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Don’t regret. Remember

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Ugh. I hate that this is still circulating. That’s Tigger and Roo, they belong to a woman from the US, not that random guy. Tigger (left) actually died recently so this sucks even more. 😢 Anyway, you can all follow Roo here. 

And here’s how I found them. 

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Uh,,, Mod Viv,,, in all honesty, the reason why you'd end up working in Sweet Enchantments I'd that it's a crime to be that cute--

Oh my god, stop being so cute!!! You’re adorable!! 😭😭

#asks #Anonymous

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Mod Viv, I think you might like this. The title of the animation is 'Catsing Call'. It's basically an animated interview for cats who wanna become stars! It's pretty cute :D

OH my god, I loved that!!! Richard was the best cat EVER. And the floofy one with the assistant reminded me of my cat Julia! 😂

For anyone else curious, watch this here! 

#asks #Anonymous

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Venting.

Dear You,

Before I say anything else, I want to state that I forgive you. I forgive everything that happened. You were young, and whilst this isn’t an excuse, we all make mistakes. No human is perfect, and I understand why you might have felt you could get away with it. What you did was abhorrent, and whilst I do think you were old enough to know better, life is confusing at that age, pretty much all the way until adulthood.

So, in short, I do forgive you.

What I can’t forgive is the aftermath. I can’t forgive the way I was treated by people who I thought loved and cared about me, as a direct result of your lies. I can’t forgive the fact that to this day, I am incredibly confused about sex, and what is and isn’t acceptable. Every new relationship comes with a hefty bag of trauma because I’m so nervous about being touched.

Consent is confusing. No means no, of course, but what confuses me is the fact that there will be people out there- like myself- who accept their circumstances, grinning and bearing their experience, out of guilt and manipulation. That scares me, because I then start to question – am I doing that to someone else? Am I forcing people?

You really brought out the true colours of our family. Perhaps I should thank you for that. I saw a whole new side to our auntie, and it’s something I think about so often. The level of betrayal. For every compassionate and gentle word spoken, I’m always left wondering if she truly means it. After all, she not only took your side entirely but made it clear that her 10-year-old niece made her too uncomfortable to be around.

All my life, I’ve constantly been reminded that you suffered too. That you felt so shaken and terrified by the whole situation. But did you? Did you really? Because the last time I checked, you had a house, a girlfriend, a dog and a god damn singing career in which the majority of our shitty town worship you. All I’m saying is that from where I’m standing, it doesn’t particularly seem like you’ve done all that much suffering.

I hate this. I hate that I constantly look like I’m playing the victim. I look like a bitter idiot who can’t physically let go of her past. It’s pathetic, really. But the truth of the matter is, the trauma is still right there, fresh as the day it all began. I’m actually sat here writing this because I wanted to watch a movie that I love, but I can’t. Why? Because the main actor vaguely reminds me of you, and just seeing his face gave me nightmares for two consecutive nights. All because I’m that frightened of you.

I’ve had to consider changing my last name because of you. The trail of destruction that you have left behind is immeasurable. If you could have just told the truth all the way back then, maybe this wouldn’t be happening. Maybe we’d even be friends now. Do you even remember how close we were? You were my best friend.

A part of me forgives you for not telling the truth. Your mum isn’t exactly the loving, accepting kind. And you were only a child yourself, of course.

But why couldn’t you have told the truth in later years? Does your girlfriend know? So many unanswered questions.

How can I ever get closure? How can I ever move on? You robbed me of my innocence. You violated me.

And I just don’t know how to move on.

#i couldn't sleep knowing i'd have a nightmare about him #so i wrote this

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(It's not my veganniversary, just my anniversary of no animal flesh)

8 years today.

8 years since I sat down to a table and devoured the flesh of another living being.

8 years since I looked at someone with a soul and thought that they'd look good on my plate.

8 years since a muscle, a tendon or a piece of fat passed my lips.

8 years since someone's son or daughter made their way down my gullet.

8 years since I realised that advocating for the freedom of orcas whilst paying for the enslavement of another animal was hypocritical.

8 years since I YouTubed the word "vegan" for the first time.

8 years since the night I first ever watched Earthlings.

8 years since I told my mum "I can't do this any more."

Someone, somewhere, was looking out for the animals on 25th July 2012. And looking out for me, too. I'll never stop being grateful.

Whilst today is not my veganniversary, it's the anniversary of the day when a seed was planted, and a connection was made.

It would be another 6 months before a full lifestyle change to veganism, but this day marks something so huge. A true butterfly effect.

And I'll never stop being grateful.

#vegan #vegans #veganism #cows #pigs #sheep #chickens #animals #animal #i love animals #animal lover #herbivore #herbivores #farm animals #friends not food #cute #adorable

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Fuck, marry, kill - Kristen Stewart, Julia Roberts, Taylor Swift

Marry - My Julia. 😍💖

Fuck - I feel like Kristen would be more of a top, I’M SO SORRY!!!  😭

Kill - I have to kill your wife, but... it’s okay, I won’t really do it, I’ll just send her to you instead! 

#asks #vampiregirlsblog

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sry if i made u uncomfortable w/ the soulmate question mod viv. i just got so excited that our beloved mod nearly found a soulmate and i just spewed out all my questions, i didnt realize that it may be painful for u to talk about

Oh my goodness, you absolutely didn’t at all darling! It wasn’t painful in the slightest. It’s a very very old situation. A long healed up wound that is nothing but a scar now! Ask anything you like sweetheart! 😘💖

#asks #Anonymous

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WE GET IT. U LIKE MILFS.

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dont worry you are our favorite mayonnaise -CNS anon

😂😍 More than Hellman’s? 

#asks #Anonymous

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i honestly wanna draw something from the NSFW lovestruck blog, but me no art gud :[

Awwww sweetheart! I totally understand you! I wish I could draw too!! 

#asks #Anonymous

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I’m dying, this is so cute!!! @vampiregirlsblog 😭

Puppo does a prank 

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I've found it. The rarest genre of fanfiction. Angsty smut. It was a mistake to read it tho 😭

😏😏😏 Oh ho ho, that sounds interesting!!!! 

#asks #Anonymous

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it’s me, i’m girls 😇

#best horror movie of all time though

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I honestly thought rincrowe was called rincrowave (like rin + microwave),,,

Okay but that nearly made me wet myself! 😂😂😂😂😂 @rincrowe you are now a microwave! 

#asks #Anonymous

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😍

Wan Qian 万茜

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SIGNAL BOOST THE SHIT OUTTA THIS