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that's my little meowmeow

#He's my pathetic cringe-fail loser who lives a triple life of singer-mafia prince-detective who ruins like everything for himself #something something being starved for love and used to brutality the slightest tenderness shatters you beyond repair something something #also these quotes kill me so sweetly #kinnporsche

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Chay revenge arc

Based on this.

#stop this is so funny #I'm actually in love with this lowkey #get his ass Chay!! #kimchay #kinnporsche

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#happy kinnporsche discovering day to me

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ok imagine 10 things i hate about you. now imagine 10 things i hate about you, but gay. now imagine that kat and bianca are assassins who kill corrupt politicians and businessmen. now imagine that this is real. many good and wonderful things are possible in this world if you watch thai dramas.

#I saw the trailer and I feel catered too specifically #I literally do not show up to shows this early but holy shit I can not wait for this to come up #10 things I hate about you but with murder and schemes and the gay #I can not wait to watch this show for firstkhao alone and everything else sounds like an impeccable cherry on top #the heart killers

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random question time! which wwx's relationship do you like the most and why? It could be platonic or romantic, all canons allowed

Thank you for the ask! Oh boy this question is hard, because I like I appreciate so many of his relationships for different reasons that picking just one feels kinda cruel 

I think the biggest tie for me is between JC and LWJ for WWX. 

Wangxian is the rare ship where I genuinely can only see them romantically with each other, like I’m multishipper, I’ll ship literally anything if you have an interesting concept, pretty words or beautiful art, like grab my attention I am yours, except these two, they live in my head rent free and they can only be together because like maybe you lost everything, maybe you can never go back to that blissful youth you once had, but that doesn’t mean you can’t build a new life for yourself and find happiness and all the grief and tragedy does not define you but you still want to help people and you will help people and maybe it isn’t the life you thought you wanted when you were fifteen but it is a wonderful one and you love and you are loved and you are happy and that is enough. Maybe you suffered, maybe you were cruel, maybe the world misread who you are and assigned you a role you did not ask for, but maybe that doesn’t matter because you know who you are, you are still kind, and you have someone who knows and understands you and trusts who you are. You are both also kind of insufferable in your love and get to be annoying too. 

But JC & WWX are my ultimate tragic doomed platonic relationship, my neurotic little freaks who can’t be normal about each other and have zero boundaries, bickering idiots, wanting to go back to your youth except you’ll never be 15 again and you the person who knew the most intimate parts of yourself is now a stranger except you still see the glimmers of the person they used to be, the most brutal variation of you’ll never recover from that kind of devotion, the ultimate capturing  lost youth and having to go down different paths and really depicting what growing up is like sometimes, the viciousness where I am able to hurt you unlike anyone else (regardless if I want to or not), the abusive household codependency of survival, literally carrying a piece of your soul in my chest and making the ultimate sacrifice you never asked for because I couldn’t bare to risk losing you, the hollowness is a symbol of my devotion and the fullness is an omen of our splintering, there is one brain cell being shared like a game of tennis, my pathetic meow meow and beloved blorbo, I genuinely can’t be normal about them. 

I think if I really have to pick between them though, I’ll have to say JC & WWX just by virtue of I don’t like Wangxian fics that mischaracterize or villainize JC, like if he’s featured and isn’t a well-written character (Shanastorytellers' and loosingletters’ fics my absolute beloveds), it really takes me out of the narrative. His depiction and relationship with WWX has a lot of impact on my Wangxian enjoyment, and even in canon my beloved Wangxian gets to develop because of all the Ls this poor guy takes, so congrats JC, you win here! It’s by a literal hair, but JC & WWX platonic relationship, get these boys a reconciliation so they can drink in Lotus Pier and gossip about their kids and people they think are stupid, WWX it will enrich your marriage so much I promise. It’s what *I* deserve.

#mdzs #the untamed #rom-com asks #wangxian #jiang cheng #wei wuxian #lan wangji #cql

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Jiang Cheng, watch your words. I’ve never paid attention to that type of thing, have you forgotten?

