wouldn't work out forever, but you did as long as you could. wearing baggy sweaters or dresses most of the time. so you pulled another hoodie over your head and before you were able to leave your room, you heard a knock.

"come in!" you said and sat onto the bed.

sam came in, with a cup of tea in his hand and placed it on the nightstand. joining you on the bed.

"how are you feelin?" he asked and reached for your hand. holding your hand in his and slowly but gently massaging it.

"well i can tell the baby is growing.. i can feel my back and my feet, but it's fine" you explained and relaxed your hand in his grip.

"i know..we didn't have much time to ourselves lately, but..cas and dean are out and we have some time for ourselves. may i see the belly..?" sam asked a bit insecure. "if you don't feel comfortable, that's fine! i just..i just really wanna feel the baby i guess.." he explained and had a hard time finding the right words. you could tell it was burning deep down in him and of course you wouldn't deny his plea.

you carefully took you hand out of his grip and leaned back against the headboard of the bed. taking the seem of the hoodie into your fingers you slowly liftet it up, revealing the babybelly to him. sam's eyes followed every little move you made and when he saw the belly his eyes got a bit watery. you took his hand into yours and placed it gently on your belly. his big hands covered half of your small belly and you felt the warmth of his skin against yours. goosebumps covered your whole body and even to yourself this was a huge moment.

his hand gently pressed against your belly and a smile formed on his lips. "gosh..that's my baby.." he mumbled in fascination and switched his gaze from your tummy to you.

you smiled at him and rested your hand on top of his. his face got closer and you put your other hand onto his cheek. he closed the gap between the two of you and kissed you gently. you kissed him back and melted into the kiss. finally feeling completely at piece for once. all the worry and anxiety shifted off your shoulders for once and you were present. not worried about the future. it was just sam, the baby and you.

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perfect fit (Sam Winchester x Reader)

summary: sam and dean work on a case and sam ends up spending the night out with the reader who he questioned before.

warnings: NSFW, smut, 18+, fluff/smut, oral (fem receiving), sex

Enjoy! If there are any requests feel free to leave them. Sorry for mistakes i am sure you get the point. ;) xx

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happily you made your way out of the office, clocking out and leaving the building. walking through the small but busy city, you enjoyed every detail surrounding you. people were talking, birds were chirping, caps were honking and it seemed like the perfect day. the sun was shining down at the streets and spring showed itself in it's purest form. a bright smile traced along your lips and everything was just perfect right now.

before you went straight to your flat you got a few little thing's from a grocery store nearby. after leaving the store you walked to the shop you were living above.

eddie's spiritual goods

basically you had to walk through the store getting to your apartment. eddie was your landlord and he used to live above the store himself, but moved with his wife. it took a while to get used to it, but you're totally okey with it now. eddie himself was a lovely elderly man in his mid 50's.

"hello eddie!" you greeted him nicely as always after entering the store.

"hello darling!" eddie saluted you back and moved back to the conversation he just had with a man in a suit. short brown hair, beautiful face and soft voice.

with a quick look over his shoulder, you also greeted him with a smile and wondered who he was. he replied a bright smile and moved his concentration back to eddie.

walking further towards the back of the store your eyes landed on another guy in a suit. he was even taller than the first one and it seemed like he was looking for something very specific.

"hello there!" you spoke up and walked towards him.

"uh hello" he greeted with a smile. "are you working here?" he moved his hand up and pointed to the racks.

"well i did, but not anymore. either way i am sure i can help." you smiled and set your bag onto the side since it was really heavy containing your laptop from work.

"perfect!" he said while pulling out his fbi id showing it to you. "my name is special agent simons, i just have a few questions regard a case."

your faced changed from being overly friendly to more serious. "ouh yeah sure no problem! is it about the death of mrs. davis ?"

"yeah" he nodded his head and his face looked at you very apologetically. "eddie mentioned she visited the store frequently?"

"yes! mrs. davis was here at least once a week! she was the so called eye from the city. a very pure and loving soul.." you explained to him and memories flashed in your mind.

"so taking from you explanation it seems you've know her a bit better?" he trailed off.

"yeah definitely! i am into spirituality myself and she used to practice energetic work and overall offered spiritual services." you carried on and smiled softly.

"oh, so you were working with her in a spiritual context?" he questioned interested.

you nodded your head in confirmation and weren't really able to follow where this should be leading. "i'm sorry agent, but i don't understand how this relates to her death?" according to the news, she committed suicide. it didn't make any sense to you, but simply believed it.

he smiled softly and touched your arm. "i am sorry, the fbi has to ask very weird question sometimes." he explained and pressed his lips together, nodding.

you laughed and brushed a strand of hair behind your hair. "okey well agent, any more weird questions?"

he laughed and he shifted his weight from one leg to the other. "uhm yeah actually." looking back up at you he opened his lips to say something, but it took him a while to find the right words.

you looked at him, a sweet smile on your full pink lips and doe eyes, clinging to his lips very excited on what he says next. even though it was obvious, you seemed to realize now that he had long hair. they looked very fluffed and set his face perfectly in scene.

"are you free later? i could bother you with some more questions." he finally confessed and looked at you through bright shining eyes.

"yes!" you answered almost immediately and your cheeks turned into a light red as you said that maybe a bit to enthusiastic.

"great!" he smiled.

"so 8 o'clock and the bar down the street?" you smiled.

"hey you comin'?!" the other mans voice broke the intimacy, the two of you just had.

his look went pretty annoyed to the guy and he rolled his eyes. "i'll be right outside!" looking back at you, his gaze softened and he seemed the one being embarrassed now. "sorry..yes! that sounds great!" he agreed and held his hand into your direction. "sam."

"nice to meet you sam, y/n" you replied and had to laugh.

"..well i am dean and still waiting!" dean shot another mad look at sam and gave you a smirk, winking at you.

"sorry!" sam apologized once again, looking at dean with annoyed eyes and the two rushed out of the store. you turned, looking after them and laughed.

taking your bag from the chair, walked upstairs into your apartment. what did just happened?! you thought to yourself and went through every detail once again while searching your closet for the right outfit. not considering to get any sexual satisfaction you still wanted to be prepared, you took a long and relaxing shower. nourishing your body and feeling the excitement overpowering from minute to minute.

after drying your hair and putting on the clothes you put on some light make up and looked at the finished result in the mirror. you wore a black maxi dress hitting you ankles, it had a slit on the right side and exposed your leg while walking. it hugged your curves just perfectly and you threw on your favorite jewelry. doing a full turn in the mirror you now felt a bit over dressed, deciding to wear a denim jacket over it. for shoes you choose the black and white adidas sneakers.

checking the clock it read 07:34 pm and you smiled stupidly to yourself. grabbing the last few pieces and stuffing them into your bag, you shouldered your bag and walked out the door. leaving the store you walked the the sidewalk to the bar. sneaking into the bar your eyes found sam right away.

he stood there at the bar, back facing to you. his fluffy hair almost touched his shoulders, but only at the back, in the front they were a bit shorter and just had something you liked a lot. he wore a dark blue sweatshirts which exposed his toned back exactly the right way. being overly nervous you took a deep breath and made your way up to him.

"hey sam" you greeted him nicely and touched his shoulder.

"you're here!" he smiled and ordered a glass of whine for you.

"wow what gave that away?" you laughed and you were surprised at his choice for your drink.

"let's just say it was intuition!" sam smirked and shrugged his shoulders. letting his eyes wander along your body only to look back up at you again. he wasn't bothered at all at the fact, you caught him checking you out. "you're looking gorgeous!" he added and as soon as you got your whine, he held his beer up. your glass jingled against his bottle of beer and both of you took a sip.

you barely knew him, but it already felt so save and just casual. sam indeed had a few questions about mrs. davis for you and you answered them, not really thinking much of it. some topics got deeper and other ones were passed on faster. you two moved from the bar to a table and sat across from each other. the hours passed by fast and you enjoyed every minute.

"are you having a great time?" sam checked up, as the two of you just ended another deep but funny topic.

one of your underarm rested on the table. in your hand you had the straw from your cocktail and played with the berries in your glass. your lips still wearing the smile form the topic before and your eyes shot up at him. "i am. thank you sam." you answered honestly and took the straw between your lips. not breaking the eye contact, you swallowed your last sip.

through siren eyes he watched you and his lips formed into a smirk. your body started tingling at the sight of him, just looking at you like that and you even went a step further. you touched the inside of his leg with the tip of your sneaker and smiled at him innocently. "so..any other plans for tonight?" you asked sweetly. gently stroking a bit higher.

he flinched in surprise and one knee of his hit the table. he pressed his lips slightly together, gathering his thoughts and laughed silently at his actions. "sorry, i-" he started. "i don't. all yours." he finished and pulled himself together.

you smirked even brighter at his reaction and decided to stop teasing him. "let's head over to my apartment." you said.

being the gentleman sam is, he payed everything and the two of you headed out of the bar. strolling along the sidewalk you had your arms hacked into each other like a old couple. both of you felt the alcohol, but you definitely more than him. maybe it wasn't the best idea to switch from whine to cocktails, but you simply enjoyed the night, not thinking of any consequences.

"haven't met such a nice man in a while sam." you complimented him and lead him into your apartment.

he closed the door behind him and looked down at you. "well as cheesy as it may sound, but i feel the same about you y/n." sam confirmed and took the jacket from you. putting it on the hanger.

you smiled stupidly to yourself and headed into the livingroom. "take a seat i will get us some drinks." you said while hearing his footsteps following close behind you. his eyes wandered along your curves and he follows you, not able resisting the urge of burying his fingers into your soft skin.

you felt two large hands on your hip, stopping you in your tracks and pulling you gently but determined back against his body. "sorry, but this dress drives me crazy. your perfectly curved body.." sam confessed groaning against your neck and pushed your hair aside so he was able to kiss your neck gently.

in surprise you squealed and rested your hands on his. "sam.." closing your eyes, you felt his warm body at the back of yours. his hands wandered around your waist and pulled you even closer. softly sucking and teasing on your neck. your head fell back onto his chest and you were able to inhale his fragrance. turning around in his grib, your eyes met his and you stroke his chest. "you're so beautiful.." you whispered amazed and looked at him with sparkling eyes.

his facial features softened, looking down at you and he literally melted under your gaze. he lifted you up and you immediately wrapped your legs around his waist.

"lucky me, found such a pretty and pure woman.." sam whispered and before you were able to respond his lips met yours. kissing him softly your heart almost sprang out of your chest and you felt your tummy tingle. his hands rested on your thighs and massaged them softly. feeling more confident you grabbed for his belt and pulled him closer. deepening the kiss by tilting your head just a bit more to the side.

sam's grib on your thighs tightened and your hands started to shake slightly, revealing how excited he made you feel. feeling the urge of feeling his skin against yours, your hands made their way under his sweatshirt, exploring his abs.

a light whimper left his lips as your soft hands found their way under his shirt and you used the chance to slip your tongue cheekily into his mouth. your tongue teasing his, while bringing your hands further upwards and therefore revealing his chest.

you pulled away and he undressed his shirt, leaving his hair messy after he threw the shirt to the side. you bit your lower lip at the sight of his body and inhaled sharply. taking your hands into his and placing them on his chest he came closer and whispered. "all yours.."

kissing his lips eagerly, your teeth clicked against his and you arched your body against his. "touch me sam.." you purred against his lips and placed his hands back on your thighs. moving his lips rougher against yours he quickly pulled away leaving you hungry for more. your lips were reddish swollen and you looked at him in a very devoted way.

he never breaks the eyes contact, as his hands stroke towards your knees. his left hand vanished through the slit in your dress and touched your hot skin. his other hand reached for the hem of your dress pushing it up to your hip, lifting you up slightly to slip it over your ass. his hands pushed your thighs apart. you followed his movements and felt the arousal built up. he tilted your head up, to make you look into his eyes.

"look at me" he spoke in a husked voice and sank to his knees in front of you.

"oh my..sam" whispering to yourself you grabbed onto the counter and bit hard down on your molars only imagining what's about to happen.

he placed kisses along the inner side of your thigh and his hot breath hit your sensitive center. his tongue parting your lips and caring for your clit. his hands looped around your thighs, holding onto them. at the first sensation you stopped breathing and let out a soft moan. sinking into the feeling of him flicking his tongue along your wetness. your supported yourself with one hand on the counter and the other found it's way into sam's hair. you grabbed them in need of him and curled your toes by all the strong feelings he gave you.

he loosens one hand from your thigh and made it's way on the inner side of your thigh. he pushed it softly further apart and rubbed his fingertips over your swollen and very sensitive clit. "does that feel good love?" he checked up on you.

swallowing hard you parted your lips but needed a moment to find the right words. "yes! i want to feel you sam." continuing, you lowered your gaze to his crotch and even tough he was still wearing his jeans his boner presented itself to you. pressing against his jeans, wanting to be released.

not being able to ask for more he got up and held a very intense eyecontact again. his fingers still caring for your clit you felt your legs slightly shake and his hand movement changed. two of his long fingers made their way to your entrance. he rested his other hand in your neck and held you still to watch every facial expression you had to offer to him.

your eyes widened and almost automatically your tights parted further. his fingertips peaking into you, your mouth fell open and you doe eyes came into action again. "please please please sam.." you begged him and your hips wiggled against his fingers.

in a very smooth motion, his fingers sank into your pussy, sending shivers down your spine. your legs twitched at his action and a soft and honest moan ripped from your throat.

"Jesus!"

