Hi, I've been debating on whether to post this or not but I finally have the courage to do so. (please read the whole thing)
I'm honestly no longer into writing like I used to be, and due to some recent events in my life I've decided to quit writing for now. Idk if I will ever return to posting/writing on this account, but I figured it would be nice if I just posted a small explanation instead of just going ghost mode and disappearing.
I will no longer be updating/writing any new chapters for my book "Dear Erin Lindsay," or posting any new fics. I'm not sure if I'll delete all of my works yet (I might keep them up for a bit just incase anyone still wants to read them.) So any requests that were sent in that I haven't responded too will be deleted.
Thank you for all the support and notes. It's been a wonderful experience to write here and meet so many amazing people, but it's time for me to close this chapter in my life.
- lcvesjj <3
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Hello honey,
I've for this enemies to lovers trope with Connor Rhodes in my head for a long time in my head, so I thought today I'm brave enough to send it to you. Reader is a new doctor at Med. Connor is in a bad for month now, cause his ex cheated on him. So he's not interested in getting to know the new young and beautiful doctor at med. On the contrary: he's letting his anger out on her, being mean, unfriendly and unfair to her. She moves to Chicago to start a new life, away from her abusive ex. Years of being in a bad relationship left her incredible insecure with new people, but she tries her best, being friendly and kind to build a new life, even trying to find new friends. Connor's behavior towards stings at first but soon starting to hurt her more than she wants to admit. Plus the stress and fear that her ex may find her stresses her even more. Imagine she's suffering from severe migraine attacks cause od stress and night terrors. One day getting to her breaking point when Connor once more letting his stress our on her leaving her flinching and let her spiraling her into a full blown panic attack at the break room. In her head she's not at Med but back with her ex.... Out of sheer terror she begs Connor not to hurt her.... Finally he realizes why she's so jumpy and shy. (just need some worried Connor now taking care of her and trying now over the next week's to gains her trust, maybe he helps her now during a migraine attack and so on, until she trusts him enough to him her past). I really love the enemies to lovers trope and the development of Connor being an absolute arrogant asshole to a caring protector and lovely human being.
Title : the new doctor - connor rhodes x fem!reader
Warnings : past abuse, panic attacks, angst, mentions of death of a patient, mentions of nightmares/night terrors, past abusive relationship, badly written enemies to lovers. If there is anything I mightâve missed, please don't hesitate to let me know and I will add it to the warnings.
A/n : This fic is dark and heavy so please be cautious while reading. Please remember that if you have experienced something similar there is always help available and people you can talk to. Stay safe and if anything in the warnings triggers you please donât read this. Iâm really sorry to anyone who has experienced something like this. Help is always available, please donât be afraid to reach out to someone.
Moving to Chicago was a quick decision you had made in the middle of the night. After your ex boyfriend decided to go to the bar again and get wasted and when you tried to ask him to stop drinking and get a job, he punched you so hard to the point of a split eyebrow and a black eye.Â
After patching up the split eyebrow and making sure you didnât need any stitches, you opened your laptop and started looking for jobs in different cities. As far away from here as possible. You knew it wouldn't be a good idea to stay with him and to stay in this relationship.
So after many years of enduring his abuse you had had enough, you tried to leave so many times, but somehow your now ex-boyfriend managed to gaslight you into staying by promising he would change. But he never did change. Luckily you managed to save up some money just in case youâd need it, since you had a gut feeling that you would need it.
Seeing a job offer in the Gaffney Medical Center in Chicago, you felt like this was your chance to leave, without even thinking twice you sent an email with your application. And in the meantime you decided to pack your things and stay at a hotel for some time. It was for the best.
A few days later you got a response to your application asking for you to come in person for an interview. Seeing that email and your laptop you grinned widely.
This was it! You could start a new life away from your ex and the small town you lived in. This was your chance to finally leave and get away.
Before you knew it, you were in the plane landing at Chicagoâs airport. Stepping out of the plane into Chicagoâs winter air, you smiled to yourself.
This was it, you could finally start a new life and live how you always wanted to live.Â
But luck wasnât really on your side, it's what you quickly realised after getting the job at Gaffney Medical Center. The patients and nurses were very kind and helpful. The doctors too, except for one doctor, his name was doctor Connor Rhodes.
He was cold and he always seemed to be angry at you for no reason. One of the nurses whose name was Maggie, explained that Connor recently got cheated on by his ex-girlfriend and from then on he has been acting rude and cold to everyone. But especially you- you didnât know why he would act like that, since you only met him 3 weeks ago.
You tried your hardest to be friendly and nice to him, but that just seemed to anger him even more, he just started to be more and more unfair to you while brushing off all of your attempts of trying to be his friend.
Soon your migraine attacks came back from all the stress of work, the fear of your ex returning and Connorâs behaviour. Every time you had to be next to Connor, your whole body would tense up.
After escaping from your ex boyfriend, dealing with Connor would stress you out to the point of panic attacks and nightmares. Since he would sometimes remind you of your ex when heâd be so cruel and unfair to you. You had no idea what you couldâve done wrong to deserve this type of treatment.Â
You tried your hardest to be nice to him, but after a while you just gave up completely. You just didnât see the point in trying to be nice to someone who would just brush off all of your attempts and just continue to act like that.
One day it all just came crashing down after a patient coded and you tried your hardest to revive him but it was no use. Connor was in the room with you, trying to help. But after one of the nurses told you that itâs no use, you stopped and announced the time of death.Â
Taking off your gloves and walking into the breakroom to just calm down and breathe, Connor stormed after you and started yelling. When you tried to walk away, he grabbed your upper forearm and turned you to face him.
You could feel the panic starting to rise in your chest, Connor then started shouting at you while telling you how much of a dumb mistake you made and he was blaming you for what went wrong, even if it wasnât your fault.Â
When he raised his hands above his head in anger and frustration, you instinctively raised your hands above your face and head in an effort to protect yourself, since you thought Connor was going to hurt you. You could feel your body tremble and the tears slowly pour down your cheeks in fear and pure terror.
Seeing your body tremble and the way your hands were shielding your face and head as if you were waiting for an incoming hit, Connorâs face turned pale white. Thatâs when his heart broke into tiny pieces, itâs when he realised why you were always so tense around him. Someone had hurt and traumatised you to the point of this being your reaction whenever someone raised their voice or made any sudden movements next to your face or head.
âPlease donât hurt meâ You managed to choke out through your tears, feeling the panic grow in your chest even more than before. The amount of terror and fear in your voice made Connorâs heart break even more.Â
Connor quickly took a small step back while slowly putting his hands down to not spook you even more by keeping them in the air. It was obvious you were having flashbacks and that his actions had sent you into a massive panic attack.
âHey hey Y/n, Iâm not going to hurt you. I promise. You're safe here, itâs okay.â Connor says softly while trying to get you to calm down. But it didnât do much since you just kept on begging him not to hurt you- in your mind you were still in the small town you lived in with your ex.
After a while you just seemed to finally realise that you arenât in that small town anymore. You were safe. You were in Chicago, which was far away from the small town you used to live in. Slowly letting your hands down you let out a sob seeing Connor. He slowly walked up to you and gently embraced you, letting you sob onto his chest.
