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Crazy true story I need to vent about:

So a few days before my birthday my brother “X” was going into psychosis because he has schizophrenia and so some of my family while I was at school and unaware still, were attempting to get him to get help in the hospital. Well…

Police arrived before the ambulance to take him to get help and he’s normally non violent and has never gotten to anything like this before. We were all freaked out(when I found out later on into the event). My brother went into a rage and didn’t know who his one family members were… he suddenly grabbed a knife from the utensil drawer and charged right at my other brother(Y) who was at the kitchen table of my mom’s apartment. My brother “Y” avoided this and ran to the door and slammed it shut. X tried to get thru the door and my brother Y and my dad held the door. Cops came up and held a taser but it looked like a gun so my brother Y and dad yelled don’t shot! They tased him right when my mom came out of the bathroom and screamed don’t shoot because she thought it was a gun. Brother X got up and grabbed the knife, he darted towards my mother who was turned away for a split second at her door. X stabbed my mom two to three times from what I could tell.

Anyways… traumatic right? Well I wasn’t there for this event, and I’m grateful. My mom went to the hospital and is healing now it’s been about 2 weeks. My brother X is in jail and has had one court date, many to come. I hope he actually gets help and not incriminated. He was insane and not himself at all. My whole family is shocked, I swear the aftermath of the blood, I cared for my mom for 4 nights 4 days before I had to go back to school and work. I’ve had plenty of trauma myself and can’t imagine what my brother is going through not even understanding what he did. He has no idea, he was crying on the phone we cant even tell him fully what happened until court again. He missed thanksgiving, I brought food to my mom but pretty sure she has PTSD just like I’ve experienced. Now he’ll miss Christmas… We’re all hurting from this, this fucking sucks. It’s hard watching your family member slowly deteriorate…my brother is so lost and I wish I could help him. Only time will tell.

#true story #familystories #schizophrenia #schizophreniastories #psychosis #brotherstabbedmymom #wtf is life

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Finally getting somewhere in my life after so many years of falling down. I got sober, got my associates as of this summer, and am starting dental assisting while waiting to get excepted into dental hygiene. Sometimes you fall a million times and ‘waste’ a lot of time just to finally get to where you want to be, because without those hurdles, I wouldn’t be and appreciate where I am today.

#motivation #we do recover #failure #get back up #find your peace #find yourself #find your path #school #motivational stories #this is recovery #change your life #Spotify

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JENNIFER’S BODY (2009) dir. Karyn Kusama

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9.18 - Meta Fiction • SPN Time Stamp Roulette (40/?) •

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countdown to halloween: [characters] ↳ tom hanniger

Are you there, Harry? You living inside Tom? Huh? Are you in there? Oh… I’m right here.

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we go big here

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Silence, Wood.

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I am obsessed with becoming a woman comfortable in her skin.

Sandra Cisneros (via liquidlightandrunningtrees)

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You still have a lot of time to make yourself be what you want.

S.E. Hinton, The Outsiders (via larmoyante)

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More Psychology Facts Here

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