"you already feel so good around my fingers love.." he spoke in a raspy voice.

his eyes watched you sinful and passion was written all over his face. his finger moved into you and curled against your g-spot. not being able to take your eyes off him you moaned and felt overwhelmed. wanting to hear your beautiful moans, he started kissing your neck instead of your lips. the hand which supported you on the counter, looped around his neck. his kisses found their way to your collarbone. he softly teased it by leaving wet kisses and softly biting it.

haziness washed over you as this kind of sex just poisoned you. you clinged against his body, his fingers working into you, sending shockwaves through your body.

"fuck me please." you blurted out and made him look up at you.

"can't wait to feel your tightness's around my cock." sam breathed against your lips.

he lifted you up, bringing you over to the sofa and placed you gently on it. you watched him closely as his fingers, fumbled open his belt. fingers shakily opening up his jeans, they fell to the ground, joined by his boxers. his cock sprang up, exposing the veins along his shaft. his hand grabbing his cock and pumping it a few times before he got closer, licking his lower lip and letting the sight of you sink in. moaning provokingly while jerking himself at the sight of you.

you bit back a moan and his hand shot up to your chin, pulling your lip out from the grip of your teeth.

"i want to hear you moan" he reminded you. "now turn around for me"

you hesitantly turned on all fours and looked over your shoulder to him. "i want to taste you so bad sam.." you begged.

"i need to feel you right now. i am craving your body y/n" he answered desperately and pressed his length against your ass.

his hands softly guided you on your belly, you were laying there flat on your stomach. you slightly liftet your upper body by supporting yourself on your underarms. needy you liftet your hips, waiting desperately for his cock to finally enter you.

sam kneeled between your legs and his hands stroke along your soft sides, over your hips and squeezing your ass. a excited giggle left your lips and you wiggled your hips. being stoped by his cockhead at your entrance your grabbed onto the sheets and relaxed into the mattress.

he pushed into you and you tensed up as you felt how he stretched you out.

"you're so big sammy, holy fuck.." you moaned hushed.

"i'll go easy on you, relax love" he whimpered and bent down to you. he waited a few seconds to get you adjusted to him. leaving loving kisses on your shoulder and shoulder blade, you relaxed under his touch and gently pushed your hip upwards agains him.

he took that as a sign and started to move his hips gently against yours. a feeling of pure pleasure arises as he buried his cock over and over balls deep into you.

"you're taking me so well. gosh you're taking every inch y/n" sam praised you while moaning in between his thrusts.

sam switched from deep and slow thrusts to rough and a bit faster once. his fingers buried into your hips and he pushed himself over and over again into you. feeling lightheaded and super sensitive you spreaded your thinghs more, making him go even deeper. one hand stroke along your spine and found it's way on your shoulder. holding you gently while working hard into you.

moaning a mixture of curse words and sam's name your walls clenched around him. heavy moans left his lips and were the reason you got even more turned on. a man being vocal in bed literally worked magic on you. not being able to announce your release, he already knew and pulled himself out of you.

you whined at the loss of his cock inside you and he turned you over, turning you on your back, making you look at him. "need to see your face, while i fuck you through your orgasm." he teasingly spoke down to you.

"want you to cum deep inside me.." you moaned out as his cock slipped back into you.

sam hovered over you, supporting his weight onto the hand right next to you and held you onto this cock with his other one. pounding his hips rhytmic against yours, your felt yourself getting closer and wrapped your legs around his hip. he leaned down to you and supported himself next to your arms on his elbows. your shoulder blades rested on his hands and he literally pushed you onto his cock while at the same time thrusting into you. there was no way for you to slip away if it was getting to intense.

"oh god sam!!" you moaned from your chest and held tight onto his back, fingernails clawing into his back. the orgasm approaching, smashed down onto you. not slowing down he fucked you through you high and you felt every bit of strength leaving your body.

a few more thrusts, his cock started to twitch and you looked up into his eyes. he crashed his lips onto yours and with a dark moan against your lips, he cam inside you. breathing heavy his forehead rested onto yours and while staying like this a minute, both of you started to gain back their clarity.

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little secret (Dean Winchester x Vampire!Reader)

summary: you escape purgatory with dean and end up as his dirty little secret. basically you only eat of off animals, but need human blood one day. dean gives himself all to you.

warnings: NSFW, smut, 18+, oral, dirty talk, vampire things

Enjoy! If there are any requests feel free to leave them. Sorry for mistakes i am sure you get the point. ;) xx

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mud. dirt. horrible creatures and awful conditions.

welcome to purgatory.

you were sneaking trough the dark landscapes of purgatory, when this one particular smell awakened your senses: human.

you scanned the surroundings and first of all made sure what surrounded you. nothing unusual you weren't able to kill. therefore you cautiously made your way further to the human. well at least what smelt like human.

you managed to see a figure from a distance. dark hair, leather jacket, tall figure and he fought like crazy with some vampires. you simply watched it go down, when you noticed the man being in serious issues.

you couldn't just watch him getting killed, since he could be useful. giving up your coverage you ran directly to the scene and with one swing you cut the creatures head off. right away you backed away from the man and looked at him. he quickly got back on his feet and was ready to fight you.

"what is a human doing down here?" you asked him calmly.

"why did you do that?"

"well i asked first pretty boy." you smirked and relaxed as you noticed he wasn't really a danger right now.

"what are you?"

"i don't like all the questions you have.." your eyes wandered from his head to toes and back up. "here's the plan. i show you the exit of this uncreative landscape god made and in return you'll take me with you."

"what the hell are you talking about?!" dean looked at you in pure disbelief.

"look there is no time to talk this out in detail, but to show you, you can trust me" you started off and put all your weapons to the ground right next to you. "i'll help you and in return you'll help me"

dean stopped in his tracks and you were able to see his muscles relax just a bit. he looked at all the weapons you carried with you and checkt the surroundings. "why?"

"you as a human aren't desired down here. therefore our beloved savior created a portal for humans to leave. i will show you the portal and you will take me with you" you explained roughly while putting all the weapons back in their place.

it took a minute for him to take in what you just said and he nodded. "well there is nothing i have to lose anymore. so let's do this." he came up to you. "dean" he introduced himself to you.

"y/n" you shook his hand and smirked. "oh and i'm a vampire." you added and let go of his hand. you turned your back to him and the two of you started the journey.

it took dean and you almost one whole year to get to the portal. without being able to really influence it, you two grew together. not just in a friends way, but more or less romantically, but since both of you knew this wouldn't have a future you both didn't take it too serious. you had eachothers back and even though you were the stronger on, in some situations dean saved your ass. tomorrow it would be the day, you two would leave and right now you sat there leaning on a tree and next to you dean.

"you know y/n, we have to talk about some rules if i take you with me" dean broke the silence and looked at you.

"enlighten me" you quietly gave back and kept your gaze straight ahead.

"you're a vampire. down here we are friends you could say, but up there i am the hunter and you are a monster." dean explained and his fingers touched your chin, turning your head towards him. "i want you to stay undercover okey? i don't wanna be the one turning your lights off, shoving your ass back down here." he continued.

"i will." you nodded. "i gotta be honest with you though. there will be the time where i will be needing fresh blood. from time to time i just need some fresh human blood dean. i can live of off animals for quiet a while but..-"

"call me and we will find a way." dean cut you off and nodded. you took his hand into yours and squeezed it gently.

"rest and i will take care." you spoke and took your weapon into your hand.

while the night passed pretty quick, dean didn't really sleep for long and the two of you made it through the night unnoticed. you talked about everything and had a few laughs. even though you were at the most horrible place, dean made it bearable. as the daylight started breaking in, dean got up and helped you getting up.

"oh and one thing y/n. do me a favor and keep your distance from me up there. we will have a thing to keep in touch, i will show you everything up there, but you need to stay away. if my brother finds out about you, you're faster down here, than you can blink.." he said.

"sounds like a plan, i guess. too bad we have to keep a distance i started liking you.." you teasingly smirked at him and started to walk off.

dean followed you with his eyes, laughing to himself while shaking his head in disbelief how you were still able to have humor after all this years you had to survive on your own down here.

"you coming?!" you yelled over your shoulder and pointed to a cliff.

dean quickly followed you and both of you walked a few hours until the portal started to open up.

"it is really there.." you whispered amazed and pointed to the protal.

"wait you weren't sure?!" dean looked at you and raised an eyebrow.

"no time for explanations pretty boy! let's do this!" you told him.

"needy as always" dean smirked at you and pulled his sleeve up. he took the knife and carefully cut along his underarm. dean looked at you and started off the spell. a sharp pain passed through your body and you screamed in pain.

"are you okey y/n!?" dean looked at you worried and kneeled down to you. taking one hand of yours into his ans squeezed it tightly.

"y-you need to go on!" you rushed him and squeezed his hand tight. he continued the spell and the pain got even stronger, pushing you over the edge you lost your consciousness. falling lifeless to the ground.

terrified dean looked at your body and shook you. "y/n, c'mon you can't leave me hanging! you need to wake up, we need to go!" hopeless he tried waking you up, when all of a sudden your body started cramping. a bright orange light made it's way from your tummy, upwards to your chest and even further upwards until it left through your mouth, crawling under deans skin.

his face contorts painfully, bitting hard down onto his teeth as his wound finally closed up. dean went through the portal like planned and as soon as he got back to earth he started to set everything up for your arrival.

he searched for your grave and dug you up. he prepared everything he needed for the spell and started the ritual to bring you back into your body. within a few minutes everything went down and as he cut his arm open again, your soul, left his body and your body revived.

dean helped you getting out of your grave and you looked down at you. no wounds, no scars just a healthy body, soft skin and you felt like you were in the best shape you ever were.

"wow.." you breathed out and smiled at him. "we did it!" excitingly you hugged him and he wrapped his arms around you.

"yeah we did it." he said with a sad and heavy voice.

your grip around him loosened and you looked up at his face. "hey, you aren't happy?"

"of course! it's just you know what that means right now. i can no longer be around you." he said and it was visible how much this fact weighed on him.

"we are setting the rules dean." you reminded him and your hands stroke from his neck to his chest.

"i don't want to risk it. if my brother finds you-"

"he will kill me." you finished his sentence. " i get that dean, but why would he find me? i won't be hurting humans." you explained and tried to convince him. "you always have a choice dean.." you whispered and smiled.

he looked at you and you were able to tell he wasn't sure what to say. his eyes locked with yours he moved slowly closer and put one hand onto your cheek. gently stroking it with his thumb. his look softened and he put one curl of yours behind your ear.

"i can't." he found his voice and spoke up. "c'mon i need to set you up." he turned his back on you and started to walk away. you followed him and the two of you hitch hicked to the motel he set everything up.

in the motelroom 2 bags were on the bed and he made you sit down next to them. he started of by explaining how the world right now works and how to stay undercover. he has gotten you a whole lot of fake credit cards, a phone and a laptop. carefully he went through every detail with you and even handed you a notebook, in wich everything he just told you, he wrote down.

"i saved my number into the phone. call me when you're in need." dean handed you the phone and you took it.

quiet overwhelmed right now you got up and walked over to him. "dean, there are no words i can thank you for this.." you started of and he smiled at you.

"no need to do so. you saved my ass in purgatory" he gave back and took you in a long, warming hug again.

"i will meet my brother now about three hours from here." he whispered against your hair and you pulled him even closer.

"so this is the goodbye?" you already knew the answer to that and loosened your grip around him.

he nodded and carefully took your face into his hands. your hands rested on his underarms and tears formed in your eyes. "i don't want to.." you whispered.

without answering, he got even closer and kissed your lips. your hands stroke upwards to his biceps and held onto him. moving your lips softly against his you soaked up every feeling running through your veins. feeling him this close for the last time, not knowing when you will see him again.

with a heavy heart he pulled away and his face was full of hurt. "stay clean.." he said with a sad smile on his lips and gave you one last kiss on your forehead. he turned away and made his way out of the apartment.

so this was the start of a new chapter? you stood there alone and pulled yourself together. going through everything dean just explained to you again, making sure you were safe with the do's and don'ts. feeling your body getting more focused and sensible you knew your thirst started to kick in. going for the first hunt in centuries it felt like a reward.

deep in the woods you found your first animal victim, satisfying your thirst. a few deers fell victims to you and your cruelty. after feeling the intensity and high the blood gave you, you sat there in the middle of nowhere and enjoyed being back on track.

the days and weeks passed and you spent the time training, eating and observing your old nest. getting stronger day by day, the goal of getting your long awaited revenge came nearer. of course you didn't just came back, because you wanted to be back on earth. definitely not! you came back to kill the ones, betraying you back then. you and your nest were the first vampires to walk the paths god created on earth. unfortunately power and wealth blinded your nest and since you were the strongest one they were convinced they had to get ride of you and killed you in a horrific way.

you achieved a lot the past few weeks, but no matter how hard you trained or how much blood you drank something was missing. drinking animal blood satisfies your thirst, but it just keeps you from killing people. reaching the ultimate power you have, you need human blood.

you had to get it no matter how. of course you played with the thought of just killing someone, but it was just too dangerous and you were not ready to risk it all.

you pulled out your phone and opened your messages.

*i need you* - you

*very bad timing* - dean

*it's an emergency*- you

*where are you?*- dean

*vermont / burlington* - you

*give me 2 hours* - dean

"perfect.." you whispered and gave him the exact address.

almost on point, a knock on the door made itself noticeable and dean was here.

"wow! that's what i call loyal!" you teased and were extremely happy to see him.

"what did you do? you are looking very good y/n!" dean complimented you and closed the door behind him.

you laughed and walked over to him. "let's just say i am getting ready for revenge?" you smirked and hugged him.

he wrapped his arms tightly around you. after he let go of you, you stood up on your tiptoes, holding onto his jacket while placing a kiss on his lips. "very pleased to see you again.." you whispered.

dean surprisingly kissed you back and smirked like an idiot to himself. you made your way to the fridge and handed him a beer.