âIâm so sorry Y/n. Iâm so so sorry- I shouldâve- I shouldâve knownâŠI'm so sorry.â Connor just repeated over and over again while holding you tightly.
Soon you managed to calm down, yet you still kept your face buried into Connorâs chest. You tried to take a few deep breaths to calm down. Seeing you in such a state Connor felt heartbroken, he shouldn't have let his emotions and frustrations out on you. You didnât deserve that.
After talking to Maggie it was agreed that you could go home, since you weren't in the right headspace to be able to work properly. Connor offered to drive you home, but you refused while mumbling the excuse that you needed some fresh air.Â
Grabbing your things from your locker quickly you walked out of the Medical Center. You didnât notice it but Connor kept on glancing at you while you walked away. He looked heartbroken, sad and guilty.
When Connorâs shift ended all he could think about was you. He felt guilty for acting in a way that made you relive those traumatic memories. Even if he didnât know what mightâve happened to you in the past, he knew one thing- you did not deserve what happened to you.
He just couldnât take it anymore, Connor knew he had to apologise to you and somehow make it up to you for acting like such a jerk to you. A few days later when you came into work Connor was waiting for you by the front desk. He looked sad and apologetic. He did apologise and he tried his hardest to start making it up to you for his past behaviour.
Over the next few weeks Connor was different. He was nicer and more caring, itâs as if someone had flipped a switch inside of him. Soon you trusted him enough to tell him about your past and why you moved to Chicago. And after telling him all of that, he hugged you tightly to comfort you.Â
He soon started coming over to your apartment from time to time to just check in on you and see how you were doing. When one day when you didnât show up to work Connor decided to check up on you, since you werenât the type of person who would just not come into work without saying anything before.Â
Driving to your apartment he felt nervous and anxious, he tried calling and texting but when you didnât reply he wanted to come and check up on you. Just to make sure that everything was okay.
After you didnât answer the door or any of his calls or texts. Connor got very worried for you. What if something bad happened and you needed help? Without thinking twice he looked under your doormat for the extra key that you had told him about after he came over for the first time.
Quietly unlocking the door he walked inside and started calling out your name. Connor walked around your small apartment searching for you. After a while he decided to check your bedroom. Slowly walking towards the bedroom he knocked on the door.Â
Hearing him knock on the door to your bedroom, you sat up slightly confused. But as soon as you sat up you grabbed your head from the pain. You were having one of those bad migraines that would happen to you from time to time due to the stress.
âConnor? Is it you?â You mumbled half asleep while trying to not cry from the pain. âYes it's me Y/n, can I come in? I just wanted to check up on you.â Connor replied while standing in front of the door leading to your bedroom.
You just managed to mumble a soft âyesâ before laying back down still holding your head in your hands, trying to ease the migraine a little. Connor slowly walked inside and seeing how dark your room is and how the blind were shut he knew what this meant. You were having a migraine- after getting to know you better Connor found out that you sometimes get bad migraine attacks.
âHey sweetheart, how are you feeling?â Connor said quietly while walking up to your bed and crouching down by your side.
âLike crap and my head hurts.â You whispered back while finally looking over at him. You were pale and had dark bags under your eyes and you looked ill.
âMigraine?â Connor just asked while reaching over slowly to push the hair out of your forehead. He was trying his best to be gentle and calm around you after hearing what happened with you ex, Connor didnât want to send you into another panic attack or worse because of his actions. You just nodded in response to his question, since you barely had the energy to speak.
âDo you want me to get you some medicine for the pain?â He asked while looking over at you with a concerned expression on his face.Â
âYes please.â You said softly while glancing up at him.
âOkay I'll be back in a minute. I'll also make you some tea.â Connor said, smiling softly and he kissed your forehead before getting up and quietly heading towards the bathroom where you kept your medicine.
After you took the medicine, your migraine seemed to ease a little. Connor stayed by your side the whole time refusing to leave you in such a vulnerable state. Smiling at him softly you said âYou know that you don't have to do this right?â
He just responded saying âI know. But I want to. It's the least I can do.â With a small smile while brushing the hair out of your forehead again.
âThank you.â You whispered while smiling at him tiredly. Connor just nodded in response. âTry and get some sleep okay? I'll stay here if you want me too.â He replied with a smile. âIâm not about to leave you here.âÂ
Nodding you closed your eyes and tried to sleep. âThank you Connor.â Was the last thing you could say before you fell into a deep sleep. And for the first time in ages you didn't have a nightmare and you slept well knowing that Connor was by your side.
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âTell them how you screwed up." - Jay Halstead x Fem!Reader
Pairing : Jay Halstead x Fem!Reader
Prompt : âTell them how you screwed up." đ°
Warnings : I don't think there are any? :)
Summary : baking a cake with Jay for the units Christmas party doesn't go as plannedÂ
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It was a very bad idea- agreeing to bake a cake with your boyfriend was a horrible idea. The number one reason being: none of you knew how to make a cake. So it was quite literally a recipe for a big disaster.
You were both currently standing in the kitchen you shared, looking over the recipe- it was a simple vanilla cake, with some Christmas decorations.
Earlier Jay had gone to the store to buy the ingredients needed, and when he came back he couldn't stop complaining about how he couldn't find any of the ingredients, so he had to ask for some help from one of the workers there. Even after you had offered to go with him. But Jay being Jay, he was very stubborn and he always wanted to do it on his own.
Looking over the recipe one more time you tried to focus on reading it, instead of glancing at Jay who was currently playing on the floor with Maxie- your golden retriever puppy. They both looked so adorable and hearing Jay do the baby voice while speaking to Maxie, you tried to stifle your laughter at how adorable he was being.
âI can hear you laughing, Y/n.â Jay said while grinning at you.Â
âIt's not my fault you're being so adorable.â You replied, while biting your lip to hide a smile. He just shook his head in response and went back to playing with Maxie.
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After a while, Jay got up from the floor and started helping you out by mixing the ingredients together, while you looked over the recipe again and started looking at the ingredients needed for the frosting and decorations. âOkay what do we need next?â Jay asked, looking over at you.Â
âWe just need eggs and sugar and that's it.â You replied, glancing over at him. He was wearing a massive smile on his face and his cheeks were all rosy and his eyes were sparkling with joy.
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After a while the batter was done and now the cake was in the oven. Slowly you both started to clean up. Until you saw how Jayâs eyes were sparkling with mischief- which meant trouble.Â
âOkay so that's done. Can we bake some cookies after this cake is done?â Jay asked with a massive grin. âOf course we can, but let's just focus on-âÂ
Before you could finish, you felt Jay throw flour at you. Gasping in shock you look at him in fake annoyance. âYou just started a war, Halstead.â You replied with a mischievous grin before also throwing some flour at him.
Soon that evolved into a big flour fight and by the end of it, the whole kitchen was covered in flour and so were you and Jay. But you didn't really care that much, since you were both laughing to the point of tears and having a lot of fun.
Your laughter was interrupted by the smoke alarm. Which meant the cake was now burnt, since you hadn't heard the timer going off. Jay quickly pulled out the burnt cake out of the oven, while you opened a few windows to let the smoke out.