#no one gets to kill your brother but you except you can't kill him either because you can not bear to live in a world without his existence #my deranged guy who spent 13/16 years hunting down his former brother whom he totally hates totally convinced he's alive #while everyone else is like 'didn't you kill him he's very much dead?' #complexity insane pathetic meow meow of a man Jiang Cheng is #the untamed #mdzs

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have you ever wondered which hurts the most

#you get the worst of both worlds #my dear doomed devotion festering wound that will not heal and will not kill you it is a blessing or a curse for the love to have been ther #even with all the hurt and suffering it caused you? #the untamed #mdzs

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and till the very end, there is always another chance. — J. Winterson

#oh this is so beautifully framed I didn't notice the parallels before #you couldn't save your sister but you can save her son and maybe that just has to be enough #the untamed #mdzs

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и мы сгорели на земле оставив небо для других жизнь одинаково права и нет хороших, нет плохих

ночные снайперы – неторопливая любовь

(trans. by me)

#hahahaha I'm totally not screaming crying throwing up #oh doomed devotion and longing for a youth where you are never parted only to face the brutality of growing up and going separate ways #you will never be the same person you were at 15 but god you will wish that you were because maybe then you wouldn't have lost each other #you can't keep going and you can't let go and all you can do is stare at the festering wound that will not heal and will not kill you #totally normal about them #the untamed #mdzs

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the untamed + text posts

#Oh Jiang Cheng my dear pathetic meow meow who desperately needs therapy and will truly never recover from that kind of devotion #he's a comedy he's a tragedy he's trapped in a never ending soap opera with his clown make up on #the untamed #mdzs

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um

— inspired by falseknees's comic and demonicfarmer69's tweet

#AHHHHHHHH MY HEART #gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous art #i love how the colors look #beautiful beautiful beautiful boys #the untamed #mdzs

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— natalie diaz, a brother named gethsemane

#hi yes it makes me completely and utterly insane #the love the inevitable seperation the resentment and adoration all of it makes me feral #the untamed #mdzs

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y'know it very belatedly occurs to me that "in the future you will be the clan leader and I will be your subordinate, just like your father and my father" is um. kind of a cursed precedent to invoke. all things considered.

#don't forget also having a child left behind to be raised by someone else! #seriously though I need to know what was going on in their brains when they made that vow what propaganda were they being fed #Once again Wei Changze got married and fucked off then had kid then died #while Jiang Fengmian had soap opera bad marriage while being neglectful father of the year for seventeen years straight (probably longer) #What made them think that was a good thing to manifest that that was the ultimate closest bestest relationship they could have #Y'all were actively creating a self fulfilling prophecy of doom and tragedy and pain for yourselves with this alone! #idiots #absolute idiots honestly #the untamed #mdzs

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No one:

My brain: Y'know Wei Wuxian technically didn't break his promise of being to Jiang Cheng like their fathers were to each other, cuz Wei Changze did in fact leave Yunmeng Jiang and then died

#WWX also left the Jiang Sect Leader for a hot cultivator in white and travelled around on a donkey and they technically had a kid together #man is truly his father's son huh #no but seriously what the fuck were they thinking why on earth did they assume that was a good model to idealize #Like Wei Changze fully got married fucked off had a kid and died #and Jiang Fengmian got unhappy marriage and won most neglectful father of year like 17 years in a row prior to his death #Why the fuck did you guys think that was a good life and relationship to mimic what propaganda were they feeding you #Did they think they'd just fully avoid marriage and thus all tragedies or something?? #Y'all were actively creating a self fulfilling prophecy of doom and tragedy for yourselves with this alone #my stupid blorbo and idiotic meow meow #the untamed #mdzs

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wei wuxian and jiang cheng are opposing brothers of life and death. wei wuxian, the one of so much vibrance and energy who aims to save the living but suffers the most tragic end, and jiang cheng, the one who ever tears apart and destroys in anger but who is cursed with survival throughout all else

#oh my god OP your mind #Wei Wuxian who mends his brother to keep him here with a festering emptiness in his chest that will never be filled #and Jiang Cheng who gets torn apart to keep his brother from leaving burdened with his chest being perfectly whole and complete #Wei Wuxian who escapes and escapes so of course life escapes him in the end #Jiang Cheng who carries burden after burden so of course he must carry the greatest burden of life #god they kill me #the untamed #mdzs

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Florence + the Machine, I’m not calling you a liar

#is it a kind or cruel fate to be killed by the person who was once your other half #is it a mercy or a torture to be the one to kill the person you were going to spend the rest of your life with #is it a blessing or a curse for the love to have been there even with all the hurt and suffering #I'm totally not deranged about them #the untamed #mdzs