"thank's" he said and opened it up. "so to be honest it doesn't seem like you're in trouble?" his gaze went through the motel and you nodded approvingly.

"i mean i am not dying, but i have kind of a problem." you sat across the table from him and looked at him. "i have been getting ready for..you know the revenge i have planned, but there ist just one thing missing." you started of and bit your lower lip.

"..and that is?" he asked and his face went from happy to suspicious real quick.

"i need human blood. you see i can't reach my full potential if..you know i can't get what my body usually lives off." your voice got shaky and nervously you played with your fingers. inspecting every movement he made.

dean seemed very calm and took a sip of his beer. he leaned back against the chair, one hand resting on the table with the beer and the other hand resting on his thigh. "you know this contradicts against all of my beliefs?" his voice seemed colder than before.

"i know!" you quickly gave back and got up. "you see, i didn't do it, because we had a promise! But i don't have any other choice dean.." you explained and looked at him.

"how much do you need?"

"well if i am allowed to kill someone, two people would have to die. if i have to, you know be careful one person would be enough, but i'd have to make someone my personal slave, because a one time thing just won't do it. who would do that voluntarily?" you spoke your thoughts out loud and sighed.

"i'll do it as long as you can control yourself." he interrupted you.

"what?!"

"yes. that's a one time thing. you're getting your revenge and that's it." he looked at you dead serious.

"i am able to control myself." you confirmed to him and stepped closer. "do you trust me?" you questioned and softly took his hand into yours.

"what a question is that?" dean gave back and pulled you closer. you were standing between his legs and bent down to give him another quick kiss on the lips.

"you might want to lay down." you whispered against his lips and pulled him onto his legs. guiding him to the bed, he sat down and undressed his jacket.

"let's make this fun.." you smirked and sat on his lap.

"i'd be disappointed if not." dean teased you and his hands immediately grabbed your ass.

you crashed your lips onto his and kissed him longing. pressing your chest against his body you could feel his lips forming a cheeky smirk on your lips. his hands started roaming around your body, touching every inch of you soft skin. his fingers found their way massaging your breasts. a unexpected moan slipped from your lips and you bit softly down onto his lower lip.

your fingers started to unbutton his flannel, exposing his muscular chest. you pulled softly out of the kiss and let your eyes wander along his upper body while pushing the flannel off his shoulders. your mouth started to watering and your eyes changed, from urge forming deep down in your system to get his blood.

he watched you closely and threw the flannel to the ground. seeing your eyes change made him clench his jaw, and his hands undressed your shirt. your shirt was followed by your bra and he turned the both of you over. leaving wet kisses along your neck.

"you're making me feel thing's i haven't felt in a long time dean.." you whispered softly and your hands stroke along his sides.

"it shouldn't feel so good though.." he answered almost reproachful in a very raspy voice and bit softly down on your nipple.

you moaned in surprise and your body arched against his. your gaze fell onto him again and simply seeing him "attacking" you like that made you very weak and wet at the same time. your senses got sharpened and you felt your thirst getting stronger.

"this being our filthy secret makes it even hotter. imagining what your brother would do turns me on to be honest.." you whispered a teasingly squeaky laugh left your throat.

he looked at you through agitated eyes. "i doubt that you dirty little thing"

you put your hands on his cheeks and pulled him up to you. kissing him rougher this time and you turned the both of you over, so you were on top of him. while swirling your tongue around dean's you moved your hips against his. his hands rested on your sides and pushed you against his boner. "you need to stop me if..just if.. you know.." you whispered against his lips and started to unbutton his jeans.

"i am sure i can handle you." he husked out and raised his hips so you were able to undress his jeans and boxers. his rock hard cock made itself visible and you swallowed hard.

"what a shame you left me waiting for this!" you teasingly blurred out in excitement and threw your hair on one side. leaving a kiss on his tip, spitting on it you started to stroke along his shaft with your hand. holding the eye contact.

"good thing's always need their time" he gave back and had one hand in your hair. his other one rested behind his head and he bit his lower lip. looking at you with slutty eyes he enjoyed every minute what you did to him.

you wrapped your lips around his cock and started to move your head. being so hungry for more you started of slow, getting used to him but ended up deep throated him. his hand grabbed your hair roughly and he threw his head back. his abs flexed and his mouth fell open. pure and loud moans left his lips and you couldn't help but started to rub yourself by the sight he gave you.

"move that damn hand!" dean ordered, looking at you through lustful eyes.

you being the naughty thing you are. you stopped blowing him off and sat back. spreading your legs over his and gave him a full on display, how you played with yourself.

"you're driving me crazy dean.." you moaned out and rubbed your clit with your fingers. "being already so wet for your cock.." you continued and gave him the filthiest look. he sat up and looked at you almost in shock. he froze in his position and watched you play with yourself, while stroking his cock himself.

"kinky little whore.." he grabbed your arms and pulled you onto his lap. his cock pressed against your tummy and a whimper left your lips.

"please dean" you pleaded out and your breath got very heavy.

"c'mon let me care for that wet mess you are.." he ordered and lifted you slightly, placing himself at your entrance. he held you on your hips and pushed you down onto his length all at once.

you cried out at the feeling of him filling you up and clawed into his shoulders.

"fuck me dean" you moaned out and wiggled your hips needy on top of him.

he turned both of you over, without pulling out. he pulled his cock completely out of you, only to rub himself against your pussy and thrust hard back into you. repeating this a few times you got so turned on, a wave of heat came over you. your skin started to prickle and pearls of sweat started to form on his chest. his thrust got faster and with every thrust his pelvis stroke your clit pushing you to the edge.

"just like that" spreading your legs a bit more you clawed into his biceps and pulled him down to kiss him once more.

dean moaned against your lips and moved just the right way and hit your sensitive spot. he rested his forehead against yours and both of you were looking down to where he fucked right into you.

"you're doing so good, taking me all in an moaning like the little whore you are" he praised you, slapping your tight which sent a stinging pain through your body only to gently stroking it away. he knew exactly what he was doing to you.

"ohhh fuck dean!" you purred out and felt your high approach.

"will you cum for me pretty angel?" he teasingly spoke against your neck an sucked softly onto it leaving a hickey.

you held tightly onto him and pressed your pussy against his pelvis. with sloppy thrust you released yourself all over his cock. your body felt numb for a moment feeling the orgasm rushing through your system. he pushed himself hard into you one last time and with that you knew he just hit his high.

your turned the both of you again over, so you were on top. you didn't lost him inside you and started to ride his orgasm out. being full of all this adrenaline you bent down to him and held your hips still. his hands rested on your hips he was breathing heavy, trying to catch his breath after this very intense orgasm you gave him.

kissing his neck you felt your fangs come out and heard his heart beating fast. licking over the spot you're about to bite you softly sucked on it first.

"you're delicious i can tell.." you breathed softly against his skin.

opening your mouth to finally sink your fangs into his skin. his body tensed and he clawed his fingers into your skin.

"fucking vampire" dean hissed and a hurtful noice left his throat.

his sweet taste highlighted you're just reached high and you let your fangs sink in just a little bit deeper. the blood rushed into your mouth and it felt like every cell of your body soaked each drop up. your warm breath hit against his neck and you rested your hand on his chest constantly feeling his heartbeat.

after satisfying you first thirst for humans you pulled away and cleaned your mouth with your hand. the effect human blood had on vampires was intense. your skin glowed right away more pinkish, warm and healthy instead of pale and cold. your senses were even sharper than usual and you felt stronger.

"i won't start liking that last part.." dean said and his gaze was dizzy. he rubbed his hands over his face and you got up.

"wait i have something to help you" you said while getting him a snicker and a coke to help stabilize his circulation.

"thank's" he provided himself with the essentials. after a bit of time he sat up and started to get dressed.

you threw a negligee over your body and sat next to him. "are you okey?" you checked up on hime once again and gave him a soft smile.

"yeah no worries.." he confirmed and nodded.

"good."

"how many times will we have to do that?" he wondered.

"it depends, i already feel very good." you explained and looked down at your arms and hands. "but i'd say at least 2-3 times." you added.

his phone got off and you took it from the nightstand.

"who is it?" he asked while putting on his flannel.

"it says sam" you told him and handed him the phone.

"oh fuck" he murmured and picked it up. "i am on my way sam! i'll explain that to you later let me get back for gods sake!"

"the voice on the other side sounded pretty pissed.." you said while watching him getting ready to go.

"that's my brother." he simply said and shrugged his shoulders.

"what will you tell him?" you asked insecure and walked over to him.

"anything but the truth?" he said while laughing.

"oh no way!" you rolled your eyes and laughed.

"no worries he won't find out." he said and kissed your lips one last time.

"drive safe and i'll see you in two days?" you said while watching him leave.

while he strolled to the impala he gave you a thumbs up and winked at you. you bit your lower lip and closed the door.

"gosh this man.." you murmured to yourself and shook your head.

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surprise (Castiel x Reader)

summary: castiel vanished after all of the souls in his body destroyed him. reader has a dream in which, crowley helps her to find castiel. reader decides not to tell sam and dean right away and does research on her own. things get heated and she ends up having sex with castiel of course the boys find everything out!

PSA: i am so sorry i got kinda carried away! (lol i always do) it's a long one! sorrrrreeehh, but i love your guys!

warnings: NSFW, smut, 18+, fluff/smut, sex

Enjoy! If there are any requests feel free to leave them. Sorry for mistakes i am sure you get the point. ;) xx

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another day another hunt. well at least that is what you wished for. castiel gave himself away to the souls from purgatory. unfortunately even though he showed a bit of sanity before he vanished with a huge explosion, it was too late. the souls took over his being and turned him into a monster.

you sat at the end of the bed, holding a glass of rum and sipped on it. tears rolled down your cheeks and there was no way of expressing how you felt right now. you shared a special bond to cas. no matter what was going he was always there. the two of you really grew together like soulmates and now he was just gone.

taking another sip, the alcohol made itself known by giving you a very warm feeling.

how could this possibly be happening right in front of your eyes?! how did you never get he was onto something with crowley and when you did it was already too late. you weren't able to get to him. his mind, his behavior and just he as a being changed. you didn't knew him anymore.

from sips you got to gulps, noticing how your head got heavy and your sight very dizzy. wiping the tears from your cheeks you heard voices and the door unlocking.

sam and dean told you to wait here and they were getting food. within the time they were gone you drank half a bottle of rum. the pain was simply too intense, it knocked you down. you had to get castiel back whatever it costs.

"y/n?!" dean called out, walking over to you and pushed your shoulder softly back so he was able to look into your face.

"leave me alone dean." you managed to slur and pushed his hand away. you placed the glass on the nightstand and grabbed the bottle itself. not being able to take one more sip, dean yanked the bottle out of your hand.

"what the hell?! are you serious y/n?! we all wished it would have went down differently, but it didn't! pull yourself together!" dean's voice got a bit louder, looking at you furiously. the only reason he reacted that way was, because he himself had a very hard time admitting to himself cas lied to all of you.

"guys!" sam warned the two of you and placed the food on the table.

"fuck off dean!" you stood up and pushed him back onto the wall.

dean's faced went completely dark and furious. not being able to even think what you just did he grabbed you, turning the two of you and now he was the one pushing you hard against the wall. he hold you there, looking right into your face.

"touch me like that, one more time and you won't again." he hissed right into your face.

not being able to answer, dean was pulled of by sam and he separated dean from you.

"what the hell you guys?! we definitely need to calm down!" sam's look switched from dean to you. "dean sit down and start eating." sam ordered and went over to you.

dean's face went completely blank in shock, realizing what he just did he rubbed his hands over his face and took a seat.

"are you okey y/n?" sam checked up on you and scanned your arms, face, chest and neck for any bruises.

you just nodded, pressing your lips together and looked up at him. "i'm sorry. i didn't mean to make any trouble. i just can't handle castiel's disappearance." you explained as best as you could.

"it's okey, we are all overwhelmed right now." sam pulled you into a warm hug and just held you for a few minutes.

you and sam sat to the table like dean and you kept your gaze down onto your lap.

"y/n i am sorry.." dean started, but you quickly interrupted him.

"it's okey. let's just forget about it and eat." you said and nibbled on a few fries.

silence filled the room and the three of you just sat there and ate. the life you lived seemed so out of order sometimes. one minute you're killing monsters and the other you're sitting in a motelroom, eating fries and life seemed normal. sam and dean talked about possible solutions, but you weren't able to join their conversation right now.

pushing yourself from the table you managed to tell them, you were doing your night routine. after you were done you got into bed and simply stared at the ceiling. it got so boring you apparently fell asleep. your night wasn't restful at all. nightmares hunted you down and you woke up completely sweaty. the boys were sleeping and you checked the clock.

3:33

you sighed and went into the bathroom, washing your face and then you walked to the fridge taking out a bottle of water. your stomach felt heavy and your head was in pain, at least it kept you busy.

crawling back into bed you couldn't help, but pray to cas like you did every night. finishing the little prayer in your head, your eyes flew shut and you fell asleep again.

"y/n?"" a soft voice spoke to you and stroke your cheek.

not wanting to wake up already you turned away, thinking it was one of the boys.

"y/n wake up" the voice got a bit louder.

tiredly you opend your eyes and sat up. after rubbing your eyes you finally got to see who woke you up.

castiel.

"cas!?" you couldn't believe what you saw an therefor you stood up and walked away form him until you hit a wall. "you're not castiel!!" you added and noticed the two beds beside yours were empty. "where are sam and dean?!"