âWell that didn't work out.â Jay said, looking over to you with a smile. âIt's fine, we can always make another one-â You said with a small smile. âBut now our biggest problem is finding something to bake fast since the Christmas party is in 2 hours.â
Jay just bursted into laughter again. âWell that was a fun experience. How about we make a deal?â He asked, looking over to you. âSo what's the deal Halstead?â You grinned in response.Â
âI clean up the kitchen, while you shower and then we can figure out something that we can make fast together-â Jay smiles at you.Â
âSounds fair to me.â You said shrugging with a grin before pressing a small kiss to his lips and heading to the bathroom to shower.
After your shower, you walked into the kitchen that Jay had managed to clean up. âJay, where are you?â You called walking towards the living room. âShower!â He yelled back from the second bathroom.
When Jay walked out of the bathroom, you both started to make some cookies quickly. But this time without any flour fights. While the cookies were baking, you both danced around to your shared playlist while laughing and joking around. Your stomach even started to hurt from all the laughter.
A while later, you and Jay were getting ready to leave for the District for the Christmas party. Soon after arriving, you said hi to everyone and placed the baked cookies on a table. After everyone sat down, the unit started exchanging funny stories with each other.Â
âC'mon tell them what you did Y/n.â Jay said jokingly to you. You laughed and replied âMe? Tell them how you screwed up." You said jokingly, while referring to what happened earlier with the flour fight.Â
Everyone burst into laughter after you explained what had happened earlier. Looking over to Jay you smiled and reached over to kiss his cheek softly. âI love you Y/n/n.â He said with a small grin and red cheeks. âI love you too Jay.â You smiled back, pressing another small kiss to his lips.
This Christmas party turned out better than you could've expected. Even if baking the cake never worked out.
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Hiii, love your work could you write a fluff derek morgan fic where a case is in her hometown and he meets her fam after the case is done and like they do stuff she grew up doing idk I just think it would be cute
Title : Family - Derek Morgan x Fem!Reader
A/n : thank you for the request! I hope this is okay âșïž sorry this took me so long to write! 𫶠I didn't know how to end this fic so sorry for the slightly weird ending
You and the BAU were currently staying in your hometown, after solving a case and you were currently showing Derek around where you were raised. Since Hotch ordered everyone to take a day off. You and Derek had decided to walk around the small town, so that you could show him around.
âSo this is where I grew up. And that is the playground I used to play at as a kid.â You smiled softly while pointing to an old playground. Derek looked at the playground with a small smile, thinking about how happy you looked thinking back about your early childhood and all the memories you had from growing up here.
You were a little nervous, since it was agreed that you and Derek would eat lunch at your parents house. Your family was a little crazy, but you were also excited for them to finally meet Derek- since your mom was begging you for ages to come and visit with your boyfriend.
After hearing you talk about him so much, everyone in your family was so excited to meet him.
Walking around your hometown, hand in hand with Derek, you just smiled widely thinking about how exciting this all was.
Since it was always your dream to bring a future boyfriend or partner and show them around where you grew up.
You both got some ice cream on the way, from a small ice cream shop that you used to get ice cream from with your sisters as a small kid. And you grabbed some sweet treats from a bakery nearby, to take to your parents house for dessert.
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You had already met Derekâs mom and sisters, shortly after you started dating since the BAU was called on a case to Chicago. And at the time you and Derek made a promise that someday you would take him to your hometown and show him around. Just like he did when you were in Chicago.
Since it was close to lunchtime, you both had agreed it was time to head over to your parents house. âI hope this goes well.â Derek smiled while turning you to face him and placing a kiss onto your lips.
âTheyâll love you Derek, donât worry.â You smiled in return while kissing him with a small grin. âI hope you enjoyed my tour around y/h/t. Iâm not the best tour guide but I think I showed you nearly everything.â You added while squeezing his hand. âOh of course I enjoyed it babygirl. Youâre an amazing tour guide.â He laughs while bringing you in for a tight hug. âIâm glad you did.â You say while pressing another small kiss onto his lips, noticing what you were about to do Derek kissed you back while pulling you in even closer.
Introducing Derek to your parents and family was scary, but now you were all sitting around the fireplace laughing, while your sisters showed Derek your baby pictures and exchanging funny stories with each other. Leaning your head onto his shoulder you smiled and kissed his cheek. Derek just wrapped an arm around you and pulled you in closer.
Your family loved Derek and your mom and sisters made you promise to come visit with him soon. Laughing you exchanged the last few hugs with your family, before walking down the steps of your childhood home.
Derek grabbed your hand and squeezed it tightly, in response you squeezed it back and smiled at him. You knew your family would love him.Â
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how about some fluff and comfort with jj and reader where the reader is a part of the team but, for whatever reason, essentially overworks herself to the point of getting really sick and jj takes care of her nd pampers her
Title : Overworked - Jennifer Jareau x Fem!Reader
Warnings :Â reader gets sick/overworked??
Summary :Â When you get overworked your girlfriend is there to help.
A/n : I haven't written anything in a while so sorry if this isn't that good. thank you for the request and I hope this is what you had in mind âșïžâ€ïž sorry for any mistakes I might've missed đ
You knew overworking yourself was not a good idea. But you had so many reports you needed to fill in today, so you didn't really think about how dangerous for your health it might be. You were too focussed on finishing those reports to think about eating or sleeping. All you could think of was finishing the reports so that you could go home and spend some time with your girlfriend.
JJ noticed how you were constantly working and rarely sleeping, which worried her a lot.Â
After you nearly fainted from exhaustion, she decided enough was enough and after watching you complete one of the reports on your desk she walked up and hugged you from behind, squeezing you tightly. With a small tired smile you leaned into her touch.
âCâmon letâs get you home sweetheart- youâre exhausted and you look sick. And you also nearly fainted today. And Iâm not going to argue about this, you need some rest Y/n.â JJ said softly while grabbing your go-bag and the rest of your things. âBut what about-â Before you could even finish JJ interrupted you saying âI already talked to Hotch and we have the next week off, since he agreed that a small break would do us both some good. So câmon letâs get you home so we can cuddle and watch some movies together- Iâll even let you pick what we watch this time.â She laughed with a small grin on her face.
Getting up from your desk you also smiled at her, JJ was right- you were exhausted and you needed a break.
After you both got home, you kicked off your shoes and coat and with a tired groan you collapsed onto the couch making JJ smile at you. âIâm so tired.â You mumbled into the pillow that you were laying on. âI know Y/n/n, that's why I asked Hotch to give us a week off. So that you could rest and recover, since I can see that youâre sick and exhausted.â The blonde replies while sitting down next to you.
Soon JJ managed to convince you to take a warm shower to relax and soothe your aching muscles, while she ordered some takeout. And she was right- after the shower you felt even more relaxed and a little less tired.
Seeing you walk back into the living room JJ smiled and patted the couch next to her, walking over you sat down and smiled leaning your head onto her shoulder. âAre you feeling any better now Y/n? The takeout should be here soon. I hope youâre okay with pizza.â She said while softly rubbing your back. âMuch better, thank you Jayje and pizza sounds amazing honestly.â You said and leaned into her touch. JJ smiled in return and pulled you in closer, wrapping her arms around you.
