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I'm built different. like incorrectly i think

#yeaaaah

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I hope you find time to be happy. not just strong

#TEARIN UP #IM SO SAD AND WEAK TODAY #thanks op

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My Mandalorian romance fic 🪐Beyond Beskar🪐 is ready to be read! I'm so excited to share it now, I hope you like it, I've put my heart into it 🥹 I will release a new chapter each Saturday, the fic is locked, so you can only read it when you’re logged into AO3!

#the mandalorian #star wars #din djarin #din djarin romance fic #my fanfic #beyond beskar #ao3 #my oc #Elikai Vidis #din djarin x female oc #my art

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Here are the banners for my Mandalorian romance fic 🪐Beyond Beskar🪐 that will indicate the POV of each chapter!

#the mandalorian #din djarin #din djarin romance fic #my fanfic #my fic #my oc #Elikai Vidis #my art #fic banners #beyond beskar #ao3 #star wars

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Józef Szermentowski Morning Star

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in the tags tell me about your latest dream/nightmare

#i was a medicine student and had to do surgery on a disgusting corpse 😭 #it was desgustang #i was also looking for a toilet lmaooo because i needed to pee and when i woke up and actually got up to pee and was DAMN EVERYT TIME

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Eclipse of the Sun in Venice in July 8, 1842 by Ippolito Caffi.

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objectifying men in armor will literally never get old. like, work it shiny boy. hit ‘em with that old razzle dazzle you fuckin trash can. hottie! (tucks $5 into your cuirass) 

#DIN FUKCING DJARIN #SLUTTY SLUTTY ARMOR

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I bet Jar Jar is fucking hung like a whale. God he can raw me anyday.

I spent like two? Three? Entire weeks with this sitting in my askbox and I just. I got nothing. What could I possibly answer? I tried all the “nope” gifs in this god forsaken website, I tried to draw what my face looks like every time I read this, I tried to find fanart of jar jar with his wang out and the universe was kind enough to me so that I couldn’t find any. I got nothing. Nada. Abso-fucking-lutely nothing. What am I gonna say? What in god’s name am I gonna say to that?!

You see, I wanna fuck general grievous. I do. I want him use all his four arms to simultaneously pull both my arms back and touch my tits as he fucks me with his mecha-schlong. I do. I wanna fuck darth Maul, pre-legs cut off or post metal legs+metal dick enhancement. I wanna lick those horns. Okay? I wanna fuck darth vader. Boy, oh, boy, I do. I wanna hear that hard breathing and wrap my legs over that dramatic cape while he force-chokes me and we do the do. Am I a weird robot-fucker? You bet your ass I am! Am I a tad too much on the horny side? Probably. Did I extrapolate my right to be horny on main? Fucking sue me. But this. THIS.

How do you want me to face my family and all the three (3) friends I have irl? How do you want me to walk into an elevator with a bunch of strangers and when an old lady says “the weather has been a little hot lately, isn’t it weird?” just to do small talk like every fucking old people I don’t know do, how do you expect me not to answer her with “y’know what’s weirder, someone at this very moment is thinking about Jar Jar Binks going balls-deep in them and I cannot talk about this to anyone and the knowledge of this? it’s eating me alive. ALIVE, ma’am, and I don’t mean this as some sick vore reference. Someone’s dreaming of those popped-up eyes, of that weird high-pitched voice screaming MEESA COMING while they’re filled up by Jar Jar Bink’s thick seed, and I’m just standing here while this very notion rots me to the core, taking all life away from me. It’s a nightmare. My entire life, a nightmare, because of an anon message from a horny jar jar fucker on tumblr. This is my floor now, ma’am, have a good day”

I leave the elevator. I probably have an appointment, but I can’t remember where, or what for. I sit down on the floor by the elevator doors. I sob for a full minute. I take the elevator back downstairs, I walk home, I collapse in bed and rub one out thinking of darth vader. I feel better.

Five minutes later, I think about this ask again, and my whole world collapses again. It’s only Tuesday. I sigh heavily and sit down to write this reply.-

Edit: a lot of this is exaggeration. Some of it is true. You get to pick what exactly.

#legendary

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Charlize Theron as Queen Ravenna

SNOW WHITE AND THE HUNTSMAN (2012) THE HUNTSMAN: WINTER’S WAR (2016)

#sheeeee was everythinf #i support women's wrongs

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Jedi culture is a padawan smacking one of their friends, poking them, playing a prank on them, etc. and then, when they try to retaliate, running away shouting- "REVENGE IS NOT THE JEDI WAY!!!"

#LMAOOOO

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Today's aesthetic is cassette futurism

#so....Star Wars? #love that kinda futurism

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yes i'm normal about him. i need to gnaw on him like a no. 2 pencil

#me with Din Djarin #and Thranduil #and Solas

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reblog to give a plushie to the person you reblogged this from

#heere ya go

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fuck there’s too many Americans on here

#germany ✨

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As someone recently diagnosed with ADHD as an adult, one thing that’s been helping me grapple with the intense shame I have over all my “wasted potential” is accepting that potential doesn’t exist and never did.

This sounds so harsh, but please bare with me.

I procrastinated a lot growing up. I still procrastinate today, but less so. And yet, I got good grades. I could write an A+ paper that “knocked [my professor]’s socks off” in the hour before class and print it with sweat running down my face.

I was so used to hearing from teachers and family that if I just didn’t procrastinate and worked all the time, I could do anything! I had all this potential I wasn’t living up to!

And that’s true, as far as it goes, but that’s like saying if Usain Bolt just kept going he could be the fastest marathon runner in the world. Why does he stop at the end of the race??

If ANYONE could make their top speed/most productive setting the one they used all the time, anyone could do anything. But you can’t. Your top speed is not a speed you’re able to sustain.

Now, I’ve found that I do need to work on not procrastinating. Not because the product is better, even, but because it’s better for my mental health and physical health to not have a full, sweating, panicked breakdown over every task even if the task itself turns out excellently. It’s a shitty way to live! You feel bad ALL the time! And I don’t deserve to live like that anymore.

So all of this to say, I’m not wasting a ton of potential. I don’t have an ocean of productivity and accomplishments inside of me that I could easily, effortlessly access if I just sat down 8 hours a day and worked. There’s no fucking way. That’s not real. It’s an illusion. It’s fine not to live up to an illusion.

And if you have ADHD, I mean this from the bottom of my heart: you do not have limitless potential confounded by your laziness. You have the good potential of a good person, and you can access it with practice and work, but do not accept the story that you are choosing not to be all that you are or can be. You are just a human person.

#still not sure if i could have ADD #because when i asked my ex-therapist and mentioned that i didnt start procrastinating with depression and anxiety but that i always did it #and that it was always hard for me to find motivation to work on something i dont want to #i always thought i was lazy and i was sure i could be better in school if i wanted to #but I just couldn't #I rather got some books from the library and researched about symbols and ancient societies and greek mythology for hours #or i read books i liked instead of doing homework like ive been reading 8 books in three weeks all the time in my teens #wish i had the energy now #anyway when I asked my ex-therapist about checking if I could have ADD or something similar she just looked indifferent #saying - sure #“if you want to put that label on you” #like???????? #insane #as if thats something you choose #hope her food is always too salty forever #so i never found out #probably never will too 😞

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i love this character so much......i hope they get seriously injured and almost die

#yeaaah sooo #i do that regularly with my fic OCs #love ya Revia #love ya Elikai