"Bingo sweetheart!" cas spoke out and smirked. within seconds his appearance changed and crowley stood there.

you relaxed a bit, but were still obviously confused on what is happening.

"what do you want crowley?"

"mhm.." he pretended to really think of something, snapping his fingers, looking back at you. "i did all of this with cas. which means, i know where he is right now." a evil smirk formed against his lips.

your hands balled into fists. "shut your fucking mouth crowley!" you screamed out and ran over to him, knocking him down and holding the demon knife right at his throat.

his smirk didn't fade and he laid there in front of you and looked up at you. "did i just trigger a sensitive spot?" he asked teasingly and pulled a piece of paper out of his pocket. "go see yourself." he added and handed the piece of paper to you.

your grib loosened and you took the piece of paper in your hand. "why would you do that?" you looked at him, pure confusion written all over your face.

"those leviathans will grill our asses. we need everyone we can get and maybe even collaborate to shove their asses back into purgatory." crowley explained.

a strong hand gripped your shoulder and you could hear your name once again, loud and clear.

"y/n c'mon you can sleep in the car, we need to go!"

your surroundings changed with a snap and your eyes flew open, only to realize it was a dream you just had. in panic you searched for the piece of paper, crowley just handed you, ignoring sam which woke you up.

"woah woah y/n hey! are you okey?" sam grabbed your arms and held you still for a minute. he inspected you, raising an eyebrow.

your senses kicked in and you realize it was just a dream and calmed down. "yeah, sorry, i just had a very bad dream" you admitted to him.

"good, dean is already in the car waiting for us. we have a case. get ready and we will wait outside." he told you and left the motelroom.

confused on how real it felt you got up and followed sam's instructions. you took a quick shower, got ready and while packing the last pieces of clothing you noticed not just a piece of paper, but the piece of paper on your nightstand.

since you weren't sure if that was just a trap or real you decided to keep it to yourself. you went outside to the boys and got into the car. driving off, sam and dean were discussing the new case. you had your laptop on your lap and searched the address crowley handed to you.

"boys where are we going?" you questioned.

"illinois, danville" sam responded.

"would you mind stopping in fort wayne indiana? since we have a 7 hours drive ahead of us i think it will fit." you smiled softly at the two in the front.

"is there any reason for that?" sam questioned and you shook your head. "no, well maybe.." you admitted. "i have a old friend there which i'd love to visit?" it's not a complete lie. you thought to yourself.

dean agreed to your plan. the boys update you about the new case and it looked like you were hunting down some cursed objects. the ride itself was quiet and you took sam's offer and slept in the car. shortly before you arrived in fort wayne, you woke up.

you read the adress out to dean and you felt your tummy turn in anxiety. you weren't so sure anymore if it was a good idea to do so, but if it meant you'd have cas back, you were ready to pay every price.

"would you mind letting me out just a few blocks away?" you asked dean and prepared yourself, while stuffing the gun into your waistband.

"why would you need a gun?" dean asked suspicious and stopped the car on a side street.

"i always take a gun with me." you said and gave them a smile. "so i will call as soon as i am ready." crawling off the backseat you got out and closed the door.

the two of them drove off to a diner and you walked through the streets. it was the typical suburban life here. almost every house looked the same, the gardens were perfectly made and it seemed like the classic apple-pie-life.

you reached the needed house and it was light blue. it had white highlights and you walked the stairs up to the front door. looking around you, checking the surroundings once more and rang nervously the doorbell.

the door swung open and in front of you stood a woman. she wore her hair open, in curls and had a bright smile on her face. he eyes were sparkling and overall she had a very lovingly aura.

"hello! how may i help you?" she asked friendly and looked at you.

"uhm..hi!" you smiled awkwardly, because that caught you completely off guard. "i was looking for a friend actually and i thought he lives here." you tried to explain and looked at the piece of paper and back up to her.

"well what's his name?"

"you know what, i think i am completely wrong!" you excused yourself and tried to shrug it off, when all of a sudden castiel came up behind the woman. he placed on hand around her hip and smiled at you sweetly.

"is everything okey?" he asked looking at the two of you.

your face went completely blank and you had a hard time finding the right words. "uhm.." you stuttered.

"she was looking for a friend." his wife explained to him and looked over her shoulder to cas.

"i think you are here, because i can heal people?" cas added and looked back at you.

still not finding the right words you simply nodded like crazy and they let you in. cas and you went into the livingroom while his wife made tea.

"my name is emanuel" he said in a calming voice, holding his hand up to you.

"y/n" you said and shook his hand. it was so wrong coming here alone, you felt like you're going crazy.

cas pulled his hand aways quickly and looked at you in shock. it was clear something just happened, but you weren't sure what. you didn't know what was going on but when his wife came back you sat down.

emanuel held his gaze very suspicious on you while you were talking with his wife. she explained how the two of them met and how things went down since then. cas, well emanuel seemed to be a healer and his wife found him right after, he vanished in the water system. the confusion faded and you were able to piece the puzzle together. he forgot about what happened and now he's here, healing people, thinking he's a healer, when in real-life he's an angel.

"yeah so that is the story on how emanuel made his way into my life" his wife finished off and you smiled sadly. it broke your heart seeing them like that, when you wished it would be you and him. also the realization a life like that would never be possible for the two of you.

"how can i help you?" emanuel asked, breaking your spiral of thoughts and you placed the mug you held in your hand, back on the table.

"i don't need help actually" you confessed and gave them a smile. "i-i just hoped to find my friend here, but i think he must have moved." you nodded and your eyes wandered to cas again.

"we are very sorry, you didn't find your friend." his wife gave back and gently squeezed cas's hand.

"i should go." you said and got up. "may i use your restroom?" you asked. she brought you to the bathroom and you washed your hands with cold water. you took a moment and looked into the mirror.

"what am i supposed to do?!" you whispered and bit your lower lip. you thought for a second about it and a knock on the door distracted you.

"just a minute!" you called, drying your hands and opened the door to step out.

"i know who you are." cas spoke quietly and made sure his wife was still in the kitchen. "i heard you pray to me last night." he continued. "i am the friend you were looking for right?" he questioned you.

"we need to get out of here." you simply gave back. "tonight around 10 pm i will be in daneville, illinois" you looked at him and weren't sure what to do. you were unbelievable happy to see him but at the same time so much hate and frustration ran through your body. how was it even possible to feel such opposite feelings about a person at once?!

"we are in indiana!" he looked at you in disbelief.

"if you are the real c-, friend i am looking for you will find a way." you told him and turned your back to him. at the door his wife was waiting and you said your goodbyes. walking off.

dean texted you the address they were at and you walked over. you were glad it was about a 30 min walk since your head felt like it would explode. did you really just meet cas?! did he really remember you?! i would explain the expression he had, after touching your hand. you pinched yourself and made sure you weren't dreaming again.

until you arrived you were able to gather your thoughts. you prayed to yourself you didn't just start the next huge problem and hoped everything would go right for once.

you walked over to the table from the boys and let yourself fall on the chair.

"must have been exhausting?" dean asked.

"yeah kind of.." you laughed and shook your head. "but it was good to seem him again." you added and took deans coke, sipping it.

"is it someone we know?" sam asked wondering.

"not sure yet." you said and he gave you a confused look. you stole a few fries off his plate and you simply smiled at them.

the three of you payed and went back to the car driving off. several scenarios rushed through your mind of what could happen. cas seemed so pure hearted, just like back then when you first met him. it's like he got a reseted. a few hours later you arrived at the next motel and checked in with the boys.

"you're quiet" dean spoke up and broke the silence.

"congrats sherlok" you said back and let the bag fall onto your bed.

"thing's are rough right now. we should focus on the next steps." sam brought up and looked at the two of you.

"i fell like we should go into a bar and take one evening off." dean said and shrugged his shoulders. "i am so tired of this never ending bullshit. i might as well get drunk for once." he added.

you decline. "i'm fine thank's. i think i will get some more rest."

"well, i woun't let you go alone." sam looked at dean and raised an eyebrow. "you okey on your own?"

"sure" you nodded and took your gun out of your waistband. "baby always protects me."

the two of them left and now you sat there in the dark room on your own. checking the clock you got a bit nervous and your gun rested right next to you as well as your bag, which contained some other weapons in case anything should happen.

"castiel, if you can hear me, i am here. you can come. i am alone the boys are gone." you spoke hesitantly and looked around. a breeze made itself noticeable and you stood up, while checking the room.

"hello y/n" cas stood there in the middle of the room and looked at you.

your first instinct was to hug him and ask him so many questions, but you tried to play it cool and pulled yourself together.

"i see you found your second superpower"

"since you visited, i got a lot of flashbacks and i remember everything. well at least i think so." cas explained and looked around the hotelroom.

"we are alone" you confirmed to him.

"i also remember us y/n" he added quietly and stepped a bit closer.

you turned your back on him and looked onto the ground playing with your fingers. "uhm, a lot has happened castiel. you were about to destroy the world. i mean you did either way, but managed to send at least a few souls back to purgatory. i don't think what happened between us matters anymore." you added. the last words left your mouth as a whisper and you were holding your tears back.

"i know what i did. i know i've made a huge mistake, but everything i can do right now is help you and the boys fight what is about to come." you heard his voice closer and footsteps. "i can not forget about us y/n" whispering the last words against your shoulder he softly stroke along your armes until he reached your hands and turned you around.

the words just hit the right wounds and you pressed your lips together. not being able to talk right now you just wrapped your arms around his torso and held him close. he instantly hugged you against his body and placed a soft kiss on your hair.

"i am really sorry for what i did to you." he told you while placing his fingers on your chin, making you look into his eyes.

"show me" you whispered against his lips and your eyes still holding the very deep eye contact.

his hand slipped from your chin to your neck and he softly placed his lips onto yours. you closed your eyes and felt everything tingle in your body, especially your chest. moving your lips against his, your hands rested on his chest and stroke upwards. one hand burring into his hair and the other one wrapped around his neck.

cas bent further down to kiss you and his second hand rested on your hip. his fingers made their way under your shirt and his thumb gently stroke over your hipbone. a wave of heat overcame you, as you felt his hand against your bare skin. you pulled him even closer and deepened the kiss.

cas walked a few steps back with you, holding you safely against his body, until you hit the wall. he pressed you against the wall and his tongue liked along your bottom lip. surprised at his action a whimper escaped your lips and he used the possibility to enter your mouth with his tongue.

hungry for each other the two of you started to undress one another. one piece of clothing after the other fell to the floor leaving you in only your underwear and him in jeans and boxers. still pressing you against the wall his leg pressed against your legs and separated them. his tight rubbed against your sensitive center and you laid your head back against the wall.

"castiel.." needy you moaned out and looked at him with the hungriest look possible.

his lips fromed into a smirk and when you moaned out looking back at him his eyes changed from the known light blue to almost black since his pupils widened. "don't look at me with those eyes y/n" he warned you and started to kiss your neck.

you bit your lower lip and felt yourself getting more wet by every little touch from him on your skin. he lifted you up and threw you onto the bed. quickly undressing his last pieces of clothing, you joined him and got ride of your undies.

hovering over your he spreaded your legs and needy you kissed him again. "i want to feel you castiel. i've missed you so much. "you whispered against his lips.

"i have missed you too. please tell me if i am hurting you" he looked at you serious and placed himself at your entrance. you nodded your head quickly and simply wanted to feel him. pushing your hips gently further up he entered you inch by inch, until he moved his hips against yours and his whole length filled you up.

your mouth fell open, you held onto him tightly, looking up into his eyes. "j-just like that.." you added and bit your lower lip. he started to move slowly. you felt your center adjust to his size and every thrust brought you closer. one of his hands rested on the side of your head and the other on on your tight.

his lips found their way onto yours and needy the two of you moaned against eachothers lips. he pushed your tight a bit further aside and managed to get even deeper. not being able to handle that you moaned out loudly and clawed your nails into his back.

"you feel so good y/n i can't stop!" he moaned out and his thrusts got deeper and harder.

your abdomen startet to tingle heavily and your breath started to shake. "i-i think i'm gonna cum cas." you warned him and looked up into his eyes.

"will you do that for me?" he kissed your forehead and took one leg of yours over his shoulder. every thrust he made, hit the exact right spot. his breathing got heavier and his touches rougher. you could feel him fully using you to his desire.

and with that it was over for you. you rolled your eyes back and couldn't help it. your walls clenched around his length and you froze in shock. your high rolled over you like a train and he made you feel thing's you haven't felt before. his sweaty body pressed against yours, he released himself into you. feeling his cock twitching inside you.

"there are no words in the world to express how much i'd do for you."he whispered out of breath against your lips and looked deeply into your eyes. he placed a loving kiss on your lips and you kissed him softly back. your heart beating like crazy and feelings being all over the place, your phone brought you back to reality.

"oh fuck the boys cas!" you looked at him in panic and he quickly got up from you. the two of you quickly searched for your clothes and put them back on. still out of breath you answered your phone"

"hi sam!"

"hi, uhm did you run or something?"

"run?! haha! you clown really funny. of course not. what's up?!" you laughed nervously and looked over to cas who sat silently on the bed, giving you a akward smile.

"well okey then. i just wanted to say that dean and i found a trace regarding our case and dean will be there any minute to get you."

not being able to answer, the door swung open and dean stood there. his face losing every bit of expression when he saw the two of you.

"what the hell?!" he looked from you to cas and back to you.

"y/n are you okey?" sam asked confused through the phone.