When the pizza arrived, you both started eating while watching some romantic comedy that you had picked out. With a small smile you looked over to JJ who looked very happy and relaxed. Noticing that you were looking at her, she leaned in, pressing a small kiss to your cheek. Laughing at how cute she was, you wrapped an arm around her and pulled her in closer. âI love you so much JJ.â You whispered into her ear with a small grin. âI love you too Y/n/n.â She smiled back, pressing a small kiss to your lips.Â
JJ was smiling widely, since she loved spending time with you and just being able to relax, since you both worked a tough job. Being an FBI agent wasnât easy and it was draining- both mentally and psychically. So it was very nice to have some time off from the job.
Soon after you both fell asleep- and for the next few days all you and JJ did was relax and watch some movies and spend time together. Which was like a huge relief from the job and all it's troubles.
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Without Looking Back - Erin Lindsay x Fem!Reader
Prompt : walking away without looking back.
Warnings : angst, sadness, no happy endings, break ups, slightly toxic relationships?, hurt/no comfort,Â
A/n : fun fact about this fic is that this was actually supposed to be the ending to my book âDear Erin Lindsayâ but I decided to turn it into a one shot instead :)
You both did everything right.Â
Couples therapy, many talks and dates to your old favourite spots and many other things. But sometimes things simply donât work out and thatâs okay.
There is nothing you can do when that happens.
Seeing the text you got late at night, you sighed. You knew this day would come and somehow you felt neutral about it. There were no feelings. Simply numbness and an empty void, nothing else. Sometimes walking away is the best thing you can do for yourself. You knew this day would come someday.
It didnât happen in one moment, you just started to realise that maybe the two of you werenât that compatible. And that this relationship was draining for you. All of the empty promises and missed dates. You understood it would happen with Erinâs job and all the crazy hours but you still felt sad about it. You wanted this relationship to work out so badly. You truly loved Erin but it was for the best, since this wasnât fair to you or Erin. You didn't feel any anger or resentment towards Erin, you knew it was for the best. And as sad it made you, you knew this was the right thing to do. For the both of you. You just kept on hurting each other which wasnât healthy.
Sometimes itâs for the best.Â
Getting dressed you looked into the mirror one last time before locking the door. Driving towards the bridge you two agreed to meet at, you thought over and over your relationship. As sweet as it was at first, it soon became sour.
And as much as you hated to admit it became toxic and you were tired. You were exhausted. You knew that this relationship wouldnât last but still you held on to that stupid piece of hope that it would magically work out and that you would feel like you used to feel towards Erin.Â
But that day never came.
Seeing as Erin was already waiting for you, you sighed and slowly got out of the car and walked towards her to meet her halfway.
âIâm sorry.â Was the first thing she said. âMe too.â You replied looking at her. You had come to peace with the fact that it was all going to be over so fast. âSo this is it huh? This is the end?â Erin asked softly, hugging her arms tighter to her chest in the cold. âI think it is. Thank you for everything. Iâm sorry I wasnât enough for you.â You said looking her in the eyes, even if you knew youâd probably start bawling if you looked her in the eyes but you smiled at her softly. You truly wished her all the best. Since she deserved it and you felt awful for not being able to give her it. But sometimes relationships donât work out and thatâs okay.Â
Before you could say anything more, she rushed forward and grabbed you in a tight hug. âIâm so sorry.â Erin whispered into your ear. âI know.â Instead of saying anything more you simply nodded, knowing that sheâd understand. Pulling away slowly you both looked at each other with teary eyes.Â
And with one last glance at each other, you walked away. Without turning back, not a single time. Neither you or Erin turned around, you just kept on walking away- further and further from each other. You felt sad but also happy, since you wanted the best for Erin and this obviously wasnât it.Â
This was the last time you two would speak or see each other. You felt peaceful and calm, maybe sometimes it really is for the better.
Thatâs simply how things just go sometimes.
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Hey! I hope you're well and I hope you're taking requests!
I was hoping you could do a Chris Alonso Ă fem!reader?
Maybe something with angst and end fluff where the reader is busy with day to day errands and suddenly they are in danger and SWAT are sent to handle it? Maybe Chris and the reader are already dating? The plot is up to you!
Thanks again!
Title : Safe - Chris Alonso x Fem!ReaderÂ
Warnings : reader is being followed and is attempted to be taken hostage?? (Idk what else to call it I'm sorry-), angst (but it all ends fluffy), Chris is a huge softie here (might be slightly ooc)
A/n : SUHHDJSND I literally screamed after seeing this ask bc Iâve wanted to write something for Chris for sooo long! Thank you for this request! And I hope this is alright :) Requests are currently open! This was written in a rush since I'm trying to catch up on some requests so it's not the best đ„Č
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Getting out of bed in the morning gave you such a bad feeling as if something terrible was supposed to happen but you just brushed it off as anxiety.
The feeling got even worse when you walked out of yours and Chrisâs shared apartment. It was like someone was watching you- the thought of you being followed by someone crossed your mind but you just brushed it off thinking that nothing bad would happen. Chris taught you some simple self defence moves, so in your mind you felt safe- like nothing bad could ever happen to you.
Driving towards the store you listened to some music while thinking about Chris, the two of you planned to go on a nice date tonight after she was done with work. Which made you really excited since you loved spending time with her and it was a little rare that you both had enough time to go on a proper date.Â
Looking back into your front view mirror you frowned. Why was there a big black van constantly following you? What could they want? You decided to send Chris a short text saying âSorry to bother you but Iâm omw to the grocery store but there a black van constantly following me. What should I do now?â Hoping sheâd see it soon and respond quickly. The gut feeling got even worse, seeing as the van was still there.Â
After arriving at the store parking lot you parked the car, locked all doors and decided to call Chris and ask what to do since you felt unsafe and couldn't think clearly due to all the nerves and stress you felt. Hearing the phone go to voicemail you decided to head inside of the store and maybe ask someone who works there for help. Which wasn't the best idea but you were to scared and stressed to think clearly.
What you didnât know is that Chris had seen your texts and your call and had alerted the team about your text, since they were currently searching for a group of people who would follow and then kidnap their victims. One thing that all of the victims had in common was that they were somehow related to police or swat officers which made it even dangerous.
After hearing the alert that you might be in danger they quickly geared up and drove towards where your last seen location was. And while you were walking towards the store you heard loud and fast footsteps behind you. Hearing the telltale sirens of the Black Betty you tried to walk faster until you felt someone grab you and pull you back. Thatâs when the 20- David Squad arrived and all aimed their weapons at the person who was holding you back.
Seeing Chrisâs and the rest of the teams expressions while they yelled for the guy to let you go. You didnât think twice and with all of your strength you punched back your elbow into the stomach of the guy who was holding you, which took him by surprise and you managed to get away while Street and Hondo cuffed the guy up while yelling something at him. You couldn't make out what they were saying since your ears were ringing and your whole body was trembling.
