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Praying for the woman I’ll be in 5+yrs I hope she’s happy, and loved, living life unapologetically, doing what she loves.

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The worst trick a childhood anxiety disorder pulls is, you spend your early years being applauded for being so much more mature than your peers, because you aren’t disruptive, you don’t want any kind of attention, you don’t express yourself, you keep yourself to yourself - this makes you a pleasure to have in class, etc etc - and you start to believe it’s virtue. But you’re actually way behind your peers in normal social development, and who knows if you can ever catch up.

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Hozier’s No Plan actively thins the line between songs to slow dance to and songs to fuck to and I’m really living for it

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It’s okay that you’re not who you thought you would be

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It do be like that.

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Every apex predator, looking at a capybara chilling: “…nah, I can’t eat this dude, that would be fucked up”

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I am gaining weight so rapidly and I’ve been told it’s probably due to my anti-psychotic medication because my eating hasn’t changed. I should feel a bit better knowing it’s not my fault but I feel like I take one step forward and two steps back. I need tablets to function but literally gaining weight faster than I can lose it is making me v depressed and feel v unattractive

#weight #struggles #personal #text post #me #idk #sorry #bpd #bpd problems #actually bpd

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I aimlessly walked around for hours yesterday and my only recollection of what I did is from the things I purchased. Today, I am sat in bed and for the past 2 hours I’ve thought about what I am going to do but have no energy to do anything. I’m taking this minor set-back way too badly. All I did was perform badly on two university assignments. Sure it makes my chances of ending with a 1st class degree almost impossible but that’s not the end of the world.

#trying to help myself #but its not working #i just want to sleep #bpd #derealisation #text post #personal #idk #me

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the moment i learned that avril lavigne is straight was a top 10 anime betrayal i mean have you seen 2002 avril