"u-u-uhm i can explain that!" you stuttered out. "it is-"

"it is not what it looks like?!" dean mimicking you he hit the door close and got closer. "well this better be a fucking good explanation y/n or this will be the last motelroom you see"

not being able to say anything you hear a peep on the other side of the phone and sam hung up. probably on his way here as well. meanwhile cas got up and protectively stood in front of you.

"dean calm down." cas told him.

"what the fuck is going on?! the two of you better be explaining this or i will literally freak out!" dean said glass clear and castiel started to explain the whole afternoon in detail. he added all side facts and pin points so dean would understand what went down. throughout the talk sam joined the two uninformed, got enlightened too.

"and then i came here to talk everything out with y/n, because she herself didn't knew what was going on. after that we-"

you cut castiel off and looked up to sam and dean. "sam called and well the rest you know!"

"i think you forgot a point y/n" castiel added and looked at you. you gave him the look and shook your head.

"hold on you.." sam started of and looked at dean, not being able to hide his shocked face.

"remember the pizza man?" castiel asked sam and dean.

you rubbed temples and inhaled deeply. "you guys can we just.." you started of and looked at sam and dean completely ashamed.

"yes please." dean pleaded and nodded quickly.

"anyone a shot?!" sam asked and literally everyone raised their hand. the three of you looked at cas in confusion and he simply shrugged his shoulders gave you a smile.

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a little distraction (Sam Winchester x Reader)

summary: sam got his soul back and the three of you are working a case. sam is still all over the place and you decided he needed a little distraction.

warnings: NSFW, smut, 18+, fluff/smut, oral, sex

Enjoy! If there are any requests feel free to leave them. Sorry for mistakes i am sure you get the point. ;) xx

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dean, sam an you were working a case, which sam has already been working on with samuel. unfortunately since he just got his soul back, his memories were still gone, but he seemed to have flashbacks the further you guys worked into the case.

you sat at the table in the motelroom, hacking surveillance cameras to check some traces you had. dean sat across from you and sam was switching through police files. from time to time you were able to see from the corner of you eye, he was struggling. sam rubbed his forehead and sighed.

"fuck it we are done here!" dean shot up and went over to sam, to get the files out of his hand.

"dean what the hell?!" sam looked at dean confused.

"you are scratching the damn wall sam! over and over again! you know exactly you aren't supposed to do so!" dean was frustrated and tried to knock some responsibility into sam's stubborn head.

"dean look, i am fine! yeah sure memories come back but only in relation to this case! i don't remember anything from hell. please.." he looked at dean with his face full of pain and regret. "i just wanna end it the right way here. i closed this case in a horrible way."

until now you just watched the two of them having this heated argument but you're done watching. you cleared your throat and got up.

"honestly i think dean ist right sam." you added in a calm way. both of their heads shot into your direction and you smiled softly. "i am not a huge fan of fighting. dean and i are very concerned for your wellbeing sam. be the responsible one you are and listen to dean. at least stay here and let us finish the case."

sam lowered his gaze to the floor and slightly nodded. his hands rubbing against eachother and he took a moment until he answered.

"alright." he spoke up looking back up at the two of you. "but i want to stay. you two finish the case and i will stay here doing all the research."

"thank's god!" dean said and exhaled loudly. he put his hands on his sides and took his glass from the table, filling it up with whisky.

you smiled at sam and padded his shoulder. before sitting down you went to dean and replaced his whisky glass with a bottle of water.

"talking about being responsible." you gave him a warning look. "you better stop drown you frustration in alcohol." you sat back down at the table.

sam looked at dean amused and mouthed "fuck you!" to him. dean mouthed a "shut up!" back.

your look went from one brother to the other and you laughed. "seriously?!" shaking you head you went back to the laptop with your concentration.

after a few hours, you had a rough plan for tomorrow and the three of you went to bed. you got up early with dean and the two of you headed out to get this case finally finished.

the day seemed like it would never end, hopping from one questioning to the next. looking at traces over traces. talking to frustrated and clueless people sometimes weighed hard on you. not just you, but dean was way better at hiding it.

"i feel like we should get lunch and take a bit of a break?" you suggested to dean and handed him a bottle of water. "you haven't been drinking all day long"

"yeah you're probably right." he rubbed his eyes with one hand. the other one still resting on the steering wheel. "thank's love" he took the water bottle from you and took a sip.

dean parked at the next restaurant and you got out. you noticed he wasn't getting out and you looked back into the car.

"are you coming?" you questioned.

"i think i'm gonna call sam real quick. you can already go ahead and place the order" he answered and took his phone out of his pocket.

"fine, se ya" you added and made your way into the restaurant.

you took a seat and looked through the menu. the waiter took you out of your mind and you looked up at him smiling sweetly.

"hello beautiful, what can i get you?"

"i'd love to have the chicken wrap and a coke and for my friend, which will join, a bacon cheeseburger and a beer please." you told him and nodded.

"thank you very much for your order. food will be here asap" he smiled at you and left.

dean made his way to your table and sat down. his face was pissed and you tried to catch his gaze.

"hey grumpy bear what's going on? didn't he answer?"

"he did."

"and?!"

"i just got a call from ben. he said lisa was in trouble."

you had to process for a minute what he just said and you nodded. "ugh..then why are you still sitting here?!"

"i can't just leave right now. sam is still smoshy in his head and you'd have to work alone on this case which is complicated enough." dean gave back and frustration was written all over his face.

you raised an eyebrow and leaned back in the chair, inhaled deeply and placed your hands on the table. "yes i am a woman and sam is still weak, but that doesn't mean you have to manage everything. ben needs you now and i want you to get your ass up after we ate and leave. do you understand me?" you questioned him in a serious but quiet ton so no one would hear you, giving him the talk.

"i never-"

"dean. my question is a simple yes or no question. i do not want any rants." you smiled at him sweetly and crossed your arms in front of your chest.

"fuck you y/n. but i love you." he mumbled and nodded. "but if it's getting risky i want you to call me!"

you nodded and with that the food arrived. both of you finished your meals and after paying you made your way out the restaurant.

"i'll take you back to the motel" dean said while walking to the car.

"oh no! we have to finish some questionings?" you said.

"but not alone!" dean insisted.

"i am not alone" you smirked while getting with him to the car to simply get your gun. carefully putting it into the waistband. "the heaven always provides us with the lovely angels. "you winked at him and dean rolled his eyes.

"well that makes me even more insecure about leaving you alone"

"oh shut up and drive dean!" you rant back and made your way out of the parking lot.

you gathered your thoughts and worked off point after point on your to do list. being on your own made you slower since you had to be extra careful, but you got there. after talking to the last victim you finally decided to go back to the motel. it was a one hour walk back and you reached the motel pretty tired. you loosened up your ponytail and let your hair fall down over your shoulders. trying to get in the room you noticed you forgot your keys. before you could knock the door swung open and sam stood there.

"y/n?! are you okey?! where is dean?!" he pulled you into the room and was completely all over the place.

"sam calm down.." you laughed slightly and closed the door. kicking your shoes aside and undressing your blazer. "dean had a emergency and went to lisa and ben. i finished the to do's we had for today alone." you explained to him and handed him some more files and notes. "we can look through them tomorrow"

"hold on you went on your own?!" sam looked at you in disbelief. "are you out of your mind? anything could have happened! why didn't dean tell me to join you?! don't the two of you believe in me anymore?!

"sam please" you looked at him tired and shook your head. "just take it as it is. it has nothing to do with you. you're all over the place right now. let's just end the day and start fresh tomorrow alright?" you didn't wait for his answer and vanished in the bathroom.

you took a shower feeling your muscles relax after the warm water rushed along your body. you smiled to yourself and felt instantly better. it took you about and hour, finishing in the bathroom and went back into the room. wearing your black leggings and a bralette.

"would you mind if i borrowed your hoddie sam?" you questioned while separating your clothes from what you're still able to wear and what has gotten dirty.

"uh-y-yeah just g-go ahead!" he stuttered and you turned confused to him.

"are you okey?" you looked at him worried and went over to his bag, taking it out of his bag and pulling it over your head. letting it hug your body.

"yeah. course why wouldn't i?!" sam shot back and turned a bit so his back was facing you.

his behavior seemed very out of place and you walked over to him. rested your hands on his shoulder and looked at the laptop.

"don't you think we had enough for today sam?" you said while looking at his profile. watching his lips press together and fingers stop from typing. he bit the inside of his cheek and nodded slightly.

"are you nervous?" unsure you let go of his shoulders and sat right onto the table next to him.

"no!" he blurred out and closed the laptop real quick getting up and walked a few steps back from you.

confused you just looked at him. as wrong as it felt you kind of enjoyed him being so jumpy.

"am i distracting you..sammy?" you asked sweetly, your legs swingging slightly and you smiled.

his eyes looked anywhere but to you. "uhm i think i just need a break" his hands rested at his hip and he nodded quickly.

"maybe you need something else." you looked at him and slipped of the table, tiptoeing towards him.

he followed every movement you made and walked slowly back.

"sorry i can't follow you y/n" he mumbled nervously.

you continued to walk over to him and played with the way to long sleeves. he bumped into the wall behind him and and he was literally nervousness in person.

you stopped right in front of him and looked up at him. taking his belt buckle into your hand and pulled him closer. he melted like butter and you bit your lower lip.

for months he made you feel this way. without his soul, sam constantly crossed your boundaries. there was always this tension between you an sam. the two of you even happened to have sex once but it was right before he said yes to lucifer and from there on everything went downhill, you distanced yourself as best as possible from him and spent your time hunting with bobby.

now that he's the warmhearted sam you knew from before, even more cautious and innocent than before it made you feel some type of way.

quicker than you were able to comprehend what he just did, you were the one standing on the wall. the two of you got very close and you felt his breath hitting your face.

"what do you think you're doing?" he whispered, looking deeply into your eyes.

"testing your memory?" insecure your voice cracked and you laid your hands onto his sides.

"i know what happened before i said yes and i also remembered what happened after.. between us. i was a complete asshole. that's why i keep my distance. " he gently pushed your hands from his body and turned away from you sitting onto the bed.

"sam don't.." you quickly walked over to him.

"y/n please don't. i don't trust myself right now. we should really keep a distance for now.." he explained not even looking at you.

"sam no please, don't do that to me!" you pleaded while getting closer and kneeling down in front of him so he had to look you in the eyes. "it felt so pure..and real, don't you remember that?!"

his face expressed a painful look and he still managed to not look at you. you took his hands into yours and rested them on your sides. you took his face in your hands and tears were forming in your yes.

"don't end things like that." you whispered and felt his grip getting tighter on your sides. he tried to push you away but you grabbed onto his shoulders and pulled yourself back to him. his body pressed against his, kneeling between his legs. he was fighting so hard against his desires, but couldn't hold them in any longer.

he rested one hand on your cheek and the next thing you knew was his lips crashing against yours. you kissed him needy back and wrapped your arms around his neck. he pulled you up onto his lap and you pulled away only to undress the hoddie.

"i missed you so much" you whimpered into the kiss, your hips working against his and you felt his hard member growing.

you felt that he was still holding back, being very hesitant. you pulled away and got up from his leg. getting on your knees, unbuckling his jeans while looking up to him.

"y/n i-i don't know if we should.." he stuttered while following your hands with his eyes.

"relax sam.." you spoke softly and stroke his member through his boxers.

"i-i don't wanna hurt you. if i am getting to rough you need to stop me." he suppressed a moan and his breath getting heavy.

gently you pulled his boxer down, exposing his fully hard cock and you looked up at him. "think you can try but maybe i want it to hurt.." you whispered cheekily and started to kiss his length.

you saw his jaw clenching and he grapped into the sheets hard. you teased him by flicking your tongue around his tip, hurtfully slow taking him into your mouth.

a raspy moan escaped his lips and it send shivers down your spine. your legs got weak and your body got very hot, feeling the tingling under your skin.

you opened your mouth just a bit more and started to bump your head. you supported blowing him off with your hand since you couldn't fit him in completely and looked up at him.

his lips were slightly parted, heavy breaths left his mouth and his eyes were closed. he let himself go and buried his hand in your hair.

"you're doing so good. making me feel very good love" he praised you and opened his eyes. following every movement you made.

you took him out of your mouth and kept moving your hand. before you could say anything he made you undress your leggings.

he stopped you from getting back onto your knees and pulled you back onto his lap. he kissed you needy and undressed the last piece of clothing you had on. your bralette. you moved your body against his and his hard cock stroke you pussy.

a moan escaped your lips and you pushed him back by the chest onto the mattress. you sat gently onto his cock, moving your hips and therefore your pussy along his length and you bit your lower lip.

"i can't wait any longer sam.." you breathed out impatiently and managed to grab his cock. you brought him shaky to your entrance.

"w- i- y/n" sam stumbled on his own words and sat up. he lifted you gently onto his cock, letting you slide down at your own speed.

you laid your head onto his shoulder and moaned surprised against his skin.

"g-god sam!" you needed a minute to adjust to him and started to move your hips at first slowly. he placed soft kisses along your shoulder and stroke your back with his hands.

then he made you look at him and kissed you softly. holding you against his body and supported you moving on top of him. he moaned against your lips and you held onto him as if he could vanish any minute. you missed the intimacy between the two of you so much you wished this moment wouldn't end.

you picked up the speed and it got harder to kiss him gently. your bodies got sweatier and rubbed against eachother. the kisses got filthier and the two of you fell back onto the mattress.

"i've waited for this so bad.." you moaned out as you felt his arms wrap around your torso, pressing you down against his body and fucking into you harder.

you cried out and literally melted into a puddle of ecstasy, laying there while he made you feel things, you never thought existed.

"fuck y/n i needed that so much" sam moaned against your neck and left a hickey.