Chris ran up to you and grabbed you into a tight hug while rubbing your back and whispering over and over again that you're safe and that he wonât hurt you or anyone else anymore.Â
You leaned into her touch and held onto her tightly while trying to take some deep breaths to calm down. After a while you stopped shaking and slightly pulled away from her. âThank you.â You breathed out. âNo need to thank me, Iâm just doing my job and my duties as your girlfriend. Are you okay?â She asks while softly brushing the hair out of your face. âYea I think Iâm alright just a little shaken up.â You say while leaning into her more. Chris pulls you in again and kisses your forehead. âI love you Y/n and you made a good call by texting me.â She smiles softly. âI love you too Chris.â You say sighing in slight relief. You held onto her for just a little longer to fully calm down. âYouâre safe now and I wonât let anyone or anything hurt you.â Chris whispers to you softly before placing a gentle kiss on your lips. Thatâs when you knew you were safe.
BONUS PART : (later that evening)Â
Later that evening you and Chris were walking by the beach laughing at the stories Chris was telling about the pranks Street had recently pulled at the SWAT HQ. Laughing while walking hand in hand you smiled widely before pressing a small kiss to Chrisâs cheek. âI love you so much Chris and thank you for the amazing date and for saving me today.â You said while smiling softly at her. âOf course mi amor. Iâd do anything to keep you safe and happy.â Chris smiled at you before pulling you into a soft kiss. âI love you too.â She adds with a soft grin. You were safe.
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No Surprises - Aaron Hotchner x Fem!Reader
Pairing : Aaron Hotchner x Fem!ReaderÂ
Summary :Â Â This job took so much from you that you decided to quit.
Warnings : angst, sadness, no happy endings, Hotch is kind of a jerk here?, yelling and swearing, break-ups,Â
A/n : this was supposed to be more angsty but I didn't feel like re-writting it :) and this is a little old so it's not the best (sorry for any mistakes I missed đ„Č)
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To say that you were tired was an understatement. You were exhausted. This job was taking far too much from you. It had taken so much from you, to the point where you felt nothing. You were simply empty and you wanted to quit your job so badly. You were exhausted and burned out and all you wanted was to leave and not look back. But you stayed because of your boyfriend Aaron.
That was before it all came crashing down. You had just gotten back to the BAU building and Aaron had avoided looking at you or speaking to you for the whole flight back. He was still mad at you, after you and Derek for running into a building where the unsub was without backup. Which was not the best move but you didnât want more people to get hurt because of the unsub
âY/l/n, my office now.â Hotch said in a stern voice, not wanting to make him even more mad. You just dropped your bag next to your desk and walked over to his office. âClose the door.â Was all he said not even glancing up at you. âLook Aaron if you are still-â You didnât even get to finish your sentence before he stood up and walked over to you with a stern expression on his face. âYou disobeyed my direct orders and you put your coworkers in danger by running into that building. Right after I told you to wait for backup. Do you know how badly that could've ended? How am I supposed to not be mad at you? And do not Aaron me. Iâm your boss, not your friend. Why do I always have to take care of you?â He yelled at you.Â
You took a small step back, with tears gathering in your eyes. You just didnât say anything to him, you just stared at the ground. âDo you understand how stupid of a move that was? You could've gotten yourself killed or worse. You're done for today, Agent Y/l/n. And until I decide what to do with you, I donât want you here or anywhere near me or Jack.â He raised his voice at you once again.
You could feel that you were about to start crying. In response you just nodded softly and muttered âUnderstood Sir.â Walking out of his office you quickly ran down the steps and grabbed your go-bag and ran out of the office before your coworkers could see your tears. Emily tried to stop you, but you just walked past her and towards the elevator.Â
Aaron felt guilty, he shouldn't have yelled at you like that. But he was so mad at you since he didnât want to lose yet another person he loved. He was tired and overworked, but he knew that isn't an excuse for being a jerk to you.Â
For you that was it, you had had enough. You were exhausted and humiliated, this job and relationship was taking far too much from you.Â
So that's when you decided to quit, you've been thinking about quitting for a while, but you never had the guts to do so.Â
Walking over to your desk, you pulled out the sheet of paper that has been sitting there for a few months and filled it out. You had made up your mind already. There was no going back now.Â
Thinking about your future you always pictured Aaron and Jack in it, but now you werenât so sure. Aaron started being distant and he would snap at you a lot, just like he did in the office a few hours ago. You were tired and as much as you loved both Aaron and Jack, you knew staying would make it all worse.
After making a few calls to some friends, one of them offered you a job in Chicago and they also offered for you to live with them. Seeing this as your chance to get away from your current life, you agreed. It was an impulsive decision, but you knew it was probably for the best.
A few days later that friend flew over to help you pack everything you might need. When you finished packing and had everything ready to leave, you asked your friend if they could drive with you to the BAU to hand over your resignation and badge and everything.Â
Your friend decided to stay in the car, saying that itâs best if you go in alone. Riding the elevator up, you smiled softly. You knew you would miss your team a lot. Especially Emily, JJ & Penelope, since sometimes you would all go out together or have a girls night in, you knew you would miss being able to spend time with them, but you knew it was for the best. Taking a deep breath you walked out of the elevator and through the glass doors.Â
âGuys look who's here.â Derek yelled getting up and walking over to hug you. âOMG Y/n, I missed you so much!â Penelope exclaimed, running over to pull you into a tight embrace. JJ and Emily also walked over to say hello. âSo what brings you here?â Derek asked curiously. âUh well Iâm actually here to hand this over.â You replied showing them the resignation form. Their faces immediately fell seeing it. âW-what? You're leaving us?â Pen asked in shock. âI got a new job offer in Chicago and I decided to take it. This job really took a toll on me so I decided to quit.â You smiled sadly at them.Â
Hearing his office door open, didnât even look up. You just looked at your coworkers and seeing their sad expressions made you tear up. Derek pulled you into a big and warm hug, whispering into your ear he said âIâm gonna miss you so much. Iâm only a phone call away in case anything happens or I need to kick someone's ass alright? And stay safe for me.â He smiled sadly, kissing the side of your forehead softly.
Derek was like the older brother you never had. Always making sure you were alright and if you were having a bad day he would try and make you laugh with his silly jokes. JJ, Emily and Penenlope also hugged you saying that they would miss you a lot and making you promise that soon youâd come and see them so you could all have a girls night together.
âY/n, what are you doing here?â Aaron asked in confusion, he wanted to call you and apologise for everything but he never had the guts to do it. âIâm just here to give in my resignation and my badge Sir. So you no longer have to bother looking after me.â You replied coldly. Handing him the paper he looked shocked and confused. âY/n-â He started, but you cut him off saying. âI already have found a new job and Iâm moving so donât even bother with it. Oh and this whole relationship is over. Since as you said you donât want me near you or Jack, so Iâm just respecting your decision.â âThatâs not what I meant Y/n, you know that. I was just mad.â He said softly looking at you trying to read your expression. âJust because you are mad doesnât mean you have the right to take out your anger on someone.â You said coldly, handing him your badge before walking out of the BAU once and for all.Â
Taking one last glance at the building you got into the car, driving away ready to start your new life.
