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[kqiten]

𝟎𝟏 - 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐍𝐄

You're sitting in algebra staring at the back of Akaashi's head wondering when class is going to be over as you slowly drift off, "excuse me ma'am." you startle yourself as you see your teacher standing next to you, "the principal wants this class to go around and hang up posters for the Valentines Dance, but since most of this class is too irresponsible I've chosen you and Akaashi to." My eyes go big as Akaashi turns around and looks at me. You look at him with a little smile as the teacher calls you both over to her desk.

As she's handing you two stacks of posters, you slowly look at Akaashi, he notices and gives you a little forced smile. You turn away awkwardly as you walk to the door.

The next 5 minutes of walking in the hallways hanging up posters were awkward even though it had no reason to be. Akaashi and I should be talking like nothing happened, it's practically his fault that we don't talk anymore, he said he wanted to stay friends but completely ghosted me. You and Akaashi gave a few glances to each other here and then, but you never say anything. A couple of minutes go by of you and Akaashi walking around in silence, "Hey, why did you stop talking to me ever since I confessed?" he stops walking, and it grew more silent than before. "I don't know," he says and continues walking

I don't know? I DON'T KNOW? I don't know is something you say when you don't know an answer to a math problem, not something like this!

"Wow," you scoff as you shake your head "what?" he says, looking at you confused, what? WHAT? He's such a jerk. Can he not comprehend what he said is entirely jerky, but if he's such a jerk, why can't I stop thinking about him? You snap out of your thoughts, "it's nothing," you say with a little smile. He turns back around, not saying anything back. More silence continues.

You keep thinking about how you and Akaashi should mend your friendship, but whenever you turn to talk to him, he seems so bothered. You both walk together with only a few posters left.

"HEY GUYS," a loud voice calls out. You could recognize the voice and turn around immediately and see Bokuto running to you guys with a big smile. He side hugs you tightly like he always use to do while saying, "I haven't spoken to you in so long, why have you been avoiding us?" you realize that Akaashi didn't tell him about you confessing which is weird because they usually tell each other everything, but why? You shrug it off, "I've been busy." you lie. You look up at Akaashi who looks annoyed. I think it's because we were almost done with the posters until Bokuto came. "You can't be busy for two years, did you get annoyed of us and decided to get new friends." he jokes, I laugh at the fact because both Bokuto and Akaashi haven't made any effort to talk to me even though we see each other in the hallways all the time.

"We should get going," Akaashi says walking off. Bokuto quickly says, "We should start hanging out again." I laugh, "sure, text me!" he nods and runs off.

I run to catch up with Akaashi. He looks at me. "So we're hanging out today, aren't we?" I laugh a little, "I guess so" he turns around and mumbles, "of course he did."

We head upstairs to put these few posters around. "So, where do you wanna go," Akaashi says hanging up a poster. "Maybe the pizza place we always use to go to, or maybe we can build forts like we use to that would be fun," I say smiling to myself. He scoffs, "were not little kids, we can't do that stuff anymore" he starts to walk off again, I catch up to him "then what can we do?" He stops for a minute, "maybe like adult things or teenage things." he stops and looks at me directly in the eyes, which he rarely ever does, even when we were friends. I can feel my heart pounding through my chest. "Yeah, sure." I stumble over my words, every time I do that he laughs at me, which I find annoying but oddly cute.

He does a little chuckle and continues to walk, "you coming?" He says while stopping, "yeah," I smile and run over to him.

I don't know how you do it, but every time I talk to you, I just love you more than I did before. You have no right to control me like this, but I let you have this control me. I just don't understand why I can't get over you, why is it so hard for me too.

We continue to hang up the few posters around the school. I smile to myself, thinking about how after we hang out, everything might be normal again, but I most likely doubt it but it's nice to think about it though.

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bye because I'm so disappointed with this chapter, it's so poorly written. The next chapter will be better I promise!

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[kqiten]

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐄

❝I'M SORRY BUT I DON'T FEEL THE SAME WAY❞

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You sigh as Akaashi's words repeat in your head over and over again; “I'm sorry I don't feel the same way.” Even though it's been more than two years since he rejected you, you can't get those words out of your head.

You turn over on your belly and think to yourself; I'm always thinking about this, It's been more than two years; I need to get over him. You sigh as you slowly close your eyes. You can picture Akaashi's face when he said those words, the words that you think about every day...

❝ I'M SORRY I DON'T FEEL THE SAME WAY ❞

You open your eyes while letting out a deep sigh. Why are you always in my head? We don't even talk anymore yet I know everything about you. Why can't I just forget about you, how you made me feel with every word you said? Even if it was the stupidest thing ever, you gave me butterflies, you still do.

You scoff, he's a jerk anyway. He said he wanted to stay friends, but now he ignores me; I shouldn't be thinking of somebody who could do that to a friend, but still, why does he never say hello or look at me? I'm just so sick of him avoiding me. It's just annoying to realize that he probably doesn't care about me. He probably never did.

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WARNINGS

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