"p-please i'm-" you couldn't finish your sentence as this thrust hit you g-spot and you body clenched up. sam didn't stop but fucked you through your orgasm as he then finished into you.

completely unable to say anything meaningful right now your body just laid there on top of him, not being able to move. he loosened his grip right away and pulled you softly off his cock, laying you carefully down next to him. he moved to your side and eyed you up and down. one hand rested on your tummy and his eyes looked at you worried.

exhausted you placed your hand on his cheek and stroke it softly. "don't look at me like that." you kissed his lips.

"did i hurt you?" he whispered against your lips and pulled you even closer.

"stop worrying." you told him and shook your head. "you're not a monster sam. your still you and you will get used to it." you calmed him down and gave him one last kiss before getting up.

"yeah you're right." he nodded, rubbing his hands over his face and took a minute to collect his thoughts.

"shower?" you asked with a sweet smile and took his hand into yours. without hesitation, the two of you vanished in the bathroom, getting clean after sweating your soul out. ;)

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[justroaminground]

long time no see (Dean Winchester x Reader)

summary: the winchester's had a case in your city and back then you got pregnant from dean. later on in life you and the winchester's including your boy cross paths.

warnings: NSFW, smut, 18+, fluff, oral, mentionings of motherhood, single mom

Enjoy! If there are any requests feel free to leave them. Sorry for mistakes i am sure you get the point. ;) xx

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it was a autumn windy day and you made your way to the city. you haven't been there for quiet a while since you move up the hills leaving each and everyone behind you. still you had to get back to the civilization here and there to get some things done.

the reason you left, was because a few years prior you were involved in a case from the winchesters. it had changed your life completely. demons were possessing your family including the complete neighborhood and you were the only one surviving.

since the case wasn't over just then the winchester stayed for a few more weeks and helped the city get back to normal. it was horrible to see all of that going down no discussions, but one "thing" stayed forever since then.

you looked down at your little boy and smiled at him. "c'mon ames, we will go to the city and after that i will check up what we learned yesterday!"

"can't we do that tomorrow mommy?! i am sure i will be veeeery tired after we come back.." ames dramatically whined and looked up at you with his green eyes.

"i will play your favorite ACDC cassette in the car!" you knew just exactly what you had to do, to get him where you wanted him.

"deal!!!" he jumped with a huge smile on his face and ran to the car. you followed him and loaded all the needed essentials into the car. getting into.

you drove off to the city, listening to the ACDC songs playing and your son singing along. you peeked over to him just to admire this little creature, which is the only reason you still see this world as a happy place, protecting him with everything you have.

a few hours in the trip the environment started to change. a punch of people rushed trough the streets, bright billboards flashed from all sides and everyone seemed busy.

"mom why don't we live here?" ames mumbled while observing every inch of the surroundings.

"maybe one day little rockstar" you smiled at him. quickly your gaze went back to the streets. when this one particular car got your attention.

a 1967 chevrolet impala

"mommy mommy mommy look at that car!! can we stop here?!??" ames said excited while clapping his hands.

"u-uhm" you coughed trying to find your voice. "i don't know we should get the groceries ames." you finished of your sentence trying to convince him. a quick gaze to your side confirmed your instinct, ames looked at you with his puppy eyes.

"alright, alright.." you calmed him down and parked your car at the next parking lot.

you got out of the car and walked around it, helping the 6 year old boy out of your car you took his little hand in yours and walked to dean's car.

your feelings mixed up and you weren't sure anymore how you felt. praying you would be able to walk away before the winchester got back to their car.

ames walked around the car looking excitedly trough the window. maybe it wasn't even their car?! you though to yourself when a male voice knocked you out from debating with yourself.

"wanna get in and look at it from the inside?!" dean talked straight to ames, not noticing you yet.

"hell yeah!" ames looked up at dean, sparkling eyes and bright smile on his face.

"ames! watch your mouth!" you told him and felt nervousness creeping up in your veins.

dean laughed at ames and unlocked the car, while opening the door he froze in shock and looked straight into your eyes over the roof of his impala.

"Y/n?!´" he spoke out in a calm but surprised tone.

"hi dean."

a bit unsure what is about to go down, ames walked back to your side and took your hand.

"mommy you know this man?" he questioned you and looked up at you.

"u-ugh, yeah this is dean." you smiled down at ames and looked back at dean. "dean this is ames." your nerves eased a bit and stroke through ames hair.

"glad to see you again and nice meeting you little..boy" a heartfelt smile crossed deans face and you were able to see insecurity crossing his face because of ames. "i was just on my way to a diner, sam's waiting for me. wanna join? would love to spend some time with you." his look full of hope made you literally weak

it seemed easier the way it was. ames never really wanted to know where his dad was. he knew that he left which left the two of you as a team. on the other hand you'd love him to have a dad, but dean just wouldn't be able to fulfill this role considering his "lifestyle".

"yeah why not, haven't eaten yet!" taking your keys out you wanted to walk over to your car.

"uhm..mommy can't we just drive with dean?!" ames asked and looked at dean.

"please! i am asking you to drive with me." dean spoke up and pointed to his car.

the two of you got in the backseat and acdc started to play.

"you have the coolest friends!" ames excitingly said while singing along.

dean laughed and looked at the two of you through the mirror.

"he loves acdc" you confirmed to dean and laughed.

arriving to the diner the three of you met sam. he still remembered you from the case a few years back. ames loved them right away and it would be a hard time saying goodbyes, but for now the four of you were here and enjoyed the burgers.

"ames you have a very cool necklaces there." dean complimented ames amulet and looked over at you. you sipped at your coke and bit your lip.

it was the one dean gave you before he left you. back then you thought you were having a special place in deans heart only to be confronted by reality and never hearing from him to this day. maybe this was fate or simply just coincidence. either way you enjoy every second right now.

"thank's, mommy gave it to me. telling me it protects me from evil things." he proudly told dean and showed him, his own amulet.

sam laughed slightly and looked from ames to dean and back to you. already feeling something is off.

"very nice i like it! how does you mom protect herself from bad stuff?" deans gaze went form ames to you, raising his eyebrow.

"she has a very cool tattoo! i want the same one when i am bigger!" like the little ball of energy ames is he answered before you were able to answer.

"yeah exactly." you confirmed. "the pentagram, i am sure you know." you added while looking from sam to dean.

insecurity and slight panic crossed deans face once again at the fact of how similar ames is to him. sam leaned back with a huge smirk on his face and looked at dean from the side.

"c'mon ames need a toilet break? we should definitely get our things before heading back home." you cleaned a bit of ketchup from his mouth. "we live about 2 hours from the city, up the hill. we do a city trip every month and mostly live up there. that's why we are a bit in a rush." you explained to sam and dean.

"nooo mommy i do not wanna go yet!" ames whined out and looked at you with his puppy eyes.

"ugh yeah no i mean i get it, but you can't leave just yet!" dean managed to speak up.

"sorry we really have to.." you smiled at him in excuse and went to the toilette with ames.

coming back to the table you find the two brothers still sitting there and took your bag from the seat.

"hold on." dean said getting up. "sam just said he'd love to get all the things you need. if you want you can join my brother little one" dean spoke down to ames and smiled.

"ugh i-" cut off by ames already being convinced from dean's plan he stood next to sam, holding his hand and smiling up at him.

sam looked down at ames a bit overwhelmed and smiled at you. you knew from the bottom of your heart there is no safer man to leave ames with, than sam.

"okey okey..uhm..at least let me pay!" you said while handing sam your wallet.

"i am just taking that because i do not talk back to a woman, but i won't use it y/r." sam said while turning on his heel and leaving the diner with ames.

looking at dean you smiled insecure.

"if you don't mind i'd love to take another drink and speak about some things..?" he looked at you.

knowing there was a reason he sent sam away with ames.

"yeah sure" you sat back onto the bench and the two of you ordered something to drink.

hours passed and the two of you talked about what was going on the past few years. most of the time you were talking since dean wouldn't be able to explain what was going on in his life in one sitting.

"so yeah i decided after everything that went down to move up the hills." you explained while taking another sip.

"thank you for sharing all that, but i think you forgot a very big part in your story" dean said in a very serious tone.

trying one last time to pass over the topic "ames" you played with your fingers and looked him in the eyes.

"i thought we were passing over some things?" you said while touching on the fact that he hasn't explaing everything from the past few years himself.

"y/r.." dean spoke out in a warning tone.

"alright alright.." you nodded your head and exhaled loudly. "would you mind getting out of here?" asking him you wanted to have some privacy with him.

"no! our motel is right around the corner.." dean explained and the two of you payed.

getting out of the diner and to their motel room, he set you up with a coke but you shoke your head.

"i think i need a beer this time" you said while sitting down.

his eyes widened a bit and handed you the beer. you drank a bit of it and forced yourself to finally confront him with the topic.

"you see i don't wanna talk around it for too long, but yes. ames is your son." you talked it right out. your voice shaking and you're sitting there in front of him feeling the most vulnerable you have ever felt.

his face turns sad and he looked away onto the floor. he leans against the counter with his feet crossed. his head slightly nodding while letting the fact, he's a dad sink in. his assumption's only being confirmed it weighted heavy on him.

silence filled the room and you couldn't just sit there any longer. you walked over to him, leaning at the counter next to him.

"i found out i was pregnant about 2 months after. i got all the savings from mom and dad and moved up the hills. the few thing's i learned from you and sam i used to be safe, but thank's to god, nothing really happened except for this one ghost encounter. anyway the pregnancy went just fine and after 9 months we were two living up there. he had the most wholesome and happy childhood and still has. he is homeschooled and thing's are good. i thought of you many times, but thought it was better that way." you explained pretty rough how thing's went down and put one hand on his shoulder. "don't get me wrong dean, you'd be a amazing father. i just thing it is better for ames this way. it would break his heart knowing you're his father and not being able to spend enough time with you."

silence fills the room again and you can clearly see tears in deans eyes. he bit his lip to hold them back and looked at you.

"c'mere" he whispered, while pulling you into his arms. you wrapped your arms around his torso and buried your face into his neck. you stroke along his back and it felt like he has never been away.

he hugged you tight, placing a small kiss onto your forehead. "thank you for being such a brave and strong mother. he's such a wholesome and lovely boy." dean calmly said and pulled back a bit just to be able to look into your eyes.

your cheeks got red real quick and you smiled. "you are always welcome to spent time with him.. know that." you whispered and the words faded away.

time suddenly seemed to stand still and the eyecontact got very intense. "dean i-" you tried to stop what was about to happen, because you knew there was no way out.

not being able to finish your sentence you felt his soft lips against yours. a huge weight fell off your chest and you closed your eyes. carefully you moved your lips agains his and showed him you were okey with the kiss. his hands were laying flat on your back and he pressed you against his body.

you hummed a surprised whimper against his lips and put your hands on his chest. one sliding up to his neck. his hands started to roam your body and found their way under your jacket. he stripped of your jacket and you pulled slightly away from him just to let it fall to the ground.

the kiss got more heated as you crashed your lips back onto his and clawed his flannel needy. you stood up on your tiptoes just to get more of him. his hands grabber your sides and you pressed your body against his. feeling every inch of you against his body. within seconds he grabbed your waist, picked you up and placed you on top of the counter. your legs interlocked around his waist and you started to unbutton his flannel. softly stripping it off his shoulders, exposing his well trained upper body. you bit your lip and placed your hands on his strong chest.

dean looked at you with a smirk and his hands slowly made their way up your thighs. with flustered cheeks you looked up at him and kissed his lips again.

"i missed that so much" you whispered against his lips.

"let me care of you" dean mumbled into the kiss and made his way down your neck. leaving wet kiss.

your head leaned back onto the cupboard and your body arched against his body. his fingers made their way to your panties and with his thumb he slightly but knowingly pressed against your weakness.

a sweet moan left your lips and your hands were searching for support, resting on his biceps.

"does that make you feel good baby?" his gaze scanned every inch of your facial expressions and you looked up at him with innocent eyes. you quickly nodded, pressing you hips slightly against his fingers.

"use your words, i wanna hear how i make you feel." he stopped for a second undressed your pantie.

"yes sir." you said while following his movements with your eyes.

he came back up and spreaded your legs just a bit more and his hands shoved up your dress. a smirk formed on your lips and you bit your lower lip.

"lucky me i chose just the right outfit today" you whispered in arousal and your hands found their way to his jeans. you started to unbuckle his jeans. letting them fall to the ground including his boxers. exposing his hard member.

his fingers found their way back to your already wet pussy and he played with your clit while sliding teasingly slow down to your entrance. his boner pressing against your thigh.

"lucky me having such a hot mess all to myself." dean growled into your ear and you clawed into his shoulders with one hand. you spit into your other hand and took this length in your hand, starting to stroke his cock.

"d-dean please" you moaned softly while pressing your eyes shut.

slowly but determinant his fingers entered you. you walls clenching around his fingers not being used to the feeling since you haven't been touched since the last time the two of you slept together.

"gosh your so tight!" dean couldn't help but moan out and started to move his fingers inside you. pushing them in and out, curving them just the right way to hit your sweet spot.

you moaned out loud his name and felt yourself getting close. you let go of his cock and hold onto his hand.

"i-i'm gonna cum dean." you breathed out heavily and licked your lower lip.

"c'mon" he said while helping you hop from the counter. he helped you undress the dress and threw it to the floor. your arms found their way around his neck and you walked him to the wall, pressing him slightly against it and letting yourself fall on your knees in front of him. whitout any hesitation you wrapped your lips around his tip and teased him with your tongue.

"holy fuck y/r!" dean moaned out ins surprise and his hand buried in your hair.

you started moving your head and at first you had quite a bit of a problem fitting him into your mouth, but the more you relaxed the easier it got. you sucked him off hungrily and even gagged a bit on his length and thickness.