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lcvesjj masterlist
here is a masterlist with all of my fics
Posted on : 13/10/2023
Last updated : 15/12/2023
who I write for & request rules
Chicago PD :
Erin Lindsay :
"Oh there's only one bed-"
Reunited
âI donât need your help!â
"You are so cute when you are blushing"
Partners
âWHAT TOOK YOU TWO SO LONG?â
Medicine
Holding Hands
âI didnât know where else to goâŠâ
Stargazing
Without looking back
Hailey Upton :
Figuring it out
Jay Halstead :
Flowers
âTell them how you screwed up."
Chicago Med
Connor Rhodes :
Plan
"Talk to me"
Chicago Fire
Kelly Severide :
the cute next door neighbour
Taken
Criminal Minds :
BAU :
I'm sorry I couldn't stay
Jennifer 'JJ' Jareau :
Sharing the bed
Overworked
Aaron Hotchner :
No Surprises
Derek Morgan :
Family
S.W.A.T.
Chris Alonso :
Meeting the parents
Safe
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Meeting the parents - Chris Alonso x Fem!Reader
Prompt : Meeting the parents of their significant other.Â
Warnings : kissing?Â
Summary : Meeting your girlfriend's parents can be really scary but what if they turn out to be completely different people than you expected?Â
A/n : this fic has been sitting in my drafts for a really long time so it's not the best but anwyays sorry if the ending is a little weird but I didnât know how to end this fic
Chris wasnât afraid of many things. I mean after all she is a badass swat officer, who deals with terrible things on the daily.
Yet meeting her girlfriend's parents for dinner terrified her. She had heard so many stories about them but even after you reassured her, some part of Chris was still scared. She wanted to make a good first impression seeing as she liked you a lot and saw a future with you. She had even introduced you to her swat family. But she had never met your parents or family.
You were also a little nervous but you knew it would be alright. Your parents were very kind and supportive, and you knew it would all be alright. But that still didnât seem to ease Chrisâs nerves.Â
Walking up the steps to your parents house, you squeezed her hand tightly. âItâs going to be fine, theyâll love you Chris!â You said softly looking over to her. âI hope so.â She smiled back at you.
Before you even had the chance to knock on the door, your mom opened it quickly grabbing you into a big hug. âOh look at my beautiful girl, all grown up.â She exclaimed. âAnd you must be Chris! Itâs a pleasure to meet you. Y/n talks a lot about you! Câmon in!â Your mom smiled, grabbing Chris into an even bigger hug. You just laughed quietly, your mom was always so supportive and it honestly made you feel amazing.Â
It was sweet seeing Chris smile. You waited for this moment for a really long time, since you loved Chris and you couldnât wait for her to meet your family and friends.Â
âItâs a pleasure to meet you Maâam.â Chris said, pulling away from the hug to look over to you, you smiled at her in reassurance. âOh please just call me Y/m/n! Itâs really nice to finally meet you! Y/f/n look whoâs here!â She shouted towards the garage where your father probably was.
Hearing his footsteps from the garage you grabbed Chrisâs hand and smiled at her. âItâll be okay I promise. He will love you. But he might start telling some slightly embarrassing stories.â Chris just nodded at your words and squeezed your hand with a small smile.
Your father came rushing in from the garage and grabbed you into a massive hug. After a few more words, he turned around and said. âAh and you must be Chris.â He smiled at her. Your dad and Chris shook hands. Following him to the dinner table, you looked over to her. She looked relieved, this went better than you expected.
Before you knew it Chris and him were sharing stories and laughing together. Taking a small sip of your drink you looked over to your mom with a small smile. Getting up you walked over to the kitchen to help your mom bring out the food.
After everyone finished eating, you and Chris got up to help bring in all the dishes. You saw your dad look over to your mom and share a small smile with each other. You could tell that they liked Chris a lot already.
Sharing a small kiss with her at the kitchen sink you smiled at her. âThis went better than I expected.â Chris whispered with a small smile. âSee I told you it would be fine! They love you so much already.â You replied leaning in to place another soft kiss on her lips. âI love you.â She said, pulling away to look at you with a big smile. âI love you too Chris.â You smiled even more. âNow do you want to go back or do you need a few more minutes?â You asked, gently pulling her into a hug. âI think I need a few more minutes.â You hummed in response, she gently pulled away to place another kiss on your lips.
Your parents loved Chris and somehow your dad had managed to convince her to come to the family barbecue that was coming up soon. Saying it would be a really fun way to get to know each other better and even invited her family to come too. Exchanging another big smile with Chris, you squeezed her hand tightly. This night went even better than anyone couldâve expected.
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Who do you currently have requests for? Cause I honestly donât remember if Iâve sent mine in yet.
Hi! I currently have a few requests for Connor Rhodes and for a few of the Criminal Minds characters. (Derek, JJ & Emily)
If you have any ideas/requests please send them in!! đ
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Who I write for + Request Rules
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request rules
Requests are currently OPEN!Â
I only write fem!reader fics.
Please be nice and respectful when sending a request or ask!Â
Please donât send me requests that were sent to other writers!!!
I will write angst, fluff, hurt/comfort & auâs (I do not write smut)
I do not write sister!reader or daughter!reader.
It may take me some time before answering asks, dms and writing requests (so please be patient)
who I write for
Chicago PDÂ
- Erin Lindsay
- Jay Halstead
- Antonio Dawson
- Hailey Upton
- Kim Burgess
- Adam Ruzek
Chicago MedÂ
- Connor Rhodes
- Will Halstead
- Natalie ManningÂ
Chicago FireÂ
- Kelly Severide
- Stella Kidd
- Gabby Dawson
- Leslie Shay
- Matt Casey
Criminal Minds
- Jennifer Jareau
- Emily Prentiss
- Derek Morgan
- Aaron Hotchner
- Penelope GarciaÂ
SWAT
- Chris Alonso
- Jim Street
- Victor Tan
- Jessica Cortez
- Deacon Kay
- Hondo HarrelsonÂ
- Dominique Luca
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Flower Crowns - Erin Lindsay x Fem!Reader
Pairing : Erin Lindsay x fem!reader
Prompt : flower crowns
Warnings : kissing?
A/n : I havenât written for Erin in a while and I desperately need more fluffy fics đ this is also probably one of the favourite things Iâve written
The morning started out pretty peaceful. Since today was yours and Erinâs day off. Which meant no case, no paperwork and you could simply relax.
Looking over to Erin who was fast asleep, laying on top of you, you smiled.Â
How did you get so lucky to date someone like her?Â
Gently brushing out the hair from her face, you looked at the clock to see what time it was. It was 7:29 which meant your alarm would go off soon. Groaning internally, you tried to softly push Erin off to reach the alarm and turn it off.Â
But that didnât work, since a few seconds later the loud blaring noise of your alarm clock. Out of the corner of your eye you saw Erin slowly start to wake up. âWhatâs the matter?â She mumbled sitting up and rubbing her eyes. âSorry I wanted to turn it off but I was too late.â You smiled sheepishly at her. âMmmm well now that Iâm awake I want my good morning kiss.â The brunette said laughing sleepily, looking over to you with a huge grin. Without saying anything you slowly leaned over and placed a small kiss on her lips.
