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devastating. i have an absolutely killer line but he simply would not say that shit. in agony. stomping my feet. no!!!!!

#FACK #delete later

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sorry but i simply cannot take anyone seriously with this argument. being horny is not a crime. acting inappropriately toward another person is a different thing from simply perceiving them in a way that scratches your brain. but you cannot make sexual thought crimes (thot crimes) a thing without it leading down an EXTREMELY homophobic, transphobic path of "the WRONG type of person PERCEIVED ME and I DID NOT CONSENT TO IT." sometimes you will be perceived by people you personally are not attracted to, and i'm sorry, but that alone is not a problem. you do not need consent to find another person attractive. being horny is fine, actually. get over it.

#listen to urself

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is that piece of media actually bad, or is it just not following the blueprint you projected onto it? is that work actually not good, or are you just demanding something from it that is absolutely antithetical to its themes, genre, tone, and narrative goal? is that story actually poorly written, or do you just dislike that it is not the specific things you wanted from it that it never set out to be, never was, and never is going to become? is it actually bad, or is it actually well-executed and you just dislike the story it chose to be because it isn't catering to your specific desires and expectations?

#haha #u have to judge smth based on what its trying to do #writing

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💞🐦 CONCORDE CHAPTER 19! 🐦💞

I just published Chapter 19: AD — THE HIGH ART OF BURNING ALIVE. We're truly reaching the endgame drama of it all . . .

#tra-la-la! #reblog

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Dream a little dream of me

#hello.... #this is so vivid omfg #pynch #GORGEOUS #i love how...deeply narrative this is . u tell such a story!!!!!

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adam parrish being just a little villain-coded is so fun to me. it never stops tickling me that the set-up WAS THERE for him to betray gansey in a worse version of the story — he was the rejected member of the love triangle, he was bitter about gansey's privilege, he's methodically ambitious about getting his in a dog-eat-dog world. in TRB, when he stole the camaro, ran off and killed whelk, that COULD'VE been the beginning of a villain arc.

but he loves his friends too much to let them go, and his friends love him too much to let him go. so he's their fucked-in-the-head sly friend who blackmails people with made-up child murder and scams rich harvard students with fake readings and pathologically lies like he breathes <3 something so wrong with him but he's a good guy <3

#this blew up im laughing #thank u to all of u who like adam's fucked-in-the-head-ness #to be very clear scamming harvard students is not the same level as fake blackmail but this is a guy who can and will and has #lied and manipulated like no one's business #adam “creepily clever fuck” parrish

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#prev yeah #pynch

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GO ME! updated. if ur wondering the depth of this rabbit hole i have 3 different lore docs for 3 different fics and the total wc of them currently is 30k+.

(@friendofcars' graphic).

worst week of work ever . . .

#guy who is so normal abt writing. #so so. so normal. so normal. #writing

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something about tdt makes me sooo mentally ill idk maybe just hennessy in white or adam parrish n the crying club or bryde bringing matthew back home or "you're a liar just like declan" or declan seeing color in his black & white life after jordan or ronan lynch between two worlds praying to know who he was and where he truly belong or "who would hennessy be without j.h. hennessy? jordan" or art making declan goddamn cry or where's my adam or mor and niall and cabeswater giving birth to ronan lynch or the barns being a paradise or you are made of dreams and this world is not for you or this is a story about the lynch brothers. the orphans lynch. they found out they were friends again.

#ok literally #when mega-fans of trc don't read td3 im liKE BUT JORDAN HENNESSY. BUT WHAT ABOUT JORDAN HENNESSY . .. . #WHAT ABOUT MATTHEW'S ARC IN MI. some of the best writing ive ever seen from maggie #the delicious complexity of declan lynch. and how badly he needs love. #ronan and hennessy's demented friendship ritual in lindenmere endlessly reiterating over hennessy's trauma. #the sick and loving codependence of jordan and hennessy. like do u even get it. like do you even - #and don't get me started on the demented-ass lynch lore. #the dreamer trilogy #u just have to be there

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whatever it's write night! updating lore docs edition.

worst week of work ever . . .

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it’s not going to be what you imagined, but it’ll be just as good.

#absolutely spectacular #such strong storytelling i adore this!!!!! #pynch #the raven cycle

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btw — i'm not going to be posting excerpts of concorde for the final 3 chapters! i would rather they be experienced in their entirety together when posted.

#i know i know very presumptuous to assume people will ask. #and it is very flattering when people do ask!!! #but — at the risk of sounding pretentious — i want to keep these chapters close until they're fully edited. #xoxo. #concorde

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critically jacking off to this problematic fic in a scholarly manner

#fandom #writing

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hello fandom enjoyer can you explain to me why youve decided the caring and generally kind-hearted male character is a trans man. answer quickly and dont include "because of the vibes" or else the saw trap goes off

#:-) #fandom

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theres an unhinged little voice inside me that sometimes asks me to do difficult things like "make croissants" or, in this case, "illustrate some key shots from the Snow/Coin assassination scene"

Maybe I'm imagining it but Katniss has this deranged little smile as she's being hauled away that just 👌

#the ya protag of all time #katniss everdeen #the hunger games

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worst week of work ever . . .

#delete later #trembling and shaking and screeching and sobbing

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The Knight of the Flowers, 1894, by Georges Rochegrosse. Detail and photo by Paul Perrin. Edit.

#aluminum cowboy