"just like that baby" dean praised you and pushed his hips against you. your hands rested on his thighs and your doll like eyes looked up at him.

"gosh you're making me weak with those eyes!" dean moaned out and leaned his shoulders against the wall. his hands in your hair and eyes shut. you could feel his cock twitch in your mouth and your mouth started to water even more. pressing his hips gently back onto the wall you move your head and support your movements with one hand. he couldn't hold it any longe and came into your mouth.

"fuck y/n, where did that came from?!" he breathed out surprised and quickly pulled you up on your legs. pushing you against the wall with your back facing him.

"never pull any preconceptions.." you warned him cheekily, grinding against his length. "i wanna fell you dean" you pleaded out and felt sich hands on your hip. you upper body still pressed against the wall while your bottom his pressed back against him.

dean took his cock and parted your lips, teasingly stroking your clit he moved his length up to your entrance and held you still. he pushed his pelvic against yours and enters you inch by inch.

a throaty moan escaped your lips and your hands laid flat on the wall next to your chest. dean pressed you against the wall, thrusting into you deep and slow. pressing your eyes shut you had to concentrate to not collapse onto your knees.

"f-faster dean. fuck me faster and harder" you moaned over your shoulder and grabbed with one hand his hand, which was laying on your hip grabbing into it for support.

he kissed your shoulder blade and bit teasingly into your neck. "as you wish my love" he spoke with a raspy voice into your ear and picked up speed. his trusts got faster and harder. your moans got louder and you held with both hands onto his hands, which laid on your hips for support.

you could feel your body tens up and your knees getting week. one of deans arms wrapped around your torso supporting you and the other one rested on your shoulder. your body started to get shaky and your walls tightened around his cock.

"i'm gonna cum!" you cried out and held onto the wall in front of you.

with one quick move he turned you around and put you on the bed. a needy whimper escaped your mouth at the loss of his body and you looked up at him. he quickly hovered over you and carefully got back into you.

"i wanna see your pretty face, when you cum all over my cock." dean whispered against your lips and lifted your pelvis. with that, he hit your g-spot and you couldn't help but roll your eyes in satisfaction.

your mouth fell open, looking down how he fucked right into you. crashing your lips against his you couldn't hold it in any longer. legs pressed against his sides and your nails clawed into his back.

dean escaped a harsh moan and he trusted all the way into you. you could feel loosing every bit of strength as you finally reached your release. you cried out his name one last time and sunk back into the soft bed underneath you.

right then and there he finished himself while cuming into you. he paused for a minute, kissing you softly and you could slowly feel your body coming back from your high.

"you okey?" he sounded slightly worried, pulling himself out of you.

you cuddled against his chest while nodding. "yeah it's just, i know already i won't be seeing you for quit a while now." you whispered softly against his skin. slowly you sat up and put your hair into a ponytail.

"i promise you will hear from me now more often, even if it's just by phone y/n. i didn't knew about amen." he sat up in bed and sat right behind you. dean kissed your shoulder and gave you a warm look.

you simply smiled and hugged him one more time. before you were able to say something you two heard a knock on the door and sam's voice was echoing through the door.

"guess who's back!" he announced.

"sam and ameeeeen!" amen added while laughing.

both of you hurried out of bed and got dressed quickly. dean got the door while you freshened up in the bathroom. sam and dean brought the two of you back to your car and while sam helped you getting the groceries from the impala into your car. dean took the time left and spent it with amen.

"he's literally his twin.." sam silently told you while the two of you were watching them.

you laughed and just nodded. "take care of yourself and your brother. i am sure amen wants to see the two of you as son as possible again." you smiled up at sam and gave him a hug.

"course. we will" sam confirmed to you and you went over to amen and dean.

"c'mon little rockstar..we should go" you said with a heavy heart and hold your hand into amens direction.

giving you sad look he looked back at dean and hugged his waist one more time. "you're the coolest friend my mom has dean!" he whispered against his tummy and looked up at him. dean kneeled down into amens level and patted his shoulder. "you're the coolest little guy i met. take care of yourself and your mother." amen nodded fast and gave dean one last smile before he turned and also gave sam one last hug.

the two of you got into your car, driving out of the parking lot and amen waved them goodbye.

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[justroaminground]

heat of the moment (Sam Winchester x Reader)

summary: you have deep feelings for sam and there is this one point where everything just escalates. it ends in hot and rough sex.

warnings: NSFW, smut, 18+, rough language, getting physical, fluff, oral

Enjoy and if there are any requests feel free to leave them. Sorry for mistakes i am sure you get the point. ;) xx

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there are no words in the world to describe how you feel about sam. deep down you always felt so calm and safe around him. the feelings slowly but steady got stronger and without being aware he meant..too much? the topics you two had were always very casual and not very deep. just like the ones with dean. the three of you keep a close relationship and it can get emotional, but you tend to keep it light hearted. the hunting itself was serious enough. you've spent quite some time with the two of them now, but started to have very deep feelings for sam. there was no way for you to ever express them to him. love did and always will make things more complicated, so it seems only logical to simply keep them to yourself.

the three of you were sitting in the library of the bunker, reading one book after the other just to understand what lucifers next steps could be or what the heck the current occasions meant. your head pounded and you startet to squint your eyes from time to time, since it felt like your head was about to explode from getting too much information at once.

"ugh..guys i feel like my head is about to explode!" you grunted rushing your hands through your hair.

"literally have been doing this for ages, but I will never get used to it. so i get it pricess." dean sighed.

sam laughed and smirked like an idiot . "well not to be a know-it-all, but i for sure could do this for years! i guess, thank you to the almost started lawyer career!

"i would have loved to see you in a courtroom" you answered cheekily.

before sam was able to answer a cold breeze streaks your body and uncertain you spun around. Unfortunately too quick and knocked a glass from the table.

"Cas!" relieved seeing him a smiled formed on your lips.

castiel bit his lower lip and took a deep breath. "it confuses me how you guys don't get used to me" he stated in a monoton voice sighting.

you rolled your eyes laughing. trying to get up, without standing into the puddle, to clean the mess. you get pushed back down onto the chair and looked up at a warm smile from sam.

"let me get that for you" he pointed onto the mess on the floor and left the library.

insecure you nodded your head and got out of the space so he could clean it up.

"so?! do you have news or simply showed up to make us jump?!" dean pointed out and got up. he leaned at the side of the table and crossed his arms in front of his chest.

the two of them got into a heavy conversation about the latest news about lucifer pretty quick, but you couldn't really follow. your head still pounded like crazy. you made your way to the kitchen to get some painkillers.

before you got into the kitchen you walked past sam and gave him a little smile.

"everything alrighty?" he checked up on you and eyed you up and down.

you looked at him for a second and let the image of him standing there sink in. the hair falling down on his forehead and hung a bit onto his face. jaw clenched, eyes piercing through you. his broad shoulders and muscular body covered in a dark colored flannel. the strong arms and large hands holding the kitchen cloth. you swallowed hard, but played it cool of course.

"yeah course no worries, just can't see any books no more for today!" you turned your back to him, rubbed your forehead and made it into the kitchen. pressed your lips together and exhaled deeply as you heard him walking away slightly laughing.

"take your time this evening, we will stay at the bunker anyway!" he called back.

you took a pill against the evil pain and made your way out of the kitchen. hearing the three of them talking and you decided to head back to your room.

leaning the door shut, you let your clothes fall to the floor and made your way into your bathroom. since the bunker is so big, everyone of you has their own bathroom. thank god! you wouldn't want to share your bathroom with one of the guys.

dimming the lights in the bathroom you let the water fill up the tube and add your favorite scent. your eyes adjusted and relaxed to the relaxed mood. it has been ages since you took a bath, but need one so desperately. there just never seemed enough time to fully rest, so you always went with the showers. the past few months have been extra rough. not even sleep has gotten you out of the misery.

carefully you slipped into the warm water and let it hug your body. silently hissing and cursing over the pain it gave you when the water reached some wounds or sore spots. finally sitting in there you laid your hands around your body and just let the feeling of calmness sink in.

you may not be feeling the best, but enjoy every second around these guys. cas, dean and sam have been family to you every since. even though there were those feelings about sam you couldn't really get under control. staring at the ceiling your thoughts ran off. the silence was so loud in your head.

you just couldn't help, but think of sam again. how he was standing there. his tall and broad frame. his strong gaze, staring up and down at you with worry in his eyes. he was naturally such a warm hearted person and always made sure each and everyone is okey. taking a deep breath you allowed yourself to sink just a bit more into your thoughts about him.

in your head, you framed him one more time from head to toe. slowly your head falls to the side and you softly stroke along your arm. imagining how it would feel like to touch him. it wasn't like you never touched him, but just never in a deeper..sensual way.

you imagined the same situation from before in your hand. standing in front of him and laying your hand gently on his. softly stroking upwards to his forearm and stopping just above his elbow. feeling his warm skin through the flannel you moved even closer and rested your head on his chest. looking up at him, to make sure he is okey with what you were doing. feeling strong hands wrapping you up safely. you buried your face back into his chest and imagines it so strongly, it felt real.

a well known warmth flowed through you. feeling your body reacting very strong to these thoughts you tensed up, because it felt so wrong feeling all of these things and imagining those situations. getting completely lost in your daydream your body can no longer tell the difference between reality and thoughts.

with that you felt how you were getting aroused, pressing your legs against eachother, sitting up in the tube trying to knock logical thinking back into you mind. "get your shit together" mumbling to yourself you rubbed your eyes.

"AHA! chilling while we're doing the work?!" dean stormed into the bathroom without hesitation and looked at you with a bright smirk on his face.

"WHAT THE HELL DEAN?!" you cried out and some water splashed to the ground. you laughed a bit, but looked back up at him. "i need a break sorry, thought i'd take the night off"

"uh.. I'm sorry just wanted to scare you.." he admits while taking a few steps back. "yeah i get that no worries! sam just told me you weren't seeming okey. i wanted to check up on you."

considering the thoughts you just had, you feelt really uncomfortable. feeling caught in something very private. you were able to feel the heat burn in your checks and looked at dean hoping he would finally leave since scaring you already worked!

"everything is fine just..you know it has been rough" you assured him with a little nod and chewed on the inside of your cheek.

"may i?" he pointed to the bathtube edge.

"yeah sure" you confirmed to him.

settling down next to you he gave you a soft an warm look. you already knew what was about to come, but talks like this were needed here and there.

"sam and i grew up like this. it was always our destiny and it will always be. i told you this many times, but you do not have to do this. you have the choice of having a normal life.." his voice echoing calmly through the bathroom. looking straight in your eyes and making sure you really took in what he just told you.

"dean i choose to do this with both of you. i want to be here. you two are like family to me." trying to explain what is going on in your head you gave him a weak smile and shrugged your shoulders.

while smirking he looked down onto the floor and back at you. he placed a kiss on your forehead and nodded. "stubborn like a winchester."

letting out a laugh you slapped his shoulder and point to the door. "you need to go now! i need some rest from you two idiots! "

dean held up his hands in defense and made his way to the door. "never speak up against a woman" he left the bathroom and closed the door.

letting yourself fall back and sink down into the tube again. silence filled the room and you were able to hear sam and dean talking.

"did she say anything?" sam questioned dean.

"you listened why are you asking?!" dean stated laughing.

"that is not true!" sam defended himself and you laughed out silently. feeling flattered at the fact, sam is checking up on you through dean.

"well ask her yourself." dean insisted.

"dean you know damn well you're having a way better connection to here than i am. she would never open up to me like she does to you" sam explained to dean and you held your breath afraid of not being able to hear everything.

you never really thought about it, but he was right. you kind of kept yourself distanced from sam. being afraid you won't be able to control yourself. showing him too much how you feel about him. so keeping him at distance seemed like the right thing to do.

not wanting to think about all of that anymore you got up and finished the bath with a shower. stopping yourself from listening to the rest of the conversation. making yourself clear again why you are here, here were way more important things to do then to follow your stupid feelings. you pushed them aside like always and distracted yourself.

dressed in a fresh set of pj's you were getting ready for bed. before you left your room you were making sure the hallways are empty and sneaked into the kitchen. you went straight for the kettle to make yourself some goodnight tea. you got disturbed by the other winchester.

"gosh you're still up?" speaking into sam's direction you kept yourself bussy setting up the kettle.

"uh, yeah couldn't sleep yet" he confirmed without looking up from his laptop.

nodding your head, you got back to your kettle and waited until the water was boiling. while preparing your cup and tea you could feel his gaze on your back. you tried to shake it off, but the feeling just got very intense. looking over your shoulder to sam you were looking straight into his eyes.

"would you mind, making me one too?" he asked softly and pointed to the cups.

"course not!" you whispered softly back. kinda disappointed at the fact he was just staring, because he wanted something. you prepared his cup. noticing the teas are empty. you looked for them in the drawer not being able to find one more teabag.

"i think we need to get some. don't find any in here" you told him while searching in the other drawers.

"in the cupboard above the coffeemachine we still have some" sam explained and tipped on his laptop.

"oh right thanks" nodding your head you made your way to the coffeemachine. stretching up to the cupboard trying to reach the pack of teabags.

feeling a warm and strong body right behind yours you completely freez in shock. sam.

"let me get that for you." sam mumbled while reaching up to get them for you.

his body is pressed up against yours which made you grip onto the kitchencounter very aggressively. a wave of heat rolled over your body and you took deep breath. within seconds the body contact stopped and he stepped back handing them to you.

slightly dazed from what just happened you turn to him and took them.