A while later after laying in each other's arms, Erin asked âWanna go have a picnic at the park for lunch?â While getting up from the bed. âSounds amazing to me sweetheart.â You didnât even have to look at her since you knew she was blushing like crazy. She loved it when you called her cute nicknames and you would always enjoy watching her blush and smile widely.Â
After a quick breakfast, the two of you packed up and got ready slowly to head to the coffee shop and then park to relax. Walking hand in hand with Erin you looked around Chicago. It was really beautiful, especially in the spring.
Sitting down on the grass after you had found a good spot to sit down on the blanket and just relax. You sighed softly, this was just the thing you needed. A day to simply relax and spend some time with your girlfriend.
Erin sat down next to you, leaning over you to place a small kiss on your cheek. âWhat are you thinking about?â She asked softly. âJust about how nice it is to relax with you.â You smiled, picking up some daisies and flowers, beginning to start a flower crown. You loved making flower crowns for people you loved. It was something like a small appreciation gift
Soon the flower crown was done and when Erin wasnât looking, you gently placed the crown on her head. âYou look perfect.â You smiled, fixing the crooked crown a little. âThank you. Iâve always wanted to learn how to make flower crowns, do you think you could teach me?â She asked, looking at you with curious eyes. âOf course I can!â You exclaimed excitedly.
You spend the rest of the day sitting on the grass teaching Erin how to make flower crowns and honestly, you both had a lot of fun. âThank you.â Erin said softly, looking over to you. âI had a lot of fun today and Iâm so glad we got to spend this time together.â She added. âMe too.â You smiled at her, gently leaning in to kiss her.
Days like these were the best.
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Helloo đ can I pleeeeaase ask you for a Connor Rhodes imagine where you're a nurse and dating Connor but recently didn't have much time together so you barely talk and your mood is not the best. So you also don't tell him that you're feeling not well and suffer from chest pain. One time you pass out during your shift and Connor gets called immediately by Maggie and is worried as hell. He stays by your side the whole time till you wake up and first lectures you why you didn't talk to him but as you tell him you didn't want to put more on his plate he feels bad for not being there for you and promises this will change? I craaaave some Connor fluff if that's fine with you đ©·
Title : "Talk to me"
A/n : I loveeeee Connor fluff! thank you for this request and I hope youâll enjoy reading! :) (sorry it took me so long to write this)
Warnings : passing out, hospitals, tiny bit of angst (if there is anything I should add please lmk!)
Lately Med was really busy since it was the middle of a hot summer and nearly everyone was on summer break or something. Which meant you and Connor couldn't spend as much time together as you used to. Usually you would at least have the time to eat a meal together or just talk, but now you both barely had the time. Which made your mood a little sour.Â
You also started to experience some chest pain and you were feeling sick, but you decided to not tell Connor about it since you knew he had a lot going on. And you didnât want to burden him with your problems.Â
That was until one morning you just felt horrible, but you knew you had to go to work since the ER would be crowded and you just brushed it off thinking it's not that big of a deal. Maggie immediately saw something was wrong as soon as you stepped into the ER.
While heading towards the breakroom you started to feel dizzy and the world began to spin. Before you knew it your legs gave up under you and you nearly collapsed onto the floor.Â
Luckily Will was following you and he caught you in time. âMAGGIE!â He yelled, gently placing you onto the ground. Maggie quickly ran over and ordered Will to take you to an empty spare room while she paged Connor.
Connor ran as fast as he could to the ER as soon as Maggie paged him. âHow is she?â He panted leaning on the door to your room. âSheâs alright, just a little dehydrated and weak. Y/n is currently asleep but youâre welcome to stay here till she wakes up.â Maggie smiled, patting his shoulder and walking out.
Softly walking up to your bed, he sat down next to you, intertwining your fingers together. He was exhausted and he felt guilty since recently he barely spent time with you. It made him feel like the worst boyfriend ever.
Connor simply sat down next to your bed and grabbed you hand, softly tracing small shapes into your palm. Sighing to himself, he kept on asking the same question over and over again in his head. âWhy didnât I notice something was wrong?â
And he sat like that in the uncomfortable hospital chair, holding your hand while waiting for you to wake up. He didnât plan on leaving anytime soon. Maggie came in to check on you and bring Connor some water, gently saying that he should also stay hydrated.
He was beginning to fall asleep when he felt that you were starting to wake up. Getting up as fast as he could, he yelled for a doctor, while reaching to check if you were alright.
You woke up feeling so confused. The last thing you remembered was walking towards the breakroom and then collapsing and now you were in a hospital bed. âY/n you scared me so badly. Are you feeling any better?â Connor asked, leaning down to place a small kiss on your forehead. You just nodded in response, feeling to weak to speak.Â
After Will finished checking you over, he announced that he would go get your discharge papers ready. Connor just nodded and sat back down, still holding onto your hand. âWhat happened?â He asked you, looking at you with concern written all over his face. âI started feeling dizzy and then I just collapsedâŠâ You trailed off, not looking Connor in the eyes.
âCâmon sweetheart. Talk to me, whatâs wrong?â Connor replied, placing a gentle kiss onto your knuckles. âIâm sorry, I didnât want to bother you with how Iâm feeling, since I know you have a lot going on and I justâŠI just didnât want to bother you with the random chest pains Iâve been having and stuff.â You mumbled, Connor sighed at your words.Â
âY/n/n you have nothing to apologise for. You didnât do anything wrong. I should be the one apologising to you. Since I never wanted to make you feel less important to me or something. I promise this will change. Iâm really sorry, I never wanted for you to feel like you couldn't talk to me. No matter what, I'm here for you and once again Iâm really sorry.â He said sadly. You could see how bad he was now feeling.Â
âI love you Connor and I always will. Câmere.â You said, shuffling a little on your hospital bed, so that Connor could sit down next to you. Pulling him into a big hug you simply sat like that holding each other. He pulled away for a second, to place a soft kiss onto your lips. âI love you more Y/n/n. Just please donât ever scare me like that again.â You nodded in response, while Connor simply buried his face into your neck.Â
Nothing else mattered in that moment.
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sharing the bed - Jennifer Jareau x Fem!Reader
Pairing : Jennifer Jareau x fem!Reader
Prompt : âmove, you're taking up the whole freaking bed.â & âyouâre freezing.â
Summary : a funny moment ensues while sharing a bed with JJ while on a case.Â
Warnings : I donât think there are any?Â
A/n : this probably wonât make any sense since I wrote this while half asleep so sorry if itâs not the best đ
Everyone was exhausted after finishing the case in Alaska and all you wanted was to go home and sleep. But there was a huge snowstorm which meant the plane couldnât start or get in the air since it would be too dangerous.
Which only left everyone with one choice. Staying in Alaska till the storm is gone. Luckily there was a small motel close to the precinct, which meant you could all get some well deserved rest.
Walking into the motel you sighed softly, all you wanted was a hot shower and some sleep. Sitting down on the couches placed in the small reception place you look around at the magazines left on the coffee table.Â
Watching Hotch walk back up to where you all were seated you smiled, being glad to finally rest. But today luck wasnât on your side. It turns out they didnât have enough rooms which meant you had to share a room.
