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has anyone seen my sharp rock? i left it in the river for 100 years for safe keeping and now i can't find it. its many uneven edges have sentimental significance

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In a 'im going to kill myself soon so let's do whatever the fuck we want' kinda mindset

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my boyfriend told me to tell him next time i wanna hurt myself. so i did and he said i was attention seeking 🥲

#depression #no friends #self harm #selfharm #selfhalm #suicidal #suicide #lonely #loneliness #alone #help

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oh 🙂 my 🙂 god 🙂🙂🙂 i can not catch a break. literally one thing after another. just when i think things are starting to look up, it gets fucking WORSE. 🙂🙂🙂 how stupid of me to ever think things could get better. no it fucking doesn't. it never will

#depression #suicidal #lonliness #loneliness #i hate tagging #it's so cringe #but a post with no tags looks weird #i want to die

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never being anyone’s best friend or the most important person in anyone’s life, ever, can really fuck you up emotionally

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POV: you have no one to talk to so you just google all your thoughts and feelings in hopes of finding some scrap of belonging

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i have nobody

#alone #lonely #no friends #so alone #depressed

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it's happened twice now at two different jobs where i have a friend at work, and we bitch about a colleague we don't like (it happens, we all do it). but suddenly they become friends with them and even prefer them over me. and then we stop talking 🫤😕

#lonely #no friends #alone

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i can't wait for winter so i can wear long sleeves. i don't like cutting my thighs. i want to be able to cut my arms again urgh

#selfharm #cutting #tagslmao #depression #suicidal #cringe putting tags yeno

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BELIEVERS NEVER DIE !!!!!

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im so understimulated i need to sink my teeth into flesh or something

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I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

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No, I am not okay, my thighs still touch

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i don't know how many more days i can resist the urges to cut. i literally spend all day every day thinking about it. not even exaggerating but i'm never not thinking about it

#tw😹 #selfharm #cutting #depression #suicidal #stupid tags