"not everyone was granted to be that tall!" you laughed it off. trying to loosen up the tensed situation you turned to the kettle and took it off the heat.

with a laugh he settled back onto this chair and nods. "well it is curse and blessing" sam spoke up.

you're settling down on the chair in front of him and placed his cup next to his laptop.

"well I think being that tall is always a blessing"

"mhm..help me to understand that?"

"maybe i will find the right words after a good 8 hours of sleep" you laughed and leaned in your chair.

he kept his stupid smirk and looked back down to his laptop and licks his lower lip. you bite down hard onto your molars and followed with your gaze, how his tongue traced along his lower lip. getting to comfortable with watching him like that you nervously got up.

"so i see you're really bussy. don't wanna distract you. i will just head back to my room." bursting out a bit too insecure you pushed the chair back to the table and gave him a tired smile.

"you're not distracting me in any bad way.." he cleared his throat looking at you. "could need a smart head like yours, helping me with these cryptic texts." he pointed to his laptop and nods, pressing his lips together.

"love to solve a good mystery" you confidently talked back and took a seat right next to sam. taking a deep breath you pushed away all disturbing thoughts and settled into working mood.

hours passed by like minutes and you found yourself leaning against the wall sitting on the table and sam walked the kitchen up and down.

"Genesis 3:16 – To the woman he said, “I will make your pains in childbearing very severe;  with painful labor you will give birth to children. Your desire will be for your husband, and he will rule over you.” you repeat the text on the laptop and looked over to sam. "sounds pretty sadistic to me" you added while raising a eyebrow.

"I do not know by any means, why the devil quotes this from the bible and I hope we won't find out." sam let out a exhausted breath while walking towards the table.

"I think you need some rest now, well we do!" you told him while carefully sliding from the table.

"Yeah you're probably right.." sam nodded and smiled.

wanting to make your way to the door, sam grabbed your wrist and softly pulled you into a hug.

"sleep well" he whispers against your hair and you found yourself wrapping your arms around his torso. you buried your face in his chest and inhaled his scent. your body takes in every second, feeling him this close.

"heard you're very tired. take your time and rest." he whispered against your hair and stroke your back. giving yourself completely to him, you can already feel your body craving so much more.

"thank you sam, i will" looking up to him smiling and you buried your face into his chest once again. you left the kitchen heading back to your room. As soon as you got into your room you closed the door desperately.

"holy fuck" you whisper to yourself, locking the door and crawled into bed. at the end of the day you were just human, made of flesh, emotions and consciousness. feeling the need to satisfy yourself you strip your cloths off to the floor and relaxed into bed.

the heat in your body and especially between your legs made you weak. you needed to touch yourself, you had to satisfy your craving. it suddenly felt so hard controlling yourself around sam and you were finally able to give yourself away to those feelings.

your warm hands found their way along your body. stroking it and caring for it. goosebumps crossed your body and a quiet whimper left your lips. imagining those strong hands all over your body you felt your body tens up.

fingers made their way between your legs and fingertips gently stroke your sensitive spot. another quiet whimper left your mouth and your abdomen pressed needy against your fingers.

getting hungry for your orgasm. your thoughts got filthier and your hands rougher. your body winded from one position to the other and literally screamed for more. it was not just your body craving for more, but your soul was begging for more. pressing your face into a pillow you, hunting down your long awaited release. your sweaty body pressed into the mattress, twitching and messed up. you can already feel your walls clench around your fingers.

convulsively you moved two fingers in and out of your wet and heated tightness finding yourself half sitting by now. your head rested on your shoulder and your mouth falls open as you can already feel the heat overcoming you.

"i know now why lucifer quotes the bibel!" fully excited you heard sam knocking on your bedroom door.

full on scared you let out a unexpected scream and your orgasm just vanished. breathing heavy you looked around embarrassed trying to find something to cover up.

"are you okey?!" worried sam knocked one more time on the door and panic arises in your chest.

"sam you scared me! i-i was already asleep what the fuck!" unable to find the right words you stumbled what seems to sound right in this situation and you put you pj's back on.

still breathing heavy you opened up your bedroom door. with flustered cheeks you look up at him. sam stood there only wearing his pj's trousers, shirtless looking at you full on concerned.

"uhm..sure" he raised an eyebrow and eyed you from head to toe. "i didn't mean to..disturb i guess" he added while tracing every detail on your face with his gaze.

"oh shut up, get your ass in here and explain the quote now!" you distracted him from further guessing what you just did and moved back to your bed. cheeks were still burning red from what you just did and to be fair your body still felt kinda weak and your head dizzy.

"i think this can wait until tomorrow. for now you really just need some time off!" sam pointed at you and puts his hand onto his hips.

not really thinking, but just going after your instincts you allow yourself to let your eyes wander along his body. maybe a one time thing won't harm anyone? maybe you will finally realize it's just sex you're in need for and not sam? eyes slowly found their way back up to sam's and you find a very amused grin on his face. your cheeks turned red from zero to ten real quick and you just turned away. it's all or nothing right now right?! whatever you were done with holding it back and decided to let the tiger out.

"no need to be ashamed love. at the end of the day we're all just human." sam filled the silence with this low and soft voice. breaking the carousel of thoughts in your head.

having the strong desire to take control you take a deep breath and moved your body on the bed to the edge. ready to play the game he just started. you bit your lower lip, slightly tilted your head to the side and parted your lips to speak.

"not just, that you're disturbing me while i am enjoying my me-time." you paused to slowly undressing your pj's bottom, to leave you in a oversized shirt, fuzzy socks and a thong. "you dare to come in here with only your bottoms not even wearing a shirt?" sam's face get's from pretty confident to shocked real quick, but that just but's more gas into the fire for you. "how outraged of you to behave like that in front of a woman" taking the soft seam between your fingers and undress your shirt next, which leaves you in only your thong and fuzzy socks in front of him. exposing your body to him. "i am disappointed sammy." the last words leave your mouth as dirty whisper while observing every single facial muscle.

sam is not able to hide his lust in any way. his eyes darkened halfway through your show and his jaw so clenched sonhard, it must be hurting. his dark grey bottoms gave you a very good sight of how hard he got. his clearly visible boner pressing against his sweatpants "never thought that this much of kinky whore sleeps in you, y/n." never in all those years you have heard his voice so deep and raspy, sending shivers through your body. pressing together your tights you couldn't hide a naughty smirk.

"maybe the angels heard my dirty prayers and made them come true." you whispered and gently moved your hips on the bed.

"i don't think the angels work for demons." sam eyed you up and down and bites his lower lip. stroking his boner through his sweatpants he took one step closer to you.

"you're calling me a demon? how can such offending words leave your mouth?" fucking turned on you can't help, but started to stroke your boob with one hand. "i mean i know you're having a sweet spot for demons..sammy"

sam pressed his lips together and it was glas clear you just hit a very sensitive spot. his eyes got darker and it seemed like a switch got flicked. "you sure you wanna play like that? not sure if you can handle that." he turned and checked the hallway to see if dean was somewhere near. he closed the door and locked it, turning back to you.

every step he made you watched him closely. your heart pounded heavy against your chest and you felt tingling in your stomach. "oh..i don't think dean would like the way you're talking to me sammy." with a huge smirk on your face, you bit your lower lip and played with you nipple. a soft moan escaped your lips and your body craved his touch.

"fucking tease, you little whore." he stepped right in front of you and but his hand into your hair at the back of your head. rough but hot he pulls your head back and makes you look up at him. your heart jumped and you couldn't hold the excitement.

"i like your determination. remembers me of the good old days your soul burned in hell." you whispered and placed one hand on his upper stomach slowly making your way down to his waistband. giving him a dirty look while smirking.

he took your hand into his and pushed it aside. he leaned down to you and looked straight into your eyes. you watches his almost black eyes from lust and gazed at him with your purest innocent look. "he's still in here and i will let him play with you tonight. he will fuck the innocence out of this pretty body. "his low raspy voice made you shiver even more and your breath started shaking. he observed your needy body and placed a kiss on your jawline. placing more kisses along your neck. he let go of your hair and pulled you up. you wrapped your legs around his waist and your hands around his neck. crashing your lips hungrily against his. he bit softly onto your lower lip and deepened the kiss. heavy breathing filled the room and your craving got stronger.

"touch me and use me" you managed to plead against his lips and your pressed your chest against his.

"oh i will. i will fuck you like a whore. " he whispered harsh and placed you back onto the bed. he hovered above you and started kissing and softly biting your soft skin from your neck to your boobs. making your body arch up against his in need of his body. you pressed your thigh against his crotch feeling his hard member.

sam's hand roamed along your body and cared for every inch in need of his touch. he got up and took the back of your knees, pulling you to the edge of the bed.

"sit for me like a nice angel." he growled and got down onto his knees.

you sat up feeling weak and dizzy from all the hormones rushing through your body. "as long as you fuck me like the devil.." you sweetly talked back and supported yourself with your hands in the mattress.

he literally ripped off your thong and just threw it to the side. his hands push your thighs apart and his head buried between your legs. his warm breath and soft tongue made you explode on the inside and you couldn't help but let out a moan full of relish while gripping his hair.

"oh fuck sammy!" you moaned under your breath and pushed his head a bit more against your wet center.

his fingers grab hard onto your thighs and you could feel his tongue slipping into you, just teasing you as he pulled away and made you look at him.

"call me sammy one more time and you will regret it." he stated and got up.

Needing a moment to process what he just told you, you nooded quickly and watched him getting up.

"please let me taste you." you whimpered quietly at the loss of his touch and your facial features showed pure innocence. very turned on by this sam. he lays one hand onto your cheek and strokes over your lips with his thumb.

"you want to suck me cock little angel? then ask for it. be a good girl and ask for it like a decently angel. " sam commands while holding the very intense eye contact.

"l-let me suck you off sammy" not being able to help yourself, but tease him to the very edge.

his hand let's go of your cheek and lands on your cheek with a very dominated slap. your head falls to the side and a filthy smirk crosses your face. it hurt but just in the right ways. a sparkle lights up in your eyes and you looked back at him. his hand stroke over the cheek and to your throat, squeezing it slightly but just enough.

"on your knees. now." he hissed, lascivious eyes staring into your soul. he let go of your neck and pulled his sweatpants down. revealing his rock hard cock ready for you to take every inch of it.

you wasted no second and dropped to your knees. you took his cock into your hand and spit on it. stroking it a few times before you took him into your mouth. swirling your tongue around his tip and full on taking him inch by inch.

"that dirty little mouth!" sam breathed out and grabbed your hair. not just sucking him of but giving him a full on show by playing with yourself and moaning against his cock.

As you felt him twitching in your mouth you took him in even deeper gagging at his length, waiting desperately for him to come in your mouth.

without any warning he pulls you back and shakes his head. "No. you won't get me just yet." he pulled you up onto your feed and pushed you back onto the bed.

"p-please sam just..." not able to finish your sentence you looked up at him helpless gripping the bedsheets.

laying on top of you, he pushed your legs apart from each other with his hands and you let your head fall back to bed. closing your eyes and giving yourself away to sam and trust him with every inch of your body.

"look at me" he demanded. "i wanna see the hurt on your face, when you have to take it all in at once."

your eyes swung open and you looked up at him. your hands rested on his biceps and you wiggled your hips slightly. "fuck me sam!" you begged desperately. he pushed his full length into you and stopped for a minute. your eyes widened and you moaned out.

"fucking -" you clawed into his biceps and felt yourself stretch around him. "use me for whatever you want me.." you breathed out against his neck and sucked on his soft skin.

he started to thrust in and out of you. going faster at times and slowing down thrusting harder into you. with every thrust you felt yourself coming closer. your sight got dizzy and you clawened onto sam. taking him full in, feeling your craving being fulfilled. you felt so many feelings at once it overwhelmed you.

sams grip on your thighs got rougher and his thrust sloppier. "you're so tight, you feel so good my little angel" he moand raspy and moved one hand from your tight to your abdomen. his hand pushed softly down and with his cock he reached that one spot which pushed you over the edge.

"h-holy fuck i'm gonna cum sam" you cried out and he placed one hand onto your mouth.

"cum for me!" he moaned out and gave you very deep and hard thrusts. you rolled your eyes back and your head dropped back onto the bed. with shaking legs you pushed your pelvis up against him and your hands fell weak onto the bed.

he took your pelvis into his big hands and pushed himself a few more times into you. suddenly the time seems to stand still and your body tensed up. your mouth fell open and wave of energy flows through your body. moaning out his name, while your walls tightened around his thick cock you came and it felt like complete ecstasy.

sam pushed himself deep into you and let out a heavy moan. he supported himself with one hand onto the bed right besides your body and the other hand still on your pelvis.

"you drove me crazy, y/n" sam breathed exhausted and his hair hung onto his face.

you looked up at him feeling high and drunk from all of the feelings you just went through. "come here, please" your voice breaks and you try to reach up for him.

he pulls himself gently out of you and laid down besides you. his strong arms wrapped you up safely and hugged you. you pressed yourself against his body closing your eyes.

you gently stroke his chest and placed a kiss on it. "it may make things more complicated, but you don't know how much i craved for this.." without really think about it you confessed to him.

"we do not have do make it complicated. let's see where it leads us." he placed a kiss on your head and let go of you just a bit so he could look into your eyes. "i never knew you felt this way not the slightest bit. to be honest i thought you're into dean."

you laughed embarrassed against his chest and looked back up at him. "i was afraid of losing you and dean. i guess it was self protection?"

"well stop protecting yourself!" he laughed, hugging you closer again and you took a deep breath taking his scent in. you closed your eyes and fell asleep in his arms.

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