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Just Friends

Summary: You have feelings for Tom Holland, he couldn’t possibly return them, right?

You and Tom have been working on a movie for a couple of months now and you’ve grown fonder of him every minute you two work together. You guys play love interests of course, but you can’t help but feel it’s not just acting for you anymore. Every time you kiss onscreen you can’t help but wish you could do it too offscreen too.

“Y/n” Tom says pulling you out of your daze.

“Hey Tommy” You were the only one who ever got to call him Tommy, it made you feel special.

“What have you been up to darling?” The way he says it makes your heart skip a beat. darling. That word sounded like honey coming from his mouth. But you have to keep your cool.

“Nothing much, just waiting to shoot the next scene really. But that’s not for another two hours” You’re so tired, you feel like you can fall asleep in your chair.

“Why don’t you come out with me for some lunch, it’ll give you some energy.” You were so excited by the invitation from Tom, even though it wasn’t a date, any time spent with him was appreciated by you.

“That sounds amazing” You wondered if you sounded too eager with your response but at this point you didn’t care.

“Where’d you like to go?” Tom asks

“I’ve been dying to go to this new pizza place down this street, how does that sound?” It’s true, you’ve been wanting to go to that spot forever, but in all honesty you waiting for a moment where you could go with Tom.

“Pizza sounds great, darling” There’s that word again.

On the car ride there you could feel tension, you wondered if it was one-sided or if he could feel it too. You thought he could never like someone like you, you felt unworthy of his attention. His fans didn’t make it easy either always comparing you to other actresses they “shipped” him with or even being jealous as if they ever had a chance with him. You guys made minimal conversation in the car but other than that you guys just sat in silence and listened to music. That’s one thing you liked about Tom the fact that you guys could sit in silence and just have each others company. Before you knew it you guys were right in front of the restaurant.

“Finally we’re here, I’m starving.” Tom breaks the silence

“Me too, haven’t eaten since this morning.” You knew after you said that he would get upset and say how you should always take a snack in between scenes but sometimes you didn’t even think about it.

“Y/n” he says in a deep tone

“I know, I know.” You did not want to be lectured right now, but it did make you feel like he cared for you, even if you knew he would never care for you like you do for him. You guys walk inside and get seating but the nice hostess, then shortly after you guys order. You have the strong feeling to tell Tom your true feelings, you think if you were going to do it, it might as well be now, right?

“Y/n? What’re you thinking about?” He says with a smile

“Uh…nothing” You say it with a fake smile but truly you’re just holding back tears because how could you think you can tell him your true feelings it’s too hard.

“Darling, what’s wrong?” Damn it. He knows you too well.

“Tom, I’m fine, really.” He doesn’t look convinced.

“Tell me Y/n.” His eyes are kind but his words are demanding.

“I want to tell you something Tom, I just don’t know if I can.”

“You can’t tell me anything” You feel like that’s a lie, you can’t tell him anything because this could ruin your friendship. But you decide to go ahead and say it even though your mind is against it, your heart is telling you different.

“I’m just gonna say it Tom…I love you.” You say it fast as if that will make it seem like it’s not actually happening but he has a look on his face that you’ve never seen before. You can’t tell if it’s good or bad. He stays silent for a bit.

“Y/n-” You cut him off before he can say anything else.

“No, you don’t have to say anything.”

“Y/n let me finish, because I want to say, I love you too.” You couldn’t believe it the man you thought could never share your feelings just said he LOVES you. HE loves YOU. But it feels too good to be true, you pinch yourself to make sure you’re not dreaming and turns out you’re fully awake but you’re speechless. So he speaks instead,

“I’ve felt connected to you since the first scene we’ve ever filmed and I’ve been stupid to not tell you, but I felt like you wouldn’t share my love” You were still shocked but didn’t want to leave him hanging.

“Tom you are the kindest man ever, how could I not fall for you.” Those words, those are the words that made him fall for you even more, you know that because that’s when he leaned in for a kiss. Not an overly rehearsed kiss that you guys have done countless times but a in the moment, true love kiss.

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I’VE GOT YOU | MOB!TOM

Summary : You decide to go out alone leading Tom to save you.

You were walking through the busy streets of London City, hands in the pockets of your coat shivering from the cool breeze. It was 6 pm and you so desperately needed a cup of tea from the little coffee shop not too far away, because they make it the best, everything’s just right.

It was getting dark and even though Tom insisted you not go alone or not even go at all -since one of his men could easily do it- you wanted to do something yourself for once.

Having a mobster for a boyfriend had its up’s and downs. Tom was soft for you and you only, and though you had to fear for not only yours but his life every second of the day, you eventually got used to it.

Your phone rings and a smile grows on your face as you see the name “my love❤️” pop up on the screen. You slide the button answering the call.

“Hi my darling, im just making sure everything’s okay” Tom speaks through the phone, voice soft.

“Yes Tommy i’m perfectly fine, you don’t need to worry my love.”

But maybe he should, because right in that moment you hear a voice.

“Hey baby, can I get your number” You felt your heart stop, freezing only for a moment before speeding up.

“You okay Y/N?” Tom’s voice sounds through the phone.

“Y-yeah everything’s alright.” You lie, voice shaking.

You take one glance behind you and the man smiles and it’s disgusting and all you want is Tom right now.

“Aww baby, you running away?”

“Tom, someone’s following me…” you whisper into the phone, voice cracking.

“What are you talking about? Find a shop and stay in there, im coming. I knew i should’ve never let you go alone, i knew it. I swear to god i’m going to kill whoever it is.” Tom rambles, voice stern but laced with worry.

“ Please hurry.” Is all you can say.

After 3 minutes of trying to get away from the man, he’s finally got you, and he’s cornering you.

You drop your phone in the midst of it all, and all you can think is to scream, but as you open your mouth he speaks up. “Scream and there will be consequences baby”.

Tears are flowing and you feel helpless, all you can do is close your eyes and hope for the best.

He has your arms and he’s leading you somewhere and you need your boyfriend oh so desperately.

“Let her go or you’ll wish you were never born.”

Relief filled your whole body as you hear the familiar voice, the voice you grew to love.

A gun is in Tom’s hand and before he can shoot, the man is releasing his grip on your arm and sprinting away.

You run to Tom’s arms, warms tears falling on his white button up.

“I’m so so sorry, this is all my fault. I should’ve never let you go alone. If i see that man i will cut his fucking head off.”

“It’s not your fault Tommy”. You say, tears still falling as you recall what happened only a couple seconds ago. “Please just hold me”.

“I’ll never let anyone hurt you darling, I’ve got you.” He kisses your temple, once, twice, three times.

You look up at him and he brings his thumbs to your eyes, wiping away the salty tears. “Can we still get that tea I wanted?”.

A slight smile forms on his lips, and he kisses you soft, and passionate, and full of love. “Of course we can love, of course we can.”

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