âMe and Dave will share a room, Reid youâre with Morgan. And Y/l/n youâre with JJ. Everyone get some rest, take a shower and we will meet here in the morning.â Hotch said, handing out the keys to everyone. âCâmon Y/n letâs go.â JJ said getting up and nudging your shoulder softly. With a small groan you got up and followed her to your room.Â
âCan I shower first?â JJ asked, opening the door with her key. âYes of course.â You nodded
âIs it okay if we share a bed? Since that sofa doesnât look comfortable.â She laughed softly looking at you with a small smile. âI donât mind at all. Iâm just so tired.âÂ
You took off your go bag and placed it on the left side of the bed near the window, since JJ already put her bag on the right side. After hearing the bathroom door click shut. You softly laid down on the bed groaning after hearing your back crack.
After JJ was done you quickly took a shower and got into the bed. âGoodnight Y/n/n.â She said, pulling the covers closer to her chin. âGoodnight Jayje.â You mumbled back before getting up and heading towards the shower.
A few hours later you woke up since it was freezing and JJ was taking up most of the bed. Shaking her shoulder you said âmove, you're taking up the whole freaking bed.â âHuhâ JJ woke up and looked over to you. âWhatâs wrong? What time is it?â She asked sleepily, sitting up on the bed. âYouâre taking up the entire bed and Iâm freezing. Thatâs whatâs wrong and itâs just past 4am.â You replied.Â
JJ laughed quietly at your words. âTry to maybe lay down and get some sleep.â JJ said, trying to get comfortable on the hard and uncomfortable bed. She reached over and touched your arm. âYouâre freezing.â JJ exclaimed, looking over to you in concern. âCâmon I know how to stay warm.â She said, softly pulling you into her arms. Tiredly you simply let her since you didnât have the energy to fight her now. âNow we can both stay warm.â She mumbled into your hair. âThank you. I love you Jayje.â You whispered quietly. âOf course. Now sleep Y/n/n. Youâll need it for tomorrow. I love you too.â JJ said while gently playing with your hair. And before you knew it, you were asleep in JJâs arms. JJ also fell asleep soon after you, she was also exhausted.
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hey sweetheart! i was hoping i could request one where f! reader is erin's partner at intelligence and she has a daughter. she and erin got along great and are practically "best friends", and is practically obvious that erin and reader are in love with each other, so there comes a day when she asks erin "you're in love with my mommy, don't you?"
fluffy and everything, you can decide the daughters name! it's totally okay if you aren't able to do it. hope its understandable! :))
Partners - Erin Lindsay x Fem!Reader
A/n : thank you for this request! I love this idea!!! And Emma is Y/nâs daughter (Iâm sorry I couldnât come up with a better name đ„Č) but anyways I hope youâll enjoy reading this!
The day didnât start so well since it was snowing so hard that school was cancelled for Emma. And it turned out that the babysitter who usually looked after her was sick.Â
Which meant you had to take Emma to work with you. You were so caught up in your thoughts you didnât realise it was getting late until you felt two tiny hand tug at your shirt. âMommy, when are we going to see Eri?â Emma asked, jumping up and down in excitement.Â
Erin was one of Emmaâs favourite people, since she was always so kind to her and even offered to teach Emma how to do a French braid, after Emma once saw her hairstyle and asked a million questions about it. You appreciated Erin so much. It was hard raising Emma all alone, but you knew you had an amazing family you could rely on. Erin was your best and closest friend you had.Â
âWe are going to go see her now sweetheart. I just need to grab a few more things alright?â Emma nodded, running off to get her shoes and winter coat.
Arriving at the district, you quickly helped her out of the car and gathered your things.Â
After exchanging a few words with Trudy, you and Emma headed upstairs towards the bullpen. Opening the gate you let go of Emmaâs hand for a second and before you knew it she was running up to Erinâs desk screaming at the top of her lungs âERIIIIIII!â It was a nickname she had once come up with and Erin loved it.Â
A few hours later, you were still filling out some leftover paperwork. Hearing Erin and Emma quietly play a game of cards you smiled to yourself. You loved seeing the two most important people in your life get along so well.
After finishing another report you got up and grabbed your mug heading towards the break room. Quickly glancing over at Emma and Erin, you saw that they were still playing the card game and Emma looked really happy. âYou really are in love arenât you Y/l/n.â Jay laughed from beside you. You jumped up in slight fright, glaring at him. âDonât scare me like that Chuckles.â You said pouring in some coffee to your mug. âYou should ask her out.â He simply stated, looking at you. âI donât know Jay, I mean. I just donât want to lose my best friend, you know?â You said sadly. âI know you donât want to lose her but I think itâs worth a shot. I mean you never know what will happen and besides seeing the puppy eyes Erin has been giving you this whole morning just makes me even more sure about it.â He said gently bumping your shoulder before walking out with his fresh coffee.Â
Meanwhile Emma and Erin were having a whispered conversation, after Emma asked if they could speak quietly since it was something about you. Erin got slightly worried and agreed, softly asking what this was about. âYouâre in love with my mommy arenât you?â Hearing Emmaâs words Erin blushed looking down. âI knew it!â She smiled at the brunette widely. âSo when do you plan on asking my mommy out?â Emma added. âSweetheart, are you sure? Since I donât want to upset you.â Erin softly replied, looking over at Emmaâs slightly shocked expression.
âWhy would you dating my mommy upset me? I like you a lot so I donât see why that would upset me.â Emma said, confused. âBut whatâs your plan?â Erin smiled, before whispering something into Emmaâs ear.Â
A few moments later you walked out of the break room and approached Erinâs desk. Emma was colouring something while Erin was simply watching her. âUh hey Erin can I talk to you for a second?â You asked softly. âOf course, is everything alright?â She asked you in concern. âYea I think so. Emma, will you be alright on your own for a second?â She just nodded and happily returned to colouring some picture Erin must have printed out. Antonio also offered to watch Emma for a bit, while you and Erin talked. Sending him a thankful smile, you nodded and looked over at Emma.Â
Erin gently placed a hand on your lower back and led you to the locker room. âWhatâs up?â She asked, sitting down on the bench next to you. âWell I wanted to ask you somethingâŠâ Erin just nodded and you continued. âI really like you Erin and so does Emma. And I just wanted to ask if you maybe wanted to go on a date sometime. Sorry if this is too soon.â You blurted out, blushing slightly. âI was about to ask you the same thing. Emma and I were just talking about you and I have wanted to ask you that for ages.â Erin laughed, gently leaning over and placing a strand of your hair behind your ear.
âCan I kiss you?â Erin asked softly, looking at you with red cheeks and wide eyes. âOf course.â You smiled back at her. Gently leaning in, the two of you kissed. Suddenly you heard a loud scream, it was Emma who was jumping up and down in excitement screaming âTHEY KISSED! MOMMY AND ERIN JUST KISSED!â
Laughing at her words you held out your arms for her to climb into them. Emma quickly sat down in your lap and looked over at Erin with a big toothy grin. âSee I told you it would work!â She said, smiling at the both of you. You just laughed at her words.
Emma held out her hands to Erin, who quickly grabbed her into a hug. âMommy come join us!â Emma said, turning to look at you. Laughing, you joined the hug and smiled at Erin over Emmaâs head. The three of you sat like that for a while and Erin placed a gentle kiss on your forehead.
Everything was alright.Â
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